Finally Telling MY Story...

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  • @Treesah0416
    @Treesah0416 Před 2 lety +7359

    You should write a book called “Letters to Landon” and write your story but in the traumatic times with him, sometimes it’s easier to write a letter to them directly in what they did, the impact and then letting it go. Im proud of you that you’ve gotten to where you are today. You will help so many people…so many teen moms that can relate.
    I, too, was a teen mom whom dealt with insecurities, typical teen selfishness (bc I was still a teen but have forgiven myself for behavior of a selfish teen), mental/emotional/physical abuse that I felt I could not tell anyone because the fear of everyone hating my bf…my sons father. When they found out, they did hate him but it was bc they love me and I finally see that. The journey of journaling saved my life.

    • @rachael5883
      @rachael5883 Před 2 lety +45

      Definitely!

    • @floppyferrucci
      @floppyferrucci Před 2 lety +127

      Yes!!! "Letters to Landon" is a great name for a book. You should totally write a book!

    • @ashleymolitor1946
      @ashleymolitor1946 Před 2 lety +58

      I 100% feel this. Last year I broke up with my highschool boyfriend. We got pregnant at 16&17 and went onto having 3 more kids. He was abusive on many levels and the relationship was very traumatizing for me and our kids. It took me EIGHT YEARS to realize I needed to leave. It's so easy to get wrapped up in protecting your abuser because you love them. But that is not what love should be. I've met an amazing man that is slowly healing my heart and my children's hearts, and is showing us what healthy love is. We are on a road to recovery from our trauma and I pray the same for anyone else in this position ❤

    • @abbyhearn6783
      @abbyhearn6783 Před 2 lety +30

      LETTERS TO LANDON YESSSSS

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety +1

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

  • @imdrawingablank17
    @imdrawingablank17 Před 2 lety +6692

    Unless you’ve known an addict you don’t know how drastically different they are on vs off drugs. Proud of you for sharing your story cam❤️

    • @Sarah-hn4dd
      @Sarah-hn4dd Před 2 lety +16

      This is so true !!

    • @TheChanFam
      @TheChanFam Před 2 lety +8

      100%

    • @Paigeybear18
      @Paigeybear18 Před 2 lety +23

      Agreed. I was friends with my dads girlfriends niece who was addicted to heroine. She was clean when I met her when she was freshly out of rehab but that did stay like that too long. Before she knew it she was drinking and using sex as a vice. Her year anniversary of sobriety I didn’t know until after we had a party and I bought her a cake. She was drunk the whole time

    • @asc8308
      @asc8308 Před 2 lety +27

      As the daughter of an addict i agree so much. There was so much guilt I felt around his addiction and I didn’t tell anybody about it until I was 27. Although it had always affected me mentally I felt like I had to keep his secret so everybody could keep the image he displayed to the outside world. Nobody wants to know about the nice fun person being demeaning, angry and neglectful when the doors closed and they have done drugs.

    • @imdrawingablank17
      @imdrawingablank17 Před 2 lety +7

      @@asc8308 yep my father and my step dad were both addicts, and thankfully both sober now. It’s hard dealing with the pain they caused and seeing them being the kind people they really are.

  • @rebelrebelcameron9382
    @rebelrebelcameron9382 Před 2 lety +2408

    60 year old grandma here who stumbled on your channel about 3 months before you lost your husband; everything aside I feel compelled to tell you how brave you are, how composed you are and how proud I am of you. You have been through more than a young person should ever go through but you have come out strong and we are here for you.

  • @kellylyncottrell6191
    @kellylyncottrell6191 Před 2 lety +1276

    You don't realize it now, but these videos will definitely help Coco and Delilah deal with the loss later as they learn everything and have to go through the loss of their dad 😭

    • @strxberrycow5273
      @strxberrycow5273 Před 2 lety +3

      Please report the bot comment

    • @taylorm1997
      @taylorm1997 Před 8 měsíci +1

      No honestly I feel like all of this should’ve been kept in private and the way these girls will figure it out is a really fucked up way

    • @kellylyncottrell6191
      @kellylyncottrell6191 Před 8 měsíci +1

      @@taylorm1997 I'm sure Camryn will tell them when they're old enough to understand. That's what she said. I'm saying being able to see their dad and hear his voice because some people don't have videos like Cam to remember their parents voice they just have that memory.

