It's okay not to be okay

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  • čas přidán 22. 11. 2019
  • Hey guys sorry for rambling but i hope this helps someone
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  • @talya.liani13
    @talya.liani13 Před 4 lety +4646

    He looks so lost and I just want to give him a big hug

  • @ashloveya
    @ashloveya Před 4 lety +2232

    You know they always say the funniest people are the saddest when they're alone

    • @larissathornock7233
      @larissathornock7233 Před 4 lety +10

      ashlyaaa it’s so true too

    • @moss_soc
      @moss_soc Před 4 lety +1

      That seems nice but that’s a insult!

    • @moss_soc
      @moss_soc Před 4 lety

      Well a tiny good point

    • @larissathornock7233
      @larissathornock7233 Před 4 lety +35

      Daphnee Corpuz I’m depressed and don’t think it’s an insult at all I think it’s true because depressed people like to seem really happy so people don’t worry about them like they worry about others

    • @moss_soc
      @moss_soc Před 4 lety +1

      Larissa Thornock sorry but I was trying to say something else but I’m just really bad at explaining

  • @allyballanger9998
    @allyballanger9998 Před 4 lety +925

    When he said “I almost took my own life” I froze

    • @haleyandlauren6791
      @haleyandlauren6791 Před 4 lety +45

      Ok so I never really watch Aaron’s personal channel, but I watch everyone else’s videos from the Traphouse so Aaron holds a special place in my mind and heart. When he said “I almost took my own life”, I froze physically and immediately I started sobbing because I’ve been in the same boat he has. It’s gonna be alright Doh 😇💕💕

    • @marychalmers8603
      @marychalmers8603 Před 4 lety +20

      me too I literally started crying and I didnt really watch Aaron I usually watch like sam and colby but it's just the thought of him taking his life that hit me so different it hurt dude if he took his life so much would have changed it would have effected so many people it would have hurt sam and colby and corey and jake and all the other ppl that look up to aaron

    • @Arkmaster0811
      @Arkmaster0811 Před 4 lety +4

      Same I feel like it sometimes

    • @alid1ful
      @alid1ful Před 4 lety +4

      @@Arkmaster0811 are u okay?

    • @usernotfound8774
      @usernotfound8774 Před 4 lety +2

      Same
      But then I releizied I did too

  • @spencbur
    @spencbur Před 4 lety +871

    The longest Aaron looked at the camera was 3 seconds, which proves how uncomfortable this issue is to talk about. I completely understand how scary it is and how empty you feel. It’s so freaking scary. I’ve been going through some personal issues for, really my whole life. One episode not so long ago was the worst it’s been in a long time, and I began to scratch, and scratch, and scratch at my arms until they bled. When you feel nothing at all, you want to do anything you can to make yourself feel again. Whether that be cutting, scratching, or anything else. You just want to feel something. So Aaron, if your reading this there are so many people who care about you, and I’m sorry I wasn’t there to at least try to reach out. I left social media for a while, and I’m sorry. Please keep being strong, it hurts to not see you smile. #weloveyouaaron 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

    • @amandanichols6469
      @amandanichols6469 Před 4 lety

      The Town Of Pastely you are a good person thank you

    • @destinylove8297
      @destinylove8297 Před 4 lety

      The Island Of Pastely I also feel the same that you and Aaron do, when my parent became crazy and didn’t eventcare about there life’s and didn’t go to get help I suffered from depression and started to hurt myself overtime, it’s just so messed up in this world how people I killing themselves more than 300 times a year and it’s just sick to think about.

    • @carmelanorsby6139
      @carmelanorsby6139 Před 4 lety +4

      I feel the same way. Depression runs in my moms side of the family, and the fact that my parents aren’t together anymore, makes it worse. I was recently taken away from my mom and I can only imagine how shity she feels.

    • @carsonhogan3420
      @carsonhogan3420 Před 4 lety +2

      Ya I totally agree with you I myself have not had a episode yet

    • @echoverigan8825
      @echoverigan8825 Před 3 lety

      @@carmelanorsby6139 same

  • @samonecorrizz882
    @samonecorrizz882 Před 4 lety +616

    Everyone breaks ...
    Everyone falls ...
    Not everyone gets back up ...
    But I'm glad you did

  • @georgiao3605
    @georgiao3605 Před 4 lety +1985

    As soon as Aaron started crying, I couldn’t help but cry with him

    Aaron if you see this, I love you xx

  • @piperjade3749
    @piperjade3749 Před 4 lety +560

    Just because you’re a guy doesn’t mean that you need to be strong, you’re human too, you have emotions, and that’s what matters most! We love you, and hope you get better❤️

    • @Andrea-bs5yr
      @Andrea-bs5yr Před rokem +2

      He does need to be strong showing emotions is being strong🙄😕

  • @goaway812
    @goaway812 Před 4 lety +618

    all those dislikes man. just bc u don’t like him or don’t know him, doesn’t mean u have to give him more hate to his life.

    • @amcg6076
      @amcg6076 Před 4 lety +10

      I used to watch his videos but im not the biggest fan anymore, but i am only hearing this news today from a insta comment (ik im late but im not subbed anymore) and i feel so bad he is so confused and i hope he is happy with his new girlfriend (idk her name i just know she is from tik tok) 💖

    • @ejdarat9794
      @ejdarat9794 Před 4 lety

      @jacob partin what about them-

    • @twootsies4425
      @twootsies4425 Před 4 lety +1

      I think they’re disliking because they don’t like the situation not him

    • @widdleshniddle
      @widdleshniddle Před 4 lety +1

      The dislikes might be bots not people but idk he doesn't deserve hate at all

    • @destinyjade1857
      @destinyjade1857 Před 3 lety

      @@amcg6076 her name is doni💜

  • @christinebonde1912
    @christinebonde1912 Před 4 lety +4433

    Aaron: "Im not supposed to cry"
    You are talking about that you were about to take your own life, you expose it out into the world, you show the real you, and you dont think youre supposed to cry? I dont know bout yall, but i think showing how you really feel and crying shows that you are strong, its alot to show your vunerable side, and it is amazingly brave to show the whole world that side of you. To anyone who doesnt think its okay for them to cry, this one goes out to you❤

  • @lxve_riggs8875
    @lxve_riggs8875 Před 4 lety +753

    and too all those people who were hating on him for months straight. *sigh*

    • @Destiny-ir2ps
      @Destiny-ir2ps Před 4 lety +7

      rrlxve what did they hate on him for?

