Chris Daughtry Opens Up About Daughter's Suicide: 'The Guilt Is The Hardest'

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  • čas přidán 6. 06. 2024
  • Chris Daughtry opens up about losing his mother to cancer and his step-daughter Hannah to suicide a week apart last year, admitting the moments of guilt have been the hardest part to endure. Chris shares how the healing process has been for he and his family, and details the "incredible" natural burial ceremony for Hannah. Chris also dishes on the "gratifying experience" of self-releasing his latest album "Dearly Beloved."
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  • @crazyfun5150
    @crazyfun5150 Před rokem +2669

    I love how he doesn't call his stepdaughter that he refers to her as his daughter. Such a class act and great human being. Keep putting positivity out into the world brother.

    • @girlpower4589
      @girlpower4589 Před rokem +20

      Yea I had to rewatch it to listen to Kelly ask him about his step daughter. She said step daughter.

    • @crazyfun5150
      @crazyfun5150 Před rokem +38

      @@girlpower4589 yeah she says step daughter while he just says my daughter.

    • @pattygauvin5479
      @pattygauvin5479 Před rokem +17

      Yes will make it though cuz she is in his heart ❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 My prayers are out for the family and prayers God Bless y'all and everyone 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @shilohbreigh3591
      @shilohbreigh3591 Před rokem +23

      He has been a great dad, he has had a daughter since he married his beautiful wife and they were a true family… they are.♥️

    • @neworleanslady1972
      @neworleanslady1972 Před rokem +32

      When he audition for American Idol his wife said he treated her kids as his own.

  • @davidm1647
    @davidm1647 Před rokem +223

    Chris Daughtry is like the Keanu Reeves of the music industry. He’s in touch with himself and the true meanings of life. Quite sad what he has gone through but the way he’s taking the losses. To be so open about it, to not hide away from society. Truly a one of a kind human.

    • @josephmiller5589
      @josephmiller5589 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Truth!!

    • @paulden3158
      @paulden3158 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Absolutely

    • @W4ll_fl0w3r
      @W4ll_fl0w3r Před 4 měsíci +1

      Fact!!!

    • @BarbCaffrey
      @BarbCaffrey Před 3 měsíci +3

      What he said was profound, and I appreciated it very much. (My father passed away last October, and what Chris D. said about wishing he'd called more or said more rang very true.)

    • @W4ll_fl0w3r
      @W4ll_fl0w3r Před 3 měsíci

      @@BarbCaffrey 🙏🕊🙏

  • @Thejessicagladys
    @Thejessicagladys Před rokem +1601

    I love that she let him speak and feel what he’s feeling

    • @martinezisha2334
      @martinezisha2334 Před rokem +23

      Yessss i love kelly, shes so professional

    • @TaraVon
      @TaraVon Před rokem +42

      No, she cuts him off way too much.

    • @donnalthood3102
      @donnalthood3102 Před rokem +15

      @@TaraVonThiis is Kelly ....this is how it is this is why she has won her Emmys....if you do not like it don't watch!

    • @TaraVon
      @TaraVon Před rokem +31

      @@donnalthood3102 - Saying it’s because she has won Emmy’s isn’t the win you think it is. All those award shows are rigged big time. And I don’t watch her show due to her inability to conduct a good interview and not speak over her guests, but wanted to see what Chris Daughtry had to say.

    • @sehvendusk6612
      @sehvendusk6612 Před rokem +15

      @@TaraVon Tara your reaching here. So if you don't mind can you share the time stamps of where Kelly interupts while he is speaking. Just to let you know the conversation starts around @2:03
      She quickly mentions "oh my god" and "oh geez". Then lets him speak the entire time. She then says "she has never heard of that type of burial" near the end. She was respectful and let him talk with no problems. Also you are assuming she isn't feeling what he was saying either because Jessica's comment seemed to have triggered you.

  • @GreySox
    @GreySox Před rokem +1826

    Very classy of him to answer these questions about his daughter. It must be painful to reflect on, and he'll be asked to do it repeatedly as he promotes his work. I'll check out his new music.

    • @Kerry.moynihan.intellectual
      @Kerry.moynihan.intellectual Před rokem

      Good thing she committed suicide so that people would want to buy his music.

    • @louern123
      @louern123 Před rokem +13

      Agreed ❤️

    • @anababy532
      @anababy532 Před rokem +31

      I have followed him since his days on American Idol. He has an amazing voice!

    • @PietyRules
      @PietyRules Před rokem +38

      The good news is that on a show like this they have preinterviews and clear topics for discussion. She would not have asked on air if it weren’t cleared ahead of time.

    • @andreeannegb8545
      @andreeannegb8545 Před rokem +20

      As someone who lost her child, it's cathartic to speak about it. It eases the loss.

  • @aprildelamare
    @aprildelamare Před rokem +1000

    I love that you gave him the room to speak on his daughters suicide and just listened. Great interview. Love you both.

  • @belindagreen8267
    @belindagreen8267 Před rokem +930

    I know exactly what he means about "What ifs and I should haves". I lost my son to suicide and those questions will consume you if you let it. It's been about 2 yrs for me and I'm healing. I'm moving forward with amazing memories of my son and a greater appreciation for the loved ones I have here with me. I hope he and his wife can as well

    • @lrlavalais2068
      @lrlavalais2068 Před rokem +9

      Your son knew he didn't belong here. You'll see him again. Be blessed. ♥️

    • @noliberalzone1533
      @noliberalzone1533 Před rokem +13

      I'm so sorry for your loss! My biggest fear as a parent! Prayers for you!!

