clairo - how did i ever

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  • čas přidán 7. 02. 2017
  • / ccottrill
    (rivs and revs artifact)
    how did i try
    to get you off my mind
    how did i try
    to get you off my mind
    could this be the end
    of you and i for now
    hope that i see you soon
    don’t know what i would do
    my heart is under the weather
    i know that i’m the only one who can heal it
    i’m on my own
    i’m on my own
    i’m on my own
    i’m on my own
    i try to be the strong one
    for you
    but that’s just too hard for anyone to do
    / clairecottrill2
    clairecottrill.bandcamp.com
    / clairo2
    / clairecottrill
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Komentáře • 540

  • @tatehayes5877
    @tatehayes5877 Před 5 lety +1868

    listening to this w earbuds makes me feel high???

    • @kitcat9245
      @kitcat9245 Před 5 lety +94

      Gray H. Listening to this with earbuds when high makes u feel like you’re floating

    • @MiKeFrm260
      @MiKeFrm260 Před 4 lety +27

      listening on a bluetooth speaker while high makes u feel a typa way

    • @unknown-kz9ei
      @unknown-kz9ei Před 4 lety +24

      Listening to this while outside wearing earbuds while high is the shit

    • @fatphrogscreamingno6653
      @fatphrogscreamingno6653 Před 4 lety +3

      Gray H. Samee

    • @HEAVYNGABRIELLE
      @HEAVYNGABRIELLE Před 4 lety +12

      Kit Cat brb gonna go smoke

  • @katelynrogers8968
    @katelynrogers8968 Před 6 lety +1705

    WHY IS THIS NOT ON SPOTIFY OMG

    • @erik260
      @erik260 Před 5 lety +10

      @@ellasemagrace9097 what is the new version?

    • @ellasemagrace9097
      @ellasemagrace9097 Před 5 lety +35

      @@erik260 How - Demo on spotify

    • @gyhrrrrr
      @gyhrrrrr Před 5 lety +5

      Katelyn Rogers :(

    • @analyz5403
      @analyz5403 Před 4 lety +3

      on god

    • @corea2706
      @corea2706 Před 4 lety +30

      It might be bc the melody and beat is originally from Beach House's song "she's so lovely"

  • @dancingwithnobody
    @dancingwithnobody Před 6 lety +621

    Wavey ass beat this song is underrated asf

  • @kimescobar8352
    @kimescobar8352 Před 7 lety +1323

    I listen to this song everyday. I can't get enough. This must be played at my funeral.

  • @GriimX
    @GriimX Před 5 lety +606

    mood: dark neon-lit karaoke bar in someone else's dream

  • @kanklekopter
    @kanklekopter Před 7 lety +390

    All of her music is so beautiful

  • @dianareyes2514
    @dianareyes2514 Před 4 lety +502

    This song makes me feel like I’m the main character

  • @TheNatashaFerreira
    @TheNatashaFerreira Před 6 lety +188

    this song takes me away to a place I can't even explain

  • @syulpom6114
    @syulpom6114 Před 3 lety +363

    Why is everyone feeling high? Just because of the beat? Damn. I kinda feel empty ngl :/

    • @basta546
      @basta546 Před 3 lety +28

      Same. This song makes me kinda sad

    • @cyaneyedinmydrink42069
      @cyaneyedinmydrink42069 Před 3 lety +30

      It makes me feel like I’m watching my younger self play and be happy.

    • @miriamnicole7329
      @miriamnicole7329 Před 3 lety +1

      same

    • @sid-og2rm
      @sid-og2rm Před 3 lety +8

      This song makes me think of a lonely person at a cafe reading a fantasy romance book

    • @cream4911
      @cream4911 Před 3 lety +1

      it’s like both

  • @iphysicallyandmentallycant1944

    while everyone’s saying this makes them feel high, for me i’m sobbing becausw it feels like i’m seeing my younger me be happy and play around in slides and shit😃

    • @bobotrone
      @bobotrone Před 3 lety +1

      :(( same

    • @bobotrone
      @bobotrone Před 3 lety

      I hope everything gets better ♥️

    • @iphysicallyandmentallycant1944
      @iphysicallyandmentallycant1944 Před 3 lety +3

      @@bobotrone i hope both sides of your pillows are cold tonight, i hope your charger works all sides, i hope you have a nice day

    • @x_x__o_x
      @x_x__o_x Před 2 lety +1

      U DIDNT HAVE TO DO THAT TO MY ALREADY SHATTERED MENTALITY

    • @greens253
      @greens253 Před 2 lety +1

      now that’s going to be me 😅

  • @yelenassocks9731
    @yelenassocks9731 Před 3 lety +57

    this song kept replaying in my head at my dads funeral, this song is very close to my heart.