    • @TraceyJeanne
      @TraceyJeanne Před 4 lety +2

      He was getting hated on for months ?? Why ??

    • @sboyd8312
      @sboyd8312 Před 4 lety

      rrlxve why were they hating on him?

    • @nifflofair6685
      @nifflofair6685 Před 4 lety

      Each one has blood on their hands and will have to face their karma !

    • @coralrobinson626
      @coralrobinson626 Před 4 lety

      What?? Why were ppl hating on him?

  • @abbieex164
    @abbieex164 Před rokem +49

    I know its been 3 years but we are all here for you aaron ❤

  • @vladimircain
    @vladimircain Před 4 lety +198

    When he said he almost took his life; I felt that, hard.
    He also looks so tired which I also felt.
    I'm bad at advice and comforting people so I don't know what to say. All I'll say is take your time bud, we dont need to know the whole story until you're 10000% ready

  • @zhame7774
    @zhame7774 Před 4 lety +773

    i can't believe we almost lost him. i would've cried my heart out

    • @maryhirota540
      @maryhirota540 Před 4 lety +25

      That hits really deep. Thank the Lord he got help.

  • @todorobri4746
    @todorobri4746 Před 4 lety +603

    He literally looks so emotionally and physically drained, I want to protect him always. We love you and we’re here for you!

  • @Meatherxc
    @Meatherxc Před 4 lety +212

    My son love to play games, is homeschooled, has the same sense of humor as you, and would love to be a CZcamsr. He is too young to leave a comment but he wanted me to tell you he would miss you so much if things would have gone differently! We watch that video where you are pretending to be a security guard in the sam and colby video to cheer us up when we are sad, bored, or just need a laugh. We love when you are silly and soulful. With all of that emotion I am sure it is hard to cope but our lives would change for the worse without you! Remember seasons can be hard but time can heal even the deepest emotional scares.

  • @user-nt8nr7xd5i
    @user-nt8nr7xd5i Před 4 lety +380

    You should be crying. The stereotype that men should be “Strong” and “unbreakable” and “active” and “confident” are all nothing but stereotypes. Men should be expressing their feelings because they are humans too. They should have down times too. Just like all the women are. We’re all humans. Never be afraid to be vulnerable. The people who make fun of you for it are just jealous cause you are able to express emotions and ask for help, etc.

  • @mapleleaf2592
    @mapleleaf2592 Před 4 lety +859

    To those 74 who disliked, you really don’t understand do you?

    • @sydneystilson4672
      @sydneystilson4672 Před 4 lety +27

      They maybe disliked the situation rather than the video. Some people may see them as similar to facebook when you can react to the posts that might have been their reaction was that the situation itself is negative and sad and they wanted to give him that feeling of feeling what he is feeling without actually knowing what the dislike button means. My mom thought that the dislike button was there for that reason because actually disliking the video doesn't make much sense to them.

    • @marsherrera5822
      @marsherrera5822 Před 4 lety +6

      @@sydneystilson4672 then they're dumb. Bc they need to learn how yt works

    • @sydneystilson4672
      @sydneystilson4672 Před 4 lety +12

      @@marsherrera5822 thank you for calling my mom dumb. Really appreciate that. The older generation did not grow up on electronics like we did. They might not have people to help them learn. You are just being rude by calling people dumb.

    • @marsherrera5822
      @marsherrera5822 Před 4 lety +10

      @@sydneystilson4672 oml 😂 I didn't call your mom dumb. I meant it as a joke. I understand if u take jokes seriously and I apologize 😌
      And maybe I am rude, but ya know what? It's fine 👌

    • @nibbanibba7202
      @nibbanibba7202 Před 4 lety +4

      I understand that if anymore filth comes out of your mouth then I’ll be forced to take you into custody and bring you to justice

  • @HayleyxWeir
    @HayleyxWeir Před 4 lety +788

    "Procrastinating this video" No bb, please take all the time you need, your mental health is important (and that goes to everyone) 💕💕💕

    • @lexisav2143
      @lexisav2143 Před 4 lety

      alex searer wdym??

    • @itscc9829
      @itscc9829 Před 4 lety

      Lexi Sav they are saying he shouldn’t rush to talk about this topic, he should take his time and talk when he’s ready

  • @juleslpn4345
    @juleslpn4345 Před rokem +24

    Aaron-Thank you so much for talking about this. There aren't that many "real" conversations about depression, suicide, mental health etc. Idk why but there is so much shame and guilt associated with feeling depressed. Sending you continued love and support.

  • @toasted_equestrian
    @toasted_equestrian Před 4 lety +50

    When the words “I almost took my own life” were uttered and I could forgot to breathe. My darling Aaron. You’re so brave. This topic is hard for everyone.

  • @dasheikanorunner9334
    @dasheikanorunner9334 Před 4 lety +623

    21 people disliked this who ever you guys are your very heartless

    • @jaidyntobey1046
      @jaidyntobey1046 Před 4 lety +17

      Dasheika Norunner people don’t like when CZcamsrs show there emotions, they think you tubers have to always be happy

    • @rebelicious407
      @rebelicious407 Před 4 lety +12

      I'm hoping they hit dislike because they hate that he went through this. Lots of very young people. This is me trying to be positive.

    • @MiSssTrinTrin
      @MiSssTrinTrin Před 4 lety +7

      Yeah you can Clearly see the Title if you don't like it don't click the Video at all

    • @jaidyntobey1046
      @jaidyntobey1046 Před 4 lety +5

      Crazy Amazing Fun no I love Aaron, but I’m saying for other fake fans who probably clicked the dislike button because they don’t like when people show there emotions

    • @kayleeadams6597
      @kayleeadams6597 Před 4 lety +3

      I agree

  • @ry7774
    @ry7774 Před 4 lety +364

    Whoever disliked this must've been crying so hard that their vision is impaired and they thought the dislike button was the like button

    • @hotpocketbae2522
      @hotpocketbae2522 Před 4 lety +1

      Jimin's Jams lol

    • @proherohawks8780
      @proherohawks8780 Před 4 lety +1

      Or they disliked it because they don’t like how Aaron’s feeling.

