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Noah Hella
Netherlands
Registrace 3. 07. 2016
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I'm directing my first short movie!
Hi everyone, long time no see!
I'm in film school in Rome now and I'm shooting my first short movie in two weeks! It's a trans-coming-of-age story and it follows a trans guy named Sam (played by Dakota Aspen) who just moved to Rome and has a crush on his non-binary neighbor Zaire (played by Amir Baroud). It's going to be super cute, think Juno meets with CMBYN and a bit of magical surrealism :) I am fundraising to pay for the production of the movie.
The money will go to the transport of the actors, transport of the gear, a smoke machine (cause they look sexy), food on set for the cast and crew, compensation for the actors, and artists that are making art for the bedroom of Sam. My goal is to raise 1000 euros. All the money that is not used by the production will go to a local trans organization here in Rome.
I hope you consider donating :) Link down below
gofund.me/e9bdea16
I'm in film school in Rome now and I'm shooting my first short movie in two weeks! It's a trans-coming-of-age story and it follows a trans guy named Sam (played by Dakota Aspen) who just moved to Rome and has a crush on his non-binary neighbor Zaire (played by Amir Baroud). It's going to be super cute, think Juno meets with CMBYN and a bit of magical surrealism :) I am fundraising to pay for the production of the movie.
The money will go to the transport of the actors, transport of the gear, a smoke machine (cause they look sexy), food on set for the cast and crew, compensation for the actors, and artists that are making art for the bedroom of Sam. My goal is to raise 1000 euros. All the money that is not used by the production will go to a local trans organization here in Rome.
I hope you consider donating :) Link down below
gofund.me/e9bdea16
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Im leaving YouTube :)
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2 months post op top surgery (peri)
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my method: Periareolar procedure (or donut) my surgeon: Dr. van Loenen in the Netherlands Other top surgery videos: top surgery vlog: czcams.com/video/wMrF8qdN6ao/video.html 3 weeks post op: czcams.com/video/9jFw6o1TK_4/video.html 6 weeks post op: czcams.com/video/QZxSrja_oUo/video.html top surgery Q&A: czcams.com/video/q1em2UXhttw/video.html My insta: @noah.hella
FTM guide to chest binding + Q&A
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Leave your chest binding tips and experiences down below! In this video, I talk about different brands (pros and cons) of binders and alternative ways to bind. "European edition" because most of these brands are European which means less shipping costs and no import tax. BRANDS MENTIONED: - Danea: www.trans-missie.com/nl/ - Spectrum Outfitters spectrumoutfitters.co.uk/ - Alpha Shapewear: alphas...
I had top surgery 🧡
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DONUT a vlogish video thing about my top surgery. Hi, I'm Noah and I had top surgery a few weeks ago. I had this surgery because I'm a transgender guy and this was the best change I had to go through in order to be myself. I never imagined loving my body as I do now and I am so grateful for this. Thank you all for the endless support and love. To all of you waiting for hormones and/or surgeries...
weird testosterone changes (transguy)
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Hi, I'm a trans guy and these are some of the weird changes I had when I started testosterone. Some are a little bit TMI and PG18 so be aware! my insta: noah.hella
me dancing to "I have a hole in my tooth" by Dodie
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my best dance performance yet. LikeeE anD! SobscRiBBEiiii instaGRAM: @noah.hella p.s.I really love Dodie just so you know, just thought this was the correct way to dance to this song because it's so weird!!!
Alpha shapewear custom ftm binder review
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I am not sponsored, I just like the binder. Alpha Shapewear makes custom binders from transgender men and transmasculine people. Link: alphashapewear.bigcartel.com/ My Links ►INSTAGRAM: @noah.hella ►SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/user/pievieplee
how I knew I was transgender (and liked girls)
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Coming out started a long time ago for me. First time was 6 years ago and that's when I came out for liking girls. Second time was 2,5 years ago when I came out as a trans guy/nonbinary. Here's how I figured it all out! 1:06 - 4:07 coming out as gay 4:07 - end coming out as transgender Love, Noah My Links ►INSTAGRAM: @noah.hella ►SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/user/pievieplee
10 months on T | ftm transgender
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Top surgery video: czcams.com/video/JOZ9MU6uNK0/video.html voice progression on testosterone: czcams.com/video/jWRP29i_pMg/video.html My Links ►INSTAGRAM: @noah.hella ►SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/user/pievieplee
ftm voice comparison
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ftm transgender dude I've been on T for 10 months now and it's the best thing that has happened to me in a long time. I feel I can speak freely, I don't have to be afraid to be misgendered and I can sing (almost) all the male parts of songs now! (I'm a terrible singer but who cares) If you're waiting to go on T, I hope you can hang on! It's so worth it! My Links ►INSTAGRAM: @noah_hella ►SPOTIFY...