  • @ellasemagrace9097
    @ellasemagrace9097 Před 5 lety +90

    i honestly just have times where i need to sit down and blast this just to dream a little. this song has me in a daze every time.

  • @urmummehmehmeh6039
    @urmummehmehmeh6039 Před 4 lety +43

    This song makes me feel numb like I can’t think about anything else but the soothing rhythm of the song while just sitting in bed trying to calm down, it’s quite peaceful (:

  • @Stellathekuni
    @Stellathekuni Před 4 lety +58

    Just found out about this in 2020 🦠 this song is truly beauty 🌹

  • @gets187
    @gets187 Před 4 lety +170

    When you slowly work your way down to suicide but that weed you just smoked saves you by bringing you back up to the highest , most broadest point you've been in All of your life

    • @deliguzman3639
      @deliguzman3639 Před 4 lety +11

      gets187 it’s crazy how it actually makes your forget the fucked up shit, Idk about you but my brain can’t focus on one thing when I’m high, I’ll be sad asf one minute, spark up a j and just vibe the next.

    • @masterpete4039
      @masterpete4039 Před 4 lety +18

      You guys. That is not healthy.

    • @noellesimone1809
      @noellesimone1809 Před 4 lety +1

      I hope you had gotten better😕

    • @personayyy1706
      @personayyy1706 Před 4 lety

      I really hope things get better for you sweetie

    • @personayyy1706
      @personayyy1706 Před 4 lety

      4sky2high0 I pray for you the best

  • @josevantangka8956
    @josevantangka8956 Před 6 lety +38

    can't believe this kind of exist.. love it

  • @maaancheta6018
    @maaancheta6018 Před 3 lety +10

    I just wanna live in the song. Its the perfect representation of what i expect from happiness.

  • @nahna777
    @nahna777 Před 6 lety +51

    this song blows my mind esp w headphones

  • @quandariusgooch6644
    @quandariusgooch6644 Před 3 lety +13

    listening to this makes me go into a universe that every thing that I’ve ever wanted happened like: a perfect gamer girlfriend that plays the exact same games as me,seeing my real dad,having a perfect pc,I have freinds,no sadness

  • @logancohen1548
    @logancohen1548 Před 5 lety +14

    Just found this. Cant stop listening to it!

  • @pinkiepie-gp1cn
    @pinkiepie-gp1cn Před 2 lety +3

    This is better than the demo

  • @savannahalvey9673
    @savannahalvey9673 Před 5 lety +36

    Being high and listening with earbuds I highly recommend

    • @carterwitbands
      @carterwitbands Před 3 lety

      im going to a dispensary this thursday & i will remember this comment thank u

  • @maria-vz1ls
    @maria-vz1ls Před 4 lety +95

    sounds like She’s So Lovely by Beach House

    • @lilymares4524
      @lilymares4524 Před 4 lety +2

      we have the same pfp:)

    • @jasminediabanza
      @jasminediabanza Před 4 lety +1

      i was listening to that song today and got so confused because i thought i was listening to this song instead

    • @diarmidthomson7878
      @diarmidthomson7878 Před 3 lety

      i think it samples that

  • @applejuice.mp4737
    @applejuice.mp4737 Před 4 lety +4

    Thsi makes me fell happy asf no cap

  • @X138Fiend
    @X138Fiend Před 7 lety +133

    Smoking a wax joint to this.. Really sets the vibe💙💙

    • @sabrinaj5947
      @sabrinaj5947 Před 6 lety +1

      vince.theprince same!! Cheers!

    • @jaronloar1762
      @jaronloar1762 Před 6 lety +9

      slycooper2002 Bro, you only live once, just because someone wants to explore another state of mind, isn't a bad thing. Let people live their lives and don't promote brainwashed judgment!

