My father rejected me, my mother’s boyfriend abused me and she sided with him & here I’m rebuilding

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  • čas přidán 22. 08. 2024
  • Susan Grace wonders if any man will ever choose her.
    Her father did not, her boyfriend’s mother was abusing her but when Susan told her, they said it was her fault…smthen her mother died with so many unanswered questions and now, Susan is slowly trying to rebuild her life and she is very optimistic the future will be bright
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  • @LynnNgugi
    @LynnNgugi  Před 10 měsíci +41

    Good morning team LNN,
    What message do you have for Susan? and what would you encourage her to start?
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    • @ericphestus5584
      @ericphestus5584 Před 10 měsíci +3

      Suzzie has a great future.
      She shall get happily married and she shall have a wonderful family.
      God's time is the best 🎉
      Inshallah 🎉

    • @ceciparsil7921
      @ceciparsil7921 Před 10 měsíci

      Lynn your doing such a great job, i keep hoping one day I'll sit with n share my story

    • @lucymathenge3356
      @lucymathenge3356 Před 10 měsíci +4

      Your guest is so pretty and so articulate. Love the confidence vibes she exudes 😍

    • @quinterokumu973
      @quinterokumu973 Před 10 měsíci +4

      Iyo ndiyo maana siendagi kwetu Mimi. Niko na miaka kumi sijaenda home

    • @adamjaama9746
      @adamjaama9746 Před 10 měsíci +1

      ​@@quinterokumu973kwanini ujaanda home

  • @asuntahnyawira5362
    @asuntahnyawira5362 Před 10 měsíci +73

    Being a single mum to one daughter, who is turning 4 soon, this story has changed my plans to take her home to stay with my parents. Though I am not rich , I can afford to have her around me . Today I have learnt that this would deny her the motherly love and at some point, she might suffer in my absentia and carry it to adulthood. It has also enlightened me on how to always protect her all times , protect her and show her the parental love she deserves.
    To all single mum's, you only have one chance to bring up your child, give it your best, protect them,love them, stay close to them and never allow anyone traumatize them.

  • @atsenga
    @atsenga Před 10 měsíci +118

    I dream of never being called resilient again in my life. I’m exhausted by strength. I want support. I want softness. I want ease. I want to be amongst kin. Not patted on the back for how well I take a hit. Or for how many. -Zandashé L’orelia Brown
    Such an impactful episode, reminded me of this quote.

    • @charlenengai3448
      @charlenengai3448 Před 10 měsíci +4

      Never seen the quote before but I love it!!

    • @divinegirl5670
      @divinegirl5670 Před 10 měsíci +4

      You echoed my thoughts. God take control

    • @hildaamushembe
      @hildaamushembe Před 10 měsíci +9

      This is where I am now. I'm tired of being strong, being hard worker, the 'endurer'. I want all things soft now, life, love, career.....soft all the way🙏🏽

    • @atsenga
      @atsenga Před 10 měsíci +2

      @@hildaamushembe may it be so

    • @piecesofbeautiful4019
      @piecesofbeautiful4019 Před 10 měsíci +1

      I love this! I'm exhausted from being strong

  • @violetengoke1021
    @violetengoke1021 Před 10 měsíci +90

    We go through hell during childhood especially when family members disown us but God always has good plans for us

  • @mercymmwangi
    @mercymmwangi Před 10 měsíci +56

    I looooove Susan Grace. Her voice giving Caroline Mutoko's.
    Go go girl 👏👏👏👏👏
    Thanks Lynn for bringing us Susan. You're so full of GRACE!

    • @vivazitele1435
      @vivazitele1435 Před 10 měsíci +1

      Exactly, Caro mutuko vibes and Janet mbugua .

  • @patchdoodle1144
    @patchdoodle1144 Před 10 měsíci +61

    There’s something about her mother that triggered her grandmother violence towards her. It’s not normal for a grandparent to have that much rage towards a grandchild. Her mom in turn, perhaps didn’t know how to love or care or protect because it was never modeled to her.
    This is the ugly hidden truth about the maternal wound we have in Africa. It’s generational. Her grandmother likely inherited it from her mother and her mother before her.
    In summary, Susan will never get her answers from anyone but God, as He orchestrated this in accordance with His will in her life. However, she can find love, healthy love. Our God is no respecter of persons. How many women come from affluent families with healthy fathers, yet they end up with abusive men or single mothers? Believe God can teach you how to find a good husband as Christ was to the church. It’s possible. He did it for me ( I have major maternal wounds stemming back generations), He can do it for anyone if we allow Him ❤

  • @Braidedbeauty
    @Braidedbeauty Před 10 měsíci +60

    Through such an episode, i know a mum somewhere will reflect and choose to be a good mum. That is how LNN is changing lives! You're an amazing woman Susan

  • @khathywambui5776
    @khathywambui5776 Před 10 měsíci +69

    Child trauma is real,how society normalizes this ati she's /he's your parent..this is a topic we need to address soberly

    • @brigidmusanga1325
      @brigidmusanga1325 Před 10 měsíci +3

      I second you mara mbili🎉

    • @25437
      @25437 Před 10 měsíci +2

      It really hurts..I mean but they knew they were your parents they would have done better

    • @pascaliabigogo7769
      @pascaliabigogo7769 Před 10 měsíci +2

      True😢😢

    • @brigidmusanga1325
      @brigidmusanga1325 Před 10 měsíci

      No wonder Europeans have child protection laws.