    • @Cat-xf8np
      @Cat-xf8np Před 11 dny

      @@taylorm1997the girls aren’t allowed much screen time at all anyway so it’s not an issue and cam tries to answer their questions the best they can for children to understand

  • @kylies2948
    @kylies2948 Před 2 lety +2935

    the fact that you recognize maybe you weren't the best person, is what matters. Thats something so many people cant do. from one teen mom to another ,your doing great and the best you can for your girls. Keep your crown up okay Queen?

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety +2

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety +1

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

    • @juannaskyle8177
      @juannaskyle8177 Před 2 lety +10

      @@pinki2568 yeah right where is it? And what's the topic tell me how it's better than his

    • @juannaskyle8177
      @juannaskyle8177 Před 2 lety +3

      *this

    • @fluffyducky8953
      @fluffyducky8953 Před 2 lety +7

      @@pinki2568 like bro she litterally had a lost get ur act together and grow up

  • @lex1fy
    @lex1fy Před 2 lety +538

    “i knew better but i didnt think of myself that highly in order to hold myself to better standards”
    you put into words exactly something i’ve always felt but never processed or put into words. thank you for this video cam

  • @jliberatore6488
    @jliberatore6488 Před 2 lety +483

    As someone who watched her dad suffer with mental illness and lost him young, I can say telling both Landon’s story and your own will one day be healing for the girls. They’ll have questions and they’ll be able to approach the answers at their own pace in a way they feel comfortable with. My dad wrote his story of depression, trauma, alcoholism, and other addiction down in various ways and so I can safely say you are giving the girls one of the best gifts you can for all three of you. You are amazing and should be so proud of yourself and your strength for doing this

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

    • @missyterry9930
      @missyterry9930 Před 2 lety +4

      @J Liberatore I’m so sorry you had to go through that, I hope you have some good memories of your father and it wasn’t all bad. My dad was an alcoholic pretty much my entire life though he was never violent it was still hard to see every day, and my mom being addicted to Xanax big time (eventually she OD’d on it) it really is hard to see people you care about doing that to themselves, healing definitely takes time. I hope you are doing okay after what you went through ♥️

    • @jliberatore6488
      @jliberatore6488 Před 2 lety +5

      @@missyterry9930 it’s a tough life. He was sober and in AA by the time I was born but being able to piece together the how why when etc of his life at my own pace to really process and understand things has been amazing. I have a lot of good memories with him. It’s all convinced me to write my own story like Cam is doing because hard topics are important to have but when it’s your own kids hearing your baggage it should be at a pace they control and done in a way they feel comfortable with.

    • @missyterry9930
      @missyterry9930 Před 2 lety

      @@jliberatore6488 very well said

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

  • @sleepysloth217
    @sleepysloth217 Před 2 lety +655

    You are literally so strong, Cam. You’re the best mother, daughter, sister, and friend ever. You are amazing and have made an impacted everyone’s life around you.

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

    • @Nyancat15cube
      @Nyancat15cube Před 2 lety +1

      As she has fake tears so strong

    • @anine7212
      @anine7212 Před 2 lety +14

      @@Nyancat15cube Why the hell are you hating on her so much? I’ve seen your comments, and I’m absolutely disgusted…

    • @Nyancat15cube
      @Nyancat15cube Před 2 lety +1

      Im just not a easy critic

    • @Nyancat15cube
      @Nyancat15cube Před 2 lety

      And um not a stan

  • @berrybliss8184
    @berrybliss8184 Před 2 lety +329

    I cant imagine how hard it is to be in this situation so young with 2 children and already been married. The fact your still making content for us all too. You guys will always have a place in my heart 🥰❤️

  • @alannagrenier2342
    @alannagrenier2342 Před 2 lety +689

    So proud of you can for coming out to the world and being so brave. You go girl

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

    • @Nyancat15cube
      @Nyancat15cube Před 2 lety +1

      Actually just 100,000

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety +1

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

  • @kylaliz
    @kylaliz Před 2 lety +544

    i can’t imagine how hard it was for both of you to go through something like that, im so glad you’re opening up. people could use some advice from you & know you’re helping others around the world!❤️❤️❤️ you’re not making him the bad guy, you’re telling your story.

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

    • @vrtualvamp_
      @vrtualvamp_ Před 2 lety +4

      @@pinki2568 bro wth. You don't comment stuff like that on a video where shes talking about her life and how her & her husband were having a rough time. That's so disrespectful and rude.

