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    Content Warning: This film contains depictions of suicide that may be extra sensitive for some viewers.
    Broken, Kim lives in the ruins of her life as a mother. She has a plan for her pain, but watching her from the shadows of the night, so does Danny.
    "The Lost Ones" by Ben Rand
    #ALTER #horror #shortfilm
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    More About "The Lost Ones":
    Kim is drifting through her pain, she lost her love and nothing will bring it back. Living in the decrepit ruins of her old life, she keeps her memories and herself locked away in a mess of an apartment, a mausoleum of her past. She has a plan to cure her pain, but in this modern haunted house tale, the darkness has bigger plans for her fate.
    "The Lost Ones" Credits:
    -Cast-
    Dawn Bower - Kim
    Brook Garvey - Danny
    -Crew-
    Ben Rand - Writer/producer/director + original score by
    Cassie Haze - Producer/Production Designer
    Rob Ramos - Producer
    Stephan Eigenmann - Producer
    Micheal Neave - Editor
    Gabe Macalintal - Director of Photography
    Davis Burch - VFX Dept
    Jacques de Curnou - Post Production Sound Dept
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Komentáře • 666

  • @benrand8961
    @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +365

    Hey everyone, I'm Ben Rand the writer/director for this film, I also did the music and a billion other things.
    I'd love to answer any questions about this film you may have. Any questions that can better be answered
    by other team members I'll try to bring em into this thread or answer the best I can. Thank you so much for
    watching The Lost Ones, this is the first time the film will be seen by a larger audience and I'm excited and
    nervous to hear what you all think.

  • @michaelneave5850
    @michaelneave5850 Před 2 lety +154

    Hi everyone. My name is Michael Neave and I served as the editor for the film. I just wanted to say that I'm so glad many of you are enjoying it. We worked really hard to make something emotionally touching and myself and Ben are thrilled by the responses so far. Thanks for the support and thanks to ALTER for giving this film a home!

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +7

      Michael is a champ and was a pleasure to work with. y’all should def pick his brain!

    • @gsurveil1
      @gsurveil1 Před 2 lety +3

      Brilliant editing. Not an easy task. I noticed from the beginning you made some interesting choices that towards the middle and end became so cohesive. That's the fine art of editing. You start and the audience is at a "hmmmm" state, you can actually hear them. Then 2nd movement to the 3rd, (I refer to editing as a piece of music) gut punch! The ohhhh or ahhhhhh can't even set in because you've evoked so much emotion we're all in tears! Damn fine editing!

    • @Yerinjibbang
      @Yerinjibbang Před 2 lety +2

      amazing work on this!!! really liked it

    • @michaelneave5850
      @michaelneave5850 Před 2 lety +2

      ​@@gsurveil1 Thank you for the kind words! It means a lot and I'm glad you enjoyed it.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety

      Agreed! Thanks for all the support!

  • @mikehawk6782
    @mikehawk6782 Před 2 lety +335

    Horror doesn't always have to be excessive blood and gore. People fear the truth and when you have something like this that people can relate to yet don't want to face it really hits home. Good job on this one!

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +11

      Thank you!

    • @WatchALTER
      @WatchALTER  Před 2 lety +34

      We agree! Horror should linger and haunt you after the film is over. "The Lost Ones" definitely does that for us. Thanks for watching!

    • @kimistry9533
      @kimistry9533 Před 2 lety +8

      Absolutely agree! This really touches a sore spot.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +14

      @@kimistry9533 My hope when writing was for the film to not be shy about how bad things can get but show that there's hope on the horizon even if we can't always see it.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +2

      @@StupidEarthlings love it

  • @alanbryant8457
    @alanbryant8457 Před 2 lety +71

    This left me silent. There's very few movies or films that brings back the past. 1983 our family was shattered in car accident. My big sister was killed and paramedics brought mom back to life. In time my mom was this lady in film. Mom past 2 years ago. I hope nobody ever has this experience. I Love You Mom and Mirenda.

    • @jessicagomez8387
      @jessicagomez8387 Před 2 lety +2

      Hope you are OK

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +3

      Much love to you for sharing your experience and I’m sorry your family had such a tragic experience. I hope you are well and loved!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +2

      Oh my goodness! What a horrible thing to experience. I hope that watching this film was somehow therapeutic in some way and not traumatic for you. Sending love to your family.

    • @Fun-Maker-1
      @Fun-Maker-1 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm sorry to hear that Alan
      I hope you're well 🤗 👍

    • @soniatauro6342
      @soniatauro6342 Před 12 dny

      Two years later I am reading this. Losing a sibling and seeing your momvgoing through this must be heartbreaking. My mother went through depression when I was 13 years old ,lost her 2 years back,she lived like this nearly 33 years of her life.i understand what you went through.

