Alice Cappelle
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the toxic hedonism of male travel vloggers


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no one wants to go to college anymore
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the attention economy is killing us.
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Birth control and the anti-feminist backlash
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Dune is not anti-tech… | technology under capitalism
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Anatomy of a Fall and the Medusa Myth
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how liberalism exploits the Culture Wars
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Body politics: self-diagnosis against biopower
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Taylor Swift and 21st century activism
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the Gen Alpha moral panic: education under capitalism
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how liberal feminism turns into fasc*sm
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The ethics of celeb documentaries and the danger of a single story
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Why do we follow brands? : capitalism and our loss of meaning
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'what i eat in a day': a millennial trend that won't die
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The rise of muscle mommies🏋️‍♀️
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the instrumentalization of emotional labor
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the instrumentalization of emotional labor
toxic role plays keep romanticising abuse
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toxic role plays keep romanticising abuse
the boomers v. gen z war is pointless
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the boomers v. gen z war is pointless
our obsession with teen girls is weird
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our obsession with teen girls is weird
rich people are obsessed with poor kids
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rich people are obsessed with poor kids
the never ending fight for women's sports
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the never ending fight for women's sports
the Five Love Languages are not about love
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the Five Love Languages are not about love
western activism doesn't work.
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western activism doesn't work.
why are street interviews so popular?
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why are street interviews so popular?
GoFundMe and fast-food democracy
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GoFundMe and fast-food democracy
the anti-15-minute-city backlash is ridiculous
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the anti-15-minute-city backlash is ridiculous
the hipster turned conservative?
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the hipster turned conservative?
the downfall of traditional relationships.
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the downfall of traditional relationships.
passport bros and the anti-feminist backlash
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passport bros and the anti-feminist backlash
race doesn't exist in france 🇫🇷
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race doesn't exist in france 🇫🇷

Komentáře

  • @boldisordorin9010
    @boldisordorin9010 Před hodinou

    Your accent is so cute ☺

  • @dohj4959
    @dohj4959 Před 2 hodinami

    No matter how bad things get, losing hope will make you burn the world you wish to save.

  • @mathieugosselin6100
    @mathieugosselin6100 Před 4 hodinami

    As a man, I think that absolutely everyone that isn't a rich white man nowadays is feeling a lot of rage...

  • @Casual_Talk
    @Casual_Talk Před 6 hodinami

    Not no one cause that's generalizing. Millions of people are still going to college. Its just the media and people's bad experiences are making it seem like all College education is a waste of time or a scam. It depends on the degree you are going for and if the job market has jobs available for that degree. Example; Healthcare professions, Education, Science, Pharmacy, etc.

  • @haroldoftherock8973
    @haroldoftherock8973 Před 7 hodinami

    liked the change of scenery.

  • @pianoandguitarlover2773
    @pianoandguitarlover2773 Před 7 hodinami

    I only went for STEM.

  • @sadscientist9995
    @sadscientist9995 Před 7 hodinami

    Hedonism is bad… tell that to 19-24 year old western women

  • @piyush.ochani
    @piyush.ochani Před 8 hodinami

    I remember consistently watching so many of JacksGap videos, after she got hooked to them

  • @marianafernandes8800
    @marianafernandes8800 Před 9 hodinami

    The lifestyle of never being in the same place and meeting new people is so shallow to me. Its always about connecting ✨, but they will never see people long enough to go through avarage life hardships with them, to share their happiness and be vunerable. Real human conection is not as simple as they make it.

  • @m41437
    @m41437 Před 9 hodinami

    I was going to comment than this video was more illustrative and less analytical, but you are already aware of that. There's no real point in this comment.

  • @MikeJohnson-nj1ry
    @MikeJohnson-nj1ry Před 10 hodinami

    Live your life. You are who you are. If person's life style doesn't effect you don't need to attack people for being different. You have too much time on your hands if you are seeking someone show you what masculinity. I've seen insecure men trying to be a real man. Most of these men are assholes.

  • @erikkaareson6493
    @erikkaareson6493 Před 12 hodinami

    It would be fair if menn and women did the same jobs, produced the same and got paid the same. It would also be fair if both genders where just as likely to get a date if they wanted, risked the same in war and that they both had the burdon of giving birth. But the world isn't fair and never will be. It could only be either better or worse in total depending on what we do. Totally independent of why it is so, there is no stable society that over time is able to produce happy people and functional families where most menn don't earn more than most women. And both men and women would be totally miserable in souch a society. And it would not last for long. It does not follow that men automatically should get paid more or that it would be totally fair. But When most men by natural reasons have the abillity to earn significantly more than his wife/girlfriend. Both are on average more happy and form more stable families. Avoiding violent men is an important skill. And for fathers, brothers, coworkers friends and society to protect women against violent men is a duty. Forming unstable relations because one think every man is a violent terrible person is dystopic.

