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  • čas přidán 18. 12. 2019
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  • @Lilith
    @Lilith  Před 4 lety +40

    ★ Follow me on Instagram instagram.com/LilithMoonLife ★ Fаcebook facebook.com/LilithMoon ★
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    • @OscarsWilde
      @OscarsWilde Před 4 lety

      Have been wondering about you. Only thought of you last week, hoping you were ok. Glac you are on the other side again looking into and feeling the light. Wishing good health to your family and to you too. Congratulations on becoming parents. Look forward to seeing you again, as long as you are ok, Glad you took the time you needed and anymore you may need. Happy 2020 Xxx

    • @126tritonave
      @126tritonave Před 4 lety

      Great to hear from you sister, congratulations on your little 👶🏼
      Inform your sick relatives to take vitamin c intravenous for cancer it actually heals do some research on CZcams and u will understand.
      Also all pregnancies are different so your next pregnancy will be better 😉 IA

    • @dramaltaha8259
      @dramaltaha8259 Před 4 lety

      Welcome back
      We are happy for you 🌷🌷🌷🌷

    • @HanzalaRecites
      @HanzalaRecites Před 4 lety

      what is your daughters name

    • @sumaiyaanowshin1068
      @sumaiyaanowshin1068 Před 4 lety

      We miss u

  • @anij3222
    @anij3222 Před 4 lety +619

    Your baby is gonna have the best hair every day in school. Congratulations on this new chapter ❤

    • @Lilith
      @Lilith  Před 4 lety +21

      Thank you, so kind of you to say! 😘

    • @lelalilou501
      @lelalilou501 Před 4 lety

      Hahaha indeed!

    • @belladrome
      @belladrome Před 3 lety

      She really will!! Lilith taught me to french pleat my daughters hair for nursery school, she’s nearly 10 now, time flies!!!

  • @espectro00pantera
    @espectro00pantera Před 4 lety +272

    On your Instagram you won't see a single sign of this what you have been through. This is a perfect example how your social media profile can make other people think that you have a wonderful life lots of holidays, trips, fun and sun and the reality is different...

    • @Lilith
      @Lilith  Před 4 lety +27

      Yeah, absolutely! though I went from posting every day to posting once every few weeks...

    • @Molbokei
      @Molbokei Před 4 lety +27

      @@Lilith I actually just looked you up yesterday on insta, as I wondered why you were gone from youtube. Saw your pregnant photo's. Instant jealousy, because *you* looked perfectly un-fatigued and cute and *happy* while pregnant. I felt so jealous... I felt like a whale, was sad and angry, and so so so tired. Broke a limb, too. And then a day later I find out you felt just as shite... But social media all makes us feel isolated in our troubles because no one shows the ugly side of life.
      Not at all a snark to you. It's just how it is. But it's another reminder (for me. Not preaching here) on how it might not be fake, but certainly not the entire truth what we see....

    • @tiina.k.
      @tiina.k. Před 4 lety +5

      @@ar7774 Well we all have the right to post what we want. No one is obligated to tell every little thing on social media. Calling it fake is stupid, just because you don't see the pics from the time when someone is feeling the worst psychical/mental pain.

    • @manonmrx2741
      @manonmrx2741 Před 4 lety

      Yes

    • @kirstymcgurk
      @kirstymcgurk Před 4 lety +1

      @@ar7774 that's uncalled for - it's not about being fake it's about placing a façade out there so that others cant see your real pain. Theres nothing wrong with that. Everyone deals with their lifes difficulties in different ways and no one should judge for that

  • @flee2321
    @flee2321 Před 4 lety +80

    I hope you are able to keep your old videos up. I still use them. Congrats on the exciting things it looks like is going on in your life. I can’t wait to watch!

    • @Lilith
      @Lilith  Před 4 lety +17

      Thank you, that's the plan! 😘 💋

    • @whEnG1324
      @whEnG1324 Před 4 lety +2

      @@Lilith thank you ❤️ i keep going back to most of your hair videos.

  • @lovelychaerin21
    @lovelychaerin21 Před 4 lety +218

    2019 was a horrible year for so many people including me 😔 I sincerely hope 2020 will be better for everyone. I wish you all the best, I'm sure you will be a great Mom 💕

    • @koneja13
      @koneja13 Před 4 lety +3

      I hope that next year will be full of light for you ❤

    • @Peepsyx3
      @Peepsyx3 Před 4 lety +6

      In 2019 I was dealing with a lot. It was a year of seclusion and growth. I needed to cut people out of my life to make room for better people, higher vibrational people and I am so tired of this year. It has weighed on my mind, body, and spirit. I hope 2020 has better things for people because with all of the despair in the world and negativity there is it will be too much to handle for a lot of people. Some people were predicting a stock market crash and another recession. I hope that doesn't happen. Best wishes to you in 2020, may your year bring you what you need.

