Black Moon Lilith in 1st House of the Self: Femme Fatale Fighting for Your Freedom! 😳 💋🕷️🕸️
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- čas přidán 30. 05. 2022
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I have Lilith in the first house I have always been connected to my sexuality and sensuality. Have not experienced any sexual abuse I do attract a lot of attention from men. I naturally have an hourglass figure and feel very comfortable owning my sexual side and sensual side. Downside of this aspect is I experience envy from other females. In terms of past life with this aspect I have had many past life readings I was a courtesan twice. I don’t like to sleep around and I am very selective of who I allow in. I would say my biggest lesson with this aspect so far is to accept my sexual essence and own it. When I was younger I did try to dimm my light to make other females around me feel more comfortable. Now I am in a place where I own Lilith and honor her just by allowing myself to accept that I do hold this strong sexual essence.
Interesting, Liz! Do you wear clothing that accentuates your curves? I often wonder about women who are very curvaceous if that is ever annoying to be hit on all the time and maybe objectified. Because they might have also developed earlier than other girls and gotten unwanted male attention quite early in life.
Shine bright my Lilith sister
I have Lilith in my 1st house and I’ve always wandered why I always like to go gutter when ppl want to try me. This makes sense
Omg same like why do I immediately want to seek vengeance and destroy if I've been wronged lol
I would say with the Plutonic influence that it is due to trying to regain control of the situation, which is your sense of self. Ultimately we can say this is a false identity and therefore egoic in nature. "Saving face" would be 1st-house revenge. The more you grow spiritually, the more you want to be "seen" as someone not triggered by others in any way. You won't lower yourself. Because some people are deliberately trying to get you to lower yourself.
@@lemurianchick I agree
The highest expression of this energy would be being so untouchable that someone isn't able to destroy you, and instead being a mirror. "I'm rubber you're glue, everything you say bounces off me and sticks to you" kind of vibes. So the destruction is still there, but it is inflicted in a different way. Instead of delivering it in a direct way from the Lilith native, it is the person trying to hurt the Lilith person who ends up hurting themselves because theyre not able to get to us
@@lemurianchickyes I have had many experiences with ppl wanting to belittle me because there intimidated.. I’ve learned now that that is a projection. And they actually admire my boldness
yes we are very bold!! i'm lilith in aries@@christianlara5465
i have Lilith in First house and the amount of rejection i've been through it's Just Crazy. i Always kinda felt really out of place and i never understood why everyone would choose other people but me. also, some people dislike me with basically with no reason, even if i didn't do anything to them. i've been excluded, ghosted, replaced, manipulated.. and damn, that's hard. Just because i know pain, i can understand and emphatize someone's wound and sometimes they would Just get scared.
I have Lilith in 1st house/conjuct ascendant/Pisces.
My mom always told me how sneaky I leaked, how I always looked like I was up to no good, my mom bullied me a lot. I am masculine presenting, not feminine, but I do know that I look intimidating. After high school graduation, a girl told me I always looked angry and hard to speak to. When I walk into small places, I notice tension. It’s a little uncomfortable. At work especially, people think I’m mean/stuck up. But in reality, I’m very insecure, I’ve been shunned and rejected by my former cult (Jehovahs witness). Lilith has been most noticeable within my sexuality (lesbian) and being rejected because of that. I am lonely, I feel like nobody truly understands any part of me. I embrace my appearance, I love my darker energy/look, I embrace my love for the dark things in life. I specifically have a knack for knives & blood. I’m trying to learn more so I can embrace myself for, so thank you for this video!
My twin sister also has this same Lilith placement, and has dealt with way more unwanted sexual advances. It’s very sad but interesting to learn about!
Thanks for sharing that detailed story of how it has affected you:)
Scorpio rising here with pluto, mars and lilith in the first house! Let me tell you my childhood was ROUGH. I was bullied both at school and home + it was mostly women who treated me that way. In my case, my sexuality was super repressed, and i feel like i associate expressing my sexuality with freedom.
