FORCED PERSONALITY SWITCH CAUGHT ON CAMERA Positive Triggers DissociativeIdentityDisorder REUPLOAD
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- THIS VIDEO IS A RE-UPLOAD OF AN ORIGINAL VIDEO FIRST POSTED TO / dissociadid ON: 28th April 2019
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"What are Positive Triggers in relation to Dissociative Identity Disorder and how do they work?? Let's find out! Chloe and Kyle explain!"
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Krys Talk & Cole Sipe - Way Back Home (NCS Release)
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#DissociaDID #dissociativeidentitydisorder #mentalhealth
Chloe: im not gonna play the song because i dont want to get demonitized
Kyle: says "fucking" like 12 times
💀✌️
IKR THO
The word fuck doesn't get picked up by YT algorithm
I can’t imagine walking around during Christmas well trying to protect the child alters
BRUUUUUHHHHHHG
factz
Yeeeah! It is certainly stressfull for them. Hope they r fine...
Shopping malls must be a plethora of switchiness lol
It's the hardest thing ever sos
Gosh I love Kyle! He is so blunt and honest lol. He couldn’t care less of what people think of him, but cares so much for the others in the system
It’s very nice to meet Kya now though
@@peytonhelton391 I know Nin and Kyle integrated but it’s Kyle in this video so they can still address him by his name.
I know that they integrated, and I meant this with no ill intent to Kya. I see where you’re coming from though and I hope Kya didn’t see any I’ll intent.
@@sparklight0964 I think they were picking up on the fact that they used present tense.
@@peytonhelton391 yes he does, I love Kyle
“Came to say hi to my babes, hi babes.”
I love Kyles personality. And I really appreciate what you guys are going, it takes a lot to put yourselves out there on the internet to teach people about DID. ❤️
Well, hes sort of gone now
@@swiftly_produced2694 what do you mean?
@@wompifi kyle integrated with nin. This is actullay really good. Because now they are a step closer to recovery!
I like how they bleep some of kyle’s cursing but not all of it 😂
I'm gonna miss Min and Kyle, but with what you've been going through, it's understandable why Kaya was (born?)
And I'm already positive Kaya will be just as loved by the community 💙
I think the term might be created bc the brain created her? Terminology is weird sometimes
@@ameliamangham4460 i didn't know the right term, thats why i was questioning my own words 😅
But thank you for correcting me
Nin and Kyle integrated! So they become one person rather than two, alters aren’t born. Some split from trauma, stress or hyperfixations, some are integrations to fusions of alters !
Same. Kyle, I’m gonna miss him and the way he calls us babes.
@@ReikaAmakura Kya might pick up the trend!
I love how Kyle was so honest and says what is on his mind. It is so cool that a song can be a positive trigger.
From what I've been seeing and hearing is Kya has a good deal of Kyle rather than Nin. At any rate, Kyle's not fully gone, he's just.... hm. "Condensed" down with Nin. OFC I will miss the full, OG Kyle myself, but the small bits I've been able to see is that Kya has definitely a good chunk of Kyle showing.
purposefully positively triggering someone seems like a form of manipulation to me (correct me if im wrong ofc)
also people say "i wish i had DID"???? thats insane to me, thats like glorifying a mental disorder. i can semi understand why just because like Kyle said, it can be like having a family and friends with you all the time but thats just ignoring all the pain and trauma that comes with it. if i had DID and heard someone say that to me, i would definitely get very upset. i dont even have DID and its upsetting to hear >:(
@@jellyie3806 im sure it can be useful in very specific situations, with the consent of whoever is fronting at the time, but any other reason is unacceptable
Just like those lovely people (/sarcasm) who joke about PTSD and depression.
"Omg I'm so depressed 😂"
"Oh yeah I'm so sad all the time it's my depression lmao"
Idk about other's personal experiences, but the depression I suffer is pure emptiness. It's hopelessness and numbness. I zone to stop feeling the hurt. When I'm in a low, it's brutal. I can't talk to others, I don't want to because I feel alone.
