lloyd vaan - present (slowed + reverb)

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  • čas přidán 23. 12. 2022
  • a very comfy request for a special boy
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Komentáře • 58

  • @shxxbie
    @shxxbie  Před měsícem +3

    coming back to this comment section to say it really warms my heart to see some of you guys checking in on each other and sending words of encouragement so i wanted to say my own.
    though we're all strangers, know that you're loved regardless and whatever issues you may be going through i hope to see more of you all push through those hardships. everyone is all going through something different but it all matters, YOU matter. dont let this world make you feel like that isnt so.
    at the end of the day we are all human and even during tough times we can all come together and put differences aside or painful things to enjoy music together.
    you are loved

  • @sammyflipaclip
    @sammyflipaclip Před rokem +78

    I loved her more than anything.

    • @88sfuneral
      @88sfuneral Před rokem +7

      Let go of her. I know it may be hard. Im afraid if you don’t, the thought will never let go of you.

    • @cs2d20
      @cs2d20 Před rokem +3

      You have to love yourself more.

    • @user-sh8rx3bt8p
      @user-sh8rx3bt8p Před 9 měsíci +2

      Me too bro… I still do sm. Just know it will get easier with time, it has gotten a lil easier for me now too. We WILL be happy one day, because we deserve it. Show her you weren’t just ordinary, show her what she turned down!!!

    • @sammyflipaclip
      @sammyflipaclip Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@user-sh8rx3bt8p its been 9 months bro. I still think of her and the memories still hurt

    • @user-sh8rx3bt8p
      @user-sh8rx3bt8p Před 9 měsíci +4

      @@sammyflipaclip 6 months for me man… think of her everyday, memories still hurt everything. But she’s out doin whatever she wants to do and doesn’t gaf bout me, so why shouldn’t I live? It’s becoming easier reminding myself she caused me just as much pain as happiness. We don’t deserve that brother… let’s become the person we’ve always wanted to be instead

  • @Yeeterrrrrrr
    @Yeeterrrrrrr Před 2 měsíci +5

    Feel pain. Contemplate pain. Accept pain.

  • @themcgufin4954
    @themcgufin4954 Před 3 dny

    I don't know how I can express how thankful and scared I am for having her in my life. After so many years of dread she's managing to bring me comfort from the other side of the world. The only thing I fear now is to lose her.

  • @hazelperez-hu9xg
    @hazelperez-hu9xg Před 3 měsíci +10

    i miss him

  • @nahin1968
    @nahin1968 Před 18 dny +1

    i never had a "her" like you guys in the comment to love but I'll still understand the pain fellas stay strong

  • @definitelynot9931
    @definitelynot9931 Před 8 měsíci +17

    real. (I really miss her.)

  • @mikaela_2007
    @mikaela_2007 Před měsícem +5

    I met my boyfriend online and soon started our long distance relationship. Sometimes I lay in bed and cry because of the unavailability of his comfort or embrace

    • @gheeho4331
      @gheeho4331 Před 29 dny +1

      I had a long distance relationship too, but she left me for a another guy.

    • @spunchbob1
      @spunchbob1 Před 9 dny

      @@gheeho4331 its the uncertainty of if things will work ok that makes long distance relationships so hard

  • @Bass_Carnage
    @Bass_Carnage Před rokem +26

    Ive never felt more alone in my life while listening to this

    • @zx9z
      @zx9z Před 9 měsíci +1

      r u ok? :(

    • @Bass_Carnage
      @Bass_Carnage Před 8 měsíci +4

      @@zx9ztbh no man not at all life aint that good for me every single one of the girls ive talked to pretty much played me like a fucking trumpet 😐

    • @thewarlockehs
      @thewarlockehs Před 5 měsíci +1

      @@Bass_Carnage in case nobody's told you in a while, I love you man❤

    • @Bass_Carnage
      @Bass_Carnage Před 5 měsíci +2

      @@thewarlockehsthanks man that really means alot 🖤 but shit hasn’t gotten better for me as days pass by its gotten even worse idk if i can handle it i got played for the 9th fucking time during fucking new years man shit isnt getting better

    • @ryanenjoysart
      @ryanenjoysart Před 5 měsíci +1

      yet here we all are, together.