That's a really good point, May! By the way, yike regarding that 1st House! 🥴😬 You sure came into the world with a lot on your plate.
My Lilith,Mars,Pluto and Chiron are all in 1st house and when I say this makes so much sense, I have experienced sexual abuse at a really young age and it made me shameful, as much as I would try to have confidence in my appearance and body that underlying “Guilt & shame” is what keeps me from experiencing the present in peace. Thank you for you content!
How did you dress back then? I worked with this young girl who was very beautiful but she told me that she would cover up a lot even though she had the perfect body. I suspected that she had been molested. 😔
@@lemurianchick I Dressed really girly, it actually made me make me express myself creatively through my clothing so I dressed really feminine through Junior high and Highschool, I think this placement more so affected my voice, it made me silence myself!
I am a Capricorn, sun, moon, and rising with Lilith in the first house. I've always been very in touch with my sensuality and sexuality from a very young age. I often wondered why I was so passionate or where it came from since I have so much Capricorn in my chart and really no fire. I definitely feel like I've been over sexualized by others, especially men. I am very down to earth and an open book, so it always surprised me when people would think of me as mysterious or super provocative but then I found out that my midheaven is Scorpio. I'm honestly thankful for this placement because I feel like it does lend a big part to my personality, and I really don't have much fire in my chart.
Virgo Lilith in Leo ascendant. I’ve been bullied and criticised especially by family for my style and just for the way I am. Nit picky. My body has been desired a lot by many ppl and I’ve been sexualised quite a lot. I have noticed ppl don’t like me seemingly for no reason. I’ve noticed jealousy and men being a bit intimidated by confidence, independence, expressive dark sexuality and assertiveness. I like to dress provocatively and show my skin too. I refuse to back down when being challenged even by a large amount of people. I embrace individualism and refuse to change myself. I like to go against the grain and if people tell me not to do this or to say that whatever else it is I tend to do it or say it louder to prove a point.
I relate to this so much. I used to get made fun of for having dark skin, being tall( much more taller than the girls in my class growing up), getting puberty earlier, and having colored eyes(people thought my eyes were scary/ wearing contacts- photo in pfp). The same people who used to bully me now praise me or become obsessed with talking about me . They’ll speak so much bullsh!t about me, stalk my socials, yet come in my face and tell me i should model- be so fr😟.
- Lilith and Venus first house
@@Yourfeetarestinky155 that’s awesome!! This comment was ages ago now and I realised I got the time wrong when I did my birth chart. So I corrected it and where as I still have a Leo rising, i instead have Saturn in my first house. Which explains why I feel responsible for others, more mature, and why I don’t always have the best relationship with my family. People do say that my placement makes people not dress provocatively but it’s not true for me.
Lilith in Taurus in my first house. Same as marilyn monroe (edit: she was Leo). I was always bigger than my bullies and may have been oblivious to it as a kid as I was usually the most physically intimidating. However, I am now experiencing a lot of social rejection as an adult. Have felt over sexualized in relationships and have experienced SA from both genders. I have always gotten physical quickly with past partners, but then am taken for granted. I almost relate more to women who complain about relationships. But otherwise i feel like persona non grata. I receive a lot of attention from strangers about my appearance and never from people i want it from. People who like me either are physical quickly because I am comfortable with it or I know I cause people to be avoidant. I do feel that lots of people are projecting onto me. I'm also an aries rising, and I just think my very forward approach to getting to know people causes everyone to be skeptical of me when in reality I am a very measured and patient in a relationship. I just also find that I do not tolerate people being guarded very much and it doesn't feel that my trauma causes me to be more guarded. I just have a strong desire to get to know people on their deepest level, but I know that I cause a sort of apodyopsis that makes people feel unsafe around me perhaps.
