Im crying rn- damn this hit close to home. I used to SH (almost a year clean), usually on my thighs. This has honestly brought me more cpmfort than anyone who knows about my past and or scars. Thank you for creating this, and to everyone who's reading this: you are going to be okay. I love you, stay strong!
I'm very sorry to anyone who does self harm but just know you're a very beautiful/handsome human being to be hurting yourself, please try and get help cause you matter. I love you and remember that if you need someone to talk to I'll be here if you need me, take care of yourself the best you can. Mwah, have a good day 💖💞
Everyone: helping others being supportive Me: trying not to make dark jokes as a coping Edit: YOU GOT ME ICE-CREAM!!! NEW FAVOURITE PERSON!!! ❤️ I WUV YOU ❤️
I started starving myself in fourth grade, in fifth I started recovering, in seventh I started cutting off circulation, and going into eighth cutting myself. This audio means so much. Thank you for the words of care. To anyone else struggling, I and many others love you❤️❤️❤️ keep going
I don't SH, I never have, and I haven't had the thought before. So, why am I here? I came here SOLELY to see the beautiful community of people here who were sharing thier stories, and the people who were comforting them. Gorgeous 💜
Shark tank? Who told you!? Also you got us ice cream!! I have been clear of any attempts for a long time now but lately the urges have gotten stronger. My anxiety has been really bad too. I'm scared that I'll fall into old habits again. I don't know what to do anymore. So thank you so much for the video Yami, I love you, take care 💖💖💖
You’ll be ok I believe in you and I know I don’t know but you are loved by all your friends and by me and if I was there would right now I would give you a hug ☺️☺️❤️
I haven't self harmed yet but I had the thought today, I had my first day of school today and I heard my old teacher's voice for the first time since summer started and I almost had a panic attack twice because of it. The comments at the end of the video hit a little too close to home for comfort. Thank you
you have summoned me anime quote of today "Me? A liar? That’s almost hurtful. I just don’t feel like telling the whole truth.” ~ William Macbeth (Blood blockade battlefront)
I really needed this, I've been struggling for the past week. A little backstory on me, my family are hard core christan's, I never wanted to be one, I never wanted to be like them. I am part of the lgbtq+ community I've been hiding that fact for more than 2 years now. But the more that I wait till I'm able to leave, the more I hear their remarks about the community. Half the time I'm locked in my room curled up in my bed because I'm too scared to go out and talk to my parents or brothers. Thank you for what you do yami! You help so many people, and you work so hard to help them through videos like this one.
hiii, I hope ur doing better now. Im Christian but I'm not gonna try to force it on you I just want you to know that Jesus loves you so much still. and I love you❤️
This reminds me of when I was younger. I would pick my skin and pull my lashes when I was anxious. My parents wanted me to tell them what was happening but it was the way they did it that made me want to cry. My friends were sweet and this reminds me of our interactions with them. But to anyone else who relates to this I hope your better now. Thank you Yami
i needed this so bad, I cried so fucking hard. and im struggling i've struggled with sh since i was not even in 6th grade. Im fighting so hard, Thank you Yami thank you for making me feel loved and that someone cares. i truly am glad i randomly found this channel.
You did this really great even tho it is a sensitive topic. It‘s great how you are helping people with this. I hope you are alright and taking care of yourself💕💕 love u
as some who sh for 3 year the stop for 10 years. and just started doing it again becaues of stress of being a mom of 2 two old twin and a three year and a 14 year. and my mom alway blame me for what goes worng any any of my family . this help a lot and thak for your work
@@EthernalYami I currently have multiple that peek up around my room, but I have also seen one late at night near a freeway with my mom (she saw it too)
Found this after I did it for the first time today and now I’m crying. Thank you for this, and for your lovely message at the end. It really helped. A lot.