  • @__seeker__
    @__seeker__ Před 2 lety +88

    The most piercing type of horror: reality

  • @criedwolff
    @criedwolff Před 2 lety +98

    I watched this and I thought, “this wasn’t scary, it’s just heartbreakingly depressing.” But afterwards i thought, “but my biggest fear is losing my daughter” and it all made sense. This is truly well done. Acting and all. Great job

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +2

      Thank you for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +4

      Thank you! And thank you for contemplating afterwards and sharing your discovery!

    • @amyludwig1666
      @amyludwig1666 Před 2 lety +1

      @@dawnbower1 👍👍👍👍💯💯💯😭😭😭

    • @dripstar6183
      @dripstar6183 Před 2 lety +4

      Same here, this is worse than any horror full length film... I was very reluctant to watch when I predicted that she had lost her son.

    • @naniajja9221
      @naniajja9221 Před rokem +4

      but it's scary for me because i'm a mother..and i can imagine how she must feel..it's scarier than seeing a ghost

  • @captainames9226
    @captainames9226 Před 2 lety +24

    As a mother, this is my greatest fear. Not very many things can reduce me to tears but the pain I could feel with her did.

  • @iamnoone666
    @iamnoone666 Před 2 lety +47

    When she spit up the pills, picked them back up, rinsed them and swallowed them again…
    That moment really hit home for me.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +7

      If you had any idea how many times we did that take! We also shot me (Kim) puking up the pills, but I’m screen testing I guess Ben said the audience didn’t like it… too gross probably.

    • @iamnoone666
      @iamnoone666 Před 2 lety +5

      @@dawnbower1, that was the part that got me most, I’ve been there a few times. But besides that, I love how honest and real your performance was! Fantastic work!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +4

      @@iamnoone666 Thank you so much! I put my whole self into this role. Which might’ve been slightly dangerous, but I knew I had a good support system. I have a wild imagination

    • @iamnoone666
      @iamnoone666 Před 2 lety +3

      All of that definitely shines through! If you’ve got more content, I’d love to see it!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +4

      @@iamnoone666 I need to put more stuff on my channel. I don’t use it much. You can find some old stand up here. Dawn Bower Funny Bone Omaha is my favorite. Other recent films haven’t been released yet.

  • @abhilashachoudhary7249
    @abhilashachoudhary7249 Před 2 lety +43

    This was so sad yet so beautiful. My brother died 12 years ago. My mom has been sick since then. She misses him everyday. I can relate as I have seen my mom going through hell after my brother's death. She tries to stay strong for me but I know deep down she is still suffering. Loved the short film. Very well done !!

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm so sorry you and your family have gone through that. Much love, and I'm glad you liked the film!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you. What a challenging thing to live through.

    • @Paulwashington5358
      @Paulwashington5358 Před rokem

      If only Guardian angles really existed

  • @ZoddlesMami
    @ZoddlesMami Před 2 lety +13

    This film left me speechless. My sister drowned 3 years ago. I can identify and almost feel this womans grief. It is such an important and yet so hard topic to work with. This is extremely well done., thank you so much ❤️

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      So sorry to hear about your sister. 😢 Thank you for watching our film.

    • @ZoddlesMami
      @ZoddlesMami Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@dawnbower1 you have done amazing. Esp as someone knowing what grief of loosing someone feels like. Its extremly realistic. Well done everyone

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Thank you! Bless you

  • @brentage5000
    @brentage5000 Před rokem +5

    At first I was confused about what was happening, but then I saw the end scene and I realized just what the monsters attacking her and coming for her were: grief and loss. Beautiful and sad. Well done.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      I like that description… grief and loss were the monsters attacking her. Thank you!

  • @butch7911
    @butch7911 Před 2 lety +5

    Wow. This one hit home. The "horror" wasn't in the supernatural events and presence, it was in how she was affected by the devastating loss. If you too have suffered a loss like this, don't let anyone, however well-meaning, tell you "you'll get over it." You never get over it. But you do, you do get past it. The one you've lost wouldn't ever want you to be miserable -- hold on to that...

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      I'm glad you appreciated this one. Thanks for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Yes, well said! Thanks for watching and commenting!

  • @daynasafranek7807
    @daynasafranek7807 Před rokem +5

    The woman who was the actress that played the mother was really great. You could almost feel the sadness in her eyes and in her demeanor as well as looks. 👏

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Thank you so much. Thank goodness I don’t always look like that! Coconut oil in my hair and no washing for days did the trick. And a little makeup around the eyes. And of course, lots of crying gives a naturally depressed look. 😊

  • @roscluaran
    @roscluaran Před 2 lety +97

    This has me in tears. Poignant and heartbreaking. Very well done.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +4

      So very thankful to read this!

    • @the2bros104
      @the2bros104 Před 2 lety +4

      Oh my! Me too. And my 4-yr old son asked me why i was crying.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much for the feedback!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +2

      @@the2bros104 ugh…sorry! (Not sorry?) Things like this make us appreciate what we have, eh? Thank you for watching!