Australian tries (disgusting) Dutch food
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Matt's video: czcams.com/video/SHg7rM47vDw/video.html The nasty food starts from 4:15 Matt's links: CZcams: czcams.com/channels/0LOOkAPw9uhRj1hroNCIgw.html Instagram: @mattisus Twitter: @MattyTMurphy Sarahah: mattisus.sarahah.com Spotify Playlist: open.spotify.com/user/1271421... My Links ►INSTAGRAM: @noah_hella ►SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/user/pievieplee
a trans guy "coming out" video I guess?
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Yeah so hello :) If you don't know who the feck I am then hello, I'm Noah and I used to be/identify with transgender masculine non-binary. I should add something cause at the time that I was identifying as non-binary I really felt like it. Gender at that time, in general, was a huge thing for me because I got misgendered a lot, I had a lot of dysphoria and was in the process of getting on T etc...
Q&A with my brother | Transgender
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(yeah I put the T word in my title: youtube demonetize me!) YES ANOTHER Q&A I KNOW. JEEZ CALM YOUR TITS. So we asked you guys a few months ago to send us questions about our interesting lives so HERE YOU GO YOU ARE WELCOME. Put on your notifications if you want to know EXACTLY when I post another transgender apache helicopter video cause that's all I post about I think lol. I swear I have a lif...
6 months on testosterone | ftm transgender
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6 months on testosterone | ftm transgender
3 months on testosterone [non binary trans guy]
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School tips for non binary people/transguys
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School tips for non binary people/transguys
two months on testosterone [non binary]
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two months on testosterone [non binary]
what i look forward to after starting t and top surgery
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what i look forward to after starting t and top surgery
How to "pass" as nonbinary/FTM transgender
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How to "pass" as nonbinary/FTM transgender
My LGBTQ+ Life Photo Exhibition // teaser
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My LGBTQ Life Photo Exhibition // teaser
how i choose my name and how to pick yours! non-binary trans
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how i choose my name and how to pick yours! non-binary trans
I think that your new chest looks great.
It looks very great, i can't even tell that you had any surgery, it definitely doesn't look like a female chest. The doc did a great job.
feeling after like top shi surgery
You're a woman and a liar :)
Jesus you're handsome af
How is the project going Noah?
YOOOO I found out abt you while researching my family name, I'm also a trans guy that shares the same surname with ya. I'd love to possibly talk to you 🥺
what that's so cool!! add me on insta if you want! @noahzabor
I’m a trans-masc gender-fluid person. I bind and dress masculine anyway since I was younger. ( the dressing bit not the binding bit)I just feel more comfortable and more like myself.I recently got a really short hair cut than I grew it out a little bit.
Wish i found this when u were still online , this vid rlly helped (:
😁 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕞
Hey ! Can't donate right now, except if you accept also donations after filming, because I'm broke until basically end of october. Anyways, I'm a trans scriptwriter (ftm) so if you ever need feedback, or want to put a look on one of my writing projects.. it would be my pleasure ! I'm dutch, living in France btw (trilingual obviously), and an actor and storyteller too ;)
oh wow, that would be great! I always wanted to meet a trans screenwriter. Send me a DM on insta, please :) (@noahzabor)
and please, don't worry about donating. Only if you can afford it. Sharing also helps <3
I would love to see the final movie!
I’m so happy to see you again on here! Very excited for this film.
thank you!! I saw you donation, thank you so much!!
I’m your 10k sub!
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Would you need someone for postpro sound? Happy to do it unpaid
omg, for real! DM me on instagram please :) (@noahzabor)
@@NoahHella don't have insta but could email you?
ahhh, you’re back!! 😁😁 i don’t have the means to contribute right now, but i really hope that you get all the (financial) support you need. this story sounds awesome and yes, the world needs more queer joy! 💜
Don’t worry I understand ❤ thank you for the kind words anyway!
I made a small contribution, good luck! ♡ ^^
You’re the best thanks!
It's so good to see you again! Good luck with this project! :)
Yes, I’m thinking of uploading some videos again :)
Please don’t bind with random binders from Amazon or sth, they’re usually really dangerous for your ribs and lungs!! Please only bind with binders from brands that are known for making safe binders such as underworks, gc2b (although I heard that lately their quality has gotten worse), or spectrum outfitters. You can also bind with kinesiology tape, but please know what you’re doing when you attempt this.
If you’re non binary, then why are you taking testosterone to look like a man? Aren’t you trying to conform to neither?
I wear a lot of hoodies too, but not really for gender expression reasons. My house is flipping cold and the thermostat is finicky so I don’t mess with it. Also I work in the drive thru window everyday and grabbing money from customers thru the window for eight hours a day in the dead of winter in Michigan is brutal. I got layers, hoodie, gloves, and hand warmers in my pockets. Not now of course. It’s finally warming up enough
Good looking 2 months What?
