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  • @elitaniaguerra
    @elitaniaguerra Před 3 lety +6021

    who’s here since she first ever started.

  • @pzom2435
    @pzom2435 Před 3 lety +3359

    The fact you even came back to update us is more than enough, we’re all here supporting you.

  • @freshtaj3074
    @freshtaj3074 Před 3 lety +1422

    Remember when she used to lip sync in her intros

  • @natalie-jh9qe
    @natalie-jh9qe Před 3 lety +2217

    girl you don’t have to apologize you made my whole childhood😩

  • @SoooKawaii
    @SoooKawaii Před 3 lety +4364

    will forever support you through out.

  • @madisonjean
    @madisonjean Před 3 lety +3145

    Praying for you, you will get through this. Take care of you and don’t worry about anyone else.

    • @marjhoelacson6594
      @marjhoelacson6594 Před 3 lety +7

      What happened to her I can't watch the full video because my wifi so slow

    • @elle9863
      @elle9863 Před 3 lety +33

      @@marjhoelacson6594 She hasn’t been feeling herself, and felt like she was in the dark. Basically she is depressed. And tried to commit suicide, but her family and boyfriend ran after her in the road. She is going through it though.

    • @marjhoelacson6594
      @marjhoelacson6594 Před 3 lety +12

      @@elle9863 thank you for answering my questions I will pray for her I will support her no matter what and I see her Instagram got private I will support her and pray and pray

    • @elle9863
      @elle9863 Před 3 lety +8

      @@marjhoelacson6594 You’re welcome and thank you for praying for her.

    • @ratatuchi
      @ratatuchi Před 3 lety +1

      Do the same thing

  • @valiah.
    @valiah. Před 3 lety +1280

    I haven’t seen you in years, I hope you’re doing better, queen.

    • @sarahc9796
      @sarahc9796 Před 3 lety +2

      It’s been only half in year lol-

    • @valiah.
      @valiah. Před 3 lety +24

      @@sarahc9796 I stopped watching her a while ago, so no, I have not seen her in years.

    • @itsmenala9087
      @itsmenala9087 Před 3 lety +3

      @@sarahc9796 only?

  • @itsKristiii
    @itsKristiii Před 3 lety +1884

    Love how honest & true you are to your followers. You are more important to yourself than anything else in the world.
    Stay strong Hannah!

  • @taylortippel
    @taylortippel Před 3 lety +621

    i honestly understand what she’s saying. people need some type of break an to focus on themselves. i’ve had to work on myself for a while now. but i fully understand what she saying an going through 💘

  • @littlezaza69
    @littlezaza69 Před 3 lety +438

    omg, I used to watch her all the time-

  •  Před 3 lety +261

    Girl, you're my childhood, please don't think that this is your fault! I love you❤️

    • @ma.cristinabelen3459
      @ma.cristinabelen3459 Před 2 lety

      😲😲😲😲😲😲😲😲 GITUUU OMG IM SUCH A BIG FAAANNN I DIDNT KNOW IM GOING TO SEE U HERE

  • @mewtwo6784
    @mewtwo6784 Před 3 lety +374

    This is crazy i never thought she'd post again.

  • @rainbowsprinkles3122
    @rainbowsprinkles3122 Před 3 lety +1097

    When i get an notification from purple banana after 2 years:😮
    edit: hannah, you don’t owe anyone anything, I’m so proud and will always support you

  • @PlayboyMaddie
    @PlayboyMaddie Před 3 lety +640

    Hun, don’t feel bad at all. You should take your time and regain you and your happiness:) I have depression too, 2019 was so hard for me too. Even 2020, we know you should do what makes you happy. Even if it means taking a break for 35 years or quitting in general:) hunny your mental health in much more important than making videos. I hope you get better, please take your time regaining your mental health and your happiness. We love you and missed you and want the best for you!
    Sincerely,
    Maddie, one of your biggest fans

  • @shuz6y
    @shuz6y Před 3 lety +545

    i was literally just thinking about you the other day. ill forever support you babe :(

  • @jocelyn9247
    @jocelyn9247 Před 3 lety +324

    Girl, these past year has been 💩. Everyone needs therapy in there life. It might feel like it won't help but I swear on my life it will change your life for the better. I know a few people from my family who has went to therapy and they said it has helped them. The thought of doing something to themselves Doesn't even cross there minds at all. It won't be a one time thing. Your first session might not feel like anything has happened, but trust the process. Just remember to stay strong for your friends, family, and supporters out there! We love you and tbh, you made my child hood so much better. No matter what you want to do like taking a break for awhile, we will support you through it. Take time for YOURSELF! No one else, just for yourself. Remember, we luv you most!

