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Had heart failure 3 years ago and was told I had 3 month to live. Im also on dialysis. Working 40 hours a week. 2 kids. Mom just got out of rehab. Shes working hard to do better. I rly have no option but to keep pushing. My shoulders hurt from this weight. Aint a joke. Sometimes I just sit in my car and listen to gates and cry. Then I wipe the tears and keep going
I have so much respect for you, I hope that you achieve what ever you have to achieve in life
Much love brother. Wish u well.
my mom is just like you a single momma, widowed, she been on dialysis for yrs, 2 kids doing everything she can for us, we been thru so much it hurts but i have no choice but to keep being strong
All the best for you dear...
😢♥️♥️♥️♥️💛💛💛🎯💯🤞🏽🤞🏽🤞🏽 *They say you have 3 months but GOD say different* *YOU GONE MAKE IT* 🙌🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
Made a promise to my daughter I wasn't going to let her down
Felt. Both my daughters are the only reason I'm still breathing rn.
If at all possible, extend that respect to mother...🥰
Love kevin gates if you listen to this more than five times your a Legend
Keep this on repeat
This been playing at least 3 times a day since release...
“Stop being selfish the people that suffer the most are your children”
On God my brother
This is MY SHIT I'm six years clean now. Kevin's music has gotten me through hell n high water 💯💯👏🏼 his music has saved my life numerous times n that's real shit fr 💯🫶🏼
REAL SHIT! I feel the exact same. 1.5 years clean here. I jam gates alot and especially on the way to meetings, salute to your sobriety!
Good work
Blessings ❤❤❤ you 2❤❤
I lost my father on January now iv lost my mother Nov 7th. This song is getting me through some dark stuff. Thank you Kevin Gates
I lost my dad a year ago an this song has helped me too. I'm so sorry for your loss
so sorry to hear bro i love you
@@christmascream1 awe
You will see them again. Sorry. Stay strong .
❤🙏🏾🙏🏾Stay strong..Sending my condolences.
"Victim of circumstance now I'm labeled a shooter" shit hit way to hard
Depression real!! I’ve heard and loved KG music!!! He battling life struggles!!! I wish I could express my life feelings!!! Grammy!!!!!!! Anyone battling depression, fight on! The world is amazing! I’m losing battles with depression 😩. Everyday a fight to stay amongst the living. -I have spoken!!!
U not alone but we got no option and we got love ourself , trust God n go b great , we deserve it
"Quit being stubborn whenever you suffer. The people that suffer the most are your children." I felt that.
“Quit being stubborn whenever you suffer the people that suffer the most are your children”
Do tbey suffer if they dont knkw u exist ? And if they do and the struggle is a two part story whos fault is it reslly shoukd there not be compromise and to somehow find common ground for thier sake ? And if it cant be resched whos fault is it if u did everythig i could at givin time
I'm asking everyone to please pray for me I am going through hell I need all the prayers I can get my name is edria thanks please do it asap
💯
Thats faxt cause our children is the one that suffers the grown ups decision
When he speaks he speaks truth. Love KG. No man or rapper out there on his level or come close to compares. Voice of an angel. 🙌
That's real talk 💯 love from Chicago 👑🤴🤟🏼💯
@@brokensmilebrokendreams4114 much love ❤ 🙏
@@blackdahliasmiles 🤭😁
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@@brokensmilebrokendreams4114
Uuuu
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Starry rmnnnnnnnnndydys r
My favorite kevin gates song. Feel like it's my song. I made it out of the dope game after 14 years of catching cases, near death run ins, overdoses, lock up and scandal. Now I live for myself and I'm back into my kids lives. Now going to college.. I'm 4 months clean into recovery
Stay from for your heart so your soul is pure to your loved ones
Sound like 50 cent need to make another series bases off you.
Be proud of your accomplishment and keep taking it a day at a time. Progress not perfection. Gates speaks to my soul too, 18 months sober myself, I don't come from that life, but I can respect the type of character it takes to leave it behind. I know when I listen to Gates he's lived it, and his authenticity is refreshing.
Lotta love.
