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This is incredibly helpful thank you ❤

Hope you're doing well

Hi, due to health reasons, I was not able to eat enough protein during pregnancy and unfortunately I did not take any vitamin D supplements. In addition, they were twins, so my need increased. Now that I'm worried about whether this could have harmed my children in the long term (especially from a cognitive point of view), so I wanted to ask you. What was it like for you? Have you taken vitamin D and zinc? Did you take extra proteins? If not: are your children really completely healthy and can they concentrate well in school? I hope for an honest yet reassuring answer. A heartfelt thank you.

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How much did you weigh before the pregnancy?

Hi. Just dropping a comment here to say. I love and miss your videos and really appreciate them. If this channel is still open, please know you are beautiful and creative and I love everything you post. You shine so much and are a great voice in all of this.

You have a glow! I hope everything is going well 🤩

How do you guys feel about BDD and the camera ?

Its always the naturally and extremely beautiful ones who are so hard on themselves. You're extremely beautiful.

I can relate so much i get insecure with my asymmetrical eyes and small pretty flat nose and my height

This video came to me at the right time. Everything you said is what I was searching for.

At least you don't have loose skin like me..everyday is horrible.. and I can totally relate about the blacksheep..

Myself with BPD... I’m underwater, I’m drowning! Also me... it’s Ok, just breath. Tiny part of me... you both are fucking nuts.

Cuanto pesas , mides y imc tenías cuando te quedaste . Yo no tengo trastorno pero me cuenta engordar yo mido 1.58 peso 39.800 y imc 15.8 me cuesta quedarme embarazada que debo hacer

I wonder how you're doing today...

how u got pregnant with eating desorder ? u got ur period??

I know it doesn’t help but I think you are very pretty and can’t find anything I would want to change ❤️ I would love to look like you ❤️

I don't understand, what do you ladies mean when you say you don't see yourself in the mirror? If you can put on makeup and do your hair , obviously you can see yourself? Do you actually hallucinate and see yourself fatter than you are? Or do you just not like what you see and feel very upset at some of the fat in undesired places?

Wow u look amazing .. you are tall? I'm tall I only 7 lbs I'm 31 weeks I was 186 before pregnant I'm now 193 baby is good @4 lbs 2oz .. thank you for sharing,🥰🥰

You are one of the only reasonable girls on youtube

Like listening to myself!

You’ve come such a long way and I’m so happy you look beautiful and happy

It’s been so long since I’ve seen your channel

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I feel like this myself but what really hurts is when people you know feed into this by stupid little comments that stick with you forever

I just found this video.. I can relate so much to what you are saying. Thank you for posting it and being honest and open . You are very beautiful

Your skin is glowing . 37 weeks is amazing. Your birthday ring is cool , losing one pound is a lot. Don't be nervous and contraction is always a little bit pain. Let's be positive. New friend here. Hope you visit us too

One of the best BPD videos.

Boy do I relate to this . I’m pregnant now 20 weeks. I’m doing better and everyday I just try to get through the thoughts and try to hold on to the idea of my baby. And just thankful that I’ve done better for my self and the baby .

This woman’s recovery story is so inspirational! It’s also one relate to. I suffered from an eating disorder since I was 13/14, I’m now 20 and better than ever. I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl several months ago and she makes me determined to stay healthy so I can be there for her ❤️ I hope you too are still doing well as it’s been a year since you’ve posted ❤️

I have severe BDD, I am 13 kg underweight just to slim down my thighs but I see them HUGE. My mom is worried and everyone is but I just want to see what they see..

Thank you for making this. You described my life for the last 30+ years although there are times of being at normal weight but all the thoughts and rituals are still there and the desperation to lose weight. As the years go by, it’s harder and harder especially because the body destroys itself. I have many permanent damaged parts to my health, and yet, it doesn’t end. This video is 5 yrs old so I really hope you’ve found recovery finally. I wouldn’t wish my life on anyone. Thank you for your videos and I look forward to seeing more.

This is so important, and so well articulated. Please keep making content - you are so helpful for bringing light to these internal thoughts.

