【Yuma】The Medical Anomaly【SynthV Cover】
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- čas přidán 10. 04. 2024
- Original: @RIProducer • R.I.P - The Medical An...
SVP: @KageroP • 【SynthVカバー】 The Medica...
Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^
Vocals: Yuma
Harmonies: Yuma, DEX (he's a part of the instrumental i don't actually own him but yknow....)
Software: SynthesizerV Pro
with help from utatanep1ko (￣∇￣)
Captions: also utatanep1ko :3
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Thank you for the cover! as a disabled person, this song is honestly a huge comfort to me, and it's nice to see it getting more love!
ahhh u have no need to thank me!!! 🥺🥺 i’m so so happy it’s a comfort to you from one disabled person to another ❤❤ it’s really nice to see other disabled people find comfort in this song as much as i do too!!!! thank you so much
Medical Anomaly is an interesting song, the lyrics imply that it’s based around mental illness due to it being ‘unnoticeable’ and it goes over how scared or disturbed people tend to get when someone with a mental illness they tend to hide comes to the surface. This is true with things like depression and such. It’s a reason why masking techniques are so common.
oh yeah it can deffo be perceived as being abt mental health since it’s unnoticeable and ofc people gain masking techniques like u said!! i like that it can be seen in multiple ways honestly, with my cover i perceive it as a physical health condition that you feel but don’t see if that makes sense.. i have a stomach related disease that can’t be seen but i can absolutely feel it, and i’ve had horrible experiences with doctors with how they’ve treated it since they can’t see it.. which is why i had to make a cover of this asap ngl i’ve just deeply related to it since it came out 🥹🥹 tysm for ur comment ( AND UR OTHERS !!! ))
Damn, that sounds pretty horrible. I can’t say that I relate to your exact situation I can definitely get the feeling of counselers, psychiatrists, and therapists treating me like a zoo animal because of my depression. It feels like I learned more about it from fictional characters like Sayori from DDLC or even Nagito to a certain degree (A DEGREE, not fully obviously. I’m not that far gone). It’s kind of like having a tick on the back of your neck that fluctuates from the size of a golf ball to swallowing my entire face. When it’s small it’s manageable, but I have to keep myself engaged in something to keep my mind off it. When it’s swallowing my entire face it feels like if I don’t keep my “Ha ha, everything is fine I’m going to act obnoxious and weird now because it’s the only way for me not to break down” act together I’ll go into a full spiral of “Why the heck am I alive wtf I’m worthless I make everyone’s life worse the only reason I’m alive is because my family loves me I’m such a screw up why can’t they understand.” And obviously that sucks.
Anyways, no medication has ever worked. My psychiatrist just comes off like an old woman who’s giving someone back pain pills instead of something as important as mental health and whenever I say we should experiment with a different medication she just makes some bland remark and ups my dosage slightly on whatever I’m on. One time I went to a psyche ward and THAT was amazingly dehumanizing. If you can’t get along with anyone (which I didn’t for sure) you’re stuck with a roommate you don’t know and there’s one tv that people fight over, there’s also board games but there’s only a certain time of day they’re allowed. Never has Monopoly been funner. Other than the occasional ‘talk session’ every morning and afternoon it’s boring as hell. The therapists obviously don’t have any concept how you’re truly feeling and are mainly concerned with you not offing yourself. You can only see your family and friends every couple days for an allotted hour. There’s also like, one shower in each room. There may as well be one of those bathroom toilet separaters between the ‘bathroom’ and the rest of the room. My talks and experiences with the other patients helped more than the actual therapists. I also like shaving my face, I like keeping a more feminine and soft look for a guy and it’s a nice self care thing that helps with my self worth and confidence. Obviously you couldn’t do that in a psyche ward, on top of that the hospital gowns they give you show off your legs and that was degrading, especially without shaving them like I prefer. I’m proud to say that I don’t take any form of medication now and my sense of self has improved significantly. Obviously the depression is still a thing, that’s never going away but I’m doing better than I ever thought I’d be doing. I shower daily, I don’t starve myself, and I can stick up for myself without being a self conscious mess. That’s some pretty good progress if I do say so myself.
So… yeah. Medical Anomaly is cool, it sums up my feelings pretty well and the character’s facial expression perfectly shows how I feel inside when people don’t understand what I’m feeling. Even my mom’s pretty insensitive about it, she tries to understand but my god it hurts when she makes a whole speech of “Oh sweety, I’m glad you’re getting over it.” It feels like I can’t back talk her either because everyone knows her as some optimistic paragon of a human being and I’d just be the bad guy no matter what. It’s isolating.
