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  • My van re-design after 4 years, colours, styles and materials | VAN RENOVATION UPDATE
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    Hi my name is Emi. I'm born in raise in small town just outside Quebec City, this is where my lovely accent come from. My #vanlife story starts in September 2018. After a long-term relationship that I was trying for more than a year to rebuild, I decided it was time to end this toxic relationship once for all. This is where I decided to move away from this man that I was still in love with. I put all my belongings inside my SUV (GMC Jimmy) and moved six hours from where I was living. I didn’t know where I would sleep, didn’t know where I would work but I knew I needed to make a drastic move. At that time, I told myself I will only sleep in my car for a month while looking for a place to rent. What I didn’t know is that one month became another month and another month. In the end, I end up sleeping in my car for a full year. Even if people will consider this the lowers time of my life, this experience was the best thing I couldn’t have done with my life. I took that year to focus on myself, decide what I wanted, and most importantly what I didn’t want. That year made me also realize that for so long, I was chasing the wrong dreams. I was chasing what society wanted me to be: to have a big house, a steady job, kids, get married… None of those dreams was making me happy. In September 2019, while I was actively looking for a van, I received a phone call that someone had found my cat (Kelly). After, trying for hours with no success to communicate with my ex-boyfriend (who was taking care of her), I decided to drive the six hours to go pick her up. Without going into too much detail, it turns out he wasn’t able to take care of her anymore. So I brought her in a cat kennel for a couple of days until I found a van we both could live in. I put all the savings that I had accumulated while living in my car and bought my van (a 2011 Ford Econoline that I end up adding a hightop) In the beginning, It wasn’t so glamour. My cat and I were sleeping on a mattress on the floor of the van. We both had to adjust. Now, my cat loves this lifestyle as much as I do; she looks at the window while I’m driving and she loves exploring new places. Since then, my cat Kelly and I are have been living full-time in my self convert van.

Komentáře • 161

  • @jessiehead6525
    @jessiehead6525 Před rokem

    I love how the colors in your van match the colors on Kelly’s fur. A green backsplash over the kitchen counter would pull it all together nicely! 👍🐈

  • @gpan62
    @gpan62 Před rokem +10

    The rust and any engine issues are probably the most important things to deal with first. All the best to you.

  • @sarah21968
    @sarah21968 Před rokem +2

    Giddy as a child to see your van newdesign. Looking forward to it Emi. 👍👍♥️♥️♥️😍😍😍

  • @ritabroils6190
    @ritabroils6190 Před rokem +4

    Maybe use the rust incapulation stuff that Chrome is using.

  • @shariselove
    @shariselove Před rokem +35

    That space where Kelly's bed is at, you said you were going to put a door on it, maybe you can build a little cubby there so Kelly's bed can fit and still be there with a door next to the cubby.

    • @mirobin
      @mirobin Před rokem +5

      That would be so cute for kelly, her own hiding space.

    • @sue9252
      @sue9252 Před rokem +8

      I’m with you on that. Cats love cubbies and high places. As you know how much she runs up trees and gets all energized when she gets out of the van. Having that place to jump up too is good for her.. wouldn’t it be nice for her to have a bit of a cat walk up high.

    • @valpatch7249
      @valpatch7249 Před rokem +3

      You need an air fryer you won’t know yourself. At 82 I’m wrapped nice crunchie chips and veges xx

    • @sue9252
      @sue9252 Před rokem +3

      @@valpatch7249 air fryer is definitely a game changer 👍

  • @ketoauntie7301
    @ketoauntie7301 Před rokem +1

    Changes sound like a good idea you have Emi. I hope you donate your old fridge to someone in need who is just getting started or is having a hard time financially, like a person escaping a bad relationship.

  • @alohatvj
    @alohatvj Před rokem +1

    The new design is going to be amazing. See you on the next one.

  • @dennee5
    @dennee5 Před rokem +1

    White colors will make the van seem bigger and brighter.

  • @truebluepatriot2739
    @truebluepatriot2739 Před rokem

    You look so much younger with your hair shortened, it really looks good!