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Congratulations 💖
Shed tears listening to this song while hugging my son cause the bond we got can’t nobody take away and leaving him will never be an option 💚
It's terrible
God will call you home one day until then take care your lil one much love
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I felt that
I lost the love of my life almost a year ago and reason was I was to late to recognize my mistakes of not seeing or really know when she was almost done it went completely over my head with some hints through songs she had sent and asking to see if we could have a serious conversation and me thinking it was complaining about me but it was her feeling like she didn't exist when I showed of showed it 100% a different way now that I know what was the issue I was to self centered and the attention hog when I only looked like greatness because of how heavenly she was towards me. And I just beat my self up until I started listening to Kevin Gates and it's like his music is therapy for finding self acceptance and how to remember who you are and don't forget it ✊
This man's music and words carried me through a 4 year prison bid. He makes music to help you heal and grow as a man. I'm still growing and evolving to this day and this man continues to be a huge part of the process!
You got this!! Keep pushing
@@JenniferLagrandeur z
Couldn't said it better myself
Same
Once that spark lit prepare for liftoff
Real ones know the shoes I walk in
You’re great regardless of your downfalls. Its just another chapter of life. Enjoy every second you endure
I'll ytttt
Hard to do but great words 💨
Do you want a chocolate chip cookie. I threw one outside go find it. It probably has flies and worms. The dogs licking it you better catch up.
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Cry every time I hear this song it's a wake up message to the young generation when i was young we had no option but to hustle y'all have a choice now days take the right one i promise it's a way out
Quit being stubborn whenever you suffer
Age is a # in trill life. Cause this young old soul keep me sharp as a razor.. Churrrch 🙌
“Quit being stubborn whenever you suffer, the people that suffer the most are your children”
Fz at c Y7,
Yep this um
Tasha damn you cute af
i think we can hear
“Broke the promise I made to my daughter I wouldn’t put her through hell again”. Made hits so hard especially rn.
Broke the lil promise I made to my daughter that I wouldn't put her through hell again.
Warning ⚠️ if you love God then help him save people teach everyone about Jesus Christ being the only way to heaven and that he's coming back soon like a thief in the night when you least expect him repent and get saved by Jesus Christ and get baptized before it's too late and you go to hell try to help save everyone repent
This song hits every time I hear it.
I legit have no option.
"Whenever you suffer, the people that suffer the most are your children"
I feel it every time
FACTS 💯
M.j
What exactly do you think that means? I'm a father of 2 and almost each day that goes by I make choices that dont always benefit my kids future... I spend the money and time to time there are end weeks where we are scraping by until the next payday.. my children suffer don't they.
@@danielrigby1723 i guess change needs to start on both ends
Same here
Man he make me smile every time I hear his voice true vibes that give you the goosebumps one of the realest niggas left big facts 💕💰
Nah fr🤣🤣🤣
Kg will always be a great man im always gone too be proud of kg bwa he came out in put that fire bk on top again he never lost it much love gates ❤
I'm blessed I made it out!!! I had no option! I'm alive and loving every minute of it. We do recover
Congrats and keep going 🙌
Amen!
Never met you..but I'm proud of you .
I love this man. Kevin I know you don't see this, but i hope someone passes this to you. This spill, split my soul wide open and gave me that extra push. I am 40 year man raising 2 kids and have always told them we have no other option but to make it. Praise you brother
Keep going brah. Prayers up for you.
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"When ever you suffer, the people that suffer most are your childeren.' 👑🔥
Know what I've been going through lately?
Sometimes I, I get depressed, I might overeat or I might not eat
Sometimes I get to buying shit I don't even need
Clothes that I'm never gon' wear
I get to entertaining old relationships and shit. 💯💯 Felt every word
Mannnnnnn 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😌💯❗
"Real ones know the shoes that I walk in. Had to make it out I had no option. Hit the cell, or the block, or the coffin. Had to make it out I had no option" 💪💪💪 this shit will forever hit home more than most could ever comprehend. Turned my life around back in 2010, and haven't looked back since, shit seems sureal, don't believe I deserve the life I live some day's
Facts!! Say it again Brodie! Sometimes I feel the same way with some of the same thoughts 👆☄️💫
Definitely!!!! No turning back 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
Same same. Mine was 2011, dropped the hustle, the drugs, the wild lyfe. Just enjoying being alive today in 2021
Salute!!!