I’m a Leo asc male, Lilith in first house. I actually had a lot of sexual abuse during my childhood, mostly from women to me. Most things you said rang true for me. Always wonder why even tho I’m Leo asc I have such dark style, always wearing black, seeming provocative, empowered. I also have Venus Leo trine Pluto to exact degree so I feel pretty empowered n confident. I do find people can often wish that I submit to them and they are shocked at how independent/ rebellious I am…
TW: SA
Wow I have Taurus Lilith in 1st conjunct my NN 29° & my ASC. I have dealt with a lot of animosity & aversion from men, including my father (that I no longer speak to) who verbally & emotionally abused me since I was 4.
It’s also the age my sexual abuse began with 3 boys. They were separate encounters but they overlapped. I was then SA’d again at 16. I went through puberty quite quickly and was sexualized by everyone around me, including my family. I started wearing baggy clothes to hide my figure at 11. Life has been quite harsh but I know that I am in a new season of life where I am no longer surviving, but living. I am still in the process of healing my sexuality but it’s gotten better & easier with time ❤ Thanks for this insight.
Thank you for sharing that so freely. That shows healing. These don't define us, and it's possible to have wholesome relationships with men:)
Thank you. I've been following your channel for several years now, and I'm really glad you finally did a video on this topic. I have Lilith within the first 3 degrees of my first house ♈ (i.e., conjunct with my ascendant), and although I'm not a femme fatale (femme = woman) and your comments on the male expression of this influence kept migrating back to the female, as usual you made associations that I wouldn't have and said a number of things that felt like direct references to me.
I am definitely a male intuitive--or, in fact, shaman--and the most eerily right-on thing that you said was about people reacting to you when you enter the room. Even people driving down the street in their cars seem to always have to turn their heads to look at me. This does not translate into the 'seducer' energy, however, as the vast majority of the attention seems to be hostile. However, I have Venus conjunct Saturn in the eighth house ♏, which gives an astrological context for my total inability to ever have a sex life, and so the one influence may be blocking the limited positive aspects of the other. Of course, even this part goes hand-in-hand with the comments about repression and coming from a very confining religious background.
Bullying and mistreatment have been par for the course in my life, but I've always been strong, and I kept the bullies at bay in my young life by standing up for myself and fighting back. As an adult, bullies are almost always people with social power or firepower, and the fact of being able to handle myself in an altercation has become less meaningful, though I still have my ways of dealing with malicious people.
I have actually found since I've been older that a huge part of the hostility I face comes from people's insecurity and envy of my abilities. Thus, I spend my life lorded over by people with a fraction of my intelligence and capability--even though on a level playing field, I would easily outcompete nearly everyone who has ever presumed to an illegitimate authority over my life (bosses, judges, parents, etc), these are the people whom society empowers to dominate others. And on the other hand, if you're a sane person with clarity of insight, then you are automatically a dissenter to a whole slough of bullshit that lies at the heart of the Saturnian order that we're expected to go along with, and this means you get left out of the power structure altogether.
Despite the fact that I have developed power and ability in a number of areas, you can infer that I haven't found power in this world. And it isn't even that I need to 'overcome my shadow self,' because the crux of the problem is that the world is operating in shadow whereas I deal only in light and truth--for which I am then demonised by the very people who are doing the actual harm in the first place. I have not accepted being ruled over by half-wits, nor can I. I have spent my whole life fighting for my freedom--i.e., that which is naturally mine and which it is the place of no man and no god to usurp--but I've gotten nowhere. And you can can bet I'm livid--I'm angry as hell all the time, because I just can't find any justification for why I had to incarnate onto the planet of the retardates to get held down in the muck without the slightest rationale. But one reason I haven't risen up and obtained social power and turned the table on some of these people and situations is that this would mean acquiring Saturnian power, which itself is domination through coercion and deceit, and that is precisely the sort of methodology which I refuse to participate in. Said another way, if society honoured natural law, I would not have anything to rebel against, but as things are, I'm a rebel against everything in the human world.
