NF - How Could You Leave Us
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- čas přidán 25. 01. 2017
- Official music video for “How Could You Leave Us” from NF’s album, Therapy Session.
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Music video by NF performing How Could You Leave Us. (C) 2017 Capitol CMG Label Group
#NF #HowCouldYouLeaveUs #NFHowCouldYouLeaveUs - Hudba
"Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had"
feel it :(
me too... what is happening
Same
Cried my ass off this song...
Emy I’ve lost everything I have so I have nothing to loose
I to so I fell in a deep depression
I damn near cried. He needs a Grammy for this
No this is real tears bro
I cry because this is just like my life
Tajae Maynor I did
I cried
Grammys wont accept real emotions smh
It’s been 18 years since I have seen my mom alive. I am still dealing with the emotions of her being gone. This song really hits home in every level and still hurts the day my dad calling me saying they saw my mom in a ambulance. Get sober for your kids.
Sending you love. I'm so sorry. I know what you went through. I lived it too. Almost 6 years since I watched my mom pass...stay strong please.
😢😭 I'm trying so hard my daughter lost her dad 2 years ago to an overdose on heroin I won't leave her 💔
im sorry brother
As a parent it's tough to go thru life but your kid is worth trying for and hate the fact of knowing one day I will be gone and they will be alone Idk how anyone exactly feels I can't say but I'm sorry for your loss I've experienced my own losing my dad and my mom is an alcoholic and the time I need her in my life she's only to focus on herself. My family really has nothing to do with me I don't want that for my kids I will always be there for them no matter what
@@jonathanbanks4427 I’m sorry to hear that bro I wish u the best
To this day, I can't believe how a person can write such a song. Unbelievable. This song should be one of the best songs of all time. 💔
*I think we need to take a moment of silence to respect Nate and all he's been through*
Call me
You can literally hear the pain in his voice.....he's really talented with a sad background....i respect him for being here and being strong.
I agree my mom is starting on drugs and I am scared, I really don’t know my life yet and I don’t know how to hold my life.
Been through the same shit bro
What Nate went through, and what everyone else is going through, if your like me you don’t care about yourself only about everyone around you that are going through what you are going through
You know it’s a good song when you can relate to it without having gone through this
yea im tearing up cause I can sorta relate my moms an addict but hasn't passed away luckily but yea man
I can totally relate to this as well. You are very right.
Yes I can relate with both my bio parents
I can relate to this both my parents have been addict since I was small but my mom was the only one that has passed
I can relate because both of my parents and my papa used but none of them died respect he makes the best music and he is underated
the difference between this song and "Mama" is amazing.
He forgives his mom in “mama”❤️
@@VitalRoots24 yup
Replace “pill bottle” with “booze bottles” and this is exactly how I feel about my mom. This song hits the nail on the head in a way no other song EVER has..
Same but it shows us all how NOT to live our lives. Stay positive, find God and do the right thing in life and everything will be okay ✌🏼
Be there for your mom.
@@CataLyst7Continued oh I am. Pretty damn hard sometimes because once she blacks out, she is someone completely different and is crazy
same
@@alyssastead6202 Damn. I’m sorry you have to go through that, it’s rough
“I was nothing but a kid who couldn’t understand it” that hit hard
Love your username and pfp 🥺
@@kc-lv4gh Hello, I understand you and I feel bad so I wanted to know if you could maybe email me or send me some of your music I would really like to hear it if you don't mind :)
@@kc-lv4gh don't give up man, keep going, i'm sure u will be something one day❤️I listened to ur music 💙
@@abduallahamin2001 man if you liked it don't forget to subscribe, this is really hard for me. Nobody knows how much I worked to get 100 subs, and 100 is basically nothing
@@kc-lv4gh Bro quit trying to promote yourself by spamming your message everywhere and trying to make people feel bad. It's hard for you? It's hard for everyone.