  • @jonncotton
    @jonncotton Před rokem +8

    Rust never sleeps. In your renovation decisions, be mindful of the out-gassing certain materials, paints and finishes can have that can potentially pollute the air you will be breathing inside your van. Your health is most important.

  • @mitzioden4926
    @mitzioden4926 Před rokem +15

    Go for the color! Your van needs brightening up. It'll be nice when you're finished.

  • @UrbanNomad66
    @UrbanNomad66 Před rokem +2

    Kelly claws at Emi “mom? Are you giving me an update on my place?” 😻🫶🏼

  • @mirobin
    @mirobin Před rokem +1

    The sky's the limit, simple design...with everything you need.

  • @sue9252
    @sue9252 Před rokem +12

    So happy you’ve come up with a plan to revitalize your living space . I think with your experience in carpentry you’ll do an awesome job. Just a suggestion please don’t take away Kitty’s hiding space where her bed is .

  • @Night_hack
    @Night_hack Před rokem +11

    I think if you finished all the wood in the uppers that white washed finish it would look larger and cohesive. Then with the burnt wood on the lowers it would be a nice warm contrast. As for your color schemes they are beautiful. That green tile in a backsplash and/or a hint of green in the bed linens would brighten it up. Also you might consider your baskets above the back door to be a more structured sided basket either in a wicker or if you have neutral bed linens, make them a touch of color. I look forward to the changes. Good luck on your rust….

    • @sue9252
      @sue9252 Před rokem +2

      Wow! Your ideas are spot on . Her van would look amazing.

    • @RebeccaTreeseed
      @RebeccaTreeseed Před rokem +1

      Sounds nice.

  • @jtv848
    @jtv848 Před rokem +1

    Where I live is now 12:30pm so I am having lunch while watching your vlog & I am excited for your upcoming upgrades. I really enjoy your content & subscribers positve comments very much. While reading comments, I pretend I am having a face to face conversation with everyone 🙂

  • @biznessvideos
    @biznessvideos Před rokem +1

    Looks good Emi, we bought the aluminum posts that hold the head and foot board of a bed at IKEA (beds come with 1 but we bought 4 = $60) then added IKEA futon bed boards $30, since they are so strong and connects to the van walls, it gives us a full ‘basement’. We added a queen bed - Bizzo Ambo Life on CZcams ( a converted ambulance) - friends of Wayne and Lawren

  • @Beth-ie
    @Beth-ie Před rokem +1

    LOVE the color of that tile! Such a lovely green-blue, like the ocean. It's going to be lovely.... wood color and that blue-green, just like the outdoors. Great ideas, Emi. (Are you going to put a "cat" door up there where Kelly's cozy bed is? 😂) She loves her mama!!!

  • @k8barkley
    @k8barkley Před rokem +5

    Exciting!!
    I love the idea of the burnt wood n it would be nice with the sage colors.
    Havfun!!

  • @Rose_Romano71
    @Rose_Romano71 Před rokem

    Emi your hair really suits you at that length❤

  • @phyl1042
    @phyl1042 Před rokem +6

    Love the teal color, and putting a drawer for your pots and pans, to get to them easily.

  • @jeanstrait2904
    @jeanstrait2904 Před rokem

    Emi, I like your color scheme in your van, think the white pallet wood looks pretty with ur darker tones. I don't really want to add my opinion because u need to be happy . Know it will be special for you because the present look makes your van look spacious. Good luck and enjoy the process.

  • @normaevett
    @normaevett Před rokem

    You're going to decorate! That should be fun! Looking forward to seeing you decorate the interior with your personality!

  • @joellepatry493
    @joellepatry493 Před rokem +6

    Maybe sand the counter down and whitewash it to match the other wood in the van? Funny, when you mentioned a pop of color with a backsplash, the example you showed was exactly what I pictured for you! It’s also one of my favorites! It’s a beautiful color. You may want to just fashion a curtain for the cubby where Kelly sleeps, so you can just open it enough for her to jump up into her bed, but you’re other belongings are hidden.🤷🏻‍♀️ Whatever you choose to do, I’m sure it will be great. Take care.✌🏻💕🐈

  • @LG-vq5yj
    @LG-vq5yj Před rokem +1

    Love your new hairdo! Excited to see the upcoming van changes 🚐🪄✨

  • @roseshafer258
    @roseshafer258 Před rokem +3

    I so love your smile, Your changes to your van home sound wonderful. Take your time and do what will make you happy.