This is the first time I’ve nearly cried watching one of these videos. The message at the end caught me off guard. I wasn’t expecting it to hit me right where I needed it. Thank you ❤
Yesterday I relapsed. After 2 months. And to not make it visible to my parents who get angry at that, I did it on the side of my body below the ribs. It hurts with every movement and I regret it. This audio gave me hope. Your encouraging words made me ball up so much. Love you Yami
I literally cried while listening to this i really needed this so much... I have been stressed at school and i am really grateful for this audio to exist. Thank you so much Yami. The end of the audio was all the words that i needed, im so sorry if im being too dramatic. Again thank you yami ❤️
I promised to my gf I would try to not self harm for 2 months. It has just passed 1, and it has been so difficult, I don't really know if I'm gonna survive... my mom doesn't really makes it any easier either, she loves yelling at me and blaming me for everything Anyways.. great audio, it really helped me ♡
Ok I actually just finished watching it and damn I can relate, like my mom actually almost told me that she can die bc if me and like, are relationship isn't the best tbh sooo.. This really really actually helped me to stop thinking I'm a disappointment and a mistake 🥺 thank you Yami! ❤
To be honest I was avoiding this audio but rn feel like sh... And I can't sleep so here I am! After all I feel the comfort you always put in your audios Yami I know I am always saying the same things but I am so thankful for them, for you!! you have no idea how many times you have saved me and help me, not just me but so many people just wish you can have all the good things you deserve in life, thank you!💟💟💟
i really needed this. i don’t have many people in my life that help me or anything, i mean no one has to but i wish someone would. i’ve been clean for 2 months but i didn’t make it, i am clean for 1 week and it is hard but i am trying my hardest and i will make it, i hope. i love you, thank u
I almost lost it today. I think it’s been about three months(give or take some time) and I’m trying so hard but I’m so tired of trying and I swear this is what kept me from losing those 3 months. Thank you for giving your time, your effort, and your true emotion to helping people. You deserve the world.❤️
I relapsed just a few days ago.. There are a lot of things going on with me health wise but I don’t know why and it’s really stressing me out. In my Sunday School class we were talking about showing love to other people but then some of the people were laughing at me and making fun of me with nobody doing anything about it. I just felt like they’re the biggest hypocrites I know. And then this audio hit me like a truck because my mom always compares me to my friends, calls me fat and lazy, says I’m wasting my life, and then she forces me to eat. I get so nauseous when I eat though so I can only eat dinner and eating breakfast and lunch makes me so sick I don’t know what to do. My sh scars were white and I went on the boat and my sister saw them and she’s mocking me a lot now. She’s so abusive physically and verbally and I just wish she would stop. My friends are all replacing me as well left and right. I just had a big breakdown this morning trying so hard to console myself, staring in the mirror and it just broke me. I don’t know what to do anymore, I just want someone to love me and hug me. I love you though Yami. Your voice is so sweet and calming and you hep me so much. I just wish you were in my life
hiii ml, I'm so sorry that u were made fun of that's really terrible. I hope ur doing better now, I'm proud of you😁 and here's a virtual hug🫂 you matter and ur feelings matter okay? love uuu❤
I've been through self harm I still do it and I hate it I've been hurting my friend cause he nows and the first time he found out it was at school and I made him break down into full on sobs in front of everyone at school and I was already crying before cause something happened but I still do it without him knowing and I just hope he doesn't find out I don't want to hear or see him cry that hard again in front of everyone 😭
My dad called me a mistake he never wanted me. I have been through a lot. i didn't ask to be hurt emotionally. After a while, i felt numb, so i started self harming just so I could feel something. I am trying to stop every day. is a struggle.
Since ive been doing SH for a long time (i think) and it hurts me but i still do it and i was like 1 or 2 days clean but a few weeks ago i SH again and it truly is really hurting me but i cant stop so this helped me thankyou yami for this audio (sorry for rambling)
I relapsed after being clean for 3 weeks and I feel really guilty for it because the last time me and my friend had done it and she was like "damn 40 is a lot" and everyone kept saying it was and the cuts just healed and now i have 2 times more than 40.. And they really hurt and I don't want any of my friends or family to find out.