“They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell.” -NF
If that's case I been in prison since 2013 my mom died this way
Charlie Keever I’m so sorry for you. Don’t let anyone you love do that, just say they could die. I’m so sorry.
If pains a prison I had this coming for a long time then...
My dad did the same thing
and if life is pain then i buried mine a long time ago but it's still alive -nf in paralyzed
Everyone cried at this one, Nf is so brave to tell us this story
So sad but beautiful ❤️
2024 anyone😅
Meee
Hi 2024 here 😊
Yup
Yeahh ❤
Better than M. Cause the fastest doesn't always win.
NF crying at the end..... that really hit me hard.
Tiauna Hazlett same
Tiauna Hazlett I Cried Too... 💔❤️
He let it all out...like a baby...I wept with him
That made me cry
Yes, that post produced tear...lol
Imagine how he felt when he wrote this song... and when he recorded it in the studio... NF lives on
Gustav Gude must have felt bad
He told the producers to leave the room because he was crying so much
He probably made everyone in the room cry. That's what I like to imagine. I would've cried. Not only is it sad, I start to cry when others cry. I'm typing this while listening and i'm crying right now.
We already know cuz of this vid, The last part isnt even staged, he literally cried, which makes me realise how easy I have it..
Nf ceried singing this song
He is a legend. The raw pain in this is unbelievable. I have this with my dad and his addictions. I’m astounded. Truly heart wrenching
I'm still alive because of this song. 2024
I don’t think the crying was there on purpose, HE IS ACTUALLY FEELING THIS
The end was recorded when he had an emotional breakdown during recording and he doesn’t ply the song at shows to keep it raw
Ik
Anonymous Penguin I cry everytime I hear this song
Anonymous Penguin he’s actually crying
@@dalton2478 bruh I'd be crying to if my mom did all this
" I don't rap so millions of people will like me ; I rap because there are millions of people just like me ." -- NF
I can feel it ..
Pratiksha Barbate i can feel it...
🖤
Pratiksha Barbate So true..
And that is why NF will go down as one of the best ever, and definitely the most real!
I mf feel it in my soul...
My stepdaughter, 12yo, showed me this song. She lost her mom to an OD last year. It's hard. I'm so glad they have media to help.
My mom was a major alcoholic. The story this guy tells it's he's taking the words right from my own mouth.
This will never be just a song. And Nf will never be just a song artist. He is so much more than that.
wait really
Moose Playz amen
who are you
i know eh so much more than that... a copy of eminem!!..smh
Moose Playz eminem dissed him...
“I don’t need a picture of my mom I need the real thing.”
Dang
I felt that.
Itz Miss London honestly.... my heart
😭omh ,i cry every time I heard it!!
Eh I know how he feels
I relate
I went through the exact same thing but my mom didn't pass away I remember sitting in McDonald's waiting for my mom to come an she never showed up an at the park she showed up once an she tried to take me back and i remember telling her no an I feel bad for the people who have lost somone I am very lucky I haven't lost my mom but I don't live with her I got tooken away from her when i was 2 and I'm 11 now an I havent seen her in 5 years an I having seen my brother in forever if I see them I will most likely think they are strangers because the last time I seen them I was 6 an the last think my mom and brother said to me was happy birthday I love u if I have got through this u can no matter how hard it is
I’m 13 and my dad is battling with m*th and now he can’t see us anymore and this song absolutely broke me man it’s 3:56 and I’m crying myself to sleep
Stay strong buddy❤ my dad is an addict (alcohol) it can hurt so deep.. you’re not alone 😢
@@catelinrussin8206thanks man I’m trying to keep my head up but here I am still listening to this and crying
@@obey_icky01s79 same. I listen to this song often. Trauma can’t be haunting. Maybe some day it won’t hurt so bad. If I have kids some day, I know for a fact they’ll always be my first priority. The generational trauma of addiction has to stop with us 🙌🏻
When you are a professional at being numb to your pain, so you come to this song to feel something. Almost 34 years old and still feel my parents mistakes. This generation must do better
“Some lady in the corner watching us while she taking notes” hit me the hardest
You wanna explain me a bit more, why she's taking notes?
