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I hear you. Thank you. And your hair looks great

Your blinking rate is Hella low girl, what???!!!👁👁 👀

Agreed. I have severe social anxiety disorder. It is not something I choose. I just I can't help myself

You are a goddess. I would bow down to you and kiss your feet everyday ❤❤

Your a good person trying your best, don't let anyone tell you different Delta

Belive in Jesus Christ and accept him in your heart. God came to save people and to set them free from all bondages and traumas that they had in life. He doesn't judge people based on their past sins and mistakes, but calls them to repentance and life in him.

I’ve got BPD, ASPD, CPTSD, autism, and ADHD. I am an incoherent nightmare being. I’m not superior to anyone. Seriously though, I think it’s funny how so many people attack folks with NPD/ASPD for not having emotional empathy when that doesn’t exclude them from learning cognitive empathy or feeling sympathy. (Like you said, it’s also dumb and shitty to attack people for things they can’t control) Emotional empathy is the emotional equivalent of yawning when somebody else yawns. I’ve literally never had it and nobody can tell. It’s not as special as people make it out to be. Every time I read your comments sections, I’m possessed by the urge to summon an incomprehensible eldritch horror and teach it about pop psychologists. If I drive it to madness first, I win.

Thank you, Delta. Sending you love, support & hugs. Ignore the trolls. They don't know empathy.

Hi Delta, I agree, it's not your choice and venting is good, although getting frustrated with people's online reactions is pointless. Some people try to get a rise out of you because they get a kick out of it. You make excellent videos explaining, so maybe you could focus more on that and the support you get.

Does the tattoo represent the dark triad? Eeeek! that is bold if so. All the clothes are yuck, no offence but you could do better, and need to stop dropping F bombs with no rhythm, it smacks of low IQ.

Yeah, you all kid of have the same ... stare-face. Go look at kanika batra. Sort of look like you were raised from the dead or... something from a horror film. Also based off this I dont fit into the diagnostic criteria... but sometimes I have grass is greener and wish I did, because I am so sick of caring about everything.

Thank you so much for this video!

Did you make this video in order to gain narcissistic supply by chance?

good luck, clearly you worked hard to help yourself toward a better life.

hey Delta !, you're doing a good job describing around the concept of what love is and looks like ! - and it's obvious that this is probably the closest or only way of how you consider yourself to "be in love" - but as this is probably solely achieved by "cognitive empathy processing" and rational thinking and analyzing social behaviors my question is: "how would love be possible without emotional empathy" from your point of view ? - and if your partner doesn't by into your manipulation tactics and does not like or supports allot of your narcissistic traits - it must be a constant challenge and battle ? - how would you be able to differentiate and distinguish her not just being a codependent, a flying monkey, an extension of yourself - from you truly loving her as a sperate being which is saying no, setting boundaries, criticizes certain of your actions and behaviors ? - it must be tormenting and causing fear and insecurity as usually a narcissists ego and illusion of a perfect self must not be challenged or questioned - nor would it be possible to accept that somone is equally good or better !?....I'd be interested......

Hey Delta !, does your self-awareness and recognition that you actually are a narcissist lead you to some kind of "regret, sadness or grief" in the form of emotions ? - or are these emotions that you can't feel or experience - and it's only a rational conclusion and realisation that your narcissism is causing you problems by not being adapted to how "most normal human beings do operate and function" !?

Thanks for sharing!

Makes sense..!

For 5 years, i had to be surrounded by someone like you and i tried endlessly to be on good terms on "any level" and it didn't work... It was pure Hell, and I didn't deserve it.. people like you and her shouldn't be around people!! Period!!!!

Incredibly brave of you to be open about this, thanks, gave me some perspective

Wild to see this from the other side. I guess it confirms everything I’ve suspected about what it must feel like to BE the narcissist. Super interesting.

Nice candor.

Invest that time into healing, like doing shadow work for escample.

You are supposed to go no contact with narcissists so I can't watch the video.

No, you didn’t choose to be a sociopath, you chose to do bad things and the traits stacked up and you met the criteria and that in turn made you a sociopath. We all didn’t choose for things to happen to us but you can control what you do after that. We live in the world, things happens all around us, literally kind of unavoidable. You can choose what you do though and from what I’ve seen from some of these people, they just pick to do bad stuff over good stuff. I don’t think it’s an uncontrollable urge, you have a choice on what you want to do, where to go, how to behave etc. You have a choice.

