the neighbourhood - the beach but you're in a car n its raining (instrumental / slowed&reverb / 1h)

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  • čas přidán 11. 04. 2021
  • The song is called "The Beach" and not "girl of my dream". "Girl of my dream" is a sample of "The Beach".
    requested by Krishnavi Raulji
    my soundcloud:
    / user-152218074
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Komentáře • 804

  • @lordzeldris4324
    @lordzeldris4324 Před 3 lety +2388

    My parents are getting old, and i’m afraid to lose them :(

    • @human285
      @human285 Před 3 lety +205

      Same :( I'd rather die first before them :(

    • @hotmessmellow169
      @hotmessmellow169 Před 3 lety +85

      @@human285 wouldn’t that hurt them.. think bout it

    • @human285
      @human285 Před 3 lety +62

      @@hotmessmellow169 yes it would that's also what I'm thinking about :(

    • @pigulyv6260
      @pigulyv6260 Před 3 lety +115

      I hate my parents, they left me all alone and i dont want even know them. I wish i'd never been born, i blame myself on everything. Im sorry, i hope you dont lose your parents sweetheart, i hope they love you. Mine dont, but at least maybe yours.

    • @lordzeldris4324
      @lordzeldris4324 Před 3 lety +64

      @@pigulyv6260 i’m sorry for that. Please live a happy life

  • @jillhesterhagen
    @jillhesterhagen Před 2 lety +912

    This song makes me feel like I need to start over and try again in life

    • @amandalima9268
      @amandalima9268 Před 2 lety +16

      Yes this is what I needed to read

    • @user-jr7dx6fq6o
      @user-jr7dx6fq6o Před 2 lety +24

      In fact, this song makes me feel like I'm losing everything and makes me feel so tired and useless trying >

    • @bgc3864
      @bgc3864 Před 2 lety +2

      Tf? You’re not quirky

    • @kaylahmatano1749
      @kaylahmatano1749 Před 2 lety +9

      @@bgc3864 them saying how they feel isn't being quirky....

    • @bgc3864
      @bgc3864 Před 2 lety

      @@kaylahmatano1749 yes it does

  • @Ayesha-eu6zv
    @Ayesha-eu6zv Před 2 lety +526

    This song feels like when you come to the realisation that you fell hardest for the people who cared about you the least

    • @KitkattheTicTac
      @KitkattheTicTac Před 2 lety +11

      That’s the deepest shit I’ve heard in a while, and it’s unfortunate how relatable it is. I hope things get better for you tho

    • @qt9840
      @qt9840 Před 2 lety +4

      Same here:(

    • @justmart4455
      @justmart4455 Před 2 lety +4

      I miss her

    • @angel.ryan11
      @angel.ryan11 Před rokem +3

      Literally why I'm here rn 😭😭 it hurts so bad

    • @michaelfunderburk6791
      @michaelfunderburk6791 Před rokem

      Preach

  • @camilaughlin9522
    @camilaughlin9522 Před 3 lety +826

    someone better play this at my funeral

  • @franci06b.99
    @franci06b.99 Před 3 lety +1874

    This makes me feel nostalgic of something I‘ve never even experienced yet...

    • @poskuz
      @poskuz Před 2 lety +26

      same dude, that feeling is something special.

    • @aidenmaves5537
      @aidenmaves5537 Před 2 lety +10

      So cringe

    • @RandomVideos-yl7ky
      @RandomVideos-yl7ky Před 2 lety +2

      Same here... weird right?

    • @mas.ky__
      @mas.ky__ Před 2 lety +5

      I experienced it. you don’t want to remember it..

    • @stefuhny
      @stefuhny Před 2 lety +22

      @@aidenmaves5537 wow aiden you’re so funny

  • @alicia2259
    @alicia2259 Před 2 lety +109

    i am driving in the rain while listening to the beach and realizing that no one will like me for who i am.. so i cry in silence and become numb once again

    • @kyrus6490
      @kyrus6490 Před 2 lety +17

      Life is a forever changing path, it may take time but someone who truly deserves you will show up. Good luck to you, and farewell.✌

  • @towanjimphande6731
    @towanjimphande6731 Před 3 lety +425

    You know what hurts the most...?When you feel you can't tell your best friend stuff anymore. That hurts .When you can see you guys are distancing ,that hurts..When you can see you're becoming annoying and she dosen't wanna talk to u and leaves u on delivered or seen..
    That's some real shitty pain..Right here :))

    • @idkl1z
      @idkl1z Před 3 lety +17

      that's v v understandable, im sort of in the same situation. i was never a socially active person but a few months ago i met this girl and we instantly clicked, but i have a bad habit of growing attached real quick and one fine day, she just left. After that i couldn't bring myself to talk to more people and get hurt all over again. Now, i have lots of friends, but i feel like im slowly getting detached from them, i feel like im going to get replaced, im just insecure. Im worried ill lose them and myself like i did months ago :/

    • @rupt_btw
      @rupt_btw Před 3 lety

      rn frfr

    • @kyrus6490
      @kyrus6490 Před 2 lety +4

      Sometimes it isnt the bestfriends that need to hear what you have bottled inside, they know you for how you are near them, and they dont want to hear anything different. Sometimes it really is just better to let things go online, its helped me a lot, and although the pain is never gone and never will be, the forgiveness of people dampens the fire

