I'm eight months sober from Adderall Vyvanse addiction. I've watched every one of your videos. You have been such a help and inspiration to me. Thank you
I’m 37 and I’m still learning to be sensitive with myself. I’m a sort of counter dependent Stimulants make me go faster, do do. I think go go is less intimacy with myself. With stimulants I feel less vulnerable more confident.. but it’s not truth. Going slow, with less urgency is more intimate Perhaps stimulants is sort of a escape from oneself. Stimulants or not I need to practice allowing feelings, allowing uncertainty. Allowing a day that’s not high performance Surrender to reality to real life
Very true. I was Iike a 30 year old baby after struggling with amphetamine addiction since age 11. I wish I knew to relax and take it s l o w... But happy to report that 6 years later, I've largely caught up, grown up and even found a healthy relationship. Believe it or not, I no longer regret the hell if the addiction because it led me to the life I have now. God is real, man.
I feel that so much I’m 42 and I’m still struggling and I feel so shitty about myself. Really good at putting on smile but inside behind closed doors the tears just don’t stop.
I'm eight months sober from Adderall Vyvanse addiction. I've watched every one of your videos. You have been such a help and inspiration to me. Thank you
Thank you so much. I hope your life is amazing you each and every day!
I’m 37 and I’m still learning to be sensitive with myself. I’m a sort of counter dependent
Stimulants make me go faster, do do. I think go go is less intimacy with myself. With stimulants I feel less vulnerable more confident.. but it’s not truth.
Going slow, with less urgency is more intimate
Perhaps stimulants is sort of a escape from oneself.
Stimulants or not I need to practice allowing feelings, allowing uncertainty. Allowing a day that’s not high performance
Surrender to reality to real life
Very true. I was Iike a 30 year old baby after struggling with amphetamine addiction since age 11. I wish I knew to relax and take it s l o w... But happy to report that 6 years later, I've largely caught up, grown up and even found a healthy relationship. Believe it or not, I no longer regret the hell if the addiction because it led me to the life I have now. God is real, man.
I feel that so much I’m 42 and I’m still struggling and I feel so shitty about myself. Really good at putting on smile but inside behind closed doors the tears just don’t stop.
I have found that the longer I stay sober, the easier life becomes .
@@laurenstone5436 omg you are right because my life is so much harder then it needs to be, and it’s because I NEVER feel ok
WHat supplements do you take if ya dont mind
amzn.to/3UI2dle
Kind of expensive, but really helps.
@laurenstone5436
I tried a different brand of that type of pill but did nothing for my Adderall intake.
Do these give you that kind of focus
Back?
By the way, Summer House just came out with another episode lol. Episode 13