It would be soooo cool if after every loop the music keeps on becoming more echoed and quiet. Like a memory or dream slowly slipping through your mind.
This hits different when you're grieving your past relationships that you knew were toxic and unhealthy yet you romanticise the early days with them because it was back when everything felt so new and exciting and beautiful..
Imagine this: You spend all this time thinking-- even dreaming of this one person. Fictional or real. You imagine what it would be like to be with them in the future. The dates.. the small precious moments.. a smile on their face all the time.. Sitting on the couch together watching a late movie at night, or perhaps sitting in the car as they place their hand on your thigh while driving. You just know that you would make each other happy. You spent all this time creating this fantasy world that was absolute perfection for you. A place where your mind can escape to so it can be free. But your fantasy decieves you, For in reality, they don't even know your name.
Listening to this late at night with headphones on hits different I love this song! This also helped me calmed down when I was building my dream sim house ❤️ I been having it on repeat😊
Ceilings, plaster Can't you just make it move faster? Lovely to be sitting here with you You're kinda cute but it's raining harder My shoes are now full of water Lovely to be rained on with you It's kinda cute but it's so short Then you're drivin' me home And I don't wanna leave But I have to go You kiss me in your car And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before Before Bedsheets, no clothes Touch me like nobody else does Lovely to just lay here with you You're kinda cute and I would say all of this But I don't wanna ruin the moment Lovely to sit between comfort and chaos But it's over Then you're drivin' me home And it kinda comes out as I get up to go You kiss me in your car And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before But it's not real And you don't exist And I can't recall the last time I was kissed It hits me in the car And it feels like the end of a movie I've seen before Before
I'm glad you think so! That's a major reason as to why I uploaded it, so that people can experience the relief (and the feeling of complete understanding and tranquility) that I felt when listening^^
@@bambisick this comment (as I interpreted it at least, as a fellow autistic person) is not about the particular song (as in the lyrics etc.) so much as having the bit of the song with the Good Brain Feeling repeated in a way that isn't jarring. So that people who fixate on this song and get good sensory input from it (something very important to autistic people) find it extremely satisfying and soothing. It soothes a need for more of the particular good stimulus.
@@uu-kq6mn I was a huge fan when it just started back in 2010. But I ended up not watching after season 5 because they were dragging too much. Enjoyed the first season of The Originals, that was it.
It hurts that this song is playing in my head whenever i reminisce about memories of my boyfriend and i when we still live in the same city. We're not broken up, we're just having a long distance relationship but it is hurting me that all of these memories felt like a dream that never happened before :'(
I think the feelings bubbling up from desperately wanting a person, wanting reciprocation, wanting to experience her first love, and wanting to admit her feelings. In my head I imagine that she’s daydreaming about fantasy where her crush is giving her a ride home and she finally spills about her feelings and the person kisses her but then Blam it’s just another one of her fantasies 🧍🏾
i wish he wasn't so.. mean. i wish he cared. i wish he'd do the things he said. i wish that i could still be friends with him I wish he wasn't so toxic. if all of that was true, maybe, just maybe.. 𝙄'𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣.
It would be soooo cool if after every loop the music keeps on becoming more echoed and quiet. Like a memory or dream slowly slipping through your mind.
Bro thatd make me cry ong
@@kenzieswartz324yeah and this version already makes me tear up
Yeah exactly
Like waking up from a dream....
my maladaptive daydreaming is happy
FOR REALLL I wanted to make something that sufficiently represents when you snap out of it and realise that you've been in your mind for so long
Same
this version is devastating omg her repeating "but its not real" makes it so so much heartbreaking 😭
This hits different when you're grieving your past relationships that you knew were toxic and unhealthy yet you romanticise the early days with them because it was back when everything felt so new and exciting and beautiful..
The loop ending is what we need 😭😭😭
This is one of the best things I've ever listened to. Somehow, the loop makes this even more gut-wrenching.
I:A A vs O.
Imagine this:
You spend all this time thinking-- even dreaming of this one person. Fictional or real.
You imagine what it would be like to be with them in the future.
The dates.. the small precious moments.. a smile on their face all the time..
Sitting on the couch together watching a late movie at night,
or perhaps sitting in the car as they place their hand on your thigh while driving.
You just know that you would make each other happy.
You spent all this time creating this fantasy world that was absolute perfection for you.
A place where your mind can escape to so it can be free.
But your fantasy decieves you,
For in reality,
they don't even know your name.
Wish it was with him instead...
Mecore
Or, even worse, he chose your “best friend” over you.
@@SmartWater88 I’m so sorry to mention this but tell me why I’m writing a whole book where that exact situation happens 😭
@@cupcakxiia 👀👀👀
Listening to this late at night with headphones on hits different I love this song!
This also helped me calmed down when I was building my dream sim house ❤️ I been having it on repeat😊
lol building in the sims, that's too real 😂🙌🏻
Same! I listen this on quiet nights with dim lights and stare at ceilings before i go to sleep. Its calming
*Me showing this to the doctor admitting me to the mental hospital*
Them: "Ah, it all makes sense now."
This song makes me think of the Reddit lamp story
Real
the way i was waiting to get disappointed/ for the loop to end but it kept going. PERFECTION.
Ceilings, plaster
Can't you just make it move faster?