  • @zilord3264
    @zilord3264 Před 15 hodinami

    She doesn't know what capitalism is and the real problem here. I guess it makes sense, she is a woman and a college graduate after all.

    • @erikkaareson6493
      @erikkaareson6493 Před 12 hodinami

      Capitalism. What part of capitalism are you reffering to. It has been the slogan of the left to avoid being spesifick and not having to explain any argument for two centurys now. I might aggree with your argument, but I urge you to go beond the slogan. Mothern society is way more complex than just "it is capitalism". It is just as vague as "evil".

    • @zilord3264
      @zilord3264 Před 11 hodinami

      ​@erikkaareson6493 In the video she blames capitalism for several issues. Just saying that she doesn't know (she and most people tbh) what capitalism is. Capitalism is about competition, profit and loss. But most people forget about the competition and loss parts. If there is no competition and the ability to go bankrupt, then that is not capitalism. I guess it doesn't matter anyway, if we actually have a capitalism system, that would mean that we have a lot of freedom, but in freedom and in competition there are winners and "losers"(people who won't earn as much as the winner basically), and they will complain too xD. Academia is cancer and collegue is aweful right now, but "capitalism" is not the issue. Actually, more competition would help a lot xD. But not according to her, because capitalism ptevents innovation apparently xD I ate like half a sentence in my original post for some reason, i don't remember the secind point a was making there xD.

  • @blueraven.studio
    @blueraven.studio Před 16 hodinami

    czcams.com/video/IbLRf0j80wU/video.htmlsi=u2305l3DsHGP2d4h

  • @Trazynn
    @Trazynn Před 16 hodinami

    8 minutes in and this woman still doesn't get to the point.

  • @blotto3422
    @blotto3422 Před 17 hodinami

    The environmental movement was originally a conservative political movement. It was called conservation before it was called environmentalism.

  • @Jacovo
    @Jacovo Před 17 hodinami

    STEM PhD-privileged? When compared to a masters degree or law degree? Are you kidding. PhD students have waived tuition and a salary, masters and professional students pay $100K+ a year to be there. All degrees take privilege, but if you’re looking at the “maximum privilege degrees” you need to look towards the social studies and humanities graduates, who were not forced to think about how they were going to afford their degree. The political science degrees, who, without a job, went to less competitive law schools or masters programs and paid hundreds of thousands of dollars. Pointing at STEM PhDs, who fund their degrees with their research, co-ops, etc is counterproductive.

  • @kiralcurtis
    @kiralcurtis Před 17 hodinami

    This has just cropped up on my feed, I’d be interested to know how you think his platform has developed since then, particularly with Earthrise

  • @MikeJohnson-nj1ry
    @MikeJohnson-nj1ry Před 17 hodinami

    Conservative Americans are programming to be against minorities getting educational opportunities while they are silent to legacy admissions, which give kids of the wealthy entry to university being less qualified than is required of others. This has created a nation with greater economic class divisions. The top 1% of household net worth in the U.S. was just shy of $13.7 million in 2023. An individual would have to earn an average of $407,500 per year to join the top 1%. A household would need an income of $591,550. The median household income was $74,580 in 2023 and $45,440 for individuals. The widening gaps in wealth and income stem from a variety of factors, including increasing dominance of public and private equity by the wealthiest and tax breaks. There are 2,781 billionaires in the world with a cumulative wealth valued at $14.2 trillion in 2024.

  • @genuinesaucy
    @genuinesaucy Před 17 hodinami

    The two "alpha" leaders of a wolf pack are simply mom and dad; the rest of the pack are their children, and the pack is really the family, sometimes with lone strays who have lost their own families getting adopted in. When one of the young wolves finds a mate, they go off with that other wolf to found their own pack. The idea of "alpha" and "beta" as the internet uses it is like calling a 14-year-old boy a "beta male" for living with his parents.

  • @genuinesaucy
    @genuinesaucy Před 18 hodinami

    One time a landlord said to me, "listen, it's a hard job being a landlord, okay?" I laughed in his face and asked him if he'd ever considered doing stand-up comedy, "because that's the funniest shit I've heard all week." These people are actual parasites.