    • @carolinenjoki3521
      @carolinenjoki3521 Před 10 měsíci +5

      very toxic mentality. But we ain't ready for these conversations especially in Africa. And the pretence of parents not to know why kids don't visit is exhausting

  • @lawinolarissa8255
    @lawinolarissa8255 Před 10 měsíci +10

    MADAM LYNN Please when you are interviewing your people please ask them about their SALVATION JOURNEY and how they got saved. Some of US wanna learn about how they got saved and their salvation journey

    • @untamed3916
      @untamed3916 Před měsícem

      True salvation is not a journey. It's a surrendering to God for him to take you on your life path

    • @mercymutemi7840
      @mercymutemi7840 Před 2 dny

      Watch @bestkeptsecrets podcast

  • @Isak7710
    @Isak7710 Před 10 měsíci +42

    Susan is beautiful inside and outside. Perfect voice. You are destined for greatness

  • @carolinemurote
    @carolinemurote Před 10 měsíci +20

    I remember Susan from campus, I knew her as 'Vee'; she was such a beautiful ball of energy, humor, positivity & confidence!!! Her story is one of resilience and growth, & I pray that she comes to the fullness of what God has in store for her.

  • @sharonmatete4366
    @sharonmatete4366 Před 10 měsíci +60

    Being a single mother of a baby girl, this breaks my heart 😢 I hope she finds peace ❤

  • @rivkah365
    @rivkah365 Před 10 měsíci +27

    Thank God we don't look like what we have gone through, she is such a blessing and has a beautiful voice ❤

  • @TAMARAS_FAMILY
    @TAMARAS_FAMILY Před 10 měsíci +24

    Everyone who has a painful past can have a joyous present...be strong do your part and God will do His best ❤❤

  • @dorothykasura9467
    @dorothykasura9467 Před 10 měsíci +16

    These childhood memories are a pain. But when one finds a way to walk out of them the better. Many of us are nursing childhood memories quietly. Susan you are a big example of what "GRACE" is. May God keep giving you strength for each day.

    • @gwg216
      @gwg216 Před 10 měsíci

      Kweli kabisa thy are pain but like yu said when one finds a way to walk out of them the better ….. and first it comes with the Grace and strength to forgive coz bila ku forgive mtu anaeza ishi na hicho ki bitterness …..also something else its for Moms to try their level best not to repeat those mistakes altho it takes also prayers ku break hiyo kitu

  • @Kasweetie_254
    @Kasweetie_254 Před 10 měsíci +52

    Sometimes parents fail their children and what follows is traumatic adults dealing this unending issues plus unanswered questions with nobody to ask or answer you😢😢😢

    • @LynnNgugi
      @LynnNgugi  Před 10 měsíci +6

      I miss you😢😢

    • @Kasweetie_254
      @Kasweetie_254 Před 10 měsíci +3

      @@LynnNgugi I miss here n you daily dear ....but trust me very soon I'll be here as always 😻 Sia ni once once tu

    • @maureensaina9995
      @maureensaina9995 Před 10 měsíci

      I love you lyn❤

  • @perikama5225
    @perikama5225 Před 10 měsíci +21

    Am a single mother working abroad.. i left my kid with my parents when she was 1.5yrs now she is 4yrs back then i used to call home and slowly by slowly she stopped talking to me and wont pick the calls anymore.. Thanks to my mum she explained dt the reason she wont talk to me is because I try to discipline her from a distance and allow my siz to cane her using my name, it hit me and i hated myself for allowing her to suffer in my absence in the name of making her perfect. Now i surport her and wont let her be punished and we are best of friends and she call me 'mum' b4 she used to call me by my name. Being a parent requires sacrifice.😔😔

  • @stephenmwangi4866
    @stephenmwangi4866 Před 8 měsíci +5

    As long as you are alive..Never,Ever.take your child to your relatives..better to suffer together rather than creating a permanent scar in your child's heart...Good work Lynn

  • @damariszuckschwert9489
    @damariszuckschwert9489 Před 10 měsíci +15

    Sisi ni wale kama siyo Mungu tusingikuwa kwa hii dunia. Hugs girl😢
    Some parents will have a lot to answer mbele za Mungu.😢😢

  • @carolinemacharia2615
    @carolinemacharia2615 Před 10 měsíci +13

    Am already loved,am already chosen. I Know who i am. I know what you've spoken... And that is enough 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶.. If He watches over, every sparrow,how much more will he love me... Jireh you're enough 🎶❤️

  • @flomakayla4926
    @flomakayla4926 Před 10 měsíci +12

    Her mum was broken and messed up herself, so how could she be a good mum to her? She also needed healing.