Wow, you have quite the way with words! 😳 Very perceptive but also you know how to communicate impactfully. Did it ever occur to you that the power you speak of is illusory and not worth pursuing? That it is part of the Matrix which you have transcended? Just a thought...
@@hannajarvenpaa5079 the life path number is not something I focused on in the past. I did calculate it to 30/3, but the meaning given for that number could not have been less apt to my life. Numerologically speaking, the main numbers that refer to me are 9 and 27.
My first house ♈ contains Lilith (conjunct with ASC) and Eris (retrograde) just past the halfway mark. There is also a weak conjunction to my ascendant from my twelfth house ♓ moon.
The north node shows up in the final degrees of my second house ♉, near Ceres (retrograde). This leads on to Chiron in the third house of communication, which is odd in a way, because I am very well-educated and articulate. However, no matter how clearly I express myself, I do often feel as if my voice is going through a message scrambler, because the responses I get back from many people tend to not only put words in my mouth that I never said but distort the actual meaning I was communicating beyond all recognition. So that seems to be how that influence shows up, but I am endlessly bewildered by how few people seem able to follow a simple, logical flow of thought without adding in random swerving and cockamamie bullshit to it in their own heads.
Anyway, you asked about Pluto. Pluto is hanging out in my eighth house ♏. This is its domicile and also contains Saturn and Venus in an impossibly tight conjunction. This is the most exact and by far the worst aspect within my chart (also said to be karmic, but the bit of past-life regression I've done refutes this assertion), and the upshot of the whole thing is that I've gotten to live my life in a total absence of love or money. People with not even a tenth of my ability go around happy as clams with careers and cars and houses and relationships while I am barely able to exist in this kakistocracy. I did teach at a couple universities and a community college, but it was poorly paid and I was constantly getting flack for trying to hold up an educational standard, so that didn't turn into a career, but it's the closest I got to having any of those things that people take for granted.
Of course, all of these things need to be taken with a grain of salt. I've found that adjusting my birth chart to compensate for precession gives an even more usable break-down--but that merely affects where the signs fall in the houses; the planetary aspects remain exactly the same.
Although I do what I can to try to shake people awake around me, I know I can't save the world from itself. If the idiot sheeple are hell-bent on destroying the natural world and enslaving themselves to frivolous notions they made up, then that's what they'll do, and the only thing for it is to try to make the most of the scant amount of freedom that's left to us in the late-stage crony system we find ourselves in. I mean, I have dealt so extensively with petty tyrants in my life, I would never play the tyrant for others and try to force them into living in a more grounded and healthy manner. The problem for me, personally, with just trying to 'get mine' and damn the larger picture is that that simply doesn't work out for me in any case (as I was mentioning above). So I'm stuck being the voice in the wilderness--not even being heard accurately--but at least I have my integrity, and since that's ALL I do have, I intend to keep it.
@@hannajarvenpaa5079 I am typing on a phone, too, so I feel your pain. Thanks for taking the trouble to respond in such depth. Indeed, my one true stellium occurs at my midheaven with Jupiter, Mars, and Neptune, strattling ♐ and ♑. Throw in a conjunction of my natal sun with Mercury (♎) and a sextile between Pluto and Mars, and you have pretty much every significant aspect within my chart. (Implicit here are squares between jup-mars-mc-neptune and moon-asc-lilith ... but that just comes from the definitions of the ascendant and midheaven.)
However, I have not ever really looked into the planetary progressions, and so that might be helpful to research a bit. Admittedly, my initial interest in astrology was not so much as a divination system in its own right but rather as a means to understanding the system of tarot ... which has been essentially successful at this point, but I'm always learning more.
@@hannajarvenpaa5079 Okay. Here are links to my standard and precession-adjusted natal charts respectively:
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Thank you in advance for any insights. I've just checked out my progressed chart, and Venus has indeed moved quite a lot.
@@hannajarvenpaa5079 I didn't realise you were a Virgo. I'm a Virgo-like Libra--especially with Mercury conjunct my birth sun--and it makes sense suddenly why you've gone out of your way to be helpful.