  • @donnaflowers1994
    @donnaflowers1994 Před 2 lety +34

    As a Mother to three, Grandma to six this touched my heart like no other! Actress was superb. I don't cry easily, but this got me. God bless everyone
    💗

  • @Lxtta_Love
    @Lxtta_Love Před 2 lety +5

    This horror is tangible, and my god I felt it. The loneliness, the darkness, the grim grayscale of everyday life when you've given up on it. Thank you for this. I usually get a morbid satisfaction in horrors not having a happy ending, but this needed one.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Thank you for watching and commenting.

  • @thatgirlfromktown
    @thatgirlfromktown Před 2 lety +9

    I have a friend who just lost her son, and I have kids & a grandson of my own. This story gave me goosebumps, made me hold my breath, and made me cry...so moving and to lose a child, no matter the age, there is truly nothing scarier to a parent.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm glad the film was able to reach you. Thanks for watching and commenting!

    • @thatgirlfromktown
      @thatgirlfromktown Před 2 lety +1

      @@benrand8961 thank you for your amazing work and vision. Prayers for continued success for you 🙏🏼

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Appreciate the comment. Thank you!

  • @JOED6
    @JOED6 Před 2 lety +105

    Heartbreaking, well scripted.

  • @dalague-ta5766
    @dalague-ta5766 Před rokem +5

    This film is characterized with such a great idea of casting..Kudos to the director and editor of this and all the staffs who are behind in this making👏

  • @GeorgeRubicon
    @GeorgeRubicon Před 2 lety +73

    This has really made me sad 😞 I can’t imagine anything worse than losing a child and as a father, this is is truly horror to me. It’s just something I cannot imagine… I wouldn’t wish that to my worse enemy but I suppose life is really unfair for some people…

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +6

      I agree it’s utterly tragic.

    • @GeorgeRubicon
      @GeorgeRubicon Před 2 lety +5

      @@benrand8961 in any case, it’s an amazing short. I will be looking forward to see more of your work !👌

    • @owlthepirate5997
      @owlthepirate5997 Před 2 lety +5

      wtf dude?? Any child that dies, is tragic! I'm guessing you don't have any children, which in your case is good thing, but, when and if you do..(please don't) I really hope you don't ever have to go through something so horrific.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +2

      @@GeorgeRubicon thanks for watching. Yes, I have friends (and family) with kids they told me they won’t watch the film. It’s important for us to not look away, though. Feel it, let it change us, and move forward better people.

    • @GeorgeRubicon
      @GeorgeRubicon Před 2 lety +4

      @@owlthepirate5997 don’t waste your time replying to pathetic invisible trolls, I never do. Trust me they can’t handle been ignored so that’s the best thing you can do 😉

  • @renamon5658
    @renamon5658 Před 2 lety +57

    Nothing is scarier than the truth

  • @priyankamondal7485
    @priyankamondal7485 Před 2 lety +5

    At first the film started so slow , it almost felt like slo mo. But then i realised ,its the exhaustion. The tiredness of depression .the empty feeling .

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      Thanks for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Bingo! Thanks for the comment!

    • @user-hx5xq6tl9f
      @user-hx5xq6tl9f Před 2 lety

      I think its the pace, the darkness and lack of life that carries this.....Grief is heavy and sits in your very bones, it wears you down and ages the body and dulls the senses. Very well caught. and thanks for making me cry :)

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety

      @@user-hx5xq6tl9f thank you and you’re welcome. This is true… grief is heavy.

  • @kebenanndavid3724
    @kebenanndavid3724 Před 2 lety +16

    This is horror on an entirely different level !
    Alter does it again ❤️

  • @RPRosen-ki2fk
    @RPRosen-ki2fk Před 2 lety +21

    I like my horror to challenge me. I hope she can continue to endure her pain, encouraged by NOW ... knowing there's more than what we see on the surface of life. Perhaps her guardian angel will stick around. This film made me SAD & slightly JOYFUL at the same time, I LOVED it.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      Such a encouraging response. Thank you!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety

      Wow! Thank you for this comment!

  • @ChooseYourDestinyMK
    @ChooseYourDestinyMK Před 2 lety +19

    As a person who is dealing with depression, this short film is beautiful. For anyone that are going through tough times, Things will get better. Thank you Alter for this.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      thank you for sharing your experience, and for the positive encouragement to others. I'm glad you enjoyed the film!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you. It’s true!

    • @tiahnalorin9167
      @tiahnalorin9167 Před 2 lety +1

      Hoping that things are better or at least a little better for you now. 🤗 I battled depression the beginning of the year, some days were very hard &+ I had thoughts I never thought I'd have. I got pregnant in Jan 2021 (found out on Jan 9th my mother's bday) &+ had a miscarriage the 26th, my depression turned more into severe anxiety, but whenever Winter is around I feel depression creeping it's way into my life. I feel it's something you never forget, but something you can overcome. Anyways, I've battled it before, and some days still do, so I just hope you are doing well. 💗💟

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Oh Tía. I hope you have found some support through this. Thinking of you.