  • @maryanne4908
    @maryanne4908 Před 10 měsíci +5

    "It's a father's responsibility to look for their child,not the other way round."
    If daddy wanted to be in her life,he could have done everything possible to be closer to her.
    Let no one give an excuse of ooo the mother didn't allow,ooh he didn't know....the thing is,he chose not to look for her.Period.
    I have met father's who will look for their children in any way possible, not just giving up.
    Like after the funeral,why the silence thereafter?
    He could have reached out.
    Hugs girl.
    Hope life hands you a fair deal moving forward.
    A great lesson to single mums who may wish to date with girl child in the picture, kindly,be careful,very careful.

  • @prudencekirimi2406
    @prudencekirimi2406 Před 10 měsíci +10

    This lady is a such a darling 😊❤.. I have worked with her before at Nation Media and i admired her so much.. Susan Grace, receive your flowers 🎉.

  • @Kasweetie_254
    @Kasweetie_254 Před 10 měsíci +101

    When you listen to her story you'll understand the phrase " THE RICH ALSO CRY" you're a strong person Susan Grace

    • @emilyomondi9247
      @emilyomondi9247 Před 10 měsíci

      So true

    • @b2772
      @b2772 Před 10 měsíci +1

      Definitely, it's a shame
      When someone starts self harming or suicidal thats play a toxic role in their mental health.

  • @sharonjumba4648
    @sharonjumba4648 Před 10 měsíci +15

    Self compassion is a gift Mum's give their children. Lack of it makes us feel lost and unworthy in the world. Thank you for sharing your journey, may you experience total healing.

  • @KarehBofficial
    @KarehBofficial Před 10 měsíci +17

    This one has reminded me of my rough....rough....childhood 😢
    But the good side is we survived, yet emotionally it feels like yesterday

    • @ja9293
      @ja9293 Před 10 měsíci

      I love your music @Kareh B. !

  • @annmbete
    @annmbete Před 10 měsíci +19

    sometimes it's ok to admit our mothers have failed us

  • @mariabaemedi3326
    @mariabaemedi3326 Před 10 měsíci +17

    Susan you are elegant, a woman full of dignity and respect, making yourself vulnerable on this platform shows what strengths you carry. You are an inspiration to many lives. Your next chapter will be that of endless testimonies. Wishing you a future of endless joy and blessings. To Lynn, you are an epitome of blessings I just simply love you. God bless you always 🙏 ❤️

  • @LindaTinahTV
    @LindaTinahTV Před 10 měsíci +6

    I don't watch Kenyan TV so I am seeing you for the first time and I just have to say your voice has PRESENCE. You sound really good. X

  • @carolinekusimba8154
    @carolinekusimba8154 Před 10 měsíci +17

    This episode has made me shed so many tears because of her pain! It's also reminded me of the difficulties I have been through however nothing close to what Susan has been through. I'm filled with joy knowing that God has healed you! Be blessed Susan you is no longer what defines you.

  • @ambitius23genius
    @ambitius23genius Před 10 měsíci +23

    Childhood trauma is dangerous , me and her have one thing in common” I don’t know how to ask for help” it’s hard even to show people how vulnerable you are, some take advantage to shame you

    • @akinyionyango3989
      @akinyionyango3989 Před 10 měsíci +2

      I’m in the same boat. I struggle with fighting for my rights as well . Childhood traumas

    • @ambitius23genius
      @ambitius23genius Před 10 měsíci

      @@akinyionyango3989 God forgive our parents they did not know how to raise us

    • @marlenekhakoni1404
      @marlenekhakoni1404 Před 10 měsíci

      I'm in this boat as well

    • @carolinemungai5104
      @carolinemungai5104 Před 7 měsíci

      Am in this same boat, so painful so traumatizing indeed

  • @trizahngari4686
    @trizahngari4686 Před 10 měsíci +27

    "Stop allowing your past to hold you hostage" My take home. Thank you Lynn for bringing this amazing lady.

  • @Anne_Ngigi
    @Anne_Ngigi Před 10 měsíci +9

    she is an amazing lady, beautiful voice. Can you model her Lynn to starting her own channel where she has a platform? In the process she will become completely healed. She can look for a therapist to help her healing. Her future is great and her story is a mirror to many people going through rejection, rape, beatings etc. God bless her indeed.

  • @Babyras254
    @Babyras254 Před 10 měsíci +11

    I met Susan in 2016, she used to go by Vicentio or Miss Vee.
    It's so emotional getting to know her story, and witnessing the amazing woman she has blossomed into.
    Won't God do it!

