Indigo De Souza - Real Pain [Official Live Video]

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  • Indigo De Souza - Real Pain
    From Any Shape You Take out on Saddle Creek
    indigodesouza.scfm.me/asyt
    Video Filmed at Drop of Sun Studios - Asheville, NC
    Indigo De Souza - vocals
    Avery Sullivan - drums
    Dexter Webb - guitar
    Zack Kardon - bass
    FOLLOW INDIGO DE SOUZA
    Web: www.indigodesouza.com/
    Tour Dates: indigodesouza.com/tour
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    Directed by Andrew Anderson / @andrewandersonfilms
    Director of Photography Daniel judson / @danosphere
    Produced by Madelyn Anderson
    A cam - Andrew Anderson / @andrewandersonfilms
    B cam/Steadycam - Daniel judson / @danosphere
    C cam - Evan Anderson / @evan.anderson
    1st AC - Peter Lutz / @thepetelutz
    Edited by Andrew Anderson / @andrewandersonfilms
    Colored By Evan Anderson / @evan.anderson
    Engineered and mixed by Alex Farrar
    LYRICS
    When pain is real, you cannot run
    You can cover, but come undone
    And love might go, but is not gone
    I still know you, I still know you
    When love is real, you cannot sit
    You can hover, but never quit
    And carry on, as you were
    I still feel you, I still feel you
    I don't believe the things I've done
    I don't believe the weight I've been
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    I wanna kick, wanna scream, I wanna know it's not my fault
    I wanna know it's not my fault, I didn't mean it
    I wanna kick, wanna scream, I wanna know it's not my fault
    I wanna know it's not my fault, I didn't mean it
    #IndigoDeSouza #RealPain #AnyShapeYouTake
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Komentáře • 100

  • @abrittlebone
    @abrittlebone Před 4 měsíci +12

    the quiver of her voice and the alternation of tones and rythms and strength of the singing....feels really vulnerable and intimate

  • @Payton10909
    @Payton10909 Před 2 lety +115

    i cannot ever get through this song without crying and this version hits especially hard

  • @Lotharia88
    @Lotharia88 Před 2 lety +186

    It's fucking surreal hearing my depressed seventeen year old self screaming in the background of this. Their music means so much to me and I'm so happy my recording was included. I hope to see them on Way out West this summer. Thank you for this blessing of a song, incredible version aswell

    • @guilhermeviegas6139
      @guilhermeviegas6139 Před 2 lety +8

      my depressed 25 year old screaminggggggggggggggggggggggg

    • @marimbadearco
      @marimbadearco Před rokem +1

      where's "my recording" in this bro?

    • @meer8524
      @meer8524 Před rokem +3

      @@marimbadearco im guessing during the screaming part, bro

  • @melvxnyepez
    @melvxnyepez Před rokem +33

    The screams make me so uncomfortable, but it’s so perfect because it gives it such a strong meaning to “real pain” and it’s just beautiful and well placed. Pain comes in different ways and it’s so relatable to anyone who’s experienced such a strong horrible feeling like this. I believe this song is only audible when you’ve experienced such pain. Many will understand while others may simply pass this over their heads and either skip the song or so, but those who do understand will listen through it with an open-mind, understanding, and relation.

  • @holymakerel
    @holymakerel Před 2 lety +72

    saw them without having heard them before in asheville this februrary and i was BAWLING like a baby during this performance thank god my mask covered my snotty ass face. fucking life changing to just. HEAR this with no warning. something in my brain was changed for fucking ever

    • @gubblebubble3976
      @gubblebubble3976 Před 4 měsíci +1

      dudeeeeee SAMEEEEE heard them for the first time last march at sxsw in a church and holy shit, that was such a fucking experience. can’t wait to see them again soon

  • @summersweat
    @summersweat Před 2 lety +35

    Hearing this in concert was the absolute best moment of my life

  • @mushr00m71
    @mushr00m71 Před rokem +60

    I know for a fact I would start bawling listening to this in person. This version hearing her raw voice is so beautiful it hits completely different than the studio song.

    • @veronikamccoy
      @veronikamccoy Před rokem +1

      i’ve seen her live three times, and i ball my eyes out every damn time

    • @donthefreeman
      @donthefreeman Před rokem

      I smiled so hard. She started singing at 10:10 and I knew then.

