"I have Survived Hell, Because I've Believed in Heaven" | Astrid Dauster in Conversation
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- čas přidán 8. 06. 2022
- Astrid Dauster was a child victim in her father's Satanists' lodge. In her near-dear experiences, she was accompanied by a loving, saving light.
In this second Thanatos TV interview, she shares more of the dramatic background that led to her spiritual experiences.
Contents:
00:01:18 What was your childhood like, in summary?
00:03:52 The “other side”
00:06:26 What role did your father play in this satanic lodge?
00:09:13 Can you recall the first time that you had encountered this shepherd?
00:13:53 Had you experienced a religious Christian upbringing?
00:15:05 How did your mother and your grandmother react to all that?
00:16:36 Did you have regular encounters with the shepherd?
00:19:04 “Miracle healings”
00:21:32 How old were you when your father died?
00:24:31 How old were you when those memories came back?
00:25:35 How did this replacement process regarding your memories occur?
00:30:50 What was the trigger that your memories came back?
00:34:44 Have you ever received proof for e. g. injuries?
00:39:15 Were you able to forgive your father and all other people involved?
00:43:00 Have you ever encountered members of that lodge?
00:47:25 Are you in contact with other people who have also been victims?
00:48:43 A recent near-death experience
00:53:20 Did you find an answer to the question “Why do I have to go through all of this?”
00:55:18 How did the collaboration with Dr. Walter Meili come about?
00:59:10 Do you think that divine guidance is valid for everyone?
Credits:
Director: Heike Sucky
Translation: Edda Raab
Editorial contribution: Alexandra Grasmik
Voice-over: Alexandra Grasmik, Aryan Salhenegger-Niamir
Editor: Werner Huemer, Martin Steffens
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How sad so many children suffer like Astrid has. My brother took his life at age 34 due to childhood molestation from a priest. From a woman, now 60, who has studied NDE's from her mid 20's I can say this testimony is tremendous. My brother, who took his life in 1998, came to me a few days after his death. He clearly spoke into my right ear and said "Deb, I'm OK. I'm truly happy. Everything you believe in life after death is true". I remember those words from all those years ago as if they were just spoken to me. Thank you for sharing these stories.
Damn priest. Why did he even bother to be a priest? Sorry to hear such suffing of your brother. Bless you and your brother. I m so glad he made it to heaven.
Thank you for sharing your special supernatural encounter from your brother, now blessed to have peace in your heart , regarding this very difficult emotional trauma in your life.
I'm sorry to hear about your loss, unfortunately l fully understand your pain . When losing family member to suicide the impact changes your family for ever.I believe your brother paid a visit as my sister payed visit, when I tell someone they say Oh yes" right, """ I know it was true I'm just reserved who l tell now .
I wish you the best, the so called priest I cannot put my thoughts it in a text., as l could be blocked I'm sure you understand.
Love from Australia
I hope all children victims of abuse can escape like this. I pray it’s so.
mee too
Wow unbelievable horror to happen to a innocent child. Thank you Werner, this was eye opening. God bless this woman
I watched and listened carefully to the end. I feel that from the spiritual worlds something is being done to ‘rescue’ humans trapped and separated into terrible hells, both victims and perpetrators, the ‘lost sheep’, and that some beings want to bring forgiveness and help the ‘Shepherd’ so much that they are prepared to do what is necessary, to descend into this underworld, to come to earth and live such a life, and with the help of other people and spiritual beings actually carry this rescue plan through. I am very moved, very touched by the serious reality of this, and in awe of the souls who attempt such a feat, and the love behind it.
What a perfect name (Astrid) for this heroic pilgrim soul, journeying thru the cosmos. Everything she generously conveyed is helping me. I will share this with others who had to forgive an elder & thru hardship transform evil into good, ugliness into beauty, murkiness into light, & fear into joy.
