mfw my face is not a face and i reach with things i know not of and i try to run but i dont know what legs are and all i know is i am me and i am scared
So turn with the turn of the merry-go-round and dance to its jolly old song... Who will you be, with a name or three, and a stranger's face worn wrong?
Your face is not your face is not your face around the curling carousel it twists in place to take from you and all the tattered stolen souls whose sense of "me" is swollen and distended into nothing. Round and round and round it goes and when it deigns to stop who you might be you cannot know so touch and feel the skin atop your skull to test the limits and extremities of where this canvas comes to rest, in robbed identities and peeling names that you could swear were never yours (that's about as far as I can remember lol I used to be able to recite it all by heart)
"Well, my father called me Nikola, and then I killed him! So I thought I rather deserved to have his second name too, which makes me Nikola Orsinov! Pleased to meet you at last!" "You, um. You killed Gregor Orsinov." "Yep! He got really boring, and I'm a monster! I mean, what do you WANT me to do, NOT pull him apart?”
So dance. Dance to the beat of the thump of the chase of the still and plastic horse hooves which cannot break from where they are secured by bolts and glue and eggshell-thin reality that paints a visage of sense almost enough to tell you that the nausea that swells and pushes at the limits of your mind is incorrect. (I couldn’t resist)
Wow! This sounds just like the real, human circus that I can walk to with my very human feet! I love listening to this music with the two ears I have that are definitely mine that I have always had :D
Ever sense i heard this episode and the one in season 4 or 5 i don't remember I've genuinely had ptsd whenever i hear a calliope like my body with oause and i break down a bit now cause i got so invested into the show.. i hate having autism
I was walking home the other day and legit thought I could hear calliope music coming from my neighbors house for a good 30 seconds before realizing it was nothing, and my first thought was "is that Nikola Orsiniov???"
@juicylucy2365 Actually, i’ve been making quite a bit of progress since I commented this! I might end up recording my attempt and tagging you with it here on CZcams someday >:3c
@@johnsayles4316 gosh I thought I answered the question a while back !! It's an Animation movie made by Nextflix !! It's actually free on youtube if you search for it, It's really great !
I spin round and round and round. The world a blur my face a blur slipping away. The dance goes on and on the faces are not theirs and I o’ so desire a face that I can own, for my face slips and blurs and unravels as everything goes faster and faster. A rushing that hits in the chest like a million tiny fingers clawing their way out of my chest and I try to hold on but my nails are yielding and my throat is tearing and my eyes are popping and my face is slipping away in the ever gripping blur around and around and around a central point that I is halfway a swirl and me and the terror that spreads through my ever slipping identity
I don't even have ears to listen to this. I had to borrow these two.
GET AWAY FROM TIM.
@@ephemeral_ist NOT THE RAGING PANSEXUAL, NOOO
I don't even have fingers to reply to this comment with, i had to "borrow" these.
“I… I don’t understand?”
“And you never will again.”
mfw my face is not a face and i reach with things i know not of and i try to run but i dont know what legs are and all i know is i am me and i am scared
So turn with the turn of the merry-go-round and dance to its jolly old song... Who will you be, with a name or three, and a stranger's face worn wrong?
a sword, i cut, that is my plan, to cut through the dance, the full span. i cut cut and cut some more, never slowing, not anymore.
Your face is not your face is not your face around the curling carousel it twists in place to take from you and all the tattered stolen souls whose sense of "me" is swollen and distended into nothing. Round and round and round it goes and when it deigns to stop who you might be you cannot know so touch and feel the skin atop your skull to test the limits and extremities of where this canvas comes to rest, in robbed identities and peeling names that you could swear were never yours (that's about as far as I can remember lol I used to be able to recite it all by heart)
Go on then, make a fist. Do you even know whose hands they are ? Do you even know what a hand is ?
And now the weather.
"Well, my father called me Nikola, and then I killed him! So I thought I rather deserved to have his second name too, which makes me Nikola Orsinov! Pleased to meet you at last!"
"You, um. You killed Gregor Orsinov."
"Yep! He got really boring, and I'm a monster! I mean, what do you WANT me to do, NOT pull him apart?”
“I DID use all the bits!!”
Mom said its my turn to wear a face on a hellish merry-go-round !
So dance. Dance to the beat of the thump of the chase of the still and plastic horse hooves which cannot break from where they are secured by bolts and glue and eggshell-thin reality that paints a visage of sense almost enough to tell you that the nausea that swells and pushes at the limits of your mind is incorrect. (I couldn’t resist)
There’s nothing wrong.
"Who will you be, with a name or three, and a stranger's face warn wrong?"