    • @mashfichowdhury6336
      @mashfichowdhury6336 Před 4 lety +3

      Same:( My cousin died last month and many other things went went downhill prior to that and after. I wish you guys all the best for the upcoming decade.

    • @amkx0001
      @amkx0001 Před 4 lety +2

      yup, 2019 was quite crap indeed

    • @4farrarsandafunbus589
      @4farrarsandafunbus589 Před 4 lety +11

      From the future: nah it’s worse than the year before so don’t get at hopes up

  • @mlpedersen28
    @mlpedersen28 Před 4 lety +7

    I grew up being raised by my single father watching your videos. Your videos taught me how to do my hair for all the events in my life when I didn't have anyone else who could. I am so excited to continue to watch what you have in store and am glad you are feeling back to being in a good place in life!

  • @MELMUR4564
    @MELMUR4564 Před 4 lety +26

    I’m currently pregnant with my second child. My first pregnancy was like yours. Sick the entire time! With this one I was sick from week 8-12 but have felt great since. There is hope for a happy pregnancy after a rough one!

  • @GothikQueen
    @GothikQueen Před 4 lety +15

    2019 was a horrible year for me too... Well, not all of it. Me and my husband moved to another country 5 years ago, far away from all of our family and friends. It started like shit as me and my husband that I've been with for the last 14 years almost went through a divorce due to lack of communication (only got married 2 years ago). Because of stress, money and work, we both turned so cold towards one another, there were days where we would look at each other and ask ourselves "How will we ever be together, we have grown together but at the same time we've grown apart, nothing seems right and it feels like we are strangers now" ... We tried so very hard to make it work, everything felt forced... Until we've decided to stop making it work and see where life will take us. And life took us to some beautiful trips together where we talked about our deepest fears and secrets, we were the most sincere we've ever been in over a decade. Months later, we've decided to give it one more shot and actually try for a baby (our first baby). We got pregnant and we've been the happiest we've ever been. I cannot even imagine how I thought I was happy before all this because what we have now is just magical. The beginning of 2019 was the worst year of my life for sure. But now, the end of it is one of the best! We have some of our family members that flew over the Winter Holidays to be with us, we are happy, healthy, wealthy and with a baby on the way!! :) ... Life takes interesting turns.

  • @trishpipkins
    @trishpipkins Před 4 lety +32

    Don't worry about having another horrible pregnancy. My first pregnancy was like yours. I was so sick all day long even three days AFTER I gave birth! It was horrible. Second pregnancy I had morning sickness in the morning for the first trimester and then I was so much better! My mom's doctor told her pregnancy is like winter. It's always winter each year but it's never the same winter twice. I think you'll do much better your second time around. 💖💖💖

    • @stefaniemedina14
      @stefaniemedina14 Před 4 lety +1

      Not necessarily. I had hypermensis gravitarum with both of my pregnancies. Was in hospital twice a week to get fluids because I was so ill. Kate Middleton has the same conditions with all of her pregnancies as well. You are lucky your second pregnancy was better.

  • @LisaFreemontStreet
    @LisaFreemontStreet Před 4 lety +8

    I'm so sorry you have been going through this..I can't imagine what that must have been like for you. Congratulations on your new baby and I'm so glad to see you back.

  • @mjix1984
    @mjix1984 Před 4 lety +14

    Absolutely adore you, Lilith. You’re a strong woman and you have loads of support across the globe, especially from this New Yorker. ❤️

  • @EKDELAFORCE
    @EKDELAFORCE Před 4 lety +41

    I'll be glad to see 2019 gone, been a hard year losing family members. Wishing happiness to you and your family for 2020. 😘

    • @minastirith997
      @minastirith997 Před 4 lety

      hate 2019.

    • @cocochanell21
      @cocochanell21 Před 4 lety

      Me too. The worst year.

    • @linamike172
      @linamike172 Před 4 lety +5

      You cannot blame the year. Without God and prayers every year can be the worst year. With God and daily prayers, every year will be the best year. Talking from experience ♥

    • @cocochanell21
      @cocochanell21 Před 4 lety +1

      @@linamike172 thank you Galina, youre right. My year was so far away from God unluckly.. :-( i felt so bad, but ill fix it. Thank you, God bless!