    • @ry7774
      @ry7774 Před 4 lety

      @@proherohawks8780 either way..THEY STUPID

  • @hollyparker8657
    @hollyparker8657 Před 4 lety +146

    Aaron just because you are a man dose not mean you have to have no emotion, it makes you a stronger person for you to show your emotions because it’s sort of braking that stereotype, we all support you Aaron 🙂

  • @saoirsedunne260
    @saoirsedunne260 Před 4 lety +62

    Mental health is important

  • @alias175g
    @alias175g Před 4 lety +352

    “Medical professionals” always say if someone is suicidal, they want people to know and to stop them. Quite often that isn’t true. I can tell you from my experience that it isn’t going to get better soon, but it eventually will get better. I spent years in an extremely depressive state. I used alcohol to numb/hide the pain. No one knew anything was wrong. Eventually after changing my environment things began to improve for me. I still have times when I am down, but I use my experiences to help others. The only thing that really makes me feel better is helping people who are in the position I was in. I have an associate who has told me that I am the reason they haven’t taken their life.
    I don’t have the influence you do. I urge you to use the wide reach that CZcams affords you to help people.
    To everyone else, often the funniest people are the most broken in the inside. Just because someone always seems happy doesn’t mean they are. The best comedy is born of pain and tragedy, so if you know someone you think should be a comedian, take a moment to ask and truly care about how they are feeling.

    • @rubyw3073
      @rubyw3073 Před 4 lety +3

      Jon Becker fr I’m the one who’s always “happy” in my friend group. My friends don’t really even seem like friends anymore though.. I was absent from my school for being sick and I asked one of them if anyone was asking why I wasn’t there and she just said “no we didn’t really care 😂.” .... and all I could think was “yeah thanks for that” and I hung up on her and pretended my phone died......I’m not really talking to them now but I still have to be near them (there’s six people in our friend group one of them I HATE) I also had impetigo (u can google it if you want) and the guy o hate said “ewww you look sickening” and I was just like oh shut up.. it’s just no one really cares how other people feel and this generation is super selfish (not saying that I’m not selfish because sometimes I am) but its just people need to be more careful about what they say and they do need to check up on others sometimes and I should know because I really am not happy ever and it kinda just makes everything suck

    • @alias175g
      @alias175g Před 4 lety

      Pee Driplets, thank you for sharing. Like I said above, I’ve been eel here you are. Don’t lose hope though. No matter how hopeless you feel, I can promise you that someone out there cares for you. Even if you haven’t met that person yet, there is someone who will depend on you someday. It wasn’t until I left the military that I finally met a friend that I truest felt I could talk to, and now she and I know secrets about each other that even our spouses don’t know.
      I don’t have the slightest clue who you are, but if you need someone to talk to I would be more than willing to listen. I’m a pretty busy person, but I’ll always do my best to help in any way I can.

    • @dottorelover69
      @dottorelover69 Před 4 lety

      Yeah, I have a friend group, but when I first meet up with them their like "oh hey!" But then they instantly start talking about something, and whispering to each other, and every time I ask they instantly say "I-it's nothing! Heh" I feel like their talking bad about me to each other.... A lot of the time I feel... Lonely with them. I've had dark thoughts before and i don't know why.. Sometimes when people get angry or sad I instantly tell myself, it was my fault, I made them feel that way when in reality I did nothing.

    • @alias175g
      @alias175g Před 4 lety

      Julianne Mckinney that’s what depression and anxiety do. They make you feel responsible for things you have no power over, and they make you see judgment/dislike when a healthy mind would see nothing. But if being around certain people makes you feel worse in any way, then you need to cut yourself off from that group. If you feel sad or anxious around anyone, then they are toxic for you. Friends will make you feel wanted and appreciated and they will tell you that they appreciate you. Unfortunately young people don’t typically have a high enough maturity level to understand that they are toxic to the people around them. In fact a lot of the people who are mature enough feel the same way you do.
      Everyone has a story to tell of why they feel how they do, and every story is a testament to how the human brain heals from tragedy and pain. All of those stories are worth hearing, but sadly most people don’t care to listen. The more you tell your story, the more you heal and are able to help others with your experience.
      Whatever you’re going through, someone else has gone through that and survived. You are valuable and worthy of love. All you have to do is find one person who sees that.

  • @mrs_kambe_1163
    @mrs_kambe_1163 Před 4 lety +232

    Guys don’t hate on the people that disliked the video. Their eyes were full of tears and they couldn’t see duuhhh🤦🏾‍♀️ like come on who could POSSIBLY hate Aaron

  • @yaseminakan1611
    @yaseminakan1611 Před 4 lety +379

    Does anybody know why he isn’t friends with the trap boys?
    Also, the fact that he is showing feelings shows that he is in fact strong... I wish I could hug him 🙁

    • @nek051plays8
      @nek051plays8 Před 4 lety +40

      He is one of them but i think he need his personal time and not hangout with his friends so maybe that's why they didn't know Aaron 's problem

    • @yaseminakan1611
      @yaseminakan1611 Před 4 lety +40

      but they should have at least known about his problems after Aaron uploaded this video, right? I just hope they try to be by his side behind the cameras..

    • @vanilla9583
      @vanilla9583 Před 4 lety +41

      Sam and Colby and Aaron weren’t following each other on insta anymore..

    • @Nessamoon23
      @Nessamoon23 Před 4 lety +16

      They tweeted him and his family. Theyare still friends

    • @brystol8007
      @brystol8007 Před 4 lety +13

      @@Nessamoon23 I looked for those but couldn't find them. Where?

  • @dunscult
    @dunscult Před 4 lety +119

    I cant believe his "friends" did nothing about it and just left him feeling lonely....

    • @AnastasiaGarcia3023
      @AnastasiaGarcia3023 Před 4 lety +8

      Dallas the husky ikik i’m trying to find out what happened

    • @virginiabateman9802
      @virginiabateman9802 Před 4 lety +15

      I don’t think he told his friends

    • @hitishawaghela5183
      @hitishawaghela5183 Před 4 lety +6

      Yeah fuck sam nd colby I was a sam nd colby fan but after seeing Aaron like this I seriously hate samndcolby now

    • @FB-zs2yh
      @FB-zs2yh Před 4 lety +21

      Hitisha Waghela ok if your going to hate on Sam and Colby like dat learn how to spell their channel name first.

    • @Sam-qw1ny
      @Sam-qw1ny Před 4 lety +12

      I dont think they really know about it, I check his channel like everyday watch his old videos because he didn't upload I didn't know what happened either.