    • @misslangdonlangdon343
      @misslangdonlangdon343 Před 4 lety +9

      *Laughs in underage*

    • @Emoijs
      @Emoijs Před 4 lety +2

      your like 8 nigga 🤣

    • @serav2585
      @serav2585 Před 4 lety +1

      damkai-_- i started smoking at 11 lil nigga even if he is 8 that don’t mean shit and u play fortnite u have no words

  • @karamsrour9036
    @karamsrour9036 Před 5 lety +692

    So who's here after the watching the video on Instagram ??

    • @unknown-fy4pg
      @unknown-fy4pg Před 5 lety +4

      Me but I can’t find the original, can you help?

    • @karamsrour9036
      @karamsrour9036 Před 5 lety +4

      Alexandra Alvarado that’s the original song man

    • @mariafekete6540
      @mariafekete6540 Před 5 lety +3

      @@unknown-fy4pg it's because the video you saw on insta with this music was from the Bishop Briggs - Baby video clip

    • @unknown-fy4pg
      @unknown-fy4pg Před 5 lety +1

      Maria Fekete thx I found what I was looking for

    • @Doggie.dementia
      @Doggie.dementia Před 5 lety

      👋

  • @heart4braiins173
    @heart4braiins173 Před 2 lety +3

    I don’t know,but I can’t be the only one who feels an unexplainable feeling of nostalgia & sadness.

  • @tali2225
    @tali2225 Před 2 lety +1

    This song is so peaceful, nostalgic, and sad, so much it makes me sick

  • @kaylenhatch5293
    @kaylenhatch5293 Před 7 lety +41

    heck im still in love with claire

  • @tomoko7584
    @tomoko7584 Před 5 lety +22

    reminds me of the scott pilgrim game when yr walking thru the snow to get to the bar :^>

  • @lucasmoore987
    @lucasmoore987 Před rokem +1

    This my bop always fr

  • @user-gh3kg4by3z
    @user-gh3kg4by3z Před 3 lety +3

    i wanna be in everyones dream ever

  • @syndelplatero7867
    @syndelplatero7867 Před 2 lety +3

    I always listen to this song with ear buds while I’m high. Best feeling 😻

  • @onlylima
    @onlylima Před 3 lety +4

    I just discovered this beautiful artist not for her looks for her creativity she has a beautiful voice this song just melts you away in a peaceful way.

  • @mrjones1542
    @mrjones1542 Před 3 lety +3

    i wanna ascend into heaven with this playing

  • @masonrose3532
    @masonrose3532 Před 5 lety +18

    listening on acid right now is great

  • @GledisaSph
    @GledisaSph Před rokem +1

    I STILL LISTEN TO IT 😭

  • @classyzayplays8114
    @classyzayplays8114 Před 4 lety +2

    I love the slowed and reverb version of this

  • @99shawti99
    @99shawti99 Před 4 lety +1

    this a whole ass vibe i can’t 😫 10x better when high 🧝🏽‍♀️

  • @trinitysattler8722
    @trinitysattler8722 Před 4 lety +1

    This song bring back bad memories.

  • @2toastedbagels
    @2toastedbagels Před 2 lety +1

    This feels like falling but it's an emotion

  • @mommygaby4642
    @mommygaby4642 Před 4 lety +2

    this song makes my heart beat so quickly. i have so much love for it.

  • @kelpjuice5066
    @kelpjuice5066 Před 4 lety +2

    This song takes me to Saturn

  • @larrenburd
    @larrenburd Před 4 lety +2

    favorite Clairo song by far

  • @OfficialBellaRuby
    @OfficialBellaRuby Před rokem +2

    I used to listen to this song when I was 16 going through the most, now I’m 23 and happy. So nostalgic for me

  • @lesamurai2138
    @lesamurai2138 Před 4 lety +2

    Im still listening to this song

  • @antman899ify
    @antman899ify Před 4 lety +1

    Wow this really makes me think of her

  • @adriangallardo4797
    @adriangallardo4797 Před rokem +2

    I listened to the most depressing shit as a teen 😂 this still hits in 2023

  • @IdkwhatImdoing523
    @IdkwhatImdoing523 Před 5 měsíci +1

    just realized how beautiful this music is

  • @MegaToiletRP
    @MegaToiletRP Před 10 měsíci

    souless,main,old,perfect no way you made this.

