The Men She Trusted Betrayed Her
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- čas přidán 26. 03. 2024
- Today on Unfiltered Stories, our guest Kimone Smith courageously opens up about her experiences. Despite facing an extremely difficult upbringing in a troubled home environment, Kimone shares her journey of resilience in overcoming immense challenges and trauma inflicted upon her during her youth. We explore how she found the strength to persevere and heal from the profound pain she endured.
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Her mom was just as much of a monster as her brother OMG people are sick Thank God this young lady has the strength to tell her story
Her mother knew all that stuff was going on, And she didn't care. She kept going out being promise you was laying up having more and more kids. I bet you they all have trauma.
YA 7W@joanarc7963
Most people have no idea how prevalent this is. My mother was 12 years old in the 40s when she was raped by her brother and brother-in-law. I don't blame my uncle as much because he was only 15 and being coaxed by a 26 year old man. But I blame my grandfather for not being there to protect his daughters. So, he abused several of her other sisters as well. I screw up my mother for many years but thank god she straightened up her life. That's why, when I see the behavior of these women in the sex industry, I don't pass judgement, because I know at least half of them have been molested at some point prior...Proverbs: There's nothing new under the sun.
Raised around abunch of demons literally
Some people are. That’s why I don’t automatically believe a person is the problem if it’s them against their whole family. It’s gotta be something very disturbing and traumatic on both sides that they are trying to hide. How could a whole family be against one family member? Because that family member speaks up and won’t just brush past horrible things happening..
@@cinderella5208 yeah and it's a spirit thing she's simply not one of them just physically born into that family and they can feel that. Earth is not no good place at the moment alot of people are demons and if a angelic spirit is born amongst them the demons will molest,beat an even kill that spirit and then act like nothings wrong because it's just they're nature they truly don't think it's wrong.
I swear!
@@cinderella5208 it's a spirit thing, her whole family is demons spiritually and she's what you'd call angelic or basically just a normal good person. When people like her are born in families with demonic people they can feel she ain't one of them and will do stuff to break and hurt her and truly feel as if it's not bad because it's they're nature as demons. Life is spiritual than physical they're spirit/character is demonic and hers is not thus they didn't see her as family and didn't like her for not being a demon like you said.
@@lavonhicksonhickson4899💯💯💯
Children should be protected, not abused and used by men who can't control themselves.
Excuse me, but not every man abuses children nore women. However, many women are responsible for abuse towards their own children as well. Get it right
Or women… I just watched a video where the sister abused all the siblings. Same channel.
@@squirrelboss7067 99,9999999% of them are men...for both boys and girls...get me a female reynard sinaga, a female r kelly, a female and female jeffrey dahmer i will send you $1000 no questions asked...untill then FOH..and by female i mean having commited the same type of crimes with the only difference being gender
Women abuse kids daily
Shame on the mother i would have hit my mom back if she would have beat me.
to be beaten by your mom after being raped (to be beaten by your mom *period*) is such a betrayal i don't know how a kid at that age could forgive the world. it's like your mom was beating up the world to fight back at all of the broken promises it laid on *her*.
these toxic families be the worse🤦🏽♀️🤦🏽♀️🤦🏽♀️
Soooo #TRUE, Sister 🎉
I can't think of 1 person living or no longer here, that I can talk to & trust. That's related to me. They put the *T* in toxicity.
@@WreckShopWow, so sorry.
Imagine being punished and sent to juvie because your behavior becomes erratic from being abused and not allowed to have a voice to speak up and matter.
So painful
Unfortunately I know this very well it feels like such a betrayal
She beat you on your private after being violated because she knew she’s a garbage mother. She punished you to protect her image and wicked personality.
It hurts knowing you were surrounded by demons.
