The repressed you: 12th house planets
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00:00 - 12th House Meaning
42:44 - Sun in 12th
51:09 - Moon in 12th
59:38 - Mercury in 12th
01:10:30 - Venus in 12th
01:18:11 - Mars in 12th
01:37:21 - Jupiter in 12th
01:46:30 - Saturn in 12th
02:09:26 - Uranus in 12th
02:19:47 - Neptune in 12th
02:36:40 - Pluto in 12th - Zábava
Pluto and Saturn in my 12th house with Scorpio rising. These descriptions were spot on. There was a lot of abuse in my family growing up and my mother was trafficked here and had two children during her captivity. Me and my sister. He kept my mother for over two years and brutalized her. She later escaped only to form relationships with men who were no different. I was silenced in many ways. My power stolen from me in many ways. Keeping family secrets was expected. As I grew older I left home and the monsters in it only to meet someone who would bring all of these suppressed and repressed things to the surface. He was all I was afraid to see and accept about myself. Things hidden. I decided after over a decade of putting myself through that abuse that I didn’t want that for myself or my children. And started on a personal journey inwards. Digging everything out. Exposing the darkest recesses of my heart and mind and soul. It was rough. And I thought I was going to die. But I did it. And even forgave my oppressor. Who really wasn’t my oppressor, but I had placed myself there and didn’t know how to leave. Astrology and videos like this are what set me free. Reading. Educating myself. And making a promise to myself that I wouldn’t ever stop becoming the best version of myself so I could be better for myself, my kids, and my family. I thought myself evil and hateful and dangerous my whole childhood. And those around me instilled that in me because I seen and heard things others didn’t. Because I had a power in me they could see, but they or I couldn’t understand. I understand why now as I got older why that power was suppressed in me. And what dangers it could have done had I not suppressed and repressed it. I blame no one and I’m grateful for everything that has happened in my life to bring me to this point. I’ve brought my family and siblings out of poverty, they’re successful, have kids and families of their own. And I have two wonderful kids and a beautiful grandbaby that made every bit of every hurt and memory worth it. Thank you. Your videos remind me of how far I have come. That I am not alone. That I am not an alien. And that I can overcome all that comes my way. And I was meant to. You do amazing work. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤❤
This is one of the most accurate and comprehensive discussions on the 12th house that I’ve ever encountered. Excellent in every way. Thank you for putting so much dedication, clarity and skillful articulation into this master-class presentation. Outstanding work!!! A phenomenal gift to the collective! ❤
12th venus prediction is so accurate.
Never found true love.
Always hurt by love.
I don't want to go through that again......
I wholeheartedly believe that you can and will find true love and find one that doesn’t hurt you but celebrate you❤️
@@shellybelly2012
I helped a girl to make career decisions,
But when I proposed her, she cut the phone with a WhatsApp status 'I don't react to shit'. Then blocked me on WhatsApp and LinkedIn 😐
Nothing else to say!!!! 😶
@@shellybelly2012 hi shelly, thanks for the support
Story of my life :((
I feel you so much!
Venus 29° in 12th.
I have changed my definition of love everyday since birth.. until I innerstood that we are love. We can't find love as we are it. It's always been there. 😘
On the point Mars in 12th house. 👌Luckily, I'm learning more and more how to deal with this energy and use it to my own advantage. Need to sacrifice for the weak and abandoned in our society is strong but it is I think compensation for not being able to stand up for myself. It feel more comfortable to fight for some worthwhile case outside of myself then to do that for myself. My Mars is in Taurus and also Apex point of the Yod. 🙏🙏
As a person with a huge stellium in the 12th house. I really appreciate the clarity, compassion, work, dedication and kindness that's put into this video. Thank you so much for doing such high quality content! Thank you for shining such a bright spotlight onto the deepest crevices of my heart & soul. Thank you 🌈💖😇🕊️🕊️
The 12th house makes so much sense now, this answers a lot of questions for me. I'm amazed at how much I just learned. Thank you so much for taking the time to create and share this video with us.