    • @202triciae
      @202triciae Před rokem +69

      @@lrlavalais2068 my deepest sympathy for the loss of your son. My daughter took her life at the age of 32 in March of 2020. She was married and her husband found her in her office upstairs. But I have to disagree with comment that your son knew he didn't belong here? That really is my opinion so not true. The problem with the completed suicides is that their brain tells them that they're a burden and that they have no future and that they're in so much pain that ending in life is the only solution. I don't think my daughter ever thought she didn't belong here on Earth. Her notes to her husband or more of her as a failure which she wasn't. She was accomplished she had her Masters in nutrition she was a registered dietitian she climbed mountains in Peru she was an ice climber and a rock climber she ran marathons. Those were her most amazing times those 12 years between 20 and 32. What happened at the last year of her life only she knows that her husband said she was struggling and he never told us and she never told us. She would just make comments like oh I'm seeing a therapist for my anger or I'm so depressed because I can't find a job that was after she interned for a whole year. She started isolating herself she started overly buying things from Amazon. Her husband said she couldn't control or calm herself down when she was angry. She instigated arguments between them and she admitted that in her notes. She never once said she didn't belong here. She said she was sick and that she was in pain and it was her only solution. Do I believe suicide is preventable? Maybe with those who are impulsive and take the time to think it out and pick up the phone and call the hotline. But I've done enough reading and research on suicide for the last 2 years on people who studied it for over 30 years. And Meghan met the criteria for someone who crosses the line between being a burden and Having the courage to face death. She planned it she researched it you bought what she needed and she was prepared 3 months in advance. I'm sorry this is turning out to be so long but I wish at Christmas time I could remember every moment with her but it was a bunch of people and she sat next to me she put my necklace on the kids bought for me she was sweet and peaceful and she had already knew that she had a way to end her life. She waited until her brother came home from France and March of 2020 and her father came back from a cruise. She called me and then two days later her husband found her. And as I am sure everyone who has had a child die from suicide or suddenly from any sort of incident you look in the mirror and you don't even know who you are anymore. You will never be who you were. Again so sorry this is long

    • @lrlavalais2068
      @lrlavalais2068 Před rokem +2

      @@202triciae My son did not die.

    • @202triciae
      @202triciae Před rokem +13

      @@lrlavalais2068 sorry that was meant for Belinda, I was remarking on your comment to her that her son knew he didnt belong here. That was my opinion, since my daughters death i have spent 2 years reading, listening, following experts who only study suicide, and that is never the reason. Sorry did not mean to imply you lost your child. I pray no one has to experience this, unfortunately 35 people take their lives every day in the USA. Why?????

  • @tarajones-legros3661
    @tarajones-legros3661 Před rokem +223

    Never seen Kelley speechless. Until today listening to him.

  • @MODELBODYINTL
    @MODELBODYINTL Před rokem +371

    I produce red carpet events in Los Angeles and he was one of the guests we did for a TV premiere and I have to say he was probably the nicest celebrity we’ve ever hosted at any event. Extremely genuine, kind, and humble. It breaks my heart to see him having gone through all of this. He is the real deal quality guy.

    • @anthonylove821
      @anthonylove821 Před rokem +13

      I met Chris and his band doing the VIPs during the 2009 tour. They are probably the nicest group of guys you would ever want to meet. When I saw him on his first tour he was one of the last guys to come out after the show to sign by the buses. He truly loves his fans. God bless him for all he has been through. I wish him nothing but brighter days ahead. Keep rocking Chris.

    • @kinghenry7888
      @kinghenry7888 Před rokem +5

      His wife is amazing, too. Salt of the earth.

    • @Iris-gy2mi
      @Iris-gy2mi Před rokem +3

      Yes, I met him during the American idol tour in 2006. Very humble. He is the same person today as he was back then.

    • @marianneloper8695
      @marianneloper8695 Před rokem +5

      I agree with you 100%. He seems like he is the same guy he was when working for a car dealership before AI. Very humble and grateful for the success he was gifted. Saw Daughtry in NC this past September and they were amazing. Chris made sure that every member of the band had their moments to shine, and never once made it seem like it was “his” tour. Have always loved him and always will.

    • @yvonneledesma
      @yvonneledesma Před rokem +1

      Love his music and the person behind the music great interview

  • @Papabogs1020
    @Papabogs1020 Před rokem +219

    Chris calling Hannah his "daughter" really shows how much he loves her..

    • @contralilozi50
      @contralilozi50 Před rokem +7

      & Kelly clearly stating 'step' daughter.
      She missed the empathy mark on this one.

    • @NatureForce37
      @NatureForce37 Před rokem +11

      No she didn't. She slipped up and called what she was to him. He sees her as his daughter, cool, but Kelly just stated what it was. It seemed like an accident at most. I don't think she knew how he saw his stepdaughter until then, so we can't blame her for not knowing.

  • @dinajacobs535
    @dinajacobs535 Před rokem +613

    This poor man and his family! He has such grace and mercy to hold it all together while talking to Kelly about this difficult time that wasn't all that long ago! I pray that God's favor is with them all! Chris is an absolute class act! Prayers for his family! Blessings

    • @meliniefortier1054
      @meliniefortier1054 Před rokem +2

      My favourite

    • @michellewhelen3251
      @michellewhelen3251 Před rokem +1

      Amen.

    • @JB-eg1tb
      @JB-eg1tb Před rokem

      I don't know if poor might be the word to describe him. Poor seems to imply he deserves pity. He has self-awareness that gives him strength, confidence and understanding. He is one who "beat himself up" but learned to deal with things in a "healthy way". The words he describes seems while he has gone through tough times, he has been able to heal. He is quite rich because of the support and love he has received from his community.

    • @JB-eg1tb
      @JB-eg1tb Před rokem

      @@dinajacobs535 Appreciate the clarification.
      Per your advise, I searched Merriam-Webster's definition of Poor:
      lacking a normal or adequate supply of something specified
      inferior in quality or value
      exciting pity
      less than adequate
      small in worth

    • @JB-eg1tb
      @JB-eg1tb Před rokem +1

      You're right though- knowledge is power. I might also add, practical application of knowledge is humility, wisdom and grace.

  • @digitalforensicsglobalsolu7966

    I love Chris Daughtry. He's incredibly talented

    • @albalopez2885
      @albalopez2885 Před rokem +8

      Yes he’s amazing 😍

    • @mariabarragan4950
      @mariabarragan4950 Před rokem +4

      Still can't believe he lost on Masked Singer. He was the best one!!

    • @sandrapereira5896
      @sandrapereira5896 Před rokem +1

      I loved him too. Has a great voice.

    • @linadecrava895
      @linadecrava895 Před rokem

      Most of his songs are on my most favourite playlist

    • @leaf2180
      @leaf2180 Před rokem +1

      @@mariabarragan4950 runner up on two singing competition shows now. Should've won both of them.

  • @mljshell514
    @mljshell514 Před rokem +443

    My sister ABSOLUTELY loved Chris since she saw him on AI. When I see him, I think of my sister. She passed in 2012 after an illness. Thank you Chris for making her happy.
    You definitely have a unique voice and are an amazing artist.