    • @kass7275
      @kass7275 Před 2 lety +3

      hey, i went through the same thing but let me tell you something. life goes on, i know it was your bestfriend but maybe that's part of life you know ? it hurts but it may be part of a new beginning. don't chase after her, if she doesn't want to talk to you, she doesn't deserve you because i know you're awesome :) just try to think that if it happened, it was maybe supposed one day

    • @towanjimphande6731
      @towanjimphande6731 Před 2 lety

      @@kass7275 Thank you so much for your words :)

  • @eggbosh
    @eggbosh Před 2 lety +184

    POV: Your life passes day by day as everything is slowly going numb and you can’t seem to remember what the point of it all is

  • @Itswolfiex
    @Itswolfiex Před 3 lety +353

    The beach Instrumental - The Neighbourhood
    0:00 ●━━━━━━─────── 1:03:13
    ⇆ㅤㅤㅤㅤ◁ㅤㅤ❚❚ㅤㅤ▷ㅤㅤㅤㅤ↻

    • @izukumidoriya-xx2bn
      @izukumidoriya-xx2bn Před 3 lety +8

      how???🤯

    • @savannah11567
      @savannah11567 Před 2 lety +2

      The beach instrumental - The Neighborhood
      0:00 ●--------------------------------| 1:03:13
      >

    • @martindunajsky5136
      @martindunajsky5136 Před 2 lety

      @@izukumidoriya-xx2bn
      The beach Instrumental - The Neighbourhood
      0:00 ●━━━━━━─────── 1:03:13
      ⇆ㅤㅤㅤㅤ◁ㅤㅤ❚❚ㅤㅤ▷ㅤㅤㅤㅤ↻
      just copy and paste :)

    • @ZedX_Sound
      @ZedX_Sound Před 2 lety

      Wow it's amazing it's so real 😂

    • @onaleronasekwele3240
      @onaleronasekwele3240 Před rokem

      0:00●-----------------------1:03:13
      🔂 ◀️ ⏸️ ▶️ 🔄
      ON REPEAT ALL DAY EVERYDAY .🥀❤️‍🩹

  • @reginamoncada3250
    @reginamoncada3250 Před 3 lety +38

    Justin in the back makes this 100% sadder

    • @Jasmine-dj2yl
      @Jasmine-dj2yl Před 2 lety

      From what movie or show is he from again? Sorry I forgot😐

    • @aidenee1482
      @aidenee1482 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Jasmine-dj2yl 13 reasons why

    • @Jasmine-dj2yl
      @Jasmine-dj2yl Před 2 lety +1

      Thanks for telling me!

    • @anniem08
      @anniem08 Před 2 lety +4

      man i loved him so much lowkey my fav character i was so sad when he died :(

    • @m4dide421
      @m4dide421 Před rokem

      Thought I the only one who thought this :( that show really was deep and even though it’s been a long while, I’ll never forget it. Good show and I realized after almost 1 year of listening to this specific video that it was Justin. Super sad tbh

  • @shinyakogamii7054
    @shinyakogamii7054 Před 2 lety +152

    I wish I could play a movie in my head with the most important memories and moments i’ve experienced so far (no matter if they’re good or bad) with this song playing in the background

  • @shawn1903
    @shawn1903 Před 3 lety +759

    I interpret the song, as a form of life. The high notes/pitches are the adequate things and accomplishments, while the significant bass hits that ripple away, are the lows in life, pain, tiredness, overthinking, depression... the reason they ripple away is all due to one slight pitch in the other direction. Making a bad day a little more satisfactory, the constant cycles looping over and over portray life as repetition. days feel the same and people repeat their opinions/thoughts just as the music repeatedly gave feeling to us. In a sense, the rain in the background is like life being rainy and icky for someone somewhere else but bright and beautiful another place. I think the rains personally show what is needed, rain is needed to let life thrive and we need to learn to enjoy it even if it’s uncomfortable, unsatisfactory, or unforgiving.

    • @ellp4504
      @ellp4504 Před 2 lety +16

      love this

    • @SunFlower-gr4nz
      @SunFlower-gr4nz Před 2 lety +12

      Damn bro that is deep I got shivers while reading it

    • @childishcorbino5532
      @childishcorbino5532 Před 2 lety +1

      I mean I didnt ask, but that was pretty good👍

    • @shawn1903
      @shawn1903 Před 2 lety +15

      @@childishcorbino5532 smh bruh why did you have to be rude tho

    • @DonovanG7
      @DonovanG7 Před 2 lety +4

      Damn bro

  • @icouldntcareless8907
    @icouldntcareless8907 Před 2 lety +62

    is it only me who feel like its so hard to tell people why you are sad. i dont need to explain to you why i dont want to live anymore

  • @wydlogan
    @wydlogan Před 2 lety +31

    i fall asleep to this basically every night

  • @swagandcool2694
    @swagandcool2694 Před 3 lety +302

    i dont know how, but this song describes my life lol

    • @kyrus6490
      @kyrus6490 Před 2 lety +13

      My life is one of many sides, people know me as an annoying prick, a childish and funny guy, a smart nerdy kid, and more. But none know of the side I've kept away, and i want people to know that side will come with trust and with time. I'm waiting for the right one and then I'll change

    • @TonySopranoat16
      @TonySopranoat16 Před rokem

      faggot

  • @tyiaaa
    @tyiaaa Před 2 lety +26

    this song has heard all of my emotions.