  • @alakenduchatterjee6536

    Can't get enough of it, need more music like this!

  • @jhonii2x421
    @jhonii2x421 Před 3 lety +53

    Who else searched: How hard did i try to get you off my mind
    LMFAO I DONT EVEN KNOW THE LYRICS

    • @lumityluminals
      @lumityluminals Před 3 lety +2

      No i found this song by accident-

    • @georgia4930
      @georgia4930 Před 3 lety

      how else did i try to get you off my mind and it sounds way better on love$ick interlude by yoggi

  • @clairlov5590
    @clairlov5590 Před 5 lety

    I honestly really love this song omg

  • @earvinrivas8192
    @earvinrivas8192 Před 4 lety +3

    This is getting home drunk putting ur earphones in and laying back on ur bed in the dark looking up at ur glow in the dark stars music

  • @ellasemagrace9097
    @ellasemagrace9097 Před 5 lety +2

    this song fucks me uuuup every single time

  • @ivzmak
    @ivzmak Před 3 lety +15

    How did I try
    To get you off my mind?
    How did I try
    To get you off my mind?
    Could this be the end?
    Of you and I for now
    Hope that I see you soon
    Don't know what I would do
    My heart is under the weather
    I know that I'm the only
    One who can heal it
    I'm on my own
    I'm on my own
    I'm on my own
    I'm on my own
    I try to beat the struggle for you
    But that's just too hard for anyone to do

  • @chinuvang6189
    @chinuvang6189 Před 4 lety

    I like this version the most, it always brings me back memories. Ughhhhhhh wished I could relive through them!

  • @mickalenelambert3186
    @mickalenelambert3186 Před 2 lety

    i love this song so much it reminds me of summer 2020.. one of the best times of my life

  • @marilym7758
    @marilym7758 Před 6 lety +11

    galaxy, alien vibes....idk why lol

  • @GriimX
    @GriimX Před 5 lety +1

    most authentic clairo

  • @Beehejiri
    @Beehejiri Před rokem +1

    It feels nostalgia like you remember watching a 80s or 90s movie and hear that one melody.

  • @randomcomment7675
    @randomcomment7675 Před 4 lety

    I’ve been sucked into this hole on CZcams and I love it

  • @Jideaohn
    @Jideaohn Před 3 lety

    I've listened, and cried to this five times in a row.

  • @TheLastBarrel
    @TheLastBarrel Před 3 lety

    And the tears just start flowing

  • @lilavxs
    @lilavxs Před 3 lety +2

    “could this be the end?”

  • @AestheticallyKate
    @AestheticallyKate Před 3 lety +1

    It's the friken bgm for me, like bruh I don't have those memories and I don't feel nostalgic about the things that I don't know but I can feel

    • @chrystalrc
      @chrystalrc Před 3 lety

      YESS i feel like im in 2000. i listen to this song and see the pictures and videos my mom has from 2000-2002. old cars, different buildings ugh.

    • @chrystalrc
      @chrystalrc Před 3 lety

      and i feel it but i know i wasn’t even alive in 2000

  • @LopezA-zo1gs
    @LopezA-zo1gs Před 5 měsíci

    I love this version

  • @idrisssarmouk8044
    @idrisssarmouk8044 Před 6 lety +25

    this is IN THE EP ITHOUGHT IT WAS A NEW SONG WTF

  • @bazlezz6245
    @bazlezz6245 Před 5 lety +3

    listning to this high is trippy af

  • @mahthanglong9395
    @mahthanglong9395 Před 4 lety +1

    This... this will be played at my funeral

  • @tyrezmusic
    @tyrezmusic Před 5 lety +2

    Horror editors though they be making there edits look really good with this song

  • @carlysanchez9874
    @carlysanchez9874 Před 3 lety

    Literally sooooo gooddd

  • @michybswigga3613
    @michybswigga3613 Před 4 lety +55

    Does anyone notice how different yet so similar “How did I ever” and “how (demo)” is to one another? Or am I just trippin? 😗