Just found this fantastic channel today and watching back, I was just wondering if you were still planning on coming back to you tube?

omg your hair is literallllllllllly sooooooooooo cute

Omg, I saw the video by taff about you and then I search you in Google. I have respect about this whats happend with you. ❤

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GIRL U ARE THE MOST GEORGEOUS BEING EVER

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Dont ever tell someone your insecurities! Trust me!

Holly - this is interesting, honest and open, sincere and well put. Makes one think. DAVID

As a woman of color suffering from BPD, disordered eating, anxiety, depression (self harm in the past) and trichotillomania, I relate to your channel a lot. I’m sorry you struggle with so many disorders at once. I can tell you’re a really strong person though and I’m inspired by your channel! Thanks for making these video

Well I think you’re very pretty if that helps you, I have bdd too. You’re honestly pretty enough to be a model or something. I hope you get some effective help to deal with this. There is a light at the end of the tunnel.

I was diagnosed with BDD two years ago. Still struggling beyond words. Never let anyone take photos of me or anything. And feel an immense sense of disconnection from who I percieve myself to be - i don't know who i am anymore or what i look like. Sometimes I miss when i was younger and more innocent and didn't even think about how i looked at all. Its an awful disorder and causes so much anxiety its debilitating. Its comforting to know people like you exist who also struggle with it. Thankyou for posting this❤️

“You look worse at this weight than you did at your weight before anorexia” - this is BRUTAL! I KNOWWW I don’t look good with my bones sticking out. Even though my body dysmorphia has me thinking differently, in my mind, I see different and that different is FAT! “Eating isn’t that hard. Just put food in your mouth and chew, then swallow the food” - Yeah I’m not an idiot you ass. I know HOW to eat, I just can’t MAKE myself eat against my ED thoughts! “I wish I was anorexic cuz then I’d be able to lose weight without effort” - oh really...?! Yeah okay. Did anybody forget to mention to you the hell you’re put through during anorexia? Migraines, orthostatic hypotention, amenorrhea, anemia, gastroparesis, just to name a few....It’s not like we chill, relax, and sit back while pounds melt off of us y’know “You look sick and gross being really underweight” - thanks for telling me and adding more depression to my life. It’s not like I already didn’t feel guilty enough for having this problem for years... “You wear an XS/S? You don’t look like you wear that size” - yeah neither do you but guess what? I happen to be those sizes so shut up “I think you should GAIN 10 more pounds” - well I think you should LOSE at least 10 more pounds. How does it feel to hear that? “You’ve has this mental problem for how many years already. Just get over it for god sake” - excuse me? Last time I heard, mental health doesn’t come with an ‘expiration’ or ‘best before’ date when in recovery or trying for remission “You know anorexia is dangerous, right” - no shit sherlock! I ain’t going through this for the fun of it. Clearly I’m aware of my issue and I don’t need you pointing out the obvious “Have you even tried stopping/getting better/talking to a counsellor??” - noooo, neverrrrr. Why in the world would I, someone who’s dealt with this for x amount of years, wanna do that? Having the chance to live a decent life without all the shit that goes on with anorexia? Pftttt you utterly inconsiderate and unintellectual twat. Like DUH I’ve tried and STILL AM!!!! Ughhhh!!! There are so many more hurtful and harmful things I could list that I have been told throughout my 3 years of having anorexia. However, these seem to be the most recurring of them all. But in all honesty, since mental health tends to thrive off of secrecy and silence, recovery seems to do the same (or at least that’s how mine works). The less you talk about it to me, whether you have good intentions with it or not, and you just simply leave me be, the better chance I have at actually making decent and somewhat linear progress!

I think you’re beautiful but i feel your pain especially in a world of social media and looking ‘perfect’. I take 10000 pics everyday and i dont even have social media i just want to see what other people see in my face and see how ugly i am. I have awful skin with expression lines awful small eyes and a wonky nose, wonky eyes. Its on my mind all day everyday. But i see everyone else as prettier and more beautiful than me and think im not good enough.

I don’t really get the black and white and not much grey thing....

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You are so amazing!