HOW DOING YOUTUBE SAVED MY LIFE
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- čas přidán 19. 09. 2018
- I thought i'd share a little insight into some of the mental turmoil i went through during the hardest period of my University Journey so far. We go all the way back to when i started youtube and how meeting all of you, actually ended up contributing to keeping my alive.
I hope in me doing this, i inspire more people to express and continue to speak out on mental health.
You're fearfully and wonderfully made!
Forgive my dry face, a Skin care ting was needed but i needed to record this.
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I actually relate to you on so many levels. Everyone sees me as this ray of sunshine (which is who I am tbh) but no one really know how hard it is for me when I go back home. I'm in a better place now, But I don't think I'm ready to share my story yet. I feel like there's still a long way for me to go.
Thanks for sharing Josiah 💛
“If people can take something from you. That means you have something to give”
Listening to you speak in this even shows a glimpse of what you went through. Wow.
This gives me so much to think about. The struggle refines you and strengthens you.
GEMS: 🗣🗣"There's a light inside of me that I'm not required to see but am required to be"
"Just because God sends someone to bring a package doesn't mean he can't drop it from heaven"
The rhythm in your voice, you sound so poetic. Thanks for sharing your story.
"you often don't hear a metronome when you're in sync with it" - love this. God bless you for sharing this💕
‘you often don’t hear a metronome when your in time because you’re in sync with it’ thank you for sharing Josiah, God bless you!!!
Josiah thank you - CZcams changed your life and your testimony continues to change our lives. You don’t know how much you’ve helped me and others, in our low moments. Obviously i cannot wholly understand everything you went through but there are so many similarities and I’m soooo thankful that you are here to share. I know that you will continue to grow in strength because you’re relying on this immovable Rock. Thank you so much
“Life is a heart beat, so long as you go up and down, you are alive” ~Josiah
I needed to hear that.🙏🏽 Thank you 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
You’re so strong. There may be times where you don’t feel like it but you are so strong for holding on. You still held unto your faith. You still held unto your life and that isn’t easy, especially when the stereotype is that black men don’t go through these things.
I honestly pray that your relationship with God continues to grow and become more intimate because He is your number one fan and your strongest supporter.
Keep looking forward hun,
You’re doing amazing
Its a whole 32min😭😭but I'm here for it!! Its Josiah!!😍
Lol, funny how I was going though a similar case about a month ago. There were times I would think of just letting go. But after lots and lots of prayer and fasting, God took control. And I still believe he has more in store for me. Uni stress is hard ngl.
lerin .x bro is always uni stress
Wow man, this video has touched someones life, remember God is not done with you if your still alive.
Thank u for opening other doors to look through
your videos are always so refreshing which is rare to find among black youtube videos these days
God is yet to open more doors for you man! I'm sure!
God bless you, for sharing this. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You put smiles on our faces. Love you!
i remember first finding you out about a year ago or so and the struggle you went through with uni and the hard work you put towards student finance, i recall seeing how down you were even though you smiled most of the time, it showed me that God will put people through tests to test our strength but youtube was your call bc you’re so talented and gifted.
by God’s grace you’ll go even further than you already are and i can’t wait to see you do more amazing things, it’s all love ❤️
Thank you for the transparency💘 God bless you and your life x
You are amazing Josiah. I have been following your channel for awhile and you've always kept it so honest. God definitely uses you in more way than you think and hearing your testimony today has helped inspired me to keep persevering. I'll have you in my prayers.
O.M.G this is some deep stuff!
wow I'm glad God did work things out for your good
damm!! I almost cried when I saw you tearing up, I thank God for using you as a source of blessing in our lives and also a reminder of his existence
Through God all things are possible 💕. Keep your head up always.
This story is really motivational and the fact that you shared this amongst us is incredible ! Thank you so much, more blessings IJN.
"In any situation, picture yourself as a seed that has been planted, not buried."
I basically never comment on a video but I felt the urge to comment this time. I just want to let you know that you are so loved by God and everything you have gone through really has brought glory to God. You're a true inspiration and I thank God for your life. Please keep shining and sharing with us. This video has really touched me. God bless you x
God bless you fam, Im at a point in my life where I'm confused and you sharing your experiences has really helped me regain my faith in God. I'm reassured everything will be fine. So once again thank you and God bless you. Love from Botswana 👊
wow..it’s like i needed this at this very moment. thank you for sharing💕
You’re such a blessing and your life is truly a testimony that’s still being crafted to impact the world. Keep shining and keep being you and staying connected to God, your beautiful soul and transparency always impacts me and challenges me to keep pushing even when it’s hard. Thanks for sharing your mental health journey through that tough time, you’re helping more people than you even know. Stay blessed Josiah x
Ur so strong for holding it in and keeping it all together like that may god bless u and help u in ur journey I’ll pray for u ❤️
18.00 the realism people think because you put on a brave face its not that deep. You are a strong guy!!! Thank God you made it through man!!!
your future will be beautiful. God bless you, always & forever 🙏🏾😭💫
I totally understand you. These past two years have been the roughest years of my life. I have been doing a lot of soul searching and going to therapy. I also suffer from anxiety and depression and Ptsd from being abused as a child. I just learned to take it one day at a time. I also from strength from watching your videos and Manny, ab, shah, etc. I love you Josiah. Stay blessed 🤗❤🤗😗
Wow. Man I feel this whole heartedly. "Trying to convince people that you're broken." This video touched my heart. I know what it feels like to be the one expected to be lively and "sane" at all times that no one can see how much you actually struggle day to day mentally. God is so good and faithful. He has placed so much inside of us that He wants to bring out for his glory! This is proof! As I watch this video from America, God is moving through you reaching people all over the world. Your journey will continue to bless people. Remember, It is when we are weak that we are strong, it is for His name's sake. And You were making perfect sense btw. Blessings, and love king 😚❤👑
I CAN RELATE TO EVERY INCH EVERY WORD. YOU ARE STRONG AND BLESSED... I have to go to class now will be back to finish this video. Much love J 🧡
Your faith is absolutely AMAZING!!! I Love It! God Bless You!