    • @Brooklynn421
      @Brooklynn421 Před 2 lety +1

      Yes definitely and he will be so proud of her for telling her story

    • @Luckyou1
      @Luckyou1 Před 2 lety +1

      @@pinki2568 are you serious NO-ONE likes your videos! 🤣

  • @jessicasutton1532
    @jessicasutton1532 Před 2 lety +63

    landon’s story really was an eye opener for me. made me realize the repercussions of my potential actions. thank you for sharing

  • @3mberXx
    @3mberXx Před 2 lety +68

    I’m so proud of you cam! I remember watching the “taking my baby to school” 3 years ago I’ve watched you since then on your so kind and so incredibly strong i struggle with mental illness and an e.d from a young age and you were always there for me, love you stay strong

  • @GenuinelyDontknowwhattoputhere

    I honestly have so much respect for this family, like not even words can explain, Cam ur so amazing and inspiring ur such a good mom to ur kids, Landon will be so proud of you, u’ve come so far, Landon and you all will always be in our hearts, your absolutely awesome cam!

    • @missyterry9930
      @missyterry9930 Před 2 lety +3

      @@pesadafara1639 stop spamming every freaking comment, it’s bad enough to be like this but to do it on a video like this is disgusting

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

  • @AuntieStephInAZ
    @AuntieStephInAZ Před 2 lety +576

    As a now 36 year old Mom, who was also pregnant at 16, I can attest to the strength and focus it's taken you to self reflect.
    I did not lose my husband, we have been married since I was 17, but I lost myself for a long while. I didn't really fit in anywhere in the Wife or Mom world, but I made my own path.
    I have much enjoyed watching you grow, blossom, and come into this new season with true strength and courage. I admire you. You are an amazing Mother, and I'm so proud of you!

    • @anchoredlotustarot3039
      @anchoredlotustarot3039 Před 2 lety +3

      Same ❤️❤️❤️

    • @ryanm7249
      @ryanm7249 Před 2 lety +9

      @@pesadafara1639 stop replying to every comment with this crap. It has been reported!

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

    • @tammiRue02
      @tammiRue02 Před 2 lety +5

      @@ryanm7249 it’s a bot so you really can’t reason with it so reporting is the only thing you can do. It is so annoying tho so I get it.

  • @makenaquandt2538
    @makenaquandt2538 Před 2 lety +62

    I remember when Coco was six months old and just starting to try solid food, and now she’s a whole walking and talking person and DD is huge! It feels like just yesterday that she was born! You’ve come such a long way and everyone is so proud of you

  • @reylatable
    @reylatable Před 2 lety +95

    Camryn you’re one heck of a strong woman , a fantastic mom and a beautiful soul. I would love to read your story but, more than that even if you never publish it, I’d be happy that writing it out can help you in your healing process . Much love to you and your beautiful girls from Dominican Republic ❤️

  • @faithstedman2886
    @faithstedman2886 Před 2 lety +31

    You're doing such a great job with your kids I love watching them just play and have fun. So proud of you for being so brave to tell your story 🥺💛

  • @kerry4525
    @kerry4525 Před 2 lety +36

    you’re a huge inspiration to me. you’re extremely mature and such a pure soul. i thrive to be like you one day. thank you for sharing your story!

  • @danielamorones9153
    @danielamorones9153 Před 2 lety +36

    Your videos have a unique effect on me, just 5 min in as you started writing I started thinking about some dark times in my life, I started crying and decided to take your lead and go write. I just spend the last hour writing till my hand hurt. I’m back to watching the video now, but thank you for being this vulnerable and sharing this content. I don’t think I’ve ever related or felt more moved by any other creator.
    Hope you see this, you deserve to know the effect you have on people :)

  • @raquellambropoulos279
    @raquellambropoulos279 Před 2 lety +420

    I'm 51. I not only was involved with an addict for 20 yrs. I became an addict myself. I know the life you experienced. I know the secrets that you kept because I did it too. But I wasn't 14 or 16 I was an adult. I found recovery and I am 17 yrs clean from those demons but it is something I still have to work on daily. This is going to be healthy and healing for you as well as freedom from the demons as well as helping others too .

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

    • @ryanm7249
      @ryanm7249 Před 2 lety +10

      Congratulations on recovering and being 17 years clean. Stay strong!

