my miscarriages.
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- čas přidán 19. 11. 2023
- Just want to say I’m sorry if you’re watching this and you can relate. It’s been a very hard past few months and my heart has been broken too many times. I wish I could give the biggest hug to everyone who has dealt with something similar. I love you all thank you for supporting me always and giving me the courage to be able to speak about something so difficult.
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I’ve been a silent viewer of your channel for years. Your authenticity and how amazing you are as a content creator, a wife, and a mother always inspire me. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’m keeping you and your family in my heart and please know that you’re supported and so loved by many of us!
Same. Never commented but check in every once in a while. This is so heartbreaking for you and your family. Thank you for sharing your experience as I know it will help others suffering in silence.
I have to say, this was very hard to watch. It felt like watching leaked footage the public wasn't supposed to see. But it was equally so raw & vulnerable. I know this is going to help so many women feel seen and you are SO INCREDIBLY STRONG. Thank you for sharing, you really didn't have to. Sending all of you the warmest hugs & endless love 💘
Going through a miscarriage was one of the most horrendous experiences of my life. I’m so sorry you’re a part of this club. You’re not alone ❤
💯 losing 2 babies broke me then I had 2 and forever grateful for my kids 💙💝
I had an ectopic in June and the whole “excitement” of getting pregnant has forever been taken away from me. you’ve explained it perfectly, you don’t feel like you’re in your body. the anxiety to actually get pregnant takes over me actually wanting a baby at this point. I’m sending you so much love as you continue to heal🤍
I got pregnant in April and had an ectopic in May. Been trying since I got my period back and it’s been so much anxiety and heartache. Sending hugs!
Took me almost a year to feel ready to try again but then I had my rainbow baby. The loss never goes away but it gets easier ❤️
I had an ectopic pregnancy in 2021 and now I have my beautiful rainbow baby. He’s 3 months old. He was born premature and I’ll not be able to carry another one so it’s been a journey of emotions. Hopefully next year we’ll try surrogacy. Sending prayers to you.
I also had an ectopic pregnancy in 2021 it wasn’t easy for me I cried for months it took me soo long to recover but with prying to god and getting my strength again and having hope now i have a 1 year old never lose hope try and try and try never never lose hope miracles do happen ❤️
I just miscarried my first pregnancy at 7 weeks and have been feeling so empty and alone. The sadness I feel is unlike anything I have ever experienced before. It has brought me some comfort in watching other women tell their stories, so thank you so much for sharing. Praying that God sends us rainbow babies soon 🤍
You’re so strong Jess, I’m so so sorry. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. 💗
I experienced a missed miscarriage with my first pregnancy and it absolutely does take away the joys of pregnancy and is such a traumatic thing for your body to go through and the mental toll it takes is huge. I hardly ever comment on videos I watch, but women sharing their experiences helps us all to not feel so alone when we walk through hard parts of our journey. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing something so personal.
Thank you for sharing Jess 💗 earlier this year, after 8 months of trying, I finally fell pregnant and ended up miscarrying shortly after. I’m now 34 weeks pregnant with a baby girl, and I can remember how debilitating the fear and anxiety was in those first weeks and months, praying it wouldn’t end the same way the second time around. I think I’ve held my breath through this entire pregnancy, and now somehow I’m weeks away from meeting our girl. I’m so sorry you had to go through this twice and I pray God gives you peace and comfort as you move forward trying to grow your family. You are such an amazing mama. Hugs! 💗
I usually don’t comment on your videos but wanted to say it’s really amazing of you to share this.
i’m so sorry jess, we are all here for you & look up to how vulnerable you are❤
I’m so sorry you’re walking through such a hard time. Praying from afar for you 💖 Thank you for sharing even though it’s not easy. You’re helping so many women feel less alone.
I am beyond sorry you’re going through this. My heart is breaking and I’m crying along w you. I’ve watched you silently FOR YEARS and I went through Skye’s pregnancy and y’all just melt my heart. I’m sending so much love to you guys. You are so strong angel.
