I used to want to impress my parents too. In every test, I used to study hard, but get low or average grades. I could never get what I wanted. My marks were like a barrier to my happiness. Then one day I just gave up. I didn't want to impress them or make them happy anymore. I didn't care. My brother was there for that. I started caring for myself and to make myself happy, and then everything started to gradually improve. I didn't care what my brother got and I didn't. I didn't bother. It was hard of course, I use to cry every night. But slowly I got used to it, and I felt better. I had friends but none of them chatted much. Pls don't do anything drastic T^T
@@confusedweeb8789 Honestly i wish i could do that, But its gotten worse i try to get better at my studys i had a test a while ago and i dont think i did well, all ive heard these months was them yelling at me for stupid reasons and calling me insults, Saying that they would leave me if they could but that nobody would stand me..And honestly im slowly giving up on trying to be enough for them. i got lots of death threats by strangers, My therapist kinda left me because im always tired from coming from school and i never get time to answer. My sibling doesnʼt even care about me sheʼs always talking about k-pop idols
This makes me remember my cats before they die
Now they died in 2009 im sad ;(
Funny. I was born in 2009. RIP to your cats, I hope they have happy lives even though they've passed on.
Edit: mixed up "born" and "died" somehow
i hope you get better!
listening to this while crying on my girlfriend's couch because I'm homesick and having an anxiety attack
Well, at least the vibes are immaculate. You ok now?
@@hiiloveu1521 Yes ❤️ My brother in law picked me up and drove me home and my gf comforted me :)
@@emo-xl8jh I hope you find someone!
it fits hooni a lot sadly , but ty i love it! :D
I needed something else to fall asleep to, and this is ten times better.
it sounds like someone trying to tell someone how they feel but there blocking it out because they dont care
Just....just......♥✨underrated ✨♥
i love this.
Kenma-
*kenma are you okay mentally?*
@@Tabby_is_cool I'm pretty sure he isn't, man's clearly has anxiety
I like this one
Essa música fica muito melhor no slowed :)
Hooni sweetie, chill
Me encantan la canción con velocidad baja ❤️
uwu and oi oi vibe
3:07
I see hooni.. I click :)
I give up LYRSISB
Edit: im so close to give up rn
I used to want to impress my parents too. In every test, I used to study hard, but get low or average grades. I could never get what I wanted. My marks were like a barrier to my happiness.
Then one day I just gave up. I didn't want to impress them or make them happy anymore. I didn't care. My brother was there for that. I started caring for myself and to make myself happy, and then everything started to gradually improve. I didn't care what my brother got and I didn't. I didn't bother. It was hard of course, I use to cry every night. But slowly I got used to it, and I felt better. I had friends but none of them chatted much.
Pls don't do anything drastic T^T
@@asmaazizq Yea..
@@confusedweeb8789 Honestly i wish i could do that, But its gotten worse i try to get better at my studys i had a test a while ago and i dont think i did well, all ive heard these months was them yelling at me for stupid reasons and calling me insults, Saying that they would leave me if they could but that nobody would stand me..And honestly im slowly giving up on trying to be enough for them. i got lots of death threats by strangers, My therapist kinda left me because im always tired from coming from school and i never get time to answer. My sibling doesnʼt even care about me sheʼs always talking about k-pop idols
@@user-bt7nu8zm3j Pls don't do anything drastic T^T
@@user-bt7nu8zm3j Pls I'm feeling the same way rn I did really bad on a deciding test and I already know that I'm not going to get into a good college
lo peor es que la canción si queda con el manga de la imagen :c
Como se llama?
@@spushyouth837 "suicide boy " 👌🍷aguacate
@@senor-gata7375 en realidad yo le digo aguacate por que soy de México pero ese nombre ya estaba ocupado xd
@@spushyouth837 a ok ya me avias asustado xd el nombre es suicide boy
What is name chr photo
it's hooni from suicide boy!
where is this boy from he’s so beautiful
Suicide boy, you can find it on mangadex
I don't know all I know is his name is hooni from other comments
Korean webtoon '자살소년'(Suicide boy)
mi song fav uwu para despertar owo
x2 u wu