    • @HappyChappyKid
      @HappyChappyKid Před 3 lety +1

      I have a therapist and I still feel bad and they're shit lmao. And learn how to spell.

    • @jocelyn9247
      @jocelyn9247 Před 3 lety +3

      @@HappyChappyKid stop hating. I didn’t even do anything to you.

    • @HappyChappyKid
      @HappyChappyKid Před 3 lety +1

      @@jocelyn9247 never said you did? Lmao grow up

    • @jocelyn9247
      @jocelyn9247 Před 3 lety +5

      @@HappyChappyKid you should grow up. Why do you leave hate comments?

    • @iiiezra
      @iiiezra Před 3 lety +1

      @@jocelyn9247 no you grow Tf up

  • @deadsoul8655
    @deadsoul8655 Před 3 lety +177

    I don't care about the joke comment's. I just can't watching this video without crying..I really reallyyyy hope you're alright..please tell us if you need any help and pleaseee don't hide your emotions to yourself :( we all are here for you♡

  • @paigekeenor13
    @paigekeenor13 Před 3 lety +1631

    girl what- I haven’t seen you since I was in like 4th grade when I liked squishies😭😭😭

  • @kendallrochelle
    @kendallrochelle Před 3 lety +133

    i’m not going anywhere. whether your break was 1year, 2, 3, or 4. we’re all human and need a break sometimes. i completely understand. 😌❤️

  • @RandomVideos-ic8iu
    @RandomVideos-ic8iu Před 3 lety +32

    No don't apologize because your literally my whole childhood i love you so much😭

  • @mik2968
    @mik2968 Před 3 lety +95

    it’s not cliche, ur not weak, i understand it’s hard to show vulnerability i struggle with it too lol. but trust me when i say you’re valid & so are your emotions. i’m glad to see you again though and doing a little better

  • @Yoo._._.
    @Yoo._._. Před 3 lety +88

    I love you, mental health comes first and I’m glad you are doing a bit better, you are so strong take time for yourself we will be here whenever you are ready to get back if you would want to ❤️

  • @sovannysaly3631
    @sovannysaly3631 Před 3 lety +34

    This literally just breaks my heart but we hope you’ll get better god bless you.

  • @erin.m.
    @erin.m. Před 3 lety +24

    I’m a teenager and i struggle with putting others before myself and not helping my self,extremely low self esteem, perfectionism, and anxiety and I have had so many people tell me that I have to break the habits I have now because it’ll only get worse in the future. I never listen to them because even though I feel burnt out I don’t want to change the way I do things because it works for me. Hannah, I hate to see you suffer like this but if it makes you feel any better you’ve opened my eyes a little more and helped realize that it’s real and if I don’t work on my bad habits now it’ll get worse. I hope you feel better and just know you have someone that understands what your going through. Don’t give up ❤️

  • @samariicain7286
    @samariicain7286 Před 3 lety +178

    omg my heart dropped when I just got this notification

    • @dxstiny1055
      @dxstiny1055 Před 3 lety +1

      I had a panic attack seeing this

  • @Sofia-zx2yx
    @Sofia-zx2yx Před 3 lety +125

    It’s okay, take a break, nobodies mad

  • @luxx4
    @luxx4 Před 3 lety +30

    omg..you were so much of my childhood
    it hurts to see you like this :(

  • @charlotteoconnors4094
    @charlotteoconnors4094 Před 3 lety +43

    Please don’t apologize for your absence. I have been here since the begging and I am still not going any where we will be here for your rants and to support u on and off CZcams. Your truly so strong to open up and I can see how much strength it took to do this. It was great to see u again and will keep praying for you!!

  • @tootie4116
    @tootie4116 Před 3 lety +831

    ive literally never clicked so fast in my whole life

  • @riahzwrld
    @riahzwrld Před 3 lety +280

    didn’t expect to see you ever again- missed you though 🖤

  • @Hello-jx2yj
    @Hello-jx2yj Před 3 lety +45

    I’ve watched you since forever and I came back to check on your account and I see this. I literally couldn’t watch without crying with you.I have depression to and it’s hell. Take a break for as long as you want your mental health is a lot more important. You were my whole childhood. And all of yours fans and supporting you and are there for you. 💞