Your strength is admirable and respect how vulnerable you were to post this. Thank you for sharing your journey with us! Praying for you and your family🙏🏼🤍
I cried with you😭😭😭You are so strong and amazing Jessica! Handling life’s most difficult battles with grace for your daughter. I love you and pray for your future babies to come 🥹🩷
I’m a silent follower and love all your videos. I’m so sorry Jess, I can’t image what you have been going through this whole time. You posting this and being so vulnerable with us is a huge step that not a lot of people will take and I love you for being so real, so open and vulnerable. Thank you for sharing with us on this topic. I’m sending you, Brent and Skye all the white light and love your way. ❤
THANK YOU for sharing!! Miscarriage is a horrible and beyond devastating experience to have to go through and I am really glad to see more people openly talking about it as it is very, very common and I do feel it truly helps to hear other women talk about there experience. I understand too well unfortunately that awful grief of losing your darling and I am very, very sorry Jess ♥
I’m so sorry Jess. Thank you for being so raw and vulnerable. As someone who has lost three and am now pregnant again, this was heart wrenching to watch. If you want it pray, don’t give up, you’ll get your rainbow baby. I’d be lying if I said it gets easier, I’m in my second trimester and still refuse to buy things and get excited. Thank you so much for this❤.
I feel horrible complaining about my postpartum, knowing you've been going through this. I'm so sorry❤ sending prayers for comfort.
thank you for sharing your story, I had an miscarriage a few years back & the waves of emotions never truly leave you. Sending love and hugs your way honey.🤎
First of all, I am so sorry you had to go through this. Nobody ever deserves this. I myself experienced two miscarriages this last May, and was so excited to give my one and a half year old a sibling as well.
It is the worst and hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through. Thank you for having enough courage sharing your story because we all need to know that we are not alone in this journey. I am still healing and hearing you open up helps so so much!
So thank you thank you 🤍
So sorry you had to go through this but thank you soo much for sharing this insanely personal thing! Praying for you, Brent & Skye 💚 We love you Jess 💚
I was so emotional watching this vlog and crying right along with you. I’ve been watching you for so long and thank you for sharing all of the positive parts of your life, but also these really difficult, painful and challenging times as well. Your realness is so appreciated and I am certain that great things will be coming for your future. Thank you for being you and sharing so much. 💗
So sorry you’re going through this Jess! I had a miscarriage a few months ago and it really was the hardest, most traumatising experience. We are trying again but every month you feel so hopeful and so scared. Sending you so much love ❤
Sending all the love. I’m so sorry Jess.
You are so inspirational. Putting this video together had to of been so incredibly hard. I’ve been watching your videos for years and years now and feel like you’re a friend so this breaks my heart. I will keep your family in my prayers.
Usually a silent follower, but this is so powerful Jess! Thank you for sharing. Praying for you and your family.
Sending you all the love, thank you for sharing this. I had a stillbirth and it truly tarnished my whole next pregnancy and I hope you find opportunities to celebrate your next. Look after yourself, you are so amazing!
Jess I can only imagine the rollercoaster it was for you to rewatch all of this when editing. You are so freaking strong! I am only 22 and with a partner of 5 years and this thought of when we start our lives together is fear I even have being so young! You inspire me so much, for that Thank You! I always get excited when I see you posted and I truly appreciate you being so vulnerable with us when you didn’t have to! God Bless you and your family Jess I will be praying for you that all your dreams come true❤
Silent viewer for years but wow so incredibly proud of you for what you’ve been through and your vulnerability. Sending so much love
There are no words for the weight of grief, sending you love and prayers ❤️
Sending so much love and prayers! I’ve been here for years, thank you for sharing your story with us
A silent viewer for years. Thank you so much for sharing your experience Jess. I am so sorry you had to go through this. My first pregnancy 2 years ago ended in a miscarriage and it affected my mental and physical health, my relationship at the time and it was just one of the hardest experiences I’ve ever been through. I won’t ever know the innocence of pregnancy now and that breaks my heart even more. You’re not alone. Praying for you and thank you for sharing ❤
Oh sweet Jess, I’m so saddened by your loss. I pray you find peace amidst these hard times & that your marriage be a safe place to be vulnerable, lean on each other, & grow closer during this time. Praying for healing.