  • @kosmickobb8570
    @kosmickobb8570 Před rokem +206

    I lost my husband to suicide almost four years ago now. Then his father did the same just 7 months later. . it's a very hard walk to walk. I feel for anyone who's been through this type of loss. I'm sending all of my love to you.

    • @candiceumbdenstock4708
      @candiceumbdenstock4708 Před rokem

      It shouldn't be a way out

    • @ninas4968
      @ninas4968 Před rokem +1

      So sorry 😢❤

    • @michaelsix9684
      @michaelsix9684 Před 5 měsíci +2

      lost 3 people to suicide, I always felt guilty wondering if I could have done something to stop it

    • @VeeAmericanEagle
      @VeeAmericanEagle Před měsícem +1

      Omg so sorry for your losses 😢❤

    • @jmichaelbourke
      @jmichaelbourke Před měsícem +1

      Thinking of you Kos, as a caring man from Oz. 😍 I know the walk of pain also!

  • @paullyrenee
    @paullyrenee Před rokem +451

    I lost my 29 year old son to suicide 5 days before Christmas 2021 and the guilt is the absolute worst. Praying for he and his family.

    • @wakranich3488
      @wakranich3488 Před rokem +19

      My prayers to you Paulette. I can't imagine what you're going thru.

    • @peabudddy
      @peabudddy Před rokem +10

      Hope you are doing well.

    • @iseejewelz3874
      @iseejewelz3874 Před rokem +10

      just wow, I cannot imagine and the pain and emotions given the circumstances you are going through. I just so so sorry

    • @GH-lk5bo
      @GH-lk5bo Před rokem +8

      Prayers for you as well, look at it this way. Every day we are one day closer to being reunited with the ones that gone before us. In Christ your brother and friend Greg from TN..

    • @jessicatyson153
      @jessicatyson153 Před rokem +4

      So sorry for your loss ❤ son continues to live on, we are energetic beings. An energy can never be destroyed, it only changes sizes, shapes and manifestations. He is always around you ❤

  • @debraholmes3299
    @debraholmes3299 Před rokem +440

    Kelly you are such a kind and sweet soul. Chris sharing his natural burial after his daughter's death must have been so difficult and healing for him. I cannot wait to hear his new single.

  • @jkn1063
    @jkn1063 Před rokem +293

    I love him and that she let him just talk. I lost my brother to suicide almost 4 years ago-suicide grief is unique and absolutely brutal.

  • @danielleduble6412
    @danielleduble6412 Před rokem +138

    As a student almost finished my Masters in Mental health counseling, Kelly has amazing therapeutic communication skills. The way she just allowed Chris to speak and express his emotions is a genuine skill many do not possess. My heart breaks for all the loss he has had and love how he calls her his daughter and not step - daughter ❤️

    • @Heroesrules1994
      @Heroesrules1994 Před rokem +1

      @@lynnyogabellydance3737 Part of Kelly's job is to move the conversation along as they have a set interview time and can only say so much.

    • @christinacarrasco7080
      @christinacarrasco7080 Před rokem +1

      For once she let someone talk. 🤫

    • @cakerbaker9965
      @cakerbaker9965 Před rokem +2

      I’ll never forget how Oprah use to interrupt her guests years ago…specifically, Patrick Swayze’s widow when she was there to talk about him
      Drove me nuts!

    • @maureencgarcia242
      @maureencgarcia242 Před rokem +1

      I hate the terms step and half...if you are family then you are family.

  • @lisaferrin362
    @lisaferrin362 Před rokem +83

    What a sweet man! Humble and kind. Love how he refers to her as his daughter. You can really see his heart

  • @rubyhopper6751
    @rubyhopper6751 Před rokem +154

    I know the feeling of losing a child to suicide. My prayers go out to Chris and his family. God bless you 🙏

    • @angelsmith6565
      @angelsmith6565 Před rokem +7

      So sorry for your loss 🙏🏾 I hope you’re doing okay

    • @202triciae
      @202triciae Před rokem +6

      Me too. My youngest daughter took her life March 25th 2020 at the home she shared with her husband. He found her and was out of the blue. Its painful, devastating, and to see her older siblings struggling with the same thing, why did we miss it, why didnt she say something..the list goes on and on and on... I wish her husband had said something to us, she was 32. And was determined to leave this world.

    • @rubyhopper6751
      @rubyhopper6751 Před rokem +6

      My daughter was 32 as well. She died June 2016 of mental health issues caused by drug addiction. She refused help but that does not stop me from missing her every day. My heart is still broken 💔

    • @202triciae
      @202triciae Před rokem +9

      @@rubyhopper6751 of course, there is no shame in drug addiction and the mental pain it causes the addict and the family. Drug addiction changes the brain and decision making. Funny thing is my daughter was a heroin addict from age 19 to 21, and had overdosed countless times because she hated herself n her addiction and that it burdened our family, we did not enable her, we were always there any time she was ready, they have to be ready, and one day in 2009 she called me from a shelter in Paterson NJ and said mom please bring me to ARC in Syracuse which is a 7 hour drive. We made a deal you sign the title of your car to you dad , she lived in that car, and I drove her there the next day, it's free room and board, Christian based program for recovering addicts but it was 7 months, she was free to leave anytime, but she stuck it out , turned her entire life around, it also was a full time work program, bible study, church every Sunday and NA meetings and a personal counselor, cost her and us nothing but they are extremely regimented but fair and caring. She graduated may 2010 , she was fit, tanned and her teeth looked amazing, all her medical was taken care of thru Medicaid, and they had a gym, so she worked out everyday, they set her up in sober living house here in a beautiful home in NJ , 500 a month, got a job, she got her car back, stayed there for another 8 months...became a born again Christian and was in total recovery for the rest of her life. Had her Masters in nutrition, was a board certified registered dietitian, had a loving husband of 3 years, rock and ice climbed, went to Peru, Africa, ran the philly marathon, she was amazing. Yet it obviously was covering up the pain and depression that the drugs used to do, but now she was addicted to constantly going at full speed. Refused to tell a therapist she did not want to take any drugs, she completed her suicide by ingestion of a life ending substance as told to us by the medical examiner. If she had died at 21 I would have believed it, but not when she worked so hard to get to where she was.....she I think had BPD. She had all the 9 criteria. She may have had it during her drug years and we thought her behavior was the drugs...obviously it wasn't. My condolences to you, I know your pain, heartbreak and sadness that will always be with us, Meghan is at peace and hopefully playing with our dog sammy who died at age 17 in 2021 she loved him. ❤❤❤❤❤❤💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

    • @chrizmooo7255
      @chrizmooo7255 Před rokem +5

      Such heartbreaking stories 💔 my heart and prayers go out to you both 🙏🏻❤️

  • @12567NoYouCannot
    @12567NoYouCannot Před rokem +41

    Chris Daughtry Deserves ALL the Successes, he's an incredible MAN. His Wife & Kids are LUCKY and blessed to have him in their LIVES, he is One of a Kind.