This helped me so much because i was just listing to music and this turned on and I looked at my arm and asked myself what did I do and as I kept listening I started to cry more and more I love you videos they make me feel like I am not alone and you made me cry so much my hole pillow was soaked
Yami: * video playing* Me: *silently crying my eyes out becouse my house isnt soundproof* Khol's add randomly starts playing Me: *Sniffles* Khol's Wtf (a year later edit): AHHHHHHHHH *to gay to function and just dies* Bruh fr i love your audios sm they helped me through alot and i'm doing so much better now! To all you badass people in the comments i wish you all the best and lost of love. *i had an jojo siwa transformation fr tho cause of this ish*
Ok I can’t be the only person who doesn’t understand emotions because I really wanted to cry when he told me he was proud of me but I couldn’t my body automatically stops me 😀 idk if I’m crazy or if that’s normal ALSO YOUR AWESOME YOUR AMAZING AND I HOPE YOU NEVER FELL USELESS
Hey Yami! Thanks for this... I recently broke down due to the stress of my exams so yea- but I’m really sorry to anyone who self harms, just know that you all are so pretty/handsome and don’t worry, you are SLAYING! Anyways, have a great day ahead and reminder to get enough rest and stay hydrated
I needed this omg I needed this cuddled up to hello kitty stuffies this helps me feel better thank you so much please know this thank you some of us don't have anyone to say it's ok n these help so much I hope you know please do know this
Are you ok and yes that's how I feel everyday and it's so so hard to stop it feels like I'm drowning in the bottom of the ocean but thanks for making this video
vent warning¿?¿ uhhgh ok, this felt just...so personal haha. the last couple of days i've been getting in a lot of arguments with my mom, usually she would start yellling at me for the smallest things and i would ignore her. but yesterday she used the card "blame your child for all the problems in your life" and told me "I have a chronic illness and you are always so inconsiderate, if i were to die tomorrow it will be your fault." damn, that really hurt me. i always try to be the perfect daughter, and i always have in mind her health too, no one cares about her as much as i do. but it looks like it's never enough, and every single time we fight she has to put her sickness in the conversation. i know. i know you are sick, i take care of you since i was 7. i'm 17 now, and i still do. and it is my fault now? sweet i'm so sorry, i needed someone to vent lol and thanks for the audio today, i feel like crying my ass out BAKDBDJBFFJ luvya 🤍 (edit: i've just listened to the "you are a good daughter" part and god i cannot stop crying, this reallly hit home aaaAa shit ok i gotta focus NSNDND yami be my friend i want to comfort u too)
Hey my dear! I'm so sorry to hear that ! :( If you need someone to vent to ⟟ can give you my discord or snapchat! I'm always here 4you and ⟟ will lisen to your problems ! I'm proud of you , have a good night or day
@@cherry659 my god, you're so sweet! i'm doing a little bit better right now, thank you so much for the kind words 💕 i really hope you have a good day/night too, and again thanks for being such a safe space for others, i'm here for you too if u need to talk
Like let me tell you that you are such a good heart and i realy dont know how to Tell you how much im i very thankful to you and keep going because you are precious for every single subscriber here love you sooo much have a good days🎀
I needed this yami I can't stop crying because my bestie went to the hospital 🥺 and she's couldn't breathe 😭 I literally thought I was gonna lose her 💔😭😭😭😭😭
Sometimes I feel like crying but I keep going but it’s hard because it’s like I’m acting cause i usually put on a smile to make other people happy and don’t get me wrong I love to make people happy and sometimes it make me happy doing it but it’s hard to be strong cause all of my friend think I have a great life but i don’t I will always try my best hope you have a great day and take care of yourself Ps.sorry for venting 💕✨
I’m just trying to seek comfort. I’m thinking about doing it again after 4 years (almost) of staying clean and I’m just panicking and crying trying to stop all this intrusive thoughts.
my is this so true tho😭 expect my mom doesn’t have cancer but i did relapse bc of her. and it was on my thighs and i was 5 months clean until yesterday😭 bruh
I recently changed schools, it wasn’t my choice it was my moms so I had to leave my friends behind again, I’ve changed schools so many times all because my mom wanted me to. I had to leave so many of my friends because of her, the new school is putting me in so much pressure, it’s one of the best schools where I live so I really have to be so hard on myself so I started Sh again. I was 7 months clean and it all went down the drain again
A year ago, I tried to hurt myself due to the pressure of studying and preparing for university. Now, I am not attending university and trying to pursue my passion. I feel guilty towards my parents for not becoming the person they wanted me to be. Throughout my academic journey, I didn't study for myself but rather for them. I truly don't know who I am as a person, apart from this damn passion. Now I can try and hope to earn money from it. I have attempted suicide and now I am deteriorating myself. I am 19 years old and weigh 32 kilograms, suffering from malnutrition, which almost killed me when I was 4 years old. A day for me starts at 3-4 in the morning, skipping breakfast and lunch, only eating dinner, drinking little water, and being physically inactive. I constantly sit in front of a computer, trying to hone my passion. I am introverted, negative, and naturally, many people worry about me and say encouraging words like the video host did. But honestly, I don't understand why I can't keep those comforting words in my mind instead of self-blaming ones that are negative. Perhaps I don't deserve to receive such things? I can become better like those who are striving here, but why do I keep sinking into negativity like this? I truly am a terrible version of myself. P/s : I don't even know why I'm commenting like this now, maybe seeking sympathy? Anyway, I've just started listening to videos like this and it does provide some relief. Despite the seemingly foolish and negative words above, I am still alive and continuing to live. Thank you for the video and for those who have read this entire comment 💀
Foud this vid again bc i needed it at the moment :3 ty yami anyway Itty bitty vent bc i can :3 . . . Yami: " on your thighs? " The scars and other things on my shoulders,wrists,thighs and ankles: hi there:3❤ Anyway yami you are such gorgeous human being ❤ luv ya ❤❤
I'm back here again because I'm so close to ending it all everyone says to not do it and there worried but that makes me want to do it more I don't know what to do
Hiiiiii yamiiiiiiiii we gotta draw btw I-I love you too 😶😳☺️ anyway umm thank you for these videos and support and overall Thank you for your existence sooo yeah...Have a good day, night,evening,morning you're LOVED and stay hydrated 👍👍
"No one deserves to be hurt, specially not my precious baby"
AAAAAA! JUST MARRY ME ALREADY!❤️🛐
Yami: im proud of you!!!