  • @misspatvandriverlady7555
    @misspatvandriverlady7555 Před 18 hodinami

    When I was completing the internship capping my master’s in school counseling, I made up a bar graph to display in the high school guidance office I was working in that I meant to show more education = higher income. However, the data I used was gendered male/female, and ended up showing another, more interesting pattern; females consistently had to have one level higher of education than males to make the same money; all the way from males making the same without graduating high school as females made of they had, up to males making the same with a bachelor’s degree that females made with a graduate degree! This would rather neatly explain why females go to post-secondary education more; and stay there longer! 😯

  • @whereisrenato
    @whereisrenato Před 18 hodinami

    really fair point to dive deep into the fragile masculinity avoiding a sense of grounding and responsibility by showing that life can always be a party. i experienced that phase in my life, by doing exactly what i was shown online and around me, during the early years of social media as a travel influence (2016). so, to explore further on the masculine presence online, there's a person who you might find interesting; Martijn Doolard. i've scratched my head while watching him for the past two years admiring his work and poise, you can find his CZcams channel. he's kind of enthralling, which makes it so confusing when i don't see any recognition to the outside world events, and his audience loves that, it's like a relief from today's collective grief and burnout. i hope these two thoughts made some sense, it's a topic that i find interesting and would love to see your take on this, thanks, ren

  • @psibrunojusto
    @psibrunojusto Před 18 hodinami

    I hate how neo-colonial and lowkey or highkey arrogant some travel CZcamsrs somehow are. They go to India, for example, walk around mocking stuff and bashing the country and the locals while speaking a language natives can't understand. They try to be friendly and respectful to the locals while bashing the country to the CZcamsrs. It's a bit honest and funny, but also rude and disrespectful, even though they show interest in the culture. I always get a bit angry with their attitude when I watch one of those videos, but out of curiosity of the place I do. I had an Indian housemate and I wanted to know what his place looked like. I didn't like, but anyway, no need to be bashing about it in CZcams while acting nice to the locals.

  • @synlynx869
    @synlynx869 Před 20 hodinami

    Cappelle always concretely identifies societal trends with a literate, philosophical and anticapitalist perspective which seems so rare on this platform, and I‘m a big fan :)

  • @stephanieann9770
    @stephanieann9770 Před 20 hodinami

    I was on birth control pills for years and when I quit it took years to ware off.

  • @Notarys
    @Notarys Před 20 hodinami

    Drug addiction is not hedonism. It is often a bad thing.

  • @oeckstei
    @oeckstei Před 21 hodinou

    Could say the same thing about women travelers but probably many don’t post about it as much. I think chasing pleasure is a big issue in our modern dating culture.

  • @jonatas2001flamengo
    @jonatas2001flamengo Před 22 hodinami

    Why do you separate people based on their skin color, implying that if you have a specific skin color do you have this specific life experience, but the reality is that each individual human has lived it's specific life experiences and we don't kwon each individual history until we talk to the person? Please, people are more than just skin color.

  • @AmbivalentMind
    @AmbivalentMind Před 22 hodinami

    I chose a blue collar career in railroading and I'm glad I did. Life is simpler, not perfect, but simpler.

  • @alpha1solace
    @alpha1solace Před 22 hodinami

    I love your accent, it is gorgeously refreshing. Lv from Australia.

  • @origanami
    @origanami Před 22 hodinami

    At the end of the day your success has to be anchored in the contribution you make to the lives others. The best way to maximise that is through cooperation with other people towards a shared goal, as a great team is not additive it's multiplicative. And the best way to attract a great team is to forge marketable skills, not just in the technical domain but also in communication, influence and leadership. Spending four years learning how to critique society from the sidelines isn't any of those things.

  • @erikpeterson778
    @erikpeterson778 Před 22 hodinami

    "You shouldn't express political opinions until you have turned at least 30 years old" - a wise man Same should go for these "deep" things.

  • @abhinashkumar3161
    @abhinashkumar3161 Před 23 hodinami

    These 'male' vloggers are definitely causing massive carbon footprint.

  • @abhinashkumar3161
    @abhinashkumar3161 Před 23 hodinami

    Men breathes 😡

  • @abhinashkumar3161
    @abhinashkumar3161 Před 23 hodinami

    Every time a person can't be correct no matter who they are and this video is one good example .A mix fruit juice of different topics and make a conclusion out of it. And the response of the criticism is: u all are triggered Like a average influencers on social media these days.