I was unable to listen to this past the first few minutes. My heart breaks for Astrid, truly. I am relieved she had spiritual support that took her out of the experience, but it does not negate the tremendous courage and fortitude of this child. I hope the perpetrators were caught and dealt justice, but beyond this life there will be a reckoning and healing that our mortal humanity cannot conceive. Love, peace and light to you, Astrid
yes, ten minutes in and i had to shut off the sound. Thank God for the one person who she said did help her many times, a doctor who it appears was probably stuck in this group, and couldn't leave due to fears of blackmail or perhaps death, who knows. Only Astrid knows, this incredible survivor.
@@pipfox7834 That's what I was thinking.
This is so truly shocking, it's almost hard to believe. That being said I do believe her. Her inner strength, the Shepard aside, is immeasurable and thank you so much for sharing her story.
Its hard to hear but easy to believe. Bless her for telling the darkest of humans realities and reliving such unimaginable torture.
As a psychologist, I definitely believe her..
@@lisaclausen8304 I remember in the 1980s? 1990s? the FBI was telling people, including therapists, and psychologists etc. that Satanic ritual abuse did not exist. A friend of mine had memories but her therapist actually told her it wasn't possible because of what the FBI said. I remember asking to myself, "so not one lone satanist has ritually abused anyone"? That seemed impossible and that's what sort of tipped me off that maybe the FBI was not being very truthful. Now many people know the truth, and there are many people who have come forward with stories like hers. This goes as high up in society as you can go (as well as the lowest levels), and that is why it is so intractable. These people have so much power. I'm also not surprised that she had a psychiatrist to help her "forget". There are so many techniques out there. There was a time when the CIA was also involved in building on the older techniques used in Europe. It's so messed up, and just so sad.
I agree with you. It's hard to believe. Very hard to believe !!! It's such a horror what she went through. There is a lot of contradictions in her stories. However, I do believe her. My brother was also abused by football coach . It ruined his life and he also died young from alcoholism.
Every night when I say my prayers I pray for all the children that are being abused and or neglected because there are so many. I pray that there be earthy angels and heavenly angels to help these children. I know there are children being abused at this very moment and that thought hurts me so much. For anyone to hurt a child is the ultimate evil.
she said the shepherd explained to her in ways that a child could understand why people could do the horrible things they did....I wish the shepherd would explain it to us in ways that we can understand 🙁🙁🙁
What an extraordinary and brave woman. i am speechless...God Bless her and protect her.
Unlike this lady, I have some of my best memories with my father and father only. Noone else. After I lost him, I almost became like a rudderless ship. Now I realise his blessings guided me even when his physical body was no more! He is still with me. My guiding force. I miss your voice Baba.. Your soothing caress. 🌹🌹
He never criticised me in front of others, always encouraged me to do better next time and taught me to live for others with no regret. I am so fortunate to be his daughter. Thank you Universe. Remove curses from everyone's life.
Brave woman. Evil is so much weaker compared to God and the Angels. Evil is cowardly. Evil has no backbone. Evil is ignorance and void of understanding, void of knowledge, void of wisdom. I feel sorry for evil people because they have no idea what they are missing out on, and their soul will forever be embarrassed and grief stricken for what they have done in this life. Angels are so much stronger and much more ruthless but in a loving way.
I’m sitting here and crying. What this poor lady had to experience as a young child… I have an urge to protect her.
The interview ended has with a very positive vibe. Everybody can receive the Divine Guidance! Thank you Ma'am. May you overcome all your miseries. Sending my love to you♥️♥️. Thank you.
Wow. What a tale. God bless Astrid. Thank you for sharing.
However painful it is to litsen to Astrid's intolerable childhood experiences, it is a powerful testimony on how the 'other side' is so present in the here-and-now to provide all the help it can in ways that we sometimes cannot even imagine.
Thank you so much for sharing.
Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing your experience. A big lesson on forgiveness is what i took out of this. This really blessed my soul.