Me: sooo..rememberi said i cant physically cry anymore? WELL SURPRI-
I'm crying in the school bathroom because I found this after it happened
hey It's okay love it's okay
I am proud of you okay?
things will be okay
@@EthernalYami this is rlly sweet even tho it was not said to me
@@EthernalYami 😭😭😭😭😭
Im crying rn- damn this hit close to home. I used to SH (almost a year clean), usually on my thighs. This has honestly brought me more cpmfort than anyone who knows about my past and or scars. Thank you for creating this, and to everyone who's reading this: you are going to be okay. I love you, stay strong!
(hug you tight)
you are gorgeous
@@EthernalYami daddy hug me pls me scared 😭😭😭😭😭
4:12 the lil vibrato in that _okAyYy_ makes me so happy☺️
I'm very sorry to anyone who does self harm but just know you're a very beautiful/handsome human being to be hurting yourself, please try and get help cause you matter. I love you and remember that if you need someone to talk to I'll be here if you need me, take care of yourself the best you can. Mwah, have a good day 💖💞
Awww 🥰
Aaaaaaw thank you that ment a lot to me💖💖 have a good day to🥰
Thankyou.. I needed that ❤️🩹
Thank you💜
Thanks ☺️
Everyone: helping others being supportive
Me: trying not to make dark jokes as a coping
Edit: YOU GOT ME ICE-CREAM!!! NEW FAVOURITE PERSON!!!
❤️ I WUV YOU ❤️
anything for you
GEICO APPROVES🦎!!
-Remember fifteen minutes could save you 15% or more on car insurance
-Remember to eat, stay hydrated and to not overwork yourself.
Yami: where is it? On your thighs?
Me: HOW THE FUC-
cause same
THE GHE "MY LOVE AT THE BEGINNING"
IIIIIIII II I I I I I. I I I I II I I I I I. II I .......
SCREAMS /POS?????
cute
I started starving myself in fourth grade, in fifth I started recovering, in seventh I started cutting off circulation, and going into eighth cutting myself. This audio means so much. Thank you for the words of care. To anyone else struggling, I and many others love you❤️❤️❤️ keep going
always my love I am proud of you
@@EthernalYami this is rlly sweet even tho was not said to me
I'm proud of you ml 😁💗
I don't SH, I never have, and I haven't had the thought before. So, why am I here? I came here SOLELY to see the beautiful community of people here who were sharing thier stories, and the people who were comforting them. Gorgeous 💜
awe thank you so much
:)
Shark tank? Who told you!?
Also you got us ice cream!!
I have been clear of any attempts for a long time now but lately the urges have gotten stronger. My anxiety has been really bad too. I'm scared that I'll fall into old habits again. I don't know what to do anymore.
So thank you so much for the video Yami, I love you, take care 💖💖💖
You’ll be ok I believe in you and I know I don’t know but you are loved by all your friends and by me and if I was there would right now I would give you a hug ☺️☺️❤️
@@galaxywolf2245 thank you so much ❤🫂
I haven't self harmed yet but I had the thought today, I had my first day of school today and I heard my old teacher's voice for the first time since summer started and I almost had a panic attack twice because of it.