  • @odsunrize
    @odsunrize Před 3 lety +70

    man theres just something about this melody that just hits me in a different way in a different place no song has ever hit me before and i love it

  • @icouldntcareless8907
    @icouldntcareless8907 Před 2 lety +66

    this song is so good to listen to when u need to cry. i love it so much u have no idea

  • @alyssaa6546
    @alyssaa6546 Před 3 lety +57

    i hope whoever needs to see this does

    • @idkl1z
      @idkl1z Před 3 lety +2

      thank you so much for this, i've been feeling horrible the whole day, this really made my night :)

    • @alyssaa6546
      @alyssaa6546 Před 3 lety +1

      @@idkl1z i’m so glad :) i’m so happy you are still here

    • @kass7275
      @kass7275 Před 2 lety +1

      thank you so much for this

    • @alyssaa6546
      @alyssaa6546 Před 2 lety

      @@kass7275 thank u lvr

    • @wiktoria903
      @wiktoria903 Před 2 lety +2

      i started crying after reading this, its one of the most beautiful things i’ve ever read, tysm for this

  • @angelsumirebelle
    @angelsumirebelle Před 3 lety +179

    this song explains my life lmaoo i love it and will always cry to it cuz it's so fucking sick

  • @whoaminugget4364
    @whoaminugget4364 Před 3 lety +68

    If this isnt gonna be played at my funeral i ain’t dyin

  • @Txic_Sul
    @Txic_Sul Před 2 lety +28

    The fact that it’s making me think of everything is scary but it’s making me let the bad things go away. It’s currently 3:20 am in the morning I’m just here looking at my wall thinking of life it hurts to think about it but life is always gonna hurt.

  • @alexseth7429
    @alexseth7429 Před 3 lety +172

    Thank you for making this, my great grandmother passed and this song just makes me think of the happy times with her.

    • @user-sm5up1ex7f
      @user-sm5up1ex7f Před 3 lety +3

      Fly high ❤️ Youre a good person

    • @Yzqii
      @Yzqii Před 2 lety +1

      Same

    • @itskingqais
      @itskingqais Před 2 lety +2

      I’m sorry for your loss hope you’re feeling better now

    • @tamiaoctober7672
      @tamiaoctober7672 Před 2 lety +4

      Never told anyone but I made it my mission to Finnish high school just for my grandma that’s all she wanted for us grandkids, Before my last year she passed leaving me the most saddest I I’ve ever been BUT on the night of my senior prom I had this dream , I was visiting her and asked her if she would come see me off , she says “ofcourse wouldn’t miss it for the world , I’m so proud of you “ that’s when I knew she was in a better place and I’ve fulfilled her wish for me knowing she’ll always be right by my side

    • @blakestrr5755
      @blakestrr5755 Před 2 lety

      You okay ?

  • @just.another.Internet.user....

    This bring me a lot of things at the same time, I'm 18 and the more beautiful life I see, more devastating things in life I understand, this word is so fucking beautiful and so fucking horrible, I'm in a beach hotel with my family and tomorrow I have to come back to mi room where all my problems and worries are there waiting for me, I enjoyed a lot today. I think that's what life is about, a lot of pain with happy moments, I miss my childhood days where my biggest worry was losing my favorite tv show and not deciding what to do with my life, this year I started studying one engineering because I thought I would like the career in the process because I didn't know what to choose, and now I quit that carrer and don't know what to do wity mylife. English is my second language, so if someone take the time to just read my shit, thanks, and ignore any grammar or spelling mistake ♡

    • @cerenbelizgokce609
      @cerenbelizgokce609 Před 3 lety +2

      Fuck grammer,remember that you are only one in the universe,you are important.

    • @lebomonde6635
      @lebomonde6635 Před 2 lety +1

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤💯

    • @alexcookie9620
      @alexcookie9620 Před 2 lety +1

      Girl.. I'm in the exact same spot. Dunno what to do further, chose a path and realised it's not for me- might quit 😗 But u know what, we're young~ we have the possibility to keep trying and finding what we _really_ love ! Good luck 🖤

    • @user-hp2zf3lx8c
      @user-hp2zf3lx8c Před rokem

      Omggg i lile this girll thanksss

  • @ch4rdee541
    @ch4rdee541 Před 3 lety +117

    This song is reminds me of that d3ath will come for everyone at the end. I'm exactly falling apart.. i don't have anybody to talk to. Yes maybe i love to being alone but being alone doesn't means being lonely.. I really felt that. Idk i just wanted to describe myself and wanted to feel free for just once.. thx if you read the way down to here

    • @user-sm5up1ex7f
      @user-sm5up1ex7f Před 3 lety +4

      Talk with me, my english is good enough, i dont give a fuck how you look or something else, tell me something about you... i'll start ye?
      Im Alex from germany, im 15 years old
      Singel tho (: my mind is killing me my life is 5/10 rn some bad days some good days now you? Im waiting for your reply my friend, good night 🤌🏻

    • @ch4rdee541
      @ch4rdee541 Před 3 lety +3

      @@user-sm5up1ex7f a-aha first of all tysm i really need to talk with someone I'm Rojen (yes ik it's weird) I'm 13 and I'm from Turkey. I'm single too lol. so idk what to say but thank you like literally. My life wasn't that good because I learnt that my best friend was cheating on me for so long. I trusted her but- nvm now i just don't care them. But i really needed to talk to someone. to be honest i can find too kind people on online thx again

    • @user-sm5up1ex7f
      @user-sm5up1ex7f Před 3 lety +3

      hey, Rojen sounds like a beautiful name, im friended with some ppl from turky, i had the same problem, she cheated or betrayed me in a wise, many people asking then , what to do now? Its pretty easy just do your fing, it will be hard yeah, but my thing is cooking, cooking helps me regenerate myself and inspires me tho. You’re a interesting person tho, hope you’ll be good soon man, i think you deserve better, thanks for your reply, i had a little smile reading this

    • @ch4rdee541
      @ch4rdee541 Před 3 lety

      @@user-sm5up1ex7f ah if you want to talk more u just can write to my ig :))
      ak1ras.x here. write me when you need bcs i need ppl to talk tho

    • @nexovec
      @nexovec Před 2 lety +1

      you existed.