[Next paragraph contains mentions of self-harm]
Same goes for PTSD. It presents itself in me via zoning, insomnia, panic attacks, stimming. It's the sudden anxiety attacks that can have detrimental impacts on my self and people around me. A massive part being negative stimming (uncontrollable self-harm actions to relieve stress and sooth the brain).
Living with mental illnesses is not fun.
Society needs to stop romanticising it.
with a system with OSDD, you do NOT want any disorder like that :^( would you WANT repeated or immense child hood trauma? we sure hope not -ibuki
@@soultheskywolf3993 yes! it is! if an alter is being triggered, or having a hard time and things, it is good. WITH consent. other times are bad unless it isn't intentional (it can be bad then though) or the alter doesn't mind (like some of ours)
@@levitatingeternity918 yeah get it. For years I was numb and then learned j had depression. I also am believed to have ptsd.
This was the video that one of our previous hosts watched that made him keep an eye out for our positive triggers. Honestly, without this, we probably would've never found out that we're a system until years after. Thank you for the reupload!
-Renard of Pearl Cradle
IM SO HAPPY THE VIDEOS ARE BACK. With everything you’ve all had to go through it’s amazing how strong you are. Love you ❤️
I hope Omega is feeling better I send her relaxing thoughts! I’m so sorry what happened in that other video you didn’t have to go through that no one should you are so strong and I wish you all an amazing 2022!
What video was it ?
@@gabrielle3362 It was one of their unboxing/fan mail videos, sorry I can't remember the exact one but I think you should be able to tell by the title
@@catthecat2623 I ended up finding it thank you !!
to anyone in the future wondering which one it is, i just watched it earlier today - i'm pretty sure it was their first unboxing video, back when chloe was the host
I would love to see maybe a sort of check-up type vid, on some of the alters we haven't seen in awhile, especially omega, so sweet, and like jade or sally, if they're still part of the system, or if they've integrated maybe see how the new alters are
Love how blunt Kyle is, we all need a Kyle in our lives. I love everyone in the system too of course.
“Lads ladies and non-binary daisies” - Kyle
Thank you for this beautiful quote I will cherish it
* *Pompeii - Bastille plays* *
Kyle: Alright who's knocking? Oh hey babes
Ah man Kyle always felt like the older brother to me. What an icon.
I must say, as a non-native English speaker, I could understand Chloe perfectly but oh my God, as soon as Kyle popped up, I had to put an extraordinary amount of effort to follow what he said 😭
lol
Kyle speaks in South London/Essex accent
It is just a matter of getting used to accents. I am a non-native English speaker and I understand him well.
The educational/informative take on these videos as well as personal experience is amazing, well done DissociaDID ❤️
"Sally, Nyle, and Kadia."
Kyle and Nadia: Wait what???
The human brain is absolutely incredible and weird. I love it.
Heya! I really like how he stressed to not trigger someone on purpose, even if it's positive. I myself have OSDD, and my partner has only ever triggered me on purpose (positive) once because the fronter before me was way too stressed and couldn't deal with the situation that we were in. Like he said, please never trigger someone on purpose, even if it's positive unless you really need a certain person in the front to help protect or something. Thank you DissociaDID for all that you do, and for spreading awareness. I hope everyone has a great day!
This channel really helped me understand my trauma during a time therapy wasn't accessible to me, I'm so glad these videos are back up and hope you guys get justice for what happened to your channel ❤❤
I have a friend with DID, she used to live very close to me. And I saw her once running around the arcade and I knew her little was fronting. I couldn't get her out of the arcade, so stayed with her, went to the park, got chips and ice cream. I done this rather than dragging her home as her little would hurt themselves and I didnt want that to happen. And then took her home. She woke up the next day and I had slept on the sofa, there were others close but couldn't actually front. I still think about what could have happened if I didn't see her. Her little is only 6 years old.😔😔🥰
It's very frightening to think of what might happen in these scenarios, but I imagine it was very special for that little to spend the day out at the arcade with you... Probably made very special memories for them. You are a good friend.
