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Bipolar - One Girl's Story
A video about a teenage girl who spirals out of control due to her bipolar disorder.
Clips taken from UK soap 'Eastenders'.
Song: Breathe Me by Sia.
No copyright infringement intended.
zhlédnutí: 95 411

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The Butterfly Project
zhlédnutí 25KPřed 13 lety
A movement which has definetly helped me alot... I hope it does the same for you :) You can join them on Facebook on this link: home.php#!/group.php?gid=8530282758&ref=ts *I did not make up The Butterfly Project, I am simply sharing what I think might help people; all the credit goes out to the people who started this project*
Why And How You Should Stop Self Harming
zhlédnutí 28KPřed 14 lety
I hope this video gives you even ONE idea on how you could try and stop self harming... please inbox me anytime :) Song: We Can Try - Between The Trees. *No copyright infringement intended*
Social Anxiety Disorder - My Story
zhlédnutí 39KPřed 14 lety
My struggle with social anxiety disorder. Please message me if you want to... I'm always here x Song: Until Tomorrow - Paramore. No copyright infringement intended. xox
For All The Self Harmers -x
zhlédnutí 1,2MPřed 14 lety
A video for everyone who self harms/ has self harmed. Song: Red - Pieces. No copyright infringement intended. xox

Komentáře

  • @myfianceisburied
    @myfianceisburied Před 5 dny

    What eastenders episode was 3:05 ?

  • @hayley.p01
    @hayley.p01 Před 4 měsíci

    I was a year and several months clean

  • @davidboden5791
    @davidboden5791 Před rokem

    When I found out some of my favourite musicians were bipolar I was jealous

  • @jakesta104
    @jakesta104 Před rokem

    How do you learn to love yaself exactly?

  • @anna_blue_23
    @anna_blue_23 Před rokem

    I put on a fake smile every day i been raped and sexually abused. And physically abused. This video helps alot.

  • @anggiadp8353
    @anggiadp8353 Před rokem

    Pantas orang kalo dah stres pada nyakitin ngelukain dirinya,, emang itu pelariannya :'( Maaf ya diri, sudah ku lukai berkali-kali. Tapi ku ga kuat... Perlahan pulih bersama yah ') Dari aku, yg ingin lari.

  • @george3046
    @george3046 Před rokem

    I feel as if a pick me girl wrote that, I cant take it seriously lmao💀💀

  • @elizzyx
    @elizzyx Před rokem

    NO i hate my life i hate myself i hate my family i feel like shjt I FEEL LIKE IM A WORTHLESS PERSON ive always think of commiting suicide.. some one who i love hurted me and cant move on like NEVER.. if teacher ann saw this.. i just wanna say i love her as my teacher and as u know i wont stop cutting myself :)

  • @little___leo777
    @little___leo777 Před rokem

    20 years sober this past September. But here I am struggling today to not pick up a knife and carve my pain out. I wish I wasn’t this way.

  • @xx_furby_lover_xx5812

    I'm not going to lie, I cried to this. I'm trying so hard and I feel so loved and connected to this video. I'm working hard to be better. This makes me be stronger.

  • @Fwkatiee4
    @Fwkatiee4 Před rokem

    “ Your so lazy” when I’m very depressed

  • @littlebean3683
    @littlebean3683 Před rokem

    i feel like going up to my mom and scream that i sh bc of her and my dad bc of all the abuse all the mocking all the neglect that i cry every single day bc of them and the worst part is that they stopped the abuse for every other one of my siblings but continue to abuse me it started when i wass 7 fucking year old A FUCKING CHILD and i did nothing whong and one day they just snapped i cant stand this shit anymore and i just wanna die sorry for commenting all this its just thst i have nobody to really tal to ]

  • @michaelsalgado6228
    @michaelsalgado6228 Před rokem

    After cutting,I know that I need help I just need help so bad I'm afraid of my self 🥺

  • @matthewblack6456
    @matthewblack6456 Před rokem

    I remember my first cut and I can't stop

  • @Jacob-qb2hr
    @Jacob-qb2hr Před rokem

    Yup all of those WHY!?!?!?