You are so welcome :)
@@cosmicclarityastrology what if it's retrograde ? Retrograde Saturn in the 12th house Pisces . Does the same applies or it's results varies. Please clarify. Even though whatever u said is absolutely correct but life is way more deep and complex , other planetary position also makes life more complicated if it's weak specially in my case.
Great video on 12 house, also very psychological from the introduction! It is also very accurate description based on the placements! It made me think: I have Pluto in the 12H; yes, emotional abuse, yes, power dynamics during the pregnancy, yes, suppression of my will and shaming due to actually my own power, which of course took me ages to realise because all this time I felt exactly the opposite - dominated and powerless. But I am thinking now - I did study clinical psychology (of course) I have therapy, but I have never ever ever been tempted by the idea to manipulate for my own goals - here comes the past life inherited guilt and sinful feeling, so I have always been conscious of the consequences of manipulation. In fact, this is why I was afraid to become a psychologist myself - this huge fear that I would be "dominating" and being sort of responsible for other people's destiny, because of my understanding of how deep the rabbit hole is. In fact, even in every day life I feel I have to be stepping carefully around people, as if I am carrying an atomic bomb which could accidentally explode... but not out of my own destructiveness, this is how I project my controlling mother's reaction to every.single.little.mundane.move. I made as a child, as if it was a catastrophe... But, here is the tricky part - am I being processing my Pluto in a positive way by understanding manipulation as a karmic boomerang, or is this still part of my shadow side that I disown? Much food for thought for me... Thank you for this!
I have 2 planets in the 12th. Took care of both my parents before they died. They were able to die at home as they wished (8 years apart). Husband was a big help, but am riddled with guilt that I wasn’t a perfect caregiver for them. Today we signed the papers to sell the house and it happens to be my dad’s birthday. It was a last minute reschedule and unplanned. So I’m pensive and reflecting on the bittersweet.
I was alone in the car and said to them, “Our family wasn’t perfect but I had a great childhood. Wherever you may have thought you failed, I forgive you. Please forgive me where I failed you too.” I asked my mom to help me process the heavy things on my mind and heart. The guilt about selling the house, the inner confusion I am always faced with. I found this video 2 hours later. Am all in to hear your take on the moon and Saturn in the 12th.
Thanks mom:)
Thank you so much for this Sweetheart. As someone with five planets in the 12th, I really wish I’d known this decades ago. With gratitude, respect and love 💚
This woman is very educated in a real-world way re: planets in the 12th House. This video is very in-depth, and educational. What a treasure 👑🥇🌟🌟
Saturn in 12th house.. my dad was a workaholic (he is a capricorn), and while I was in the womb, the doctor told my mom my fetus was not going to make it and she might miscarry me, and while i was 7-8 months they said I was not getting any oxygen and I was almost completely still in the womb to not use up all my oxygen.. This was the most accurate description of a saturn in the 12th house ❤👏👏
Pluto in 12th... this was right on for me. Never allowed to express my emotions.
1:05:26 i feel called out LMAO very spot on
i can take the HSK 2 certification test right now and get 60%. if i study and buckle down for a few weeks i can probably pass. Sadly, theres so many people i have to interact with that like to trivialize my intelligence and competence that it drains my mental acuity and so instead i just doomscroll
Sun in ♐ and moon on ♏ mercury in ♏ and pluto in ♏ in 12th house - parenting the inner child and exploring past lives to find the root issue helps.
Mars is in my 12h in whole sign system and in my 11th in a placidus system. I can stand up for my friends but not myself
I stumbled upon this. You were so powerful and amazing. I have Sun, Mercury, Venus in 12th and Pisces in on the 12th. Neptune is in 7th conjunct DC. I teach behaviorally challenged high school students. I used to always feel that I was unfit for life. I have had emotional and physical challenges in my youth and felt misunderstood my everyone. 12th house stuff. It is a real challenge to always speak the truth and not be fearful of looking at oneself.
Ironically, a nickname my friends gave me was “snowflake” which I am not.
I saw this presentation, in fact your YT channel for the first time yesterday.
Thank you so much for sharing these insights!