Speaking of Mercury/Odin shining with the light of the sun, I indeed do practise shamanism. One of my seminal practices was dreaming, and so I am familiar with the need to conserve sexual energy for the sake of powering my journeys. I've even watched my former peers get old around me and stuck in ways of thinking we all would have lambasted as buffoonishly cretinous in our teens, all because they depleted their creative energy rather than using it to renew and invigorate their bodies, minds, and spirits.
There is really a stark difference between avoiding 'immature messing around' and being walled off from ever experiencing an entire aspect of life, though. If I'd never had my heart broken and never fully perceived how extremely unjustly I've been treated when it comes to sex and romance, then maybe I could have gone through life without any sexual contact or any relationship and been relatively content with that. However, as things transpired, my solitude comes at the cost of an emotional pain that is crippling at times. I've used recapitulation and energy work to heal my heart, and it is not as bad as it was, but the heartache has still been a huge obstacle for me in getting my soul's work done.
When it comes to my life's work, all of my endeavours are concentrated within that free channel between the 5th and 11th houses (♌ and ♒). This work is precisely giving voice to those repressed and angry feminine energies. I may appear to the world as a man, but my yin energies are not only equal in measure to my yang, but they're in fact more powerful. The only difference is that they've been denigrated whereas my yang aspects have been lauded.
For example, my masculine side got recognised with distinctions and scholarships and awards throughout my years in academia, while conflict usually arose whenever I gave voice to my deeper, more intuitive feminine side. Other than a brief foray into public artwork in my early 20's, my yin aspect has never actually been appreciated ... and I know my insights make people uncomfortable, but the reality is they SHOULD be uncomfortable espousing such absurdly ignorant belief systems as they do.
Anyway, the fact that these feminine energies have not been heard is by no means an indication that they haven't been shouted ... and I'll continue shouting them until it has some sort of impact. I must admit I don't quite follow your reasoning around Uranus-Chiron-Mercury positively affecting 11th-house pursuits, but I will say that championing social change is what I'm literally all about.
I'm all air and fire--more so than my chart will even show, because not only am I naturally an air type but my ally is a fire type--and so much of my shamanic self-healing practice revolves around working with water and water spirits. This seems to be the most healing and balancing energy for me. Although I may seem to have significant ♑ placements, I don't resonate with Capricorn energy at all, and my experience with earth-type shamans is that they are dull and heavy and stern and basically way too full of their own bullshit. My air tendencies leave me just wanting to be free, but the prevalent energy of the human world is this stodgy, slow-witted, domineering ♉/♑ type of energy. Another way of saying this is that I'm a Luciferian trapped in a world of Satanists (though most people would utterly fail to understand this statement).
What I don't understand in your advice is what you mean by supporting Jupiter and Mars or what you mean by them being 'out of bound' for that matter (my comments on Capricorn may be relevant). As a shaman and a Taoist (again, Luciferian), my spiritual tendencies are already very much expansive already, which in principle ought to put me in alignment with Jupiter (also in constant conflict with Saturn). My relationship with Mars is more complex: I rely on the visceral energy and a certain amount of anger to keep me active and motivated on my path; however, too much fiery energy can imbalance me and make me unrelatable to the people I want to reach. I mean, it's hard enough trying to show people the error of their ways when you're proceeding calmly and methodically; if you're enraged about the issue you're speaking about, no one wants to listen, no matter how good your points are.
Anyway, thanks for taking the time to analyse my chart. If you don't mind taking a little more to clarify the couple of points I asked about, I'd appreciate it a lot. Thank you.
Appreciate you Raina!