  • @nanushka
    @nanushka Před 4 lety +20

    Congratulations on getting your life back and having a baby! About the negligency, obstetric violence happens more often than not, and you can sue doctors or anybody involved for this. I know the easiest is just trying to forget, but this type of violence needs to be addressed and actioned upon :(

  • @BooWitWicky
    @BooWitWicky Před 4 lety +13

    Yay you’re back!!! 🎉🎉
    I’m so sorry to hear the pain you suffered through this year, I hope things will keep improving for you! Xx

  • @amandast7842
    @amandast7842 Před 5 měsíci

    I’m sorry you went through so much but happy to hear you’re enjoying mommy life. After watching your videos for years, I also became a mom then I stopped doing much for myself like I used to. Now that my kids are a little older, I feel like I’m learning how to manage it all better. I remembered how I used to watch your hair videos and was always inspired by them and so many ppl complimented my hair and even had ppl ask if I’d do their hair for them. Children are such a blessing, have made me a better person and made me stronger. I’m glad I can still look up your videos and learn fun hair techniques.

  • @delearl08
    @delearl08 Před 4 lety +11

    Congratulations on your new baby!! Sounds like you had a really rough time this year. Look forward to seeing new videos if and when you post them.

  • @CoinGYPSY
    @CoinGYPSY Před 2 lety

    Beautiful soul. I freakin feel you! I wanted 4 kids but my pregnancy sounds exactly the same. So bad, that I only have the one. I'm just not willing to go thru that again. Not even if the odds are favourable. BUT from the moment he was born my son was exceptional. It was worth the trade. Never crying, no attitude...etc. Now 15 yrs later it's just he and I. He's still exceptional. And got the best attributes of both parents! Blessed. Stay strong. I'm glad you're healthy.

  • @trishpipkins
    @trishpipkins Před 4 lety +54

    Congratulations! I hope you have a great pregnancy and healthy baby.

    • @Lilith
      @Lilith  Před 4 lety +4

      Thank you hun! 😘

  • @AnnaMarina01
    @AnnaMarina01 Před 4 lety +4

    Welcome back! I'm so sorry to hear of the heartache you and your family have gone through this year! But its amazing you have a lovely baby girl! May 2020 bring all of us many blessings and happiness.

  • @kristigibson-cormier4726
    @kristigibson-cormier4726 Před 4 lety +5

    Honey I'm so sorry you've had such a rough couple of years.. Please remember each pregnancy is different.. Each delivery is different.. I have 3 children and 2 grandkids.. Depression is difficult on top of all you've gone thru.. I wish you a very happy New year ..💙💙💙

  • @NatashkaMU
    @NatashkaMU Před 4 lety +12

    От всей души поздравляю с рождением дочки! Желаю всего наилучшего в 2020г. Удачи!

  • @beautifinessgal7478
    @beautifinessgal7478 Před 4 lety +1

    I just wanted to thank you so much for sharing! It takes a lot of courage to share what you had gone through. I have gone through depression with "all day sickness"through my pregnancy and at that time, life is a standstill and people around you sometimes do not understand you. Remember to always take care of yourself. Self care is important and Congratulations with your new bundle of joy. I warn you, children brings out the best and worse in you.Never forget,you are doing an awesome job😘

  • @MegmoeE
    @MegmoeE Před 4 lety +7

    I’m so sorry you had such a rough year, pregnancy was so traumatic for me as well. 😝 happy to see a video from you and hope you have a wonderful 2020!

  • @Twiland7
    @Twiland7 Před 4 lety +3

    so sad to hear you’ve been going through so much. hope the new year gives you all the happiness it took away from you. sending all the love in the world to you and your family! 💖

  • @catchloe_
    @catchloe_ Před 4 lety +2

    omg, lilith. when i started following you (i think we connected on twitter first) you had something like 1000 subscribers, and now you're at almost 1.5 million! i am so sorry to hear about all the pain you experienced. and congratulations on your pregnancy!

  • @Midlife_Manical_Mayhem

    i'm so sorry! each of my three pregnancies were awful for different reasons. i could never understand how women enjoyed it. i can also understand your hardship with cancer. my 28 year old son was diagnosed with non hodgkins lymphoma about this time last year. he is in remission, but it did some damage and will take a while to heal. so he can't work and is living with us with no income. so happy to know that your depression was mostly hormonal and that you are feeling so much better. depression is awful.