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If I like and subscribe am I only fueling the fire? Is it like giving a funhouse mirror to an anorexic and saying “Don’tchyoo worry darling, you look good. If anything you look a little on the chubby side.” Meanwhile she’s skin and bones. I don’t know where I was going with that. Honestly while this is the only video I’ve seen of you, you seem to be heading in the right direction. Narcissism and cowardice go hand in hand with deep insecurities. I don’t know. Maybe not for all narcissists. Even though I don’t believe narcissism is all or nothing, but rather a gradient or spectrum. I think we’d be good to pick each other’s brains. I’d chat ya up. 😋

What type of therapy have you undergone?

Two different ends of the spectrum. I get it but I dont😊

She's a hurt repressor as she can feel anger but the hurt bubbles underneath it so that needs to be accessed more.

There's a narcissist that lives inside all of us, it's in that me voice that goes on all day in our heads. That voice is self centred, deluded and manipulative as it wants to uphold its self image at any cost. Then it will gaslight us for feeling a certain way and bully and control us to gwt what it wants so that it does not get found out and exposed for being a sham, shitty little nothing that it is. Its true downfall is in the collapse that shows its utter failure to control life, but only if there is a total willingness to let go and no longer cling to its hellish demands and judgements.

No of course you don't feel guilty if theirs no bad intention if you are having sex behind your partners back you should feel guilty its called contex on the other hand if you're partner has cheated on you first for years again no you shouldn't feel guilty but you might because you are guilty of cheating lying and causing stress intentionly , should feel guilty killing someone who Hitler or a angel , contex , but if you are responsible your guilty doesn't mean you must feel guilty but that's subjective to what's going on in your consciousness, if I see you stabbing a person I might feel guilty I didn't stop you it does have something to do with me if I'm close enough to help or hinder its not difficult clearly it is for some💓😇🙏

Nice video. I recommend working with somatic exercises like TRE or Somatic Experience, to battle you childhood traumas. They work good for "getting around the ego", since you would be working directly on the body, instead of the mind.

thank you for sharing. these all hit way too close to home, especially the narcissistic injury one lately. i’ve suspected i’ve had npd for a while, what do i do?

Revelation 21:8

Is there any evidence that absent pro social emotions can grow for people with ASPD?

Super interesting to see the other side. There are few narcissistic people that talk openly about their condition, so your videos are really helpful. Btw I love your shirt ❤

Well you just look at those eyes :D

Sick video. Well explained and level-headed. I'm sorry to hear you're suffering in these ways and I hope over time, if you can get treatment, you'll be able to drop the mask. I have a question: there are times when someone else is the problem. Are there ways you've found to distinguish between a narcissistic grandiosity, and a legitimate grievance?

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1:46 "Even when I'm upset with her, I still love her." Please elaborate. You say later that you don't actually feel love, so what exactly do you experience as love, when you're upset with her? When I get upset with a person whom I love, I find it difficult to see their positive side. But I think this is pretty normal. Anger reduces the ability to see things from another's perspective (empathy). As soon as I cool off, positivity gets restored. I think every human being has a dark side. But obviously, splitting takes this to the extreme. I would love to know more about this. It's really awesome of you to share.

That sense of longing. I can totally relate. The only time I've actually longed to be with someone when s/he is not around, is my daughter. To genuinely miss someone is an amazing feeling. I would definitely describe this as love.

I can fix her…

Im glad for your progress and appreciate your sharing. Goodluck on yalls relationship. Dont worry about the dick head comments. Youre trying to value another human. Thats what counts. ❤

Poor girl thinks she has ASPD. Her real diagnosis would be borderline. I can read my own nature. No predatory eyes, no intimidating personality and call herself an ‘’sociopath’’ Poor girl want attention and boosting her pathetic ego. Insecure much?

All humans are fake and dangerous on some level. Trust no one

Thank you for sharing this!!

That's some of the stupidest stuff i've heard. Well no kidding Accidents are one thing but I didn't hear you Say one. Thing that you did on purpose and felt no guilt for it.This is human nature. Save, for instance, if your spouse is faithful to you and you are cheating on them.Or you're seeing more than one guy and you have no guilt.... Now this will be messed up mentality

I'm sure this is an impossible questions, but do you happen to know why your childhood trauma caused you to have NPD? I was abused by an NPD father my entire childhood and, while I have a very long list of really shitty symptoms, NPD isn't one that I developed. I can absolutely relate to the worthlessness as that is one of the most prevalent feelings I've had to deal with for decades.

What I find fascinating is how your face lights up just for a second and there's a tiny little smile when you mentioned your cats.