I like Kyle. I have nothing against the other alters; they are cool, but he is a peach! His honesty is refreshing.
IM SO EXCITED TO BINGE ALL THESE UPLOADS!!!!!!!!!!
Same! It's better than Christmas, new (old) videos being (re)released all day! So happy these are able to come back out. We're 100% behind you all. 💗
I’m so glad to see these videos again! Rewatching them are so nice. I am going to miss Kyle and Nin for sure. I cried when Chloe integrated and I now cried with Kyle and Nin Integrated. But I love you guys are taking back your channel and staying strong! Look forward to getting to know Kya. I love seeing both
Kyle and Nin in Kya! 💞
Welcome back guys!!
Couldn’t comment on the last video, understandably, but very nice to meet you Kya! I can see parts of Kyle and Nin in you, but you’re very clearly your own, new person (and you seem awesome!). I’m so glad the videos are coming back.
Good luck to everyone and sending a lot of love ❤️❤️❤️
To Chloe and the rest of the system: I’m really glad that you are doing this series of videos. They are well done and help to make people more aware. I’ve known of it for several years, and have never thought that it was fake at all. I first learned quite a lot when I watched Sally Fields in “Sybil”. It was the year after I graduated from high school and was going to college. After I saw that movie, I was totally fascinated and have continued to learn about it over the years. I can and do understand how one would form alternates to serve different roles. I can understand why extreme trauma, and repeated trauma, would cause this to happen. To me, it’s like going into a fantasy world to escape, but rather than just doing that, a person forms different identities to cope with life and to keep the core personality feeling safe and sane, at least so that they can exist in the world and function. I do understand, too, why you say that triggering, even using positive triggers, is an invasion and also violates your sense of selves, because the experience is not an enjoyable one. I’m fascinated by the fact that your alters are able to negotiate with one another to do things like what you did in this video, as well as being careful not to trigger those alters who would not enjoy making those videos at all. I have three identifiable mental illnesses, the worst being OCD for sure, and though it no longer controls my life like it once did so often when I was a lot younger, even so, there are triggers for me, too. The ironic thing is that though I’ve had therapy in the past, I’ve never been diagnosed with any of the mental illnesses I’ve dealt with for decades. But as I’ve gotten older, have gotten a BS in Psychology, and have come to understand my mental illnesses a whole lot better, I find that I have more control over what I choose to do or not do. A lot more. It seems to me that your system can, at least to some degree, have the same type of control over who fronts. That’s good. I know it helps you.
Please keep on sharing with us what you’re experience is like. I’m very sad that you underwent such horrible trauma as a child, but am equally glad that you’ve come to the point where you are now talking about it and educating people. Thank you!
Im Just a high school student here, but I’m really considering studying psychology in college. Since I really like to help others and I know that a lot of disorders hold stigma around them and I want to help others see their disorder not as an obstacle but as a part of themselves, if that makes sense. Your comment made me just a tad bit more sure I wanted to do this, so thank you
Just FYI - these videos are old. Chloe and Nina integrated to make Nin, and Nin and Kyle integrated to make Kya.
@@conlon4332 thanks. I knew that. I don’t think this video is that old, though. The post in CZcams did not indicate is as being such.
@@susancurrie2627 this video is actually almost 3 years old! :) due to a copyright dispute, Kya and the system are having to reupload many of their old videos after they were removed from the copyright strikes!
@@kiarad4672 oh. Ok. Got it. Is this related to the guy who had unsavory motives for supposedly helping her with her videos? The guy who decided to sue her?
I'm so happy to see these videos back. Comforting and informative
I just learned about these positive triggers like 2 weeks ago. I never would've thought that I have someone close to me who has DID, because I didn't know much better then.