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

    • @beepbeepimasheep7362
      @beepbeepimasheep7362 Před 2 lety +5

      Congrats on quitting!!! 17 years clean! So happy for you

  • @heathervanos8975
    @heathervanos8975 Před 2 lety +17

    Your girl's squeals and giggles of delight on the swings were so precious!

  • @savannaburgess9268
    @savannaburgess9268 Před 2 lety +604

    I have been watching you since you got pregnant with your first daughter. Shortly after I was watching all your videos trying to get answers on what my life was going to look like as a teen mom. You have helped me so much throughout the years and it its almost like you've helped me grow along the way. I wish you nothing but happiness girly ❣️

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety +2

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

    • @_littlearts
      @_littlearts Před 2 lety +12

      @@pinki2568 the fact that you have to say this to an amazing person, keep your thoughts to yourself please

    • @gracieridley421
      @gracieridley421 Před 2 lety

      @@pinki2568 you are so men you don't know what thay have been going through
      You are the loser
      You just are are doing this to make your self feel better about you
      Everybody,s story is different. So just be nice please
      She didn't do anything to you
      We love you camely

    • @gracieridley421
      @gracieridley421 Před 2 lety

      @@_littlearts y do people need to be so mean????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!...

    • @zaptorzim
      @zaptorzim Před rokem

      @@gracieridley421 they replied to another person not the commenter

  • @laneyjane4353
    @laneyjane4353 Před 2 lety +18

    coco’s imagination is the sweetest thing. when she was making the birthday cake in the sand i couldn’t help but smile. she is the cutest and such a smart little girly! thank you for sharing these memories with all of us :)

  • @t0xykat
    @t0xykat Před 2 lety +40

    It’s actually really beautiful to see the way you are now compared to the way you were before and see the person youve become

  • @charitycrosthwait5vuge
    @charitycrosthwait5vuge Před 2 lety +31

    Cam you are so strong. I came here when i was 13 and trying to raise my siblings and seeing how strong you are makes me see so much more then what i thot was not so thank you

  • @charlottewhiteley4819
    @charlottewhiteley4819 Před 2 lety +42

    you've come so far cam, so proud of you and you should be proud too 💖💖

  • @michaelconnolly7408
    @michaelconnolly7408 Před rokem +16

    14 months sober, and you and your stories are TRULY helping me stay on this path. Your pain is not in vain, as you unwittingly are helping many of us not turn back down the wrong path. You're worth it, if I can say nothing else. Thank you.

  • @GirlWhoLovesStrangerThings
    @GirlWhoLovesStrangerThings Před 2 lety +17

    I’m so proud of you for telling us your story. You are so strong and incredible for realising the mistakes you made when you were younger. You can do this!

  • @belladass97
    @belladass97 Před 2 lety +515

    Cam, you’re such a beautiful and strong person and definitely a role model to many. We love you and the girls so much. We support you always and forever throughout anything. Can’t wait to watch the video❤️

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

    • @pinki2568
      @pinki2568 Před 2 lety

      Cam&Fam
      LOSER! I HAVE A BETTER VIDEO

    • @jandaniluk4465
      @jandaniluk4465 Před 2 lety

      Hopefully going forward she will also be wise and more thinking about others beginning with her girls

  • @pause____
    @pause____ Před 2 lety +63

    Cam inspires me so so much to just be a good person and push through all the things that hurt me. She's taught me that I don't need someone in my life to be happy and love myself.

  • @chelsea3247
    @chelsea3247 Před 2 lety +28

    you’re feelings are valid cam. thank you for sharing this sending so much love to you guys ❤️

  • @sincerelybeckerly1010
    @sincerelybeckerly1010 Před 2 lety +70

    Having you share your story openly is so inspiring. This time is going to be difficult but remember how strong you are to have even come this far. From a former addict, it’s hard to see but easy to ignore what others involved are going through because of your addiction. Seeing you open up about your story not only has helped my relationships but also the way I think of myself. From one young mom to another, thank you ❤️

  • @robynking450
    @robynking450 Před 2 lety +14

    The fact that after everyone you’ve been through you still we’re always there for your children is incredible. You are truly so strong🤍

  • @SummerWatersXD
    @SummerWatersXD Před 2 lety +40

    I remember watching your old vlogs of when Collette was a baby and thought “Man she has a lot of maturing to do” not that you didn’t handle life amazingly bc you did! And even better than a typical 16 year old. And now here you are. A couple short years later and you’re more mature than I am, so much wiser than me too. It’s mesmerizing to witness, I’m so happy for you 💜