  • @matt_z183
    @matt_z183 Před 11 dny +1

    I got lost in this vastness called life...

  • @jack-sun
    @jack-sun Před 4 měsíci +3

    Everyone dies alone

  • @antano0484
    @antano0484 Před 4 měsíci +4

    I don’t want to be alone

  • @anthonylumley4502
    @anthonylumley4502 Před 11 měsíci +8

    Anybody else just lack emotion? It’s hard to express or talk about my feelings 😞

    • @officialgrindmagnet
      @officialgrindmagnet Před 6 měsíci

      I can relate bro but it's going to be ok

    • @thewarlockehs
      @thewarlockehs Před 5 měsíci +1

      real haven't told anyone and I want to so bad but feels like nobody will care and just tell me to be happy

  • @lee-cm1gk
    @lee-cm1gk Před rokem +9

    gonna fall asleep to this

  • @djazaire4830
    @djazaire4830 Před 4 měsíci +3

    Je viens de me faire quitter par la même personne une 3 fois et je retourne écouter ce sons

    • @ShadowZx22
      @ShadowZx22 Před 3 měsíci

      3 times? How tf did that happen.

  • @lee-cm1gk
    @lee-cm1gk Před rokem +5

    i love it darling

  • @calimber
    @calimber Před měsícem +1

    god

  • @pothly
    @pothly Před 9 měsíci +10

    life just keeps getting worse and worse. i just suck and ruin everything. i want it to all end so bad but i even suck at that.
    i’ve tried 3 times

    • @szangi._.6414
      @szangi._.6414 Před 8 měsíci +1

      bro please dont do that. Just think what your close ones will think when youre gone. Your parents will blame themself. You matter bro

    • @offica.
      @offica. Před 8 měsíci +1

      suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. you eill find your way out of this dark period your experiencing. its not going to be easy but you have to keep pushing on💯

    • @itspropitious
      @itspropitious Před 3 měsíci

      checking in on you, how's it going!?

  • @bababoey7890
    @bababoey7890 Před 6 měsíci

    Real number 1031

  • @hamzamuhammadkhan
    @hamzamuhammadkhan Před 7 měsíci +3

    Better of without me tbh I was not good and i was stupid and trouble ... Hope i can change

  • @xd-lf7fv
    @xd-lf7fv Před 7 měsíci +4

    real (im lonely and I want to end this bullshit)

    • @themcgufin4954
      @themcgufin4954 Před 3 dny

      I did too. But I was too stubborn and didn't see a good reason to end it. Nothing would have changed. My life would have been as relevant and meaningful as my death so I just keep going. Now I have someone. They're far, completely out of reach. But. When you actually find someone who confirms that your death would have a heavy impact on their life it just. Idk how to explain it.
      The thoughts don't go away. Sadly. But just a simple text from someone like that, someone who you are sure finally cares, puts you to rest.
      I hope you'll find someone like that too. Don't force it. You'll know when you find each other.

    • @xd-lf7fv
      @xd-lf7fv Před 2 dny

      @@themcgufin4954 I dont want to keep going, there is no point in keep on going, guess what, I could end it today and no one could give a shit, and I DONT care about that i just want to get rid of the pain. Im happy for you that you have found someone, Its just not the case here for me. I keep on dying slowly in my room and crying, slowly feeling like im losing my will.

  • @FallenMajeed
    @FallenMajeed Před rokem +4

    i love her so much , she’s 10/10 but i am 0

  • @Plone123
    @Plone123 Před 28 dny

    anyone knows the anime?

  • @strangershumansthoo
    @strangershumansthoo Před rokem

    bosen dc terus,

  • @smknaojogabem
    @smknaojogabem Před rokem +4

    Going ghost isn`t enough, i need to forge my own death.