What a tragic childhood this lady had, yet, thanks to her faith and her NDEs she has overcome her trauma. All the best Astrid, and thank you for sharing your NDE. Than you Thanatos TV EN
God bless this wonderful lady. Dear Astrid you are a very brave and loving soul 🤗🙏🌹 Thank you for your testimony and may God bless your book also 📙🌻
Her story is disturbing. However, not long ago I was informed by an elderly man, a military veteran and retired insurance company executive, about a similar circumstance involving some of the most renown and wealthy people in the world. I won't go into detail, but what he told me I cannot get out of my mind and wonder, if true (he absolutely would not make what he told me up but that does not make it true) we may be seeing some of these players "acting out" on the world stage presently. I can't say anything more because I have very few specifics and no evidence. Her account may be building up to a global wide awareness of this terrible problem. Regardless, please pray for children anywhere and everywhere in terrible circumstances. And, let's hope that if anyone knows of such goings on that they have the courage to expose the perpetrators. Also, if anyone is/was involved in same or similar practices, have the decency to come forth; your only hope for saving your soul which does exist, is salvageable, but you have to save it. We cannot allow this behavior to continue.
It has to take guts to tell a story like this one. This is the 4th or 5th story of satanic abuse that I’ve heard. I’m still amazed at how anyone could survive that kind of horror .. and still be sane. I’m very curious to know what the Shepard had said when she asked him why people behave this way. Guess I need to get her book.
I survived worse
@@bobbyperu8414 Bobby, I am so sorry. May all the good forces relieve & uphold you, & bless you for what you endured as a helpless child that others didn't have to. I'm planting trees, & one of the white oaks is for you, for decades to come.
it's alot like being brow-beaten at an AA meeting.
@@bobbyperu8414 I hope you're kidding. What could be worse? It was suffering for me just to listen to it, but I wanted to know how it turned out
Is your last name Lovelace? Mine is 🤗
My heart shattered listening to her story of survival. What a resilient women. May God bless her with immense happiness. I thank her for sharing her story as I know I it may not have been easy.
She truly had a guardian angel and the Lord walking with her through those horrible experiences.
Wow! What a testimony of an abused girl who grew up and became an overcomer. God bless you Astrid!
Wow thanks so much. That was quite a testimony. I was absolutely gripped to every word. AMAZING! 🙏
Hard to find words. It’s almost impossible to understand that she has survived, and is able to speak about it.. It’s truly a miracle. The Shepherd must have healed her and made her able to live on… that’s obvious. Thank you dear Werner, for making this interview with this amazing woman, and giving us a wonderful message about a Heaven that can support people in dire situations. Thank you Astrid, God bless you for your courage and your willingness to tell your story. 🌸
What a testimony! Amazing what this woman has passed! I think she is still whole thanks to her pardon. She is a model example for all of us. Thank you for sharing!
That we all may spread bright light 🌟🌞⭐🌠☀️🌝🌞⭐🌙
Psalm 50:15 - And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver you, and you will glorify me.
What a courageous woman - and what a courageous little girl she was, and I love her relationship with her shepherd. The interviewer (name?) only asks the most important questions and never unnecessarily interrupts. Perfect!
So glad she had a Guardian Angel by her side to ease her pain - I hope these people were all held accountable for their horrid sins
So many people that have had NDEs have also experienced a traumatic childhood. God bless this woman.
Oh, so hard to listen to this share! But it is so very important to hear and understand your experience! I'm so glad that you are still here and that you are sharing all of this with the world! Blessings to you!❤
bless you Astrid, thanks for sharing, you've great strength. God bless you.🌻
Amazing story! Jesus is our loving protector and our loving shepherd. Truly it must have been God's loving help that she has forgiven those poor souls
God is so full of mercy and grace.
This was really excellent... so appreciate these interviews and some of them I listen to more than once. Really helpful..
Thank you so much for sharing this.
Inspiration. Thank you Astrid.
I looked for her first interview that I had previously watched and I must say that beautiful person seems quite sane, mentally (as in this interview). In that first interview, she mentions that if she talked about what happened in her childhood, nobody would believe her... I suppose that, by reading her book, we might be able to comprehend how it was possible that that whole unimaginable story actually took place. I pray for you Astrid.
I love your testimony. God uses our stories for His glory. I hope your book exists in English, too!
Thanks a lot for sharing this information!
Wonderful interview.