Would be thankful for that.
@@ykiikii she's a social work evaluating if the parents are fit to home him
@@louissiff6349 oh, I thought about a psychiatrist but yours makes sense
@@khaleesiii4542 could be that as well.
ZyRiZ II Michael she is a social worker evaluating if the kids are safe enough to be rehomed
“music’s the only way I can speak to you” damn i felt that
i relate so much
maybe becsuse he already had a wife and kids NOW did you feel That ??
This song almost every time manages to make me cry, personally i don't relate with this song since i don't struggle with addiction and neither do my relatives. NF can just manage to pull the emotions out of me, it's incredible!
It's not just a song, it's much deeper than that, it's... painful feeling
This guy turns his pain into his art,i've never seen any rapper with a soul like this.
God gave him this gift fam. His ministry has help me out so much especially in areas i didnt think i needed help in!
Another one is called Eminem, check him out
@em101112 dude listen to Eminem older music he had a similar child hood to nf but much worse
Joyner but other than joyner amd mgk no i agree
@em101112 😂😂😂
the pain in his voice is so real... amazing song..
Leslie Botello ikr it made me cry
Steven Valarezo f hd jfjfj
Vlexvudrv Uoirehtfele all I have
Leslie Botello frrr mann this shit go hardd
The pain is so real I can feel it every time I her this song.
it's 2024 I'm still here listening to this song
Man, i just saw NF in Greenville. I sobbed the entire time MAMA was playing, i really felt this, not about my mom, but a best friend i had 2 years ago. This is a masterpiece, since it came out and to now. Love this man's music so much.
Incase some of you didn’t know, NF’s cries are real in this song.
They decided the keep it in the recording as NF couldn’t get through the song without breaking, which is why you hear so much emotion in his voice.
Wow I did not know that thanks
More like real 'real'.
@@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 wym
You said 'unreal' at the end of your comment and I was just commenting on how raw and real this song and all his music is. That's all. But I knew what you meant.
@@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 are u talking to me ???
"Why do I feel like i lost something I never had?"
Wow
Truly speechless
Same
Deutschland 🇩🇪
(Ok unnötig XD)
I feel like I lost something I never had my dad killed himself when I was 2 months
@@L00ser.lynzzz I'm sorry
@@L00ser.lynzzz I never saw my dad, he left to Mexico before I was born. I only saw him once in my life when I was 6 at Tijuana, and he never even smiled. I almost cried when I found out he had three other kids, one who was only a year younger than me. I saw my stepbrother while face timing my dad once and he looked so happy and my dad actually smiled for the first time I'd seen him. I've only seen my dad smile once, and he barely calls anyway. I dont think you're missing out on much really from my perspective, my dad never really told me anything a dad would tell his kid
Lost my dad over 40 years ago to suicide. This song hits pretty hard. Still hurts. Suicide is the most selfish thing you could ever do.
I'm in rehab right now. My Son played this song for me and told me that there were times that he thought he would eventually relate with this song if he lost me. It tore me up inside. I don't ever want my kids to have to go through this messed up world without me. Whenever I am triggered to use, I listen to this song. My kids are my everything. Addiction is a hard thing to get through. A hard thing to understand. Its so hard to step back and see the people that you are hurting while you're in active addiction. Thank you for making this song Nathan. This song will save so many people's lives. I'm so sorry you lost your mom. I can't imagine the pain you went through. 😢
stay stong man
You dont realize how much you need someone until they are gone.
Mom
Truth 💔
Wise words💔
I knew what I had when I had her, but it still hurts that she's gone. I miss you Mom
Ben Lepsch fr 😔
"I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing."
