lontalius - sleep thru ur alarms (Slowed + Reverb)
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- čas přidán 7. 10. 2019
- Thoughts that go like bullets through you
The time you told me that you wish you were dead
But so broken on when you can't stop choosing
To sleep through your alarms,
Man you're losing your head
The thoughts that go like bullets through you
The time you told me that you wish you were dead
(Can't stop)
But so broken on when you can't stop choosing
To sleep through your alarms,
man, you're losing your head
(Can't stop)
![billie eilish - your power (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/VzPyWfFsFwU/mqdefault.jpg)
this song reminds me of better, simpler times. i miss them.
me too..
why
Agree
I miss them too its hard remmebering the good old days and wishing you were young and happy again
Hmm yea they where nice
We all are just bunch of depressed kids trying to keep each other alive..
Truest words I have ever heard:(
I hate my life at this point
kids hhhhh
@@maithoo me too
@@rafikono7007 try google. "Teen depression" :)
I dont even know. Im not depressed or anything. I have a good life. But it just feels like theres an empty hole in my chest. Its been there since i was little. Im so confised. Please help i dont like feeling like this.
patrick
@@dromeda2651 bro bro
Maybe you can try talking to someone about it. A therapist, a parent, a friend, etc. someone you trust and someone who you feel comfortable with.
i’ve had anxiety and depression basically since i was born. i wish i could tell you i knew how to make it go away
luna evans Mary Jane helps
We're all just teen who were once kids with light in our eyes and hope in our hearts..
And that hope then later on fades away...
and now were suicidal, scarred, traumatized teens that want nothing more than to be loved and accepted
@@taerokan big fax ✌ you good g?
@@taerokan couldn't have said it better myself,always acting like we are fine and happy all the time
❤
I don't feel like I am even existing anymore, cause all day I just imagine what I want to be real
I feel this..
Explain to me what words come in mind, I go through all these questions in my head too, I’m gonna make a video on it so please say anything freely or anonymously to me
Maybe we were ment for a different world.
why did i read that as "i dont feel like eating more cereal, its not even real"
Same.... It's like and imaginary world we create for ourselves just to stay happy because the real world is to much for us and doesn't give us anything good
I’m in my bed crying my ass out
Are you okay?
anna I mean yes and no
Levi Ackerman || just know that everything gets better :)
Let it all out, it’s gonna be okay soon
Love you so so much
Donut • 7 years ago I mean yea I honestly have been I feel better but idk sometimes it’s hits me again
This hits different at 11:00pm when you feel lonely
Are you okay?
Fr tho quarantine really made me realize I have no friends :)
@@Alysssuhhh same
yes
Currently 11:26
never expected that school whould ruin my whole soul
Thisss
yeah :|
same :(
^^^^^^^^
Everything feels so forced. From forcing myself to burst out laughing, to smiling. To moving and lifting my head. Opening my eyes. I'm someone that people either hate or I'm viewed as another option to people. It's not something I'm not used to. In fact, it doesn't bother me anymore. It doesn't hurt.
I've become numb.
And everything is too much to bare.
The thoughts are staring to flood in my head again. *Those,* thoughts. I'm losing myself.
I'm not clingy as I used to be. I once was someone who attached to someone, but I don't anymore. I've become distant.
It'd only take me a few days to getting over losing all of my friends. My anxiety would hit me like a bus, but.
In the end.
I'd just feel even more numb.
I'm so unmotivated.
I've lost my strength.
I can't do this anymore.
Stay strong g ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Is everything okay now?
Are you ok?
you are not alone… Keep your head and I pray for better days.
I'm waiting for school to start and waking up early with barely light in the sky and riding in the very back of the bus just feeling the bumpy bus letting me drift away in my sleepy consciousness and drift into my own world... ♥️
I'm basically an overthinker, lonely, stays up thinking about my future, and love to imagine my fav anime character hugging me tightly 🙂
Awh :(
Yeah.:(
same.
same
Same with me but instead of anime I think about Clem from the walking dead game.. That game gave me really bad depression. Well I guess I was already depressed but the game made it worse. But I love the game for how real it is.