  • @aniyah2.069
    @aniyah2.069 Před 3 lety +33

    this is a really nice song i really lovee the rain

  • @erincheng9594
    @erincheng9594 Před 3 lety +58

    i would do anything just to get the same amount of effort back, the same amount of care that I give to others, i would do ANYTHING just to feel how others feel

    • @flowersareprettycool9530
      @flowersareprettycool9530 Před 2 lety +2

      *ouch.*

    • @user-zx4wc5me8k
      @user-zx4wc5me8k Před 2 lety +3

      I rather put in the effort for the people because I don't want them to feel the same as me, everyone has their set of problems... so just give and expect nothing, or atleast that is what I believe in 🤍

    • @silly_silly_storm
      @silly_silly_storm Před 2 lety +1

      Fr :/ but wish you luck babe

  • @moffin3258
    @moffin3258 Před 3 lety +158

    this version is even better thank you bestie😍😍

  • @vanessa_s661
    @vanessa_s661 Před rokem +25

    this song makes me want to burst into tears, admitting everything i feel that i have kept to myself and never told anyone. i wish i told the people i have fallen for that i loved them, but im always late. i hate being late to tell someone, i hate my timing but i can’t help the fact that i’m so afraid of what they will think of me afterwards.
    -regret

  • @based9270
    @based9270 Před 3 lety +238

    I would do anything to try explain to her why I’m sad.

    • @muiss2374
      @muiss2374 Před 3 lety +1

      me too my boy me too

    • @homme660
      @homme660 Před 3 lety +5

      She doesn’t care ..💔

    • @based9270
      @based9270 Před 3 lety +1

      @Eleonora Simonis myself

    • @based9270
      @based9270 Před 3 lety +2

      @Eleonora Simonis I’m scared to tell her bcos she has been my best friend for ages now. And summer coming up got me rlly thinking of spending a lot of time with her so idk what to do or how to tell her😅

    • @kyrus6490
      @kyrus6490 Před 2 lety +7

      @@based9270 if you ever see this, dont trust me 100% but just know these things may help. If you want to confess feelings or anything, do it late at night while you're both in a deep/somber mood (maybe talking about life/the future), or do it over text. Dont be akward and just be outright, its hard because she's your bestfriend and i know that, but if she's a real one then she'll stay. May luck be on your side and Farewell, my friend.

  • @muiss2374
    @muiss2374 Před 3 lety +34

    it helps me to go further after my break up with a girl I had 3years and then I lost my relationship cause of depression that hits you even harder....💔💔

    • @homme660
      @homme660 Před 3 lety +2

      Go get some sick gainz bro 💪💔trust me it will save you..

    • @hotmessmellow169
      @hotmessmellow169 Před 3 lety

      Everything will be fine bro 🥺

    • @kyrus6490
      @kyrus6490 Před 2 lety

      Shit happens man, life gives you these gifts in disguise of a burden or a sad tragic event. Nothing will ever work quite how you want it to and that's something we all face

  • @lodevanmeerbeek4436
    @lodevanmeerbeek4436 Před 2 lety +11

    once a smart man said: when your happy you enjoy the melody when your sad you understand the lyrics

  • @d7nh077
    @d7nh077 Před 2 lety +12

    this song makes me feel like I'm drowning in my own mind

  • @alessiogiacomobono1711
    @alessiogiacomobono1711 Před 2 lety +9

    i want to lay down in the rain with this sound blasting as i pass away.

  • @iamjustsky
    @iamjustsky Před rokem +7

    This song is the perfect example of how falling in and out of love feels like.

  • @afina_strimbinu
    @afina_strimbinu Před rokem +7

    This sound feels like something beautiful in the future. It feels like you said goodbye to something good in the past and ready to start over. I wanna cry right now, it’s amazing…💔

  • @user-hz5qn7yq8e
    @user-hz5qn7yq8e Před 3 lety +35

    this song now describes my condition now. With an Internet girl, our communication is not the same as before. we are trying to fix it, but that excerpt from the message does not leave me from my thoughts:"it..will break our relationship. Sooner or later it will happen, what do you say to that?." I am afraid that this will happen, because we have planned so much and there is very little left for us to meet in real life..I am very much afraid of this.

    • @user-hz5qn7yq8e
      @user-hz5qn7yq8e Před 3 lety

      твой тоже

    • @user-sm5up1ex7f
      @user-sm5up1ex7f Před 3 lety

      I understand, i had something like that tho, keep in mind if she loves you nothing will happen, ignore all these shit talkers saying „All girls are the same“ shes your girl, be proud of that (: everything will be fine mate, have fun, good luck

  • @YudizziaXo
    @YudizziaXo Před 3 lety +24

    lol so storytime.
    may 10th was mine at this girls 3 months and i texted her, "hey btw happy 3 months!