  • @anaberzosafabra9165
    @anaberzosafabra9165 Před 23 hodinami

    it's also important to remark that a lot of people have been misdiagnosed by doctors or by themselves: just because you have ovarian cysts doesn't mean you have PCOS. high testosterone along with other hormonal imbalances DO mean that you have PCOS. a gyno found some cysts in me during a pelvic ultrasound and a very good friend of mine who has PCOS told me to get some hormonal bloodwork done because that's what's actually gonna clarify if you have it or not. ovarian cysts are in fact incredibly common and most women will develop and re-absorb them at least once in their fertile years without even noticing [unless they get very large]. stay safe and take care of yourselves!

  • @jasonsanders8091
    @jasonsanders8091 Před dnem

    Hilary Clinton is a neocon, a total warpig. She was one of the main architects of the NATO attacks on Libya in 2012 which ended in the torture and murder of Ghadafi, turning Libya into a failed state. She has always voted for endless wars.

  • @chadchampion7985
    @chadchampion7985 Před dnem

    <3

  • @otakunemesis34
    @otakunemesis34 Před dnem

    So how long two cycles of education 10 maybe 5 so 5 times 18 years?

  • @nightsazrael
    @nightsazrael Před dnem

    Take care of yourself and the birds.

  • @DaveBP2187
    @DaveBP2187 Před dnem

    Totally agree. Comming from Third World academia, where it still has some value on itself, I can confirm that is really frustrating in many ways. Is still amazing but vastly frustrating, very plutocratic and sometimes quite pointless.

  • @philip88154
    @philip88154 Před dnem

    There is nothing wrong with criticising men. The problem with the video is that the link between hedonism, travel culture and men appeared tenuous at best because it was not well elaborated. There is nothing inherently male about the philosophies of the travel influencers Alice critiqued. There might be an argument to be made that men might be more able to pursue a hedonistic lifestyle due to inequities in responsibilities, but she did not pursue this line of critique. The only link that Alice briefly mentioned was how some male travel bloggers used their conventionally attractive girlfriends as props to gain more views. Again, however this is a more general issue which has relatively little to do with travel blogging. Overall I found this to be a rather weak video with little to say

  • @tct8284
    @tct8284 Před dnem

    Another great video!

  • @chedder_chandlure4363

    I don't really like the term "muscle mommy" It feels too sexualized. I prefer muscular women.

  • @vbhusan9650
    @vbhusan9650 Před dnem

    Your look 😍

  • @HewhocS
    @HewhocS Před dnem

    When more than half of American men these days have ADHD or something, it would make sense they are addicted to anything but stopping the US government from causing, funding, and profiting off of foreign wars.

  • @afaleteozero6517
    @afaleteozero6517 Před dnem

    Financially and psychologically costly perfect definition!!!

  • @Loh94
    @Loh94 Před dnem

    Saw this a while ago; it talks about women and academia. “ My neighbor and his wife are Caucasian Americans, and they have four kids. I have caught his wife with different men at least six times. She has been cheating on her husband for at least four years. Now, I am not blaming his wife entirely for these activities because her husband, like all men of his age (they are in their thirties), knew that the woman he married had been with lots of men in her life. She married him because she is aging. Trust me, getting old hits women way harder than men. The husband wouldn’t have had a chance if he had wanted to be with her in his twenties. That’s the prime time for women. Between ages 16 and early thirties, women like his wife don’t even see men like her husband as human beings; he would be invisible to them. But as soon as they start getting older, that’s the time they look for out-of-shape guys with blue-collar jobs. That’s the fault of her husband’s weaknesses. In the US, women are way smarter than any other women in the world, even smarter than men in the US. I predict that his wife will soon divorce him. Since they have four small kids, she may get child support every month from her husband’s paycheck. In the western world, when women say they don’t need men, they mean it. They use vibrators and dildos for pleasure, which they find better than humans. They earn as much as men and can make thousands of dollars each day by being sugar babies. Even if a woman is average or a bit below average, she can earn at least $4,000-$6,000 from OnlyFans just by showing her body. Why wouldn’t they do that when they can? Also, they can always find a good-hearted blue-collar man to marry. So why wouldn’t they live their life to the fullest when they can? Women are not just born to be housewives; they are also human beings and have the right to enjoy their life. We only live once, so some of them want to take full advantage of their youth and beauty when they can, and I don’t see anything wrong with that. When thousands of kids get beheaded or when kids in church pray for God to save them while they are being fired at, your white Jesus with blue eyes and blonde hair never shows up. When young girls struggle to pay their tuition fees or bills, neither the church nor Jesus helps them. But if they take the other routes I mentioned above, they get everything they want and can always convert to Christianity later because God is forgiving and merciful. So, please do not blame women for whatever is going wrong with modern society in the western world.”

  • @_Matt_Matt_365_
    @_Matt_Matt_365_ Před dnem

    I donno you seem a little jealous...