God bless you Astrid. ❤
Immense love to her,God Bless her,what a beautiful soul
❤the healing is in Understanding that we picked these for this life contract.. to become greater Souls… when we see it was our choice .. we recover and we heal…
Best channel ever
Thank God she Could escape her torture.... Thanxx for sharing your story ... ❤️❤️❤️❤️
God bless her journey
Thank you
I was born into this world with parents that were complete opposites. My dad was alcoholic and became verbally abusive or would never talk with anyone in the family for months. He called women ( "the bitches). When I got married and started my own family I had a son first then a daughter. One day I went to visit my parents and when I put my daughter on his lap she was instantly terrified of him and desperately squirmed to get away from him. She has unique abilities, she can see auras, sense evil people and even though she didn't recognize him when he died she saw him in my apartment when he died. She would come to our bed and ask to come sleep with us around 4am when she was just young and one day I was curious and asked her why she was afraid and she told me that she would have dreams of girls in the spiritual realm. I asked her if they were mean or wanted to hurt her but she said no that they were friendly and would call her by her name and she just didn't want to have those dreams.
God bless and watch over you.
Trauma induced dissociation disorder? Idk I’m not a doctor. But have experienced something similar. Not as severe as hers but it was enough. I didn’t come out of it until age 50. A mind is a terrible horrible thing to waste.
How can I remember the trauma and get out of the dissociation?
God bless you 🙏 ❤️
Wow what an amazing woman
This is so depressing I literally don't think I'll recover from it. (And I work in children's services and quite familiar with horrendous abuse)Dreary days don't need more fuel for the fire. Turned it off.
Sorry you are feeling low. You may find if you listen through, that it is a very hopeful story and it may actually help you feel better.
logosthedestroyer thanks..I’ll try
This insane abuse can bring such encounter with the savior is amazing. Astrid is the winner. I want to read her book what is the title in the book store pls?
it's on Amazon but it looks like it's only in German
The title is "Opferkind" but at the moment only in german available. Hope soon is a translation coming. Talk and support about her story everywhere and it is realised soon. Thank you
Love and light to you I also suffer for many years from corruption and injustice in America that put me behind Barz and stolen my children and destroyed our lives just to benefit corrupt evil men but it’s so painful to watch this lady’s story. Can somebody tell me if the perpetrators have finally been put in jail? Or as usual only innocent single moms suffer, and the perpetrators to go free?
*in 1973 I was pronounced "DEAD On ARRIVAL" at a medical center... More than half an hour passed, then my heart started again... During that time, I "LIFE The Real Self", entered the WHITE LIGHT, and have remained in the WHITE LIGHT to this day... Those who claim to have returned, have NOT recognize WHAT, The WHITE LIGHT really is... When you recognize WHAT the LIGHT actually is, and accept it, you remain in The LIGHT as I have...*
Please consider an English edition of your book.
Horrors happen to many of us.. I suffer daily the abuse by corrupt usa government who took my kids away to give them to sadistic ex.. no contact even now!! Yet God wants it this way.. he says we signed a contract to experience these.. to learn.. it’s a shitty Earth school.. but then we die and it was all a bad dream.. hopefully we left an impact of positivity and helped others..
Where was her mother or grandparents to protect her? This is devastating!!!
Astrid is a good friend of mine. When I heard her story before I read the book, that was my first thought too. After reading her book Victim Child, I realized why her mother couldn't help her. I hope your book will be translated into English to understand these processes.
Incredible story. I would love to read her book.... in english. 😏
Please consider an English translation version for your book.
Will her book become available in English?
WHERE CAN WE GET ASTRIDS BOOK???? PLEASE PUT A LINK TO WHERE WE CAN ORDER IT BECAUSE IT DOES NOT SHOW UP ON ANY GOOGLE SEARCH….THANK YOU 🙏🙏🙏
The books title is "Opferkind" but at the moment is only in german available. Share and speak about her story and asks publishers for an english translation. Thank you
Astrid has passed away 06/22/24. R.i.P Astrid
♥️
This world we live in. What kind of world is this.