  • @aaronmenconi4370
    @aaronmenconi4370 Před 2 lety +24

    I just saw her today in Raleigh and couldn't help but cry during this song. It's got such wildness to it that reminds me of someone who's also from Asheville. She lived with me as another member of a tiny cult in bumfuck North Carolina. She was the freest spirit I've ever known, and projected that spirit rippling throughout everywhere she went. She was also deeply troubled which like myself was why we both ended up there. Tragically she took her own life after all that, but she still whistles through the trees sometimes like today as the storm blew into Raleigh while Indigo played this song.
    Even 7 years later when I think about her I also really wanna know it's not my fault. This song is so cathartic.

  • @Salaudo
    @Salaudo Před 2 lety +26

    I could listen to 3:21 - 4:32 all day omg, let alone the entire song. It's all just too damn good.

  • @WillCap.
    @WillCap. Před 9 měsíci +5

    I quite literally have been returning to this song over and over since the album came out. There are tons of songs from the album I love (Pretty Pictures, Darker than Death, Hold U, etc) - but nothing hits like this. And its fully the screams, that animalistic shifting of pain into rage, lashing out violence swirled into bawling sadness and heaving gasps. It's just absolutely perfect. Thanks Indigo!

  • @kurtisthompson9660
    @kurtisthompson9660 Před měsícem +1

    This song means so much for me. At first i did not appreciate it but now I know. Thank you x

  • @kurtisthompson9660
    @kurtisthompson9660 Před 6 měsíci +2

    This was hard to listen to at first but I clearly heard the value of her voice and lyrics. I listen to this osng repeatedly in my mind and likewise in life. I guess this song is going to draw to so many people. This is easily the best song ive heard in 2023 x

  • @MiamiConfusion
    @MiamiConfusion Před rokem +10

    I had never heard indigo in my life, heard this song at a festival and I had to hold back the tears. Absolutely insanely beautiful.

  • @CallMeLexis
    @CallMeLexis Před 2 lety +20

    I wish my younger self had this song to listen to, I’m glad it exists now

  • @35mmonica
    @35mmonica Před 3 měsíci +1

    this performance and song are literal fucking masterpieces

  • @violetmroberts
    @violetmroberts Před 11 měsíci +1

    Unhinged but in the best way ✨

  • @michaelalmasian4710
    @michaelalmasian4710 Před 2 lety +8

    In her own, authentic way, I keep returning to the thought that she’s the next Fiona. And oh what a blessed gift that is. Seeing her in Brooklyn next week. 🤘🏻😎

  • @kittykjb
    @kittykjb Před rokem +3

    this is the most insane thing ive heard in my life and I love it so much

  • @kjwynter2397
    @kjwynter2397 Před 2 lety +8

    Heard them for the first time when they opened for Lucy Dacus and they were hands down my favorite performance. This song has stuck with me since that night

  • @watermalone2766
    @watermalone2766 Před 8 měsíci +1

    The greatest song ever methinks

  • @trinb7137
    @trinb7137 Před rokem +2

    this is actually a song of yours i rarely listen to because it hits so hard...the screaming in it actually scares me a bit. that's how you know that your music captures the music it is supposed to perfectly

  • @doggrboys8082
    @doggrboys8082 Před 2 lety +11

    literally nobody is doing it like you and i cannot wait to see you live again, the first one was an indescribable experience

  • @williamhays1753
    @williamhays1753 Před 8 měsíci +2

    I want to be front row to this song

  • @kittykjb
    @kittykjb Před rokem +1

    dexter is unreal omg

  • @kainefx5881
    @kainefx5881 Před 2 měsíci

    This needs to be available to stream on apple 😩😩😩😩😩 i need to blast this!!!

  • @aishiteirai8153
    @aishiteirai8153 Před 2 lety +4

    im literally crying rn

  • @christianlopez-ramirez2350

    Heard this live in Tallahassee. Stuck with me ever since ❤

  • @ruissanchez3232
    @ruissanchez3232 Před 2 lety +4

    Such a crazy moment to hear people scream as loud as they could during their Boston performance. A release of energy

  • @taohun
    @taohun Před 2 lety +12

    music that hits the heart every fucking time! thank you always

  • @girlwithcats5390
    @girlwithcats5390 Před 11 měsíci +2

    I love this. It speaks to me, no, it screams to me ❤️🔥

  • @jeebus2525
    @jeebus2525 Před 2 lety +8

    witnessing u perform this in seattle was the absolute best, you’re like an angel singing over chaos