Your interpretations are right on, and offer so much to work with! Like you, my Natal Mars is in my 12th house. (In my case in Taurus- also my rising sign @23 degrees.) I have an aversion for anger and violence, especially as a means to resolve anything. Personally, I think this has served me well - I’m almost 70. You are the first astrologer I have heard define the underlying causes and reasons, which in my case are 100% correct.
The counterpart: I love watching comic strip hero movies - anything from Marvel or Arnold Schwarzenegger lol. Nothing too real…
This might be the best video I’ve seen on the 12th house. You made it so easy to understand. It was well researched and conveyed.
You made me cry with the sign of Cancer ♋️ in 12 th house
I have a Stellium in my 12th House of Scorpio with Sun, Mercury, Saturn and Pluto. This video was extremely helpful. Thank you so very much.
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WOW, imma Aries 12H cusp and everything you said about mars 12H/mars in 12H (tropical) is so true for my life. Doing a lot of shadow work on this is exhausting but working thru it. Imma Pisces 12H cusp (Vedic) and it has its truths for my life as well but I resonated more w my Aries 12H cusp. Thank you for your content, you thoroughly explained what I tried to gain clarity for years.
Thank God i found this video , finally someone understood the 12th house in a deep soulful way .
I have five planets in my whole sign 12th House. had to really search for deeper reading of it otherwise I would just be in despair. Instead, I literally had a career dealing with the esoteric. (I'm a retired professor of religious studies and philosophy..) FYI, this stellium is in Libra, ruled by Venus while my rising is ruled by Mars. What a paradox. Also Saturn is exalted there in Libra, the writing was on the wall for how my life would unfold in the depth of the spiritual connection. It was new to learn about the fears of the Saturn in 12th. I still have fears that are difficult to manage. Like I am really afraid of the intuitive part of the 12th house. I am also still a workaholic, currently WORKING at NOT being a workaholic to enjoy my retirement. As for the Mercury part, instead I might have had to over compensate because I was discovered to have high intelligent potential exceeding my family, I have 3 degrees and no one else in my family even went to university. Also I left home at the age of 14 for better academic opportunities
For me it was cancer and I felt like I didn’t have a mom because she was so twisted in the head .. never protected me, left us at stores, beat us, was jealous of us, rarely nice, barely cooked, told us not to bite the hand that feeds us, never heard I love you or got hugs, used birthdays and Christmas to play cruel jokes on me but gave my siblings presents
This was spot on for me, 12th house Sun, Jupiter, and Mercury in Aries. Thank you so very much. I feel better about myself. Incredible work thank you!!! 💚🤗💜
Thank you so much for this video. I have Mars at 29 degrees in my 12th house, plus my ASC at 3 degrees in Cancer also in the 12th. This is enormously helpful for me and has answered so many lifelong questions. I am truly grateful. I’m only 30 minutes in and already feel I’ve received life changing info. ❤
I got Saturn in 12th house. This is really crazy He’s always controlled me to studying the degree that I’m not passionate about, having the work hard but not smart mindset.
I have Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Chiron, and South Node in the 12th house. I think it’s safe to say my inner world is extremely complex 😅
I deeply resonate with all 12th house things, but I’ve never heard the aspect you brought up of Jupiter in 12th and having big dreams and it not aligning with what my family wants for me. I’m a first generation immigrant who always wanted to write. My parents didn’t explicitly say no but there was so much focus on me being “successful” and a doctor, that now I’m in my 30’s with a doctorate and not inspired by life at all. My belief systems are also very different than the rest of my family.
This is an excellent deep dive into this profound area thanks very much ❣️ I’m a cancer ♋️ with moon mercury and mars in the 12
I have moon, Saturn and ketu in the 12th of Pisces and this was the most attuned, and accurate description of the 12th house energy I’ve seen. Amazing job.
Wow so on point
Pluto in the 12th...abused in childhood. Pluto inconjunct Chiron in 5th. Had to do the deep soul dive to rid myself of the toxicity of these painful wounds. Footnote, mother was a narcissist
My goodness, on whole u-tube you won't find such a long and informative video on 12th house!!🫡
What an amazing in depth video! I have my moon and Virgo in the 12th. I am aware of how my emotions and my communication was not valued in my younger years.