Lilith in 1st (Aries + Aries Sun), Scorpio rising, Stelium in Taurus. 😭 All correct. Plus. Constantly rejecting sexuality, since forever! Maybe because of being raised very conservative. 🙄 Definitely undercurrent of trapped devil energy. And a constant internal fight between being single and independent (therefore no sex in my case), and a relationship (therefore sex but feeling like that will be the end of everything else). Great info. Thanks. ;)
Lilith conjunct ascendant in Aquarius. Everything you’ve mentioned I’ve experienced 🖤
Thank you I just had a huge aha! Moment . Thank you 🙏🏼💓
I feel like Oprah right now...🤣
Lilith in the first house, here. I was never abused, when I was young, so I don't think Lilith has anything to do with that... I do have off a very strong presence, though.
Whats ur lilith sign's?
@@lasivre13 Virgo.
Lilith in the first house scorpio. I have been abused, it could be the lilith in the first or the lilith in scorpio since both deal with abuse, taboo and rejection. I want to bond with people so bad but they always see me as a threat and try to compete with me. People I want to be friends with see me as the competition. I literally have to dumb down myself to even engage with people. Lucky for me I also have sun sitting in my first house much closer to my ascendant so it softens the effects of lilith and I can be very charming and fun to be around. It's still a hard road though but I wouldn't want it any other way. I love being me. Also I get a lot of attention from women and men, it's just more hidden with the men but I hate it sometimes. I've noticed I don't get along with other males but I get along with women. I've noticed from comments most lilith in the first house get along with the opposite sex but rarely with the same sex. I think that might be because the opposite sex see us as something they can have but the same sex see us as this thing they can't have but can only compete with. I might be wrong but just some observations.
That does seem to happen with women. Good point!
Extremely interesting video. Very in depth as well. I have mercury, chiron, lilith and a scorpio ascendant in my first house. Sometimes I wanna just give up. Lol!😑🙃
Noooo....!!!!
I have Blackmoon Lilith in my 6th house.
Thanks Bunches for posting
I grew up with an older brother and among younger cousins, and showing a sign of just normal human peace with self was provocative. One was respected for being a boy. When I meet sensitive men, I am totally starteled to the point of being aggressive inside (in angry denial) about it. They provoke suppressed vulnerability in me, and I am completely clueless then / blocked.
I have lilith, Uranus and rahu in the first house in Leo. Venus in Leo on my Leo ascendant.
Its truly hard to find good information on thus placement. You killed it!! Libra ASC conjunct BML, juno, Uranus and i have a wound on the face ( large birthmark ) i used my beauty to my advantage and ruined every relationship being so aggressive. I can go on and on but i wanted you to know, i do have the birthmark and ill also say i would never allow anyone to bully me and perhaps that's where and why i was so aggressive. Raised in a religious environment. I did seduce many men but i didn't sleep with them. I had to protect my reputation bc i have that mark and i couldn't have ppl talking bad about me. Strange people are very comfortable with me as well. I attract many kinds who just want to talk to me. And I'm ok with that.
Thank you for providing a real-life example of this. 😊
I have Lilith in the 1st house but I was never bullied. In fact the opposite people always protected me. It was my older sister who was bullied a lot at school.
we have the same name and placement lol
I was never bullied either, but when boys/men love me, some of them became obsessed and became stalkers. That was as bad as being bullied.
That's scary! 😳
Im a libra with Leo rising,venus virgo and both my moons in virgo in the first house people love me then they hate me. God forbid I share my talents or intelligence people get so competitive. But it has made me lucky as well with my placements I love my chart. Even the hard parts
wow we have the same placements, i'm Leo rising with virgo mars& lilth and moon in 1st h but my sun is Taurus in 10th h. yes you said it people love me or hate me or being competitive with me for no reason, I think my existing irritates them LOL.
@@mm-ic8vp hey well make sure you look good irritating them..and smile baby lol they hate that. 😉🤗🧡
I have Scorpio Lilith in the 1st conjunct mars with a Libra ascendant. I have a really curvy body(sorry if that comes across as braggy) and feel like men see me more as an object and not as a person. It’s really annoying! I was picked on and sometimes excluded from things while growing up.