  • @qianttttt
    @qianttttt Před 2 lety +36

    We’re all so proud of you Cam, the girls are so lucky to have you❤️

  • @mersades96
    @mersades96 Před 2 lety +55

    I can’t wait until you actually release your story and everything that happened! But don’t feel pressured to do it if your not ready!! On your own time! 🥰

  • @Cat-sw4wo
    @Cat-sw4wo Před 2 lety +18

    I’m so proud of how far u have come. It feels good to let out a good cry. Love u and the girls 💕💕

  • @amywhitmire3595
    @amywhitmire3595 Před 2 lety +66

    Let’s all just take a minute to appreciate that she still makes content for us and still is a great mother to her kids❤️🧡💛💚💙 keep fighting cam!

  • @strawbbcow
    @strawbbcow Před 2 lety +10

    there’s something truly beautiful about seeing how much coco has grown up since i first found your channel before she was even born. seeing her have full conversations with you and you teaching her about the world is crazy. i’m so happy you guys are doing well, and i’m happy you’re writing about what happened, i hope. helps you heal. much love always

  • @anchoredlotustarot3039
    @anchoredlotustarot3039 Před 2 lety +29

    You're a wonderful mom Cameron.. thank you for sharing all of this with us. The girls are absolutely adorable and VERY smart !! They're growing so fast. I know life sends us on these journeys we don't expect, and we don't always understand why but you are definitely inspiring others.

  • @gloomyxbabee
    @gloomyxbabee Před 2 lety +44

    I genuinely have so much respect for you and your commitment to growth, self reflection, healing, being a good person, being a good mother, etc. No one's perfect, all you can do is learn from your mistakes and put effort into growing as a person. And I've seen you trying so hard to do that and I have so much respect and admiration for you. Those girls have the best most caring, understand, intelligent, and wise mother. I wish you and your family the best in life and Landon will always be in my thoughts. 💖

  • @delilahcx
    @delilahcx Před 2 lety +180

    This video is 17:17 in length❤️ this number resonates with making a big decision which just relates to this video so much. You are amazing and weather you decide to share your story or not I’ll support you x

  • @ellaronci2703
    @ellaronci2703 Před 2 lety +23

    So proud of you! I love you so much and thank you for being such a great role model and being so strong. You are so brave and we are lucky to have you.

  • @aylin8242
    @aylin8242 Před 2 lety +54

    Hey Cam I’ve been watching your family for over a year now and I just want to thank you for being such a strong mommy for your babies. I also know how it feels to love someone with an addiction. As you stated in this video, when an addiction takes over they are not the same person. Watching your videos has given me a sense of comfort and I condemn you for striving to be the best version of yourself.

  • @Gracie.742
    @Gracie.742 Před rokem +87

    I can't stop thinking about this. I've been having similar thoughts and after hearing his story it has really changed my perspective on this. I've had those thoughts for years but after hearing how you've felt, I can't. It's so hard on others. Sure, it gets rid of your struggles, but it just puts them on your loved ones. After hearing your story and realising how much it hurts others, I just can't. It's so hard to deal with it. It takes years to get over this. I'm so, so sorry all of this happened to you.

  • @x.Kristen.x
    @x.Kristen.x Před 2 lety +24

    My daughters dad passed away from his mental illness & addiction. I was 15 when we met & I also ignored so many signs. I was just so young & was pregnant at such a young age that I wanted us to work out. I was so depressed & angry for so long. He put me through so much trauma also. Thank you so much for making this.

  • @bobberella9764
    @bobberella9764 Před 2 lety +31

    so proud of u cam, u are doing an amazing job.