  • @chikkabanana
    @chikkabanana Před 4 lety +5

    I’ve been watching your channels for years! Sending love. ❤️

  • @silviafernandez6584
    @silviafernandez6584 Před 2 lety +1

    You honestly taught me how to style hair in the 2010s and are one of the all time best CZcamsrs. Much love ❤️

  • @mr.fluffypants2326
    @mr.fluffypants2326 Před 4 lety +3

    Thank you for the update! I've been missing your voice lately and was glad to see you've posted another video. Best wishes for this year ❤️

  • @sharliehernandez
    @sharliehernandez Před 4 lety

    So proud of you for speaking up about your mental health. I had a very similar experience with my first pregnancy, all the same symptoms, only I had postpartum depression also. It felt like I was a completely different person and I would never be ME again. I decided to take the medication after giving birth, thankfully, I only had to take it for about 6 months. I will tell you that because of my first pregnancy, I NEVER wanted another baby... but God had another plan for me... my second daughter was born in 2004. That pregnancy was the complete opposite in every way. The entire pregnancy and birth were more than I could hope for. I just want you to know, no two pregnancies are the same. I respect your decisions as a mother, I just don’t want you to be afraid. I wish you all the love, light, and blessings in 2020!!

  • @CutePokapipi
    @CutePokapipi Před 4 lety

    LILITH don't quit CZcams!!!! We love youuuuuu!!!! I have been following you since 8 years I think, probably more. And don't worry, I also had the most rubbish 2019 my mother was extremely ill with toxic metal poisoning for a year, she is still on treatment, I lost my dream job, I got into really bad student debt which is as big as a mountain. I'm still single and alone and waiting for the new year to come. By the way LILITH I think pregnancy made your hair very healthy, I've heard pregnancy makes hair quite thick. Many women have a difficult time. Congratulations and we can't wait to see your lovely baby!! And I'm sure she is the most beautiful girl in the world since her mother is such a beautiful woman!!!

  • @abigailhannah3421
    @abigailhannah3421 Před 4 lety

    Congratulations on the new baby!!! I am so sorry you had a hard pregnancy, so many women don't talk about having a difficult time being pregnant, because they think they are supposed to be so happy, and excited all the time. I decided to take anti depressants during my pregnancy because of the long history I have with depression, and it was the best choice I could have made for me, and my growing family. It is something that won't hurt my baby boy, and I plan on continuing to take this medication after I give birth. You are very strong to even talk to a doctor about what you went through, and it is wonderful that you didn't need to continue seeking treatment. I am so happy that you are better!!

  • @Yaremchuk78
    @Yaremchuk78 Před 4 lety +8

    Слава Богу все обошлось и закончилось хорошо! Здоровья вам и ребенку и счастья!

  • @Owca2512
    @Owca2512 Před 4 lety +3

    I really hope despite all the drama and hard things you went through you will find love and peace in your baby girl :) the most important thing is she is here and you are with her, all healthy and getting better and better every day :) Merry Christmas to you and your family!

  • @ivan00b
    @ivan00b Před 4 lety +4

    I miss you! An avid fan since 2010!! My go-to channel for all this cute hairstyles i need to do everydY😄

  • @8thDayBeauty
    @8thDayBeauty Před 4 lety +1

    Congratulations on your new baby girl :) I hope you and your family have a very merry Christmas and a happy new year full of love, health and happiness!

  • @butterfly49712
    @butterfly49712 Před 4 lety

    So glad to hear that you are back. I was just thinking the other day why I haven’t seen and recent videos. Now, I know why. Your health and your family are far too important. You needed to be by their side. I however, found out that an uncle of mine has recently found out he has colon cancer. Stage four. He is in the hospital at the moment and I hope and pray to god that he makes it through it. As for you as a new mother, congratulations on your little bundle of joy! When I had my first child my pregnancy was not so great either. I was vomiting all the time and I was not feeling so happy and glowing like had seen women in my family and friends went through. Although, not every pregnancy is same. When I had my second child, it was not as bad as the first time around. So, right now I have a daughter and a son and that is all that I am sticking with since that was my dream of having so. They make me happy lol. As for your daughter you will definitely have fun playing with her hair lol. So glad to see you back and I cannot wait to see more of your upcoming videos.

  • @elena-fashionista2600
    @elena-fashionista2600 Před 4 lety +1

    You were one of the first youtubers I subscribed to, I’m glad to hear you are doing better! Congratulations on your baby and marry Christmas 🎄

  • @Gina_._._
    @Gina_._._ Před 4 lety +2

    Cool timing. I was just thinking about you. So sorry to hear 2019 was such a difficult year for you. Happy to hear life is joyful once again now that you are a mommy. Looking forward to future videos. Congratulations.

  • @monicahernandez3240
    @monicahernandez3240 Před 4 lety

    Congratulations on your baby girl. Sorry to hear about your family members dealing with cancer, I hope all is well with them from now on. I'm so looking forward to hearing all about your precious baby girl.