    • @pattymayocakes
      @pattymayocakes Před rokem +4

      Why are you CAPITALIZING random WORDS? 😂😂

    • @12567NoYouCannot
      @12567NoYouCannot Před rokem +1

      @@pattymayocakes; Called YOUR Attention, uh???? 😃😄😁😆😅🤣😂 I did a Good JOB!

    • @pattymayocakes
      @pattymayocakes Před rokem

      @@12567NoYouCannot yes it called my attention to your stupidity, if you think that's a good thing then bless your heart

    • @kidrobot.
      @kidrobot. Před rokem +1

      can you tell me who isnt one of a kind?

    • @12567NoYouCannot
      @12567NoYouCannot Před rokem

      😄😁😆😅🤣😂

  • @lavern1402
    @lavern1402 Před rokem +82

    I lost my 16 yr old son to suicide in 2008. It breaks my heart to this very day…. Truth is, we’re ALWAYS attached to our loved ones, no matter “how” they passes. I’m so sorry sorry he also lost his precious mama! Suicide, is such an enigmatic topic and so the healing is unpredictable and the trauma leaves a “rawness” that never leaves…. I’m sending Love to Chris and Deanna, and to everyone who’s also on a healing journey… WE ARE IN THIS TOGETHER ❤🙏❤️‍🩹😇🌙💛

    • @lilianwal2385
      @lilianwal2385 Před rokem +3

      I cannot begin to imagine, so so sorry

    • @mariahcraft5230
      @mariahcraft5230 Před rokem +2

      So sorry for your loss, I couldn’t imagine! The 19th of this month will be a year since we lost my cousin to suicide. It’s such a sad situation - thinking of you mama!

    • @tdpooh1972
      @tdpooh1972 Před rokem +1

      @LAMPLIGHT - I cannot even fathom your loss. I am truly so sorry. I pray God comforts & strengthens you until you see your son again. God Bless. 💔😢🙏🙏🙏♾

    • @tdpooh1972
      @tdpooh1972 Před rokem

      @@mariahcraft5230 - so sorry about the loss of your cousin.

    • @iiAMnina
      @iiAMnina Před rokem

      I’m so sorry for your loss ♥️🙏🏼

  • @ruthannetaylor7206
    @ruthannetaylor7206 Před rokem +146

    Grateful to hear about the process of grieving so openly stated. Kelly you listened and didn’t try to fix. Perfect. Lost a loved one who died by suicide. It’s brutal.

    • @Elong.
      @Elong. Před rokem +4

      My condolences

    • @ruthannetaylor7206
      @ruthannetaylor7206 Před rokem +1

      @@Elong. thank you.

    • @202triciae
      @202triciae Před rokem +6

      My condolences to you and family. It is very brutal, devastating, traumatic, and just overwhelmingly sad. My youngest daughter took her life March 2020 at the home she shared with her husband. He found her. This was sudden for us, but she had it planned for 3 months and actually was with is Christmas eve 2019, and was peaceful, cute funny and loving to me especially, i picked up right away that she was acting too sweet, little did I know it was her way of saying goodbye. Yet she called me 2 days before her death and we talked for an hour...just mom and daughter chatter. But I did get to tell her how much I loved her, how proud i was of all her amazing accomplishments. She never let it slip she was struggling with depression. We found out so much after her death from her husband. Sorry to say, and I love him, but maybe he could have told us before she died. He lives with that but we never have blamed him. Someone who wants to die and is not afraid of death, will be successful in ending their lives. #MentalHealthMatters #mentalillnessisreal #foreverbroken #suicidesurvivor

    • @ruthannetaylor7206
      @ruthannetaylor7206 Před rokem +3

      @@202triciae I’m so sorry. It is the most painful, gut wrenching experience. My loss was from a mental illness. 21 year old beautiful soul who couldn’t battle pure OCD INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS.

    • @MsDee409
      @MsDee409 Před rokem

      So sorry to hear that. My condolences.

  • @tomasinanorman2128
    @tomasinanorman2128 Před rokem +74

    I remember reading about his daughter . I was running listening to his latest album and I literally had to stop and cry and I prayed for him. I can’t imagine. He seems like such a kind genuine person.

  • @DeadSezSo
    @DeadSezSo Před rokem +115

    The thing he said about the guilt...is so painfully relatable. I lost both my parents by the time I was 26, I lost my mom in 1999 and my dad in 2020. and with my dad, he was diagnosed with inoperable and terminal cancer and given 3 to 6 months. he made it 6. but I couldn't talk about it with him, I didn't want to cry in front of him. Thankfully, I had expressed how much love and appreciation I had for him multiple times before he got diagnosed with cancer so I know he knew how I felt about him. but I still feel an intense amount of guilt that I couldn't have that conversation with him one more time before he left this earth. If I could do it over again, I'd cry and cry with him and reminisce and comfort him and I wouldn't care about looking so tough because that wasn't tough. That was cowardly of me. I know that sounds like a pretty harsh critique but I know it to be the truth, it doesn't matter how anyone else feels about it because they wouldn't know. I'm thankful my grandmother was still here to be the shoulder for her oldest son, but I hate that she had to go through that pain. I got to hold his hand as he passed away and I sat with him alone for almost an hour crying after they declared time of death at 9:23pm on January 19, 2020. They say the goal for any man should be to be the strongest man at their fathers funeral. And I was, I gave a fantastic speech that had everybody laughing then crying then standing and applauding. We gave the mic to anyone who wanted to speak and all of his high school best friends broke down telling stories, some if me and my brothers friends even spoke and hell even my dead mothers ex husband and father of my older sister got up and sang his praises for my dad for treating her like his own kid. I patted people on the back, I told them how much he cared for them and I smiled. I do not regret that at all. I just wish I had the wisdom to know it was all an act that I was making myself believe. because the grief didn't hit me until a full year later and I haven't been able to cope very well since. Now, my dad's mother is dying and I've been fighting having this conversation yet again with her. But no more, I'm going to visit her at the home tomorrow and I'm not leaving anything left unsaid. I can't let her leave this world without that conversation and some words to take with her to her beloved son, my father

    • @GoodSpiritBadBoy
      @GoodSpiritBadBoy Před rokem +8

      Wow that touched me and I can certainly relate to everything you said! I'm with you in spirit and be strong while you have that important chat with your Grandmother! I bet your Father & Mother are around you constantly and will be there to hear that speech!!!! Peace to your soul.