    • @izzy-yz7th
      @izzy-yz7th Před 3 lety

      I'm sorry to hear that :/

    • @iizz8491
      @iizz8491 Před 3 lety

      :(

    • @alyssaa6546
      @alyssaa6546 Před 3 lety

      i am so sorry to hear about that :( pain is temporary and everything always happens for a reason

    • @Isa-qd9qn
      @Isa-qd9qn Před 2 lety

      gosh- im so sorry... We care abt u ok??? Dont give up, u will find someone better :)

  • @christophersmith8074
    @christophersmith8074 Před 3 lety +35

    this needs to be a 10 hour song

  • @skelly8557
    @skelly8557 Před rokem +9

    listening to this with headphones 🎧 inside your car, while its raining, such a vibe ✨

  • @Gojothe1
    @Gojothe1 Před 2 lety +14

    Whenever I hear songs like that it instantly touches my heart and soul. Around night I’m always overthinking about everything in life, yes we go through rough stages and we grow out from them that’s when we start to heal ❤️‍🩹. We live in a cold generation where people thinks everything is about living to the fullest of so called life . Hope everyone understands that everything has there own timing you are where you need to be at. Don’t rush through things, don’t beg for anyone to stay , don’t hate yourself. You’ll find yourself again 🫶🏻.
    “No regrets in life just lessons learned “ ✨

  • @jennyx1111
    @jennyx1111 Před 2 lety +10

    This song just makes me feel something I can’t always put to words but everytime I hear it I’m just in another place in my mind.

  • @saracesta18
    @saracesta18 Před 2 lety +7

    I'm afraid of dying with regrets. I'm afraid of not living my life to the full.

    • @lungilechonco7910
      @lungilechonco7910 Před rokem

      Go out there and do what you want. You're gonna die alone so you need to do what you want.

    • @jdavis5594
      @jdavis5594 Před rokem

      Remember don’t let anyone control you anymore not even your parents. Because at a certain age, it’s your life now! You’re the only who will remember everything in the end and smile about it! So die with a smile and live with an open heart! ❤️

  • @jxyjxy1243
    @jxyjxy1243 Před 2 lety +12

    Eventually I’ll die and nobody will rember me or my memories.

  • @gianna8797
    @gianna8797 Před 10 měsíci +3

    This song means so much to different people. It reminds people of different things. We all interpret the song differently. That is the beauty of us. Be well. :)

  • @luccixen1531
    @luccixen1531 Před 2 lety +5

    this gives me so much nostalgia, specially because of the thumbnail picture. 2017 were the better days and we had no clue...

  • @tanarabread5335
    @tanarabread5335 Před 3 lety +26

    It was already raining when I was listening to this but once you put in them headphones, everything just changes🥲

  • @0LittleBl00M
    @0LittleBl00M Před 2 lety +4

    I truly hope that no one bother to read all of this, I would rather prefer to tell a friend all of this but I don't really have one and I feel like I'm drowning in my own thoughts.
    I'm not exactly the best person in the world, neither the best daughter nor sister but I really tried my best and still everything seems to disappear at my sigh.
    But when I hear this song everything feels a little less bad almost like when I used to be close with my brother. We used to hang out late at night both of us searching a scape from reality, some nights we would just spend hours drowned in the darkness of the sky, no thoughts, no words, no worries, just two brothers... It was peaceful, but some others he would drive us to nowhere in particular just because I liked the cold wind in my face with the loneliness of the roads, and because I loved the thought of being free with him, those nights got me crying out of happiness and will never leave my memories. But now my mind is full of storms and I can't think properly, it's 4:00 am and I can't sleep.
    Those important nights were replaced by noisy thoughts, I wish they'd be quiet for a moment. I miss him, I really do. My biggest fear it's now my daily life and I feel like I lost myself.
    And now I would do everything to be in his car, just how we used to be, we would drive with this vibes while smoking cigarettes, maybe talk a little to catch up with everything we missed this time and then we'd stop by our favorite spot and watch the small houses in the distance, yeah... it would be pretty awesome.
    Hey T, I know you'd never read this but I really miss you, yk? so much that I wish I were death. I really cared about you and I'm really glad that you loved me so much all these years, you saved my life so many times. Thank you for everything you did for me, you'll always be my hero and my best friend. Actually, I think you were my only friend, I promise I'll try to made more friends and I'll be a better person. Even though I'm in hell I'll be good so don't worry. I said that but I'm still crying and wishing you were here to end this nightmare, ha I guess I haven't changed that much.
    Remember that night when you thought I ran away? Pff you were so angry but I didn't understand why, we fought that night and I slept in the car, you were so worried but I didn't let you help me, I'm sorry, I never apologized for that. And even so the next day you took me out and spend the day with me trying to make me feel better. Thank you.
    You truly were the best brother I've ever wanted.
    You know what I'm thinking ab right now? If you were here you'd probably answer that I'm thinking about something stupid and you'd be right haha, I'm thinking that it's time to let go of everything even though I'm not sure if I can do that. I'm trying to make peace with my past and with you so maybe that way I will find myself again. I know I'm broken but that's not new so I think it's not that impossible.
    There are so many things I wish I could change and so many others that I wish I would have done, I'm not sure if I will ever forgive me but I'm sure that I will never forget you, idk if this will work , if I'll be able to stop this noise in my head or if tomorrow I'll stop living in a nightmare, idk when I'll stop being tormented by my guilt or what should i do to not miss you this bad, but that's just how it is so I'm telling you tonight with a lump in my throat and covered in tears that I love you so damn much, I can't tell you how happy you made me and how bad it hurts everything without you, I miss your jokes and being with you, but I can't change the reality so I let you go my dear brother. I know we'll always be with each other in some way.
    And I know time will pass by but I'll always be your little sister, so please let's hang out for last time how we used to do it, even if it's in my dreams. Let's be the old brothers just for one more night.
    I'm so, so, sorry for everything that happened to you. You didn't deserve it
    That took me more than I expected, it was truly hard, I don't know if I can let you go but I can't go back in my word, it's already 7:26 am so I better try to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams whenever you're ready T. I love you.