This line was the deepest thing I've felt in a long time. Thank you for that NF. ♥
This line hit me hard the first time I listened to it my mom passed without me even knowing the pills got her too sadly I got called home from school and my foster mom was sitting there with my social worker told me my mom ODed this morning it’s been over two years now and I got a picture on my shelf but damn I need the real thing sometimes
I dont even have a picture
@@justsomeguywithinfinity2077 I'm sorry man I'm nearly out the shitty system now just a couple months and I'm moving out
Has darkness fades Light glows nah the system has been great for me I love my foster mom but I know there’s shitty homes out their that don’t give a shit about the kids they get
Same......😓
I am watching and crying. This story has hit me
I can never feel what he went through, but I know it hurts to see your mom in pain and deep in depression
I didn't think that if I lost my mom it would be bad because I had close to zero contact with her but I was wrong. The whole song for me doesn't cause me to cry anymore it's just that last part art the very end that really gets to me because that's the most true part about it to me. 4:14
the raw emotions in his work is exactly why i absolutely love NF.
Katrina IKR I'm fricken crying this dang song geez I live it but it makes me so sad
same I love it but it makes my eyes water. since its what he's been through and is still going through these emotions. it leaves a big impact on the people who listen to it (especially those who relate to this song). that right there is truly amazing.
It made my eyes water to esspicaly at the end when she fell to the floor and died and the part were u can see nate almost crying 😢
nice work tho really emotional gave it a like
Katrina Cmccj is jazz
Xmx
"I dont need a picture of my mom i need a real thing" damn, that hit hard
hit dude not hitted
I know how that feels it's scary my parents abandoned me from a newborn an now I'm 15 I'm now been in care 15 years and I've been through sexual physical and mental abuse all my life and that's me everyday looking at pictures of my parents instead of seeing them my dad died if a drug overdose and my mum has got schizophrenia and she snot happy so she doses up and I have recently been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and I'm living in a group home were I really don't like and I have no choice what happens
And I'm separated from family so I have a had a similar life to NF
That did hit me hard to man
Jess Clemaon I’m honestly so sorry you had to go through that I can’t imagine how tough and hard that feels but just know something things will get better eventually there will be light at the end of the dark tunnel and you’ll get through this I wish you all the best!
his music makes me cry every time because i know how hard it is for him and how hard he struggled. even though i didnt grow up like him, i can feel how he feels through his music and that alone is enough to understand.
I showed my mum this song 4years ago and she said she'll change ....2weeks after , her drug and alcohol intake became worse .. even today she still doesn't wanna quite...I guess not everyone gets a happy ending
Hey that’s what NF is here for
"don't you want to see your babies grow?!"
I couldn't help it. I cried
I try to tell my dad to stop smoking and drinking but well it doesn’t work and I get abused and I still love him no matter what.....this made me cry my eyes out.....
yeah made me cry too I'm kinda hitting a streak now
I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please hear me out. I'm 14 and I wanna rap. me nor my parents can afford to buy me a laptop or a home studio right now. Since I'm Indian it's even worse, everyone laughs at even the thought of me rapping. Im gonna prove them wrong. I wanna show them that my race is something I can't control. What I can control is that I try my best. Im not asking you to like my content, just give me constructive criticism.
One day I'll make it out of this, one day I'll be the greatest.
Same I relate to this song my mom is addicted to pills and its like she not here for me
kgrip okay buddy stop with the copy paste bullshit for likes. If you’re gonna be the best get on with it, and stop complaining. Complaining about shit is weak.
*The fact you can hear him breaking down throughout the whole song just shows how raw the emotions are...* All my prayers go out to him...🖤
This song soooo relatable 😭 I miss my mom
I miss my dad😭I have a deep level with this song.😭
I miss my dog Riley
@@michaellewis09 its not the same
@@masonbainbridge7902 It may not be as severe but all grief is the same and sucks.
This song changed my life. 20 years in addiction. Many treatments. and this song was the thing that changed everything.. Im giving everything I have plus my life for my kid now. 4 years later and still i Listen to this song often to remind me.