What happens to paedophiles in the afterlife? I hope there is proper retribution. It's the worst kind of harm to a child's body and mind 😭
"Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous." - Astrid Dauster
The mind is everything...you believe in fire and brimstone then don't be surprised if you see that at some point. After the physical your mind and consciousness can conjure up anything that is resident in the sub conscious. All that goes with you. Be very careful what you let into your mind.
Thank you for sharing. "Dear G*D please help me." Now that You told your events, I think my friend misunderstood me. I said I was, that is in the past?, a pagan. I think he might have thought "satanism." NOT TRUE !..
What I ment was an herbalist, an alchemist, a kalbalist. Oh, how easy it is to be misunderstood. I said "pagan" because I thought that was easy for him to understand. I am a Christian now. Even when I called myself "pagan" I never abandoned the belief in the one and only G*D Almighty as far as I can remember. My friend kept his distance. I think now, he thought I was in to something perverted. NO ! Never as far as I can remember did I forget G*D. My fifth grade teacher always repeated this saying, "What a tangled web we weave when we practice to deceive."
Ummm. When I was 14 years old, some boys from my neighborhood ran over my dog; on purpose. I did not remember this until I was in my 40s. So strange.
Her mother never noticed her injuries!…
This title is misleading and incorrect in its assertion. And before anyone comments to the contrary, please take a moment understand what i mean when i say that..
Post a warning please: EXTREMELY DISTURBING.
Your videos are so interesting but i can't listen to them because you play music at the end. Like many people i listen to these stories while going to sleep at night and the music at the end is an unwanted alarm clock.
I survived the DMV.
;-)
I find difficult not to have doubts in her testimony. The first minutes I felt so much empathy for that lady, I felt so sorry for her. But I gradually had doubts when I wondered how a child enduring such an ordeal could have attended school, how she could have recovered of such severe injuries (some are named later in the account) (and she doesn't mention that she could have been instantly and every time healed by ''the shepherd'') and, if her mother had taken her to hospital, how doctors wouldn't have suspected violent acts on her, plus why the numerous women also (allegedly) ''tortured'' would not have escaped in another town or big city to alert the authorities about that horrors that involved ''professional and public figures'' (prosecutors, police officers, etc) in their town? Would that woman have been mentally disturbed and made up that gruesome story? I have watched all Thanatos TV testimonies and never doubted what the person recounted. I'm extremely sorry if her story is totally real and I doubted it, and if so, I wish her peace, serenity and joy for the rest of her life.
You know Ghislaine Maxwell - Jeffrey Epstein's friend? You know she was convicted of selling humans, yes? You know what's super interesting, though? No one has been convicted of buying them from her. Also, Bill Clinton visited Epstein's island 26 times. Bill Gates, the World's Medical Savior, also had a relationship with Epstein. I could go on and on, but are you starting to get the picture? Hell - Pelosi's husband just got let off of a DUI - do you think they'd take him down for pedophilia? This world is run by sick people, and the people who run the world have the power to squash everything. Right now they're probably going to squash something by removing my comment for violating youtube's terms of service - can't have the normal people knowing about these things - they might start questioning.
You’d be surprised how willing family members and authorities are willing to look the other way. Look up the “hampstead kids police interview” and the you be the judge if these children are telling the truth. Police looked the other way in this case too.
Glad to read you comment because my feeling as well as my reasoning tells me not to believe this woman. No emotions almost stoic while she should have endured the highest and the lowest on earth. I saw many other Nde testimonies. This woman however doesn't have the glow other nder's have, it looks rehearsed. Quite some things she tells don't make sense, it just doesn't feel as she lived this story. Even the interviewer shows doubts. I feel they should at least a little investigate the story before putting it online. Anyone can make up stories and profit from it. I wanted to believe her but no i cannot.
Satanic ritual abuse in the highest ranks and worldwide is however and unfortunately a reality. Watch this heartbreaking and genuine testimony...
czcams.com/video/Tas0kPLy4BU/video.html
@@elisabethcrokaerts1980 I know Astrid personally, she is a good friend of mine. Can you explain to me why your body is still suffering from the effects of your childhood? Have you read your book? Have you personally asked her questions about her story? Me yes.... and I believe EVERY WORD of her
@@elisabethcrokaerts1980 A few days ago, the film "Sound of Freedom" was recommended in the USA. It's about these issues. It's time for people to take a look and wake up!