So me, as a musically inclined individual, finds ways of making music through various objects - be it walls, drawers or anything. But this friend of mine always go ecstatic whenever I whistle using a leaf, and this friend of mine is a very closed off person who rarely shares things with me. 2 weeks ago, he confronted me to be mindful whenever I play songs using leaves, at least around him, because, as he said, "she'll take the best of me and will want to spend more time with you". I found out from his mother that he is actually diagnosed with DID when we were in highschool, and I realized that all the moments we bonded over leaf music is shared with another person. Back then I was confused why he only talks to me whenever I play, now I know that I was dealing with someone else.
Hey there DissociaDID, Happy to see you re-uploading your videos. These are important to let the world know of mental health. Please keep up this good works. Kaya, be strong this to shall pass. Hope your system had a descent holiday.
It still blows my mind how fast he reacted to his trigger!
I love this so much. You either love someone as a whole or you have no right to love them at all. PERIOD.
Thank you for reuploading these
Ah it's so great that these videos are up and we can see Chloe and Kyle's videos. They taught me so much and made me so much more open minded about DID beyond what I have seen in the media. I wish the Dissociadid system nothing but good things, please take care guys ❤️
I learned so much from them too. First it was Chloe integrating with.... Nina? I think... to form Nin, and now Nin and Kyle into Kya! I hope we can have more videos up so people can learn, get rid of this black mist surrounding mental illness and mental awareness in general.
I'm currently revisiting my favorite videos and checking out other that I hadn't seen before. This is one of them, and I love it. Love that you guys are uploading them again and that we get to watch them all all over again
So glad your getting some videos back on! Don’t mind rewatching them all again! So informative and just love you all!
this was the first video that i've watched from the channel! I'm so happy that they are all coming back and on your complete ownership, I hope you can overcome all of this and stay safe!!!
Thanks for making these videos! My best friend has DID. I feel bad for her cuz I'm a positive trigger for the host. Sometimes her primary protector wants to talk to me but it's difficult for her to front. Thanks for all your videos ❤️
I really appreciate channels like yours who help others learn about things like this that I don't know about, because I do have some friends who have DID/OSDD and I try to understand them the best I can, so I really do appreciate everything you do and teach, you're definitely doing something amazing with this channel
So happy the videos are back, thank you very much for all the information provided, even with all the hardships to get them out there
Thank you for helping me learn more about myself, I’ve been so scared and overwhelmed by what is happening.
Going through and watching your videos as you reupload them. Welcome back! It's good to see you again past patron. Looking forward to seeing more content xx
I remember when you uploaded this for the first time. Im so glad you guys are getting your videos back up.
i'm so so happy you're back, you were the first youtube channel i subscribed to that talked so much education on DID. i was 17 when i started watching about this, im now 21! sending much love.
Just want to say, I appreciate your videos. I wasn’t particularly looking for videos about DID as I don’t have it, but they’re very informative and opened my eyes to a whole other world that I never really thought about. So thank you all for being you and open about it. Positive vibes from Iowa (U.S.)
Im happy that you all have manages to get some of your videos back up!
Omg KYLE YAAASSS!!!😍😍one of my favorites!!!love that song
I’m so glad to see y’all back and reuploading amazing videos. Wishing everyone the best New Year’s! Also loving the makeup look in this video :D
I’m so happy I found this video! Very informative for us who had no idea about this. Love the way you present yourself as well and I definitely give you props because I couldn’t imagine having to go through daily tasks the way you do. Amazing! Thank you for showing us your daily life tasks and interests as someone with dissociaDID to help inform and educate ❤️ I love your videos. Can’t wait to see more!
Commenting to boost your system’s reuploads, so glad to see them again!
so excited to be able to be watching this channel agin!! Love. you guys stay strong we are by your side
This was the first video I watched by them 🥺 two and a half years ago. I was so confused, I knew absolutely nothing about D.I.D. since then I've learned so much I benged most of their viedos. I'm so glad they are back they are so educational.
oh how i've missed the "come on mate"
I love your videos, my best friend just recently got professional diagnosed with DID and your videos have helped me understand it more and help out my friend be their true selves :)
I miss you guys so much!! I hope you recover and re-upload more videos! Take care of yourselves too!!