Prayers
Gates is the true definition of a GRINDER ! Came up from the slums & he always make sure to let yk this ain’t nothing he was just handed ! He earned that shit ! Louisiana stand up ⬆️
🎶"Real Ones Know The Shoes That I Walk In"!🎶 I felt this every step of the way. This song a Gem✊🏾
Agreeed!
Real ones know the shoes that I walk in, because they had to put them on when it was time to clock in, I'm about the thangz I say everybody else just talkin, Best believe I'm bringing heat and there ain't no stoppin, Kevin Gates comprehends my heart and talkin about my life, He's definitely the Soundtrack of every tear I've cried, He expresses things that display what I'm keepin inside, Thank you Kevin Gates for expressing my life, But to get back to my story my pain made me a beast, I can't imagine being weak, I had no option but strength, And best believe my name ring out here in the streetz, Most of these bustaz out here hataz and can't comprehend what I think, They can't bleed the blood I bleed or feel the truth that I seek, I know I'm on a level that they never could reach, So they'll never share my vision or see the things that I've seen, So I doubt they'll understand what it's like to feel my dreamz!
Close mouths don't eat but open mouth to long over eat ............ Live life for ur self bc at end of it all they all run over ur heart and then blame u for they wrongs trust I know feeling of miss understood only this this life the arms u truely trust becomes the ones u last beleave could ever brake y in peaces this world is going to shit once u lost everything u ever knowed and when u ready to give up and u do then u think nuttin could brake y again if u just waiting for home hold. On for the big spot light go out on ur own way bc they call u what they want and no matter what u can't make people see u for anything but what u let them good luck in life it's hard out there not no easy road truth is it's a mofo but what's it for I'll never understand it after all I lost but I bet I'm going give ma end exactly what they scared of call as ya want but me I'll feel nuttin but numb god knows me and ma shoes I done care no more ..... Gn. Gl. Bd........... BBB.............Dyn. I'm ready for first time I'm not scared take care mbs da... Dd. Y o..t. Home 🏠 on my way 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🎶⚠️✝️♾️🏁⚓🐐💋💔🕳️💯⌛. Mmhz...... Dbm ly4e. Smb ✌️✔️✔️😶😥😥😥😥😥😓
It's "real ones know the shoes that I walk in" brotha.. not spell checkin just a heads up
When he said stop being stubborn and think about the people you hurting the most and the ones you hurting the most is your children 💔 💯 I felt that shit
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Been a long time gates fan.... But over the last couple yrs when I was fighting my addiction and wanting to end it...... I turned to his music..... GOAT GATES..... YOUR MUSIC HELPED SAVE MY LIFE MAN....
I feel ya bro. This dude has everything i been looking for all my life in music just pure rae beautiful talent.. im in the feds so like everything he sayin i been in.. specially that song find you again. I got me my own dreka her name katie and shit she ridin with me i got 2 more years left after four in.. he says that shit about video chat on facetime but they like a thousand miles away.. shit im exactly 1000 miles away lol and stay up i hope that you beta the addiction im still in it.. this shits rough. So many drugs so much bordomn so much pain. So much loss. Currently trying to work within and started really giving all i got on theediation and breathing and shit and maybe im hoping my urge to consume suboxone meth and smoke weed and cigs just goes away. Theres lehit nothing else that will stop it.. i been locked in the box 24 hr lockdown for 6 montsh str8 and got out clean and believing id never touch the shit again that lasted 1 hr. Then i fall into the trap of not doing it for pleasure but doing it to avoid pain and suffering so now its the constant feeding the addiction.. forever hopeless that things willl change.. do i want it too.. yes but i dnt want to feel all the anxiety and weird feelings aka me. So yeah idk prayers and thoughts go out to you. Ive never responded to a comment but Spirit guided me to respond to this.