  • @ilovetoshop
    @ilovetoshop Před 10 měsíci +7

    Hmmm I can relate. Here is from another fifty year old still dealing with rejection by parents : an absentee dad who I met when he was called to receive bride price for his 22 year old daughter (me!) and a mom who had moved on and had another family where if i visited her I was very much aware that i was an inconvinience in her life.... The feeling of not being loved stays with you and messes up your perspective on what is love. Praying for your full healing my lil sister

  • @sarahnyambura1634
    @sarahnyambura1634 Před 10 měsíci +14

    Aki let's normalize listening to our kids 😢

  • @jecintakahungu7131
    @jecintakahungu7131 Před 10 měsíci +4

    First lemme start by appreciating her for being strong n for choosing to talk about what everyone would rather keep it a secret.
    Personally am a mom,a single mom and in currently working abroad and I feel like av let my son down big time.
    His father denied him b4 he was born n God knows I choose to never project my anger n frustration on him even though am constantly way I got av to hustle n make ends meet.
    However I feel sad coz am not there to tell him who can't touch u how n so on n to think that he is not fluent in speech makes my stomach churn when I think if someone did something to him n his not able to talk about it gosh! Am always on edge n uncomfortable n literally can't wait for 2 years to end so I can come home and be a mom that he deserves.
    Note even though he's dad rejected him I never felt any animosity towards him or what's so ever I love him n I feel like he's the most perfect gift av I been given.

  • @roseleen314
    @roseleen314 Před 10 měsíci +10

    "not having closure is closure itself" powerful message...in other words closure is what you make it!

  • @michellecruze1592
    @michellecruze1592 Před 10 měsíci +12

    Am so proud of this girl and am more lucky to even know her personally. Just seeing her thriving and shining after everything she has been through is truly a blessing. Super proud of you Vera❤

    • @susangrace_ke
      @susangrace_ke Před 10 měsíci +3

      Aaww thank youuu Michelle ♥️

    • @berylmoigepoolmistress
      @berylmoigepoolmistress Před 10 měsíci +1

      ​@@susangrace_keThank you so ao much for coming out. Am 30 and I can relate.

    • @susangrace_ke
      @susangrace_ke Před 10 měsíci

      @@berylmoigepoolmistress I’m so sorry 🥹🥹

  • @Branice_Adisa
    @Branice_Adisa Před 10 měsíci +12

    What an episode❤❤❤
    She is powerful,I've always admired her, nothing changes now ❤❤

  • @1234maryann1234
    @1234maryann1234 Před 10 měsíci +28

    Good morning team Lynn, been looking forward Tuesday ifike for another amazing conversation.
    Thank you for always bringing amazing guests with amazing talks to learn, inspire and educate us.
    We love you Lynn. Keep being you and being blessed with your team.

  • @docaskokey
    @docaskokey Před 10 měsíci +14

    It hurts when people you believe are supposed to support you and take care of you when your parents are gone turn against... Am on my healing journey but it has never been easy.

  • @monics145
    @monics145 Před 10 měsíci +5

    Your were born to give this testimony, because all those time you cut yourself and you never died, with all the pain someone will listen and be able to pick their pieces and have a fresh start.. people out here have alot of traumas.

  • @jamesmwangi7848
    @jamesmwangi7848 Před 10 měsíci +12

    The first step to recovery is getting closer to God,,, how? by prayer, hating the secular worldy things eg boyfriend,(the flesh),,where the devil has stronghold,and walking in righteousness and purity. LIFE IS SPIRITUAL GUYS

  • @Kasweetie_254
    @Kasweetie_254 Před 10 měsíci +10

    Sometimes pain makes you numb....you feel it but you can't even cry at the moment

  • @alynimmoh9603
    @alynimmoh9603 Před 10 měsíci +7

    We need a support group for being an only child,with a mum who passed away, with deadbeat fathers,and unsupportive relatives because weuh😢

    • @marlenekhakoni1404
      @marlenekhakoni1404 Před 10 měsíci +1

      100%.For the longest time I thought I'm the only one on this boat.

  • @wmusinya97
    @wmusinya97 Před 10 měsíci +11

    Some mothers why though 😢 me being a single mum and getting chills ghosh! Mungu atusaidie. Glad she grew up and came out strong,more love to her and may her rebuilding journey come out as a big testimony 🙏and ooh, she's beautiful 😍

    • @shikuliz4134
      @shikuliz4134 Před 10 měsíci +1

      She was bitter of her childhood and her boyfriend

    • @gracemungaimungaigngn7608
      @gracemungaimungaigngn7608 Před 10 měsíci

      This is child trauma . She needs a good therapist soonest. Very emotional 😢

  • @tinambongo8993
    @tinambongo8993 Před 10 měsíci +8

    Be strong. Keep it up, Susane. I understand you 💯 % childhood trauma is very hard to overcome 🎉❤🎉