Missed you guys, glad you’re back!
Ever since I have watched the video when Anthony Padilla interviewed you I started watching your channel and I’m obsessed with learning about DID! I find it quite cool, actually.
I missed these old videos and I'm glad you've been able to get through this and have them back up again!
Video idea: reviewing and pointing out the inaccuracies with characters in media who have DID, the only example I can think of at the moment is Mike from the series Total Drama, he is shown to have a more exaggerated form of DID (which it is a cartoon so I understand) but I'd love to see your opinions on characters like this.
God! How I missed you guys❤! So happy you made it back😙
I appreciate you a lot Kyle, your words are very comforting for those of us who struggle with mental illness
Much love to the whole system! ❤️
Edit: I just want to add I also really appreciate Kyle's ability to articulate the importance of communication between those that interact with people who have particular mental illnesses. I feel like similar boundaries could be set for individuals that have tourettes or other illnesses that can be set off by external stimuli. Again I appreciate y'all so much!
Thank you truly, without your channel I would probably have no idea what DID is or anything about it. Sending well wishes :)
I found your channel, and as part of the DID community, you have changed my life so much wooow okay but this is like- super helpful. I'm really grateful to you, you guys are such amazing people ❤
after watching this video, i listened to a BUNCH of different types of music, and i found that Mia's (female, Protector/Caretaker, 21) positive trigger is classical music, not really sure why.
Thank you so much!💟
So happy you guys are back! I missed your videos so much 😭
Woah, I learned a lot through your videos. And it is true, we as society know nothing about DID and I really like your videos and how you explain it. And through learning and understanding I hope we all can make a better society and safer society for people with DID.
Kyle's charisma though hahaha the way he speaks... omg love his vibe
I was wondering: if every room in your house is decorated comfortablly or differently for each of your alters, or if they have preferred rooms?
So glad to see your videos are back up! ❤️
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I love ur vids so much, and i love learning about the wonderful thing that is did. Thank u so much for creating videos that are amazing to watch and very informative.
Good to see these videos back up!! I'm very much interested in DID
I have a question! First I want to say I’m really glad all of your videos are coming back , it’s been so long 🥺 my question is what if you accidentally positively trigger someone, knowing their triggers or if you haven’t told them? Like if you’re driving in the car together and playing a song that causes a positive trigger, how would you react to that ? Idk if that makes any sense, I’m just curious, love to all of you! 💓
I am not DissociaDID, but I do have an answer to this, being a system! We have an alter that loves Lady Gaga. She is a popular artist, obviously, so she plays on the radio pretty consistently. One way to get around this is to not listen to the radio or play our own music that doesn't have positive triggers in it (that we know of). Each of our alters that can drive (there's four of us) have their own playlist so whoever gets in to drive puts on their playlist and will usually keep them in front. However, if for some reason I am driving and Lady Gaga comes on, which positively triggers this other alter, if I feel a switch coming on, I may pull over to "finish" the switch and go about our merry way afterward. If the switch can't happen or I'm kind of stuck in an in-between (nobody fronting), I will keep grounding items in my car to bring me back as quickly and safely as I can. Other times switches are very sudden and happen in seconds. Usually the person coming to front might need a moment to understand what's going on (unless they've been co-conscious during the car ride) but they are usually able to pick it up pretty seamlessly. Hope that answers your question?
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Oh Kyle, saying you are such a gem is a massive understatement. ❤❤❤
I'm so glad those vids are up again, I've spent so much time watching them and I use to come back to them so I can grasp and remember as much as I can bc even though I don't know anyone with did I've always found it extremely important smh.
Also welcome to Kaya, we all look forward to your videos (IF and ONLY IF the system is fine with it. Everything you guys are going through is a lot to take in and you all can and SHOULD take as much time as you need. Take care of yourselves first of all. We aren't going anywhere.) 1
i'm so glad that these videos are up again!