    • @JustASmallTownGirl85
      @JustASmallTownGirl85 Před rokem +7

      Very touching, the guilt after being strong is the hard part. I lost my husband in a logging accident on the job when I was 25 and our daughter was 3, I left so many things unsaid. I am sorry for what you are feeling now, but I just know your Dad is looking down on you and is very proud of you, he knows your heart.

    • @stevenbruno7710
      @stevenbruno7710 Před rokem +7

      I just lost my mom to Cancer almost two weeks ago July 27th 2:32AM. When you hold a parent’s hand as they go off to heaven, it’s so tough. I remember walking outside to call family and my legs went completely numb and I fell to my knees just thinking about how I’ll never be able to speak or spend time with my mom anymore. That morning when I got home I prayed for her and tried to get some sleep but I was up until 8AM just holding her blanket tight and crying looking at one of her pictures. It still doesn’t feel real, almost like I can just go and see her anytime I’m just choosing not to. When you keep reliving that final chest rise as their body gasps for air, its like PTSD. You think about your loved ones in such a different light when you lose someone so close to you. I think about her every single day, and I do my best to honor and pray for her. I hope you keep their memories close and do your best to honor your parents as well.

    • @schoolgirlsp5142
      @schoolgirlsp5142 Před rokem +4

      My Mom died of cancer me and my sister talked with her and cried with her none of us held anything back she told us she was so happy we did that for her I am certain your Dad so have wanted that with you but understood that you could not do it Dad's know

    • @Leggin
      @Leggin Před rokem +3

      Wow I am in tears child for one I know your pain real well I lost my father in 1992 I was 17 and lost my mother when I was 30 in 2005 it's not easy idc how many yrs they r gone every holiday birthdays or mother's day or father's day come around it's still Sparks that moment of grieving ....not a day goes by I don't think about all the what ifs and should haves blessings to you brother and my deepest condolences goes out to you and your family as you prepare for your grandma"s passing just know they will be there every step of the way to guide you from the other side .....

  • @radioactive_sunflowerz2450
    @radioactive_sunflowerz2450 Před rokem +158

    I definitely get what Chris was saying about how the burial was bittersweet in that it was sad but also cathartic, because that's how I felt being with my grandma when she died in the hospital. Holding her hand as she drifted off was other-worldly and I was very glad to be there to know that she died peacefully, it made death seem more humane in a way I guess. I hope his daughter was able to pass peacefully and that she has found peace in eternal rest, and that his family can find healing with such tragedy. I struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts but the thought of how it would wreck my family always stops me before it gets to that point.

    • @12567NoYouCannot
      @12567NoYouCannot Před rokem +7

      I didn't think that I was going to Cry Reading these Comments here, but here I am; You touched my heart deeply, I Wish You the best, You were Lucky to have a Loving Grandma, I never had One. They were both very hateful B*tches who didn't love their Grandchildren, but Kudos to those who had Loving Grandmas.

    • @formerlyarandompropernameb9327
      @formerlyarandompropernameb9327 Před rokem +2

      Remember always,always how loved you are- and the Lord lives you perfectly & unconditionally-always.

    • @carolebrown-cs5uk
      @carolebrown-cs5uk Před rokem +1

      I love the burial concept. Very personal and it reminds me of what people would do centuries ago. I know it's not a snap of a finger fix but I wish people young and old would feel they could reach out to family, friends, counselors, anyone for help before suicide thoughts take over. Many different reasons and It's often hidden. Breaks my heart. ❤️

    • @inlinechris
      @inlinechris Před rokem

      @@carolebrown-cs5uk people thought slaves were okay a couple centuries ago too. Not everything old is good lol

  • @bethmcfadd
    @bethmcfadd Před rokem +88

    Chris, thank you for sharing your genuine love for your daughter. My son was 5 yrs old when my late husband passed away .

  • @JenniferSparksSavoy
    @JenniferSparksSavoy Před rokem +44

    2 of my fave American idol stars ✨ ❤️✨

  • @Real_Badger
    @Real_Badger Před rokem +115

    My heart goes out to you Chris. I lost my mother and her mother (who was my world) 5 days apart. It is very hard to deal with 💞

    • @TT.3123
      @TT.3123 Před rokem +6

      That’s devastating! I’m sorry 😩

    • @andriamsimpsonrussell
      @andriamsimpsonrussell Před rokem +3

      Wow... Devastating! Can't imagine. Hugs.

    • @nikkihorvath993
      @nikkihorvath993 Před rokem +1

      Stay sweet even if life isn't right now too you at all. Sending you love.

    • @utubecrimequeen
      @utubecrimequeen Před rokem

      So so sorry for ur lose!!!🙏🙏🙏

  • @lisadebergerwheeler7306
    @lisadebergerwheeler7306 Před rokem +50

    I have been listening to Chris Daughtry since the days of Idol. When I heard about him losing his mother and then his daughter I couldn't listen to their music for a week or two. I felt extreme empathy for him and everyone who loved these two precious women. I'm sure Grandma was there to meet her granddaughter letting her know her suffering was over. Continue to RIP 🙏💕

  • @tealquartz
    @tealquartz Před rokem +14

    I've loved him since day 1 on American Idol. He is, and always has been a class act.

  • @50hellkat2
    @50hellkat2 Před rokem +61

    He is a strong person.