Neptune in 12th!! Very accurate! Very psychic.. can pick up exactly what my sis is doing 15 hours away (detailed!) I get constant signs & synchronicities through music!! It’s freaky. The songs I hear literally coordinate exactly with the sun moon combo lol! Right when the moon hits 28 degrees & the other energy is coming in I seriously start hearing music that fits EXACTLY with both signs. It’s freaky! Also messages start flowing into my awareness that coordinate exactly with the moon.. (I have Aquarius moon in 1st too). The pages I follow on social media that aren’t even astrology pages literally all start posting messages that coordinate exactly with the transiting moon. I feel like I’m the only one who sees that this happens lol! I’ve been a nurse since 2008 & have had to finally take 2 years off work because I became soo overwhelmed by picking up so much energy all around me at work. Super sensitive & psychic! But yes I definitely get signs thru music & im definitely not imagining it. Thank you for sharing!! And yes had issues with being called too sensitive by family ☹️
This is the best 12 House explanation I’ve ever seen and I’ve been looking into it for 5 years. Definitely will be checking to see if you have more of these!
Mercury 12th house... such a great analysis...
One of the best videos and dissertation on the 12th house. Fabulous job!
This video has resonated more than most 12H explanations which usually just leave me scared or confused. Especially having Saturn in there. Thank you so much! :)
I have Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Mars & Saturn in 12th house… South Node Pisces conjuction to Jupiter in Pisces in the 11th house. This ain’t easy.
I’m fucking right inside the collective consciousness while trying to make a way through life, 90% of what I pick up on is not even necessarily mine so to say.
Before I realized that I was just torn apart taking on everything that came to me.
Setting clear boundries and drawing the circle of the magician to my aura and keeping my energy to myself is what keeps my head above the water quite literally.
Wow
My exact reaction too! @@dralexi
scorpio sun in 12H. All of the things said in the video resonate with me. All my childhood it felt like I was being repressed for who I am, my self-expression was always repressed by stating that i require too much attention. And my father left us when I was 1 year old and sometimes I was in some way hidden from his new family and even my stepsister until she turned 14. Constantly seeking for validation a lot but somehow stopping myself from being seen, feeling internally ashamed when I recognize that I am doing "too much" and showing off. And yeah, I am known as the person who manifests everything into reality very fast, always looking back and remembering like "huh, yeah that is what I wanted several month ago and here I am"
Wow thanks so much for sharing this. It really helps my practice!
Same I have scorpio sun in 12th house. My dad is always away from home. Amd whatever she said was right. I face stage fear.
Wow this is soo good , such an authentic, different and well put together, its like you are talking to me ❤
I have moon in the 12th…Libra😂😂…this was spot on. My mom is a Pisces so while she’s fun, fashionable and feminine, she’s also always been a bit irresponsible so my sister and I have always been responsible for ourselves at some capacity, mine emotionally. I have a really hard time expressing my needs in relationships but when I finally speak up, and those needs aren’t met after awhile i shut down and almost never say anything and eventually leave. Not very vulnerable at all.
Being a Pisces doesn't equate to irresponsible parenting.
I'm sorry for your experience though...
This was so helpful and thorough thank you so much for creating it! 😊
This is by far the best description, delineation, explanation and insights on the 12th house and planets in the 12th I've every come across. It is so relatable especially since I have 4 traditional planets in the 12th. Thank you!
do you live in a foreign country ?
Wow, Pisces Saturn , Mars, conjunct.
Saturn opposes Pluto Uranus and Saturn and Mars sit with Chiron.
Everything you said l experienced.
It brought me agoraphobia, l never left the house.
I became obsessed with astrology and healing.
Now can help others via my own experience.
Thankyou, very grateful for the work you have done.
I have Saturn conj Chiron pisces rising, opposite Pluto conj Uranus, all in a mystic rectangle with Jupiter and my sun mercury cazimi. And a grand water trine.
My Mars is sadly in Libra.
And my Venus is 12H Aquarius.