  • @gabbyclarke901
    @gabbyclarke901 Před 4 lety +2

    I missed you so much! I’ve been watching your vids since I was 11. You taught me how to braid🤗 Congrats on your daughter, praying for both of you💕

  • @Susyyasmin
    @Susyyasmin Před 4 lety +1

    You were one of the first youtubers I subscribed to, and I love you 💕 and your helpful hair tutorials with such a kind lady like yourself.

  • @nikkimcneil7929
    @nikkimcneil7929 Před 2 lety

    I first started watching your videos when I myself, was having a hard time. I had two back to back pregnancies, and a severe postpartum depression.
    Watching your videos gave me something to feel good about. A little self care goes a long way.
    And now here you are, experiencing something very similar to what I did.
    But I'm so glad everything worked out alright in the end! Congratulations on your new chapter.

  • @MissRnH
    @MissRnH Před 4 lety +1

    So glad to see you back, and congratulations on the birth of your beautiful daughter!!! On another note, I'm deeply sorry about everything you went through. It's never easy. My heart broke when you told us about the negligent medical mistakes that tainted what is supposed to be an empowering experience in a mother's life. I'm working towards becoming a labour and delivery nurse, and I hope I never let any mother down like your care team has.

  • @jadamood
    @jadamood Před 4 lety +2

    2019 has been a tough year for you. You made it through and been blessed. All the best wishes for 2020.

  • @dsmith8570
    @dsmith8570 Před 4 lety

    On one side I also have dealt with cancer. My brother has been diagnosed with brain cancer and isnt doing very well. I'm just happy hes here today. I'm not sure whats going to happen but I also have been hit with breast vancer. They found two tumors while I was pregnant. Life is precious. Im so glad youre feeling better and going to be uploading some more! I had a baby two weeks ago. I named her ivy louise. She perfect! Being a mother is the greatest experience ever! Congratulations!!! 2020 will be the best year ever!

  • @chefsamtha
    @chefsamtha Před 4 lety +1

    This is exactly how I felt! I was pregnant last year. I had such a hard pregnancy. Im so sorry you went through that! 💚💚💚

  • @Celeste2997
    @Celeste2997 Před 4 lety +1

    Yayyy you are back! Great to see you are more happy now!

  • @anaturalredhead
    @anaturalredhead Před 4 lety +1

    It seems like 2019 was a particularly rough year for a lot of people. It was certainly filled with a lot of struggles and challenges for me. I'm happy that you're doing better now, and am looking forward to your upcoming videos. Always take time to take care of yourself and your family first and foremost - social media is far from a priority! 💕

  • @Molbokei
    @Molbokei Před 4 lety +17

    Hello dear Lillith. I have had antenatal depression too. Two times. It was hell. The kids are worth it, but.. well. I get what a hell it is and how much it sucks and the part about it vanishing after birth... So recognizable. Colors coming back, indeed! Just so you know, with pills it is much more manageable in case you will try another baby.
    I hope you enjoy motherhood as much as I am. Take care.

  • @juliekozlowski4902
    @juliekozlowski4902 Před 4 lety

    So happy you’re back I’m so sorry you had such a horrible year, but a beautiful blessing came from such horrible things, your beautiful baby!! Congratulations and I will keep your family members in my prayers. So happy to see you back on here.

  • @faithsanders6925
    @faithsanders6925 Před 4 lety

    Your strength throughout this year is so inspiring. I’m so thankful things are looking brighter for you. I don’t think that precious baby girl could ever find a better mother than you. I just know she’ll be as beautiful inside and out as you are.. ❤️

  • @Yes_See
    @Yes_See Před 4 lety +2

    Congrats for your baby❤️ we understand your pain and i wish you and all your family a happy 2020💪🏻❤️ you are a great person, lot of love🥰🥰

  • @SoniaMari
    @SoniaMari Před 4 lety +3

    CONGRATULATIONS! wow a girl awesome! I wish you happiness and health! I'm so happy you are back. lots of love from Milano

  • @Sabrinabooth1
    @Sabrinabooth1 Před 4 lety

    I have so much sympathy for you I had a similar experience I hated being pregnant I was sick all the time I hope you are doing better now 💕

  • @iizg208
    @iizg208 Před 4 lety +1

    Its crazy that I was just thinking about you this week! Hope everything goes well in this new chapter in your life ❤️

  • @TunaCapra
    @TunaCapra Před 4 lety

    I have been thinking about you for a few days now and thought I'd stop by to see if you had uploaded anything in the past year. Im so glad that everything is getting back on track for you