Thanks for re-uploading DissociaDID !!!
I'm so happy to see y'all are back. I've really missed ur channel ❤ hope the system is well
Happy that they're being reuploaded now. Sorry that you had to go through and are going through your current challenges. Hoping for all the best, I've learned a lot from your videos
What a great job of explaining this subject. Kyle's examples of the man with the bad knee or of spiking someone's drink were particularly mind opening.
Wow your website is so cute! I love the background you guys chose 💛 glad you’ve re uploaded your videos hope you guys are doing better and this sorts out soon!
i love your intro so much. Personally, i find it quite comforting
So very interesting. There are so many people claiming systems right now and it’s nice to know we have yours that we love and trust. Love to see the channel rebuilding ❤️❤️
So glad you're back!
Rewatching so many of these and loving all the creative make up looks. 😍
don’t worry guys, ur channel will be fine 🥰 we will support u guys thru this scary unsure time!!
Lots of love and welcome back ❤️
I love that hat and colorful makeup on you guys! You looked amazing.
I thank all of you for for this wonderful channel! This is very selfless and generous of you to do and a great service for others. It makes me wonder though how none of your alters are mean, angry, hostile or even dangerous because of the evil and horrendous abuse that traumatized you. Do you happen to know through therapy? Might there be other people/systems that might have alters like that and have you ever these other people? By the way, I do not have DID but I appreciate what you're doing to help others with it! Prayers and blessings! Happy New Year!🙏❤
You should look up the videos about the persecutors ~
You might want to watch their video about Alters and their roles. After I watched them, I formed an opinion that it actually depends on what do you mean about hostile, angry, and dangerous, bcuz there're many alters in the DissociaDID system (and many other system) who are not afraid to tell ppl to go the FCK off. But they don't do this bcuz they're evil or out of malice, it's only to protect themselves and making sure everyone in the system are okay. It's all because in the end, every alter is coming from coping mechanism and handling stressing situation, and I think it's cuz deep inside we all believe that starting a violent confrontation is not the way to do it
So glad you're still with us!
Congratulations on getting your vids back up! 😍
My boyfriend has DID and I’m using your videos to help me understand him and thank you so much.
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For some reason I keep on coming back to this video, and I just wanted to say thank you sooo very much for making content about DID. I do not have it myself but I think I can strongly relate to how you feel when you're dissociating since in my teenage years I used to dissociate because of my social anxiety: when the stress was too overwhelming I suddenly found myself in a state of Derealization/ Depresonaliaziation. Thus, regarding the tunnel audio effect you used to demonstrate the dissociation: I could definitely feel that.
To me it always felt dull and numbing and like being inside my body and watching somebody else in a film but I could control them? It's always hard to explain because I was in control of my body and my speech but it felt sooo distant.
I definite do not know, how you must be feeling, it might be completely different. I really hope you are healing well and that you can grow in whatever pace is good for you^^ In my case, I have not experienced it again since a couple of years but in retrospect I really wish I had talked to a neurologist/psychologist because it would have been interesting to know more about it and why it happened, but somehow I managed without.
Thank you so much, DissociaDID for being a source of information and inspiration at once^^
Thank you for the reupload :)
Good to see kyle and chloe❤️❤️❤️☺️☺️
I've seen this video when it had originally dropped and I'm watching it again, for the system! thank you so much for constantly striving to create educative and exceptionally insightful and entertaining videos. much love all of you
i thought guys was a genderneutral term like gals
@@aWERFRGT6545BGFG guys can be gender neutral and so can gals! however they originally were made with a male (or female) connotations! they are words and can be used however, but they will be perceived based on the context, so it is always just to have an inclusive term just in case!
Ahhhh missed you welcome back!
Thank you for sharing this information and I hope you are stay safe...💞
Yessss Kyle! I LOVE Bastille and when I heard that one of Kyles positive songs is Pompeii I was super exited!