  • @Nass_612
    @Nass_612 Před 10 měsíci +41

    The fact that I've been through this too😂,I remember in class three when I'd cry and wish I don't go home cz I was scared of meeting my mum at home cz I knew the kind of beating I'd get,I'd get beatings sometimes just cz I am a bed wetter 😢, I can't imagine how my first suicidal thoughts was when I was 11🥺,growing up with a mum who's there physically but not in any other way is the worst thing that could happen to anyone, my mum was literary the first person to tell me nikona sura mbaya😂 but anyways Susan is right, some of us came to bring change👏and yes each day we get closer to healing and you're right we're not gonna woyie woyie .we will snap out of it🎉

  • @veravesh0284
    @veravesh0284 Před 10 měsíci +68

    There's nothing painful like forcing your own mother to love you 😢

    • @puritymuroba3127
      @puritymuroba3127 Před 10 měsíci +3

      So painful.
      Ask me, have been there

    • @joyvenapius9847
      @joyvenapius9847 Před 10 měsíci +3

      Sure,I am there but I promised myself not to force love. I do my part and go

    • @tabithagithuka7960
      @tabithagithuka7960 Před 10 měsíci +2

      Hugs, may God intervene in your situation.

    • @ruthnimi2165
      @ruthnimi2165 Před 10 měsíci +2

      Omg it's sure painful to please a parent who doesn't share their ❤ with their choice children I have been there it's so sad but I have a bigger parent I don't worry who doesn't appreciate me being a parent I got most ❤ from God, Jesus Christ and The Holy Spirit just trust in God you will never have to please anyone on earth who should nuture you as a parent😂😍😍💝💝💖💖💋💋💋💞⭐⭐⭐🌟🌟🎁🎁🎁💕💕🤗🤗🤗🤗

    • @polinafamily
      @polinafamily Před 10 měsíci

      true am going through that

  • @christinejanet4051
    @christinejanet4051 Před 10 měsíci +7

    I can listen to Susan Grace all day, I love her eloquence. She is full of Grace just like her name. ❤

  • @AboveandBeyondAviation1
    @AboveandBeyondAviation1 Před 10 měsíci +5

    She has great potential and looks amazing..I hope she finds peace and heals from this completely. I can relate with her story

  • @Kasweetie_254
    @Kasweetie_254 Před 10 měsíci +7

    Yesss reciprocating what people are to you is the best way to deal with people we think they're friends to us

  • @Wahgees
    @Wahgees Před 10 měsíci +9

    So many questions! Her family failed her fullstop. This episode is painful. I pray that you will always remember Lynn's words "but God chose you".

  • @blackmanking3447
    @blackmanking3447 Před 9 měsíci +2

    This is an uplifting story.
    That's why we need to trust the process and believe in God. Everyone is destined for greatness. But if we knew what we have to go through to reach there, we would say to hell with greatness.
    God Almighty, Yahweh is always faithful.

  • @georginajohnson8985
    @georginajohnson8985 Před 10 měsíci +6

    This episode broke me!! I feel people’s pain but this hit differently!!! The pain of letting your kids suffer in the hands of relatives so you can make money is too much. MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING!!!
    Thank you Susan for sharing your story, may God give you your wish ❤❤

  • @winfredm4621
    @winfredm4621 Před 10 měsíci +11

    Childhood traumas…she reminded me of mine.
    Watched while at the office and weeeh! I have cried. My wounds are definately not healed. Am glad she shared.
    I am not alone

    • @nyamburarachel8184
      @nyamburarachel8184 Před 10 měsíci +3

      We're many, sometimes I feel I have healed but when I hear someone else going through the same,I cry

  • @acw079
    @acw079 Před 10 měsíci +32

    So many women have been through this. I had a mother that would forever change boyfriends (non abused me) but it brought alot of issues growing up. I was also in boarding school most of my childhood so we barley had any connection. She was also narssisitc and extremly verbally abusive. Had to cutt her off.

    • @martharinebiseko1457
      @martharinebiseko1457 Před 10 měsíci +1

      You had??

    • @martharinebiseko1457
      @martharinebiseko1457 Před 10 měsíci +1

      Hugs

    • @acw079
      @acw079 Před 10 měsíci

      @@martharinebiseko1457 i cut her off if you can read properly

    • @jacklinewairimu7455
      @jacklinewairimu7455 Před 10 měsíci +1

      It's allowed. My family have never understood why I don't visit mine.

    • @acw079
      @acw079 Před 10 měsíci +4

      @@jacklinewairimu7455 and you don't have to. My relatives know they cant even enter my home. Its over over.

  • @deborahbett412
    @deborahbett412 Před 10 měsíci +10

    I am sorry girl on behalf of your mummy "i am so sorry".
    Parents mess too and mess a great deal we repent.