This song hits different when ur sad. Damn.
Are you okay?
Hope you’re okay, love you lots
lyrics for your broken heart :)
Thoughts that go like bullets through you
The time you told me that you wish you were dead
But so broken on when you can't stop choosing
To sleep through your alarms
Man, you're losing your head
The thoughts that go like bullets through you
The time you told me that you wish you were dead
But so broken on when you can't stop choosing
To sleep through your alarms
Man, you're losing your head
Thank you
I already know the lyrics but ur an angel ❤️
I understand that I have to stop choosing to sleep through my alarms. but I won’t stop.
@@ronin3227 this was 5 months ago, bro 👁👄👁⁉️
@@ronin3227 Literally, there's no reason for you to reply to comment that I had made 5 months ago to be helpful. It would've been more beneficial, if your effort was to inform people, to put as your own, independent comment, instead of under mine. I mean, great!! Thank you for your information!!! However, there's also probably people like me who prefer to stay in the comment section to read the lyrics and occasionally come back.
no one understands me and how much pain I’m in right now and it hurts that I know no one can relate
Are you okay?
Everything will get better, i promise, im always here to talk, i was lucky enough to survive 3 ODs, now i was dumb back then, and i dont want you making the same mistake as i did because its scars you
FrenchyIsADuck || I’m so glad you survived.
anna ❤️
it gets worse before it gets better, but you will get there. i love you.
Does anyone just wanna grab that special someone, run away to a far away place. No other people. No technology. Just you and them. Fall in love. Be each other’s person. And finally grow old. And be able to live you’re happy life.
i relate to that but i don't have anyone to do that with :/
Everyday, but she’s not in my life yet. Only when the time comes.
Thats my dream life
Yes but something like that could never happen to me. It's only a fantasy
yes if that special person didn’t leave me
*Patrick do not be vibing😔✋*
😞
@@addy8263 neither was horseradish 😔
thank you i needed this laugh..
When I was at my lowest 2 years ago, I’d listen to this song almost everyday. I cry almost every night, mostly to this song, this song reminds me so much back then. I’m glad I’m still here to this day.
currently covering my arms in bandaids so no one sees what I tried to do last night
You’re not alone
you’ll get through this
You can get through this, your not alone, everything will get better in the end ❤️
hi love, you're so strong. you'll get through this.
i’m sorry.
this song reminds me of when i had attempted to take my own life and overdosed. i cant listen to it without crying and remembering all the bad shit but at the same time it makes me want to do it again. its sad, this song is so beautiful but i cant enjoy it like everyone else.
please dm my insta so we can talk 5adhoe
You are loved❤️
@@vvi4r717 alright-
Keep pressing on man, I’m proud of you
i’m so happy you’re still here
Patrick after he found out mayonnaise isn't an instrument:
i remember first listening to this when i attempted suicide.
that was a year ago on january 10th. my 14th birthday.
my family and friends have all given up on me. i mean, what's the point of fighting for someone who has already given up on themselves?
. . .
i'm 15 now, and in a few hours i'll be a week clean of self harm.
Im proud of you
I'm so proud of you
so proud of youuu
How are you now?
Anyone who wants to talk, im here for you. I promise.
I love him. He’s my best friend so I know he’ll never love me back, even if I wanted him to. I try to distract myself from him by trying to develop feelings for other people but I always end up doing back to him. I just love him man. So much. :(
Ava Alexander tell him!
@@ava071 Well, you only live once. Pain is temporary, but regret is forever. It's your choice. Just hope for the best and tell him you like him. I hope this helps you.And if you ever feel down or sad just come back.
Ava Alexander I can relate 🥺✨
I just wanna do it so bad. I feel like I’m doing everything for nothing. I’m so tired. I was starting to get better and now I’m relapsing. I’m only a teenager. Why do I have to go through this? I’ve been dealing with this since I was in fifth grade. I’ve hid it. I was desperate for help. I would ask my friends for help and now I don’t because they don’t care unless it’s about them. I’m three weeks clean from self harm and I want to do it again so bad. I hide all my feelings from my parents. Idk what to do.