The comments at the end of the video hit a little too close to home for comfort. Thank you
hi sweetheart, you are worth so much. please don’t hurt yourself. you do not deserve that pain. it truly does get better. hope ur okay darling
,,you were clean for so long.”
it’s been only two days…
Been clean for 12 hours
20 min
you have summoned me
anime quote of today
"Me? A liar? That’s almost hurtful. I just don’t feel like telling the whole truth.”
~ William Macbeth (Blood blockade battlefront)
Dang I see you everywhere
@@Luna-nz3ev hmm no you don't 👀
@@_Maya. yea I do👀
"we're is it? On your thighs?"
Me: omfg, how did you find out?!
same that's how
@@EthernalYami oh... I'm sorry ml
I really needed this, I've been struggling for the past week. A little backstory on me, my family are hard core christan's, I never wanted to be one, I never wanted to be like them. I am part of the lgbtq+ community I've been hiding that fact for more than 2 years now. But the more that I wait till I'm able to leave, the more I hear their remarks about the community. Half the time I'm locked in my room curled up in my bed because I'm too scared to go out and talk to my parents or brothers. Thank you for what you do yami! You help so many people, and you work so hard to help them through videos like this one.
🤍🤍🤍
I feel so bad for you I'm bi and haven't came out to anyone except my closest BFFs they support me sending you love
hiii, I hope ur doing better now. Im Christian but I'm not gonna try to force it on you I just want you to know that Jesus loves you so much still. and I love you❤️
idk how many times i've said this but thank you for existing, yami.
This reminds me of when I was younger. I would pick my skin and pull my lashes when I was anxious. My parents wanted me to tell them what was happening but it was the way they did it that made me want to cry. My friends were sweet and this reminds me of our interactions with them. But to anyone else who relates to this I hope your better now. Thank you Yami
i needed this so bad, I cried so fucking hard. and im struggling i've struggled with sh since i was not even in 6th grade. Im fighting so hard, Thank you Yami thank you for making me feel loved and that someone cares. i truly am glad i randomly found this channel.
i cried so hard aswell and im in 6th grade and aswell
School has been causing me to sh and life’s been really hard lately thank you for marking this it really helps
"on your thighs?"
STOP WHERE ARE THE CAMERAS
I like my cameras
Relapsing after being two years clean is shit... It's even more painful when you realized that you WANTED to do it
Ending feels like home☀
When he asked me to show my thighs I literally started shouting/whispering :
*NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH CUT THE CAMERAS*
can't do that sorry
Omg me too, like how do they always know, ALWAYS
You did this really great even tho it is a sensitive topic. It‘s great how you are helping people with this. I hope you are alright and taking care of yourself💕💕 love u
as some who sh for 3 year the stop for 10 years. and just started doing it again becaues of stress of being a mom of 2 two old twin and a three year and a 14 year. and my mom alway blame me for what goes worng any any of my family . this help a lot and thak for your work
"you look like you've seen a ghost"
Oh trust me man. I have
where?
@@EthernalYami I currently have multiple that peek up around my room, but I have also seen one late at night near a freeway with my mom (she saw it too)
the swelling went away and i have a lil pain but it’s going away slowly.but i’m getting better.
Found this after I did it for the first time today and now I’m crying. Thank you for this, and for your lovely message at the end. It really helped. A lot.
This is the first time I’ve nearly cried watching one of these videos. The message at the end caught me off guard. I wasn’t expecting it to hit me right where I needed it. Thank you ❤
Yesterday I relapsed. After 2 months. And to not make it visible to my parents who get angry at that, I did it on the side of my body below the ribs. It hurts with every movement and I regret it. This audio gave me hope. Your encouraging words made me ball up so much.
Love you Yami
I'm so sorry to hear that love....I hope your doing better soon :( remember you loved have ⏃ good night or day
third i hope, thank you so much yami even thought i dont know you in real life and stuff like that these kinda audios are really comforting to me
I literally cried while listening to this i really needed this so much... I have been stressed at school and i am really grateful for this audio to exist. Thank you so much Yami. The end of the audio was all the words that i needed, im so sorry if im being too dramatic. Again thank you yami ❤️
I promised to my gf I would try to not self harm for 2 months. It has just passed 1, and it has been so difficult, I don't really know if I'm gonna survive... my mom doesn't really makes it any easier either, she loves yelling at me and blaming me for everything
Anyways.. great audio, it really helped me ♡
heyy ml, I just wanted you to know I'm proud of you. I hope ur doing better now ❤
Thank you. You always seem to post the right things when I need them🖤thank you
I try my best too
This really helped me😊 again, as usual!