Saturn in 12, my parents tried their best, my mother was ill tho, I couldn’t really see my father until 16, due to court, and my mother. Dad died when I was 19. My mother may die soon. I’m not sure my intuition says something is wrong, I haven’t seen her in three years as she is a homeless women, I’ve helped her financially, all my childhood…
I had to work at a young age, my childhood was isolated from my peers and therefore now cope with isolation.
I was wondering if this would show up in my chart. My Saturn 12th house is in Gemini, which is my mothers house, how interesting.
This was the best explanation of the 12th house I've ever heard. I learned a lot. You seem very intelligent and I like the way you explained it. You are also very pretty!
Looking forward to future videos!
GOD give you many blessings and love! You nailed it! Wow! I am partly here in this life to clear/heal my ancestors karma, issues, or something. I have cleared and cleared, and have been stuck. discovered its ancestral. a lot of pain, in lower left mid but area, which can be ancestral, thats where they come in. and then right shoulder, and right foot. brain fog. abusive relationship that i don't go out of. just stuck. This is it! So thankful you did this!. I have Leo, my sun sign, and Uranus, in the 12th House.Moon in 11th, close to my MC. My mom has lots of the same pain. her memory is so bad, now hunched over which started when my 7 yr younger brother died at age 50. 1956: She eloped with my dad, when was supposed to be taking train to college at 18, my dad was 20. . No place to live after! She said she thought she was pregnant. she wasn't. got pregnant with me shortly after, and 3 kids in 2 1/2 years. her father was a biz owner, middle class, and upward trending. I was told, they had the ideal family. Recently realized, she and us 4 kids were punished in a subtle way, subtle shaming. Not given the same opportunities, or support. She was the example of what not to do to her 3 sisters. My root chakra was out of alignment all the time. So i finally had to start asking her about our first years. She has only a memory or 2 of my early years. Her mother and father had high ideals, and planned she would go to college, but she had no say. now grandparents are dead, no family stuff. She was set up for abuse in some ways. Now this explains all of it! For me to move on, going to take even more work! This is core deep stuff! big rewards for whole ancestry line though right?Grandma was a high achiever, but her mother only 3rd grade ed, and married at 16. before that, that woman had 12 kids starting at age 16! and the men? who knows. You are so valuable to my journey! i need to set up a time with you! this is DEEP work! You are amazing! I feel I am a lightworker, and meant to help heal the world. You are helping humanity with this. As i heal, i am closer to serving all. i have been working hard to be clear. but there is alot! Prob for everyone? Hopefully we will meet at some healing happy event in the future!- Ascension 5D, Namaste Cindy
Thanks so much for the wonderful explanation. I have pluto in 12th. I have been trying to understand this placement. Now I feel like I can start healing. On point...I've always been afraid of my anger being unleashed...
I was going on a deep dive on my 12th house and you have the most in depth answer that I could’ve ever asked for, thank you. I will definitely at some point be asking for a reading from you as I continue this journey
The Uranus in 12th house description was so accurate. It really enlightened me as to so much. Everything you said from feelings like I couldn’t really be myself and had to hide it. I always really liked the bohemian style and admired celebrities with that free-spirited energy. On the inside I’m bohemian, but in real life I dress more or less casual (at most I’d get hipster with some artsy pieces). I admire those who are just free and weird and don’t care. I think that was one of the reasons I was drawn to Lisa Bonet growing up and even today, because I never felt like I could just be that free and artsy.
I also have that huge fear that you mentioned of being controlled by someone else, because that’s how it felt growing up and I don’t want to repeat that in my romantic relationships. So I do push people who try to get too close.
I also have Mercury, Venus and Jupiter along with Uranus in the 12th house.
I agree that I do seem to hide my art, because it doesn’t feel good enough or maybe too personal. I have so many stories and art, people will probably never know about. I used to write stories for my friends in school, who’d get praised for my work, it was kinda sad but validating that I might be a bit too hard on myself.
I hide my beliefs, I grew up Christian, but there was a point as a teenager where I got interested in Taoism etc. - Jupiter in 12th house
Wow. I am just blown away by this video.