DAMN ‼️So Disturbing... Ur mom had a serious problem as well. Ur so brave to be able state ur truth, Stay strong my sista💪🏽💪🏽🖤 Blessings to u. 🙌🏽🙌🏽✌🏽
I saw my molester when I became an adult it scared me like I was a kid again 😢
Same , my heart dropped and I froze
@@trinayshia132 the exact same feeling and you always remember the eyes and how the smell it's crazy 😔
@@sweetlow7443 yes and it’s even candy I can’t eat cause it bring me memories cause most of the time he was eating mambos his favorite candy ughh I hate those cause of him. It’s the little things that would bring those bad memories
If I had the opportunity to confront the abuser. I don't think I could. I was so young, I doubt I'd recognize him. & Our family didn't stay in that area. I remember his last name. But not the 1st. When I was a teenager I wanted to, I'm 50 now, I don't want to. I doubt he remembers. I'm more angry at my parents, who didn't do much of anything except (my mother) fire a bunch of questions at me when there was evidence of what happened. But if I spoke to my mother in a certain tone, back talked. Didn't obey her orders. She would lose it. Go on & on. Yell. Cuss. Name call. Where was that anger then when something happened to her oldest 5 year old daughter? She'd go to restaurants & if her food wasn't up to her standards, she'd give the staff hell. Smh. 🤷🏼♀️
So sorry you went through that.
We have a lot of similarities growing up. My mother claimed to be "saved" as she called it. But was so mean. More verbal and emotionally abusive, especially to me. My heart ❤️ goes out to you. I've been there.
Yes I Ben there to & the way they use religion to get u to submit to the abuse
Hurt people hurt people that’s crazy my mom said them exact words to me . That’s win I decided I can’t take no more of her hurting me mother or not for my sanity & health . She would make me sick to point I would throw up
Hurt people hurt people that’s crazy my mom said them exact words to me . That’s win I decided I can’t take no more of her hurting me mother or not for my sanity & health . She would make me sick to point I would throw up
@@tazyytv3632 I'm glad you were strong enough to leave that situation. I know all too well what you're talking about! I didn't have enough knowledge to know what was going on with me until she passed & I started doing research to find out what was her problem. Narcissism, is the closest diagnosis. I love hearing stories about when ppl I had enough & have the power to leave! Ty for sharing. 💚
What a horrific childhood, even though you really didn’t have one. No safety at home, church, or school, it seems. I’m so sorry you were so alone although surrounded by many people. I’m sure your mom had her own troubles, but to treat her own vulnerable child that way was despicable and disgusting. I’m glad you’re teaching your daughter that she matters, but I hope you also continue to realize your own value. You’re very brave and amazing. You are deserving of respect and unconditional love as well. Stay strong, beautiful💜
I Totally Agree With You.
Ive noticed that most kids who come from abusive homes end up being very intelligent and mature adults. I can relate to some of the things she endured and my heart goes out to her❤. This young lady and her daughter will receive many blessings and I pray that everything is going well with them today. Continue to hold your head up baby girl❤❤❤
This happens to so many people, boys too, because it is kept secret. Your courage will help to protect others.
That jerk from the church that tried to kidnap you was going to unalive you had you and your brother not been able to fight that monster off! I know it! I know it! What a lowlife he is!
Another SA survivor who suffered at the hands of unhinged family members and adults in authority. Also, I see a flag of JA on the wall. Smh. I pray for this young woman's continued peace and healing. 🙏🏽
Hidden secrets generation after generation
The baby boomers like it like that
Yup
It's sickening that so many people are going through this same continous Abuse. Heartbreaking! Unacceptable. Sad that children are not safe ANYWHERE. ANYTIME. ANYMORE. 😢
I personally would live the rest of my life as I dont have a mother. You are a Survivor queen, wishing you all the happiness your heart and hands can hold🙏🏾☺️
You seem like such a strong and resilient human being. I don’t think I could have made it through that childhood you are truly an inspiration.
Seeing these more and more it makes me more compelled to tell my story. May healing be our portion. ❤
She needs to write a book and start an organization
Thank you for sharing. I SALUTE YOU❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
You are amazing. Thanks for sharing this story. How brave.
You are so strong! You are still alive and able to tell your story! Be proud of that. You survived!