  • @BlueLotus4evr
    @BlueLotus4evr Před 2 lety +55

    Wow that was majestically beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. Great story with well developed plot and acting. Alter, I love how many of your shorts relate to possible real life occurrences and they cause us to truly think about what we would do in those situations.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +5

      So thankful for the praise, and Alter is fantastic!

    • @BlueLotus4evr
      @BlueLotus4evr Před 2 lety +4

      @@benrand8961 That was a wonderful short Ben! Thank you for sharing with us.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you for the feedback!

  • @magicallyme96
    @magicallyme96 Před 2 lety +4

    I think stories like this are far more terrifying than the ones with demons and monsters. Reality is scary and uncertain. 💔

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I agree, and thank you for watching!

  • @alphafilms82
    @alphafilms82 Před 2 lety +48

    Better then most high budget horror films I've seen so far...I love it!

  • @trotski619
    @trotski619 Před 2 lety +6

    Oh wow, this was so well done. When my husband died I felt nothing but horror, basically the babadook was my life story for a while. Thank you for tackling a difficult topic so sensitively and beautifully..that actress did a great job

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Thank you so much for watching. I appreciate you sharing your personal story as well.

  • @krystalkerns1294
    @krystalkerns1294 Před 2 lety +6

    You guys have some seriously talented creators! A majority of these shorts deserve full length features!

  • @CuriousGoodsJessica
    @CuriousGoodsJessica Před 2 lety +7

    Very nice work, I'm in tears and texted my kid (he's almost 20, but you know moms) just to see if he's ok. Her pain, her loss, I imagined myself in her place for a half second and I couldn't breathe! Great acting, excellent film!

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      Aw my mom does the same thing and I’m 30, just a habit of good moms. I’m glad you enjoyed it!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much!

  • @icy-hearted-angel
    @icy-hearted-angel Před 2 lety +3

    Apparently this was posted 5 days ago but wasn't in my CZcams notifications until today... today-the birthday of my son who was murdered by an evil man in August 2018. 😔💔
    Excellent short film, by the way. Poignant.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      I'm so sorry you've gone through such a horrible experience, thank you eternally for sharing your story. And I'm glad you enjoyed the film.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Woah! That is very poignant, indeed. So sorry to hear this. Even more so… we shot the film in late 2018. Crazy. Sending love and light to you!

  • @gomezgomez9665
    @gomezgomez9665 Před 2 lety +10

    Oh my heart!! That poor despairing woman........despair is the scariest feeling....

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      It really can be scary. Thanks for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety

      It really is. Thanks for your share!

  • @katgenn-winkler1754
    @katgenn-winkler1754 Před 2 lety +19

    I hate gore. The best stories rely on real emotions. Great job on this one and thank you.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +2

      I definitely think violence in media is frequently misused and glorified. Thanks for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Agreed!

  • @philvigil6128
    @philvigil6128 Před 2 lety +11

    So many suffer in silence until they stop. You got it in 15 or less. Good job.

  • @Nina.VanRobiart
    @Nina.VanRobiart Před 2 lety +4

    The actress nailed it.

  • @KowalskiVanishing_Point
    @KowalskiVanishing_Point Před 2 lety +2

    Hell, demons, terror are trivial compared to the horror of losing forever that you truly love.

  • @MrAnofele
    @MrAnofele Před 2 lety +2

    This is not horror, this is just a beautiful film that touches a sad matter in delicate way. Thank you for this film

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      I'm glad that you appreciated the film. Thanks for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Thank YOU for watching!

  • @davidfera3865
    @davidfera3865 Před 2 lety +4

    Omg!! The acting is superb, in 13 minutes this was better than most Hollywood movies that are made for millions and go 3hours!! The quality is just unbelievable!!

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      Super appreciative of the kind words. Thank you for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety

      Holy cow!! You are too kind! Thank you!

  • @trishazechel8402
    @trishazechel8402 Před 2 lety +4

    My niece died last year from a drug overdose. Her son who was about twelve at that time found her dead in the house. Hopefully as he gets older, he won't try something like this. Nice well done film.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      That's heartbreaking, I'm so sorry that your family has gone through that trauma. I hope her son has the support he needs. Thank you for watching!

    • @trishazechel8402
      @trishazechel8402 Před 2 lety

      @@benrand8961 Thank you for your kind words.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      I hope so too! How awful! Thanks for sharing

  • @richardbidinger2577
    @richardbidinger2577 Před 2 lety +5

    And the truth shall set you free. Having lost a child to SIDS, I can relate to this. I don't see this as horror, just reality.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      The worst horror… reality. Thanks for watching and commenting!

  • @joeporter5972
    @joeporter5972 Před 2 lety +4

    So hard to watch for all the best reasons: exceptional use of lighting, excellent acting and direction, a spare soundtrack, and, most important of all, a real-life horror story and the emotional courage to tell it honestly and with heart. Great film.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      Amazing feedback, thank you for taking the time to watch express such encouraging words!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much!

