Daughter - Medicine lyrics

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  • čas přidán 31. 03. 2012
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  • @HorrorAesthetic
    @HorrorAesthetic Před 9 lety +13002

    That awkward moment when you think you're important to someone, and you're not.
    (EDIT: It has been 5 years since I commented this, and it was just a quote I saw online. Wow! I just wanted to say to anyone who is struggling, please do not give up. Your life is so much more important than you will ever know. Over the years, I have gotten a lot better, and realized my worth. I will not lie, depression is still a struggle, but I promise you, things get better, please don’t give up. 🖤)

    • @sadyetspicyndicy
      @sadyetspicyndicy Před 9 lety +313

      Or when you love someone and your to worthless for them to care? Ya been there :'(

    • @HorrorAesthetic
      @HorrorAesthetic Před 9 lety +70

      Yeah.. How I am right now..

    • @sadyetspicyndicy
      @sadyetspicyndicy Před 9 lety +100

      I feel you, it hurts when they barely notice you

    • @HorrorAesthetic
      @HorrorAesthetic Před 9 lety +65

      Its just more of they play with my feelings.

    • @Jirangaaa
      @Jirangaaa Před 9 lety +23

      yep. going throw that rn

  • @pitypirate
    @pitypirate Před 4 lety +7254

    people saying "cringe" in the comments to others who are pouring their hearts and life stories out there shows exactly how much compassion we've lost as a society for one another

    • @Bee-fu9uz
      @Bee-fu9uz Před 4 lety +214

      It’s not that, it’s all the people who claim they’re going through depression, but it’s all the same stuff.
      All these people talking about abusive parents, self harm, and they always sound so... droning. On and on and on they talk and talk and talk. But it sounds so fake. Some people are actually suffering from depression and can’t express themselves without being calling a fake because no one can tell the difference anymore

    • @demon_child3197
      @demon_child3197 Před 4 lety +100

      @@Bee-fu9uz I mean ur right bc we r all misunderstood, but it doesn't make the right to think we r fake, I'm not ganna tell my story tho I keep that personal. But just a heads up, listen to their stories, see how hurt they r, be in their shoes! Just... Listen and u will understand, listen and u can hear their cry, listen and u can feel their pain, just listen and think how horrible our relationship as a society was and what it has become... Look for the details, hear for our silent screams, and just think...

    • @Bee-fu9uz
      @Bee-fu9uz Před 4 lety +49

      Oh I have.
      I’m part of the gacha community
      That means posting or watching a sad mini movie or music video and then have to listen to all the people saying they’re going through depression. And it’s all the same stuff. Some people lie about abusive parents, and abusive partners, etc... it’s sad, because now, I’m here talking about it, and people are soon going to be mad at me for “ignoring” depression
      While I believe it is real and should be taken seriously, there are too many people out there who think they’re depressed

    • @demon_child3197
      @demon_child3197 Před 4 lety +20

      @@Bee-fu9uz I mean I totally agree that it should be taken seriously and that people should actually think about it deeply to see if they r actually in depression or if they r lying to themselves. But things about abusive parents aren't fake ok, I even had an abusive Dad who even shot a man bc he was so drunk! I'm also apart of the gatcha community and some might just be based off a movie they saw or just a mini movie they just wanted to make and some r real u can tell if they r real or not so watch out for that ok but maybe if u think those things just keep em to urself so u don't get people mad at u... Ok?

    • @user-fe2nr8qs1c
      @user-fe2nr8qs1c Před 4 lety +53

      It’s Just Aimee why would someone randomly comment their fake traumas on a youtube video? childhood trauma and depression is way more common than you’d think. sometimes people who have dealt with those things flock to certain videos to communicate things they otherwise couldn’t say irl. it’s very unfair of you to just assume that most people are faking.

  • @figosabian3972
    @figosabian3972 Před 4 lety +2969

    for every single one who's crying listening to this song.
    you're not alone, you can have me as your friend!

    • @apurplekiwi2239
      @apurplekiwi2239 Před 3 lety +27

      I love you

    • @saturn1077
      @saturn1077 Před 3 lety +17

      I was crying before this song

    • @calamityqueen6148
      @calamityqueen6148 Před 3 lety +4

      😪

    • @jennsunflower
      @jennsunflower Před 3 lety +17

      I am crying trying to figure out what to do with my anxiety and depression.

    • @rimoishere564
      @rimoishere564 Před 3 lety +11

      I'm crying, and breaking. I can't do this. I'm sorry if I look like an attention seeker, but I'm just sorry for the world, living this way.

  • @jjy8561
    @jjy8561 Před 3 lety +1010

    the moment when your own loving family doesn’t realize that you really are dying slowly..but you stand there in front of them, scratching away your life slowly.

    • @gabriellal.2066
      @gabriellal.2066 Před 3 lety +6

      tell them

    • @Emily-qu6ny
      @Emily-qu6ny Před 3 lety +21

      @@gabriellal.2066 not that simple

    • @adrianayala3692
      @adrianayala3692 Před 3 lety +12

      If you dont feel like telling your family, try telling Jesus about it. He already knows, He's just waiting for you to open up to Him.