Kimone your story touched me, thanks for sharing such difficult and traumatic events you experienced as a child. Your story brought tears to my eyes. You have helped me. I can relate to so much you have said. As a child when you face such trauma, the chemicals in the brain is disturbed. You cannot make sense of the world around you. I could not for such a long time. Your mum did not protect you, neither did mine. I cannot find forgiveness in my heart for the heinous crimes committed against me in my childhood. They say forgiveness sets you free. You are a beautiful, smart, bright, strong and courageous young woman. I pray continuous love, light, peace, blessings and healing over your life❤💜🙏🏾
I can't listen anymore. Just heartbreaking.
I am so sorry this happened to you. Your daughter is blessed to have you.
What can WE, society do to better support victim/Survivors? Is there org we can donate to. It would be good to have a fund that pays for counselling for those victim/survivors so they don't have to pay for that. You deserve all that heals your soul, uplifts you. Children deserve better.
I grew up with 11 and mommie was single. We went to catholic school. I was abused by my uncles. Mommie, hit us with shoes, cords n belts or whatever. Yeah i got trauma. I witnessed beatings too. We barely ate, we was always clean and respected elders. I love my Mommie. Im sorry you look at life like that. Even tho my poor life was hard. Id do it again. God bless you!❤❤❤❤❤❤edit. I was 4 i told mommie and she whooped the crap and had him deported. When i was 50 i told mommie about her brother 2nd uncle.
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For a minute I thought this was in Jamaica because it sounds like a Caribbean norm but being it was in the U.S that's wild... I'm so so sorry sweetie,I can't even begin to comprehend what you've been thru but I see that you are covered by the blood of Christ.. God bless you and it's so brave of you to share your story 🙏
YES, THIS SECKUAL ABUSE BY BLKMAALES IS VERY COMMON IN THE CARIBBEAN..
What are you saying this dont happend in america/ really
@hildaperez7684, well she DID state she's Jamaican so her mom was probably following her cultural norms. It's easy to keep your cultural norms when you are surrounded by people who have the same values and Brooklyn has a very large Caribbean population.
@jsmith5509 Idk I commented a month ago I have to watch it again and I was born in Brooklyn and still go there I know there's alot of Jamaicans, Trini, Haitians, Puerto Ricans,Dominicans, Mexicans etc I'm get back to you but I'm sure I said it FOR A REASON reason cause I don't talk out my a**, you must not know why I said it but that's wht I said 🤷🏽♀️
@larosemurphy7620 I'll get back to you too my comment was from a month ago I gotta watch it again 🤷🏽♀️
every adult in your life failed you. i'm so sorry
This is why I never told until last year at age 49!!! Raped as a kid (not by my brother though) relieved after I told
I’m so sorry that happened to you. Thank you for having courage to share your story.
I'm so sorry this happened to you, and pray that you fully recover 🙏🙏😢😢😢
God loves you, sharing your story, God bless ❤🙏
God bless u
Thank you for sharing your story, it’s was both heartbreaking and empowering. They didn’t break you and you didn’t consider one the cycle of abuse. May you and your daughter continue to flourish and feel safe. ❤
❤ love your transparency… I pray you continue to heal and nothing but goodness and genuine people in your life
Bless you. You are worthy and loved by God. Prayers for your healing. So proud of the amazing things you have accomplished. ❤
Great head space. You’re a great Mom. I see you.
Strong woman . Sending you blessings, healing and well wishes forever❤
Just awful sorry maam
You are absolutely wonderful! Your daughter is so blessed 😊
Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for sharing. Admire your courage ❤❤❤ and praying your continued strength 🙏🙏🙏
😢 I feel so hurt to hear your story. I will always say a prayer for you.
Generational curse. May it be broken thru you. In the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ. Amen
Amen
Hope God gives you spiritual healing and bless you!