  • @thebusinesswoman23
    @thebusinesswoman23 Před 3 lety +9

    ○ • ° • 🌠•💕•🌠 • ° • ○
    Wow. The audio panning of the synth here is truly intoxicating. Paired with her sweet vocals, this song is just so enjoyable for my mind and body both !!! I came back to this song because I heard it in my dream last night. Something about it is just that transcendent
    ○ • ° • 🌠•💕•🌠 • ° • ○

  • @meem0325
    @meem0325 Před 4 lety

    Clairo is a gift from god I freaking love her so much I’ll die for her

  • @kaylenhatch5293
    @kaylenhatch5293 Před 7 lety

    AHHH LOV THIS

  • @rebeccacurtis6475
    @rebeccacurtis6475 Před 3 lety +1

    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS VIDEO AHHHH I DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE SONG WAS CALLED UGH I LOVE YOU BESTIE THANKSSS

  • @only.__
    @only.__ Před 3 měsíci

    Eu amo essa música!! 💛

  • @isaakcelis8010
    @isaakcelis8010 Před 3 lety +1

    THIS IS SO UNDERRATED

  • @dr.pepperqueen
    @dr.pepperqueen Před 3 lety

    IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO FIND THIS IM SO HAPPY NOW

  • @oneplaceonly
    @oneplaceonly Před měsícem +7

    Where yall at 2024

  • @mysterygirl7425
    @mysterygirl7425 Před 2 lety +1

    how am i suppose to be the one carrying the relationship when im the one lost in my own choices? i never make them. i always wait for someone else. you ever wonder why our relationship was so slow? you ever wonder why we never hung out? i cant make choices. im too afraid of whats to come. disgust. disappointment. failure. what else could i have given you? all i had was my love. it wasnt enough and will never be.

  • @whippedcreaming6938
    @whippedcreaming6938 Před 3 lety +5

    the AUDACITY Spotify has for not having this amazing song

  • @swtv550
    @swtv550 Před 5 lety +1

    listened to this last year when i first got led on by some dude, this will forever be relatable to that period in my life

  • @nardishaa
    @nardishaa Před 5 lety +2

    So underrated

  • @MLJ5834
    @MLJ5834 Před 6 lety +2

    phasers usually annoy me but this was mixed pretty good :) s/o to clairo

  • @lonyelavingexox
    @lonyelavingexox Před 4 lety +136

    ✨How did I try
    To get you off my mind
    How did I try
    To get you off my mind
    Could this be the end
    Of you and I for now
    Hope that I see you soon
    Don't know what I would do
    My heart is under the weather
    I know that I’m the only one who can heal it
    I'm on my own, I'm on my own
    I'm on my own, I'm on my own
    I try to be the strong one
    For you
    But that’s just too hard for anyone to do
    Ooh, oh✨

    • @Jagniverse
      @Jagniverse Před 4 lety +2

      WhenlifeGivesyoulemons ty✨

  • @clockthatteasis
    @clockthatteasis Před 2 lety

    Best version💖

  • @jenn1036
    @jenn1036 Před 3 lety

    wow
    this is just a vibe asf

  • @youssefradwan5859
    @youssefradwan5859 Před 2 lety

    When I hear this song I get chill🥰🥰

  • @noetziel
    @noetziel Před 5 měsíci

    i miss her i need to see her again

  • @alyssa-lt9kh
    @alyssa-lt9kh Před 4 měsíci

    this used to be my fave

  • @dovaking4378
    @dovaking4378 Před 6 lety +10

    Its like she reads my mind when im down n out

  • @rodriguin1663
    @rodriguin1663 Před 7 lety

    best Song ever

  • @theguyinthere
    @theguyinthere Před 5 měsíci

    how did i miss this

  • @slvaslva9148
    @slvaslva9148 Před 4 lety +1

    I’m always high. This shit trips me out even more

  • @Waliul_The_Wall-E
    @Waliul_The_Wall-E Před 2 lety

    damn! such a beautiful song!

  • @jackielopez1564
    @jackielopez1564 Před 3 lety

    i listened to this song when i tripped off a tab last year. best experience ever

  • @brokenboxfan6374
    @brokenboxfan6374 Před 3 lety +2

    it upsets me that this version isn’t on spotify

  • @aliyahprewitt7308
    @aliyahprewitt7308 Před 3 lety +1

    I found this song by accident and now I'm addicted