  • @irregularsmum7520
    @irregularsmum7520 Před rokem

    A bar size fridge fitted into your counter would be nice and save the space on the other side for something else. The teal colour is beautiful.

  • @cindygray4533
    @cindygray4533 Před rokem

    Kelly is , Mom it will be ok.💞💞💞🌷🧘‍♀️

  • @carolstafford6859
    @carolstafford6859 Před rokem

    Kelly is so cute Your doing an amazing job

  • @jamiecoulter4654
    @jamiecoulter4654 Před rokem +1

    Love the hair! You look really good and happy!

  • @michellenelson7899
    @michellenelson7899 Před rokem +1

    How exciting can't wait to see each step Have fun and enjoy much love and blessings

  • @tammyinman1699
    @tammyinman1699 Před rokem +12

    Your rebuild must be exciting for you! I love your ideas and colors💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💕

  • @veronicastewart1959
    @veronicastewart1959 Před rokem +1

    I know I don’t comment a lot but I do watch your videos. I have to say this about you , you put a smile on my face when you talk , you put off a great feeling the way you talk and you get excited about things and I love this about you. I bought a Bus then things happened I got sick with my kidneys and had to put off my dream for a while. I will get better and start working on her. Thank you sharing your live with us ! From Mobile, Alabama

  • @bevtrue6937
    @bevtrue6937 Před rokem

    Burning the wood is a japanese word called sho shugi ban. Pretty cool.

  • @noras.5355
    @noras.5355 Před rokem +1

    Emi, Emi, Emi, when you gonna start? what's gonna be the color? lol JUST KIDDING WITH YOU! Go at your own pace. no worries. I personally like your van the way it is.

  • @Michelle-bw1xg
    @Michelle-bw1xg Před rokem +8

    Enjoy the design refresh, that will be the fun part! You know the functional needs and can enjoy the updates and making the look yours.

  • @wendyloughery
    @wendyloughery Před rokem

    I really like that color you want to add

  • @purplehaze5977
    @purplehaze5977 Před rokem

    I love the burnt finish wood

  • @brendadeforest7926
    @brendadeforest7926 Před rokem +1

    Love the green and teal colors,,,good ideas,,,you're gonna have soooo much fun designing your home,,,can't wait to watch more❤🐈✌

  • @darettablack3794
    @darettablack3794 Před rokem

    Emi, how exciting for you to be able to start on your van to improve the look that you desire it to be. I can’t wait to see what you come up with. I know it’s going to be great whatever you do. I am so sorry to see the rust come back on your van. I hope you can find someone to help you. Kelly is always so adorable 🥰. Be blessed in your travels…..🍃🌸😊🌸🍃

  • @domwatts8314
    @domwatts8314 Před rokem

    Looking forward to seeing how your van progresses! I was thinking... what about just getting some ferritic stainless/material and someone with a longer metal break (roofers can do it for longer lengths as they do eavestroughs and they don't charge a lot to do it for you, around here anyway) and make like a metal box around the area you have your spices magnetized to? You could create a band of material where magnets can stick to and run it the length of the van there. You could fasten it from underneath, running silicone or weatherstripping between the metals to stop any potential noise of it and to be able to remove it as needed. Then, you would have magnetic in the back by the bed as well to hang things stick your phone to etc. and you could even paint it if the metal is not the look you want. Just a thought anyway. The shou sugi ban will look great and It's a pretty fun thing to do! Be well and pets under the chin to Kelly

  • @tommythompson5259
    @tommythompson5259 Před rokem +6

    I am not a huge cat person. But sometimes there is kitties that I find irresistible and Kelly seems to be that Kind of kitty. Looking forward to watching my favorite lady van dweller fix up her van.

  • @andrewrichey7374
    @andrewrichey7374 Před rokem

    Yeah I’ll be watching cat lady, I want to see what you come up with inside your van, I know it will be spectacular you have good taste, well until then peace and chicken grease 😁👍👍😎

  • @denisediangelo1902
    @denisediangelo1902 Před rokem +4

    Don’t forget to leave a spot for kitty to hide.