Thank you for sharing your story, Jess. You’re so so strong and we’re all here for you. I’m so sorry and I’m praying for your fam and positivity to come! We love you 🤍
I’m sitting here mourning the loss of my totaled car and this video really put life into perspective for me at the moment. Thank you so much for being vulnerable and posting these experiences for us 🩷 Sending so much to you and your fam 🫶🏻🫶🏻 I’m so sorry you’re going through this
Skye is so lucky to have a mom like you 🩷 praying for you & your family!
Jess - my heart broke watching you go through this. I have been following you ever since you posted a "ordering what the person in front of me got in the drive thru" video. i have continued to support you over the years because of how open you are and the morals you have i really align with. I am so so sorry for your loss, and i can't imagine what this feels like. I admire your strength and positivity, just know this is only making you stronger, and you are going to look back on this difficult time when you are happier than ever with your little family. Sending all my love to you, Brent, and Skye
Sending you endless hugs your way Jessica. Your vulnerability & strength is so powerful, keep on enjoying each day, I can’t wait for the day you get to hold your rainbow baby 💓
as someone that has been watching you silently for years, i was brought to tears watching this. your strength to share your story and beautiful light you still shine is so admirable. i truly wish and hope for you to live the life of your dreams and i look forward to watching it manifest.
Oh Jessica, this breaks my heart. I have been a silent viewer of yours for a couple years now. You are the biggest inspiration to me, the mother you are, the wife you are, the woman you are in general. I suffered a miscarriage of twins earlier this year and it really did rip my heart out 100000x. As someone who has always dreamed of being a mother, when this happens, it really does break you more than you could ever explain. As I watched this, it made me so so emotional, especially the part when you were on the phone to the nurse, remembering my own conversation with my doctor and hearing those same heartbreaking words. I wish you only the very best for this next chapter ahead. You are so so incredibly strong, I know you will fall pregnant again soon, I know it. Keep positive and know that your body is capable of amazing, wonderful things, and your gorgeous Skye is the greatest manifestation of that. I love you so so much, thank you for making this video and for being brave enough to share all of this with us. Sending you lots of baby dust and love all the way from Sydney Australia, Gabby xxxx
Usually a silent follower. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Your strength is inspiring. You’re the most amazing mom to skye and the most amazing wife to Brent. Sending you all of the positive vibes and prayers for you and your family! 🫶🏼
sending lots of love, hugs, and prayers your way! 🤍 you’re so strong!!
Oh Jess I am so so sorry... I know so many women are so thankful for you sharing such raw and real footage of what so many women go through during their pregnancy journeys. Sending so much love and so many prayers🤍
Ohhh Jess🥺
I’m so sorry you’re so strong!!❤️🫶🏼
Sending you all the love babes
Im so sorry Jess. I went through the same thing this summer and i have never been so low in my life. It doesn’t ever not hurt. Now everything is scary and life feels more fragile than ever. The fears are there and the worry is there and i don’t think it goes away. Its so isolating and sad. I wasn’t able to open up to anyone around me because i felt like no one could relate, even with women around me who have gone through it. Its so isolating because its your body and only you can feel whats happening. I wanted to not be here anymore. But now I’m pregnant again and I’m scared. I don’t know how to enjoy it. I’m trying to hold on and take it day by day. But everyday is scary. Im praying and I would appreciate any and all prayers. Thank you for allowing people to open up. This feels safe and I appreciate it so much. Im praying for your family 🤍
I'm so sorry you're going through this. I just had an early miscarriage my first time getting pregnant last month and it has been the most devastating experience of my life. I feel like the hurt will never go away, but talking about it and hearing other people's stories definitely helps to not feel so alone so thank you for being so open❤
Thank you so much for posting this video! Your vulnerability is going to help so many people! Thank you for being willing to share 🥰 You are inspiring! I will keep you and your family in my prayers 💕💕
I am so sorry you are going through this. I cannot imagine how heartbreaking this feels. You are strong for making and editing this video. Sending love and prayers to you and your family
Oh Jess. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Sending so much love 💕
Sweetest Jessica,
I have watched you for years. My heart absolutely aches for you. You’re such a beautiful and strong woman. I pray for Gods favor and peace over you 🖤 thank you for being so vulnerable you’re more courageous than you know!