This song hits me on a different level
*Imagine being this strong to share something like this out in a cruel society...imagine being as amazing as Nate is...Nothing but respect*
blah blah respect all the way for this guy, no doubt
I relate to the song...my mom did the exact same thing
All the way through a respectful comment💥🙏🙏🖤
Harley Dawn stay strong, i love you 🖤
@@harleydawn6894 My mom did that too...
"When you're happy, you like the song. But when you're sad, you understand the lyrics."
What if you're both?
It's like that wit every song
I know how it feels like.
It's almost simular as my story
@@taukietaukie3950 me too :(
Parents impact their babies more than they know… I found this song a few years after my mom didn’t fight for us in court and chose drugs instead back in 2015. Now it’s 2024 and I’m still listening to it because it’s almost exactly like what I went through. The pain a child goes through when they loose a parent especially one that is still on this earth living their life without their child or children is absolutely heart wrenching. Still to this day I ask myself what it is that I did when the truth is, it wasn’t me…Please if you are an addict, have babies and you’re reading this, please. Please think abt those babies and how you would feel if you were in their shoes. Time will tell them the truth. Be the parent they can look up to and can go to for anything and everything NOT the parent they wish would be there and care.
My mom was addicted to drugs and wasn't there most of my life. (she almost died when i was 12) She was physically there but it was like she wasn't. I had to make food for myself and had to make food for my brother that was 7 at that time. My dad was an alcoholic he left me when I was 4. I haven't seen him since I was 8 . I'm 16 now. I'm in foster care now. This song hits so hard. I taught my brother how to swim I taught him to ride a bike to even tie his shoes I was the mom my mom never was (Even though im a boy)
NF can put so much rage and sadness without cussing TRUE TALENT!
I agree. I need to learn how to stop cursing especially when I get mad. Did NF sing the chorus?
oh, God, get over yourself
@@kiara198923i straight up agree
I think this is one of the few songs with this much rage without a cuss word. And to be honest that just makes me like the song even more
that is so true
this is not a song, it's a story.
these are not lyrics, they're true words.
Finally a comment i can relate to💎💪🏾🤐
Yes
😔😟😕🙁☹️😣😖😫😩🥺😢😭😭😭😭😭😭
I just started to cry on my bed watching this sad damn thing.
Yeah teuw
“Now a relationship is something we will never have but why do I feel like I lost something that I never had” that hurt cause that would be something I would say to my parents if I could there still here with me they don’t have those problems but my relationship with them isn’t the best. Spend time with your kids don’t be so hard on them you never know how it will effect them
I don't know whos gonna read this but idk where else to turn. My mom wasn't the greatest she did alot of bad stuff and screwed alot of my family up. Today I found my mom in a fetal position at the end of her bed covered in blood with vodka and pills surrounding her, Her body was left there for 4 days and this is one of the worst things i've ever had to deal with. I'm only 22 and I feel very lost and detached right now. The smell and visual will stick with me for the rest of my life. Thank you NF for being someone i can listen and relate to.
My heart breaks for you 💔 NF has a way of finding you when you need him the most. Sending positive energy to you ❤
I hope you're doing somewhat better now
I hope you're better now 🤍
Keep going
It must be brutal to be in the studio when NF is recording.
Those sounds of him crying were from his recording. He kept all his breakdowns so people could hear how hard it was
Knockoff Media That’s what I figured
@@GilDice Yeah, I heard he kicked everyone out the room after recording and he broke down and they decided to add it into the song itself
Kevin Stewart Yea someone told me he did that and they all left out of respect
the Q&A at the end he asked everyone to leave the studio and he ranted for 15 minutes but they took the best part
"The goodbyes are not what hurt, but the flashbacks that follow"
Very true 😭
And the nightmares..
I needed to read this tonight
@@brittneyschannel1 you're welcome. 💙 stay strong sister.
pepe laugh
My sister showed me this song and cried so much. I wish I could give him a hug
My mom was an addict to pain meds she stood in front of a train 7 yrs ago so this song hits me pretty hard !! RIH momma.