  • @byetaylor
    @byetaylor Před 2 lety +145

    You’ve come so far camryn. You’re such a inspiration for someone who’s going though a very similar experience w someone who is also battling addiction. It’s so hard to open up about the things you’ve been through and I can’t say how grateful for you I am. You make me feel less alone ♥️

  • @sageadvice3233
    @sageadvice3233 Před 2 lety +2

    thank you for being so vulnerable with us, you're saving a life by sharing your stories. so many people are struggling with very similar things, and no matter who's position that person might be in, it'll make them think about what they're doing to themselves or others

  • @millsiefanforeverma3509
    @millsiefanforeverma3509 Před 2 lety +55

    Camryn we are all so proud of you. You are doing your no matter what. We love you camryn. Sending you so much love ❤️

  • @mariahmiszkiewicz9726
    @mariahmiszkiewicz9726 Před 2 lety +22

    Cam, you are so incredibly strong and resilient. I admire your strength so much. you and your children are such wholesome human beings and all of you deserve the very best, and you deserve to recover from your past. love you Cam&Fam ❤️

  • @karinajasmine5360
    @karinajasmine5360 Před 2 lety +30

    proud of you for making this i know it must’ve been hard!!!💙💙💙💙

  • @beomgyusforehead5591
    @beomgyusforehead5591 Před 2 lety +13

    the park was soooooooooooo CUTE I literally started crying, your doing great mamma💕

  • @colloquy7371
    @colloquy7371 Před 2 lety +10

    You are amazing and we are all so proud of you! You have handled this situation with such class and grace from the very beginning. On a side note…you look GOOD mama!! Great job!

  • @JennyJin-YoungLee101
    @JennyJin-YoungLee101 Před 2 lety +25

    You are so incredibly inspiring so proud of you Cam

  • @chaehfair
    @chaehfair Před 2 lety +62

    Such a brave woman! Youre a role model of millions of people💜

  • @here317
    @here317 Před 2 lety +2

    You guys made a huge inspiration for those who are /were teen parents. Thank you both for your story and hope nothing but healing for you

  • @SlimeySisters
    @SlimeySisters Před 2 lety +2

    I’ve been following your journey since Colette was first born and it so empowering and encouraging seeing you grow and change and mature and becoming your on best, happiest version of yourself. Your story really is proof that you never really know what’s going on behind the scenes. I have so much respect for you and I’m so so so incredibly proud of you. I hope you know what an amazing job your doing and how great you are. Thank you for sharing your story💕

  • @avery607
    @avery607 Před 2 lety +7

    Girl you just did something that is going to change someone’s life your amazing

  • @tori_lahr
    @tori_lahr Před 2 lety +9

    SO proud of you Cam! I have a lot of trauma attached to my dad (he died the same way Landon did) and of course there was a lot before he passed too. I think this is a beautiful way to heal.

  • @Alien.InASuit
    @Alien.InASuit Před 2 lety +2

    I am so proud of you and thankful for you sharing your story and Landon’s story. When L passed I was at the lowest of my low and I pushed everyone away so when you shared his story it showed me that I didn’t have to suffer alone so I started getting help and now I’m in a mental health group at my school and I owe it all to you so thank you so much

  • @paulines1876
    @paulines1876 Před 2 lety +5

    Those little giggles on the swing just made my day!

  • @just_megan_elle
    @just_megan_elle Před 2 lety +5

    It's so bazar to see someone so young who has gone through so much. I can't wait to read whatever you decide to give us. You're such an inspiration and I'm so proud of you 🥰

  • @AnanyaAnand
    @AnanyaAnand Před 2 lety +50

    coco is so GROWN. the fact that she knew the concept of "pretend" blew my mind. i love you cam, you are doing amazing.

  • @lbridge2010
    @lbridge2010 Před 2 lety +6

    You are an incredible woman and mother. I can’t imagine going through what you’ve been through. You are so strong and deserve to find happiness and peace!

  • @oanaalexandra9913
    @oanaalexandra9913 Před 2 lety +13

    Girl you are just 20 and have been through too much already
    Thank you for the stories you told and well done for making it through another hard year
    Keep fighting and don't worry it will be better for you
    Your life will be filled with all the joy you deserved but also missed out while you were younger ❤❤❤
    Love you 💜

  • @cora6329
    @cora6329 Před 2 lety +41

    im 15 and have never even been in a relationship but you are the biggest inspiration in my life. i love how you dont sugar coat anything. thank you for staying

  • @somebody2116
    @somebody2116 Před 2 lety +68

    What I love about your channel is, that, although it features your daughters, they are clearly not being used for fame, because mostly, you are the focus of the videos. I really appreaciate this because sadly not many content creators with small children do it like that.
    You`ve become one of the only people I watch because I am seeing how genuine you try to be in your videos.
    Also, although I might not know you, I am very proud of how far you`ve come so far