  • @patdavis8018
    @patdavis8018 Před rokem

    It's gonna be so pretty

  • @mariadmaldonado7979
    @mariadmaldonado7979 Před rokem

    Emi, have you considered asking your friend Joseph with possibly helping with the rust on your van? I've seen that he does beautiful work.

  • @MrRKWRIGHT
    @MrRKWRIGHT Před rokem +12

    Good afternoon Cat Lady. Great job on the van renovation! It's nice to see you smiling again - and as always, thanks so much for all you do for cats. The colours, styles and materials are excellent choices. 😊😊

    • @hellooutthere8956
      @hellooutthere8956 Před rokem +2

      Wht styles and colors? I only saw possible choices not absolute. Wht did I miss?

  • @conniewaite1371
    @conniewaite1371 Před rokem +15

    I think a small narrow shelf under the window ,and place the magnet spices underneath with some tiny lite strips would be nice .it would brighten that space nicely

    • @KaltrinaDemiri
      @KaltrinaDemiri Před rokem

      I second this, she can fit her small glass jars maybe on there if she does that.

    • @conniewaite1371
      @conniewaite1371 Před rokem +3

      @@KaltrinaDemiri better to attach the jar lids to bottom of shelf and just unscrew the jar

  • @simocov
    @simocov Před rokem

    From what I've seen from chrome's welding he is more than capable of doing the repairs on your van

  • @susandevinenapoli7649

    Love the oxidized copper color on the clock photo you showed. Maybe even a tiny bit of copper itself for all the sunrises and sunsets you see...a warm color added to the palate? I love it as it is anyway.

  • @Yvonneb_
    @Yvonneb_ Před rokem +4

    Awwww Kelly is so cute, kisses and hugs to her from me. Your van ideas sound like it's going to look amazing. Xx

  • @MsSoozy
    @MsSoozy Před rokem

    Rust rust rust, it is always going to get cha! I wonder how bad mine is going to get, right now we are good. 😊I look forward to seeing the progress. Be safe and stay warm in this freeze that we have going on at the moment. 😉🍻

  • @suzanneethier1450
    @suzanneethier1450 Před rokem

    hi miss Amie end kyti cant wayt for the result love seu

  • @IzzyOnTheMove
    @IzzyOnTheMove Před rokem +2

    Don't forget to include Kelly in your renovation plans ❤ When i redo my bathroom (which was my dad's bathroom and everything was falling apart, so i am not using the tub and i have to come upstairs (to my empty at the moment AirBnB) to take a bath LOL. I have to get dressed, put on my boots, scarves, hat gloves & everything), i'm changing a window so it opens, and will construct a "catio" - with a part on the inside and then a part outside that he can access through that door. Thankfully i have a carpenter friend who will help draft that up!

  • @sophialewis5642
    @sophialewis5642 Před rokem +4

    The burn finish is called Shou Sugi Ban

    • @cboyle707
      @cboyle707 Před rokem +1

      Yes. Very rustic. You see it on the outside of buildings more than inside.

  • @peggybaker69
    @peggybaker69 Před rokem

    Enjoy your videos, hopefully you will find someone to help you with the rust issues.

  • @elainepearman2309
    @elainepearman2309 Před rokem +4

    Bright tiles back splash, maybe tiles from Mexico, sth America, or native Canada. They are usually bright. The other thing which are great for moving vehicle is no cupboards but deep draws.

  • @aprilbaxter2578
    @aprilbaxter2578 Před rokem

    I love the teal color, too! I can't wait to see what you do!

  • @debbiebarnard2922
    @debbiebarnard2922 Před rokem +13

    Love your color choices! Hope it all comes together for you!

  • @tinaprice6180
    @tinaprice6180 Před rokem +1

    Love the burn finish. My daughter and sun in law done a counter top in the burn finish it looks amazing!

  • @Banagal
    @Banagal Před rokem

    Your remodel ideas and plans sound amazing! I'm eager to follow your build.