I am so sorry. That is so, so hard to read. Let alone experience. Looks like you are a happy mama though yourself 😊
Losing someone like that is unexplainable even to someone else who has lost someone to suicide thank you for sharing and your honesty
@@nightingale8481yes it's not easy but life does go on took me yrs to grieve differently, but I got this the show must go on gotta stay strong for my own kiddos ya know they don't deserve that kind of pain suicide is very selfish to me but atleast she isn't suffering anymore. 😓🙏🏼
@@nsjohn130I'm trying my best some days are harder than others, but I can't keep beating myself up for her suicide the hurt will never go away ofc I just gotta accept the sh*t & find ways to keep it moving my kids help motivate me to do my best fr sh*t ain't always easy tho !!
You can hear the sadness in *NF'S* voice.
True
True
Sit In my room, tears run down my face and I YELL
He wanted to record it on his own with noone watching so he could be 100% himself. 😢🙏🌹
Yeah
"Skip to track number four, now that's a really sad one"
That’s what made me listen to this song. And it’s been on repeat 😢
That’s on the new album
Lucy Brown when i heard that, i went to his perspective album, and saw it was this song, and all i thought was..... yep
sorry, therapy i mean
Bingo
This song just makes me see how sometimes we should be grateful of what we have, stop crying over small things and live in the moment with what we have before it's too late
Struggling so hard. I am a mom and I don’t want to wake up tomorrow morning. But I will never do this to my son. He makes life worth it
❤
You Know its real when the song hits you hard asf....
“They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell”
That hit me
I feel the same way and I'm a kid 13 and life to go yayy
I'm in alot of pain RN
@@laryssafletcher3576 it'll get better believe me bro
@@chiefskingdom128 same. I'm 13
Nf is the greatest. Love ya brother. Stay strong
I love how all of these songs just feel like raw emotion. This album it one of my top.
Billie Eilish: I write sad songs
NF: Hold my balloons
I get what u mean but NF was doing this before
Billie Eilish
The fact that this song was uploaded in 2017 and this comment 1 week ago and it still has 270 likes is insane
"Hold my balloons" 😂😂😂😂😂
@@riodeth3279 she a... nvm
I literally just heard that song before this one. I would have never got this joke lol
Just discovered NF and in a marathon of all his songs.
Me too brother
Yess
Same
Same here, I had heard a couple of his songs but, didn't decide to really check him out until a couple of days ago. I was in the grocery store listening to this and was about to start crying. He gained a new fan.
The same, bri
My mom died Jan 16th from liver failure at 45 yrs old this song actually enabled me to grieve ...while everyone else was telling me to be a man and keep my head up I kept going to work and working on my family but I heard this the other day and it actually broke me down i needed it too otherwise i wouldve bottled it up till i did something stupid
Sorry for the loss 😞 hope your doing good and grasping hope as it isn't the end yet.
"Music is the only place I can go to speak to you." This line really got me.
Canaan B I had to turn around and look @ my phone when he said that, like damn..
Canaan B me to 😢😢😢😢
Canaan B me too😩😩😢😢😢
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I found NF accidentally on youtube. This is deepest and the most underrated song written!! 😢😭
It isn't underrated in my opinion, though it deserves more views yes.
This song here is the most underrated song in my opinion. It only has 1.5 million views for being six years old.
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Well at least it is the most underrated song I know of at the moment.
Andres Sandoval I found him after I heard his intro 3 music
"There is no accidents"
-Master Oogway
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I have no words, just tears
Where all here listing to the same song but thinking of different memories 😢
You can hear the pain in his voice..
natalia d if you think you can hear his pain In his voice just listen to Witt Lowry
natalia d yes you Can 😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢
“now a relationship is something we won’t ever have. why do i feel like i lost something that i never had?”
damn
When I have kids u wont be there. 😭😭😭
Damnnnn
That was powerful
I could relate
This was the first ever NF song I heard. I would of been 16. Now I listen back and I never knew how much I was hurting back then, like I can understand those emotions now. Thank you bro ❤
My mom was going on 4 years clean well now she popping pills so I can relate to this song
So much emotion and pain bottled up in one person. I feel you NF
XxShadowxX X Bottled up. I get it.