You're amazing Yami, keep up the good work and don't forget to stay healthy and hydrated ✨❤🥺👏
Ok I actually just finished watching it and damn I can relate, like my mom actually almost told me that she can die bc if me and like, are relationship isn't the best tbh sooo.. This really really actually helped me to stop thinking I'm a disappointment and a mistake 🥺 thank you Yami! ❤
Thank you for this yami!!💗💗
To be honest I was avoiding this audio but rn feel like sh... And I can't sleep so here I am! After all I feel the comfort you always put in your audios Yami I know I am always saying the same things but I am so thankful for them, for you!! you have no idea how many times you have saved me and help me, not just me but so many people just wish you can have all the good things you deserve in life, thank you!💟💟💟
u pick the best thumbnailllsss OOOOAAAAHHHH
the way that this helped me with my intrusive thoughts today... i don't have enough words to thank u for that
take care of yourself that's enough for me
i really needed this. i don’t have many people in my life that help me or anything, i mean no one has to but i wish someone would. i’ve been clean for 2 months but i didn’t make it, i am clean for 1 week and it is hard but i am trying my hardest and i will make it, i hope. i love you, thank u
I almost lost it today. I think it’s been about three months(give or take some time) and I’m trying so hard but I’m so tired of trying and I swear this is what kept me from losing those 3 months. Thank you for giving your time, your effort, and your true emotion to helping people. You deserve the world.❤️
so do you
you deserve the world
Him:*talking*
Meanwhile..
Me:*balling my eyes out* 😭
So comforting
I just need to say is thank you for making this video, and your not alone. New Sub 😊😊😊
It was the “kitten” for me I loved it ❤
him: what do you want to watch
Me: shark tales
Him: shark tank
Also me: wtf
close enough
I relapsed just a few days ago..
There are a lot of things going on with me health wise but I don’t know why and it’s really stressing me out.
In my Sunday School class we were talking about showing love to other people but then some of the people were laughing at me and making fun of me with nobody doing anything about it. I just felt like they’re the biggest hypocrites I know.
And then this audio hit me like a truck because my mom always compares me to my friends, calls me fat and lazy, says I’m wasting my life, and then she forces me to eat. I get so nauseous when I eat though so I can only eat dinner and eating breakfast and lunch makes me so sick I don’t know what to do.
My sh scars were white and I went on the boat and my sister saw them and she’s mocking me a lot now. She’s so abusive physically and verbally and I just wish she would stop.
My friends are all replacing me as well left and right.
I just had a big breakdown this morning trying so hard to console myself, staring in the mirror and it just broke me. I don’t know what to do anymore, I just want someone to love me and hug me.
I love you though Yami. Your voice is so sweet and calming and you hep me so much. I just wish you were in my life
hiii ml, I'm so sorry that u were made fun of that's really terrible. I hope ur doing better now, I'm proud of you😁 and here's a virtual hug🫂 you matter and ur feelings matter okay? love uuu❤
im glad to find a video that isnt just wrist selfharm. im 1 month and 14 days clean !!
Thank you, we relapsed tonight and really needed this
stay strong
I have a shirt signed by Brett and Wayne from shark tank!
I lost my streak today I just can’t take all the pain this world is
Thank you sooo much for this video this is what I just needed. I hope you‘re alright❤
I really really needed this, thanks yami for this 💕
I've been through self harm I still do it and I hate it I've been hurting my friend cause he nows and the first time he found out it was at school and I made him break down into full on sobs in front of everyone at school and I was already crying before cause something happened but I still do it without him knowing and I just hope he doesn't find out I don't want to hear or see him cry that hard again in front of everyone 😭
needed this fr i coulf feel a relapse coming on🙏🙏 thank you king
stay strong my love
i’m present.
My dad called me a mistake he never wanted me. I have been through a lot. i didn't ask to be hurt emotionally. After a while, i felt numb, so i started self harming just so I could feel something. I am trying to stop every day. is a struggle.