  • @graceonolan
    @graceonolan Před 4 lety +1193

    I’m sitting here sobbing from this, he doesn’t deserve it:(

  • @rubyjones8313
    @rubyjones8313 Před 4 lety +286

    this is heartbreaking. it shows that people who can be the happiest online can actually be the saddest behind the scenes.

  • @emawakio
    @emawakio Před 4 lety +46

    He almost took his life on November 1st 2019 I lost my bsf on that day and I almost took my life. Look at us now we decided not to and you made my life better by not killing yourself❤️

  • @Ri_5475
    @Ri_5475 Před 4 lety +43

    Damn when he said he almost took his own life on November 1st that truly made me sad cause like I started struggling with depression when I was just 11 cause of middle school and highschool and bullying and everything but I hid it all my life and I still struggle but to think that someone can go this deep is really sad I really wanna just give Aaron a hug now and tell him it's gonna be alright 😖💔

  • @tannerryan4599
    @tannerryan4599 Před 4 lety +632

    I just want to teleport to Aaron and give him the biggest hug because he deserves more hugs than anything

    • @Jamie19771
      @Jamie19771 Před 4 lety +2

      Same I just wanted to hold him and say that we all love and care for u

    • @frodology
      @frodology Před 4 lety +1

      same

    • @diaryhome4943
      @diaryhome4943 Před 4 lety +1

      Tanner Ryan yeah he does.

    • @Ash_In_Early_Childhood
      @Ash_In_Early_Childhood Před 4 lety +2

      Factssss! As soon as he uploaded the video, and I watched it I started balling because I went through a similar situation..

    • @chloeman8785
      @chloeman8785 Před 4 lety

      Don’t forget to take me when u go

  • @robynbarthus8337
    @robynbarthus8337 Před 4 lety +427

    "It's okay not to be okay", I have this exact phrase tattood on my arm. Sending you lots of love.

    • @brooklynnrosentreter6398
      @brooklynnrosentreter6398 Před 4 lety +1

      I have veni vidi vici on my arm and its Latin for I came I saw I conquered. I've been through a lot in my life and I got diagnosed with anxiety and its effected my kidneys recently. I've had depression for a long time and there was a point where I didn't want to keep going because I was so mentally exhausted. So this year I've been making a lot of changes and me having my tattoo is a personal reminder to keep going because I haven't conquered everything in life that I want to yet so it just reminds me to not give up. 😊

    • @BoredBlueberry
      @BoredBlueberry Před 4 lety +1

      Whatever you were going through I hope it's better now. I live by this phrase and I can relate heavily so hope you're doing well now. And if you're still going through good luck and hope you feel better

  • @hannahmitchell4119
    @hannahmitchell4119 Před 4 lety +56

    "I shouldn't be crying" No, you went through something very upsetting and uncomfortable. You have every right to cry, there is no shame. Heck, you made me cry. You don't have to always look strong its okay to cry and let your emotions go. You are being a role model just by showing it's okay for you to talk to people, put your mental health first, you are MY inspiration along either everyone that used to be in the trap house. I judt want to give you a hug. I'm in a suicidal state and I feel you. You have every right to cry. Once you hit rock bottom, there is no where to go... but up. Love you Aaron!😘😘😘

  • @elijah3123
    @elijah3123 Před 4 lety +29

    Happy Birthday Aaron, I'm so glad we didn't lose you.

  • @makenziegibson4307
    @makenziegibson4307 Před 4 lety +591

    I’ve always noticed how Aaron was distant, as someone who has felt the same way just know that you’re strong. You’re not weak for feeling a certain way, just because you’re a male doesn’t mean you have to be all mighty. No, you’re a human, with feelings. You deserve to be able to express those feelings, don’t ever let people make you feel like you have to fight a battle alone. This also goes to anyone else reading this comment. You are strong and I’m so proud of you for being strong, for not giving up. My love goes to Aaron and everyone else.

  • @sydneycarpel1195
    @sydneycarpel1195 Před 4 lety +330

    it’s so sad to see aaron like this and not his funny self but i’m happy he’s okay

    • @anna-belletoure
      @anna-belletoure Před 4 lety +8

      Dude yeah it’s sad but ha can’t be happy and funny all the time. Nobody can. We just gotta lean on to each other and pick ourselves back up

  • @cr3xbly
    @cr3xbly Před 3 lety +11

    it’s been over a year..i’m so glad he’s okay. i love you so much 🥺

  • @siennamartinez5584
    @siennamartinez5584 Před 4 lety +71

    I would be so sad if he died I can’t imagine this world without Aaron I love u ❤️ you make me laugh so much to where I almost pissed myself

  • @faith9196
    @faith9196 Před 4 lety +853

    “I should not be crying”
    You’re talking to us about a very vulnerable and real part of you that most people don’t have the balls to talk about. There is zero shame in crying Arron Doh, we completely understand. We love you and are so glad that you’re still here, keep taking care of yourself man.

    • @ayannalowery56
      @ayannalowery56 Před 4 lety +7

      I wish I had the courage to let out my feelings like that

    • @yaboi2ft1
      @yaboi2ft1 Před 4 lety

      Where did you get the profil photo

    • @faith9196
      @faith9196 Před 4 lety

      Adolfo Davalos
      “Phineas looking straight ahead”

  • @user-di3zh3ec9l
    @user-di3zh3ec9l Před 4 lety +529

    I. Started crying when he said “I almost took my life November 1st” it just hit me it made me feel some weird way it’s so sad seeing Aaron cryyyyyyyyy

    • @sportsislife7949
      @sportsislife7949 Před 4 lety +13

      My mouth just immediately...

    • @thefoxylife7623
      @thefoxylife7623 Před 4 lety +11

      aNgEluH? That was my birthday month...😔😭maybe a lot of fans don’t like Aaron but with out Aaron nothing is the same the traphouse wouldnt be the trap house without him.... I used to be like Aaron and Ik how it feels to think or feel your alone or sadness I also almost took my life away but I noticed that we are all here for a purpose and a reason... we love Aaron😔💖

    • @cheyennebenore2016
      @cheyennebenore2016 Před 4 lety +1

      @@thefoxylife7623 my birthday was November 20th

    • @nataleeb39
      @nataleeb39 Před 4 lety +2

      My birthday is November 28 😭 I love you so much aaron and so do others!!!!!!