  • @carolinembithe4544
    @carolinembithe4544 Před 10 měsíci +9

    I just love her again.. I watched her story on Justo's platform and I still watched it to the end...I get what you guys are trying to do there but yes her voice could be mistaken to Caroline's. Love them both.. See you kesho BrookLyn♥

  • @wanjuhidaisy4419
    @wanjuhidaisy4419 Před 10 měsíci +3

    @LynnNgugi for the longest time Ave been avoiding to watch your shows because I come also from a place of trauma. But am glad I have healed and enjoying every show about rebuilding. You are doing the most blessed to have you. One day I would like to sit on that yellow couch and give my testimony😊 Bless up!!

  • @thegodlyprincess_kenya
    @thegodlyprincess_kenya Před 10 měsíci +5

    She has done some good job for herself. Kudos!!now on to therapy to meet the emotions head on and embrace them more with love. Wish her all the very best!

  • @charitywairimungugi-latz1315
    @charitywairimungugi-latz1315 Před 10 měsíci +5

    Lynn, you are a gem. These are the best episodes you are doing so far. They are evolved. They are talking about the oiyeee emotions , and especially the traumas parents do not know how to deal with. We need live interviewees that victims can identify with. Not everyone can afford a therapist. I am sincerely sorry for because even parents can be very egoistic although they regret later

  • @esthergithogori2930
    @esthergithogori2930 Před 10 měsíci +8

    I have really enjoyed this show. What a strong lady. May God continue leading her and blessing her. She has a great destiny. Lynn, thank you for always bringing us the most authentic, venerable people with stories that encourage, inspire and remind us that despite of what we’ve gone through, our past cannot hinder our tomorrow. There is always a brighter day 👏🏾👏🏾

  • @paulinekawira4858
    @paulinekawira4858 Před 10 měsíci +6

    Have learnt thousand lessons from this episode.. thanks lnn for this amazing work you are doing

  • @fearlessfortruth
    @fearlessfortruth Před 10 měsíci +5

    I am glad to hear that she has overcome many of her inner demons. May God grant her peace and may God Bless her ❤

  • @paulinemwaura1980
    @paulinemwaura1980 Před 10 měsíci +8

    What Susan has gone through is disturbing. It's beyond sad. There is a God in heaven and He takes care of His people. Other than therapy, I feel something needs to happen in the spiritual. I didn't hear from the interview if deliverance was done and if it was, I thank God.

    • @jehannedufresne3998
      @jehannedufresne3998 Před 10 měsíci

      Yes, I agree! I recently had a Deliverance Prayer performed on me to finally close any openings that the devil had through my past childhood traumas. No, I'm much better. I've claimed and still claiming God's authority over my life, over everything that was meant for evil.

  • @emmawacuka5344
    @emmawacuka5344 Před 10 měsíci +4

    I watched her story and i cried all the way😢😢...i hope she finally heals all the wounds ...she's gone thru alot.

  • @kadzomasha1860
    @kadzomasha1860 Před 10 měsíci +4

    Challenged to become a better(less strict)parent...thank you for this #aspiringtobeaBETTERmum ❤🙏

  • @charitywambui5178
    @charitywambui5178 Před 10 měsíci +6

    'Where do people go when they are kicked out?' This hit me hard. Hugs dear.

  • @ruthn9381
    @ruthn9381 Před 9 měsíci +3

    There are many things that money cannot buy such as love, happiness or meaningful relationships. Proud of you for showing up to tell your story. That's brave. The battle is already won!!!!!

  • @glslatifahnsubuga51
    @glslatifahnsubuga51 Před 10 měsíci +21

    Such a strong 💪 lady “stop allowing your past to hold your hostage whatever happened,happened “ thanks beautiful ladies for this wonderful episode

    • @Herhealingtouch6683
      @Herhealingtouch6683 Před 10 měsíci +8

      As much as I want to agree with that I choose to disagree respectfully, what I'm i saying this is like noticing a crack on your wall , you decide you not going to worry instead you will polish and plaster the top , cover it with nice eye appealing paint and move on with life ....Many years down the Line it may take a decade or more that Crack will haunt you, What I'm o saying instead of shrugging shoulders and saying let's move on be courageous enough to face those demon's to heal you ...to go back inside of you to find that child who was born into this life so as to bring her or him home to your grown up self .... Healing is going through pain , realizing and aknowledging the pain...pain that cuts through deep as you feel it without suppressing it with the antidepressants....and as you get to the Root to the Core , a sigh of relief kicks in as that Aha! Moment comes and that is liberation, that is how you get born again to yourself...

    • @brimmugesha2524
      @brimmugesha2524 Před 10 měsíci +1

      Nicely and politely explained❤

    • @glslatifahnsubuga51
      @glslatifahnsubuga51 Před 10 měsíci +1

      @@Herhealingtouch6683 Humbly appreciated 🤝

    • @LoiseMuli
      @LoiseMuli Před 10 měsíci +2

      ​@johealingtouch6683 so profound. I feel that the hardest & most scary thing on earth is facing those "demons" it's a topic that majority of humans wouldn't dare addressing. People would rather sleep walk through life than face themselves

    • @kobbykanyu148
      @kobbykanyu148 Před 10 měsíci +3

      @@Herhealingtouch6683 Isn't that what she is doing? When you are through with all the things you said, you move on and experience life!