This song feels like how depression simulates a never ending cycle of everyday being the same, no meaning, just numbness and hurt.
this song reminds me of times when i didnt have to worry. when my mother was still alive, when i wasnt always worrying about my appearance, when i had friends, when i was happy, when i took care of myself, when i was social, when i didnt worry about what others think of me, when i didnt overthink everything. no, im not depressed. no, im not diagnosed with any mental illnessed, but, theres just something missing.
I hope ur feeling better now :)
If anyone wants to talk, I’m happy to listen :D
Yes please I really need someone to talk to maybe like a therapist
シIamasimpforgon I know I’m no therapist but I will always try to help 😊
Thank you
lyrics
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Man.
I'm remembering bits of my childhood when listening to this.
...
It's funny, isn't it? We want to grow up so quickly when we're kids, then when we're adults, we wonder where the time went.
...
To the people who were forced to grow up too fast, or just overall had a bad childhood, I'm sorry.
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I wish I had friends.. we could have went out at night and danced under the rain like idiots... we could have been there for each other... that comforting feeling. I wish we could not care about anything and just be us. Why why didn’t you believe me when I said I wish I was dead.. why didn’t you comfort me... was I not enough? I tried to be what you wanted... I lost connection with myself... you drifted away... why did you... why didn’t you embrace me when my brother died? Was it me... I’m sorry. I wish I wasn’t me
hey, dont overthink..overthinking is making it worse. you are not alone
wxste._ofspxce thank you soo much...seriously. Thank you, it means a lot, it’s just had to stay in touch with reality when I feel so numb =/
Hi angel! Please don’t overthink a lot, it’s not good
Everything will be better soon i promise
I love you so so so much
Hey, Ik this was 9 months ago bud I just wanna check up on you. Are you okay? Are you taking care of yourself? Are you eating, showering and drinking water? Ik you went thru all of that and I’m sorry. Pls don’t overthink a lot Bcs it fucks your head up and you’re just hurting yourself. If you need friends, I’m always here, my insta is x._miracle._x if you ever wanna talk. You shouldn’t blame things on yourself, people come and go and I learn that the hard way, maybe you did too but that’s okay. If someone wants to leave your life then let them, there’s no point of letting them stay. If they didn’t comfort you, helped you etc then you deserve better and you do. Im always here, I’ll try and understand what you’re going thru and I’ll try to help even if I can’t
Are you okay,now?
*”I’ll love you forever”*
and it was a lie
School and my social life stress me so much, I always feel like I'm not good enough
This type of music is so calming, I wish there were more music like this
i feel you
feel ya homie u not alone remember..
How are you doing these days
@@XxfrakinGamer omgg it's so kind to ask tyy, unfortunately I'm not doing any better, but I'm trying to ask for help so that's an improvement!! And you how are you??
@@fiounicmikuI hope you can find peace💕
Have you ever had one of those moments when youre walking out in public with no idea where you are and you make eyecontact with a girl who has no idea who you are and no idea of the sins youve commited so you just feel free and at peace not wanting the moment to end?
hey bro, this is great, i absolutely love your videos. i was wondering if you can make a slow mo version of sleepwalk by santo and johnny some time? thanks dude.
Thank you 😊
And yea I got you 😁👍
I don't want to feel sad anymore but i dont know how🥴
Deppresion is taking me over and i nobody is there to save me
Hi love! Everything’s gonna get better soon, you’re an amazing person and I love you so much angel
Hey bro all I can say is please please please get help if you feel depressed! Go to a psych or counsellor its okay to go i do!