    • @tomasrohr7417
      @tomasrohr7417 Před 4 lety

      I cried for about 3 hours straight on that exact day - for my reasons tho..

  • @cvpid4625
    @cvpid4625 Před 4 lety +37

    They say, the people smile the brightest, are usually the most saddest people ever. We love you Aaron, your so sweet, and I don’t get why some people don’t like you, but we love you ❤️

  • @caitlinbennett8151
    @caitlinbennett8151 Před 4 lety +42

    How can there be 81 heartless people who disliked this video
    Shame on you

  • @gwendyb7077
    @gwendyb7077 Před 4 lety +273

    This is why males need more love as a whole....

  • @ClungeWizard
    @ClungeWizard Před 4 lety +305

    As a great guy once said "The credits don't have to roll so soon."

  • @ella-ki4gq
    @ella-ki4gq Před 4 lety +11

    the saddest part about this is that he made people laugh but he wasn’t okay. that’s the worst to think about🥺

  • @kierabasnett3203
    @kierabasnett3203 Před 4 lety +24

    This made me realise how harsh the world really is. We love you Aaron and we’re all here for you

  • @destinylove8297
    @destinylove8297 Před 4 lety +876

    Who hates seeing Aaron sad
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    Edit: omg thank u so much for so many likes i thought i wasnt ganna get any❤️

  • @peekaboo497
    @peekaboo497 Před 4 lety +784

    Aaron: “I’m not supposed to cry.”
    Hey, it’s okay to cry or breakdown or emotionally collapse. We’re all human and you are talking about something very personal and serious. I get you, I feel the pain and the hesitation you have but it is all okay. Aaron you are strong and I wish you all the best. I hope I can be a part of this journey, because I deal with a lot of shit too. You have saved me from suicide multiple times and I hope you know your impact on the world and the people that watch you. You are never alone Aaron.
    Get better soon idol ❤️ sending love from the Philippines

    • @cloefaulkner814
      @cloefaulkner814 Před 4 lety +6

      OMG you are so nice, your friends are so lucky to have you 😊

    • @peekaboo497
      @peekaboo497 Před 4 lety +5

      Cloe Faulkner i try my very best.... it’s a struggle for me to be myself with others so I censor myself, and because of that it has driven me to try to attempt suicide before.
      Hearing this makes me gain more confidence in the fact that I am trying. So, thank you so much ❤️

    • @cleetusundercover2664
      @cleetusundercover2664 Před 4 lety +3

      Exactly! it’s fine to cry and everyone does it EVERYONE

    • @lilithmaciass
      @lilithmaciass Před 4 lety +4

      I Agree... I've Tried Suicide So Many Times , But These Days You Can't Trust Anyone Y-You Don't Know Who To Trust... My Therapist Doesn't Help Me... But TFIL and Sam And Colby And Aaron And Jake Those Guys Are The Reason I Still Keep Going

    • @peekaboo497
      @peekaboo497 Před 4 lety +1

      Ancaria [Emo,Loyal,Pan,WereWolf] I fully agree... Now a days, instead of socializing and talking to others I stay at home and watch these amazing men

  • @beyoncealways2911
    @beyoncealways2911 Před 3 lety +12

    Coming to this video a year later and seeing you still upload, that’s amazing, I am so proud of you for being here. You are amazing, you are so loved and we will always be here for you. Incredibly proud of you.

  • @taylorjensen2799
    @taylorjensen2799 Před 4 lety +15

    I’m laying down and I’m crying . So I type in “ I’ll be okay “ then your video pops up and I watch it . I don’t feel so alone anymore and I don’t feel like life is just wanting to hurt me . Thank you for this I really mean it 🖤

  • @amyketchum5829
    @amyketchum5829 Před 4 lety +422

    He's emotionally broken. I hope he gets better. He's a cool dude.

    • @taraurie4866
      @taraurie4866 Před 4 lety +8

      Amy Ketchum he’s not broken. No body’s ‘broken’ it’s mental health it’s perfectly normal and happens to everyone

    • @allikatinnes1688
      @allikatinnes1688 Před 4 lety

      Why, did he wanna committed suicide? 🙏🏽

    • @taraurie4866
      @taraurie4866 Před 4 lety +1

      Alison Innes you have the idea of suicide wrong. He wanted to commit suicide because of his mental health- which isn’t ‘emotionally broken’ every single person in the world goes through it, suicidal thought come with depression and they don’t want to die they just want to feel relief because it’s too much for them to take at the one time

    • @taraurie4866
      @taraurie4866 Před 4 lety +1

      Alison Innes it’s like when you want something you think of the easiest way to get it = taking your own life even though it’s permanent and a really bad idea, it’s complicated

    • @allikatinnes1688
      @allikatinnes1688 Před 4 lety +1

      Tara Urie - Thank you 🙏🏽
      I get it now.…Blessings upon him.

  • @albusdumbledore5929
    @albusdumbledore5929 Před 4 lety +351

    Crazy how the funniest bubbly one of the group is the most depressed on the inside and he did so well at hiding it this breaks my heart and I just realized him and tori broke up?

    • @jurgonaufalut5696
      @jurgonaufalut5696 Před 4 lety +12

      Our one pal that was the best looking out of all of us perfect smile killed himself its never the ones you think

    • @KyleRoberts
      @KyleRoberts Před 4 lety +9

      That's usually how it works like I can fake being happier but on the inside it's the opposite. And it's very hard to reach out to people be no one would expect it to be you

    • @mossmortis
      @mossmortis Před 4 lety +5

      It's pretty known at this point. I mean, the fact that usually the happiest can be the depressed person in the group. Never take anyone for granted, take time to ask how they're doing.

    • @simonwatcher1989
      @simonwatcher1989 Před 4 lety +8

      Robin Williams said the people that make you laugh are always the most depressed

    • @amiluvsyou3052
      @amiluvsyou3052 Před 4 lety

      TORI AND ARRON BROKE UP!!???😭😭🥺🥺😲😵💔

  • @baileymcgehee9560
    @baileymcgehee9560 Před 3 lety +4

    I absolutely love how he turned his hard times into a helpful video for people that might have trouble

  • @annikavandermale9528
    @annikavandermale9528 Před 4 lety +11

    It is ok to not be ok. Society makes it seem like everyone is happy all the time but it’s not true. As someone who deals with depression and anxiety, I understand man and I fully support you. I love you man and I’m always here if you need it.