I would never assume you were bragging about having a very curvy figure. I have heard that we choose our body types before we get here. I have actually wondered why a woman would choose such a body, even if it was very appealing to the opposite sex. It is not easy to be constantly objectified. I totally understand what you mean.
Sometimes I feel like I push peoples buttons the wrong way and it’s always unintentional. I’m a libra so I want to get along with everyone but my Capricorn Lilith in the 1st house scares them away 💀
Thank you for this Raina! I have Lilith in the 1st house, Libra asc, but also Uranus in the 1st. I was bullied throughout school. Mentaly abusive familiy. Working on gracefully letting go whenever the family is starting up their .... thing. One thing that borthers me thou, is that up to this day, women seem to go after me whenever I stick my head out. I have thpught about that being related to the BML in the 1st. Any thoughts?
I have had few relationships in my life, and are now living with a lovely Aries man (yes, they do excist! :D ) who can keep up with me. (We both have Mars in Aries.) So there is hope! I´ve heard that Uranus in the 1st house have the ability to pull them self up by the bootstrap, and I´m so glad for this placement.
(Sorry about my English, not a native speaker.) Greetings from Norway! ☀♑ 🌕♊
Beautiful Norway!!! Are you a female? You said women go after you. Assuming you're a woman, unfortunately that does happen with women amongst themselves. Why? We are conditioned to compete for men. If you are alluring, you will incite envy. I did experience all of that when I was younger. I don't know what your Sun sign is but I am a Sagittarius and masculine-sign women (air and fire) tend to like to be "one of the boys" and prefer male companions. I had to look at my own attitudes towards women as well.
Great English, by the way! I am so impressed with the fluency in English of Scandinavians. 🥺 I don't know where you get all that practice! 😂
@@lemurianchick Thank you for replying! Yes, I am a female. And yes, I have seen this "fighting for men" as a remarkable thing my whole life. But at 50 I thought we had grown out of it... I´m a Cap sun with a Gem moon. Heavy placements in Sag, and my beloved sister is a Sag - we have A LOT of fun! :D
As a teenager I prefered boys as companions myself, not getting the drama-thing. But then boys got to be young men and their attention changed - that was a bummer too....
I don´t know. It´s hard to navigate in this World of ours, but I try my best, and focuses on imporoving myself. Nothing else to do. ;)
At the age of 50 I finished a masters degree in education. In Norway English is now not a "foreign language" in the curriculum for elementary school. We are so imersed in the language, that it is juxtaposed with our native language! Isn´t that interesting? (I do see Norway as an American enclave, and do speak with an British accent....) ;)
That makes a lot of sense. Only if a person speaks in a foreign language all the time does it become that natural. They say that Mandarin is the most spoken language in the world. Probably it's Hindi now because the population of India rivals China, I think. But English must be the universal language. So learning it links people from all different nationalities. I love it because I can talk to someone like you! 😍
@@lemurianchick Agreed! Language isn´t a barrier anymore. It´s like the Tower of Babel is no longer in business. 😄
I have my BML opposite my Asc in the 7th house cancer. I’d love to hear a video for Lilith in the 7th house. I’d be so grateful!
I will do that one next! 🤗
@@lemurianchick grateful! Thanks so much! 🌻
Thank you for this! I’m Scorpio ascendant (9 degrees) Lilith (12), Pluto (17), Fortune (24) and Juno (25) and I feel it ALL🫠 Recently in therapy, I began working on how jr. high did a number on me and I have to note that THAT experience was probably my first Scorpio “death” and shapes me to this day. I’m working on it though💡
OMG, junior high is tough! 😬
@@lemurianchick For sure. It made me a lil’ toughie and I was able to get through a lot of things but now I need to the better sides of all this Scorpio. Once I harness this magnetism for good use, it’s over for for these bitches😎😆
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Lilith in the 1st house sun in 1st mercury in 1st Pluto in 1st Chiron in 1st
1st house lilith conjunct moon also venus conjunct saturn next to it i’ve always atttacted men borderline obsessive and was molested as a child
Also Sun in second house in Virgo conjunct Pluto.
