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I am 44, have done acid and shrooms many times throughout life. Had a "spiritual awakening" about 6 momths ago after a lifelong battle with alcoholism.. I smoked NN-DMT for the first time last night. I took 3 gigantic hits off a vape pen with good pure shit.. after the 2nd hit i felt it was too much, thats when i took the 3rd. I began to watch my hands fragment into cubes and get sucked into a vortex of spiraling color, then i went in.. I had no sense of my body, i became a vibration. My ego and physical self were no more. I was in spirit, I was energy. I was 100% certain i was dead, i did too much, i was scared.. I missed everybody in my life, my kids, my wife, my dogs... I panicked, As i was spinning through this whirlwind vortex of color and vibration i felt as if i was reborn, i almost saw my body, even though i felt no connection to it, in a fetal position being born into a realm seperate from our own. I was screaming in terror, and i kept hearing these calming voices say "Its ok, you"re ok" My wife laid next to me in bed, she asked if "i was okay" about 8 minutes in, and i had no idea who i was. I never screamed in the physical... She was talking to my physical body and ego laying next to her, but it wasnt me... At the same time, i felt as if her soul, or spirit, was one with mine. She said " your 10 minutes in" I had absolutely no concept of time, or what it meant, or what the fuck she was talking about.. When i came to, i hadnt seen any entities that i can remember, but i believe i experienced both birth, and death. It was beautifully terrifying.. Immediately after the 3rd hit i knew I was dead, and while I spun through the vortex tunnel I felt as if I was "reborn" into another realm or dimension.. A spirit realm of unexplainable beauty and chaos meshed together into this fabric of grids and geometric shapes.. I have never had any kind of experience like this. The following morning (today) I stood in my kitchen looking out the window while tears streamed down my face, yet I cannot explain why.. I believe I truly experienced death, and birth. I now understand the definition of profound, and as of right now, I no longer fear death, but I missed my wife and kids for what seemed like an eternity during my 20 minutes of a DMT breakthrough..

What about the structures. We humans can not build today.

BUT we can't build what they built today...

I think my anima took over and caused me to be transgender from a complex mix of isolation/loneliness, physical and mental abuse. Father left when I was a few months old, stepfather was a tyrant and would literally call me “sissy girl” for being too emotional at times. That caused me to be hyper masculine for a long time until it led to a total collapse in my psyche and led me to start transitioning . I suspect do to this, my anima took over and literally saved my life. Grateful for her but also it causes stress because I feel like a man often and it doesn’t help exactly with dating or life really.

Very well done but I think you have missed two key points. Neumann does not see the the uroboros and the collective unconscious as just something we share in our psyche but rather a part of us that experiences fundamental reality directly as in Kant's idea of Transcendental Idealism and the intuition. The second is that it is through a constellation of archetypes that humans perceive this paradoxical fundamental reality to build the ground of the rational world which is similar to Kant's Transcendental Realism.

Isn't the Ka just the Self?

Votre réflexion ouvre une piste très intéressante à développer. 🙏

One last video to sleep on.

A little dry, the aspect of the self and the psychology of Jesus as an archetype explained as an attempt by Jesus is misleading in a way, a lot of intentions are inferred, where as the story actually happened, He is real. Revelations brings more depth than a psycy study, it's not just a story someone tried to tell and not just a basis of western civilization but the only reality that exists and has ever existed from the beginning and then manifest through mankind, its always been there and it will always be there.

1:07:48 so think mostlly???..., but then let emotion randommlly take over?...

56:08 this is 0%,nothing to do with me at aaaaaaaaaaaaall...

53:39 "SOO HEEEE THIIIINKS HIIIMSEEELF AAAH MAAASTER SWWWWORDSMEN!!!!!??"⛪️🍕🧄

51:32 so its not a quincidence?...

50:49 "BUUUUURN YOOOOU FUUUUCKER!!!!,BUUUUURN!!!!"🚔🚓

😄😄😄😄how?... Phyncrinisity!!!!!!!!!????

47:47 miles moralis movies?...

47:17 what does it mean if you still see or semi act like a kid then and still just randomlly excited for stuff/sort of see it 15%---30% like how a kid sees it?...

45:32 when their both in 1 body, we call this the night hunter.

44:06 still 8th legion.

40:54 so moralls arent cannon because we dont fully know what peices of nature work so we can all live together?...

555?... 5:55

37:27 i just noticed...😊 i allways faught the "rules",where im from, even if i didnt know it WAS from where im from on the outside...😊.

37:02 8th legion still.

36:16 horis hericy 8th legion?...

35:50 i just got a commerciall.

32:56 is this what the girl ment by die and get her arms cut off to join?... Im pretty sure its another boss though...

29:07 the emporor wouldve failed even if he succeded then.

27:57 💀🦇8th.

26:27 see it as yourself?... This didnt start it 10 years ago...

25:12 how do you know your running or fighting it?..., I forget what,but i learned i was running from a inportant idea...

24:56 bo3?...

24:32 metaphysicall?...,is this why i choose girls to learn more from?..., but not just because of the picture?...

22:47 heeeeeeeh?...,hooooow?..., i want to be with an anima because of where im from.i dont like surviveing.is it clearer?...

21:13 4th wall break?...,be its more like traveling from hati to the u.s. by just walking?...

19:29 why no work is bad.

17:36 nikoli="please let me watch, i have no job.".

Real life examples=1918----1980, flordia,chicogo,corperations...

14:47 so ironiclly upgrade the right side of the brain?... Irony=the right... have their right side of the brain on off,broke the key in the lock,smashed the key,threw it in lava,hit the lock with a hammer, then threw lava on it.

4:31 self controll?????...

1:37 i didnt sleep. I feel REEEEALLY high right now...

1:37 he did exactlly what i did for warhammer😊😊😊😊.

0:24 spoiler alert=i allready did this for warhammer 40,000.

Which book are the quotes from? Great video.

Did you happen to stumble on Justin Riddle's quantum consciousness series on CZcams while researching this? Super interesting stuff that has recently had some of its theoretical foundation validated

Is Neumann claim that the liberation of the captive feminine from the Dragon- results in its assimilation as one authority in the personality- does this claim originates for Jung's thinking? Are there other thinkers Neumann is inspired by- in this regard?

This is exactly what I was looking for. Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!

I m sorry but u really sounds like 🤓 👆

In a society ridden by Masculine dogma of personal achievement- The "hero" can be said to be the one who dares to come back to instinct and Being- without trying to achieve or prove self-worth (the one who steppes away from Ego, into Being).

this video is my hidden gym

thats him