What it's like to have no Childhood
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- čas přidán 14. 05. 2024
- What it's like to have no Childhood
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This video is a little more serious, and I hope you still enjoyed it. I know I told some I'd do Commentary in 2s. But I felt like I had to talk about this. ❤️
Keep on rocking brotha! No matter what it seems now, there’s light behind these grey clouds over your life right now. Stay strong, you are loved ❤️.
Thank you, I'm gonna keep on going, brotha.
baby steps, you can't change the past, but there is always a future that you can mold for yourself you have time. Its ok to feel the way you do, but doing it too much is self sabotage. Learn, grow, and just keep swimming.
Yessir, thank you bro I'll keep on swimming 🏊♂️ ❤️
Hey Blaze o/
New viewer here. Your story connected with me as I grew up playing soccer, but as a drew towards my final years in high school, I was struck with a major depression that drove me to drop out and completely shut down. I often felt sick and exhausted and I later found out that my mind led my body to have bad effects like sickness so I could avoid doing things that were uninspiring.
I'm not saying this is your experience, but it does sound like you are on your own journey and that can be very lonely and difficult. The advice I can give you based on my own experience is to really hone in on something you want to do that brings you joy (which maybe you have already done) and make a plan around how you can do that sustainably. Pay attention to the things you do that get in your way. Sometimes it's certain people, sometimes its habits. Therapy can really help you digest things that you might miss, if you haven't tried that already. You have a lot of time on your side so baby steps each year can take you a long way.
I'm wishing you the best of luck! You are crushing it in Rocket League and I didn't forget to sub :)
PS. Try daily habits like walking every morning or meditating
Hey bro, ya, we all have our own stories. But ours is pretty similar. I've been depressed since either was like 11 idk tbh. But on top of everything else, it does suck. Because I love exercise. And I basically have 2 illnesses almost all the time. And I'm doing what I enjoy, and I am actually playing with a friend, and it's been a lot of fun. I was able to go to a pump track yesterday. I titled the video that. Because I didn't know what to put out, but it was kind of true. But I'm only 15, turning 16 in 3 weeks. And still have time.
Around 5 months ago, I went to a hospital and was there for 11 days, then day treatment, which is therapy, but replaces school for 4 months and am doing night treatment for 1 more week then. I'm going to therapy once a month. And those hobbies you've mentioned I do them every day, actually. It's kind of a coincidence, but I'm trying new hobbies. Rocket League used to be my only source of happiness, but I am happy that it isn't anymore. But I still love the game to death.
Thank you bro means a lot, btw to. It's nice connecting like this. I love day treatment because, like us, most people had a similar backstory. I hope you're doing great. I'm going into high school next school year. Thanks for the sub ❤️
Nice Video.
You're a really relaxed guy.
Not everyone can talk so openly about themselves.
It's very relaxing to listen to you.
Have you ever talked to a doctor about it?
I think if you slowly try to do sport more regularly again, you'll be able to do sport properly again after a while.
Thank you, man. I am typically forthcoming about various matters, which is not a common trait. I am grateful for this aspect of my personality. During my illness, I told 50+ medical professionals, but they were unable to identify the cause. Currently, I am attempting to improve my physical fitness and engage in sports every day as I just went to a pump track and am trying to work out or play soccer with my brother. However, I experienced significant fatigue after only five minutes of activity. I am hopeful that I can find a solution, as I have a passion for sports and believe that my career as a Rocket League CZcamsr may not have materialized without this passion. I appreciate your viewership and support. ❤️
Something I really wished I did more when I was young was sleep more. Brain development in the teen years is very important.
Yes, I have always believed that if I sleep less, I will have more time. One summer, I tried sleeping from 12 am to 6 am, and it was enjoyable. However, it was detrimental to my health. Sufficient sleep is undoubtedly crucial for brain development. It is also beneficial to receive reminders about the importance of sleep. I often encounter individuals who question my sleep habits because I do not have a set bedtime. In response, I politely acknowledge their concern and express my gratitude for their input. Because their parents don't care about them. ❤️🤣
@@Enzoh_RL even naps would've been nice
damn. wish u all the best bro
Thank you bro, you too ❤️
damn bro don't give up tho try to make smtn off this yt channel bro ill give you a sub. but just remember to not lose yourself stay positive you'll make it one day bro
Thank you, man. Ya, I've been trying new things outside of this. And i've had depression since I was 10, so it's been rough. But I've gotten a lot of help. I was able to go to a pump track yesterday and was lots of fun. Thanks for the sub. ❤️
Feedback: Music too quiet sounds muffled and you would benefit greatly from a higher quality mic.
You are 16 years old, you would be surprised at the amount of people that are way older than you that have no clue what they are doing for a job or in general. Also self improvement is fine, but make sure it doesn't consume you like it has many people. Look for what you can do for others first and you will find yourself improving aswell.
Thank you for the feedback, I'm currently looking for a new mic. The video didn't sound too good, in my opinion, as well, but I didn't really want to redo it tbh. Usually, I do redo things, but I didn't want to for this one. Wanted it to be raw. And I used to be stuck in self-improvement way too much. Luckily, I haven't been much, and I am focusing on myself. Then what others tell me. And yea, I have cousins that graduated high school and dont know what to do. People just go there different paths. And I hope you still enjoyed it. ❤️