Obviously, her dad was a mentally ill person. But, I think her mother should have taken her children and leave. People should pay more attention to their children, spend more time with them, talk to them, make sure they are doing well. Children are vulnerable, and therefore it is the responsibility of us adults to make sure everything is going well with them. These stories are for parents to hear.
Dear producers, in the first place thank you very much for all your work, it is really inspirational. I have however serious concern about the authenticiy of the above testimony (of Astrid Dauster). It doesn't seem genuine at all, you can read on her face that she didn't live this experiences and that she did not experience an NDE. I have listened to many many NDE testimonies but this isn't one. She says many things that don't make sense. One example is when she is telling that her wrinkles are her scars, who believes that?! Forgot just everything for many years and could live a normal life and then suddenly remembering everything into detail, really?? Just listen to a real testimony of a survivor of satanic child abuse and you would know the difference, they are shacking from terror. If she would radiate deep peace and compassion as a consequence of the NDE's I would believe her but she hasn't the glow of serenity and wisdom that shows she had one. It also doesn't make sense that she talks about her father as sometimes being a good dad while doing the most cruel things to her. Having grown up with a narcistic mother I know they play good towards the outer world but not at home, narcissist are never experienced as good, safe, stable humans, you don't feel at ease with them and it wouldn't make sense that she would feel at ease with a psychopath that tries to kill her many times., it is just clear nonsense I am sorry for it. Washing with vinegar is extremely painful? Really there are so many things in this story that sound totally made up. In the end there is ZERO proof to her story so why believing it straight away? Listen to your intuition watch her face, check her words.. This woman is looking for attention, or making money out of a fake story. She also never goes into real detail, it is all very superficial, that is because she didn't live it. She might have suffered but this story isn't hers. As a channel you CAN and must I feel investigate this, in the most objective way. Here there is one other person who saw right through her after reading her book: www.amazon.nl/Opferkind-H%C3%B6lle-%C3%BCberlebt-Himmel-glaubte/dp/3775159517 . Thank you kindly for taking a look at this.
Is it only me but to me this sounds rehearsed as if she made everything up. I saw many NDE testimonies but here there are no emotions or facial expressions that she lived through the things she said. Some things she tells don't make sense, are illogic such as being out of her body during cardiac arrest and still deeply worrying about her body while all other testimonies tell that after being out of the body they didn't show interest anymore in it, the attachment with the body was gone and they felt great. The interviewer seems to have doubts at certain points too. I cannot believe this testimony sorry for that. This one however.... czcams.com/video/Tas0kPLy4BU/video.html
I think you should never post things detailing sad or violent things because this is NOT why we are on this channel. We do not need to know the horrors. This does not bring us anything except making us more negative and that is not what we need!
We are here to have hope of the after life, the happiness, not the sadness. It is really not necessary to detail the negative things please! Just saying negative things happened is enough. I even think you should delete this video and edit it! That is not why we are here for!
Truth can be ugly but needs to be told
I think it’s odd due to the fact that this interview is centers around her life, not an NDE. So in that way, you are correct , it’s not what people watch this channel for. It’s more like she was “ disasociating” than dying. Obviously. And due to her traumatic experiences it is depressing more than uplifting. It’s just sad .
@@sharonwhitemusic1464 Not on a channel that is looking for hope. I am here for the 'positive' not the 'ugly'.
Hun try putting vinegar in your next paper cut… or even just imagine it. She does seem peaceful to me and she does seem somewhat numb like I was when I learned to repress so well for so many years. Please be careful judging our brothers and sisters❤
Oops sorry my message was for the previous commenter
Oh my word, this devastated my heart so terribly 🥲🥲🥲
I too have been sexually abused but no where to this extent.
I am so happy she has become such a lovely human despite all the trauma
What life lessons she has learned!
Much love to her🥰🥰