  • @keepupwithspeedy
    @keepupwithspeedy Před rokem

    I can not wait to see the finished product. Sounds like you have a great plan.👍

  • @michaelboudreau1441
    @michaelboudreau1441 Před rokem +2

    Hi Emi, Maybe you may want to look into a mechanics lower tool box, to replace you kitchen cabinets. They are strong and sturdy, and the drawers roll out all the, so you can find the items that have gotten pushed to the back. Plus they are lockable with one key.

  • @debbief2882
    @debbief2882 Před rokem +2

    Don't blame you for not wanting to do the rust again.

  • @moonchild1518
    @moonchild1518 Před rokem

    Good luck, great colour choice. Your hair looks fabulous at the moment

  • @shirleydierolf7112
    @shirleydierolf7112 Před rokem +1

    That is exciting...I wish you lots of energy and inspiration!

  • @christeljansenvanvuuren69

    Love 💕 the length of you hair looks good

  • @nlt10016
    @nlt10016 Před rokem

    Can’t wait to see the new update. I know it’s going to be fabulous,, Good Luck,,

  • @christinamann3640
    @christinamann3640 Před rokem

    🔨🪛🪚🔌🎨👍 good plans! Looking forward to seeing it come together

  • @turbodaizo
    @turbodaizo Před rokem +1

    Hi Cat Lady! The new design of your van will be cool. Put the bed higher up, you have a lot of space. Then you will be able to use the space below 🙂 Win win situation. Maybe this is what you already have thought about?

  • @laurelgillespie5612
    @laurelgillespie5612 Před rokem

    Thanks!

  • @debraroth4724
    @debraroth4724 Před rokem +1

    Use fiberglass to repair what you cut out rust wise. Fiberglass won’t rust again!

  • @geraldineross5168
    @geraldineross5168 Před rokem +2

    Kelly your kisses are so wonderful ❤. Amy I am so excited for your going to make changes to your vans living space. Try to use only three colors to keep it looking simpler but balanced and not cluttered with color. Using a matching back splash would be beautiful. So proud of you girl! ❤

  • @juliesutton4551
    @juliesutton4551 Před rokem

    Exciting times!!

  • @carolready3162
    @carolready3162 Před rokem

    Love the hair!!

  • @zantigar
    @zantigar Před rokem +1

    Superb color ideas, but just watching you pointing out all your plans makes me exhausted! You got a HUGE job ahead.

  • @LaNette1
    @LaNette1 Před rokem +2

    Hey Emi I cannot wait to see all the upgrades you’re going to do to your home and adding color I think would just make it so awesome and you’ve got chrome to help you with the rust. He’s good at that now you guys always make my day you guys be safe out there and stay warm.🇺🇸♥️👍🙏🐈‍⬛🏔️🙂🇨🇦

  • @euphoricenergytodaywithlor2717

    Right on ❤

  • @rachelcharris
    @rachelcharris Před rokem

    This is VERY EXCITING 👍

  • @justinlucero6652
    @justinlucero6652 Před rokem

    I like the lighter green maybe for the cabinets in ur kitchen or dark green possible ur book shelf 🤔 umm I do like the white on it back end and front end open with bed for Kelly but a door in ur back too part will look good up to you emi lol and I see you wanted a backsplash for ur kitchen it will definitely pop out more colors.

  • @cboyle707
    @cboyle707 Před rokem +1

    I love the colors of forest and ocean. You can stain some of your wood green and it looks really nice, especially if it is dark. Leave black for accents and frames. Too much black or gray can bring a person down, especially on gloomy days (which I guess Canada has a lot). I would even back your black curtain up from with a really nice nature fabric to be more cheerful inside the van. No teal. Teal is an artificial color that doesn't actually exist in nature. I love your open counter. It is a clean feeling, and very versatile. I would do it that way if I had a van. Together, you and your subscribers (I'm one) can come up with something nice and calm for you.

  • @PrplAngl
    @PrplAngl Před rokem +4

    Sounds exciting.

  • @bethbrimberry2900
    @bethbrimberry2900 Před rokem +3

    Exciting!!!