  • @halaallafi2018
    @halaallafi2018 Před 4 lety

    I have been watching your videos since I was in elementary school and now I halfway through medical school ❤ I love your content and tutorials❤❤ I am very sorry to hear about your struggle with your pregnancy and I'm so happy that you are a mother now 😊😊 best wishes to you and your family. Stay strong ❤

  • @anisha_jlbdn
    @anisha_jlbdn Před 4 lety

    Welcome back! I’m so sorry about all the bad things that you had to endure this year. I’m so glad you are feeling better.. I wish you all the best for the upcoming year. Can’t wait to hear more about your baby girl..! Sending all my love. ❤️

  • @NeonPegasus
    @NeonPegasus Před 4 lety

    I am so glad you're back and you're feeling better! I hope it's all smooth sailing for you and your family from now on!

  • @alexrose8375
    @alexrose8375 Před 2 lety

    Awe i used to love your videos when i was 12-14. I'm 20 now and a video popped up in my recommend, sad to see that you aren't uploading videos but happy to know you're going to have a beautiful life xx

  • @user-sz2hy2ch8u
    @user-sz2hy2ch8u Před 4 lety +1

    pregnancy and baby is always kind of lottery. But time flows and bad things vanish from the memory. I also had hard experience with my firstborn but now I have a second child. And it’s completely another experience. Cheer up!

  • @lemonadeb88
    @lemonadeb88 Před 4 lety +1

    I feel for u, so sorry. I wish you all the best and so much happiness. Thank you for teaching me to braid

  • @RoMA102005
    @RoMA102005 Před 3 lety

    I just saw this video! I used to watch your clips so often but when you were gone I stopped to look you up at some point. Sorry!! I was pregnant too in 2019 and I also experienced difficulties. I developed anxiety and also thought I cannot live like that. Birth was also traumatic and ended in c section 😕 good to hear I am not alone! I am of course much much better now and my baby boy is perfect.

  • @123Starlena
    @123Starlena Před 4 lety

    Good Morning, Lilith. I am so happy you are feeling better. Congratulations on your new baby. I am am sorry you had such a rough time. I think everyone has a year like that sometimes. Welcome back!!!!!

  • @whateverrr50
    @whateverrr50 Před 4 lety +1

    Thank you for being so open and honest. I cant imagine how hard this must have been for you.

  • @tiina.k.
    @tiina.k. Před 4 lety

    I've been looking up to you for years now. I know what it feels like to be depressed. I started my medication for depression and anxiety almost two weeks ago and I hope it will help.
    I hope you all the best and for your little princess. Much love ❤❤

  • @nataliyacooley8636
    @nataliyacooley8636 Před 4 lety +1

    Поздравляю с рождением Доченьки!!! Держись мамочка! Ты ей очень нужна,ты у нее одна. Желаю вам в новом году только здоровья и удачи!!!😘😄🎇

  • @Adutwilite
    @Adutwilite Před 4 lety

    Merry Christmas! Also, I am happy that you don't quit youtube. I must say I follow you since your first videos. Welcome back, Lilith!

  • @missidoleyes
    @missidoleyes Před 4 lety +2

    Congrats on your new baby. 2019 was rough for me too, I am glad it is gonna end soon. Looking forward to your new videos.

  • @SaiuykinoInu
    @SaiuykinoInu Před 4 lety

    I’m so sorry you had such a rough year- my sister had hyper emesis as well and was in and out of the hospital for it. 4 years later she’s still not sure she ever wants to risk feeling that miserable for another baby. I’m glad in the end your bundle of joy made you see the world beautiful again. :)

  • @willowwillow1969
    @willowwillow1969 Před 4 lety

    So generous of you to share your joy and pain with us. Congratulations on your baby. I will send prayers for your family.

  • @honestypelen
    @honestypelen Před 4 lety

    I completely understand you at 02:20 I’m experiencing a lot of that now and it’s definitely a real thing and more people need to understand this. Especially depression. Your a strong survivor and someone I’ve always looked up to. Keep it up❤️

  • @Maddyline1998
    @Maddyline1998 Před 4 lety

    We’ll always be able to go back and view your old videos. Thanks for so much great content!

  • @MaluCLBS
    @MaluCLBS Před 4 lety

    Sorry to hear about your relatives. I'm glad to hear your antenatal depression went away. I'm also glad you're talking about it. Turns out birth-related depression is the most common complication and I don't see almost anybody talking about it. I had a very hard time after my baby was born and fortunately I'm feeling fine after taking antidepressants. Congrats on your new baby!