  • @imbatmanbitchh
    @imbatmanbitchh Před 2 lety +6

    I'm really glad I have found a new sound that heals me from within, this is fucking breathtaking I needa see a live show asap

  • @cookingsheri7899
    @cookingsheri7899 Před 2 lety +31

    Your lyrics are poetry, so beautiful and raw. And the music complements the feeling so perfectly. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. This is beautiful 💜

  • @graysonadam3027
    @graysonadam3027 Před rokem +1

    its insane how much your music means to me. always thinkng that this level of importance would only apply to my younger self; that i would need this kind of artist as support and a showcasing of how much growth comes from healing, its amazing and refreshing to hear and absorb it as an adult and realize that kind of importance never dies out. keep doing what youre doing dude, the world needs it

  • @yogurt1439
    @yogurt1439 Před 2 lety +4

    i wanna be just like you one day.... but like.... myself at the same time. you are TRULY an inspirational artist!!!

  • @jetbug6169
    @jetbug6169 Před 2 lety +5

    this is unbefuckinglievable i want to cry

  • @ihavenomouthandimustscream144

    God. This song makes me want to scream and cry at the top of my lungs for relationships and opportunities lost. I want to tear at my skin and break my bones. I want to feel the warm touch of a loved one. I want everything and nothing at the same time.

  • @trevorwhite9361
    @trevorwhite9361 Před 10 měsíci +1

    Goosebumps ❤

  • @GGOULDMUSIC
    @GGOULDMUSIC Před 2 lety +6

    I love this so much. The lyrics, the cinematography, the unique vocal tones ahhhhhhhhhhhh

  • @shadows-s
    @shadows-s Před 2 měsíci

    When pain is real, you cannot run
    You can cover, but come undone
    And love might go, but is not gone
    I still know you, I still know you
    When love is real, you cannot sit
    You can hover, but never quit
    And carry on, as you were
    I still know you, I still know you
    I don't believe the things I've done
    I don't believe the weight I've been
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    Going
    I wanna kick, wanna scream, I wanna know it's not my fault
    I wanna know it's not my fault, I didn't mean it
    I wanna kick, wanna scream, I wanna know it's not my fault
    I wanna know it's not my fault, I didn't mean it

  • @tommyboyer9835
    @tommyboyer9835 Před rokem +2

    One of my favorite artist and albums. So great.

  • @Name-io8vk
    @Name-io8vk Před rokem +3

    I love the live performances I kinda wish they were on more platforms so I could listen to them more often ❤️

  • @chiribear1382
    @chiribear1382 Před 2 lety +3

    till this day this remains one of my favorite songs to ever exist. the lyrics and emotion put into the song really hits the soul in all the right ways possible, thank you for performing this again

  • @mikaylamarcha929
    @mikaylamarcha929 Před rokem

    i don't know why ive never watched this. i love indigo so much. this version of the song has me BAWLING. god damn

  • @moonslullaby0
    @moonslullaby0 Před 2 lety +4

    i can’t get over how amazing their music is, thank you for sharing with us

  • @darabevan5735
    @darabevan5735 Před 2 lety +3

    i wondered how this would sound live since i first heard the studio recording - amazing!! wish i could see this performed in concert it would be mind blowing

  • @giannamelendez6029
    @giannamelendez6029 Před rokem

    Just saw her sing this live earlier today. I never cried during a show before and she was so sweet to sign my journal. Truly opened my heart up

  • @justinlocke2548
    @justinlocke2548 Před 2 lety +3

    This is so unreal, I can’t stop listening

  • @Air_Head007
    @Air_Head007 Před 2 lety +2

    I just feel the love coming from you. Thank you for making this. Your music makes me feel something I’ve never been able to put a word to.

  • @innormal99
    @innormal99 Před 2 lety +4

    Amazing!!! Can't wait to see you live in Boston this month, if you play your ivy cover I will probably just die of happinnes!

  • @CallMeLexis
    @CallMeLexis Před 2 lety +2

    I hope this is uploaded to Spotify !!!

  • @stigmautomata
    @stigmautomata Před 2 lety

    I love ur live shows and songs so so so much. I'm so glad for this!!!

  • @laptopfuneral
    @laptopfuneral Před 2 lety

    this is amazing

  • @rakanl5008
    @rakanl5008 Před 2 lety +1

    Her voice!!