  • @andrewbrown8148
    @andrewbrown8148 Před rokem +74

    Chris is an incredible musician, performer, & human being~! So sorry for your loss, brother. Just as I say about Kelly...you are one of the gifts to the world from American Idol~!! Love your music, bro~!!

  • @fayeray6797
    @fayeray6797 Před rokem +20

    Chris just went in such a deep direction. Authentic, connected, enlighten. Not sure most people even really heard what he was saying. Wow! One conscious man.

  • @kathughes3629
    @kathughes3629 Před rokem +36

    I lost my mom to suicide and it is the hardest thing to deal with the guilt of not knowing what to do . Ty for sharing this with the world!!!!

  • @jacquistephens605
    @jacquistephens605 Před rokem +40

    I love daughtry, brilliant singer and musician. So sorry to hear about his losses. Can't be easy for him but, he seems very upbeat and positive. Xxxx

  • @familieliv1144
    @familieliv1144 Před rokem +48

    This breaks my heart.
    When I was 17 I lost my mother to anorexia. And even though it wasn’t suicide, my mother did slowly kill herself. For many many years I carried the guild. What if I had done this, what if I had said that…
    But then last year I read my mothers journal from her last hospital stay, and it was a huge relief, even though it was rough and heartbreaking. But I finally realized that there was absolutely nothing I could have done. She was too sick to be saved.
    I’ve tried my best to live a life that would make her proud. I’ve worked my way through depression, anxiety, self destructive behavior and an eating disorder.
    On the other side of my mental disorders, I have created a beautiful life. I got my dog, met the love of my life, got my bachelors degree and got a beautiful daughter. I’m now engaged and expecting our son and working as a social educator.
    I couldn’t save my mother, but all I can do now is to be happy, work hard and make her proud.

    • @lucymars4319
      @lucymars4319 Před rokem +1

      I’m sorry for your loss. Wishing you the best in life. ❤

    • @darkseaofempathy
      @darkseaofempathy Před rokem

      Sounds like you've built a great life for yourself--good for you! No one can save anyone else from anything; wish you well on your journey in life.

  • @benjamintaylor8780
    @benjamintaylor8780 Před rokem +24

    I didn't know this. How tragic. Respect, Chris. My heart goes out to ya.

  • @thomasnetter2407
    @thomasnetter2407 Před rokem +26

    The song Home helped me so much during a very difficult time of transition in my life. I had the opportunity to meet Chris and tell him my story and he hugged me and actually shed a tear. He's has such a kind soul and he's so very real! I pray that he has something to help heal his heart the way that his words helped me!

  • @amommamakingithappen1850

    I was working in a nursing home when he was on that show. There was a lady that absolutely loved him. She'd always ring the call light to show us how handsome he was and hear his great voice.

  • @annjones9802
    @annjones9802 Před rokem +47

    He is such an amazing singer and person. I love his voice. May God bless he and his family.

  • @joanneweiss3864
    @joanneweiss3864 Před rokem +5

    Do glad Kelly was actually able to just listen for a change. Bless him & his family.

    • @SG-pw6wf
      @SG-pw6wf Před rokem

      I agree. I think Kelly is very sweet, but she often talks too much during interviews and should continue to work on listening more intently to her guests. She tends to interrupt/interject too soon.

  • @kaoutermouslimhaliba7145
    @kaoutermouslimhaliba7145 Před rokem +46

    I can relate to that guilt feeling after losing someone. It happened with my father. I felt like I didn't do enough . It still comes back sometimes.

  • @jchamberlain57
    @jchamberlain57 Před rokem +24

    I love EVERY song on "Dearly Beloved" . Listen to the whole album all the time. Great work 👏

  • @kimberlyj98
    @kimberlyj98 Před rokem +33

    My heart goes out to Chris and his family. I can’t imagine what they must me going through, but I have so much respect and admiration for Chris. He’s always such a class act.

  • @amandabahma9700
    @amandabahma9700 Před rokem +16

    My heart goes out to him and his family. Prayers and thoughts are with you and your family Chris.

  • @lisamorrison2149
    @lisamorrison2149 Před rokem +23

    My deep condolences to Chris and his family. He is such a bright, talented, and loving man. Best wishes to him. Love the new track.

  • @angelabest4468
    @angelabest4468 Před rokem +16

    The way he has been able to process his grief is incredible. I have had a few losses within the last few years that have taken my breath away. I totally identified when he was explaining how he processed each death in a completely different way. I was devastated for him when I heard the news of his daughter and his mom so close together. My heart goes out to you Chris. 💖
    That was beautiful Kelly the way you gave him the space to share his experience with everyone 💖

  • @leerinbigham7565
    @leerinbigham7565 Před rokem +12

    That was so moving to listen too. Hearing of Hannah’s natural burial. Sounds very peaceful and healing. Much love to Chris and Deanna. We will see you soon in Memphis at Graceland!

  • @kellyford5903
    @kellyford5903 Před rokem +3

    May God Bless this gentle man and his family 🙏🙏 Excellent Interview, Miss Clarkson - thank you for being quite and actively listening - well done 💕

  • @cindydavies3334
    @cindydavies3334 Před rokem +4

    What an amazing man! Seen him in concert numerous times and he’s awesome. I hope his family is healing from such a tragedy

  • @mommabearr18
    @mommabearr18 Před rokem +5

    I've always liked Daugherty. He seems like such a caring person & very down to earth man. For loosing his mom & step daughter within a short time period he kept his composure really well. I would've been tearing up. My heart goes out to the Daughtery family. This was a good interview you had Kelly, thanks for sharing this with us.

  • @KM16
    @KM16 Před rokem +25

    i have *always* liked Chris. He has never seemed not genuine - even back to the Idol days, always humble and classy. wish he and his family nothing but well wishes.

  • @julieavengerkeeter6947
    @julieavengerkeeter6947 Před rokem +37

    I also lost my brother to suicide. It is something loved ones carry with them. Thank you, Chris, for opening up. I hope and pray for you and your family’s continued healing. Much success to you and the album

    • @202triciae
      @202triciae Před rokem +3

      My condolences to you and your family, my 3 oldest adult kids know your pain we lost my youngest daughter to suicide March 25th 2020. Totally out of the blue. It has devastated our family, we will all carry them in our hearts and all of us had personal tattoos done in honor of Meghan Elisabeth age 32. Miss you sweetface.