  • @samanthahutchins5251
    @samanthahutchins5251 Před 4 lety

    I missed you! I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that. I know exactly how that feels to be searching for some small happiness and not feeling anything. I'm glad you found a way out because it honestly does make time drag on. And the worst part is you can be so mean and condescending to yourself for feeling that way and tell yourself you are selfish for wasting time being depressed. The sad part is you tell yourself that's how your mind tries to fit in with others. You know you are isolated and just like how people judge you for it, you judge yourself. Trying to force yourself to be happy is so lonely because you are isolated even in your own mind against yourself. I know exactly how it feels to be searching for any spark of joy to hold onto and finding none. So I truely am glad you found a way out because you're right. It makes no sense to live like that. Good luck and best wishes for your newfound joy.

  • @sheytoybear
    @sheytoybear Před 4 lety

    Don't let this pregnancy dictate your next one. My first was exactly the way yours went. I was not in a good place because of my hormones. I was having sickness every hour of the day and nothing I did helped. I had family members telling me that I was trying to get rid of my baby because I wouldn't snap out of my depression. Like this was all in my head. My first daughter was born and in that moment I knew everything I went through was worth it all. My second baby was where I got to enjoy the pregnancy for a brief moment due to complications. She was born premature but still healthy. My third daughter my pregnancy was amazing she was born healthy and bigger than my other 2 daughters. I had the most beautiful experience. My Doctor told me that some women with their first pregnancy their body just can't handle the over load of hormones. She also said that I would likely have a tough time with baby blues and she was right but I was able to fix that aspect of all 3 of pregnancies. My children are 3 years apart and are now grown and I still call them my anchor because every time I see them I am reminded that they were given to me to show me how blessed I really am.

  • @TheLuciddreamer79
    @TheLuciddreamer79 Před 4 lety

    Congratulations on your new baby! I'm sure she is beautiful. I'm so sad to hear you've had such a terrible time with family illness and pregnancy. You have so much talent and so much light to bring to the world. I'm glad you reached out for help, that takes alot of courage. I wish you and your family a Merry Christmas and a much happier 2020. Much love!

  • @zwizh
    @zwizh Před 4 lety

    Thank you for talking about all of this so publicly. Too often it is brushed under the rug or seen as “taboo,” which leads to more women struggling and suffering in silence. Everyone’s experiences of pregnancy and new parenthood will be different. For many people it’s a beautiful, fun time, and for many people it’s hard and just surviving can seem like a huge effort. They’re all normal emotions to have, no one is bad or weird for experiencing it in their individual way.
    Congrats on your new little one! I think parenthood gets more and more fun (my daughter is 7 now). People will tell you to “enjoy every moment,” but honestly some of them are NOT enjoyable! There’s lots of tough stuff! So enjoy the good, take the bad as it comes, and look back in triumph on all of it! ♥️

  • @sunshinehaydeeify
    @sunshinehaydeeify Před 2 lety

    Oh wow, I totally understand, both of my parents had brain tumors it was the worse time for my family and me, They had both passed and gone with the Lord! But now when I hear of people going to hard time and compassionate and understand! Sometimes we go through hard times but they are always teach us and help us understand and help others who go through the same things as we did! I was so happy to see you were back. As a matter of fact I was thinking about your channel and I happen to check and you had uploaded! I guess my Angel is back! Hugs hugs and lots of hugs! Welcome back!! 🎈❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰

  • @schnute13
    @schnute13 Před 4 lety

    Congratulations an your baby😍 i‘m so happy to know that you are doing better. Thank you for posting this video and letting us know about you. I’ m already looking foreword to the new videos. I wish you and your family all the best and hope you will have a wonderful holiday season😘

  • @bruh-hk6tz
    @bruh-hk6tz Před 4 lety +1

    I missed you!!!! I’m so happy everything is going uphill now!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @erinstricklin2117
    @erinstricklin2117 Před 4 lety

    I'm so sorry to hear about the difficulties you've been through recently! Glad to hear that your life is feeling happier now! And congratulations on becoming a new mother to your lovely baby girl! Merry Christmas!

  • @1987stellalink
    @1987stellalink Před 4 lety +1

    Omg I’m glad ur back, I can’t wait to see some new hair tutorials

  • @rehhornchen7694
    @rehhornchen7694 Před 4 lety

    I am 5 months pregnant now and I can totally understand what you are talking about. I also always wanted to have many kids, not to far apart in age. But now I want to wait until the next one for about 10 years. And thats it, no more than 2. There were times in my pregnancy so far where I really thought that I am going to die.