  • @seviregis7441
    @seviregis7441 Před rokem +2

    It might be a little challenging to install, but in the back by your bedroom, that open Kitty slot, as well as the portion below with the black curtain... you can install metal rails on the inside so the doors just pull out and flap down, held with magnets. But when you want them open, you just roll the doors up and back, like an antique roll top desk. This way you can have really nice looking doors, and also have the spaces opened and closed when you desire. And on the wood panels of the doors, you can paint or stain them, and then you can buy online or in a crafts shop, “art transfers” (like decals that you scrape on) which are beautiful floral, animals, bees, birds, butterflies, plants, trees, and you just apply them, then put the sealant over them. It helps to bring the look of nature inside. I’ve seen people use them on furniture and they look beautiful.

  • @wendysteinberg2595
    @wendysteinberg2595 Před rokem +1

    I like your plan! Hope you enjoy each part it should be fun. The creative part is the best.

  • @flockoturtles
    @flockoturtles Před rokem +4

    I love that tile! It sounds like your van is going to look really nice when you do those updates. . The back windows look 100 % better already/

  • @dewdropn5619
    @dewdropn5619 Před rokem

    Good luck Emi! 🕊

  • @bonniehadley1275
    @bonniehadley1275 Před rokem

    Aww sounds so cool I have idea just to give you another idea …. Paint the top wood a cream … sand down the counter top stain it natural wood and do the drawers etc in a sea foam green 😍 with wooden floors 😊 just another thought

  • @secretlocketsparks8092
    @secretlocketsparks8092 Před rokem +2

    I'm excited for you about the rebuild. 😊

  • @karenmays8889
    @karenmays8889 Před rokem +2

    So excited for you. Can't wait to see it. Safe travels.

  • @donnanichols6838
    @donnanichols6838 Před rokem

    Your home will be beautiful Emi!!!
    Lots of people have presented you with their ideas, and they are all great ideas but at the end of the day, this is YOUR home. Just make it reflect you, comfy and appealing to you.
    big hugs and lotsa love to you and Kelly.
    🍃🤗😍🍃

  • @robertsummers753
    @robertsummers753 Před rokem +2

    I think Chrome did a good job on his , and i think you 2 together can fix your rust problem, if not dig deep in them pockets and hand that$$$$$ over to a body man. Good luck

  • @Lorelly5
    @Lorelly5 Před rokem +1

    Glad you’re at the point of feeling ready to dive into your renovation- hope you have good success with it - having lots of time to think and save up for what works for you ❤🎉😊- are you going to raise your bed up ? - would be cool to murphy bed it
    or elevator lift it up in the day tucked into the ceiling or to pull down from the back wall and allow it to open up over a solid storage couch configuration which would open up your side doors more for water or pull out slides from couch end which helps for feeling like you entry is more opened up for those sunnier days - can’t wait to see your woodworking ideas come together

  • @nicolepalachicky8033
    @nicolepalachicky8033 Před rokem +2

    I was wondering if turning half of the opening where Kelly's bed is into a two shelf library for your books. Kelly can have the other half and she can be a library cat. You could use the space where your books are now for extra room or something else?

  • @liammcweeney1674
    @liammcweeney1674 Před rokem +2

    Great video emi

  • @lanabonjovi7
    @lanabonjovi7 Před rokem

    New to your channel and enjoying your videos! You look happy 😃
    Just learned how Chrome met you! Hilarious story!! Happy for you both and your fur babies Cruzie and Kelly 🐶😻
    Great you both can work on your vans together at the shop. That’s very helpful!
    Looking forward to your updates. Love and positive vibes from Ontario 💕💕

  • @tinrat-n-teet
    @tinrat-n-teet Před rokem

    Awesome , I love upgrades , still doin it to my tinrat! Lol hope you are well, need a van tour 2.0 , hope to say hi again to you guys

  • @williambinns1631
    @williambinns1631 Před rokem +1

    I have always thought of your magnetic spice rack as sort of the symbol of your channel. I hope you keep it! Did you cut your hair? It looks really really good!

  • @Divasbudgeting
    @Divasbudgeting Před rokem +2

    You are doing such an amazing job. Can’t wait to see the process

  • @LSChestersMom
    @LSChestersMom Před rokem +4

    Love it, it's going to look and feel sooooo good!