  • @averyavritt5120
    @averyavritt5120 Před 2 lety

    when i made my first cut i did not know i was going to keep cuting all the pain i was feeling was so much pain so i cut so i did not have to feel all that pain but it made me feel so much more pain but i could not stop

  • @karimamjad3072
    @karimamjad3072 Před 2 lety

    idk anymore i do it willingly and i love it i dont know why...am i bad

  • @rubis33
    @rubis33 Před 2 lety

    I don't want to live, but I also don't want to die, I wish I could despeared like I was never born in the first place.... I want.... I want so bad.... But I know I'll not do it... Still, it hurts.... Very very much... I hope It'll end soon....

  • @arcane9891
    @arcane9891 Před 2 lety

    Wish i knew that the one little cut who didn t even bled was the first of others who don t stop bleeding

  • @Abhi-lz6zo
    @Abhi-lz6zo Před 2 lety

    Ik I really fucked up when I get happy when I see new sharp blades

  • @Yourmom-fl9mq
    @Yourmom-fl9mq Před 2 lety

    I’m just tired of living lmao pain is the only way I can cope

  • @_oakley_1905
    @_oakley_1905 Před 2 lety

    I can't do this anymore. IM SO FUCKING DONE WITH LIFE . AAAHHH

  • @aeziy1818
    @aeziy1818 Před 2 lety

    Ive always prevent my self from smiling... When i failed... I hurt myself... Some people act like they dont care... But what if there isn't... But what if they just... Hate me... Sometimes people love me... But i dont want them to love me... Why...

  • @mikeywayglasses
    @mikeywayglasses Před 2 lety

    At first I was scared but now it’s a addiction

  • @jayfeather3495
    @jayfeather3495 Před 2 lety

    One thing from my own life "you'll never feel truly hated by yourself untill someone says you're fine when you've cried so so many times"

  • @diniewafi6139
    @diniewafi6139 Před 2 lety

    how can i deal w this ? 😵‍💫

  • @lillyexcuse1413
    @lillyexcuse1413 Před 2 lety

    People already know it will destroy you but they still do it people are just fake we are in h*** already

  • @mikeyn.y.c6543
    @mikeyn.y.c6543 Před 2 lety

    Does anyone know Mikey from n.y.c Manhattan Spanish Harlem Tainos he wants to commit suicide need help finding his way need help badly

    • @mikeyn.y.c6543
      @mikeyn.y.c6543 Před 2 lety

      1.cut to stop the pain-2.cuts to stop the crying 😭-3.Cut to try to overdose-4.cuts to be died. What's going to happen next no one will ever know I will be died by then ☠️💀👀⚡🌩️🕷️🕸️

  • @oliviaramirez341
    @oliviaramirez341 Před 2 lety

    Not me doing self harm rn

  • @tumama4190
    @tumama4190 Před 2 lety

    100 cuts and 2 month clean latter and am I fine nope <3 should of not had to go though this shit at age 11 at age 12 I just can’t.

  • @tumama4190
    @tumama4190 Před 2 lety

    A 2 month clean whos proud… no one ok.

  • @shaynafox3466
    @shaynafox3466 Před 2 lety

    I’m so emotional right now because it’s all true about me I feel like this every fucking day

  • @Drag0nmaster
    @Drag0nmaster Před 2 lety

    Def gonna send to a friend

  • @jessicanicholson2274
    @jessicanicholson2274 Před 2 lety

    I can’t do this anymore

  • @evil_eggs7823
    @evil_eggs7823 Před 2 lety

    Anyone else bleed until their tired?? just me?

  • @substantialskyler7173

    5 minutes free from self harm. Its not gonna last long but at least its been 5 minutes..