So so sorry for your loss Jess.💔 Heart breaking doesn’t even cover the pain of a loss. But soo glad you share this journey for others to not feel so alone! Sprinkling baby dust your way for a rainbow baby❤️ You’re such a strong beautiful mama!
Tears this whole video, thank you for sharing as I feel like most women don’t talk about it enough! ❤
Your openness and vulnerability means a lot Jess.
I experienced a miscarriage two months ago at 11 weeks, you are not alone in your grief. I pray that one day we are mamas to earth side babes❤
I’m so sorry to hear that you went through all of this! Sending prayers to the both of you 🩵
I’ve been crying the whole time watching your video, I can’t imagine how this must be for you. I’m so impressed by your strength … 💞
Watching this was so emotional. We women go through it all and it’s good of you to share for others.❤️
I have been a viewer of yours through so many moves… your wedding.. and having Skye. Thank you so much for sharing the hard times, this isn’t a common theme and it took so much courage. Praying for you and your family always❤
Thank you for being vulnerable with us and I’m so sorry you had to experience this. Your strength is so evident and I’m praying for God to heal and redeem this traumatic loss. Praying for your health and well-being over all as well because I can’t imagine going through all the postpartum stuff on top of this 😢
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It can be so isolating and when you hear what others are also going through, you don’t feel so alone. I hope your time comes soon, because you so deserve it ❤❤
Jessica thank you so much for sharing. Every word you said I felt deeply in my soul. Though each of our miscarriage experiences are unique we share many of the same feelings. I miscarried my first pregnancy at 11 weeks 3 days. And I have to say nothing prepared me for the fear that would bring when I subsequently became pregnant 4 months later. It is so sad to say that the pure joy and excitement of pregnancy has not the same after the loss.. instead there is fear and worry. I am 14 weeks today, and still nervous and afraid of having another loss. I think it is so important for women to share their stories and break the stigma of discussing loss. I just want every woman who shares this experience to know you are not alone. Many around you will not know what to say, or how best to support you, but know that you have a community of woman who have shared in your experience and will know and understand your pain intimately.
My heart goes out to you Jessica. Sending you so much love & positive energy. I will also pray that you’re able to give Skye many healthy happy siblings soon🙏❤️🌈
This was so heartbreaking to watch and I am truly so sorry for your losses 💔
I’ve been watching you for over a year now & always admire your beautiful family.
I had a miscarriage in 2021 @ 8 weeks, a miscarriage in 2022 at 6 weeks and a missed miscarriage May this year at 10 weeks.
This years MC was the most traumatic and most painful thing I have ever been through. I had the hair loss, the hormones, even leaking nipples. It was so rough. You explained it so well, you feel like you’re in another persons body & you are just filled with so much fear about the future. We sadly don’t have a baby earth side & we won’t give up just yet. I just want to say thank you for showing such raw footage of what you’ve been through. I don’t feel I can speak about my experience that openly with people. Sometimes online peoples lives look so perfect with their pregnancy announcements & you can feel like you’re the only one going through it. But sometimes you don’t see what people have been through to get there either.