Hi i know its been a few yearssince youve been posted and i dont want o remind you of anything you awnt to forget , but just had to say that i only just found your channel ,and as a young agender person your videos have helped me .
Thanks for sharing your process. I’m 3 weeks post op and I am focusing on things not looking great and too had a mental breakdown kind of. I emailed my surgeon to ask what’s going on just for curiosity sake. I’m just grateful to have my mom helping me out.
I’m really short ( 4 ft 10 ) and struggle buying jeans and trousers.
There are as many genders as you want them to be 😊😊
Thanks for your tips, your video called me down as I came here because J was worrying about doing gym as a non binary person in school and it really stressed me out. Your story about your queer football team made me optimistic, I hope maybe my gym class will be accepting :) as well as my teachers. Thanks again
Are you Dutch?
I am yes
@@NoahHella Same!
i wish i didn’t have to dress a certain way to not be misgendered. i can’t even have a tiny backpack. 🧎i hate texas. i hope i can train my voice to be deeper to fuck with ppls minds 😋
That’s what happend to my chest too. One side was bigger than other side. Im on 4 weeks post op
Yes this is what needed for so long- I'm gonna go back to school in a few months, all of us are, and well as someone who is exploring my gender, I needed this. :) it was really helpful, only my online friends know that I'm enby but, then again, only a few them know-
Dude you remind me of Fenriz lol not entirely sure why maybe personality and mannerisms, and in your looks a bit as well, its a compliment I promise 😂😊🖤
Power to you mate, but being non-binary and being transgender is different, I am male to female transgender, and I’m binary and very possible as female!
well a lot of ppl are non-binary and transgender. being trans only means you don’t identify with the gender u were assigned at birth with. thats why i consider myself trans. i have gender dysphoria as well (not that it’d matter). but even if i prefer being perceived as man over a woman, i don’t completely identify as a man. i personally don’t understand the gender binary but 🤷 like… once i found out there were other genders i went on a personal journey 😭 can’t go back.
Great vid homie dont worry bout voice crack i didnt realize it only cuz u ssid it. I love that ppl are coming out as no binary and gender fluid sooo much sooner i came out on FB at 19 as bi then at 24 i came out as genderflyid and PAN not buy....it sooooo goox to see teens and even grade school kids are not only self aware woke and corageous enough to come out as trans, enby and GF if i ever have kids i secretly hope they are at least non hetero BUT ID SOOOOO LOVE NON CIS KIDS...they will be raised nonbinary/genderfluid im sure of that. Anywsy cool vid thx cutie stay strong 🖤
this is very helpful. I'm not sure if I'm trans, but I feel confident when I'm not misgendered, lol, but all of the time ppl keep identifying me AS A SHE, which is really getting me to feel uncomfortable, thanks Noah
I have long hair and I can’t cut it cuz my mom says no, my school doesn’t allow beanies in class so what do I do?
@Cian MacGana wow.
@Cian MacGana well I just figured out that no one cares if you wear a beanie in class, so now ima just do that
@Cian MacGana :)
@Cian MacGana why thank you
NOAH SUITS YOU!!!!!!!!!
Afraid but doing it anyway because it matters = courage
I felt the haircut. I went and showed the stylist a picture of Hugh grant (in the 90’s) and as she was cutting she was like “don’t worry I won’t make it too manly.” But I walked into the shop manly. I showed a picture of a man. 🤷🏻
Remember dear we happen to have body dysmorphia, we perceive our body in a way that other people don’t. I’m at this very point about my top surgery, where I feel like everything looks like before but…it’s just that we can’t perceive it correctly. Love to you and your amazing surgery result
i remember when i left school i looked super fem and closeted- but over the summer i got haircuts, a glowup, and now i look quite masc, im not even sure if my classmates will recognize me- but i was wondering if theres anything else i should do so im just searching up back to school tips for transmasc ppl-
Im about to go into middle school (6th grade) and im trans male idk what bathroom i should really use because im going to introduce myself as male but dont want to be caught in the female restroom but at the same time i still have feminine parts sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo like any help here?
does anyone have tips for periods and going to the bathroom in 8th grade i can NOT come out cause my grandma is very transphobic and i live with her so ill get my ass beat in our school we cant bring backpacks to the bathroom, and when i start school this week is when my period will be coming. I pass as a cis guy and everyone thinks im cis except for my name "audrianna", I want to email my teachers and say "hey can you please use the name/nickname Finn for me since I dont like my real name. thank you." but I am scared if they will not be accepting and will call my parents and grandparents and out me, if that happens then i will be yelled at and most likely be kicked out of my grandmas house /srs so if anyone cal help please please respond fast
The bathroom problem
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so good to see that you're in such a good place now, noah. you made it! ❤️
This just popped up in my recommended, thank you so much for all the tips! The backpack one is going to help me so much in the coming weeks!
to go along with the backpack tip, you can take out heavy things like books and just carry them so the backpack doesn't pull down