  • @joleeplomb8624
    @joleeplomb8624 Před 4 lety +482

    i almost ended my own life today and this was recommended to me today. though i decided not to, i see this as a sign.

    • @dollminded
      @dollminded Před 4 lety +66

      you are so fucking strong.

    • @qcquezo
      @qcquezo Před 4 lety +34

      Don't listen to the hate. Don't give in.
      Even though, i'll never be apart of your life.
      I'm glad you chose to keep going. Now you can be the inspiration that someone close to you needs.
      Be a voice. Don't silence yourself. ♡

    • @pinkandsparklea
      @pinkandsparklea Před 4 lety +19

      I'm sorry you felt like this, and I really hope you stay strong

    • @el3tha_
      @el3tha_ Před 4 lety +11

      Life will get better

    • @rachaelg1037
      @rachaelg1037 Před 4 lety +8

      even tho im not apart of ur life, i feel like i am- spiritually, i care dont give up. im struggling too, i support and love you

  • @samanthamorgan7662
    @samanthamorgan7662 Před 4 lety +249

    "Every time you thought life would defeat you remeber that you were wrong. "
    "Depresion can trick the brain into to thinking things are worse then they really are"
    Aaron please don't ever feel bad for showing your emotions. Infact you are braver then you believe and sharing this shows your Strength.
    Mesage to all men from women: It is okay to cry, its okay to share how you feel and what you are going through, we will still see you as a sexy strong man.
    Sometimes the one who everyone thinks is the strongest is having the hardest time and visa versa.
    Lots of Love and Light💖💫🙌

    • @manalnimer7710
      @manalnimer7710 Před 4 lety +2

      S.A.M. Butterfly I love that you said this yes, it’s okay to cry and it doesn’t make you any less of a man showing your emotions.

  • @pinkyblue610
    @pinkyblue610 Před 11 měsíci +5

    Aaron, just because you are a guy, doesn't mean you have or need to be strong. You are human too, you have emotions. We love you Aaron.

  • @acecarey5677
    @acecarey5677 Před 4 lety +1

    seeing the happy aaron turn to crying aaron made me cry 🥺 ur one of the reasons i havent thought too much about taking my life. and i thank u 🥺🥺

  • @cameroncardiff6064
    @cameroncardiff6064 Před 4 lety +223

    It’s hard to see my child hood comedian like this it hurts my heart I just want him to be okay I love him with all my heart

  • @erajger11
    @erajger11 Před 4 lety +231

    People with the kindest hearts have felt the most pain. Remember that for later in life, talk to that friend

    • @underthestarsoverthemoon4259
      @underthestarsoverthemoon4259 Před 4 lety +2

      So true omg

    • @amywhaley3183
      @amywhaley3183 Před 4 lety +1

      Then u must have gone through a LOT of pain!

    • @erajger11
      @erajger11 Před 4 lety

      @@amywhaley3183 I have, actually. In an age of 12 I have gone through way more than you think. But I changed my life and I am HAPPY AS HELL

  • @sophiafromearth
    @sophiafromearth Před 4 lety +23

    If we would've lost you everyone would be lost. I just want to hug you and give you the biggest hug ever. Keep your head up and stay strong. You got this. I hope everything is getting better. At sometime everything will be okay and sometimes you will feel alone, but you just have to keep your head up. We love you and I hope you get better💖

  • @jpunn69
    @jpunn69 Před 4 lety +9

    someone pls give this man a hug. he’s been through so much

  • @julie9722
    @julie9722 Před 4 lety +745

    Me: trying to hug him
    Phone: what are you doing

    • @amiluvsyou3052
      @amiluvsyou3052 Před 4 lety +10

      Ilostbraincells same

    • @theolee7936
      @theolee7936 Před 3 lety +4

      I feel like this comment was a little inappropriate for this kind of video. You shouldn’t try to make a funny comment just to get likes when someone else is hurting.
      Like if you agree.

    • @clipz7135
      @clipz7135 Před 3 lety +1

      Nobody liked your comment tho 😶

    • @theolee7936
      @theolee7936 Před 3 lety

      @@clipz7135 smh r/whoosh

    • @CowardVRGT
      @CowardVRGT Před 3 lety

      hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

  • @kaded_cat
    @kaded_cat Před 4 lety +830

    First of all, I’m so glad you’re still alive, depression really is a killer and we need to do something about it... And I thank you for reaching out and making this video but I just need to say a few things. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to show your emotions, it’s okay to feel alone, but just know that you’re not because we’re all here for you, and people have been through the same. Im going through it too. It hasn’t got to the point where I’m actually considering taking my life but I’ve had several suicidal thoughts and they’re not pleasant at all. This depression, it eats you up inside, bit by bit, and leaves you broken and defenceless, and just when you thought you’ve reached rock bottom, it drags you down further, to the point where no light can be found. And it’s up to us to turn around and fight back, to survive. And again, I thank you so much for still being here today. You’re an inspiration, Aaron, you really are. ❤️

    • @aseraphu
      @aseraphu Před 4 lety +2

      Don't Panic! At the Arctic Monkeys and Tøp concert hiiii I like your name PANIC!

    • @kaded_cat
      @kaded_cat Před 4 lety

      Dana Alsughaiyer thank you

    • @kaded_cat
      @kaded_cat Před 4 lety

      Omg how have I got so many likes already?

    • @carolinabogdan7564
      @carolinabogdan7564 Před 4 lety +1

      I am glag as well that he is alive and i love him so muchhhh😭😭😭😭😭

    • @alexkontonasakis1770
      @alexkontonasakis1770 Před 4 lety

      Ya I'm going through depression but as soon as I gotten out of my toxic teachers classroom it gotten alot better for me. I almost attempted to take my life 3 times and each and every time I found something to give me hope

  • @dontblamerowan
    @dontblamerowan Před rokem +4

    im so sorry aaron, its three years later and i hope your doing better now. we all love you all so much and i hope your alright :)

  • @natanartemiev722
    @natanartemiev722 Před 4 lety +9

    I love it when people on the internet come together to Lift people up

  • @blakeshirey1782
    @blakeshirey1782 Před 4 lety +105

    It takes a real man to cry and nobody should try to deal with things on their own.