  • @IGot7RevtinyArmyStayOnceBlink

    This was so sad but so beautiful. Hauntingly beautiful some would say. The cinematography, story telling, everything was perfect. 👏🏾👏🏾

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      Honored you enjoyed it! Thank you for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Xoxo

    • @IGot7RevtinyArmyStayOnceBlink
      @IGot7RevtinyArmyStayOnceBlink Před 2 lety +1

      @@benrand8961 you did great with this Ben great storytelling. Brava!

    • @IGot7RevtinyArmyStayOnceBlink
      @IGot7RevtinyArmyStayOnceBlink Před 2 lety

      @@dawnbower1 and Dawn your acting in this was terrific! I can’t wait to see your next works, you had me on the edge of my seat with this performance. Brava👏🏾💕.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      @@IGot7RevtinyArmyStayOnceBlink thank you, thank you. I am humbled. There are a couple other pieces I love that are in festivals right now. Hopefully we will be able to share soon!

  • @Lucid_high09
    @Lucid_high09 Před rokem +4

    I didnt cry but it filled my eyes with tears... This is really hard to watch. These kind of shorts are way better than some big movies

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Shucks. Thank you

    • @Lucid_high09
      @Lucid_high09 Před 9 měsíci

      @@dawnbower1 ohh i gues u re that woman in this short 😮. U re so awesome

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@Lucid_high09 I am! Thank you so much. It was a challenging and beautiful role.

  • @marisaizquierdo8265
    @marisaizquierdo8265 Před 2 lety +3

    This was very well done. The directing, acting, writing-all of it. I have kids and that’s my BIGGEST fear. Alter ; you have done an amazing job, once again. This one, and “Maggie May” broke my heart.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Ben Rand wrote and directed this. Alter is housing it for the world to see. Such a great piece.

  • @robertkcisaw7528
    @robertkcisaw7528 Před 2 lety +5

    I'm a dude. 30. And have no kids. Why did this hit me so damn hard?? Never forget that everyone you meet is going thru a version of their own hell. Spread joy; fuck hate.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I’m glad it was able to have a sting effect on you! Thanks for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Agreed. You are human.

  • @RenHay
    @RenHay Před rokem +2

    The worst pain is losing a son. I really can't imagine it.... I lost a grandson and my heart will never be the same.... brave mothers who carry on! Great job!( sorry for the poor english)

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Thank you… yes, brave mothers who carry on. They have my respect for sure.

  • @observationsfromthefencepo7207

    This film is profound and beautiful. Grief is intense and comes with its own reality of horror.
    The lead actress, Dawn Bower, was so good in that you could feel her emotions and empathize with the mom.
    I like to break down films but this one speaks volumes on its own.
    Many thanks to Ben Rand for this film and its haunting beauty.
    Peace

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      Aw thank you so much Robert! Yeah Dawn did an incredible job I was lucky to work with her and so many other talented folks. Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Thank you for your kind words!

  • @Lissi2233
    @Lissi2233 Před 2 lety +2

    I feel so sad after watching this, i think Danny and my son are the same age. Thanks god, my son is alive and healthy. I think the worst and neverending nightmare for a mother is, to loose their children. Nothing is as bad as this. Your little story transported all the emotion and emptiness in this mother very well! I can feel her loss and the sadness by only looking in her eyes. All the darkness and loneliness in her life, a life without a light in it. The story is hearttouching and hopefully together. After this try to end her life, she face the truth and going to work on her grieving and depression because of the sons death. The end of the story in the bus, you can see her with a little smile and i think she is on a very good way. You can see the pictures are shining, she fight for a light in her life, thats the only way to come back and live happy after this nightmare. Very good work, thank you so much for sharing this, i love to watch it!

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much! We appreciate your feedback!

  • @cockatootledo
    @cockatootledo Před 2 lety +14

    Man this hit home. Hard...the loss. And the suicide .

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +3

      It can be challenging I hope you enjoyed the film!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thanks for watching. You doing alright yourself?

    • @cockatootledo
      @cockatootledo Před 2 lety +1

      @@dawnbower1 yes I am ok in a way

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      @@cockatootledo If you need to or want to talk and it’s easier with a stranger, just let me know.

    • @cockatootledo
      @cockatootledo Před 2 lety

      @@dawnbower1 sure I would love to have help or Just a friend to talk to.

  • @marylouclemente1079
    @marylouclemente1079 Před 2 lety +3

    This was awesome - great acting. I could feel her grief and despair. Great job by everyone.

  • @summienicole
    @summienicole Před 2 lety +45

    This was creepy and sad and beautiful so in one. Loved it.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +3

      all the feels I'd hoped viewers would feel! Glad you enjoyed it!

    • @garyacker7388
      @garyacker7388 Před 2 lety +1

      Sad for sure but not scary

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you!

  • @manek745
    @manek745 Před 2 lety +3

    Losing someone u love is most horrific feeling..

  • @blacksiddha
    @blacksiddha Před 2 lety +4

    Well delivered film. Sad but truthful. Disturbing but rightly so. I thought this was one of the best films I have seen here in a long time. Touched me in more ways that I can say here

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      Incredibly honored to see you liked the film so much.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Wow, thank you for this comment. Appreciate it!