  • @alyssaa6546
    @alyssaa6546 Před 3 lety +15

    i really wish i could give each and every person in this comment section a hug.

  • @patxkev
    @patxkev Před 3 lety +38

    listening to this reminds me how much I miss justin :

  • @Whydid1trusty0u
    @Whydid1trusty0u Před rokem +4

    this song has helped me through so many rough times, even now. its actually part of my daily school routine. I wake up, dress up, get my earphones, volume on max, this song on repeat while the sun hasn´t rose yet, in the calm darkness. riding with my bike to school, its so relaxing for me that i cant even live without it. when im making my homework, this is the only thing that helps me concentrate on my work. this song actually means everything to me. it helps me with my life.

    • @user-ou4pt1sp6w
      @user-ou4pt1sp6w Před 11 měsíci

      its good to rlly know about, im proud of you love. truly am even i dont know you no matter what

  • @laynasmith2497
    @laynasmith2497 Před rokem +3

    every time i listen to this version of the beach by the neighborhood it makes me rethink all of the bad/sad moments i've been through my whole life. it makes me want to restart life again and fix all the problems and the troubles i've been comprehending.

  • @dahnyasimpson5958
    @dahnyasimpson5958 Před 2 lety +8

    This song hurts so much. It feels like heartbreak. My ex used me and promised he wouldn't. It hurts so bad. I really loved them. They were my everything. And the day I figured out hr was cheating..he got into another relationship. I've never cried so much over someone I've known for so little

  • @diineeyy105
    @diineeyy105 Před 2 lety +4

    this is what i see when i listen to this song: i see a teenager playing his guitar on the rain on the roof of the high building, thinking about everything that happened lately.

  • @vickysfilms5251
    @vickysfilms5251 Před 2 lety +8

    Yall se Justin from 13 Reasons Why picture that's in the video. That's how I feel. I see and I can feel that fake smile of his. He acts and looks happy but ik he is hurting inside and it's just eating him up every time. I can relate to his character so much. I can relate to Jessica because of everything she has been through and you know the rest. I feel Clay's anger his pain when he lost the love of his life. I feel like I just don't care of what happens to me. I have to fake cry when I get in trouble and sometimes I just can't I am at the point where its just like all I have is me, myself and I. I stop eating because I feel fat. I feel discussed in my own body. I wish nothing that has happened to me last year. Last year was horrible I lost a lot of people I wish I didn't at this point I am just like "FUCK THE WORLD!" Fuck my life and I just know they are people that care that's why I stay but if it wasn't for them then I would have been gone 2 years ago....

  • @shahd5872
    @shahd5872 Před 3 lety +16

    I love i'tt💔💐.

  • @smkmahimakhan6341
    @smkmahimakhan6341 Před 2 lety +1

    I can't believe April 2021 was 10 months ago, it still feels like it was just yesterday when I pressed on this video straight after it came out.

  • @jxms_7331
    @jxms_7331 Před 2 lety +5

    This song reminds me of my dad :/ he died on 2017 and he was bearly 32 he died because he drinked way too much beer, i just want to be with him i lost him when i was 7 :(

  • @majda8844
    @majda8844 Před 2 lety +3

    This makes me feel like I'm finally enjoying life, it makes me calm and emotional like I'm finally finding my happiness...

  • @ytnkayy2346
    @ytnkayy2346 Před rokem +3

    This song always finds its way to me whenever I need a breather even if I don’t know it myself and I’m thankful for it🥹🤧

  • @eleiahmccaulley6148
    @eleiahmccaulley6148 Před 2 lety +5

    Yo I need this on spotify asap

  • @salmanoureddine9307
    @salmanoureddine9307 Před 3 lety +5

    this is my favorite video on CZcams

  • @camille-ny2bc
    @camille-ny2bc Před 2 lety +3

    i listen to this while i read my books :) thank you

  • @chachabeans882
    @chachabeans882 Před rokem +2

    i want to know whatever or whoever this song makes me miss. it’s a bittersweet memory that hasn’t happened yet. but I can feel it when i hear this..

  • @demanrtp
    @demanrtp Před rokem +3

    I'd like to leave this comment so I can reflect on it in the future. You love yourself. You have a positive mindset and sometimes you lose that. Life gets blurry and you allow your reality to seem that life is hard but it's not. It's simple. It's the simplest thing. Just remember, that at any moment you can change your reality because at any moment you can change how you feel.

  • @GRUUUUUVY
    @GRUUUUUVY Před 2 lety +3

    Often, when I go to bed, I pray that the Lord takes me in my sleep. But I keep waking up every morning.
    I'm at the age where life seems like it's giving me less, and taking more from me.
    I pray to give thanks for the good times I've had. I pray for strength and for mercy. But mostly, I just pray for it all to be over.