    • @crystalbirdsong1169
      @crystalbirdsong1169 Před 4 lety +4

      Shana Shirey
      Real men cry & show their emotions. It’s a beautiful thing

  • @larissathornock7233
    @larissathornock7233 Před 4 lety +544

    He was showing signs of depression in the Blair witch forest

    • @likelyana6880
      @likelyana6880 Před 4 lety +14

      Oh yeah you could tell

    • @Beckaboo3397
      @Beckaboo3397 Před 4 lety +26

      You could tell also in the Haunted attraction one and then the one straight after at the mental hospital big time . So much so I question whether something negative that seen he was is a negative mind space seen him as a target to attach to and make him feel even worse .

    • @thelmasmith8993
      @thelmasmith8993 Před 4 lety +6

      You could tell a lot all the screaming and other stuff

    • @larissathornock7233
      @larissathornock7233 Před 4 lety +14

      In some of the spirit board sessions the ghosts said his name as well. It sucks that Aaron thinks he has no one to turn to when his whole is out doing fun things all the time.

    • @jadynvalentine2228
      @jadynvalentine2228 Před 4 lety +11

      Blair witch video ended up being a prank watch part 2

  • @ginabud7914
    @ginabud7914 Před 4 lety +6

    He looks so broken 😭😭😭😭 I just want to hug him this breaks my heart if I hadn’t gotten help when I did I wouldn’t be here 😭

  • @kinsleymitchell9132
    @kinsleymitchell9132 Před 4 lety +3

    i went through the exact same thing on halloween. the next day i broke down and finally told my parents everything. it’s been about a month since then and i’m on antidepressants now and i’m starting therapy next week. for anyone out there going through the same thing, i know everyone always says this but it does get better. thank you for posting this aaron

  • @abigailelizabeth1427
    @abigailelizabeth1427 Před 4 lety +120

    you could tell he was sooo scared to talk about this and it made me so sad. We love you Aaron we are here for you

  • @nupurjadhav762
    @nupurjadhav762 Před 4 lety +261

    It honestly breaks my heart to see Aaron so sad.

  • @saharadessert8917
    @saharadessert8917 Před rokem +6

    I'm not supposed to cry.....
    Aaron, you did not just say that. Cry. Cry and let it all out. I know I got to this late, but I also wanted to say that I had a really bad experience when I was twelve with a guy and I didn't cry for years and dealt with fear of men for the longest time. It was only when I cried in front of all of my friends that I felt actual peace, but most importantly I turned to God. Aaron, God pulled me out of the deepest, darkest pit of my life with multiple emotional breakdowns and my biggest anxiety. None of my friends could do it, but God was able and He saved me. You are NOT alone. God is always watching you. I will tell you exactly what happened spiritually: the demon was ready to close in on you, but God said "no. Leave him alone." He stopped you, He saved you, it wasn't a fluke. I praise God for saving you and that you are safe. I hope you are doing better, and I am praying for you. 💜

  • @julianthebean6700
    @julianthebean6700 Před 4 lety +8

    He's such a happy guy it really sucks to see him so sad. I'll be praying for you Aaron🙏🙏🙏

  • @soph4828
    @soph4828 Před 4 lety +274

    Aaron, don’t you ever EVER feel that you can’t reach out to people, we’ll be here for you forever.

  • @Loqque2k
    @Loqque2k Před 4 lety +302

    I love you Aaron, I'm sorry that we didn't get your message sooner, and it's okay not to be okay, we love you

  • @jpunn69
    @jpunn69 Před 4 lety +12

    aaron, you’ve come so far in life. you’ve done amazing things and had the happiest of moments in life. and yes ofc it is okay to be sad, don’t always force urself to portray a strong happy person when ur not. i love u and as a supporter I care about u aaron. we are so glad ur safe, and please take ur time to heal. thank u for ur courage to upload this video, we love you aaron

  • @evelynlobos1354
    @evelynlobos1354 Před 3 lety +1

    Aaron ....YOU are such a beautiful soul..a good man to come forward to speak about something that is taking its toll on our young men who are feeling helpless especially in lockdown now here in Melbourne Australia where we can't travel outside of our 5kms radius and NOT go out after 8pm until 5am the next day..it really has been horrid but they do not say who has died from suicide that is not allowed here but there are many and if we hide this how can others learn..so I applaude you for doing something that is bloody hard to do ....I know you have done it to help those who might be feeling down and out ...and before they get hooked onto drugs and pills to forget the feeling of lows...it is best we get SENSE OF HUMOUR out there..you my friend are a bloody funny guy ...you made me laugh a lot as I heard your funny voices and I know you have a beautiful voice...big hug to you ...I love you so much more now...big hug from me in Melbourne Australia..

  • @xicitrus
    @xicitrus Před 4 lety +472

    Everyone who disliked this video didn’t know what happened

    • @sniffy7059
      @sniffy7059 Před 4 lety +1

      what happen

    • @sleetb
      @sleetb Před 4 lety +2

      Lidia Vega he tried to take his own life

    • @kaitlynhope8524
      @kaitlynhope8524 Před 4 lety +4

      _Mystical Wolf_ what happened is he ok i love him and don’t want anything bad to happen

    • @MargauxNeedler
      @MargauxNeedler Před 4 lety +1

      love BTS Cuz why not I’m wondering how... that’s scary... pills?

    • @MargauxNeedler
      @MargauxNeedler Před 4 lety

      love BTS Cuz why not ope. Just got to the part where he said he is not comfortable saying what happened which is ok

  • @averyasher1441
    @averyasher1441 Před 4 lety +266

    I would 100000000000% rather hear him say “like” 500 times, then to hear his silence. Our minds are the most dangerous places, get help when you feel yourself getting lost in there. I’m not going to say the cheesy “it gets better”, because the truth is, it doesn’t. You just get better at handling it, and you showing your feelings and sharing your story, is showing that you’re handling it the best you can. Aaron, you are so loved by thousands of people. Ramble as much as you want, it’s better than you not speaking at all. You matter.

    • @abbyparker1749
      @abbyparker1749 Před 4 lety +4

      I love you.

