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Emm
United Kingdom
Registrace 22. 09. 2013
Hi, I'm Emily and I'm a schizophrenic.
I'm also an painter and illustrator and have fun with being overall creative.
I'm just documenting my experiences.
Instagram: albino.fawn
I'm also an painter and illustrator and have fun with being overall creative.
I'm just documenting my experiences.
Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia and Me
A short documentary made by Thomas Hallifax.
A little jump into my world, and what I have been doing since my time away from CZcams.
EDIT: 16/01/2023
Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date!
Art Instagram: albino.fawn
A little jump into my world, and what I have been doing since my time away from CZcams.
EDIT: 16/01/2023
Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date!
Art Instagram: albino.fawn
zhlédnutí: 20 042
Video
Schizophrenia : Psychosis and Troubles
zhlédnutí 75KPřed 6 lety
An update on my life with Schizophrenia and Psychosis. Things are going well. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : Short Q&A
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Me answering some of your questions. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : Medication Change
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Me talking briefly about my new medication. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : Bad Day & mini Q&A
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Talking about my bad day yesterday night and answering some questions. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : Time at the ward
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Me Talking about my time on a psychiatric ward. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : The Voices
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Me talking about the voices in my head. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : My Hallucinations and Delusions
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Me Talking about my Schizophrenia. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
bugs kind of hallucination is the one terrifies and disgusts me the most when i hear them from schizophrenics and i also get proud of them to actually going through such a nightmare!
Hi. I have schizophrenia too. Do you also think that people can hear your thoughts or that you are broadcasting your thoughts? That’s what I have. Hope you are well
i think i am impossible. or also, you are impossible. but i dunno, i know too many possibilities for any situation and my mind is confused. and ... strung out. not drugs, but strung out in various directions.
6:25 but are you actually talking out loud when you speak to your voices or do you speak in your mind
read old books in the AV
Is there a type of schizophrenia where u hear only positive things like the exact opposite from getting laughed at
... your paintings are brilliant & amazing
Thank you.
This is a sign you need to come back! ♡
Hey Emm. I am curious how you are doing now? (5 years later) ❤
Do not take pills is not good
Pills do not have side effects. They simply have effects of which some are helpful and some are not you have to take the good with the bad.
You are beautiful. I wish you peace and contentment 🙏🙏🙏
You and your friends deserve a civil service award seriously the magnet and the glass idea is practical for using seat belt buckles for breaking the glass on windows good job you genius Heroes...
I used to punch walls when I was at school I think it annoyed the teachers I hope I didn't spill any tea or anything. For sure I had Schizophrenia just I was boxing at the time all I wanted to do was train for my fights. It was a good way to just focus on something else and boxing is easy because it is just a different brainwave.
Thankfully I dont have schizophrenia but my best friend does snd my mother was severely bi polar/manic depressive with bouts of psychosis and I am so so sorry, beyond any words I can express, for anyone living with this horrible disease. I wish you peace and contentment with all my heart. Just know that there are people in the world that love you and want you to be happy. Remember that you are worthy of love, you deserve to be happy. Find something everyday to be thankful for, even if its just comparing two bad things, be thankful for the less bad option. Practice gratitude everyday. Be as positive as you can. Train your brain to be happy. I'm routing for you. Be strong 🙏
Shorter breathing is an increment of the voices
Did you ever try to just listen to the voices and not talk back? You should take advantage over this and just breath apply your whole entire focus on this, allow your diaphragm to reach as low as comfortably possible and let it out dont get distracted by anything and just keep going this activity empties your mind well you'll notice am empty mind and breath you wouldn't want to talk and you'd be calm like it actually helps the comfort around being a strong silent type is good its like the less i breath in my sleep the more caleries id see things shorter breathes bring more voices
Are you Single? Im Single... I live in Oundle England.
A Schizophrenic and a horse walk into a bar, the horse asks for a Jack Daniels and coke to the bar tender, the schizophrenic says I'll have what the horse is having, the bartender says "i don't know what that is, i didn't serve her" Sarah Jessica Parker gets up walks through the horse slaps the bartender and the Schizophrenic my question is how funny is this joke? I think it's great.
I used to shout into Fields and I'd get more voices when I held the tone trust me ask my neighbours they know who I am they'd probably understand it as a possibility on me having Schizophrenia I just hide it for work, I can't do the job anymore though i had a seizure expected another smoked weed cause i knew id be in the worst place.