Almost ended it today. *totally feelin great*
don’t know how he knew it was the thighs but he did 🫶🏻
Since ive been doing SH for a long time (i think) and it hurts me but i still do it and i was like 1 or 2 days clean but a few weeks ago i SH again and it truly is really hurting me but i cant stop so this helped me thankyou yami for this audio (sorry for rambling)
I’m getting a new teddy bear and naming it KitKat🥰 thank u for the video Yami I needed that
awe enjoy hope you like em
@@EthernalYami i have two plushies and their new names are kitkat and mr fluffles
THATS ADORABLE
I relapsed after being clean for 3 weeks and I feel really guilty for it because the last time me and my friend had done it and she was like "damn 40 is a lot" and everyone kept saying it was and the cuts just healed and now i have 2 times more than 40.. And they really hurt and I don't want any of my friends or family to find out.
You are an angel I hope you know this
This helped me so much because i was just listing to music and this turned on and I looked at my arm and asked myself what did I do and as I kept listening I started to cry more and more I love you videos they make me feel like I am not alone and you made me cry so much my hole pillow was soaked
Yami: * video playing*
Me: *silently crying my eyes out becouse my house isnt soundproof*
Khol's add randomly starts playing
Me: *Sniffles* Khol's Wtf
(a year later edit): AHHHHHHHHH *to gay to function and just dies* Bruh fr i love your audios sm they helped me through alot and i'm doing so much better now! To all you badass people in the comments i wish you all the best and lost of love. *i had an jojo siwa transformation fr tho cause of this ish*
Ok I can’t be the only person who doesn’t understand emotions because I really wanted to cry when he told me he was proud of me but I couldn’t my body automatically stops me 😀 idk if I’m crazy or if that’s normal ALSO YOUR AWESOME YOUR AMAZING AND I HOPE YOU NEVER FELL USELESS
oh that's normal it's probably due to your upbringing being told to be strong and not to feel
DISCLAIMER IT IS OK TO CRY
my best friends took away my blades.
i am going insane rn but ik it’s for the best that i don’t have access to them.
I CAN'T WITH THE PETNANES
13 min mark i cried oh my god holy shit i love you :(
Hey Yami! Thanks for this... I recently broke down due to the stress of my exams so yea- but I’m really sorry to anyone who self harms, just know that you all are so pretty/handsome and don’t worry, you are SLAYING! Anyways, have a great day ahead and reminder to get enough rest and stay hydrated
you're being strong
we've got you
I needed this omg I needed this cuddled up to hello kitty stuffies this helps me feel better thank you so much please know this thank you some of us don't have anyone to say it's ok n these help so much I hope you know please do know this
Your videos never fail😭😭😭
Are you ok and yes that's how I feel everyday and it's so so hard to stop it feels like I'm drowning in the bottom of the ocean but thanks for making this video
vent warning¿?¿
uhhgh ok, this felt just...so personal haha. the last couple of days i've been getting in a lot of arguments with my mom, usually she would start yellling at me for the smallest things and i would ignore her. but yesterday she used the card "blame your child for all the problems in your life" and told me "I have a chronic illness and you are always so inconsiderate, if i were to die tomorrow it will be your fault."
damn, that really hurt me. i always try to be the perfect daughter, and i always have in mind her health too, no one cares about her as much as i do.
but it looks like it's never enough, and every single time we fight she has to put her sickness in the conversation. i know. i know you are sick, i take care of you since i was 7. i'm 17 now, and i still do. and it is my fault now? sweet
i'm so sorry, i needed someone to vent lol
and thanks for the audio today, i feel like crying my ass out BAKDBDJBFFJ luvya 🤍
(edit: i've just listened to the "you are a good daughter" part and god i cannot stop crying, this reallly hit home aaaAa shit ok i gotta focus NSNDND yami be my friend i want to comfort u too)
Hey my dear! I'm so sorry to hear that ! :(
If you need someone to vent to ⟟ can give you my discord or snapchat! I'm always here 4you and ⟟ will lisen to your problems ! I'm proud of you , have a good night or day
@@cherry659 my god, you're so sweet! i'm doing a little bit better right now, thank you so much for the kind words 💕 i really hope you have a good day/night too, and again thanks for being such a safe space for others, i'm here for you too if u need to talk
@@melonhost no need to thank me! If you wannt someone to vent to ⟟ will give you my discord or snap if you wannt just tell me love
stop bcz I was watching this curled up under my blankets with a teddy with me 😀
cute
BRO SAME WHAT
@@hershey777 It’s never the same without the teddy 😩
I WON THE ROCK PAPER SCISSOR!!!!
