I was little, And i had so much abuse from my childhood up until around 10+ years old, I got SA from my grandfather and my stepfather and my other step older brother, But i dont wanna end up like them. Im better than that, And deep down God knows im better than that, Just because i went through so much trauma, I dont wanna hurt others because of if, this stupid thought just popped up out of nowhere when I was teaching my little brother about Jesus and demons, And i knew it was satan trying to guilt trip me, i immediately prayed and i researched spiritual warfare or signs youre in spiritual warfare and i believe we both are in that spiritual warfare, where satan wants to stop us believers from doing the work of God because he sees something VALUEABLE in us. He knows our weaknesses and he uses P OCD to make us feel guilty even if that is not US. The only reason why im so down right now is because I am TRAUMATISED and HAUNTED by that thought, I LOVE MY LITTLE BROTHER, and Hes such an angel, Those thoughts werent from me. But now i just feel anxious whenever im around my brother because of the traumatising thought i had. I believe you are God sent brother, God lead me here and To let me know im not alone. Thank you for this. And please pray for me. The enemy doesnt want us believers to stay firm in our faith and always causes us to question ourselves, anxiety, depression, OCD, etc. We will be lifted up by the hand of God one day, and we will defeat this battle against this enemy. Right now its difficult for me, this generation really impacted our minds, but we are taught to be against this world and we are battling against spiritual not flesh. May God be with us all.
God knows my thoughts and my heart, I wanna stop thinking this way and just be normal and have fun with my little brother, Hes my angel and hes a gift from God. Im legit crying so much right now. I cant do this anymore, I dont feel normal. I feel so much fear i cant even open up to my Family and my boyfriend about this because they wont get it.
I struggle with this as a 16 year old girl. Just yesterday, I was watching a show with my family, and Then During that time my little brother was asking so much questions about Jesus and then i answered and helped him, it gave me joy to help others about christ. And then some random thought came by saying “Oh hurt him “ or like segsul thoughts, i wanna stop feeling this way. I been struggling with multiple mental illnesses like DPR, anxiety, depression and all of that. And then the segsual thought against my little brother is haunting me until today , even if it was yesterday, I hate it so much. God knows my thoughts and he knows I dont like those thoughts and he knows my heart. I wanna stop , I knew it was an attack from satan because It was a random thought that isnt ME. But im just so traumatised from that thought, I wanna stop feeling this way, my brother is an angel. Is it me?. Am i going crazy?. I prayed to God but nothings helping. I need help and im glad to know im not the only one going through this.
I was little, And i had so much abuse from my childhood up until around 10+ years old, I got SA from my grandfather and my stepfather and my other step older brother, But i dont wanna end up like them. Im better than that, And deep down God knows im better than that, Just because i went through so much trauma, I dont wanna hurt others because of if, this stupid thought just popped up out of nowhere when I was teaching my little brother about Jesus and demons, And i knew it was satan trying to guilt trip me, i immediately prayed and i researched spiritual warfare or signs youre in spiritual warfare and i believe we both are in that spiritual warfare, where satan wants to stop us believers from doing the work of God because he sees something VALUEABLE in us. He knows our weaknesses and he uses P OCD to make us feel guilty even if that is not US.
The only reason why im so down right now is because I am TRAUMATISED and HAUNTED by that thought, I LOVE MY LITTLE BROTHER, and Hes such an angel, Those thoughts werent from me. But now i just feel anxious whenever im around my brother because of the traumatising thought i had. I believe you are God sent brother, God lead me here and To let me know im not alone. Thank you for this. And please pray for me. The enemy doesnt want us believers to stay firm in our faith and always causes us to question ourselves, anxiety, depression, OCD, etc. We will be lifted up by the hand of God one day, and we will defeat this battle against this enemy. Right now its difficult for me, this generation really impacted our minds, but we are taught to be against this world and we are battling against spiritual not flesh. May God be with us all.
God knows my thoughts and my heart, I wanna stop thinking this way and just be normal and have fun with my little brother, Hes my angel and hes a gift from God. Im legit crying so much right now. I cant do this anymore, I dont feel normal. I feel so much fear i cant even open up to my Family and my boyfriend about this because they wont get it.
I struggle with this as a 16 year old girl. Just yesterday, I was watching a show with my family, and Then During that time my little brother was asking so much questions about Jesus and then i answered and helped him, it gave me joy to help others about christ. And then some random thought came by saying “Oh hurt him “ or like segsul thoughts, i wanna stop feeling this way. I been struggling with multiple mental illnesses like DPR, anxiety, depression and all of that. And then the segsual thought against my little brother is haunting me until today , even if it was yesterday, I hate it so much. God knows my thoughts and he knows I dont like those thoughts and he knows my heart. I wanna stop , I knew it was an attack from satan because It was a random thought that isnt ME.
But im just so traumatised from that thought, I wanna stop feeling this way, my brother is an angel. Is it me?. Am i going crazy?. I prayed to God but nothings helping. I need help and im glad to know im not the only one going through this.
omg im also 16 and i deal with this
brother whats ur handle can i please dm u about my thoughts pls i feel alone in this