TOO CLOSE TO HOME... // JOYNER LUCAS FT. JELLY ROLL // BEST FOR ME // REACTION

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  • čas přidán 19. 03. 2024
  • This one hit way too close to home for me and got me emotional too fast. This song has such an amazing message and tell such a relatable story that thos of us who have dealt with depression, anxiety and addiction have a song that speaks to our struggle and can help those still going through the problem today. I hope you enjoyed my reaction. If you did go hit that Like and Subscribe and comment below what you thought. Love you guys!
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Komentáře • 77

  • @hannahkayee831
    @hannahkayee831 Před měsícem +6

    Been sober for 8 days, from alcohol. not much but the best 8 days I've had in many many years. I'm so happy for you! I KNOW I can make it!

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před měsícem

      Im so very proud of you, keep it up. You can do it. You are stronger than you thonk you are. Its gping to be really tough sometime but sheer and faith will keep you on the right path. If you need support im totally willing to be your place to talk and vent to. You can reach me on discord That90sKidYT

  • @kevinkeilty1040
    @kevinkeilty1040 Před 2 měsíci +25

    I’m glad to hear you got yourself clean and got yourself to a better spot for you and your family! I hope one day my brother can do this and get himself off before it’s too late🙏🏽

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +5

      Thanks man, much appreciated. it was hard work but i'm better for it. I really hope your brother can find it in himself to do it too.

    • @johndixon9135
      @johndixon9135 Před 2 měsíci +2

      🙏🏼 for his recovery. It’s a damn hard thing to do.

    • @kevinkeilty1040
      @kevinkeilty1040 Před 2 měsíci +2

      I could only imagine how hard it is to do I appreciate you both I’m always hopeful for him he’s recovered once and relapsed so I’m hoping he can pull through for good🫶🏽

  • @jmango2636
    @jmango2636 Před 2 měsíci +12

    I commend you sir for breaking from the demon that is addiction … you are not alone … please remember that - you are not alone 💚

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +2

      It does feel very lonely sometimes. I usually just bury it and keep moving forward. Sometimes that's all we can do. its hardest most when the stress gets too much to handle in life and trust me, without getting into too much detail about my personal life. Its stressful AF right now.

  • @freebird-dana8829
    @freebird-dana8829 Před 2 měsíci +9

    I'm so glad you were able to recognize your addiction and stay sober. I'm proud of you! Your family is so lucky to have you. I can't speak to the hell of detox, but I know the struggle of having a loved one(s) with addiction. I applaud you 👏 💜

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +2

      Thank you, everyday is a struggle but i do my best. doing youtube helps.

  • @illthedabgod
    @illthedabgod Před 2 měsíci +5

    I've been clean from fentanyl for 2 years now. Proud of you for making it through the struggles man! #WeDoRecover

  • @hankgg6626
    @hankgg6626 Před 2 měsíci +9

    So glad for you and your family man.

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +4

      Thank you so much. my family was really happy i had the strength to pull myself out of that life.

  • @pmaximus5659
    @pmaximus5659 Před měsícem

    OMG.. real facts

  • @headron2379
    @headron2379 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Much love brother, extremely proud of what you’ve overcome. There’s people out here that love and care for you. Keep carrying on

  • @user-eb4en3gs1p
    @user-eb4en3gs1p Před 2 měsíci

    ❤❤❤

  • @jamieennen964
    @jamieennen964 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I just wanted to give u a hug. I'm still struggling myself...I am so I am so unbelievably proud of u!!!!

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci

      Thank you so much, i will take the hug. If i can do it you can too. Im proud of you also! If your interested you can join my patreon or join me on discord for one on one conversations.

  • @jamieennen964
    @jamieennen964 Před 2 měsíci +3

    The co star in this music video is Mic Devine. He wrote a song called "Way Down We Go ". He dedicated it to his and Joyner's friend Dave who they lost to a OD. "WDWG" inspired this song,, their emotions in this video are pure.

    • @MrScorbett315
      @MrScorbett315 Před 2 měsíci +1

      The KALEO song?

    • @jamieennen964
      @jamieennen964 Před 2 měsíci

      @@MrScorbett315 I was confused for a second.. I Didn't know who you were talking about. I had to go look it up. I know the song, I just didn't know what the name of the song was or who's song it was. But to answer your question, No.. Go look up Mic Devine 🎤 Way Down We Go. He does use part of it/beat. It's a song about addiction.

  • @23semanko
    @23semanko Před 2 měsíci +4

    Keep on keeping on brother I went heavy for 7 years. Sober 5 years. It gets easier each year. Stay strong much love. Proud of you

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci

      That's great man! Im hoping it gets easier because i never want to go through that hell again.

    • @23semanko
      @23semanko Před 2 měsíci +1

      @That90sKidReacts the first year was the hardest. Year 2 was the biggest jump in progression for me. Just keep on keeping on my brother

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci

      Thanks for the kind words my friend.