Sending you so much love and healing ❤
I am so sorry you became a part of this club. Watching this, I felt every single emotion during your phone call with the nurse. I remember every second of the phone call with mine. Praying for strength and positivity ❤️
This is so powerful, Jess and your strength is remarkable! Thank you for being vulnerable with us.
this had me in tears, im so sorry! praying for you and your family
You are such a strong, and vulnerable momma!! Thank You for sharing your story and experience. I hope your family continues to grow!! Sending all my love and I hope that you are taking care of yourself and your family:) Thankful for all the mom's out there!
My heart goes out to you and your family. Nothing is worse. It’s so hard to tell family then hear the gut wrenching news. I’ve gone through several and it’s like constant breaking of your heart. I’m sending you so much love ❤️
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story to help others. Praying that God will make Sky a big sister in his own timing.
Thank you so much for sharing ❤ it’s so kind of you to share your experience when so many this happens to and it goes unsaid
You are so strong for being vulnerable like this. Thank you for sharing and making others feel like they are not alone 🤍
It’s crazy because we would’ve never known you were going through this from watching your regular vlogs. Thank you for sharing ❤️
Queen, I’m so so sorry and thinking of you and sending you and your family so much light and love! 💖✨
Ahh Jess first off Ty for be soo valuable to post this you are soo incredibly strong !! This is going to help soo soo many woman and other mothers .. a lot of the us mothers really do just stay on auto pilot and never express to anyone how difficult it can actually be and def needs to be talked about more I can pin point quite a few times where it was extremely difficult and can feel soo soo alone so ty for opening the door and just remember don’t give up it will happen for you mama I promise just keep trying don’t ever give up you got this and if you have to take a break for a little than do so but don’t ever give up cuz it will happen for you I just know it !!! And if you ever need to vent or talk myself and I’m sure a bunch of other girls on here will listen best of wishes and luck to you !!! Xoxox ❤❤ remember your are one super mama and soo incredibly strong !!
I’m so extremely sorry Jess. Thank you for sharing the raw and vulnerable side. I’m sure it was anything but easy. You are so deserving ❤️ God is with you during this time and I’m so sorry
Absolutely heartbreaking. I am going through a miscarriage right now and I soooo empathize with you. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable you definitely aren’t alone which helps but is also sad. I hope and pray you get your baby and God helps your hurting heart. It’s been so painful for me right now I feel so alone and misunderstood so I appreciated seeing your video ❤️🩹
Jess, thank you so much for sharing. I’m praying for you and your family!
I am so sorry. I just want you to know that I have had the same thing happen in my life. My daughter and I watch you together. She started watching you first. She is 20 Saturday. I just turned 50 but everyone thinks I am her aunt or I had her very young. Nope. I unfortunately was only able to have Paige but I am did just not have a support system like you. And I figured god gave me what I could handle. I don’t see that with you. Your strong and an amazing woman and everything that I wish I could have been at that age that I am now. Skye will be an amazing big sister. You are an amazing woman momma wife and human and role model for my daughter. Thank you for being out there for my daughter as well and telling your story. Hearing it from your momma is one thing. Hearing it from one of your hero’s is another thing. Thank you. She is also finishing school to be a dula to help woman and their babies. Thank you 🙏 and you will be ok ❤
i have been watching you for years, and i just wanted to say you are truly one of the strongest, positive, caring & selfless people on this planet & i am so so sorry for what you are going through, im sending all of my love to you & your family🤍
Thank you Jess for sharing your story, and I’m so sorry you had to go through that. Praying for you everyday ❤️
It’s takes great strength to speak on something so heartbreaking. Thank you for using your platform to be so open and vulnerable. I have been in your shoes. God doesn’t give us more than we can handle.❤
Jessica, thank you so much for sharing this. I had a miscarriage a month ago. It was the worst experience of my life. Apart from the emotional pain I went through due to the loss, I also went through so much physical pain because the medication to "remove" it gave me the worst contractions ever... the pain was definitely traumatizing. I feel like this is a topic that no one really talks about, at least I had no idea how common it was when it happened to me. So THANK YOU, really. I am so sure that you will have a healthy pregnancy soon and you will forget all about this horrible experience, and that is exactly what I think will happen to me :)
I’m so sorry you and your family experienced this loss 🙏🏽 I cried watching this video. Sending love and prayers to you all. ❤
Oh, Jess! Sadly so many of us know how you’re feeling ❤️ in 2014 I lost my dad, grandma, and miscarried all within one month. Hardest time in my life, but exactly 40 weeks later I found out I was pregnant with my rainbow baby. Now I’m a momma of 2. It’s terrifying moving forward but there is always hope! Sending you so much love and positivity! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Thank you for sharing this and opening up in such a vulnerable way.