God Bless this young lady 🙏🙏
You are amazing and beautiful. Strong inspiring human!!!! Ty and know you survived and seem soo smart and emotionally healthy even though I am sure you struggle a lot. Your daughter will benefit and becomes such a strong woman because of your strength.❤
You’re an amazing woman. ❤
This story had me screaming the whole time. The things I’d like to do to the people who hurt you… 🤬
Thank you ..Blessings. Beautiful girl . Amen 💯🙏🏻
I'm so sorry this happened to you. I hope you are healing. Thank you for sharing. Your family failed to protect you and You did not deserve that. You are an inspiration Queen! 💜
It’s great that you’ve evolved into a healthy adult and mom. People can grow beyond victim hood.
Bless you, ma’am. 🙏🏽
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I kept my secret for 20 years and it was freeing and terrifying at the same time. Good luck.😊
Her brother gave her a good cheek clapping.
Why who your kids be around can't trust no one sad to say. Watch your kids.
I can say that I definitely know how you felt because It happened to me when I was 13. My brother not only took my virginity he left me pregnant. My son is over 40. To this day I am still the black sheep and my brother....my mother will not speak to me. Still I RISE🙏🙏🙏
I'm sorry that your brother did that to you
God will. Take care of them
Sorry you had to go through that I pray that you continue to heal! 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
So sad and disturbing what happened to you. The physical and emotional pain u endured is the worst nightmare but your reality. The people that are supposed to protect you all failed you. Bless you for courage sharing your story. 🤗
Prayers to you sweet soul.
Thank you for sharing. Your journey blessed me.
This is really sad, my child tell me something I would show love and ask questions but best of noooo. The mother really failed her, I hear this a lot how mothers don’t believe or know and just don’t say or do anything.
Thank you for the courage to tell your story ❤️ ♥️ ❤
Good God in Heaven … you are an amazing survivor 🌹🙏🏽
Thank you, thank you, thank you for sharing your story with us. That took a LOT of courage❤❤ You are amazing, and strong!!! Lots of love, and big hugs!!
Much love to Kimone.
You're telling my story and so many others.I'm so proud of you for helping people.Please take care of yourself.My beautiful friend I love you.
I am so sorry that this had happened to you & I hate the way people use religion and hide sexual abuse under the guise of good behavior. It is really unfortunate that because you are an attractive young woman that it draws these type of men toward you. I hope these men burn in the Hell that lives in the church they hide behind. I am so sorry that your own mom of all people did not believe you. That would feel like the worst and final abuse. So many people have church tell them that they should not use birth control & they end up having more children than they are able to care properly for. I really am so sorry that you were not believed and helped. Most of us keep it to ourselves and you were brave enough to speak out. You are a very strong woman and a wonderful mom, please be proud of yourself because you are fantastic. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story because as long as this behavior is kept hidden it will continue. You are so much braver than I was. Be proud because you are strong.
I'm so sorry for all you've been through! I'm glad that you don't look like what you've been through. You are a beautiful, strong woman, your past will not determine your future. Continue healing 🫂
Sorry to hear that, hope you heal soon🙏🏻
So sorry to hear what happened to you as a child. And thank to the universe for all the angels including your uncle who intervened and help you.
You are telling your sad story so eloquently, I don't know where you get the strength, but whatever devine powers you bealive, keep praising them.
Wishing you all the best in the life endeavors
God bless You🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Thanks for sharing your story take care😇🙏🏼
What a resilient, formidable, courageous, and beautiful woman you are. I’m sorry that all those terrible things happened to you by trusted people. Thank you for sharing your story and may we continue and/or begin to protect each other..sen prayers to you ❤❤❤
God bless you. You are so courageous for sharing your story. I pray that, one day, the suffering you endured won’t weigh so heavily on your heart. You deserve all the love in the world. ❤️
Stories like these really does damage to me because even though i don't know them my heart still feels for them its very hurtful and i start to tear up because nobody should be stripped of their innocence.