  • @nicoleperez1713
    @nicoleperez1713 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Thank you! Best reaction and Also very helpful

  • @kavenjtv
    @kavenjtv Před 2 měsíci +2

    I randomly found you through reactions of this song, Congrats on getting clean brother, it just goes to show you how powerful our minds can be, and shows that we CAN overcome anything we put our minds to, good luck on your journey my man, a clean and happy life

  • @numbdark5894
    @numbdark5894 Před 2 měsíci +4

    I'm so glad you could make it , I'm fighting too it might sound easy to deal but I'm addicted to cigarettes and its been 6 years started out of curiosity when i was 17 and now i don't even taste it , it feels so good when i having it but whenever i try to limit myself to one a day , it feels like i want to sleep , next month i have to go to military and can't have them in there and it scares me what will happen to me not having a single cigarette for over three months. thank you for this video

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci

      You can do it too man, its going to be tough at first but slowly it will get better. My withdrawals were absolute hell and if i can do it. so can you. You got this brother.

    • @numbdark5894
      @numbdark5894 Před 2 měsíci

      thank you man wish nothing but good things to you@@That90sKidReacts

  • @brockjensen2473
    @brockjensen2473 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Idc what anyone says sir, you’re a hero for doing that for your kids. In recent history it seems like people are finally realizing exactly how damaging it is for kids to grow up without a father.
    And I commend you for being brave enough to talk about such a difficult topic specifically because of your situation and helping others understand. I may be some nobody on the internet but I’m proud of you ❤️

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci

      I'm going to tell you the same thing i tell everyone that finds inspiration out of my story. If you find some semblance of solace in my videos you no longer are a stranger we are friends. Thank you so much for your kind words and your support.

  • @jakesmall3454
    @jakesmall3454 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Hell yeah man. Loved the reaction. This song is so deep.

  • @Gausdave213
    @Gausdave213 Před 2 měsíci +5

    First time I ever came across your channel, and man what a good introduction. I appreciate your genuine reaction and you had some wise wise words to say. And I'm also very glad you're in a better place now brother! All love

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +1

      I try everyday to de-stress my life. It's toughest when life starts pushing my depressing and anxiety buttons. You Know?

    • @Gausdave213
      @Gausdave213 Před 2 měsíci +1

      @@That90sKidReacts I understand 100%. It can take a long time to find what works for us personally, but the important thing is to just keep on going no matter what. Easier said than done, but true none the less

  • @daerizzy2715
    @daerizzy2715 Před 2 měsíci

    Congrats on your journey man, glad you’re here with us today 🙏🏽

  • @hig6775
    @hig6775 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I know i'm just some random person on the internet but you've touched me with your testimony. I appreciate and am proud of you for stepping up for yourself and most importantly your children. Thank you sir. Please keep going, you are enough. I pray you never forget that you can get through anything.

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +1

      No, its not like that at all if you found my channel and you enjoyed it, we are not strangers anymore we are friends. Thank you so much for your support!

    • @jenniferclark8051
      @jenniferclark8051 Před 2 měsíci

      Random kindness is more important than you realize! Thank you for such a kind comment. He deserves it.

  • @henryhank265
    @henryhank265 Před měsícem

    I am so thankful I pumped on to this video 👌🏽
    You don't know how much your story helped me with my situation 💯

  • @YappReviews
    @YappReviews Před měsícem

    After I quit doing weed and MDMA for 7 years, It’s still hard to quit the booze. I hope I get there. I’m glad you did.

  • @jamieennen964
    @jamieennen964 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I seen you listened to NF How Could You Leave Us... there is a 2nd part to that song on his new album. 4th song Mama. It's so good!

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Really, i'll have to check it out! Thanks for the heads up!

  • @AsanteButler
    @AsanteButler Před 2 měsíci +1

    As someone who lost many loved ones to addiction. I’m proud of you sir, stay strong and keep fighting

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +1

      I will try my hardest, thank you so much for your kind words and support. Im sorry for your losses. I like to think they are all in a better place, with no pain, no sorrow and nothing to worry about but to smile and be timeless.

  • @selinahernandez9954
    @selinahernandez9954 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I have not watch your videos before tell this one and hearing your story i am proud for you getting your self sober. I understand how hard it is, I was addicted to meth and Adderall and i have been almost 4 years clean but even today the struggle is hard . So I know i am a stranger but I am so proud of you!!!

  • @hollyevoy2118
    @hollyevoy2118 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I’m proud of you for staying clean!

  • @DRO_710
    @DRO_710 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Sending you love and positivity my fellow addiction recovering brother! 💪🏼 💪🏼

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci

      Thank you for the kind words, same to you my friend. Our struggle is rough sometimes but i think that when we are old and alive it will all have been worth it. Especially for our families.

  • @m.g.sailors225
    @m.g.sailors225 Před 2 měsíci +1

    New sub brother 🤟🏼

  • @nicholasmcmahan3147
    @nicholasmcmahan3147 Před 2 měsíci

    It's a struggle for sure, me and my wife have been clean for 7 years now. But you keep pushing forward and will get easier with time! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story with us, and I hope it helps you and someone else through this!