    • @sophiab.7203
      @sophiab.7203 Před 2 lety +1

      Same here. I remember praying so hard that god would take me already, anything but dealing with the pain of that period of my life. Truth is that I was just so scared and didn’t see how it could get better. I’m in a new city now, new house, new people in my life. I’m an entirely different person now thanks to god. My life is recovering after being in so much pain for so long. I pray that you receive the same from the Lord very soon. He is always everywhere all the time. He loves you very much and will provide for your every need as he sees it. 💕 Have a good night.

    • @GRUUUUUVY
      @GRUUUUUVY Před 2 lety +1

      @@sophiab.7203 Thanks for your reply. I'm still here. I keep trying. I keep praying. You're right. It's His will that I continue, and I have to trust Him. I just wish it were less painful.
      I hardly recognize the person I am now.

  • @Itsyulenia
    @Itsyulenia Před rokem +3

    This song opens up the windows of my heart.
    The ones that I have kept closed for soo long.
    The ones that open and release the secrets kept hidden.
    The best and worst moments of my life, lie hidden behind each window.
    Some cracked.
    Some old.
    Some new.
    But all serve the same purpose.
    So I lie here, letting the melody flow as each window reveals a piece of me that I’ve kept hidden.

  • @clo456
    @clo456 Před 2 lety +3

    this, I have no words to describe this

  • @vexaroni
    @vexaroni Před 3 lety +20

    🌧𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧🌧
    ☔The scent☔
    🌊The feeling🌊
    🌬The sound 🌬
    Everything
    🌩Thunderstorms are amazing⛈
    💥Hearing the thunder break 💥
    💧The rain drops falling💧
    ⚡And seeing the flash of lightning ⚡
    It's all so beautiful
    🌂My clothes could get soaking wet🌂
    And I wouldn't give a care to the world
    🛣I wanna sit in the road🛣
    🌙At night🌙
    🌧And in the rain🌧
    A quiet road
    🛣One that isn't very busy🛣
    🌠So I can escape🌠
    Escape from this reality
    🧠Escape from my mind 🧠
    👫🏽Escape from the people 👫🏽
    Escape from Everything
    🌧𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛🌧

    • @dggerzz_8850
      @dggerzz_8850 Před 2 lety +2

      I used this as a poem in a school activity and I got an A thank you so much

    • @vexaroni
      @vexaroni Před 2 lety

      @@dggerzz_8850 your welcome :)

    • @jdavis5594
      @jdavis5594 Před rokem

      @@vexaroni My dream is dancing in the rain…maybe in another life we can do it together 🥹😊

  • @irmakderin3827
    @irmakderin3827 Před 2 lety +6

    it's 3 am,im crying because of this song and justin.i watched this show when i was 14 and today im 16, it still hurts like hell.there are two characters i loved and related the most.alex and justin.and i dont know why but this song melts the ice inside of me.i'm crying and smoking for hours.when my life is falling apart,when i knew that id be dead before 25,i listen the beach and peep.i lost so much people,i fell in love with a guy that can break my heart even when i forget about him.then i went to highschool and i fell in love with someone else.i hurted myself when i saw him hanging out with other girls.he was always with other girls.today i understand that he will never like me back.or any guy that i'm into.there is something wrong with me.i can feel it inside my soul.
    i dont know when im going to do it,but i will.
    im gonna end it.but this song and justin,makes me wanna keep breathing when i dont want to do it anymore.
    thank you,and i loved you.
    3.2.22

    • @OCSmoke8
      @OCSmoke8 Před 2 lety

      lol

    • @dn_clips21
      @dn_clips21 Před rokem +1

      Don’t do it bro , life sucks but I promise you , u won’t feel the same way forever things will get better

    • @irmakderin3827
      @irmakderin3827 Před rokem

      @@dn_clips21 ig i'll be waiting for it cause i just dont have enough courage to end it

  • @saruno9923
    @saruno9923 Před 2 lety +5

    I’m going here every night before sleep… it’s a safe place …

  • @warddeblauwe5650
    @warddeblauwe5650 Před 3 lety +8

    This is so relaxing im using this as study music

  • @gonfreecs8174
    @gonfreecs8174 Před 2 lety +3

    I hate feeling alone even when there are people around me, i'm tired of smile when my body asks me to fall down and cry. Sometimes i just want one person, that holds me, that let me cry.... And after that... wow... that one still loves me, and still want to be at my side. But the few persons that i know that will keep at my side, the few persons that i know that cares about me, are my mom and my brother, and i must be the strong one, i know that i cant fall down in front of they. But i'm tired, really really tired...

  • @human285
    @human285 Před 3 lety +8

    Thank You so much for this I could sleep all day listening to this MASTERPIECE

  • @sabrinab5600
    @sabrinab5600 Před 3 lety +6

    the pic of justin 🥺

  • @heliux9024
    @heliux9024 Před 2 lety +2

    The picture of justin makes this so much sadder😭😭😭😭it actually hurts

  • @justgottaletgo
    @justgottaletgo Před 3 lety +6

    THIS IS SO GOOD TYSM!!