I have a prominent birthmark on my face
Hola bebe...
It’s me .. FRANK GARRETT with DUNCAN CONSTRUCTION!
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I have my Lilith in the 12th house ugh 😣 have you made a video on Lilith in the 12th house?
I'm gonna do that one next. This is the first one.
@@lemurianchick thank you 🤗
Lilith in Capricorn 1st house
same!
Same!
Same
I have 1st house Blackmoon Lilith, Venus, Mars, and Neptune in Scorpio. Lilith is conjunct Mars and Neptune.
I have Lilith in 1 house and mars in 8th house but I have never been sexually abused. I was bullied in school if it’s the case. I also have stellium in 8th house and chart ruler in 8th house. And yes I had anorexia when I was 14 but maybe due to my another stellium in 6th house? I’ve been always trying to hide my sexuality since I realized I attract male attention a lot. I’m Leo ascendant as well, which I don’t relate myself to at all. I just feel myself appearing as a pieces (my sun sign )rather than Leo ascendant.
I have ascendant conjunct Lilith what does it mean?
That strengthens things regarding appearance and everything that other people pick up on right away. Do you have Pluto in the 6th? That can be eating disorders. Mars in the 8th is pretty intense and could suggest abuse of some sort--doesn't have to be sexual (although one aspect of the 8th is sex but also power and death). 12th House placements can suggest deeply buried trauma that the person doesn't remember (Pluto here, for instance).
@@lemurianchick maybe it explains why do people view me as mysterious person? So it makes people neither like me or hate me. Of course it’s just an appearance and I’m very funny and open minded person with my friends and family (despite Capricorn moon haha). (Also I have this Scorpio rising deep eye look). And my Pluto is in 4th house.
Appearance is the first thing that people see (unfortunately, IMO) so it's all about first impressions.
I'm a handful!!! LOL
I’m a cancer sun but I’m very scorpionic
Is there a difference between Lillith and Black moon Lillith? My Lillith is in Scorpio in the 1st house I'm hoping I'm watching the right video.
Yes you are! I will label it correctly if need be. There are several Liliths referred to in astrology but BML is the correct one here.
Is this the same as Lilith in the ascendant?
I have Lilith in the ascendant 1st house
Yes!
@@lemurianchick I’m a guy and for some reason I’ve always attracted people to me, they just wanna have sex with me. Also for some odd reason I intimidate people. Everyone thinks I’m very mysterious and good looking. I’m a
cancer sun
Cap moon
Venus conjunct ascendant
Sun conjuct Lilith
Venus trine Pluto
Pluto trine ascendant
Mercury trine Pluto
Lilith trine MC
Pluto in Scorpio in the 5th house
Is this intense?
What is your Rising Sign? Do you attract both genders?
@@lemurianchick I’m a cancer ascendant, I met my twin flame Same sex two years ago, his Venus and moon are in the 8th house and yes I attract both men and women like a moth, I’ve always wanted a deep Love but everyone runs away. They just want sex 🥲
It is intense but also check your emotional temperature. If you are the type that oozes sex appeal, you may be tempted to use this "attribute" to snag a partner. I don't know if you express emotions for people prematurely and they back away...
Is this the same as having Lilith conjunct to the sun?
It isn't the same but you might see certain similar themes.
How does this effect men is it different?
I thought I touched upon that but men can also be seducers or feeling as if they are the targets of others in this way. Shame about identity, rebellious as you get older (but maybe a victim as a child).
I have this in scorpio
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@@lemurianchick Is that bad? lol
Nothing to see here...🥴
Which black moon lilith is it about? The mean or true black moon?
Mean. But don't get too caught up in concepts.
@@lemurianchick thank you!!
Omfg. I dropped my
Phone. My name is Rayna. Tf.
😁 I spell it Raina...😉
@@lemurianchick name sisters lol