  • @stefaniemedina14
    @stefaniemedina14 Před 4 lety

    So happy to see your face again! Congrats on the baby! I also have horrible pregnancies. Sounds like we had the same thing, hypermensis gravitaurum. My second pregnancy was a little better because I knew what to expect and I took a medication called diclegis which helped with the vomiting but I was still nauseous 24/7.

  • @user-kf7gw9kc4e
    @user-kf7gw9kc4e Před 4 lety +1

    Спасибо большое за переживания и открытость!! Ты замечательный человек. 2019 для многих был -2019 год ДА ЧТО С ТОБОЙ НЕ ТАК?!но он почти закончился. Ты сильная! Мы все тебя поддерживаем и шлем лучики терпения

  • @consueloperez7578
    @consueloperez7578 Před 4 lety

    Congratulations Lilith !!!! Are you going to do tutorials on your little girls hair? How wonderful!!! Happy holidays to you too !

  • @alejandrah.g.5935
    @alejandrah.g.5935 Před 4 lety

    Hope to see you here often! We miss your videos
    I hope you're doing better everyday and just know that many women pass through the same stages. And it's excellent to identify the problem and get therapy!
    Congrats for your cute baby!

  • @anzhelikakorneva9390
    @anzhelikakorneva9390 Před 4 lety +1

    Ты такая красивая! Поздравляю ! Это большая радость. Маленький будет в доме!

  • @JaeMarie2008
    @JaeMarie2008 Před 4 lety

    Congratulations to your baby girl! I hope 2020 is a lot better for you and your family! Merry Christmas and Happy New year!!❤😍🍾🎊💋

  • @chahrazed2321
    @chahrazed2321 Před 4 lety

    I thought of you not a very long time ago.. around September because I noticed how not many youtubers were good with explaining hairstyles 🙈 I really missed you! I'm so sorry to hear about your family members. I hope they will get better soon! And congratulations on the baby❤

  • @Trina18
    @Trina18 Před 4 lety

    Soooo glad about this video. I was really wondering what was going on. Sorry to hear the whole cancer thing. My mom died this year from cancer so sadly I know exactly what you were going through. Enjoy your baby time now ❤️

  • @adrianavargova
    @adrianavargova Před 4 lety

    Congratulations! I am so happy to see you again, sis! I know what you are talking about - my both parents were diagnosed with cancer and both are after operation, radiation and + Mum after chemotherapy and she has also sclerosis multiplex as well. I am sorry to hear about your difficult times. I wish you and your family the best and have blessed Christmas!

  • @rhiaking
    @rhiaking Před 4 lety

    Lovely to have you back, congratulations on the birth of your baby girl xxx

  • @Dappalady1
    @Dappalady1 Před 4 lety

    Well done for getting through the pregnancy. I had the same thing with both pregnancies (second was twins so was even worse) and you just isolate yourself because no one understands and you can’t eat or drink or talk or socialise. It’s depressing in itself. People tell you how to raise a baby but no one prepares you for the transformation in yourself. Keep going strong mamma x

    • @loveforgood7520
      @loveforgood7520 Před 4 lety +1

      Postpartum depression is something difficult a number of mothers go through, but not all moms. To talk to family and your own mother and if any friends that have gone through same, it's bets to talk to them. If you believe in God and or Jesus Christ, I HIGHLY suggest you pray every day for help from God on that when that happens with anything really.

  • @Lex_isnotmyrealname
    @Lex_isnotmyrealname Před 4 lety +1

    Hi Lillith, I became a Mom this year too with my first child also a daughter. You are the first person which I can relate to, no one I know of had also a pregnancy AND birth quite like me. I think the same way, I always wanted several Kids but at the moment I'm too traumatized. Even now 5 months after giving birth I'm still in pain and have flashbacks at night. I wish you and your Baby Girl all the best 😊

  • @elise8116
    @elise8116 Před 4 lety

    Aw, so happy to hear from you! I hope things keep going uphill for you. This last year definitely was a challenge for you! Merry Christmas!

  • @mara-mariebotha7618
    @mara-mariebotha7618 Před 4 lety +1

    All pregnancies are different don't give up! Congratulations! 💐

  • @hiralvasani2298
    @hiralvasani2298 Před 4 lety

    Best wishes to you and family for the sweetheart (an addition) to your family...
    And the recovery of the patients too.
    Don’t worry you will actually feel better everyday seeing your little one sleeping close to you.
    Her tiny fingers when they will start holding you, you will be amazed.
    My baby was born in September 2019 and telling you all this from my experiences.
    Take care. Feel blessed that you are a mother now.