  • @PrimitiveInTheExtreme
    @PrimitiveInTheExtreme Před 2 lety +9

    Here's another kind of movie I love: those slow, sad ones. So I can only say thank you for creating this short film of pure beauty. p.s. perfect soundtrack. 💘

  • @anthonysweitzer4236
    @anthonysweitzer4236 Před 2 lety +2

    Wow! That was very bold and very moving. The horror of losing your child can affect you till the day you die. Hard to watch,even as a short video. Great job! Bravo. Your actress did an excellent job.

  • @prettyboi9573
    @prettyboi9573 Před 2 lety +3

    You know it's gonna be good when Alter puts a content warning

  • @TessaLCastro1216
    @TessaLCastro1216 Před 2 lety +2

    You can't beat ALTER...it never disappoints. Such great acting.

  • @gsurveil1
    @gsurveil1 Před 2 lety +6

    Watching this damn near broke me. The insight and perspective of loss was breathtaking. Bravo! Bravo!

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm glad that the film was able to move you. I'm honored to read comments like this.

    • @gsurveil1
      @gsurveil1 Před 2 lety

      @@benrand8961 I'm interested in so many things regarding this project. I won't be holding back. How much was production cost? I'm talking every aspect. Casting to permits, wardrobe, set, crew, catering and visual effects. What did you film with? Sound and time frame from start to finish. Do you have any other projects that you're working on or conceptualizing?

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Thank you!

  • @ladymegatron888
    @ladymegatron888 Před 2 lety +2

    I have watched a lot of these short films on alter.. and non of them gave me chills like this 1… I felt her pain and broken soul through the t.v when her son came 2 her and closed her eyes… wow great job on this 1.. that’s truly the worst fear and horrific thing a parent has 2 go through…
    I live 4 my sons and can’t fathom them not in my life!!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Absolutely agree. The worst horror! Thanks for watching and commenting.

  • @ArcFallOrder1919
    @ArcFallOrder1919 Před 2 lety +4

    I cried and very heartbreaking, I lost a child when I was young; but I didn't know that stress & meds could harm the child that made me miscarriage. If my child were here today he or she would be 11yrs. Old

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm truly sorry you went through such an experience. Thanks for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Thank you for sharing your story here. ❤

  • @goddessgia9869
    @goddessgia9869 Před 2 lety +3

    This one was FELT😭😭😭

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      So glad that it was, thank you for watching!

  • @purvaahuja3527
    @purvaahuja3527 Před 2 lety +3

    I love how the title represents so many of us.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      There was a lot in the story that was even cut out of the ending that broadened the theme to all of us so glad you picked up on that one. Thanks for watching.

  • @kryszna7138
    @kryszna7138 Před 2 lety +14

    I felt it, so freaking beautiful

  • @jeffwhite3625
    @jeffwhite3625 Před 2 lety +3

    This was Excellent. Her pain was palpable. Very well done. Hope to see more of your work. Best of luck.

  • @Robation26
    @Robation26 Před 2 lety +8

    Sadness is horror...what a wonderful clip !

  • @christalcotton30
    @christalcotton30 Před 2 lety +3

    Can someone help me, some of the flim I didn't get. Why was she in a jump suit, how did the child past way.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      You don’t know why the child passed by watching the film. Only that it happened. She was in the hospital after her suicide attempt.

  • @lisamorales4286
    @lisamorales4286 Před 2 lety +5

    I can relate I lost my 2 beautiful boys and I think about ending the pain all the time...but is it worth it? It would be so selfish of me to think it ok to do... I remember the joy and happiness I was blessed to have had with my 2 babies. This was beyond heartbreak for me but also the healing part that one gets to experience is also very much needed. Thank you so much for bringing the truth and reality of this kind of pain to light. God bless everyone.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm so sorry that you've experienced such a loss, my heart goes out to you. I really appreciate you sharing your experience and for watching this film. Much love to you.

    • @sunFlower-of4xz
      @sunFlower-of4xz Před 2 lety

      Much love🙏❤

  • @Royfokker73
    @Royfokker73 Před 2 lety +3

    I'd never list this under horror. I get it, i see it being justified as such in the comments. It's not an apt description. It was however heart wrenching and so very well done.

  • @annadudziak7057
    @annadudziak7057 Před 2 lety +3

    TO ME IT'S PAINFULLY TRUTH THAT HITS US AFTER WE LOOSE OUR BELOVED ONES IT TOUCHES THE HART FOR REAL I CAN RELATE TO THIS MOVIE IT'S PURE RAW LIFE REALITY NO JOKE IT'S TOUGH ROUGH BUT IT'S WORTH TO WATCH IT RESPECT TO ALL

  • @prachithakur9915
    @prachithakur9915 Před 2 lety +2

    Best short horror I have seen so far ........ no one can explain a Mother’s love for her child ..!!