  • @winskitchen.602
    @winskitchen.602 Před 10 měsíci +5

    Susan, you are beautiful, sorry for all you went through, you are a strong woman.

  • @kaburaization
    @kaburaization Před 10 měsíci +2

    I too never wants to be called strong, I also agree with you on the not looking for deadbeats and I learnt early.

  • @TheNiloticEmpress
    @TheNiloticEmpress Před 10 měsíci +5

    The spirit of Rejection is horrible,I experienced it myself and its the worst..But God Can my sister..you shall overcome.

  • @MissFirstlady
    @MissFirstlady Před 10 měsíci +13

    Your story has made realize that even though we struggle with toxic parents, others go through even so much more. May God bless you Grace for sharing your story

    • @judithosure3950
      @judithosure3950 Před 10 měsíci +1

      God is real. You are beautiful,God loves you.go girl.

  • @FaithChebet-cy5sp
    @FaithChebet-cy5sp Před 10 měsíci +5

    This is an amazing show, you are really helping me get healed, i think lynn you will come through for me

  • @HardlyTalk
    @HardlyTalk Před 10 měsíci +18

    Sometimes pain is meant to be witnessed, this episode is one of those times we witness pain in its raw form and how mothers sometimes can mess up their kids despite having resources. I pray Susan finds love and immense love in the lord, within her and she gets to a place where she accepts it for herself from others. This was emotional. Her parents failed her and it's sad and her

  • @Letstalkwithbossbaby
    @Letstalkwithbossbaby Před 10 měsíci +3

    Susan speaks for so many of us dealing with childhood traumas, I celebrate her, and Susan 😚 girl you got a beautiful voice, and Lynn you're so amazing, thanks for bringing a voice for all of us who are traumatized

  • @Kasweetie_254
    @Kasweetie_254 Před 10 měsíci +7

    You're right Lynn some stories you cover are really traumatizing and you going for therapy is good for your mental health 💯💯❤

  • @fennyoyuga4566
    @fennyoyuga4566 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Susan! You are a strong wman! The far you've come, i must say God is your Ebenezer. I was kicked out with my biological father and step mother at 18. God came through for me at the ninth hr through a strange mom who has remained my mom to date at 43. My daughter drunk omo at school and it shocked me bcz im doing what i can to make her feel/know that im there for her. Im going through another time i didn't imagine again.

  • @khloecalala7606
    @khloecalala7606 Před 10 měsíci +2

    I have seen a lot of people who been through a rough time they seemed to be strong just because they know they have to protect themselves, but they also want to be vulnerable, and the worry kicks in that they would be taken advantage of, or looked at as weak. They do not like to ask for help. And like Suzan Grace said at the end you end up being mean wanting others to experience what you went through or you are so kindest and compassionate that who will cry if you even see a dead bird! I never thought I could cry for nothing! I cry if someone gives a birth, I cry if I see a homeless, I cry if I see a kitten 🐈‍⬛ or pappy I cry if I see a baby I cry if I see anyone that have some problems. Like shows like these I cry 😭 so hard and I never used to be like this! I used to be hard like a rock 🪨! When I kneel in front of God I just crying to the point I bite pillow so no one could hear me! All I can say Suzan Grace May God protect and bless you eternal 💗❤️♥️💡💡

  • @wairimu625
    @wairimu625 Před 10 měsíci +4

    The grave happens to be that place where the most needed answers can come from but sadly most people have to deal with 'what could have been ". I've been a huge fan of cross over and never did it cross my mind, she'd been through all this considering how vibrant she is.

  • @balancedviewpoint7418
    @balancedviewpoint7418 Před 10 měsíci +3

    Haki the traumas people go through. Sych an amazing girl in beauty, elegance and content she runs on mainstream media. Without our awesome Lynn Ngugi's show, how could the world have known her story. Anyone intentional and genuinely looking for a wife material, this is one such amazing girl. Guys get such a woman and the rest shall unfold all the way to your destiny.
    Big up Grace. I fully affirm you and without knowing Good has all the goodies waiting for you in Jesus name.

  • @QueenNana86
    @QueenNana86 Před 10 měsíci +7

    Childhood traumas 💔 Amazing work LYNN

  • @perisgathimba4851
    @perisgathimba4851 Před 9 měsíci +2

    The irony of life... We always think we have time... but we actually don't.... Hurt people hurt... Wish time allowed her mum to give her answers... I imagine she also had unprocessed traumas... I pray God gives her the answers she needs in His own timing.. I hope the traumas stop with her and that her generation remains blessed.