How often do you hold your breath when your stressed? This releases adrenaline which can lead to voices watch Olympic Sprinters and Swimmers people who hold their breath will get it more than people who do actual meditation or yoga without holding there breath just it's about the Rythm more than any meditation in then out I'm not psychiatrist either I'm just good at noticing things.
You know if you just didn't do anything anyone told you to your more likely to not to do anything the voices tell you I just laugh at mine, whenever i don't want to.
I get it your saying you didn't see the angel Gabriel just a hallucination of an angel called gaybreeal Gabriel sorry i can't spell.
Are you English I'm writing a cartoon called Scientist Man it's good just the drawings are shit I used a pencil for sure the character is cool the story is the best I can do though I have to really it's basically about two people who originally come from the start of time and the end of time, and the guy at the end of time travels back to meet the guy in the beginning upon discovering fire. It's all awesome they communicate with everyone throughout time and stop loads of things. The comedy thing is a fund raising attempt hahaha
Should I use a mirror to make fun of my Schizophrenia I feel like it would work saying things like "stop being a mime, you don't have a license your going to get me into trouble again!"
From now on the person who "your-self" is just saying it's Eden Shorthouse even if it says no it's you just keep arguing with it say no it's Eden you know the answer better than it does.
I well want to do a comedy duo cause I'm Schizophrenic as well just with someone who is completely oblivious and just say what I'd say in episodes to get the heckler reaction it's priceless do you want to help me write anything?
I talk to "Thoth" I had moments saying "Thoth is Thoth" I pissed someone off one time because I said it whilst I was waiting for the bus I had to laugh
Who is this "yourself"? And why would your Schizophrenia tells you to kill whoever this "your-self" is an unusual name I must admit I've had it myself to be honest I still haven't found anyone first name "your" second name "self"
Trying to change your perspective on the voices helps suppress them, "o your worthless" means your Rich because nobody likes expensive things look at what people did when Freddo the frog raised its price from 5p to 25p haha it's better to be worth less your less likely to be picked for stuff trust me it's better to relax because you haven't been picked.
I hid my Schizophrenia to join the Army, I'm British, English, i got in and through the time nothing caused it more than adrenaline Schizophrenia is far more common than you think, simply holding your breath can trigger voices, also Rats are very clever i believe your consciousness is telling you something the fact you can talk to a hallucination of a rat means your smarter than Rats.
Your strong, your coping mechanisms are fully functional, may i ask you do you think of something and then get obstruction to the airways like does your diaphragm fully reach your stomach it natrually compresses your organs as you breathe just for self conscious reasons you don't pull your diaphragm all the way down as in take a full breath? I do this is usually when the voices talk for me anyways its a coping mechanism not an illness its not contagious id suggest facing your fears i still need to its the only way to stop the voices, i have issues with my parents they are unnecessary.
hey man, I just wanted to say, I went to the same hospital in UCLA at the same age and reason, when my doctor (Dr de antonio) said I had to go to which onto clozapine. it was a very hard time back then, but my life is really improving. best of luck man
I love u!
I escaped from the San Antonio State hospital three times that became the most wanted man.. the white Vans were after me!
I am a carer of a lovley young adult with a similar affliction. would be nice to ask you a few thigs about managing if you are up for it/ interested. <3 Godspeed on your journey. Do you have any caring decent friends relatives etc to be supportive?
Saying military 6/20/24 Schizophrenia
Chelsea 6/20
We are waiting New vlogs your vlogs are amazing
You look gergeous ❤
İ have schizophrenia ❤
You are beautiful girl ❤
relatable
@Schizophrenic is there another girl there? i hear her a few times but clearly around 9:46. when ur saying u thought the pills were maggots i hear talking too but more like a deep guys voice possibly talking to the young girl voice plus whats going on on the left of u with the light, its like someones walking back and forth in front of a window off screen. i feel like ur scared and having trouble ignoring the sounds thru this recording and i gotta say it made the butterflies in my stomach start fluttering up my throat and i had to yell no around 3 times and rocking in a ball by halfway thru cause it felt like any second i was going to see or hear something bad
Schizophrenic? Seems like you are just a naughty girl who pulls fire alarms and other naughty things.
This is all so fake.
what an uninformed comment.
Living with schizophrenia is so Hard ❤
İ have schzophrenia too❤
Wow, just saw you and you are a cute and stunning person, i hope you are doing ok atm, have a nice weekend and take care, greetings from Germany