I know this whole thing was pretty negative but I hope that sharing this experience helps you feel less alone with how people treat you with your stomach condition. It sounds like it’d be painful to deal with every day and it sucks when people act like you’re faking it or just don’t take it seriously. Even innocent misunderstandings can hurt at a certain point. At one point in middle school when I had a serious iron deficiency I felt like I was going to pass out from standing on the stands for so long while singing and needed to sit down in the middle of choir practice. All the kids thought I was faking it and even the teacher told me to man through it before realizing I was serious as I was breathing heavily and could barely talk. Back in high school some guy who was in that class with me walked up to me and brought up how smart I was for faking it… needless to say I was glad when he moved away. Like… it sucks when you’re so good at faking your emotions that people genuinely can’t tell if you’re lying or not.
jeez dude i’m so sorry abt all that, i can def relate with the first part but not abt the psyche ward and stuff omg that sounds so horrible and traumatising..:( im glad ur in a better place now at least, but yeah it does help knowing other people are in similar ( yet ofc different ) situations 🙏 having people think you’re faking something that is so incredibly real is such a horrible feeling T___T nobody should ever have to deal with being in that position.. again tho i’m really happy for u that ur doing much better!!!! i hope you stay that way dude :33 i wish u well
Yeah, no problem. I just figure it’s best to over share instead of under share with this kind of stuff even if there’s a chance it’s awkward or weird because it is important. You never know if someone needs that kind of validation or support at the moment. It’s better to make someone feel weird and take a chance at making them feel validated or just better in general than suppressing everything you say out of not wanting to embarrass yourself or open up. Of course it is definitely possible to go so far with it to the point that it’s creepy and offputting as with anything in life. Shame is the enemy of confidence and change but shame obviously exists for a reason.
Anyways, that’s all I wanted to say. I got pretty philosophical there and that’s definitely the only full blown personal trauma dump rant you’ll hear from me, to put it bluntly I’m not doing that again take the goshdarn nonconsensual emotional support. It felt pretty weird typing that out to a random vocaloid artist on the internet I don’t even know. The only other living soul I’ve shared that with is my dog and I kind of just applied the same logic to you so sorry about that. I’ll make sure to leave a comment and like on your videos because your covers are cool and… yeah. Have a nice day and don’t let life get you down too much. 😊
@@PotatoDemon-dz7hu ohhhh yeah i see what u mean!! it’s always nice when stuff like that gets considered ( if someone else needs validation for things like that ) but yeah i agree deffo!!!
i shall remember ur philosophical wisdom 🫡🫡 but hey that’s cool that you could open up 2 a random vocaloid artist!!! don’t worry abt it tho idm!! ur dog sounds like a good therapist .. animals rlly are great for things like that
thank you sm tho man!!!! that all means a hell of a lot 2 me 🥹 i hope you have a nice day 2 and the same to you!!! you’re great dude :33
THIS IS FUCKING AMAZING!! ONE OF THE BEST YUMA COVERS IVE EVER HEARD,,, SO GOOD,,, SO UNDERRATED,,,
ABGHFB!?!1! THATS SO NICE OF YOU DUDE??!?2! THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG 🥹🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️ AHHH
woaaahhhh you tune yuma so well my ears are in heaven rn holy fuck
BGDHBD THANK U SO MUCH !!!!!!!111!1 so happy u enjoy my tuning man 🥹 i legit have no idea what i’m doing so i’m happy u think it sounds good 🥹🥹🥹🥹
YUMA JUSTICE
YEAHHHH!!!!
the tuning is ON POINT
AAAHH THANK YOU SO MCUH!!!!! 🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️
amazing song!
thank u!!!!!! ( ◜‿◝ )♡
This song is so me 4 real
I relate to this song on a really personal level due to my own disabilities and chronic pain , and just ,,,, omg ,,,,,, this cover makes me want to explode I love it so much . /pos
SORRY FOR LATE RESPONSE I DIDNT GET A NOTIF FOR SOME REASON??
BUT IM SO GLAD YOU COULD ALSO RELATE TO IT AND IM SO GLAD U LOVE IT 🥹🥹🥹 THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! it makes me so happy other people can also relate to it as much as i can ahhhhh ❤️❤️❤️
Yuma is amazing!!! I luv Yuma!!
YEAH I AGREE DUDE!!!! i love yuma sm
You did a great job with this :D
thank youu!!! （*＾-＾*）
The tuning is nice but the intrumental could be louder. At some points their voice is a bit too loud (1:18).
ITS SO CUTE??? OHMYGODDDD
A A A A THANK YOU SO MUCH AHHHHGGDBHD 🥹🥹❤️❤️🙏
@@gaydexvocaloid
I unironically wanted to download this
Psst, do you want a collab? :3
(I'm not imposing in any way, just a suggestion)
@@nekooooo-p_cooooo-p
🥹🥹 ahHhbdh rlly?? i’m kinda in shock someone wants to download one of my covers ngl BGDDJBD (( sorry if my reply is off at all i’m super tired rn ABHDBD ) but what do you mean by collab? :0 i’m a little stupid and may end up replying 2 u again when i’m more awake 🙏🙏🙏 hope that’s okay :3
@@gaydexvocaloid It’s four in the morning and I haven’t gone to bed yet, so I understand you bro, don’t worry phahahaha
I'm kind of like...trying to write music but I'm completely unsuccessful at tuning vocaloids :(
We could make a song together!
@@nekooooo-p_cooooo-p
BFDH jesus it was late as hell 4 u !!!! glad u understand tho 🙏
ahh i see what u mean now, i’d love to honestly but i’ve only very recently started out with doing covers and i’m very clueless to a lot of things music wise still despite trying 2 learn T__T i don’t think i’d be a good choice to help bc i don’t think i’d be very good at that due to my inexperience :(( ( note placement is my main giant issue ;-; )) i’m so sorry i really hope you can find someone else :( thank you for your offer though really