Wow! This sounds just like the real, human circus that I can walk to with my very human feet! I love listening to this music with the two ears I have that are definitely mine that I have always had :D
Fun fact: 165 is actually one of my two fav tma episodes and I have a good chunk of the poem memorized :)
Thank you, I will be using this for my tma-based dnd campaign
would you mind sharing your vision for tma-inspired D&D? as a dm meself, that sounds interesting
That sound like such a sick concept
oh my GOD ive been craving to be part of a tma based dnd campaign
I Do Not Know You.
So glad I have human ears so I can listen to these sounds ( =
Are you sure you have human ears?
the ears belong to what i believe was a human (-:
Are you sure you know what a human is?
how can anyone be sure of anything silly? we aren't meant to understand. we are meant to be afraid.
me when i the uh the uhm uh um when i um
I could barely pay attention to the episode where they stopped the Unknowing because I was jamming to the music so hard
"Don't turn on the light."
"Are- Are you gojng to kill me?"
"Noooooo! ... I mean yes! But not for a good long while yet!"
Why does my skin prickle with heat and discomfort when I listen to this with my human ears
Ever sense i heard this episode and the one in season 4 or 5 i don't remember I've genuinely had ptsd whenever i hear a calliope like my body with oause and i break down a bit now cause i got so invested into the show.. i hate having autism
im sorry for your autis, breastie 😔but also it generates fear so like yeah
the entities are hungry yum yum
I was walking home the other day and legit thought I could hear calliope music coming from my neighbors house for a good 30 seconds before realizing it was nothing, and my first thought was "is that Nikola Orsiniov???"
This song fills me with so much anxiety and so much serotonin at the same time 😭
I wish this was on spotify
We making it out of the circus with this one 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
What if I had this playing from 10 tabs at once? Will it summon a Stranger to my location?
Honestly, the experience is giving more Spiral.
Cranked the number up to 16. Big recommend.
Faster, FASTER!
I listened to that episode today and wanted to hear a longer version of the music! I'm so glad this popped up on my recommended!
"That's...Not...Funny!..."
i know.
TMA ref
*💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥*
(💥💥)
Be still for there are strange BANGERS 🗣💯🥶🔥🎪
Real ‼️‼️‼️‼️
imagine someone not in the fandom stumbling upon this comment section, must be bloody terrifying
cant let my gang kno i fw this
Finally the music we needed to dance the world anew and the best part is I just got a new skin to wear to the dance this is going to be so fun.🙂
I would totally dance to this if I knew how to dance, or what a dance even is for that matter.
Just finished listening to episode 120. I love this strange music, lol.
SAME!!! I loveeeeee this song
I’m trying so hard to learn this on piano but it’s difficult without sheet music lol
i would supply, but unfortunately i did this by ear and im like 80% sure i was drunk out of my mind when i decided to make this
@juicylucy2365 Actually, i’ve been making quite a bit of progress since I commented this! I might end up recording my attempt and tagging you with it here on CZcams someday >:3c
@@Kapperson720 very glad to hear!
Nikola going ham on the calliope while a schrodinger child is beaten in a sac
Hello magnus archives fans.
Sounds a bit creepy and eerie for something that's meant to be cheery
Meow! Meow! Meow! Meow!
meow
mew!
Mroew :3
What’s your skincare routine
implying the skin i have on is my own... smh
@@juicylucy2365 I mean if ur wearing it then its yours doesn’t matter where you got it (mine personally I borrowed)
My favorite song
I was litterally trying to find background video of Nimona and I found this like what the fuck youtube--
The video is cool tho !
i have no clue what a nimona is but thank you!
@@juicylucy2365 it's an Animation film on Netflix and a webcomic on the internet ! I recommend it's really cool !
What is Nimona
@@johnsayles4316 gosh I thought I answered the question a while back !! It's an Animation movie made by Nextflix !! It's actually free on youtube if you search for it, It's really great !
Its this fire movie on netiflix its so good and (like tma) theres gayness in it so thats cool. Its abt a girl who can shapeshift and a fugitive knight
that schizo-type beat!!
the voices
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gang gang
meet me in the walls
no way its that one song from TMA
Sounds lovely
"I thought it was pronounced "Caleeowpee" 😢
I spin round and round and round. The world a blur my face a blur slipping away. The dance goes on and on the faces are not theirs and I o’ so desire a face that I can own, for my face slips and blurs and unravels as everything goes faster and faster. A rushing that hits in the chest like a million tiny fingers clawing their way out of my chest and I try to hold on but my nails are yielding and my throat is tearing and my eyes are popping and my face is slipping away in the ever gripping blur around and around and around a central point that I is halfway a swirl and me and the terror that spreads through my ever slipping identity
This is fire 🔥🔥🔥
is this the actual thing? cool
haha nice
amazig!!
thank u
Does anybody have the sheet music for this lovely song??? (I've been trying to recreate it by ear but I think I'm going insane trying-)