why tf did that make me so happy lol
LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
@@EthernalYami 😂😂😂
Like let me tell you that you are such a good heart and i realy dont know how to Tell you how much im i very thankful to you and keep going because you are precious for every single subscriber here love you sooo much have a good days🎀
I needed this yami I can't stop crying because my bestie went to the hospital 🥺 and she's couldn't breathe 😭 I literally thought I was gonna lose her 💔😭😭😭😭😭
Omg I'm sorry to hear that sweetie!! Is she doing better now? :(
thank you so much i need that i just sh after 5 months
I’ve been clean for about two months but I relapsed
Sometimes I feel like crying but I keep going but it’s hard because it’s like I’m acting cause i usually put on a smile to make other people happy and don’t get me wrong I love to make people happy and sometimes it make me happy doing it but it’s hard to be strong cause all of my friend think I have a great life but i don’t I will always try my best hope you have a great day and take care of yourself
Ps.sorry for venting 💕✨
you're always free to vent
I love you yami 🥺
you too
I won the rock, paper, scissors but I’m going to subscribe anyway🥰🥰🥰
I’m just trying to seek comfort. I’m thinking about doing it again after 4 years (almost) of staying clean and I’m just panicking and crying trying to stop all this intrusive thoughts.
Most of the times in audios like these. Sh is always said to be on the wrists. so, it saying the sh was on the thighs hit hard on a personal level😭
my is this so true tho😭 expect my mom doesn’t have cancer but i did relapse bc of her. and it was on my thighs and i was 5 months clean until yesterday😭 bruh
Down on all fours I love this sm
relapsed, unfortunately,, but this was nice. it helped,, thanks
I recently changed schools, it wasn’t my choice it was my moms so I had to leave my friends behind again, I’ve changed schools so many times all because my mom wanted me to. I had to leave so many of my friends because of her, the new school is putting me in so much pressure, it’s one of the best schools where I live so I really have to be so hard on myself so I started Sh again. I was 7 months clean and it all went down the drain again
Did you just teleport from the kitchen to the living room?! You scared the hell out of me
yes OwO
@@EthernalYami it may have scared quite a bit but I'm really easy to scrae so that's on me
A year ago, I tried to hurt myself due to the pressure of studying and preparing for university. Now, I am not attending university and trying to pursue my passion. I feel guilty towards my parents for not becoming the person they wanted me to be. Throughout my academic journey, I didn't study for myself but rather for them. I truly don't know who I am as a person, apart from this damn passion. Now I can try and hope to earn money from it. I have attempted suicide and now I am deteriorating myself. I am 19 years old and weigh 32 kilograms, suffering from malnutrition, which almost killed me when I was 4 years old. A day for me starts at 3-4 in the morning, skipping breakfast and lunch, only eating dinner, drinking little water, and being physically inactive. I constantly sit in front of a computer, trying to hone my passion. I am introverted, negative, and naturally, many people worry about me and say encouraging words like the video host did. But honestly, I don't understand why I can't keep those comforting words in my mind instead of self-blaming ones that are negative. Perhaps I don't deserve to receive such things? I can become better like those who are striving here, but why do I keep sinking into negativity like this? I truly am a terrible version of myself.
P/s : I don't even know why I'm commenting like this now, maybe seeking sympathy? Anyway, I've just started listening to videos like this and it does provide some relief. Despite the seemingly foolish and negative words above, I am still alive and continuing to live. Thank you for the video and for those who have read this entire comment 💀
Foud this vid again bc i needed it at the moment :3 ty yami anyway Itty bitty vent bc i can :3
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Yami: " on your thighs? "
The scars and other things on my shoulders,wrists,thighs and ankles: hi there:3❤
Anyway yami you are such gorgeous human being ❤ luv ya ❤❤
I'm back here again because I'm so close to ending it all everyone says to not do it and there worried but that makes me want to do it more I don't know what to do
Mr. fluffles 🫶♥️
My early squad/ganggg
I hope you are all doing oki
Hii!
hey
TW;
Does anyone know how to get rid of dry blood on your arm?
No but are you ok?
@@btsarmy-dk6bq yeah I just relapsed a coulple nights ago lol
hope ur okay sweetheart:/
I wish
Warm water? Soap? Try it sweetheart, take care
Hiiiiii yamiiiiiiiii we gotta draw btw I-I love you too 😶😳☺️ anyway umm thank you for these videos and support and overall Thank you for your existence sooo yeah...Have a good day, night,evening,morning you're LOVED and stay hydrated 👍👍
you too
Thankings you ☺️