OMG ! My heart goes out to this young woman. May God bless and protect you and your children 🌷🙏
Thank you for being the extraordinary woman and mother you are and thank you for all the kindness you shared while also sharing the monstrous betrayals from family and all people one would expect a child to trust … to the exception of your uncle and his family. Thank you for exposing the astonishing hypocrisy of most “very religious” families who don’t look at, hear or feel anyone but live fantasies in their heads including the abuses that they actually end up doing. Thank you for the respect you softly give to the child you were and the suffering she went through. Thank you, wholeheartedly, for being you 💛
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. Teach your daughter what true love is. I was a child in a home like that too, and at times we tend to teach our children how to protect themselves, but not love. God Bless
Im so sorry you endured all this trauma, so sorry.
I am sorry you went through that your brave to even tell the story , just hearing this i wish I could hug you and say thank you for telling this story. Even when I was growing up I saw old men trying to talk to young women I would say she is your daughter's age are you mad. I remember a pastor looking at me and i was so disgusted me being under age at the time
Thank you so much for sharing your tragic painful story. You have been able to still grow up and become a loving awesome Mother, who will always protect your own little girl and never shame her. I wish you and your daughter a beautiful life❤️🩹❤️💖
I thank Jah Jah you’re alive and well for the most part to tell your story that it may help others to avoid any dangerous warning signs 🙏
Omg... you are such a brave woman for sharing your horrific story. I can't say much more as I'm speechless. But you are so brave. 😢
MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU. BLESSINGS QUEEN
I’m sorry for everything that happened to you. May God continue to bless you and your family ❤.
Thank you for speaking out your truth. I hope that I have the courage and strength to speak out for myself. My abuser was my half brother who was 8 years older. My parents absolutely did not know. I was told that if I ever said anything that I would be in trouble and my parents wouldn’t want me. I was brought up by my mom after they divorced we moved to a different state. When I told my mom I know now I had only said that he had touched me a little. I had suppressed memories. When she told my dad he said he was going to talk to him, he said that he didn’t mean it and it was just once. I never talked to my dad about it ever again. My mom told my school counselor and when I was asked about it I said I didn’t want to talk about it. Nothing else was done. So my mom deals with a lot of guilt but she didn’t know what extent happened until I was 42 and I had a mental breakdown and started trauma therapy. I refuse to tell my dad anything because he would not be able to handle it. He and I have a very strong relationship now. He is mid stage dementia and very depressed. I refuse to let that so called man hurt my other parent. I love my dad to much. For now I am just the family secret who is forever going to have hard times with memories coming back and fake like things are ok if I have to be around him because of my dad and he is living his best life filthy rich and has been able to make everyone think that he is so amazing and successful yet flip the mask and he is just a narcissistic person who has done anything needed to get what he wants. I know if I had spoken up he would be nothing but he also gets rid of anything in his way and I admit I am scared of what he would do to me. He has already hurt me so badly that I am still and always will be trying to figure out the damage he has done mentally until I got my power to not be able to twist things. He is a scary person. I have a beautiful family with 4 grown kids and I have been married for 26 years. I will speak my truth one day when my dad won’t be another victim of his actions.
Bless you for sharing your story. Please know we never lose our voice. It is a gift God gives you that belong to you alone. Sometimes, are voice get faint due to trauma, life, etc. The more you exercise your voice the stronger it gets. From one survivor to another, sincerest thank you for exercise voice for the world.
Omg I’m so sorry. I love you. And I love your courage.
I’m so happy you safe and sound dear . May god be with you on your journey ❤❤❤ I’m so proud of who you are ❤
I lived with and worked with her!
Im hope shes ok now thats ashame they focused on the vc getting treated and her rltelling them he was S/A her
My heart hurts for you to not have someone you cud trust and lean on.
Am so very sorry my dear for all that happened to you. I wish I could give you a hug and just reassure you that God loves you. Please know that ure beautiful and God will repay all those pigs that assaulted you. May God forgive your Mom before it's too late. Thank God for your uncle in Florida and his household.
Poor baby 😢. Where was the father of her moms 10 children
Where you think and why?
In Jamaica
Blessings to you.
Im so sorry this happened to you
This is what's going on today In the church at New Birth missionary Baptist church and at life church in Atlanta Georgia
Yall r very beautiful young women