    • @iamnotok_
      @iamnotok_ Před 3 lety +1

      i'm so very sorry. you are so strong & brave! 🥺 i love you so much! remember that you are valid and loved by me and so many others! i'm so proud of you for coming this far, you are amazing! 💗 you got this , im rooting for you bb! remember to drink some water today

  • @dysthymma
    @dysthymma Před 3 lety +13

    Therapy was genuinely the best decision I've ever made after years of self neglect. Miss seeing you 💖

  • @angelica11
    @angelica11 Před 3 lety +316

    “for I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you, not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” jeremiah 29:11

  • @lmosiba
    @lmosiba Před 3 lety +449

    Never clicked zo fast

  • @saimashahid5864
    @saimashahid5864 Před 3 lety +5

    This brought me to tears. Just the fact that you came up to us and updated for us is way more than enough. I've been here from the beginning and i love you since the very start and even now, i'll support you until the end. You're a very strong person and i'm inspired by you too. I'll pray for things to get better for you and i'll tell you one thing, it's okay to not be okay sometimes. Take your time to get better and i'll support you until the end, i love you so much 💕💕💕💕

  • @Lalalalara88
    @Lalalalara88 Před 3 lety +5

    praying for you. i’m so sorry, you will get through this

  • @emily-qo1cx
    @emily-qo1cx Před 3 lety +106

    When I seen “ I’m broken” I clicked so fast

  • @jdl-sr7uw
    @jdl-sr7uw Před 3 lety +38

    Look I relate with you with the selflessness. I’m going through basically the same things as you are. I really hope you’re doing okay Hannah. Please work on yourself and do better. Love you♥️💞

  • @pearla4370
    @pearla4370 Před 3 lety +3

    i’m so sorry you had to go through this

  • @dream.machine.7745
    @dream.machine.7745 Před 3 lety +5

    Ive been through similar things I lost myself by putting people way above myself and I used to not allow myself to do anything until I finished something but just know we're here for you girl!❤

  • @playlistsss3543
    @playlistsss3543 Před 3 lety +42

    this is so strange- i’ve been watching your videos all day and realised how long you’ve been away for- and now you come out with this- i- but i hope you’re okay

  • @zoekelly9898
    @zoekelly9898 Před 3 lety +23

    I’m so sorry to hear what you’ve gone through and are going through . Take as much time to yourself as possible. If ‘fans’ don’t like it then they are selfish and not real fans. You are amazing and focus on yourself

  • @Cuelduu
    @Cuelduu Před 3 lety +2

    I know exactly how you feel, I’ve been depressed lately, been feeling like I just need to give up, but remember that diamonds build under pressure, you’re a strong yet powerful beautiful woman, you will get through this! I’ve been watching you since I was in 4th grade, you helped me in my upmost darkest times. Now it’s my turn to help you. try to focus more on yourself rather than others this year, their will be times were you have to jump over obstacles, but in the end, it’ll all be worth it! 🎀💕GET BETTER SOON QUEEN!👑

  • @freedomv3861
    @freedomv3861 Před 3 lety

    praying for you girlie you gon get thru this 🙏🏼😘😘

  • @harleensamra3468
    @harleensamra3468 Před 3 lety +38

    We all have emotions girl, don’t be sorry for being sad or distance take as much as time as you need 💗

  • @micahjoy5284
    @micahjoy5284 Před 3 lety +10

    hannah, thank you for being so transparent and open with your viewers and telling us what’s been going on with your life and how you are mentally. i hope you continue to work on yourself and get better !! i am rooting for you and you should take all the time you need. you don’t owe us anything and you should focus on yourself. we love you and stay strong.

  • @jennyruiz2111
    @jennyruiz2111 Před 3 lety +4

    Thank youuu for being so brave and telling us what's been happening, I know it's hard talking about these kind of things. We understand you and we will keep supporting you!! Praying and wishing all the best for you Hannah!! Everything will be okay soon. Always remember that your are a blessing to this world and that you are so loved!! ❤️

  • @meganlimme8999
    @meganlimme8999 Před 3 lety

    therapists are really good. it's a really good way out of your dark place. talk to some people too!!

  • @v_v6342
    @v_v6342 Před 3 lety +54

    I love everyone saying “we” because WE are a team I love everyone supporting her as a team.

  • @clau1853
    @clau1853 Před 3 lety +20

    You’re back! And it’s okay! Your working on yourself! Your health is on top of everything.