  • @d.eathlov3204
    @d.eathlov3204 Před 3 lety

    I know a boy who liked to draw. He draw pictures that nobody saw He was most artistic at night. In the bathroom ,out of sight. He kept a secret no one know, He didn't tell a soul and his gallery grow. His drawing were different ,no papper no pen, But need a bandage again and again, We stood by the river under the stars, He rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scares, He felt embarrased and looked down at his shoe, Then I rolled up my sleeves and whispered,"I draw too"

  • @angielinawulf2492
    @angielinawulf2492 Před 3 lety

    this just saved my life

  • @everythingbagelseason

    you know the feeling when you want to cry so bad. but you just cant.

  • @heathermctiernan2033
    @heathermctiernan2033 Před 3 lety

    Ok i'm sorry if anyone takes this the wrong way but like.. why is it always known to be a blade that you use when you self harm? Many people bang their head against walls, intentionally burn themselves or scratch their own skin repeatedly. Everyone needs to be more aware of different ways of self harm instead of just the one

  • @hiyeet8646
    @hiyeet8646 Před 3 lety

    I have been self harming to escape pain from a combination of a medical condition and mental problems as long as I can remember. I don't have any memory of my suicide attempt and im always on day zero on 'i am sober' but maybe one day i will get better. It'd sure be nice to be freed of this lifelong prison

  • @nihargandhi9185
    @nihargandhi9185 Před 3 lety

    i don't deserve anything. i don't deserve such good parents i don't deserve any friends. i am just an ugly guy who messes everything everytime. i don't deserve love. the only thing i deserve is pain suffering. i can't take this anymore. i am worthless.

  • @mikeyn.y.c6543
    @mikeyn.y.c6543 Před 3 lety

    It's hard to care for somebody when you are a self harming person when I need someone to Care about me 😭😭😭😭

  • @davidhoolihan5787
    @davidhoolihan5787 Před 3 lety

    Ye I make others laugh but I don't laugh no one has ever ask me how I feel

  • @gravechicken9861
    @gravechicken9861 Před 3 lety

    If anyone needs to wants to talk hit me up ,i know what its like, reach out🙏🙏

    • @gravechicken9861
      @gravechicken9861 Před 3 lety

      @@kaminitomar2821 yea im free whats up?

    • @gravechicken9861
      @gravechicken9861 Před 3 lety

      @@kaminitomar2821 hi yea im here sorry fell alsleep my advise is telll him how you feel . This hit me on a personal level as it mirrors my life.even if you kept him in the dark you had your reason, keep trying as you never know, i have a saying never say never

    • @gravechicken9861
      @gravechicken9861 Před 3 lety

      @@kaminitomar2821 yes friendship is built upon trust, however, there are times when we do what is best for ourselves, however,true friends will hear our cries through our hidden lies ,we make out we our ok when we aint, if your friendship means anything don't give up, if he doesn't respond give him space to reach out to you

    • @gravechicken9861
      @gravechicken9861 Před 3 lety

      @@kaminitomar2821 im sorry to hear that,in time he will come around and will be there, in time, if you want to talk about self harm, im here iv been there so many times

    • @gravechicken9861
      @gravechicken9861 Před 3 lety

      @@kaminitomar2821 yea sure we can

  • @gravechicken9861
    @gravechicken9861 Před 3 lety

    2021 whos here? Standing here with cuts on my arm i pray we all make it

  • @mikeyn.y.c6543
    @mikeyn.y.c6543 Před 3 lety

    I told you you are so smart I seen what you had on your profile the butterfly project and that is so great that is so positive I wish I could be like you

  • @libbymaerusso1662
    @libbymaerusso1662 Před 3 lety

    I dont want to be here anymore

  • @sunfix991
    @sunfix991 Před 3 lety

    She gives her back to me, i scream inside with a little smile and a tear my eyes drip,

  • @idkaguudnamelol.4342
    @idkaguudnamelol.4342 Před 3 lety

    I deserve the pain, im won't stop, im sorry