  • @brianmccarthy5657
    @brianmccarthy5657 Před 2 lety +2

    This is not a "Horror". This is a beautiful sad story about love berievement hope with a slight "Ghostly" angle.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm glad you appreciated the film. Thanks for watching!

  • @jessicarichard27
    @jessicarichard27 Před 2 lety +4

    Aw this one broke me a little, really had me crying. 😢♥️

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      aw, I'm sorry you cried but I'm glad the film could reach you!

    • @jessicarichard27
      @jessicarichard27 Před 2 lety

      @@benrand8961 oh wow thanks for the reply really wasn’t expecting that!
      When the child closed the moms eyes so she could “rest” was when the water works really started for me. As a mom myself who struggles with depression this hit all my heart strings. Very well done, very sad but also beautiful in a way… ♥️ Thank you for sharing your work! :)

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Me too! Every time! And I’m in it!

  • @artemisnectar7
    @artemisnectar7 Před 2 lety +6

    Ben👋🏽🙋🏽‍♀️ oh my😢😌. Nervous?? Are u serious 🧐 this was sooo special & her eyes told it all.. & when his little hands patted her face🦋. Hope is what this shows.. so many have been down this road🙏🏽
    TY 4 awareness & love everlasting 💯 ALTER u already know 🥰

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +2

      So glad that the hope comes through in the end. It was ultimately the message I wanted to convey the most. So seeing comments like this is super encouraging.

    • @skittle311
      @skittle311 Před 2 lety

      why the emojis bruh

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Thank you

    • @artemisnectar7
      @artemisnectar7 Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@dawnbower1 ur welcome, hope all is well ✌🏾❤

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      All is well indeed! But I’m jonesing to make some more content like this!

  • @bradsomar8595
    @bradsomar8595 Před 2 lety +2

    I loved this one alot... but it was so painful to watch because my mother was passing through some really rough things and she committed suicide by an overdose... this was 2021, May.
    Still miss you mom 💔, one day we'll meet again...

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Oh my goodness. This hit home for sure then. I’m so sorry to hear about your mom. Sending peace

  • @MrBoybergs
    @MrBoybergs Před 10 měsíci +1

    Stunning performance; heartbreaking film. I feel the story was complete at the moment of her 'death' after she perceived her son gently closing her eyes. I do recognize however that the eventual conclusion was one of gradual acceptance and the courage to continue, despite the grief and incredible pain.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Absolutely! Thank you for your comments!

  • @HVAC356
    @HVAC356 Před 2 lety +3

    I think anyone with a child, especially with only one child as myself, can relate to this video. I personally don't want to live without my son, i can totally see myself as the main character in similar circumstances. I pray i leave before my son, this might be my biggest wish at this time

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      I pray that too! Thanks for watching!

  • @MADYESTASTUDIOS
    @MADYESTASTUDIOS Před 2 lety +3

    love the slow burn...

  • @PaulDaveyJsy
    @PaulDaveyJsy Před 2 lety +1

    What can I say? After the first few minutes I thought "why am I watching this"? However I felt compelled to watch it to the end. Not my type of film, but my god had me so close to tears at the end. Well done, superb story line and acting glad I did watch to the end. Thank you not my cup of tea but gets a 10 from me.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      I'm glad the film could win you over, thanks for watching!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety

      Thank you for sharing and watching anyway!

  • @gustavopossatti17
    @gustavopossatti17 Před 2 lety +15

    It does have some "Biutiful" vibes from Iñárritu, I love It.

  • @apostolia2124
    @apostolia2124 Před 2 lety +7

    Poetic......and very atmospheric music too!!!💖

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you! I actually did the score myself as well!

  • @harishganesan8287
    @harishganesan8287 Před 2 lety +2

    Emotional one!
    Beautifully scripted and acting was superb!
    Good Job.

  • @QueenBrownShuga1973
    @QueenBrownShuga1973 Před 2 lety +3

    This was real as I buried my 5 yr old granddaughter 2 yrs ago. 😢

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Ugh… no one should have to do this.

  • @rentoshine8771
    @rentoshine8771 Před 2 lety +2

    The Action fig...is lex luger the total package!!

  • @jadem907
    @jadem907 Před 2 lety +3

    This was beautiful. Sad. But beautiful.

  • @d0g_0f_Christ0s
    @d0g_0f_Christ0s Před 2 lety +1

    We suffer for the suffering so that we can share our light when theirs is darkness. Life is hope, love is sacrifice.

  • @afsanasharmeen4376
    @afsanasharmeen4376 Před 2 lety +3

    This is heartbreaking and breathtaking . I cried myself to sleep last night.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm sorry you cried so much, but I'm honored you were touched by the film. Thank you for watching!

    • @afsanasharmeen4376
      @afsanasharmeen4376 Před 2 lety +2

      @@benrand8961 Thank you so much Ben! I really hope we see such wonderful content from you in the future . Lots of love to you!

    • @AceCorr
      @AceCorr Před 2 lety

      @@benrand8961 Hey Ben, I was a little confused. So they young kid committed suicide and when we saw him again he was a ghost? Was there an explanation why he committed suicide?