  • @mollymiller5292
    @mollymiller5292 Před 2 lety

    LOVE YOU INDIGO

  • @babashart8574
    @babashart8574 Před 2 lety +1

    love you sm

  • @lauren-er2ki
    @lauren-er2ki Před 2 lety +1

    this. favorite video of anything ever

  • @treysieler402
    @treysieler402 Před 2 lety +1

    THIS SONG LIVE IS SO GOOD!! WE MISS YOU HERE IN OMAHA❤️❤️

  • @elot83
    @elot83 Před 2 lety +1

    This is dope af has that 90s feeling

  • @jean-francoislafaye4899

    Magnifique !

  • @FlyingPotatoChickens
    @FlyingPotatoChickens Před 2 lety +1

    incredible!! my favorite song out of one of my fav albums of last year, great performance ♥

  • @schzu
    @schzu Před rokem

    GOATED

  • @menacelain
    @menacelain Před 2 lety

    oh my GOD

  • @maxgensler9572
    @maxgensler9572 Před 2 lety

    A ripper of a jam. So sick

  • @davidaroberts3175
    @davidaroberts3175 Před 2 lety

    Steller performer. Love her!!

  • @chillinvillain7800
    @chillinvillain7800 Před 2 lety +1

    Me encanta esta canción

  • @lukew3385
    @lukew3385 Před 2 lety

    Oh my god i need this version on Spotify

  • @emmyelise
    @emmyelise Před 2 lety +1

    this song gets me every fucking time i resonate with every single word and seeing this live instilled something in me. seeing this just reignited it. fuckin indigo de souza!!!!!!!!!!! hell yes!!!!!!

  • @billballoon
    @billballoon Před 2 lety +1

    música perfeita

  • @everything6957
    @everything6957 Před rokem

    just hugs & kisses to everyone listening

  • @riparianstudios
    @riparianstudios Před 2 lety +1

    We are all so lucky to have you.

  • @emmasmith9821
    @emmasmith9821 Před 2 lety

    the fact that this only has a little under 900 likes is criminal

  • @gwsarbasumatary501
    @gwsarbasumatary501 Před rokem

    Good music
    . Keep it up

  • @timert8887
    @timert8887 Před rokem +4

    August 31, 2022- She played this at The Factory in Deep Ellum. It was the most emotionally charged moment of the night. People ask me sometimes why I go to see so many live shows. It's for moments like THAT; it's like lightning in a bottle. You have to be in the room at THAT moment to experience it.

  • @martypickles
    @martypickles Před 2 lety +4

    So good!! If you play this on April 24 I’ll be so happy!! Also what kind of vox mic is that ??

  • @kyliestrehl9957
    @kyliestrehl9957 Před 2 lety +2

    the way I am going to go insane at forecastle

  • @GlenCarne
    @GlenCarne Před 2 lety

    Was looking forward to seeing IDS in Margate tonight: Alas it's been cancelled!

  • @CanalHatz
    @CanalHatz Před 2 lety +1

    cool art

  • @tommytecson6843
    @tommytecson6843 Před 2 lety

    Missed you guys in Houston so I guess I gotta fly to Chicago for the pitchfork event🔥 btw the tangerine vinyl for this album is craaaazy

  • @greylz639
    @greylz639 Před rokem

    Wow first time heard Alainis Morrisette sound to her like it

  • @jermanizer
    @jermanizer Před 2 lety +1

    FIRE ASFUCKCKCKCKCKKCKCKC

  • @AisleFour
    @AisleFour Před 2 lety

    so fucking talented

  • @CarlosGarcia-gy4lr
    @CarlosGarcia-gy4lr Před 2 lety

    ilysm :(((

  • @fernandoperdomomusic
    @fernandoperdomomusic Před 2 lety

    T-60 for the win

  • @laurenhochman7944
    @laurenhochman7944 Před 2 lety

    I’m in love with you

  • @Julia-ht8jd
    @Julia-ht8jd Před 2 lety

    it wasn’t my fault

  • @TheCampbelltree
    @TheCampbelltree Před rokem

    This is TERRIBLE. LOL

    • @kittykjb
      @kittykjb Před rokem +3

      you must b so shallowminded if you can't appreciate how new and beautiful and creative this is. its insane

  • @dzikriearethusa8873
    @dzikriearethusa8873 Před 2 lety +2

    I love all of these raw emotions being beautifully let out through the song. Helped me a lot. 🤍