  • @iamally6360
    @iamally6360 Před 2 lety +119

    I wish I could hug you right now Cam. That’s all I gotta say. I can’t say I’ve been through what you have been through but I can say I can understand a little bit. Nothing growing up has taught us how to deal with something like this. An honestly it sucks. I was 18 when I woke up to my brother screaming call 911. I ran downstairs and found my mother sitting on the couch… gone.. I’m now 20 an I still haven’t greaved properly. I’ve been struggling with mental health for years and her death still effects me in ways I wish it didn’t. Your very strong for doing what you do! ❤️ we might not be going through the same thing but I can understand your pain. And knowing I’m not the only one feeling this way. All I want to do if hug you. 😔

    • @katlynngarrett7131
      @katlynngarrett7131 Před 2 lety +3

      Dang girl your strong. If you need anything here. Much love.

  • @SarahJeanCole
    @SarahJeanCole Před 2 lety +105

    Cam as a older momma I am so so so proud of you and so so so sorry for everything you and those precious girls have gone through. You are such an inspiration and your girls are so lucky to have you as their momma. I remember when I came across your channel not to long after you had Collette and thought what a amazing young lady. I have 2 daughters and one that just turned 21 just after Christmas and really makes me think of the future and things to look at and to think about. The girls are getting so big and you have and are doing such a wonderful job raising them. All my love from Michigan ❤️

    • @pesadafara1639
      @pesadafara1639 Před 2 lety

      SPECIAL FOR YOU FREE DATTING.ONLINE/ASUNA
      Gaze: "Amazed"
      Lips: "Sensual"
      Smile: "Sweeter"
      Body: "Colder"
      The first and last love
      Lots of love from the world
      I like your look
      You are very pretty
      You guys are too cute
      Makes me love you.
      Жизнь, как красивая мелодия, только песни перепутались.
      Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
      Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
      Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
      Dene: ''Muzdak''
      Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.​
      Aç köz arstan
      Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
      #Чо #эт #делает #на #2 #месте #в #тренде
      Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
      Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.
      #однако #я #люблю #таких #рыбаков #垃圾

  • @amandathechaos2022
    @amandathechaos2022 Před 2 lety +58

    You’re such a strong woman and a good mommy to those babies. 🥰🥰 love your channel

  • @bayleigh1424
    @bayleigh1424 Před 2 lety +49

    Both of their stories are so heartbreaking they both deserved to be happy

  • @lalaland1533
    @lalaland1533 Před 2 lety +6

    I’ve been here for so long and I always come back to check in on you and all I have to say is wow. You’ve grown so much ,it’s honestly inspiring. You are so strong for sharing your story. We love u cam ❤️ take care

  • @dynastynena9554
    @dynastynena9554 Před 2 lety +2

    Cameron you have came so far in life and I’m so proud of you , you’re an inspiration to stay strong and to also spread awareness upon mental health thank you for sharing 🥺🙏🤍

  • @alyssacooper6865
    @alyssacooper6865 Před 2 lety +3

    i find it so amazing that you are able to really open up and talk about the experiences you’ve had not only for yourself but for other people as well. also recognizing the past mistakes you’ve made and being able to talk about them so openly, i just can’t imagine how hard that could be. i’ve been watching you for years now. ever since you had coco, you have been through so much and i think you are one of the strongest people i have ever seen. thank you for all that you do 🤍

  • @zoiefinnian3540
    @zoiefinnian3540 Před 2 lety +5

    Cameron I’m so blown away by your insight into life and personal growth and all that you’ve been through. I’m 50 years old and I still love feel like I’m 12 inside. I lost my mom this year. I can’t bear this pain. I could never handle all you have. You are an outstanding young woman and mother. Landon would be proud of you. We all are. Much love to you sweetheart ♥️🦋

  • @tmcatinella
    @tmcatinella Před 2 lety +2

    Thank you for the pureness of this video. You do have such an impact on ppl struggling with this in their families. Remember, there is strength in showing weakness.