    • @sabrinamirehouse6542
      @sabrinamirehouse6542 Před 4 lety +5

      I disagree with that it doesn’t get better. Because it does. It doesn’t happen over night and it doesn’t happen in a year or five or ten or however long. But I does it get better. This is from personal experience. I watched how scary this stuff is. My best friend attempted suicide 5 times, the first time being 11 years old. I literally saved her life during one of her attempts. It’s not easy and it’s not quick. But I does get better. Like I said there’s no time line for when it does but it will. My best friend is now about to graduate from college on the deans list all 4 years. She’s in an amazing commuted relationship with someone that’s simply amazing for her and makes her happy and she’s starting her own family. She still has hard times. Those don’t ever go away. But you find things in life worth living for, and that’s what makes it get better. ❤️

  • @zoecommissaris7944
    @zoecommissaris7944 Před 4 lety +8

    I was 13 when I tried to OD and I didn't tell anyone because I thought I was the most annoying, selfish teenage girl on the planet. I suffer from anxiety so I was constantly telling myself that my friends don't actually like me and my family doesn't care about me. Typical things a 13 y/o girl would say, right? I just want you to know, no matter your age or gender or anything, suicidal thoughts are real. And they are the scariest things ever and we are so happy you didn't do anything to yourself. I hope you can find happiness within yourself.

  • @AlexVachon06
    @AlexVachon06 Před 4 lety +2

    To all of the a**hats who dislike the video, you have zero clue what he feels and he's going through and you do not deserve to watch Aaron's videos cause he is a great person and he wants us to know he's okay and I'm sure he loves all of his fans and he wants us to okay.
    I know I'm a couple months late but still, DON'T BE A**HATS!!

  • @jocelyncantu4127
    @jocelyncantu4127 Před 4 lety +132

    I went through the same thing but I saw a quote that really stood with me “ Suicide doesn’t take away the pain. It just gives it to someone else” When I saw the quote the thought of suicide left slowly but I still have depression. You guys should watch the short film “I am Here Too” it’s on CZcams
    Edit: thx for the likes

  • @laurenroijers2423
    @laurenroijers2423 Před 4 lety +368

    I’m so incredibly proud of you for doing this and opening up about what you’ve been through.... it just goes to show how strong you are. We love you SO much and you will NEVER be alone in anything. Keep being strong and brave and brilliant. Thank-You for sharing this Aaron. All my love ❤️

    • @chayaxiaojun
      @chayaxiaojun Před 4 lety +4

      I wished somebody said the same thing to me.....

    • @elizabethdavis5152
      @elizabethdavis5152 Před 4 lety +1

      @@chayaxiaojun agreed

    • @laurenroijers2423
      @laurenroijers2423 Před 4 lety +3

      Alma Ben tov please message me if you want to.... I’ll be here if you want to talk about anything. I know I don’t know you but I’m proud of what you’ve overcome so far. Keep fighting. You’ll get there.
      If you need me my Twitter is @Roijers_Lauren
      Don’t feel pressured into.... but it’s there if you ever want it. ❤️

    • @Blondecreature
      @Blondecreature Před 4 lety +1

      💚

    • @chayaxiaojun
      @chayaxiaojun Před 4 lety +1

      @@laurenroijers2423 that's honestly so sweet of you, I appreciate it allot.
      Sometimes ppl don't even know how one positive word can change someone for the better.
      Thank you so much ❤️

  • @swankylayla2531
    @swankylayla2531 Před 2 lety +3

    I watched this video when it first came out and it was the first time I told my parents that I needed help I am so glad I did it helped me end so many bad habits and thoughts. I am so happy to be here I have had son and great opportunities and I just want to thank you. So thank you thank you so much Aaron thank you

  • @wilburwolf1048
    @wilburwolf1048 Před 4 lety +4

    He has made me so happy.. yet he’s so sad.. I want to give him a big hug, it will all be okay..

  • @mireyamcgaha-eastep6204
    @mireyamcgaha-eastep6204 Před 4 lety +97

    you can hear the pain in his voice...it breaks my heart...💔

  • @miccahmcdowell7419
    @miccahmcdowell7419 Před 4 lety +172

    And those who smile the brightest get hurt the widest, let that sink in

  • @brittanystevens8313
    @brittanystevens8313 Před 3 lety +1

    I bawled like a baby watching this. I know this feeling all to well.

  • @3brendan933
    @3brendan933 Před 4 lety +310

    can someone tell me why colby unfollowed him? i'm so confused

    • @jordangraybill1374
      @jordangraybill1374 Před 4 lety +18

      3 Brendan huh?? They unfollowed each other on what??

    • @bloominclover1106
      @bloominclover1106 Před 4 lety +14

      Jordan Graybill on insta

    • @TheFreekje
      @TheFreekje Před 4 lety +22

      sam aswell!!

    • @jess2856
      @jess2856 Před 4 lety +24

      I don’t know if this is true but I think they unfollowed him because someone said that he’s annoying or they don’t like him

    • @megmaier1205
      @megmaier1205 Před 4 lety +36

      I think colby said he used Sam and Colby for fame but idk

  • @meganhehehe9765
    @meganhehehe9765 Před 4 lety +154

    Aaron just spoke all the words I can’t

  • @hollydrury
    @hollydrury Před 4 lety +455

    Aaron: *talking about his struggles and helping others*
    CZcams: *category- music*

  • @Lucy-bk8up
    @Lucy-bk8up Před 4 lety +3

    this really helped me to realise that most people aren’t okay sometimes and are hiding it. Everyone deserves to live no matter what. There is always hope no matter what. Everyone was put on this earth for a reason. Help suicide prevention, save lives.

  • @rileyatkins3739
    @rileyatkins3739 Před 4 lety +12

    When he said he almost took his life on nov 1st 2019 . My uncle was found the 3rd afyer a heart attack they estimated on the 1st. Aaron i hope to you that you got help and stay away from drugs and alcohol. #pray4Aaron

  • @randomlyabby4258
    @randomlyabby4258 Před 4 lety +225

    I've struggled so much with depression and I have wanted to harm myself before. But I started watching you and Corey and you guys changed my life. Thank you so much for everything. Stay strong. You showed me so much in life. Some happy time and bad times. Those times effected me in many ways. I really hope you are okay and safe. Im always here for you. I love you

  • @emilieadams8793
    @emilieadams8793 Před 4 lety +332

    Who are the 31 people who disliked this. They have 0 heart.hope you get better Aaron.

  • @IhoppeSmuriff
    @IhoppeSmuriff Před 11 měsíci +4

    WE LOVE YOU ARRON we will always be here for you I’m glad you’re doing better thank you for sharing this we love you❤❤💕💖🫶🏼

  • @emilybreanne1794
    @emilybreanne1794 Před 4 lety +1

    this year, i have also struggled a lot with my mental health. i appreciate you making this video and opening up. that takes a strong person. love you aaron.