Wow, this was beautiful...I didn’t even know I needed it but I did. Thank you for being strong enough to share this to strengthen others❤️
You’re a real champion brother
It crazy when I hear people talking about their counselling experience and it's been less then positive, just being my friends and I have had such helpful experiences.
And I know the reason it took me so long to talk was because I was wary of the receation and I know I less than positive one would of stopped me.
I'm so sorry that your experience was like that and I'm thankful God placed people on your life the way he did
Manny Adé friends like you!! 😢 God bless you x100
Gods doing
your an inspiration g . continue to do what you do. i am about to start uni and honestly watching your videos have helped me prepare mentally and for that i thank you
Such a beautiful testimony
Take care of yourself brother
I'm deeping this ,can't lie🙇
This testimony is beautiful. Simply beautiful
Thank you and God bless. All I can say is Thank you.
& During that time is when i actually found your channel :) & i was just like WOWWW
God gotchu - you are so strong
thanks for sharing this video too
xo
Daisy
I honestly felt each and every minute of this video. I have felt every single word you have said because honestly i can relate. I want to commend for not just being this funny guy all the time but also having the courage to be vulnerable in front of the world. Take it from someone who tends to wear two masks as well. I really love what youve been doing and i genuinely want to say from the bottom of my heart that you are strong Josiah. You are very strong. African children sometimes really have it tough and you are speaking for them, for us.. and id like to say thank you!👏
When I attended uni my dissertation was on student loan and mental health as they had just introduced this then. Money problems can lead to depression and suicide. It's a serious issue.
Men really needs to talk & cry on someone’s shoulder. Mental health is a serious think. *I thank god you’re here!* Men cry! Who ever told you men to suck everything in, *DON’T DO THAT*
To new beginnings, God bless you beyond your imaginations
I’m happy for you man🙏🏼
Thank you for sharing your experience, it has truly helped me to know the true value of God and to be able to have that want and need to be closer to him.
Thank you so much for your honesty and sharing this.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. God bless you and your household. God kept you because he knew what he had placed within you ... it just took believing in him and having faith to see it through. Josiah you are so talented and don't ever let anyone tell you anything different. We all go through certain storms in our life so that are character is tested. But the fact that you can come onto a platform and share it is just amazing, back then you didn't know what God was doing but now you see it. It takes so much bravery and courage to go through what you went through. I pray that when others watch this, they to will have faith, believe, be bold and trust the process. God bless you man!
You are such an inspiration, God bless.
Loved this👏🏾
Bless you for sharing this. God is going to use you to touch others x
God bless you and yours. May the peace of our lord be with us all. Amen. ❤❤
I really respect you. Thank you for sharing
Yay I was waiting for a new video 💖
This is my current mental state for a year now. No one knows about it and I don’t plan on telling anyone around me because I don’t wanna look weak or show vulnerability. Seen as the funny one too but nah my life is the joke. I thought youtube would help but it really hasn’t, but been a great distraction. But I like that you were able to share that, especially because we fail to notice that guys go through shit too
We love you
Josiah Josiah, I haven't finished the video but it is really touching me. I have went through similar turmoil in uni. What really got me out of it was PROCLAMATIONS. It is so powerful. Waking up everyday proclaiming the word of God over your life, it makes all the difference. I have a long list of the proclamations I make regarding fear/anxiety/sound mind/who I am in Christ if you're interested. God bless x
Yes definitelyy, Do you have an email I could send them to?
Ahh can I have them too please? matildaoduntan18@gmail.com - thank you so much
matilda Yeah I don't mind, anyone els can drop their e-mail too if they want
faith x can u send to me too pls? ese.akpotor@gmail.com
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Hey Brother, keep hanging in there! Cry out to God when the anxiety and darkness tries to creep back up on you. We have power in prayer, so make sure you continue to pray. Live in the light and you will see that God will continue to uplift you from anxiety. Much love!
Do you still have your go fund me account?
never apologies for being emotional or breaking down it just means you are human and that makes you a man. just like in the old days where people thought a man wearing pink was girl but look at it now, they look smart and handsome. The same goes for a man young or old sharing his emotions. It's ok and you make of you healing and being or feeling better. Anyways love
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Can you do a meet and greet in London? I want to meet you. This video has. touched my soul
You are so handsome!!
How did you conquer the anxiety!?
Vessel
1st comment🔥Love your videos sooo much💖you're very funny😂💛
What is the name of the song for the intro??
Ben' ova - WSTRN
You are fresh 😋😋😋😋😋
When is ask the mandem coming back
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