I know people who do coke regularly, bordering on addiction. They are possibly the dullest people I know. They tell the same 3 stories, the same 4 jokes, and their conversations usually revolve around how much coke they've done, and obsessing about people liking them.
Lost 10 years of my life to coke, been clean for another 10, watching your videos reinforces my sobriety
Thanks Eric
You didn't say how after a session you just wanna sleep for ever and it takes days to recover to somewhere normal
So I am not the only one. It takes weeks for me to recover to peak, really crazy. I just sleep a lot every day because of this.
Hi Eric, I’ve watched your videos for about 2 years now and they are so informative. I have someone in my life who I love very much and I’m in love with him. He and I have broken up twice now, and just recently I walked away for the second time due to his cocaine addiction, porn addiction/sexual compulsion and compulsive lying. It’s been a tough journey to watch him go through this and hurt himself and our relationship, but I thank you for making your videos. They have helped me gain an understanding as to what he’s feeling and going through and I know he wants to change this. I’ve sent him your videos and I know he is the one that has to do this if he chooses to want that change. Thank you again ❤ and congratulations on your sobriety.
Thanks and proud of you for walking away it’s the best help you can literally give an addict with the hopes they hit rock bottom. Believe in you! 🫶
@@EricBZink you’re welcome. Also, thank you. Walking away is so hard. He relapsed this past Friday and has hit a rock bottom, but I can only pray it shakes him up and that he’s more determined than ever to continue on a path of sobriety. 🙏🏽 I hope to come back here with an update on him, and who knows maybe the update will even be him commenting. You never know. Have an amazing and blessed day!
@@aprilmacdonell2682 thank you 🙏🏽 I’m trying and doing my very best. It’s not easy, but I know it’s the right thing to do. ♥️💕
I lost 12 years of my life to coke. My partner left me i aint seeing my kids atm. I lost my home and my driving license. Ive just got a room to live in ive just got my driving licence back i learned that without alcohol i would never use coke. Ive wasted so many years from it
I've only did coke once. Spent a night with two friends snorting two grams. I remember being very pissed off the next morning when there was no coke. Drove to the store and the uncomfortableness of being inside the car made me want to rage. Just wanted to start punching the steering wheel.
Stuffs the devils dandruff. I fucking love the smell, the taste of it, but it’s a horrible horrible bastard pile of shit I wish I never put near my nose to begin with.
I do remember when I got angry on a person sitting next to me on the bus.
Must know more. do share ur far travels and long lasting memories friend…
I’m doing coke maybe once every 2 weeks on nights on, can’t ever understand how people can do it everyday.
I have a brother who is hooked on cocaine and no matter what we other siblings say, he just keep on doing it
He lost his wife almost his children to because he’s always owning people money including my self and can’t provide for he’s family
He has a job but has to pay people he barrows from and ends up with nothing
Last week he called me and said he had a hole in he’s nose and I told him “ either you quit or you gonna die” My hope is this gonna be a lesson but I do t know, I mean he lost he’s family and he just kept on and just like you said in one of you’re videos “ it’s only you self who can stop this and nobody else
Keep up brother with great content and I’m happy for you were you are in your life
I wish you all the best big love from Sweden🇸🇪
I never got the temper thing, but after the 15-20 minute high and 5-7 lines came the paranoia and the liver pain and the inability to find a comfortable body position
It just fucks you up I’ve never took it but have freinds who do it ,and they are fucked up
People
Trying to tell if someone is using. Does pushing on the side of the throat make it feel like your getting the rest of what was snorted?
Im going true the same thing can you please help me youre videos has help me alot
I’m very fortunate I don’t have the addiction to it i used like 1 g by myself and it lasted me a few weeks and I didn’t use it every day and when I did I’d just do 1 decent line and I was good.
That’s what I used to do. 1 g would last me awhile. I would only get it cause my guy didn’t have Molly. Havnt been able to find Molly in 2 years so now I do about an eight ball every 3-4 weeks. Not liking it lately though. Not really worth it
@@nickspaulding1511with me, as long as there was any coke left, I'll keep going... so I only got as much as I planned on using. If I had an 8 ball I'd just keep going til there was nothing left
I think I’d be dead if I became a coke addict. I never would’ve been able to afford or handle it. I never bought more than a gram at a time and probably never did it more than a dozen times total. Second to last time I ended up in the hospital with tachycardia, thinking I was having a heart attack. They did nothing for me but get mad at me. The doctor looked like he wanted to punch me in the face and said, “it’s cocaine what did you expect”? I didn’t expect that. I never had that reaction before from coke. I used to feel just amazing on it. Not sped up. I think the coke I started getting at the end was garbage and was laced with something else besides some inert cut. Anyway, now I have that on my medical records forever. So anytime I go to a hospital they’re going to immediately judge me and assume that what ever is wrong is due to drugs. Even though that was 12 years ago when I went to the hospital from coke. Last time I went to the hospital for a stomach issue, they immediately assumed drugs. But they dropped it after talking to me and then me telling them I’ve been sober for a decade.
it’s fine wen i do it…it’s the next day after the usage😩…body exhausted heart racing tired asl it’s miserable
How about some loss of independence. asking for a ride, asking for money.
It would be a struggle to get 2 3.5 a day up the nose everyday isn’t possible
1/4oz a day??? That's a lot bro
Additionally - painful headaches / brain damage + numbness in arms and legs + plus sores in mouth and teeth damage from grinding - very damaging all round
It doesn't sound like any fun at all.
When you start taking it its like heaven and very very fast takes you down to the deepest point of hell
Did you ever develop a collapsed nasal valve through use of cocaine? Im a recovering coke addict and only after 3 months of coke usage, I noticed my nostril started to collapse after stopping usage. Do you know if there's anyway to fix a collapsed nasal valve, without surgery?
@@subseg5579 I'd say only about 6ish grams of coke over a 2 month period, but I was doing intranasal everyday with something; during this period.
No sadness when running out of meth. Just extreme exhaustion. Last real binge I had I spent two weeks laying in bed smoking cigarette after it was all over. Lived in a hotel and could only get out of bed those two weeks to piss and eat my two meals a day. I enjoyed myself though, watching CZcams.
Twitching
anger issues
dehydrated
days in bed
Low immune system
Increased appetite
Not nice to be around
It amazes me that people can be sober for years and still dream about that drug and crave it