  • @danieltomski4402
    @danieltomski4402 Před 3 lety

    Thank you so much for this. I realize that im in the same situation and i will “drop everything and work on myself”. Thank you

  • @bogdanilie9494
    @bogdanilie9494 Před 3 lety +3

    Wow! We never realised how brocken she was
    We only saw the hapoy hannah that was trying to act happy for us! What a strong woman!! Love you

  • @Leo-gb4em
    @Leo-gb4em Před 3 lety +12

    I also have that mindset, putting others first before myself

  • @Localrockstarwannabe
    @Localrockstarwannabe Před 3 lety +7

    I'm so sorry u had to go through all of this, but just know millions of people are so happy you're still here and we love u, its gonna be okay

  • @naynay-dq4oz
    @naynay-dq4oz Před 3 lety +39

    I literally searched her channel and saw her latest video and clicked faster than James Charles can say hi sisters. Also I MISSED YOU SO MUCH OMGGG😭😭😭😭😭

  • @kaelenecha9370
    @kaelenecha9370 Před 3 lety +2

    August of 2019 was my worst breakdown ever I’ve never been so depressed so I feel you and I’ll always be here to support you and everyone else is here too!🥺❤️

  • @sydcanoe
    @sydcanoe Před 3 lety +29

    i forgot about this channel, i hope she’s okay

  • @natalie_w14
    @natalie_w14 Před 3 lety +78

    i’ve been waiting for this..

  • @asmrsofti2084
    @asmrsofti2084 Před 3 lety +1

    omg! girl it’s ok please love yourself we are all here for you 🥺 💕 i remember watching since i was in 4th grade and loved squishies

  • @noblissx
    @noblissx Před 3 lety

    im so sorry! you amazing and we will support you forever! 💕💕

  • @madiiplaysthis2312
    @madiiplaysthis2312 Před 3 lety +10

    girl your health is a lot more important ! don’t be sorry :( . just giving an update was enough. find you and your happiness and then when your ready come back.💞

  • @_magicalpotatos_9338
    @_magicalpotatos_9338 Před 3 lety +7

    Hey Hannah, I’m so sorry about what you’re going through, you are so strong, I’m so proud of you! :( 💕

  • @maliaalinaya1900
    @maliaalinaya1900 Před 3 lety +1

    aw girl, it’s okay i understand you and appreciate this videos and all i want for you is to be happy!! i love you and you are so important to my childhood, especially considering ur a filipina IDOL

  • @mrburns1908
    @mrburns1908 Před 3 lety

    hope you are feeling better, i'm so sorry you're going through all of this. glad you're opening up about it.

  • @Brifendii
    @Brifendii Před 3 lety +25

    God bless whoever sees this and I I’m so happy your back I came running

  • @ouu7202
    @ouu7202 Před 3 lety +10

    OMG I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW YOU POSTED OMG!!!!❤️❤️❤️I love you!!! And missed you so muchhh

  • @purplecow9160
    @purplecow9160 Před 3 lety +12

    We love you so much Hannah I couldn’t imagine life with out you.. you are amazing you are worth it you are strong! Just know you have many supporters who love you and are praying for you!! 🥺❣️

  • @cl5rissa890
    @cl5rissa890 Před 3 lety +2

    omg. i really hope your ok now because you brought me so much happiness when i was younger

  • @laaibhaali5918
    @laaibhaali5918 Před 3 lety +3

    I’m so sorry that happened to you dude, it’s all gonna be okay. Sending love :) 🥰❤️

  • @alexmaetesoro8754
    @alexmaetesoro8754 Před 3 lety +10

    Omg no don’t cry you are too beautiful to be crying. I totally understand. You needed some rest from posting i get it. Its okay ❤️ and i love you so much too!

  • @doralyn5698
    @doralyn5698 Před 3 lety +2

    i love you so much hannah, i hope you feel better soon

  • @lilly1264
    @lilly1264 Před 3 lety

    Thank you for being brave and telling us what happened. We understand and I 💯 still support you! Love you!!

  • @valerieavila7465
    @valerieavila7465 Před 3 lety +3

    I HOPE EVERYTHING GETS BETTER! YOU GOT THIS!! SO GLAD U POSTED!❤️❤️

  • @penelop3h
    @penelop3h Před 3 lety +3

    awh it’s okay hannah everyone needs a break, I love you so much keep you head up bae🤍

  • @dawsoncarpenter8883
    @dawsoncarpenter8883 Před 3 lety +2

    You made my whole childhood in 2016. You’re an amazing person I missed you sooo much I haven’t watched the video yet but whatever you’re going through it will get better ily

  • @hinatashoyou8234
    @hinatashoyou8234 Před 2 lety +10

    Everyone: aww we love you!
    Me: SHE'S WEARING A HISOKA HOODIE

  • @lillylesnik6834
    @lillylesnik6834 Před 3 lety +7

    I feel bad for her because 2020 didn’t make anything better😭🥺💔

  • @ok-zc2ox
    @ok-zc2ox Před 3 lety +6

    you’re so brave to post this. glad that you’re okay since you haven’t been posting, we miss you ! and i can’t have other social media...i hope things will get better for you. thank you for sharing and stay safe!