My last partner has his Sun at 29° of Pisces in the 12th house. The polarity of his personality always baffled me. It was impossible at times to feel any sense of security or stability in our relationship. I realized he was always fighting an on-going inner battle - a constant existential and identity crisis all at the same time, and I understood that it was his nature to exist this way, but your description of Neptune in the 12th opened my eyes to that which I could not understand from an outsider's perspective, and that which he lacked the awareness of to describe himself.
Thank you so much for the clarity.
Just found your channel with this video. I am excited to check out more of your content.
sun , venus , mars , mercury ,uranus ,neptune in 12th house here ,the video is very helpful
Very cool exploration of the 12th house and it's placements. Most breakdowns of "planets in X-house" on CZcams seem very cookiecutter and superficial. I thoroughly enjoyed this! Moon/Venus/Mercury in 🦀 in the 12th.
So informative!!! Thank you for this thorough and perfectly detailed explanation of 12th house
first time here, enjoyed your informative video and agreed w/most of Sun, Mercury Venus in 12H natal vedic chart. New sub and thank u for your timestamps also. Many disappointments and disillusions in personal situationships because of choosing wrong and now i am senior and my goal is to have and keep my peace and quiet but i realize that i cannot expect someone else to do anything for me and i try very hard not to expect from others because i often get disappointed and thrown to the curb by someone who takes unfair advantage of me - and i have learned to stay single, celibate and alone - it is good for my mental, physical, psychic and spiritual helath. Love does not exist for me, never has and never will. This was my lesson growing up and i finally understand now why everyone leaves me one way or another. Rx Venus, Sun Aries & Mercury Pisces. 12H natal vedic chart female shamed by family as a child
Thank you so much. I have Sun, Mars and Uranus in Cancer in the 12th house. You went right into my soul with your interpretations you are a great Astrologer. We 12th housers are night owls.
You said that the ruler of Taurus is Libra, not Venus. Cute! So cool.
Hi such a great explanation ❤. My 12th house has no planets but on the cusp between two signs ♌️ and ♋️, sun and moon. I can relate to both explanations. So glad I found your channel just subscribed thank you so much!
A huge wow.. Thank you
Thank you I have Pluto in the 12th of Scorpio.
12H sun and mercury. I really relate to both, especially mercury. Ages 0-15 I lived in pretty much complete solitude. Homeschooled, no friends, single absent and alcoholic mother. I had so much perpetual anxiety that I feel like I never got to develop a sense of self. At 16-18 I craved freedom and experience, did a lot of reckless things and put myself in bad situations. I felt very separate from myself, I didn’t know that I could communicate my internal world even remotely. I remember journaling and getting frustrated because the words just weren’t reality, it’s just like being trapped and confused with no sense of identity. Pluto conjoined my ascendant last year when I had an ego death experience, it was borderline a psychotic break but I have a strong support system now. I am definitely learning a lot about myself, the universe, and how to express and embody my truth. I can see in hindsight how all the trials I faced were there to build a stronger and more resilient inner being and knowing
Writing was transformative for me. I do stream of consciousness journalling in the mornings and sometimes at night, it clears out inner turmoil and thoughts so that I can have more authentic and productive thoughts. Meditation also saved my life
I have Uranus & Pluto in Virgo in the 12th House. When my Mom was expecting me ( in the 1960’s). A quack doctor told her she had a cancerous tumor in her stomach and wanted to operate to remove it right away. My parents went to another doctor for a 2nd opinion and he said “ oh, you’re pregnant & due on July 25th.” That was the day I was born. With the Uranus, I find the strict Catholic grammar school didn’t allow us more freedom of expression. If the picture features grass, you must color that grass in with a green crayon. Not any other color but what it’s SUPPOSED to be, & within the lines. So, as an adult, kind of hard to use Imagination in some cases because we were forced to just see reality or how things SHOULD be done to their satisfaction.
You did amazing on this. Honestly. I'm crying..