This video had me smiling and crying...💗My parents tried for years, can't imagine the pain my mom must have felt. Trust that it'll come at the right moment! As many other viewers, I look up to you, you're an amazing mom, wife and friend! Life is good to you and your family, it's only a matter of time xx Take care
I am so sorry Jess. This video really hit home. 🩷 thank you for sharing, so others feel less alone. Sending you love!
Jess.. thank you for opening up and telling us your story. I had my first miss carriage in September 2023 and it was supposed to be our first baby. 4 weeks along and suddenly my HCG levels dropped. So glad I am not alone. Thank you!
I admire your transparency and your willingness to share. And to create a safe space for other women to share their stories too. Prayers to all of the beautiful mama’s out there ❤
the worst experience and it never leaves you, thankyou so much for sharing you're an angel 🤍
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this video. I too have a toddler currently, but had a stillborn before him and just had a miscarriage last Friday right before the holidays. It’s been a very tough week but I also agree with you that life with a small child and how busy we are does completely change things from when we had our first loss and had no children. I too am fearful for the future but will be praying for you and your family.
Ughhhh Jess I literally feel the pain you’re feeling as I watch this. I am so sorry.
I’m so sorry you’re going through this! I’m praying for you and your family!
I had a perfectly healthy first pregnancy, a year later got pregnant again and miscarried. We just got pregnant again in August and I’m so fearful every single day now. You’re not alone in this at all. Thank you for sharing your story so other women don’t feel so alone.🤍
God’s timing is perfect. I truly believe he will bless you with another perfect baby in His time.
Sending sooooo much love and strength to you, I will be praying for you and your sweet family. thank you for being vulnerable with us
I never comment on videos but just wanted to say i think you are an amazing mom and I am so sorry you are going through this, I had a miscarriage before having my daughter & It definitely took away some of the excitement because everyday i was so afraid that would happen to me again. God always has a plan and things are going to work out so you can continue to grow your beautiful family🤍 but just know you are not alone, after experiencing something like this you realize how many women go through It & know how hard It is. Motherhood is the hardest but most beautiful part of life. Stay strong mama, praying for you 💓
Love you Jessica, you’re so strong for sharing. Sometimes it’s hard to understand the “whys” but I full heartedly believe your family will grow in the future ❤
Jess I am so sorry you had to experience this. I found you when I was pregnant with my son (only a few months younger than Skye) but I weirdly feel like I’ve gone through this journey of motherhood with you. So thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this with us. Your story will help so many of us ❤ praying for you
This is one of the most raw videos I have ever seen. Thank you so much for sharing your story
I’m so sorry you are going through this Jess, praying for you and your family🫶🏻
I hope that y’all get to be blessed with a sweet baby soon enough!🤍
Oh Jess 😔 I’m so sorry you are going through all of this! You are so so strong and skye has the best mom to look up to! I pray you and your family can welcome a little one soon 🩷
I was praying this video had a happy ending. The way I cried with you as I watched. I experienced a miscarriage after our first and the heartbreak I felt is one I could never explain but all of those feelings rushed back the moment I saw you cry. God will bless you when the time is right I promise you that. We are now on our third and that fear and pain never goes away but just pray and stay positive. Praying for you sister! We love you!