  • @pedrosena178
    @pedrosena178 Před rokem +114

    “Dear beloved” is one of most epic album from him!
    I’m glad he’s ok after so dark moments!
    Stay strong, Cris ❤️

    • @12567NoYouCannot
      @12567NoYouCannot Před rokem +4

      Chris Daughtry is Such a Loving, deep, and Caring Man, and his Talent is Unmatched!

    • @pedrosena178
      @pedrosena178 Před rokem +1

      @@12567NoYouCannot RIGHT?!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @natalieeubank4533
      @natalieeubank4533 Před rokem +1

      You’re never ok after things like that happening to you

  • @geno5169
    @geno5169 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Chris’s music was so underrated! always loved his music! His powerful voice!

  • @gildrop
    @gildrop Před rokem +2

    Chris is such a genuine guy. I've seen him live twice and he's always so appreciative of the people who show up to listen to him

  • @kathleentyson6727
    @kathleentyson6727 Před rokem +30

    What I loved about Daughtry that when he was on idol he really did make every song his own ,I was absolutely shocked when he got voted i off on idol ,I think everyone was ,I remember Fuel offered him a place in their band but he turned them down great decision ,he’s really done well for himself .

  • @conniemitchell109
    @conniemitchell109 Před rokem +3

    I am so sorry for your loss. 😢My Grandma lost a child and she said she never got over it. I will pray for you and I love your music. Congratulations ❤

  • @Spiritualillusions1
    @Spiritualillusions1 Před rokem +1

    Thank you for honoring her wishes! I'm so sorry for your losses!! We love you!!

  • @tonymeehan7859
    @tonymeehan7859 Před 6 měsíci +1

    he's such a wonderful human being. Dont ever change, always be yourself forever.

  • @candilease938
    @candilease938 Před rokem +7

    The guilt he expressed is so real! When my mom passes I felt that guilt so terribly! I wish I had called more and visited more often. I always seemed to say there wasn’t time….but we can ALWAYS always make time!!! No matter what Always make time for those we love!

  • @Sydcindy8293
    @Sydcindy8293 Před rokem +12

    Kelly is such a class act. Absolutely love the way she handled this interview. What a lady. ❤️

    • @Sydcindy8293
      @Sydcindy8293 Před rokem +1

      @@bshinnick303 I hear you, but he wanted it brought up to bring awareness to mental health. They are both good humans and this was a terrific interview. Have a day! 👍

  • @deborahdeldebbioable
    @deborahdeldebbioable Před rokem +2

    This is beautiful that he opened up about this. Hearing about the natural burial made me cry. I lost my Brother to suicide so I understand the guilt... so much.

  • @savinabees9220
    @savinabees9220 Před rokem +2

    Very Nice Job Chris. Processing and choosing to grieve and heal. And helping your kids to do the same magical thing! I am very impressed and respectful of your journey. Thanks for sharing.

  • @ladyixchel
    @ladyixchel Před rokem +13

    My heart is heavy for him and anybody else dealing with mental illness. Or the collateral damage of it. My mom committed suicide when I was 19 back in 2011. The guilt is very real. Aside from the things I could've done better or the times I could've handled myself better. The ongoing "I didn't appreciate my mom until she was gone" kinda thing is very present. Her taking her own life could've left me hateful and all that. Fortunately for me, I was hateful up to the moment she died. It humbled me through and through and taught me to be kind and appreciative and it taught me that nobody is here forever and nobody is expendable. Time is the only thing we don't get back. Yet "free" time is something we so willingly give away. I love you Kelly. Your music got me through some of the hardest times of my life and are still on my present day Playlist.

    • @gmf4769
      @gmf4769 Před rokem

      God I feel for you and ur mum would be Proud

  • @sarahhejab6596
    @sarahhejab6596 Před rokem +13

    I have to say something. I recently lost my father back in October it was a relief because I was mad at him because he didn't come to any of my moments that made me happy. Anyway. This was a good video to watch. Thank you.

  • @lightingnabottle6065
    @lightingnabottle6065 Před rokem +2

    Sending him and his family lots of love.... What a GREAT GUY, and EXSTREMELY talented artist.

  • @megramos2888
    @megramos2888 Před rokem +1

    I'm all in. Never thought I'd say that to Daughtry. You just stole my heart, Sir. ♡ Prayers up for you and yours. Keep on truckin, brother. ♡

  • @sondrasix1668
    @sondrasix1668 Před rokem +14

    I love you Chris. Lots of prayers coming for you are.

  • @dreadedhermittarot4776
    @dreadedhermittarot4776 Před rokem +4

    He seems like such a sweetheart and so humble after what he experienced.

  • @andreaw.5610
    @andreaw.5610 Před rokem

    Wow!!! Cannot even image what he has gone through but so thankful he shared such a hard experience with us. Bless him and his family!!❤️🙏🏻

  • @safranic
    @safranic Před rokem +5

    This is so sad because I remember seeing her and him when he auditioned for idol, and now she’s gone. As a father to a daughter, I couldn’t breathe without her. He’s coping so much better than I could.

  • @UnderTheMillkyWay
    @UnderTheMillkyWay Před rokem +8

    I helped my mom plan my funeral a few years ago because I was given 12 to 18 month fighting two primary cancers squamous cell carcinoma that spread to my bones and (terminal)and endometrial cancer. I tried to take as much pressure off my mom as possible and I wanted a natural burial myself. I was blessed to beat my cancers especially the terminal cancer even though I'm still at home and in bed most days. I'm also blessed for that time roughly 4 years to spend with my mom day and night even though it was some really dark, very painful days because having my mom was the only thing I needed besides God. I got saved again and babtized. Don't wait too long because we're not guaranteed tomorrow and eternity is forever. God bless.

  • @barbararyan1255
    @barbararyan1255 Před rokem +31

    He is a wonderful man and artist!!!

  • @demestriu529
    @demestriu529 Před rokem

    I love your take on Suspicious Minds. Healing and blessings to your family in this time of grief.

  • @pythonprogrammer7354
    @pythonprogrammer7354 Před rokem +1

    Just saw them play in West Palm Beach last night 9/16/22. The energy he radiates is his greatness. His voice is amazing, and he is definitely under-rated. Thank's guys and be safe.