Lovely to be sitting here with you
You're kinda cute but it's raining harder
My shoes are now full of water
Lovely to be rained on with you
It's kinda cute but it's so short
Then you're drivin' me home
And I don't wanna leave
But I have to go
You kiss me in your car
And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before
Before
Bedsheets, no clothes
Touch me like nobody else does
Lovely to just lay here with you
You're kinda cute and I would say all of this
But I don't wanna ruin the moment
Lovely to sit between comfort and chaos
But it's over
Then you're drivin' me home
And it kinda comes out as I get up to go
You kiss me in your car
And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before
But it's not real
And you don't exist
And I can't recall the last time I was kissed
It hits me in the car
And it feels like the end of a movie I've seen before
Before
Listening this in the highway driving..wind breezing feels unreal
I thank this song everyday for stopping me from being delulu
I feel so …..relieved and unburdened while listening to this so thank you 🥹
I can’t explain how content I’d be to just sit and listen to this for hours on end.
Thank you for this 🥹
this is exactly what i was looking for. I can't believe you actually did it. This is like an itch that was finally scratched. Thank you.
I wish the version in my head of him was actually existed. I wished he checked in. I wish i cared
I wish that too
This was cathartic. I appreciate it.
I'm glad you think so! That's a major reason as to why I uploaded it, so that people can experience the relief (and the feeling of complete understanding and tranquility) that I felt when listening^^
I love how after it loops the lyrics "and you don't exist" you can hear the "befoooore" of the original ending.
i have never had a boyfriend before or fall in love before but i hope one day i will find a kind guy who will love me for me.
thankuyou for this. I needed to cry my heart out.
Fr u just gotta let it out sometimes. Hope whatever you're going thru fades away with time, (or atleast the pain associated with it)
That was literally needed.
this has been on repeat for weeks now. thank you.
here I am 6 months later still replaying this 😂
Back after 1 month still listening 😢
My autism thanks you ❤️😂
Mine too.
what does it have to do with autism? i don't get it
@@bambisick this comment (as I interpreted it at least, as a fellow autistic person) is not about the particular song (as in the lyrics etc.) so much as having the bit of the song with the Good Brain Feeling repeated in a way that isn't jarring. So that people who fixate on this song and get good sensory input from it (something very important to autistic people) find it extremely satisfying and soothing. It soothes a need for more of the particular good stimulus.
@@lauraanne341 thanks for explaining
@@bambisick no problem 🙂
Perfect song for a maladaptive daydreamer
I needed this version so bad!! It’s the best, thank you soo much
the lyric hits so hard 😭 this song literally speaks for my mind
💐 Thank you for uploading this, it was just what I needed
repetition of lyrics: 🎀female rage🎀
whaoo on the beach at night alone picturee didnt expect that
Honestly so cathartic
This is it, this is what i needed ❤❤
love it!!! thank you
Trying to get over someone 😢 it was never real 💔
This gives me the Vampire Diaries vibes of 2010-2012.
Oh my god😂😂 I hated that show but now I miss it.
@@uu-kq6mn I was a huge fan when it just started back in 2010. But I ended up not watching after season 5 because they were dragging too much. Enjoyed the first season of The Originals, that was it.
my night needed this, thank you
Aww yw
happy I could add a little comfort^^
wow just what I needed. thank u !!!
this was a need that i didnt knw i needed so thx lol
this is soooooo good fr
This hurts
Oh.. This is so perfect 😢
Would love a slower version of this 🥹 so perfect
Try adjusting the speed button maybe? Let us know when you’ve found a good slowed version!!
It hurts that this song is playing in my head whenever i reminisce about memories of my boyfriend and i when we still live in the same city. We're not broken up, we're just having a long distance relationship but it is hurting me that all of these memories felt like a dream that never happened before :'(
Awwww❤
I love it🤩
Ur so underrated :)
THANK U.
You're welcome!
i peeled my orange
2:06 💗
What is coming out when she gets up to go? I keep imaging she's pissing herself. What else could she be talking about !?
LMAOAAOOA
GNN LMAO
I think the feelings bubbling up from desperately wanting a person, wanting reciprocation, wanting to experience her first love, and wanting to admit her feelings. In my head I imagine that she’s daydreaming about fantasy where her crush is giving her a ride home and she finally spills about her feelings and the person kisses her but then Blam it’s just another one of her fantasies 🧍🏾
Her feelings … but he kisses her lol
What is coming out is “ I love you” . She says that in one of her interviews
This is dope
This is literally making me miss my ex😭😭😭😭❤
What did I do to deserve all this, my inner child asled
Nothingggg
This. 🧘♂️🧘♂️🧘♂️
The repeat 🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️ thanks my loneliness 😅😅😅😅
Can you please do white hex- only a game intro looped
sure, so the loop is from the start to before she starts singing?
@@Rosa_Doza yes before she sings, by the way thank you so much you are the only person that helped me 😭
Who was the backing vocals? Or is it her and it was just overlaid? This gave me chillllsss.
Overlaid. If you pay close attention you can hear when the song ends but the other audio keeps going.
Thanks a lot God Bless you with all blessings🥹🫶✨🤍🌸
wouldnt It be better if he didnt or anything that happened to us existed at all ?
is the background from a kdrama?
Please do this for Gracie abram's mess it up
1:38 am
pop o
NAME SONG PLS
2:06
i wish he wasn't so.. mean.
i wish he cared.
i wish he'd do the things he said.
i wish that i could still be friends with him
I wish he wasn't so toxic.
if all of that was true, maybe, just maybe..
𝙄'𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣.
The loop is so Mwuah perfection 🥹. I really appreciated it and now I sub causes I'm new and It's my first time watching your video
Awww thanks so much for the support!!