@@willgoydych4403 thanks for the concern, i have to say things are going good now and im finally getting over it, thanks to all my friends that supported and helped me
Ik this was 9 months ago but how are you? Did you eat and drink water? Took a shower? I’m glad you’re alive, pls don’t give up. Ik depression can be an ass but I’ll promise you’ll get thru it, keep trying I believe in you. You don’t need anyone to save you from depression, you can only help yourself but someone will always be there to give you a hand. If you need someone to talk too then you can always ask me for my socials
bro,are u okay?…
Yo why Patrick in his feels
lmfaooo XDD
Like who hurt we finna fight
I can’t see my forehead...
i can relate to most of these comments, and i love every single one of you. keep going, keep pushing. live in the moment. stop worrying about what’s going to happen next or what you’re letting go of when you leave something. it sucks. i would know that. being afraid sucks, being upset sucks, being numb sucks, feeling like you’re alone when you have so many people around you, it sucks, okay? i know. but it’ll all turn out okay. i promise from the bottom of my heart.
Wish this version was on Spotify 😔
this has a hopeful undertone to it
this song reminds of the good times when he was here.
this song makes me think of scenarios that me n my ex weren’t able to make actual real memories of .
This is my third time listening to this on repeat while crying, thank you for this version
Update: this is my 7th time
Update: thank you so much for your kind words 🥺🥺💞
i hope youre doing good, im a little late but i hope youre doing better now, im here for you i love you
@@j_abuhussein wow you are such a sweetheart thank you 🥺
@@irlnoja of course🥺🖤
killjoy.mp4 • i hope you’re okay :(
Let it all out angel, I’m here for you!
It’s gonna be okay, love you so so much
My sister told me that I will make her a favor if I die...know I’m listening to this
hey listen if u need to talk to someone please tell me && I'll give u my information so u can talk to me
my family tells me that...and I can't wait till I decide to do it, they'll find happiness finally
alone girl please talk to someone
I know I don’t know you but just know I love you ✨❤️❤️stay strong please never give up life’s to precious and I know there’s so much shit going on and it may be bad now but just know it’s only bad for right now . You have a purpose.
the most depressed people are the quietest,we always care for the ones that will fall into it and we always protect someone but we can’t save ourselves
this song is just a reminder of the better times
V I B E S
me: *feels like crying*
headphones: *battery low*
me: *cries*
MY AIRPODS JUST DIED SJSKKS
I wanna listen to this song during this moment
In my room
It’s winter
The blinds are open
The sky is clear showing a bright full moon
2am
I discovered this song two hours ago and I literally can't stop listening to it, I honestly wish I would've discovered this masterpiece earlier because it truly just makes feel some special way. I'm not depressed, I have a decent life but I just feel idk like empty? For the past five months I noticed that I would listen to songs like these and just ball my eyes out and after I'd feel sm better lmfao
Anytime I listen to this..I look at my past..How I was ignore..bullied by students and teachers.. now I realize that im still being bullied but I've got online friends...And a girlfriend from texas...Bro im about to cry tysm for editing this song man...
i have a girlfriend in texas too :) just know that everything gets better
Hi angel! you can do this, everything will be better soon
Love you so much please take care of yourself!
Donut • 7 years ago everything got worse though she broke up with be and I’ve been getting in more drama. It sucks being 13.
Snowy Hamilton
I am so sorry :( I’m here to talk!
hope everything gets better soon
I'm not sad, the hope for a better tomorrow is what keeps me going... it's all that keeps me going.
This song reminds me on my dog that i used to have holidays with, give it treats, lay down on the couch with,sleep with, a dog that made me not sad, a dog I loved to death, that ran away a few years ago.... I miss you so much Russell I hope your doing good up there 😔🕊😭
I wish i knew the tuning and the notes to the guitar in this song so I can play it.
It’s a capo on the 3rd fret and idk the notes I’m sorry but I play it in standard tuning A major, G major, B minor
tabs.ultimate-guitar.com/tab/lontalius/sleep-thru-ur-alarms-chords-2119751
Does this help? (I don't play guitar so sorry if it doesn't)
i want my old life back :/
Same I’m so tired
You know you have it bad when you feel empty and that emptiness starts to ache with pain...
A couple of months ago I was convincing myself that my life isn’t that bad and I’m just overreacting but now I feel so empty and lost with no one to turn to.
Proud of everyone for making it this far don't give up
i am so depressed and out of hope
i feel the same way but please don't give up. Talk to me on snap @rea4207 or instagram @x._reagan_.x
I don't even know you but ik that I love you and i'm sad that you're depressed. Im here anytime you wanna talk even if you just need to rant.