  • @ambervtu
    @ambervtu Před 2 lety

    i’m so sorry you feel this way, we’re here for you :(. we love you and you should pay attention to your mental health too.

  • @kellyjung803
    @kellyjung803 Před 3 lety +5

    It’s ok everyone has their bad times and I went through a really bad time last year

  • @jonalynalexis8908
    @jonalynalexis8908 Před 3 lety +30

    I never would’ve thought I’d get a notification from you today

  • @mei.kitsune
    @mei.kitsune Před 3 lety +18

    OH MY GOSH I HAVEN’T SEEN HER FOR SO LONG. WE MISSED YOU 💕 I FREAKED OUT WHEN I SAW THIS NOTIF. WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU 💞💞💞

  • @sarahc9796
    @sarahc9796 Před 3 lety +6

    I’m so sorry Hannah :(( i wish I could hug u honestly-

  • @vinimes382
    @vinimes382 Před 3 lety +1

    GIRL I LOVE U , I’m hoping ur doing better now! :) make sure to take time when you need and get the help you need

  • @GothBlondie
    @GothBlondie Před 3 lety +3

    Coming out and explaining your absence is very strong and I’m proud of you.

  • @bellag1803
    @bellag1803 Před 3 lety +12

    Hey, if your still going after what you’ve been through, you can get through this. We got you. We love you. ❤️

    • @ledlights3763
      @ledlights3763 Před 2 lety +1

      Christ Loves You.

    • @bellag1803
      @bellag1803 Před 2 lety

      @@ledlights3763 Thank you! Christ loves you too ❤️

    • @bellag1803
      @bellag1803 Před 2 lety

      @@ledlights3763 I hope you are blessed by Christ every day ❤️♥️❤️

  • @Ruizfamilia140
    @Ruizfamilia140 Před 2 lety +1

    Sweetie I pray you are well 👏🏽 You WILL GET THROUGH THIS! You have to be ok

  • @memyselfi3545
    @memyselfi3545 Před 3 lety

    You will get through this, YOU ARE STRONG

  • @lacylashay83
    @lacylashay83 Před 3 lety +3

    Sorry you've had such a hard time. Praying for you sending you love and positive vibes. I have high hopes the trolls will be a thing of the past and people will be nicer on social media ❤️❤️

  • @saimashahid5864
    @saimashahid5864 Před 3 lety +4

    You dont have to overwork yourself, take your time and regain your happiness, we're all here to support you until the end. You can get through this. I love you so much
    One of your biggest fans 💕

  • @dna.1215
    @dna.1215 Před 3 lety

    Nooo,,, i’m praying for you girl, i always support you!

  • @rrenzie
    @rrenzie Před 3 lety +6

    Girl dont apologize. YOUR SLIME VIDEOS ARE LITERALLY MY CHILDHOOD 🥀✨

  • @natalietadros98
    @natalietadros98 Před 3 lety +4

    You got this!! praying for you. You have nothing to be sorry for. The fact that you updated us is more than enough. Just focus on yourself. We're here to support you.

  • @annabellediaz6010
    @annabellediaz6010 Před 3 lety +8

    I feel the same ever since I grew older shit is just not the same

  • @222slumped
    @222slumped Před 3 lety +1

    Aww I hope you feel better I've been here since the beginning I love you so much!♡

  • @lilitboyadjian9019
    @lilitboyadjian9019 Před 3 lety +1

    you made my childhood

  • @emmi7808
    @emmi7808 Před 3 lety +24

    omg u haven’t posted in a longgggggg time! ily💖

  • @isabelladenatale
    @isabelladenatale Před 3 lety +3

    i have been watching you since forever, if you needed a break or you still do, please do whatever you need to do to be your best self 💗

  • @hunnehbehbz
    @hunnehbehbz Před 3 lety +1

    I’m glad you were able to take that much needed break for yourself❤️. we are still here supporting you! sending love❤️

  • @fhaelyncaoili
    @fhaelyncaoili Před 3 lety +1

    stay strong Hannah!!! (love the hisoka hoodie lolll)