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      @acecorr we don’t know how the son died (I mean, I know as the actress, but the audience doesn’t know that info just that he’s dead and the mother is struggling with that death). Hope that helps.

  • @ladyraven2256
    @ladyraven2256 Před 2 lety +2

    @Ben Rand What was your Inspiration on this Short Film? You and the Main Actress (as well as all the Actors gave such a realistic performance) .You did a Fabulous job on this 📽️🎥. It had me in tears. You gave respect and touched on One of the Hardest Most Profound Subject Matters. Actually 3 or 4.Deeply Difficult Human Conditions( Loss of A Child, Suicide Survival Grief and Learning to Live with the Grief (every Birthday Holidays and just Daily ).. I have had Friends ,Family and Coworkers who Children have Died even 2 From Suicide. It's a Different type of Human Suffering/Grief and Loss Its Difficult to even put into words the Emotions involved and the Pain ..Thank The Goddess I have not have Personally had to go through that level of Suffering/Loss. .Only have been a Bistander trying to Console Others . Again Words can't touch the Emotions and Pain of a Mother or Father who had just lost a child.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      First of all, thank you for all of the encouraging feed back. I knew that the film could have tipped into either cheesy or even worse, disrespectful of the experiences people who experience this kind of loss go through, so I tried to keep it in the line. As far as inspiration goes, I was asked a similar question in another thread I'll post my response (hope you don't mind I copy pasted) in the next comment.
      Thank you so much for sharing your experiences, for watching, and again for the great feedback.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety

      "I had just gone through a time where I had lost an unfortunate amount of people in my life I think it was about 1 year where I lost 6 people family and friends due to different circumstances some being suicide. I honestly had gotten desensitized to the concept of someone I knew and cared about just being gone. When I started writing the film for school, I really just set out to tell a story about grace and only when writing did I realize how much of that dark time period was coming out through the work. I also have a close experience with crisis centers and people myself included kind of seeing the light out in the world after believing it could never be there. A lot of good work goes on when people survive, though it's never a simple cure, moving forward is a struggle but there are so many moments that we could never believe could happen when we chose to survive."

  • @christianwag3015
    @christianwag3015 Před 2 lety +7

    ALTER-NATIVES 🔥🔥🔥

  • @einienj3281
    @einienj3281 Před 2 lety +2

    This was really good, I lost my husband 2 years ago and I can relate to this so much.. 💔❤️

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Ugh… glad you liked it and could relate. Sending love to you!

  • @mallsche
    @mallsche Před 2 lety +9

    Hello ALTER, I watch the films from Germany with great interest. Unfortunately some are not with German subtitles. It would be nice if all films were subtitled in German. Unfortunately, my English is not very good at understanding every word that is being spoken. I'm a big fan. I subscribed to you too. Thank you - a fan from Germany :-)

    • @mallsche
      @mallsche Před 2 lety

      Hello ALter- I'm very happy that you heard my request so quickly - Thank you very much for that
      I think that this wish also interests other countries
      I love this channel
      Better than a TV program in Germany

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 2 lety +1

      Good thing there isn’t a lot of talking in this!

  • @993D
    @993D Před 2 lety +1

    This had me in tears 😭 I couldn’t imagine life without my child

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Right!? Ugh! Thanks for watching and commenting!

  • @missa9030
    @missa9030 Před 2 lety +2

    This one got me..I have a son and I couldn’t imagine the pain of having to lose a child

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you for watching!

    • @missa9030
      @missa9030 Před 2 lety

      @@benrand8961 of course! It was very well done!

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Thank you for sharing

  • @mkivy
    @mkivy Před 2 lety +2

    Thanks for the captioning! It makes it so nice for us old hard of hearing people! LOL.

  • @alannawakefield5740
    @alannawakefield5740 Před 2 lety +2

    Amazing, just amazing... This hit me hard... Very well done, as always.

  • @MisterG2323
    @MisterG2323 Před 2 lety +2

    Imagine the casting notice for this film...

  • @MrJaycrow30
    @MrJaycrow30 Před 2 lety +2

    Excellently done! I felt for the mom, very depressing....cheers

  • @rainbowgold6410
    @rainbowgold6410 Před 2 lety +2

    The actress was really convincing.

  • @kashish8418
    @kashish8418 Před 2 lety +2

    Great story very well done I literally cried 😢 😭 alot

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm glad you appreciated the film! thanks for watching!

    • @kashish8418
      @kashish8418 Před 2 lety

      @@benrand8961 😀👍

  • @kathryndale3382
    @kathryndale3382 Před 2 lety +1

    I lost my son in 2005. This one hit home. Well done.

    • @benrand8961
      @benrand8961 Před 2 lety +2

      I’m incredibly sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing my heart goes out to you.

    • @dawnbower1
      @dawnbower1 Před 9 měsíci

      Ugh, I can only imagine what you went through and perhaps still are. Bless you for taking the time to watch and comment.