I did the same thing and when I got clean two years ago, I had In God I Trust on repeat for MONTHS to keep myself here and alive and fighting for my own life and sobriety. ❤
@@caitlinreilly6563 thats dope girl!💯🙏 Proud of you.. my last names Riley as well. 😎
@@slimrizzo2732 thank you, I appreciate that for real!! Hah!! I love that we got the same last name just different spelling😁😁
I feel ya dawg!💯💯
Ears won't accept certain noise. Grateful for yo music fam. Praying for every soul struggling w whatever💯
The hook touches your soul. 💪
Yes sir DeMeTri
And it brings u 🔙
Word downs
R.I.P. Big D'Tanyum aka He. Great Writer, Lyricist and Singer. I Love You ❤️... Always and Forever 💕. Floss Mode... For Life! A Real One! Salute.
How have I not heard this. So beautiful. Love Gates
Lol girl thats the same thing I said when i found this one
💕💕 Kevin always gets me through my darkest days 💯💋💋💪✊
You just want pp in yo stomach stop lying girl!
Respect to the real ones out there who go misunderstood on how they really livin.
I can't stop playing this Kevin Gates the only artist album i would buy
Why do some people go to the barbershop and forget to get there haircut!
Yes!!!
Real talk
Wtf does that have to do with anything
A hair cut ?
Am I the only one that listens to this song about 20 times a day 🔥🔥🤷🏽♂️
No
Me and you both
Its a good song lol
No you ain't. It's popping
Nah me too bro
I dont just hear this song, I feel it. Came from a poor city. Drugs have taken over, I was poor my whole life. I got out, moved to ontairo, and now run my own custom home building company. Bro. I feel it. Keep going with it, your music is an inspiration. #HADNOOPTIONS
You know how long I've been watching your phone
@@randallstumph882 what?
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Ive never really identified with any rapper and the life and relationships they've had. Until I found kevin gates, almost every song I can really relate to, the drugs, the friends lost, chasing paper, to the love in his life. He to me is the realist rapper, every song is beautiful and the suffering of every day trying to make it, I live my life to it, real talk. 100%the realist, relatable rapper today. I appreciate his music, its really helped me with my own personal demons. Thank you Mr. Gates.
Ppppp
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Gates is real, but what makes him really real is he changes his voice he doesn't need help from other rappers, King Gates.
Facts 💯💯💯
Listen to this otw to school every morning, my inspiration bc I have no option ‼️ Do it for my kids 👩👦👦
I feel yea
Stay motivated and encouraged. Let your kids be your strength. While you set the bar for them to follow. 👣👣👣
THIS BEEN ON REPEAT SINCE I FIRST HEARD IT❤❣💯💯💯
Bra...at least 10 times
@@theweh4222 That's a fact tho🤞🏽💣
Facts
Love this song. Kevin Gates 💪💪💪💯💯
On everything 💯
Thanks for this one cuz I suffer from depression and anxiety. I have PTSD.
FACTZ
From 3yrs in prison that ended a vicious addiction to heroin. Prison also taught me a lot about life and respect. But saying that I came home with 19000 dollars worth of debt past due child support from prison. But I came home on a mission. I HAD NO OPTION but to get a legit job and get my grind on. 3yrs later I have 808 dollars left on my credit have a house and my son is my motivation.
I admire the hell out of that. ❤️
@@kimberlycooper6633 Thank you it by far was not an easy journey.
Kevin Gates doesn’t rap. He makes Art. the new generation’s Tupac. gangster and gentleman. Truly inspirational to people all over the states and beyond. keep it coming. Amazing to look back at your art and seeing you from Get it out the mud till here...keep rising 🙏🏼💪🏼💎
Rite 💯
Repeat after repeat this song hits especially when you going threw it been a fan for the longest I can really relate to him💯🔥
Fr bro im going through it now man, just tryna stay focus🦁💯
1st time heard this jst now.stopped& paused&replayd sum shit he said that's how hard his shit hits....❤
@@janedoe6071 hell yeah gates will have you repeat the song and hear new shit that you missed 💯💯
I'm proud of you son... it was so good to hear his voice again 😢❤
King I am very appreciative for you and your music you speak to my soul . . Keep ya foot on day necks
Facts !!!!!