XxShadowxX X same here😥
Haliyma Clay oh god....
+Sierra Thurman Not to be overly religious but please don't take God's name in vain
I didn't mean it like that, meant it like "oh gosh". Didn't mean to offend anyone. =p
“ I hate the way I remember you”
Damn.
Your music is quite moving, I pray you're not in as much pain as your music portrays.
Keep praying
When I was young this song knew me. When I grew old, MAMA by nf knew me.
the courage it takes to put something personal out there.
NF DEEPEST LYRICS!!!
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I'm glad he did though because know there is a so g for people that have been through this too
💯💯
*Eminem exists*
@@vtrulygrimm777 did anyone say he didn't? like fr stop putting eminem in everything when he has absolutely nothing to do with this video or comment.
its feels good to cry when you haven't for a while.
It really does
Sucks to cry when you lost someone so close to you because of someone who never loved you like they said they made up a whole fake person and dont even love them like they said it hurts it hurts so bad inside but I am still alive still blessed to be alive and moving daily so I do my best to forget and just move on from what we had I held on to it this long I held on to our relationship this long because I wanted to feel the love ik that you were denying and u just wanted attention from someone else so I move on no tears nothing to say nothing for u no feelings anymore no love there any more no nothing anymore because you chose to do the things you did and abandon me
This comment made me cry, it feels good though :)
Fucking words dude
I cry everyday
I will be the best mother in the world….because I have my dad as an example of WHAT NOT TO BE.
Saddest song of NF
Most rappers of my generation can't even touch the surface of the level of lyrics present in this song, let alone the depth.
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The only one I know that has deep meaning is Eminem but personaly for me NF is closer and deeper.
Playboi Carti does this every single song.
@@gc315official idk dude,i have heard all playboi carti song and his song is not deep like this one.
Juice can in some songs in others his lyrics are very meh
It hurts watching this but it hurts more knowing that this is someone’s reality
This is my really because my dad left me and when I was a kid I’m 14 now and he was and still on drugs so this song is my life
@@nevaehvillarreal2618 hug him. tell him he matters. Tell him to get the help he needs. I know from experience kid. 33 and clean for 3 months. My child is my rock. He may get angry at first, keep pushing. Hopefully he gets the help he needs. Show him the reasons he has to live. Excuse my language, but fuck addiction.
I am a special education teacher and too many student experience this. So sad!
@@nevaehvillarreal2618 same but it's my mom lol
@Coconut shark I am so sorry for you but just remember to be brave and if he is still the same guy he was in the past you don’t ever have to go and see him again but if he has changed you should go and see him more often and try and build up your trust with him and I’m sure he would love to see you.
I lost my dad on September 4th 2022 , the worst time and day in my life I thought life would only get worst people started to look at me different never have a real mother growing up only my dad but then he died from drinking , I always love our moments good and bad but I still think about him to this day,my one regret is not losing him but leaving him the day he died , people always tell me he never loved me or he rather drink than spend time with me but I didn't believe that because I'm the only one in his life that understood him ,I just wish he was here for my 14th birthday on April 13 but he wasn't more than not I just want to leave but I stay and move with the world as I am called to do thank you so much nf you have helped me through some difficult things in KY life and if you see this I want you to know u have inspired me to be the person I am today people accept me for who I am thank u
NF, this is to you.
Your mom love you, and she love her kids. She always had a regret. Her regret was her addition. She couldn't kill the addition, instead it killed her. Your mom loves you all. But God love all of us including you the most, and nothing can and will never compare His love for us. May God Bless You. I'll be praying for you.
