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Verse: I suffered to be close to you Don’t care if you wanted me to Now I’m dead on the inside (x2) Nathalie: Sacred words are hiding loose Red flags throw you all around I suffered if you tried to move I suffered to be close to you (x2)

Truly amazing stuff!

This song is so special to me. I moved out as soon as I turned 18 to escape a horrible home life and when I felt sad and alone I would play this song. I’m 22 now and just here on my own a thousand miles away from my hometown just living life and becoming a better person. I get lonely sometimes, but I’m okay on my own.

such a beautiful track. words cannot describe it

Heavily underrated tune 🥺😤

ALBUM ANNOUNCED!! 😭😭

this is a BOP 🔥

2024 😍🥰

Just found this song the other day. Wow what a gem!

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1:31

dude is cooking sounds from a different planet

Fubuki dragged me here

this is the best musical creation on earth

This song absolutely mental

Wow I slept on this one! Dope

The legend! Tnx, Mat! Much love❤

a# i think. wonder song

But how in the world do you sort through hours of sampled sounds and pick what you want to use? That’s the overwhelming part

Genius.

Lyrics i think: Put the shackles on me Cold fantasy I wanna feel small in the wake of your breathing And you disguise it I can fill the void that you practiced in hiding You only show me who you wanna be I can bear the weight that you silence Cause (I'd give it all?) to the mounting violence I know the pain can be blinding But I can fill the void that you're hiding

i still go back to this, unreal song

man swardy took the whole sick thing living on the computer in the bedroom and put it into his music.

Found out about this song from Secret Sky way back, today I had "here on my own" vaguely stuck in my head, and I could not remember where it was from, and right as I was complaining online about it the image of this flashes in my mind and I remembered. Such a good song.

thank you! Mentor i always wish i had!

Im pretty sure your randomized arp midi trick for the claps ~ 9:10 was used on some sports commercial ive heard recently

can i rap on this soundtrack?

This song... it is VERY ILLEGAL for it to be this underrated

amazing

Woah

9:25 🔥🔥🔥

Damn, again listening this music after so much time.

Been listening to this for a few months and the only thing I can say is it makes my brain feel fuzzy. 10/10

What CPU do you have mat, great studio!

yeah

My new absolute favorite. You cannot stand still and listen to this.

I love how clean and fresh this is!!! ❤ lovin this new discovery

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Bro this shit so fire man. Because of the weird notes I get this lite brakecore vibe but, like, without the headaches. 🔥

Im here from tiktok

Thank you GZoom for turning me on to this!

Lmao, I found it on tiktok. This is sick

The best ever <3

😊

This that shizzz

my back hurts

I don't understand why does swardy have few views?

Y’all I think he’s here on his own

So fucking dope

Based and epic thanks for making my life a better thank you for justifying breathing