  • @cheehee808_
    @cheehee808_ Před 2 měsíci +1

    I got stuck on the painkillers in college and ended up copping a habit for 8 years. I remember being exactly where the guy in this song is at, it kinda crept up over time then i couldnt shake if after that, then moved to heroin. Was holding a full time job, high functioning and its only by the grace of god i got caught at my job and was forced to choose between rehab or the streets in 2019. Its crazy i decided to go to rehab and am still clean now almost 5 years later, at the worst of it i thought i was destined to die addicted to this crap. That first week was the absolute worst, but once you commit to stopping and realize you just gotta make it through withdrawal hell one more time, it makes it a whole lot easier. You gotta do it for yourself also, it aint gonna stick otherwise

  • @dherald1532
    @dherald1532 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I also am disabled… nine was a fall down the steps and I had seven spinal fusions. More than half my life I have been on some kind of narcotic. I know my body is addi yes but I never liked the way it makes me feel I'm glad you got clean and you are never alone.

  • @halfstrip
    @halfstrip Před 2 měsíci

    Sending my love for you, brother

  • @richardthacker7272
    @richardthacker7272 Před 2 měsíci +1

    New sub glad you got sober & clean bro congratulations on many more year's of being clean

  • @RyanMaC1123
    @RyanMaC1123 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Salute to you my brotha ! Keep being a great example

  • @jabbaranks3241
    @jabbaranks3241 Před 2 měsíci

    Salute gettin clean family 🙏🏾

  • @helenawooden-aguilar1587
    @helenawooden-aguilar1587 Před 2 měsíci +1

  • @Jennifer_615
    @Jennifer_615 Před 2 měsíci +1

    May God bless you and give you the strength. I pray my brother can one day do the same before it's too late❤❤❤❤ Thank you for sharing your story ❤❤❤

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci +1

      The greatest things in life are hard to achieve. I pray he finds his way out of the dark and gets the help he needs.

    • @Jennifer_615
      @Jennifer_615 Před 2 měsíci

      @@That90sKidReacts thank you so much❤️❤️❤️

  • @relic6431
    @relic6431 Před měsícem +1

    Have you tried group therapy for depression and anxiety? I went in November and through their psychiatrist and two group therapy treatments I have reached a point where I don't feel depressed anymore but i get anxious still. The main challenge now is figuring out what a life without depression is like. Always wanted to get this far but never planned beyond this point.

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před měsícem

      I wouldnt even know where to start

    • @relic6431
      @relic6431 Před měsícem

      @@That90sKidReacts so what i had to do was check myself in for a mental evaluation. after sitting there (take a book and clear your schedule. I was there like 3 hours before it was my turn for eval.) you will be taken to meet with the assessor. they will ask you questions to see if you are actively/currently self destructing (for lack of better words). Once they see that you do want help but arent a danger to others or yourself currently they will give you the option of staying in patient or going out patient. Out patient is what I did. I went for 3 hours a day at a sight for the classes. While you learn alot of stuff you may or may not already know. The big takeaway is having others around you of all ages and demographics who understand how you feel and you get to cross reference scenarios give and receive advice. Genuinely seen and heard for what might be the first time. after roughly 30 days you graduate but if need be you can come back for more you just have to schedule an appointment with the out patient center's assessor (so that way you dont have to wait in the hospital again) saying you feel progress was made but you're currently not where you need to be. Then start the program again. You want to aim for a counselor who lets the group talk, provides input and ask questions, listens well, and treats you as equals. Looking ofr both empathy and sympathy not just sympathy from your counselor.

  • @Prozak63
    @Prozak63 Před 2 měsíci

    Keep fighting the fight, brother. It will be a bitch at times but you're stron. 🤙💪💞

  • @samuelpancake4084
    @samuelpancake4084 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I need help . To be honest. I got back on acholic and cant kick it. Im a veteran and have ptsd and its just hard to overcome

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci

      I deal with PTSD myself granted im not a veteran, mine stems from childhood trauma. I also dealt with alcoholism for a while fresh out of high school that was before my dr's told me it was amplifying the chances of me having more siezures so i was forced to quit and boy i tell you i struggled but after about 3 months sober the cravings started to subside and by 6 months i could control myself into not drinking... But as you watched in the video all i really did was trade one addiction for another. And i had to go through withdrawals twice. It was awful, i never want to do it again. That was the defining point in my life, living completely sober. I did it and you can do it too. God helped me and he will be there with you also. Just stay strong and push through the urges i know it will be tough. But i got your 6.

  • @myrandahernandez3803
    @myrandahernandez3803 Před měsícem

    Congratulations on the sobriety if anyone needs help definitely reach out I’m part of a huge sober community that are in recovery or have been in sobriety I have a lot of connections if anyone needs help

  • @famousjohny2470
    @famousjohny2470 Před 2 měsíci

    My brother got murdered by the police before he died he was using herion but to the world he was drug addict but to me he was my brother

  • @Threy18
    @Threy18 Před 2 měsíci +1

    ❤❤❤

    • @That90sKidReacts
      @That90sKidReacts  Před 2 měsíci

      Thank you so much. I'm glad you enjoyed it. Keep being the best version of you!