LMFAO DADDY GATES
I've never been locked up.. but KG KEEP RUNNING THAT SHIT ‼️‼️ This song speaks my life rs! Keeps me pushing aside my babies 😌🙇🏾♂️🙌🏾
That's my dude.he keeps it real rather on the mic or on the real he always true with his words
so u not comin back taylor
Crazy how many people still sleeping on this man. 🔥
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Mmm unless
Let em, they're not here for a reason. They aren't ready yet.
Been riding wit him sence he came out never gave up and he just keeps putting it out kg is the realest!🥰🥰💯🔥🔥💪 everything he speaks on is shit I’ve been threw
Gates always inspired me to be the best parent. My son passed away at 18 months old last month. RIP RAC he was a big fan 💔
Love to you both!! Lost my daughter at birth, premature. Stay strong. ❤️❤️
Trillinuanplys sorry for your loss
Rip RAC
May peace be upon u all
I hope you all stay strong and beautiful be you all are💕 I love you’ll unconditionally and appreciate you’ll strength . Blessing to you and and may peace fulfill your heart and mind as well as soul😘
Salute Ma 😘
Gates is my therapist
Q11q
Yea mine too.
Mine 2 💯
"People that suffer the most are your children".. 💯 😥
When i need comfort or security i log on and as i log on scrolling i feel confident safe pain love but mostly my dignity nd pride began rising not alot but i need u nd we need more people like yourself to continue to uplift nd motivate others that wanna give up love you KEVIN GATES AKA KEV
100
This man Literally makes no bad music, a tru lyricist and fine af 😩 😍
Omg I literally say the same thing. That’s why he’s the great man because he’s Luca brasi! The #1 rap artist in the history of artists !
Yes😫
Shit I'm a straight man and I 100% agree with all this lol
@@russellwallace9043 your not straight homie sorry. You just into black dudes. Thats all cool at least you have found what you into. Go get it now! But to say your straight is crazy you gay bro agreeing to this comment.
@@bro1ification so true being married to My wife is just a cover up for my Black dude obsession
I get pure joy listening to this man, his spirit is infectious!
Like on my Mama 4 head, me tooooooo!!!!!#bigsteppa#breadwinner
MashAllah
Yesssss!!!!
Amen to that. I feel likewise. At first I wasn't really on him like that but after a 2nd spin dude just kinda "grew on me".... So I'm fuqq'n with 'im now, I be checking for homie nah.
Con. $oul
It really id
I love this man and his family light, love, heart and power soooo much!!!!!!!!!
taylor u not comin back to me
I’m proud of everyone reading this. Life is going to judge you by your Scars but your BEAUTY is so much bigger than that 💙
By the LAW and COMMANDMENTS...WHO SCARS WAKE UP
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Ain't finna to cap on some heart and soul shit I needed to read that shit hope gods taking care of you to man bless up all!!
@@josemoreno1793 ty call me man
Locked up as i listen to this song....best believe it hit alot different#free.the.guys
Is anybody else hearing this real shit my trunk hittin to this as i type this but on some real spill to all the real ones having hard times stay strong bruh 💪 1 day u will reach your goal just never give up. THATS WHAT THEY EXPECT U TO DO stay true
Bless up
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I hear ya, keep scratching at the door till they let u in....
Hey that's what's up homie I'm not too sure the same but I kinda know what you're saying but fuck what the fuck
Yes sir💯💯💯💯💪🏿
I'm crying my eyes out in my car rn. That flight or flight mode ain't no joke. Pressure all on me. They know me but nahhh they really don't know me. After all I'm still out here holding my head high aggressively.
I listen to all his music on repeat until I know every word... Thank you KG...
I’m going hhjjiih
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ON GOD
The Realest thing that I think is so cool y'all is that no matter the song or year released, all his comment section are just full of positivity and strong survivors of this demonic world. I Thank Kevin Goats and I Thank y'all for staying strong and positive! We really don't have another option.