Stay up bro ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@@rea8254 can i talk to ? I feel the same if you don’t care?
@@kamirenmeek8398 ofc! i'm sorry you feel that way:(
@@rea8254 I added you on snap
i miss you more and more everyday and it’s driving me crazy, please come back. i need you.
They're gone
It's better if you let them go
I know it can be hard but if they left your life maybe they weren't supposed to be there after all?..
• Asher Boı • it’s been a year, me and him were together for 3 years, i told my family about him, he told his family about me, we would see each other everyday. i miss him. it was more than love.
@@kill4nika
I understand..
I actually feel the same for my best friend of 6 years.
Honestly I would break if he'd leave my life but again maybe they left for a reason... maybe that was their role in your life?
The only person that you don't need to lose is yourself.. losing someone really close to you was like some kind of test to see if you would break.
Just don't fail... I believe in you, you can forget and move on
YOU can do this.
Stay strong !
• Asher Boı • thank you, you too, i hope your bond with your bestfriend last forever :)
@@kill4nika aww you're welcome ^^
He actually confessed to me a few weeks ago and I'm planning to confess back in a few day's haha^^ thank you I hope you have a nice day,night
This song is so calming and comforting, I absolutely love it!!
Lol yeah it is quite a nice song
This song brings out the best of me
hi if ur reading this comment just know I love you, you may not feel loved but I love you so much and I know life may be hard rn but u got this and I believe in u if u ever need to talk I’m here for u
Am glad I found this if I didn’t then I wouldn’t have stoped crying tysm
Hope they never find this one
I miss them days
To whoever is reading this: I know it gets hard but I swear things get better. Sadness is an emotion, and so is happiness! happiness can’t go forever. It eventually come back and things start to get better. If no one had told u yet, I definitely care about you wether I know u or not and u deserve to be in this world. This world and the people in it need you!❤️ head up :)
I’m just laying on my bed
I just wanna sink,into dark cold water,looking up to the sky. The moon being my only light,the most peaceful thing. That's all I want to fill my void
there’s times where I stare at myself in the mirror and say “why are you like this?” To which I reply “I don’t know it’s not my fault please-“ and then I say “no you’re mother could’ve easily aborted you. Idk why she didn’t but she should’ve”
*i literally have conversations with myself*
thats way too relatable
Tbh same but I'm sure you're a wonderful human being don't put yourself down xx
Hey, don’t put yourself down, think positive. You have a life for a reason, come on. Your mother didn’t abort you Bcs she wanted you as her child so she brought you a life. Try and be positive, okay? You’re a good person even if I don’t know you I love you, stay strong and keep your head up even if it’s hard. Take care of yourself, I’m glad you’re alive
@@miracle5536 a thousand hearts for you
@@DaisesTmrw back to you :)
a hot bath hurts..
My wrists burn i could turn the water down but i kinda like it..
This song reminds me of the good old times, times where i actually felt happiness, now i cant even go a day without wishing i was gone. Maybe i dont want to be gone, maybe i just wanna be happy. ever since covid started life switched 360 and i hate that, so much i really do.
i cant tell who i am anymore, if my thoughts are real or not, sometimes i purposefully put myself into a spiral just so i can feel something other than numbness,
This hits diff when your friends go out and have so much fun without even caring about your existence
I actually can't explain it, this song was summer, and it still hasn't left. crying till 6am, go on a walk, go to sleep till 5pm, go on socials, then the same routine all over again
this song just makes me feel comfortable with the fact im so sad
I never thought id end up here but since im alone i guess its where i belong now, I dont know what im doing with myself, where im going anymore, why im here slowly dying, in general i dont even know why i havent taken my own life, im just a fuck up and a failure man i cant go a day without getting high off whatever prescriptions i have but all i know is that theyre all i have left for myself to feel nothing to get rid of that null void i have. Alone is something id never thought id expirence having nobody that cares for you anymore, not having a single person who i used to talk to check on me anymore or even being spoken too, i dont even know why i wrote this i guess just to get this off my chest and mabye feel a little at ease. if anyone even reads this thanks for listening.
to everyone here in the comments having a hard time, just know someone out there loves you with all their heart and is willing to do anything for you . I’m proud of all of you for making it this far . I love all of you ❤️
i miss my old life. nothings been the same since 2019 and it always feels like somethings missing.