  • @carrierogers1489
    @carrierogers1489 Před rokem +6

    This hurts my heart….prayers for he and his family 🙏🏻❤️

  • @darsigrunewald592
    @darsigrunewald592 Před rokem +3

    I’ve always been of fan of Chris. So nice to see him here. My 89 year old father recently told us that he wants a natural burial. No embalming.

  • @b.o4788
    @b.o4788 Před rokem +1

    I love Chris Daughtry. I had the pleasure of meeting him back in 2019 and he was extremely friendly. You can tell he truly cares about his fans and people in general. His music is fantastic and I'm cheering him on. I remember when he postponed his tour and I'm glad to see this interview and an update on it.

  • @misspenny8997
    @misspenny8997 Před rokem

    Thanks for being on her show & sharing all this !! Muçh love thoughts & prayers !! "P"

  • @debbiesmitherman9295
    @debbiesmitherman9295 Před rokem +48

    I love Chris and bless him for what he had to go through . Losing a child is the hardest thing ! It is hard on watching this ! My nephew is in the hospital now fighting for his life he tried to commit suicide ! The Drs have done all they can do his kidneys are shutting down and it’s all in Gods hands they can no longer do anything ! It’s hard on me for we both are very close he was in a state of depression and overdosed on medications. He was always a loving going person we had no idea he would do something as this ! Also reach out and talk to your loved ones let them know they are loved and not alone ! I am sorry that Chris and his family had to go through the loss of their daughter ! 🙏🙏

    • @Mama_Terri
      @Mama_Terri Před rokem +3

      Prayers for you and your nephew

    • @sarahdicindio1801
      @sarahdicindio1801 Před rokem +4

      Prayers 🙏❤

    • @debbiesmitherman9295
      @debbiesmitherman9295 Před rokem +4

      @@Mama_Terri thank you 🙏 next few days are crucial all prayers are welcomed ! When you are facing this it’s a hard thing to go through ! Such a young age and he’s a loving human being prayers are all we can do now ! 🙏🙏♥️

    • @debbiesmitherman9295
      @debbiesmitherman9295 Před rokem +2

      @@sarahdicindio1801 thank you so much prayers are needed and welcomed! 🙏🙏♥️

    • @lnl3237
      @lnl3237 Před rokem +5

      So terribly sorry. I hope he makes it. Sensitive people keep so much hidden. Please know there are people out here who pray for the broken-hearted every day.

  • @robinstewart5084
    @robinstewart5084 Před rokem +8

    My heart goes out to him and his family.❤️🙏

  • @rondaadams2537
    @rondaadams2537 Před rokem +8

    He seams like such a good person bless him and his family's hearts for the things they had to go thought . And he was one that got away when he came to America idol. I always liked him!

  • @beez3077
    @beez3077 Před rokem +13

    I lost my son to a drug overdose and then my mother a year later one day before my late sons birthday. #kellyclarkeson #chrisdaughtrey I’m hurting down to my very soul. Just not easy.

    • @bigmona2741
      @bigmona2741 Před rokem

      I’m praying for your peace and comfort 🙏🏽

  • @GarciaaBeatriz
    @GarciaaBeatriz Před rokem +6

    He is one of the most talented singers American idol have ever had. His band is absolutely amazing and his voice is just gifted.

  • @carlycoppi4769
    @carlycoppi4769 Před rokem +3

    All my love and prayers and support to him and his family that is so awful!! I've been through similar situations but I still can't imagine ❤❤❤

  • @kevwanders
    @kevwanders Před rokem +2

    Kelly such a kind hearted soul I felt that ..

  • @nataliefreeman-clark3016

    Two amazing musicians and humble people.

  • @lifelikelisa
    @lifelikelisa Před rokem +4

    I love him. I had no idea about his daughter. I hope he and his family are healing!!

  • @scrappingscootergirl
    @scrappingscootergirl Před rokem +7

    Chris is such a great guy! I love that he referred to Hannah as his daughter! I can't imagine losing his mom and daughter so close together!

  • @teresevanderhaar9310
    @teresevanderhaar9310 Před rokem +1

    Thank you for talking about this !

  • @kiripa36
    @kiripa36 Před rokem +2

    We have lost so much ritual around death and dying.... I love how they handled their daughters burial... So healing

  • @rachel12127
    @rachel12127 Před rokem +3

    He is such a fantastic artist!!I'm sorry for his loss

  • @Krissybug123
    @Krissybug123 Před rokem +4

    My two favorite Idol contestants together made me so happy. 🥰 The fact that Chris is still with his wife from before he was even on Idol speaks volumes to me. I always felt like he was a good person, so it hurts my heart he went through that. 😢

  • @ricmthegm
    @ricmthegm Před 2 měsíci +1

    I felt that losing Mom and Dad the same year, 13 years ago. And my Uncle a year ago. The guilt, the loss, the empty space. Crying in movies and shows where I didn’t before.

  • @patrickharrington1022
    @patrickharrington1022 Před rokem +7

    As a father of an 8 year old I feel for the lost of his daughter and mother. I too have lost my mother 💔 I am Blessed to have my Amazing daughter in my life 😘
    FYI: ‘Waiting for Superman’ by this incredible singer is in my Top 5 Favorite songs of all time!

  • @joshb1890
    @joshb1890 Před rokem +6

    Sending my prayers for you and your family ❤️🙏🏾 stay incredible and with everything you do let them both guide you and shine down on you.

  • @danreilly3123
    @danreilly3123 Před rokem +1

    He is such powerful force both vocally and as a person! Love him!

  • @gaelcarlton9182
    @gaelcarlton9182 Před rokem +1

    Chris is such a great guy , lovely family man. I relate to his loss. I lost my son by the same act, and it about killed me. 10 yrs later and my heart still is broken and I cry all the time missing his wonderful energy so much. He was such a special human being. He just never felt he belonged in such a harsh world. My best to you and your family.

  • @whostosay3256
    @whostosay3256 Před rokem +6

    Saw him in Chicago about 7 years ago - beautiful venue in front of the skyline and he ROCKED! I can’t believe he was voted off anything! Prayers for your daughter and family 🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @sugurshacker
      @sugurshacker Před rokem

      He wasn’t really voted off. I think he was so consistently in the top three that I think people who usually voted for him took it for granted that he would be again and maybe didn’t vote that week. In any case, audience, tv viewers and Ryan-EVERYONE was as shocked as he was. I’m so glad he made a career from it. He deserved it.