He helps me out a lot recently I lost my dad when I was 6 because of his addiction so I’ve worked so hard for everything me and my mother have
keep working brutha i’m rooting for u
Not one of his better songs..but I can see how simpletons would love it
Pure poetry! PERIOD!
Gates always make songs that hit me right in the soul man.
U ain't laying man ....u have to have been trough some shit in order to feel this song
well said playa.. you feel his songs
Yuppppp
Yuppppp
Facts he been threw alot frfr lot of ppll didn't believe in him I always knew he was gone blow frfr
One of my favorite songs from Kevin gates . I love all his music but this one is 🔥🔥🔥
Still listening 🎯💯❣🔮
Bang Bang G after 16 years locked down in the walls im done today and kevin gates your music helped me ur the realist guy keep it gangster G
Broke the little promise to my daughter i wouldn't put her threw hell again that hit my heart from a man born and raised by the streets that was 100
Dang... crazy how I came across this song at this time in my life... so relatable. I mean every verse.... kg never lets me down with his music!
Keep grinding, you got this
U already know!
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@LivingSoil & SolventlessExtracts I'm white and damn near relate to everything he's saying color defines who you are? I don't believe so buttercup.
The man in the mirror looked at me wispered
You needs get better control of your business
Stop being stubborn whenever you suffer the people who suffer the most is your children 🔥🔥😞😞😞😞😞
I’m a single mom suffering with anxiety and depression and ptsd so I’m doing alright I lost my daughter back in 22 of just sudden death and I have listened to this song 60-70xs a week
I got to say Kevin hates has mastered the art of being a successful artist. Mad respect
Gates 4 lyfe my inspiration bwa keep dropping these songs they are more than music there pure greatness in the form of words coming from greatness in the form of man 100
This song is hard. It keeps me motivated while chasing the 💰 Str8 🔥🔥🔥
I can keep you motivated with my slayful energy
When Gates does his singing and rapping together can’t nobody compete with him it’s UnReal!🔥🔥🔥🔥
Jesus Christ is the only way to heaven and he's coming back soon whoever confesses with their tongue that Jesus is Lord and believes in their heart the father raised him from the dead shall be saved and you must be baptized and always repent and live your life righteous the way God wants you to live before it's too late and warn your family and friends to do the same so you guys go to heaven ❤
I got so much love and respect for the man it hurts when I listen to some of his music because lord knows I done experience a lot of the things he speak on in my life! Gates N Dreka are most definitely inspirational 💯💪🏾
💯 💪💪
Me to brother 🙏🏾
Definitely went through it
Deep man! And dude is younger than
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Quit being stubborn whenever you suffer the people who suffer the most are your childern 🙌💞💞
Mann this right here touch me!!!!my life Louisiana 80s baby
The amount of people he helps with his songs
Warning ⚠️ if you love God then help him save people teach everyone about Jesus Christ being the only way to heaven and that he's coming back soon like a thief in the night when you least expect him repent and get saved by Jesus Christ and get baptized before it's too late and you go to hell try to help save everyone repent
Yessssssssss in love with this one
I just came to salute everyone with good taste💯
All blue smile
Poo p0 of
I'm a dog to
Ight den lol...
I got good taste and I taste good for the next MF.think I'm funny I ain't never been fucked I'm a man I will fuck the world like pac.
I'm not even on that.haterz I'm too dope.
Cell block our coffin felt that to my core mta best music today lyrical for sure is Gates hands down 💯🔥💯🔥🙏
Gates put his ❤️ in dis 1 💯
Not official video but DEFINITELY official with that pressure
Music has changed my life. Kevin I feel like my whole life story thanks for that.
This song takes me to a good place!!! Salute
Keep that feeling my dude love from Chicago 👑🤴🤟🏼💯
Facts
Thanks gates for this song I felt this song hit my soul. God bless you.
Hell yeah this song is definitely one of my favorites by Kevin gates fr it hits me not just close to home but also to my heart and soul fr