  • @callmelou5397
    @callmelou5397 Před 2 lety +7

    this reminds of the time where i was on verge of ending it all that night i drove off to parking lot and cried in my car for hours luckily my sister called me as i was about to cut my arms she didnt say much other than if i wanted spagetty or pizza for dinner its not much but that kind of gave to me a sense of reality of what would happen if i wasnt there to take care of her like how she takes care of me

    • @Jinenty_
      @Jinenty_ Před rokem

      Bro when I read it I feel myself so sad

  • @user-um3lp9eq7c
    @user-um3lp9eq7c Před rokem +2

    I want this song to be my end credits when I die

  • @sllvtor
    @sllvtor Před rokem +2

    an instrument that takes me to a fantasy world and a foggy forest ..

  • @nayah2914
    @nayah2914 Před 3 lety +5

    i love this sm

  • @guestaccount551
    @guestaccount551 Před 3 lety +4

    Thank you so much for this

  • @christophersmith8074
    @christophersmith8074 Před 3 lety +5

    i need this as a download for meditation

  • @kobinakalle
    @kobinakalle Před 2 lety +1

    Yo I watched this from start to finish and still hadn't had enough of this

  • @annade9533
    @annade9533 Před rokem +1

    God has given us so much on this planet we need to be so grateful, me included 😭 this song reminds me of so many beautiful memories and stirs up so many feelings, thank you God ❤ I love you

  • @gav.a0430
    @gav.a0430 Před rokem +3

    When it gets bad, I listen to this song. Each time I do I end up crying. I keep asking myself when will somebody else genuinely care about me? Why do i feel so lonely? Where did I go wrong in life to make me feel this way?

    • @joshkemp4188
      @joshkemp4188 Před rokem

      You are a good person. Your doing good things. You deserve good things. Your doing good 👍

  • @bambipink1461
    @bambipink1461 Před 2 lety +2

    listening to this in class with full volume while avoiding everyone is the best. start prioritizing your work since at least there will be a useful outcome and grades will change. On the contrary, people rarely change. -stasie

    • @bambipink1461
      @bambipink1461 Před rokem

      revising and listening to this in my cozy room while there a thunderstorm outside :) - one year later damn - stasie

  • @qhxvsam2216
    @qhxvsam2216 Před 2 lety +1

    my boyfriend and I broke up a few days ago and I've been very upset. I've spent almost all my time in my room or at school with headphones on and listening to music. this song has been on repeat. thanks for making this.

    • @yutastown
      @yutastown Před 2 lety +1

      take care, u’ll heal soon! i wish u happiness

  • @Not.CloudZyy
    @Not.CloudZyy Před 2 lety +4

    Idk why, this song just makes me laugh down and I cant get up, it's kinda scary, but I dont want to stop I feel so many emotions that I never did before it feels weird, I love it and hate it at the same time

  • @djFiltrato
    @djFiltrato Před 3 lety +6

    try listening this in a car while it’s raining and you’ll see the double effect

  • @joureify
    @joureify Před 2 lety +4

    I used to listen to this song while walking back to my house after visiting my ex-girlfriend. I'm feeling exactly as I was, the feeling of finding someone nice and lovely. But I don't miss her, just the cold night air, the high place and looking nowhere, talking about everything.
    Yeah, I thought I'd call her and ask how she's doing... But I'd rather leave her alone and so do I.

  • @kiararemine4527
    @kiararemine4527 Před 3 lety +1

    I love this thank you ❤️

  • @tobiaspatterson4457
    @tobiaspatterson4457 Před 2 lety +4

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you with one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worthy and enough. I hope you know that you only need to make yourself happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things tha are happenning to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything even if your mind tires to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve all the happiness of this world. If you're ever feeling lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way also...I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in your life, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, build your home here. Make yourslef belong here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, and even if it was, just know that everyone makes mistakes, some can be less painful than yours, but while others can be even more hard to live on. Those demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. And if that someone isnt with you or you don't have one, I am here to help you with anything you ever ask for. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile....for me at least. :)
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Live for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one.

    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO I HOPE A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you in pain..... :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see that pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me...??
    I hope you will have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on... You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it. So have hope okay? :)
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know how much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    Remember crying is not weakness, crying doesn't make you weak, it shows that you have been strong for too long. Let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are

    • @yutastown
      @yutastown Před 2 lety

      u’re so so sweet. thank you. u’re an absolute angel and ily! take care of urself too and i hope nothing but the best for u

  • @riedell
    @riedell Před 2 lety +1

    so calming

  • @ItsGardeniaa
    @ItsGardeniaa Před 2 lety +4

    You'll never understand,until your in your death bed,then you'll realize you never hated life,but it's to late,and you only get one life.

  • @fuckablepancakes
    @fuckablepancakes Před 2 lety +2

    My friend who is becoming more than a friend, hugged me recently. I thought I would immediately return the hug, but I just froze. It’s not that I didn’t want it, I just wasn’t used to affection. I thought about how I used to hug random classmates in elementary school but I was pushed down. I understand why now, and they had every right. I just wasn’t affectionate after that because I didn’t know when it was appropriate to be affectionate. (I’m autistic but I love hugs) I never realized how empty I felt until someone finally touched me. I know, it’s ridiculous. It just means a lot to me and I sometimes don’t even want to let go.

  • @invincibleluis
    @invincibleluis Před 2 lety +1

    Perfection.

  • @spencersampson7368
    @spencersampson7368 Před 2 lety +1

    When that character died in 13 reasons why. i literally balled my eyes out.

  • @musicbeast_
    @musicbeast_ Před 2 lety

    Your channel feels home to me

  • @Izz_ya
    @Izz_ya Před 2 lety +1

    Le son de la pluie m'apaise