I feel the exact same way!
Bittersweet memories.
Tbh I’m not even depressed no more I’m numb now can’t feel nothing no more can cry can’t smile and laugh just wish I could go back to the old good times
7 months ago, Idc. Its okay to feel numb, it’s okay if you can’t smile or laugh. I hope you get better tho, it’s you always need someone to talk too then I’ll always be here for you, just ask for my socials. You don’t deserve to just sit there and be numb. You need to feel free and you need be happy and laugh. I hope you get thru whatever you’re going thru
i wish i were dead
Are you okay?
anna to be honest? i‘m totally not
slowedsounds || I’m sorry to hear that, and I’m sorry that things are tough for you right now but I hope you know that there’s always light at the end of the tunnel
@@slowedsounds347 What's wrong? I'll try my best to help u..
Hi angel! It’s gonna be okay soon, you’re an awesome person and I love you so so so much
I don’t know why but this song makes me feel rage, anger and sadness all at the same time
Im trying to hang on.
you can do it. you’ve made it so far. im so proud of you. pain is only temporary okay? i believe that you can do this. just take baby steps. you’ll make it. i love you.
i’m just so fucking stressed i want to unexist
Listen it gets better don’t give up okay! You’re better off here for everyone trust me :))
I want to hug every person in this comment section. you shouldn't have to feel this way. I hope you all get better
Maybe I discovered this song a little too late, but it's sure one of my favorites now :)
My sibling once told me that people only noitce you when you are screaming in pain and I think of this a lot
I love it 🥺💕
I needed this, thank you
Honestly I think I'm starting to forget what is real and what's not, my thoughts are just so complicated I dont even understand them,
I love being mentally unstable. Its when you have friends yet still have depressive episodes about being lonely and suffering since you've suffered with depression since you were 6 - 7. Its hating your horrible family life but then something good happening and suddenly you love it. Its randomly getting sad because a song just sounds sad in your very strange head. I honestly sometimes don't know wtf is going on with my head and emotions and life but i know i don't like it.
it’s funny cause no one in these comments know each other yet we somehow find a way to relate
I miss my old house. My old friends. My home. It was so beautiful and it was all taken in a blink of an eye.
it’s like crazy. i like this girl and she has no idea i even exist. and i already tried sending her a dm but she won’t answer so there is honestly no point. she’s on my mind all day and i just feel so lost without her. i haven’t told anyone so i’m trusting whoever sees this is having a good day/night.
oh hey your back, what happened this time?
so am i the only one who cries without any reason? like today is literally my bday and i'm crying for zero reason. i think these are tears of joy but like at the same time idrk
Happy birthday dude! :) Yes that’s happening to me right now. Better out than in though.
@@mannysmith7297 ahh thank u sm!! it's good to know i'm not the only one going through this
Happy belated birthday!!! :)
this song reminds me of the fun memories i made with a friend
This song reminds me of her... and me... and our relationship that didn’t end well on both sides.... I would stop her from cutting herself, and she would still do it, I finally snapped and did it myself, but In the end, it didn’t even matter. We broke apart, and I just wished I would’ve understand her sooner than later.. I wish I could’ve made her smile more... these scars just remind me of regret, and lack of knowing how bad it was, I wish I knew better back then.
最高の赤SUPRΞMΞRΣD that sounds horrible, im so sorry... if you ever need someone to talk to, im here. i love you so much, stay strong for me, okay?
lol you have to try with tempered by your love - Lorn :p
I'm literally about to turn 18 and I still don't know what to do with my life or how to even start being an adult... I still feel like a depressed 13 year old who can't get out of bed
I really wish you guys best in Life 💜
I have so much going on now adays. It feels like it'll be forever