NF, the most undervalued, underappreciated, and under-recognized artist out there
I am living far away from India and still feel the pain in his songs, I guess he is not that under recognised... I won't like if he gets more media attention because he has a genuine fan following right now and it shouldn't be blown away by idiots following him just coz he's famous
Sitting at 41m views. This seems like a dumb statement to make.
Litolic yeah, but when you compare it to some of the other artists it’s not too much
"Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had?"
-NF
I can feel it
So true
I lost myself
I made myself a promise to listen to this song every Mother’s Day for the last seven years
My wife almost let alcohol take her away from us. It wasn't pills, but it felt the same either way. This song pulls every one of my emotions out of me, seeing the looks on our kids faces, trying to reassure them that everything would be ok. But damn this song hits hard. Everything did turn out ok, thank god.. we stayed vigilant and didn't give up until we were able to get her the help she needed and she has now been sober without a drop for 3 years.. our life is still getting better as days go on.. Sometimes seeing this video is therapeutic in it's own way.. a reminder of how bad it can get, but I'm here to say that there is still hope that things can change. The other thing ill say is that you can never give up on someone struggling with addiction or alcoholism. They're struggling with something else and the addiction is the indicator. I hope if someone is on the side I was on and isnt sure what to do, they'll read my comment and know that there is hope. Never give up.
People: rappers can't make people cry
NF: hold my balloons
I kid you not I laughed for 5 minutes at this
His balloons are actually his burdens
Nf isn’t the only sentimental rapper..
@@ZammaLamma there taking about th "hold my balloons " joke dude , th y ain't laughing about the sing
*coughs coughs* WHAT? is that literally what people say? O_O Music is a way of letting out your anger! JEEZ people don't knowwww!
It wasn’t the song that hit me so hard
It was the fact that so many people can relate
It makes me sick that so many people have to go through this
don't feel too bad. i feel this way and its my fault
Everyone at some point has to go through this.
@@erikas528 that's not really true
@@Poopydoopysxoopy I think he meant everyone in life has to go through some sort of pain in their life not specifically what's portrayed in the video but anything that has made u hurt in ur life. Everyone has to go through pain in order understand what happiness truly is. If u don't know pain then u don't know happiness because when u go through shit, u learn to appreciate the good times more.
Hamilton Champagne yeah I get that
when I practically say, as a soul singer you are either telling your story or someone else's, this is a typical exam. And for some of us who had both parents but one really involved in our lives this hits differently @NFrealmusic thanks for pouring your soul out to us all😭💜.
My mom is still alive. We haven't spoken in 10 years, and we probably never will again. Not even sure if I'll go to her funeral. I don't hate her, its more indifference. I hope she finds peace, but i don't know her. And that hurts
I can feel NF crying. He must really love his mom.
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If he did I fully respect him, I’m being honest if this was my mom I could never forgive her as she died doing and buying drugs which the money could be better spent on my well being. Fortunately I’m 17 healthy about to go University from support by the best mother in the world, love from the United Kingdom
@@r.m7034 what a messed up thing to say, really. I mean, I get what you mean, but don't you understand the gravity of peoples pain? There usually is a reason behind abusing.. Shitty thing to postulate, you couldn't forgive someone for being too weak for their own emotions
Oliver J. It’s just my own personal opinion bro, that you should sacrifice a lot of things for your kids from small things like cigarettes to big things like drugs so that your child grows healthy and if you can’t you shouldn’t have a child or should send him to a safe environment. I get some people in the world are struggling and find it hard to refrain from these actions but in my opinion if you have a child you should no question, because if you do drugs and struggle that’s fine you can screw your life over but if it’s harming others then there’s a problem.if you disagree with me that’s fine bro and take care
@@r.m7034 just for the record, cigrattes are considered drugs as well.
And you know, it's not like parents who do drugs doesn't want to quit. Have you heard plof physical dependence? Altered brain chemistry? Withdrawals? Shit like that happen, when you do pills and what not. Quitting drugs, isn't just a dance of flowers :-)