Thank you so much! I appreciate this video so much. Great work. Research. Now I understand more my 12th house. Amazing. Keep up the good work
This was beautifully accurate and insightful. Thank you !!
thank you. I loved your explaination of the planets in the 12th house.
Blessings !!! I have to say that you did an amazing work with this video, I´m very positively impressed !!! And I agree almost in all what you said about Sag in the 12th house and Saturn in that house. And in my case it´s much more important because, as you can deduce, I have Capricorn in the asc. So The ruler of my asc., which is the most important planet in my chart, is right in the 12th house and just in Sagitarius !!!
I´m 65 years old and I had a very interesting life: I was born in the capital of the republic of Panamá but I began to travel when I was 12 years old and since then I´ve travelled to 23 different countries in 3 different continents. I studied in 5 different universities in 4 different countries. I live in Poland, where I got my master´s degree and married a woman.
But my life was full of challenges and limitations at the same time like the fact that when I was 10 years old there was a millitar "coup de etat" in Panamá and the country became a big "millitar camp" !!! Then in 1985 I came to study to Poland because the rich countries of the world did not offer scholarships to common people but the socialist countries did.
I had 3 children but I was not the best father for them because I didn´t know how to be a good father cause, as you explained, my father was almost always out working the same as my mother so I was raiced by aunts or domestic workers !!!
I better end now because I could write books about my life and for other people it could be boring !!!
Blessings again and thanks for the information !!!
Greetings! I think you in fact should write a book!! Please let us know when it is available 💛😊🙏🏾
@@1_rare_bird Thank you for your commentary !!! I will think about it !!! Blessings !!!
12th house Scorpion sun 29 degrees, Neptune in the 12th. I make paintings and meditation music and realized I was ‘different’ a medium, in my mid fifties. I surely wish I had met someone with your knowledge about sensitivities, illusions, ‘predestined’ trauma when I was young, it may have made this trip easier to handle. I’m 59 now and amazed at your depth and range of insights, in one so young.
Great Job
The twelfth house is also the house of occult enemies (the 7th is the declared enemies house).
Thank you sooo much for this thorough video 🙏🏽🩷
Thank you for the work you did to present this concise look into the house of smoke and mirrors. It’s clear the characteristics of this house can’t be understood by the using the mind. You must dive deep within to lift the energy into the consciousness.
Saturn in pisces twelfth house. Both parents (dad pisces and Mom capricorn) did not see my needs as a child. Father seperated from me and my siblings, psychological problems. Mother left me when seperating from my dad. I was kind of left to myself.
I read somewhere that Saturn in twelfth house is a sign of living the last karmic pattern with the current life.
You are so on point my psyche ability is way up.❤❤❤❤
My moon is in the 12th, this couldn't be more spot on, thanks Courtney! ♡
I have Jupiter and Saturn in the 12th house. It is such a weird combination.
Incredible video, I've read up a lot on my stellium including the book your reference and this is the most concise, comprehensive resource I've found. Thank you ❤
Great presentation that I can relate to with Venus Mars and North Node in the 12 House being Aquarius, having had a very domineering mother my feelings were repressed during childhood - thanks for expanding my understanding of the 12th House
Oh my gosh! You hit it on the head when discussing seeing similar aspects in family charts. There is so much of that in my chart and my mom's. I can see my whole family in my chart.
Thank you for putting in so much work 🙏🏻
pluto in the 12th really resonated. ive been suppressing a lot for a long time. it often REALLY wants to come out and i suppress it. when i make music it gets its light but even then i just have this urge to want to explode.
Incredibly insightful.
thank you
New subscriber!! You’re amazing! ❤
Thank you so much for this
Love this its so good resonates in so many ways !
Amazing! On point for every one of my 4 planets here. Thank you ❤
Just found you through this video and I am SO excited to listen to more. ❤ Thank you!! (Pluto 12th house )
Thank you so much🙏🏽💖
Excellent, thank you
Thank you so much for such a comprehensive video❤
really good, thanks a lot !
Wow, very deep insights!! Thank you sou much!
Thank you! 🦋
This video was majorly helpful for me. Thankyou so much!!
So informative,thank you for taking the time to share with us !!
You're very good!!!