DSEEVA - Self Destruct
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- čas přidán 11. 09. 2024
- Dseeva - Self Destruct (Official Video), EXCLUSIVE TO HUSTLE HARD TELEVISION.
1Lane X Big Choon Entertainment
Mixed & Mastered by Dseeva
Directed by Gunsta
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LYRICS:
Known to indulge in Self destruction / apparently these meds will help me function / telling me I’m ADHD, I’m bipolar / manic depressive with a chip on my shoulder / all these new meds are making me nauseous / court made me do anger management courses / prone to violence / sit at home suffer all alone in silence / when I close my eyelids all I see is pain / I believed I would never dream again / people stopped supporting and cut their ties / they don’t want to be around me, I’m Fucken Wild / and when I shut my eyes I try speak to God / but even he don’t want me and I need to stop with all this lashing out /
If it wasn’t for my mother I’d be dead or in jail - but no one understands what jack’s about / they all call me crazy and maybe I am / Everything fell apart this ain’t in the plan / but I can’t control it I’m just shaking my hands at the sky, asking why he’s just taken my man?! / but this ain’t nothin new I gotta keep on pushin / step in front of traffic without even lookin / then i turn around and go and fight my brother / punch him the head like we don’t like each other /
They say that everything happens for a reason!..... I’m still trying to find one / how can I feel so much pain? Like What the fuck have I done? / Always hated this world and the people in it / I’ve only got one life and I just need to live it / never take a minute to go smell the roses /
try to taste success, I can tell it’s close and I been Trying so hard but is it even worth it? / fantasise about leavin earth but I can’t leave the people who love me just hurting /
left behind to just grieve a person that ain’t even deserve their love in the first place / Trying to fill this void in my heart in the worst way /
The worst pain you can have is in the mind / lately I been hiding coz it happens all the time /
I’ve been a bad son, bad brother, bad friend / story had a good beginning but a sad end / I still can not believe that this happened / I’ve never been so weak I’m collapsin / i’m a mad man, I’m crazed, I’ve been paranoid again / whats happened to my brain? / i can’t relax I’m off the chain / still trying to sift through all the lies / I shouldn’t have to do this when I’m traumatised / comes a point in time you gotta draw the line / you’d be mortified at these thoughts of mine / you either fall or fly up towards the sky / got more stabs in my back than a porcupine /
But all I’m trying to do is walk the line / and organise my life, im pourin wine / helps me sort my mind when I record my rhymes / people disappearing right before my eyes /
I should’ve faced the problems - didn’t have the balls / held em in til I blew, now I’m back in court /
look me in the eyes you can tell I’m fucked / and if I don’t pull up I’mma self destruct / I’m Reopening wounds that already hurt / the pain that i feel has just forced me to search / don’t like to complain, it can always be worse /
never thought there’d be a day that you saw me in church / but im here now... so Lord please make it clear now / what the Fuck are we doin? / where do I go from here now?
Just geezin these new few now , heavy bro . Love em add to the play lists for sure
Watch me know every lyric off the top of my head in a month ahaha did the same with EVERY Sunnah Sam son 😂
@@NoFussFencing chyeaaa boy, ready for when shows are back on
This is fucking bars! Truth n the realest shit i heard in a minute!! Big ups from cbr TKP HBK BYO
@@axelmccabe670 🙏💪 sikkunts
Seeva I FEEL you , everything you say cuz hits me deep
Killed it as per usual bro keep the work up
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Killed it bro!! Crazy flow
Cheers my bro
For brothers with broken bridges in there mind
Brother this hit me hard
Mad bars g 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Now this is absolutely crazy styles Super fine fresh The underground subculture hip-hop don’t stop You’re keeping it real brother much respect
Thanks brother 🙌💜💯
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ChurMyGee 5011 💯
Keep it up bruv 💪👌
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Mad flow bro!!!
Top song bra
Bruuuh you killed them chest rhymes.. real shit brother it's been a while bro good to see u back🤙
WESTSYD!
1$t comment 😁
But Real Talk Dseeva is the Re@l King of Aussie Rap Hands Down 💯💥