  • @Meghan_192
    @Meghan_192 Před 10 měsíci +3

    So strong strong of you Susan such stories are so hard to narrate so haardd! Seeing you pursue after all that by Gods grace proud of you ❤❤❤

  • @benardmbulamberi2260
    @benardmbulamberi2260 Před 9 měsíci +1

    Strong lady , the fact that she powered through that kinda childhood trauma. God continue to bless you @ Susan Grace!

  • @teresiawachira1034
    @teresiawachira1034 Před 10 měsíci +5

    Childhood trauma is real. I lived a bitter hateful life because of my dad who abandoned us. When he appeared after college, I was even furious. Until I forgive him and asked God to remove my bitterness, then I started healing. I hated men with a passion. But God healed me and now I am married for 15 yrs
    Now I am in a journey of asking God to let my dad to forgive me for hating him . He's since dead. But I don't feel bitter or hate anymore.

    • @GNginnah97
      @GNginnah97 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Same story girl. I have always resented my dad. I have always hated my mum for not leaving when things went south. My dad left us and chose women over us. None of my 5 siblings had access to proper education despite having immense potential. None of my siblings has a reason to smile at him or miss him. He had the capability to take us to good schools because we had the marks, but he chose not to. After finding my own way back to school he showed up last year for my graduation. Shamelessly and wanted to associate himself with me. I haven’t had enough grace to forgive him, he hasn’t shown any remorse or apology. All of my siblings have nothing to do with him, no relationship, no nothing whatsoever. I just pray that at the right time, we shall let go of everything and get the grace to forgive him for all the trauma he subjected us to. My whole family is just mentally disorganized.

  • @moseskiiru1610
    @moseskiiru1610 Před 9 měsíci +2

    The good i thank God for her is that....at no particular time did she mention " school fees for her education" being an issue.

  • @Lily_muthengi
    @Lily_muthengi Před 10 měsíci +11

    This is exactly my story, my mother's story same, my dad rejection not choosing me, same.. working on my childhood trauma, and building my life to a new one

  • @faithtaakamusic
    @faithtaakamusic Před 10 měsíci +4

    Susan, you deserve all the love in the world and to be happy.

  • @MARSIANAatieno-yg1lg
    @MARSIANAatieno-yg1lg Před 10 měsíci +11

    Mothers fail us big time but the society isn't ready for this conversation. I pray that we will all heal one day.

    • @nyamburarachel8184
      @nyamburarachel8184 Před 10 měsíci

      Amen 🙏 am always optimistic

    • @gwg216
      @gwg216 Před 10 měsíci

      Tru tru they do…. But wat we need to do is not repeat their mistakes …. Mimi my mom left me in the hands of shosho as she went to chase the bag…. Mimi sai siwezi thubutu ati niache mtoi wangu niende aaaaii no way kama ni kuenda tunaenda kule kunafai kuendwa pamoja…… if only most pple can tell there stories ni watu wengi sana huku inje
      hukua na zero bond na matha zao na sio kupenda reazons is coz of childhood traumas and neglegence

  • @gloriah3681
    @gloriah3681 Před 10 měsíci +12

    Having a traumatic childhood makes me a better parent to my kids ... because I understand every impact of my actions to them. I reflect on how I felt, and it makes me very attentive to their emotional needs as much as their physical and financial needs. I pray I have a close relationship with them and teach them to be responsible to their children as well.

  • @lindaopot6594
    @lindaopot6594 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Her voice projects like Katherine Kasavili’s. Very beautiful girl. She is winning. ❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @monicalouis7515
    @monicalouis7515 Před 10 měsíci +1

    OMG!
    She was my childhood friend am surprised...
    I can relate your story with mine but manze!you were created for greatness ❤❤

  • @mercyakello
    @mercyakello Před 10 měsíci +3

    I wish one day I will be able to speak about everything I went through and heal before it's very late😢,lynn Ngugi thanks for this show 🙏 it means a lot to me 😢❤❤❤❤

  • @reynyawira1032
    @reynyawira1032 Před 9 měsíci +1

    I see myself in her...... This just changed me and when the time is right I will tell the world to change another life... God bless you Lynn

  • @Adamwanyonyi999
    @Adamwanyonyi999 Před 10 měsíci +2

    @LynnNgugi i really enjoyed that episode i think you should address this childhood trauma thing as parents don't know what it is and how it affects the life of their kids i have experienced it and still going through it its affects you in everything your self esteem your relations with others the suicidal thoughts and feeling unworthy its bad and parents manipulate you you just stuck you cant move its bad i would love the awareness to be created childhood traumas can make you doubt your whole existence as a person please lets address this thank you lynn some of us heal from your shows you are a blessing to us 🥰

  • @florenceachieng
    @florenceachieng Před 10 měsíci +5

    Some pain and trauma are really hard to forget,sending love ❤ and hugs to