  • @TheAlsdkf
    @TheAlsdkf Před 2 lety +1

    Cameron .. the grace and maturity you carry yourself with is insane . I know many people triple your age who would be lucky to have one half of what you have. As someone who’s lost many people to addiction including myself .. your story is so important and needs to be told . Sending love to you 🥰

  • @glg6069
    @glg6069 Před 2 lety +15

    There's no "How to" book showing you how to do the right thing, go through life, and make all the right decisions. You're doing a great Job Cameron and you're an incredible Mom. You're doing the best you can and that's all you can do. The best anyone can do is do their best and own their mistakes and you have done that and are continuing to do that. Try not to be so hard on yourself. Forgive yourself for anything you feel you've done and keep moving forward. You're doing a great job and I know that Landon is smiling down on you. You are loved, Cameron, and not alone. Sending you love and prayers of support and strength. 😍

  • @bfox5284
    @bfox5284 Před 2 lety +3

    I struggle with mental health
    I’ve seen how it’s effecting my relationship. And not only with my partner, with anyone whose around me. Thanks for sharing. It’s always nice to hear that others struggle and that your not alone.

  • @annamaezaruba9402
    @annamaezaruba9402 Před 2 lety +2

    All i can say is… cam is and always will be one of the BIGGEST inspirations i know! and you are to soooo many people it’s insane! WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! keep going, you got this girl 💕🙌🏻

  • @maddyderbyshire729
    @maddyderbyshire729 Před 2 lety +33

    I think it’s incredible how you are moving on with his story. So many hurt souls will benefit positively by your actions, even yourself shall be treated by venting your emotions into literature. Thank you.

  • @lmkays
    @lmkays Před 2 lety +5

    You will be such a great inspiration for your daughters. You will recognize wen they are struggling and you’ll know how to be open with them💙

  • @nanometer6079
    @nanometer6079 Před 2 lety +3

    I was going through one of the hardest periods of my life before stumbling across your story. To know that there are people who go through so much pain too, and to go on is something that kept me grounded. Thank you and stay strong.

  • @MB-rf9lb
    @MB-rf9lb Před 2 lety +2

    I’m so impressed with how well ur videos and editing have been coming along!!!

  • @alyssashellman1948
    @alyssashellman1948 Před 2 lety +7

    I've been watching since before Collette was born. We are the same age and I've always felt like I can just connect to you as a person even though I'm not a mom. You have changed and grown so much over the years, and I'm so proud of you for being so strong.

  • @sandrar1888
    @sandrar1888 Před 2 lety +20

    We r so proud of u. U can’t imagine :)

  • @draydenrobertson6979
    @draydenrobertson6979 Před 2 lety +8

    When she said “almost a year a half ago I shared landsons story” I just started sobbing. I’ve followed you for so long.

  • @brittanygies7708
    @brittanygies7708 Před 2 lety +7

    I’ll never get over how strong you are. Wether you decide to share it on not, I hope this is beneficial in your healing. Hugs to you & the the girls 💙💙💙

  • @MarisaCohenBeauty
    @MarisaCohenBeauty Před 2 lety +20

    I’m so proud of you and that you are speaking up about this and the emotions that not only you but also Landon went through. You are such a great mom and Landon would be so proud of you 🥺❤️

  • @rgtachell
    @rgtachell Před 2 lety +10

    The fact that this video is 17:17 is either your sign or you already knew it was that long?
    You have amazing strength and have grown so much. Your angel will be proud 💙

  • @Emmacp788
    @Emmacp788 Před 2 lety +7

    Landon is a special angel that will look over you and your kids. ❤️

  • @kayleigh-1294
    @kayleigh-1294 Před 2 lety +13

    The strength you carry is so admiring honestly. Love to you and the girls, they're both so happy and curious. You're a terrific mummy❤❤

  • @sophiemowles259
    @sophiemowles259 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you for sharing your story and helping others who are in similar situations, your so brave and I cant believe how fast the girls are growing up, Its like they were born yesterday

  • @nanwade2133
    @nanwade2133 Před 2 lety +3

    I’m glad you’ve got all the videos so Delilah can someday get to know Landon thru them and I’m sure coco can refresh her memories too .

  • @mallorym.
    @mallorym. Před 2 lety +23

    Sending you hugs

  • @ashleymyers3419
    @ashleymyers3419 Před 2 lety

    Coco singing happy birthday put a smile on my face. That was super cute!

  • @eloisecasper2336
    @eloisecasper2336 Před 2 lety +1

    i am truly so sorry about landon. i haven’t gone through something like this but i can just imagine how difficult it would be. thank u so much for sharing u and landon’s story, it really is inspiring. so proud of u❤️

  • @melaniestevens3557
    @melaniestevens3557 Před 2 lety +23

    You have to remember my love, you were a child. Any child would struggle with everything you have been through. You are hella strong and an amazing role model to young mums xx