    • @djatlasmusik
      @djatlasmusik Před 2 lety +5

      try telling someone minor details reveal what you are feeling slowly. let one of closest family members or friend be your medicine. tell them gradually you dont have to tell them all at once go at your own pace

    • @tuulafai4046
      @tuulafai4046 Před 2 lety +1

      ❤️ to you - ❤️ to me

  • @pulchritudinousness
    @pulchritudinousness Před 5 lety +6938

    Note to self: *nobody can break you as much as you break yourself.*

    • @eliakabane9300
      @eliakabane9300 Před 4 lety +75

      @@shyla9062 she was making a note to herself, not anybody else

    • @eliakabane9300
      @eliakabane9300 Před 4 lety +45

      @@shyla9062 because it's a public platform and they thought people might relate. Does it really matter? You shouldn't comment just to start arguments or post opinions nobody asked for :)

    • @KlebsWrld
      @KlebsWrld Před 4 lety +16

      Facts man..

    • @mariahudgins3110
      @mariahudgins3110 Před 4 lety +24

      That hit hard for some reason

    • @triciamckenzie4714
      @triciamckenzie4714 Před 4 lety +6

      @@mariahudgins3110 same.... i started crying cause i relate...
      im never staying up all night again

  • @fierce_killer_1055
    @fierce_killer_1055 Před 4 lety +4629

    That moment when home doesn’t feel like home anymore

  • @donpollostan
    @donpollostan Před 3 lety +1684

    this song is so powerful. it gets me everytime. the lyrics are just so deep.

  • @evelynastrom881
    @evelynastrom881 Před 3 lety +717

    Coming back to this song gives me chills. Last time I heard it, I was 15 and suicidal. I’m now 19, moved out of the shitty state I lived in, and starting my second year of college. Things get better, they really do. It takes time and that time is worth waiting for.

    • @jenniferrose2739
      @jenniferrose2739 Před 2 lety +9

      Exactly this Evelyn, same here. So happy that u are in a better place now. Things truly get better

    • @Avery-
      @Avery- Před 2 lety +4

      I'm almost 16 and I love this comment 💕 I hope things get better 💜

    • @afigthatfalls
      @afigthatfalls Před 2 lety

      i hope

    • @computingananswer766
      @computingananswer766 Před 2 lety +1

      They really do. Stay in touch with yourself and enjoy this life.

    • @atrdz5971
      @atrdz5971 Před rokem +1

      Hope you're doing fine these days ❤️❤️

  • @lily.carmen_130
    @lily.carmen_130 Před 4 lety +3154

    Does anyone ever hate themselves so much but love someone so much that you can’t even feel emotions for yourself anymore

    • @user-zl4md9ti6j
      @user-zl4md9ti6j Před 4 lety +12

      xcarmen i relate to this so much

    • @raikazumi6853
      @raikazumi6853 Před 4 lety +26

      Doing everything you can even if it hurts just u can make them happy ....... i feel ya
      Dont want the smile of those people that i love fade away

    • @chloemoore2458
      @chloemoore2458 Před 4 lety

      Yeesss

    • @Ishouldnthavebeensopublic
      @Ishouldnthavebeensopublic Před 4 lety +3

      Literally me rn.

    • @MortyC-dn2cu
      @MortyC-dn2cu Před 4 lety +13

      And finally when you get to feel something for yourself its when you realize they might not love you back anymore or they never did to begin with. Its hard

  • @Tr4_k3y
    @Tr4_k3y Před 4 lety +4150

    Please pray for my mom she’s in the hospital 😖😢

    • @lainy6325
      @lainy6325 Před 4 lety +148

      Jesus Christ how’s she doing now? if you don’t mind me asking..

    • @helenschutte932
      @helenschutte932 Před 3 lety +132

      We’re all Mad here I just prayed I know it’s 6 months later but, how is she. I hope everything turned out ok

    • @krisalyncar1574
      @krisalyncar1574 Před 3 lety +34

      shinõa chan God Bless God loves you very much

    • @alison_mars_girl127
      @alison_mars_girl127 Před 3 lety +29

      Omg I'm so sorry😭😭😭

    • @kaileighbodden551
      @kaileighbodden551 Před 3 lety +40

      Dear lord I take a moment to pray for her mom I hope she will get better keep her and her fam under ur watch

  • @feliziyaespinoza6177
    @feliziyaespinoza6177 Před 4 lety +892

    I feel numb I wanna cry but I can't I just feel empty...I hate it

    • @suzainalam1940
      @suzainalam1940 Před 3 lety +11

      Jesus loves you

    • @theelilac113
      @theelilac113 Před 3 lety +1

      O do you think you have the dry eyes?

    • @lex-qu9qe
      @lex-qu9qe Před 3 lety +5

      same....

    • @slayre1408
      @slayre1408 Před 3 lety +13

      I can relate. I keep listening to sad songs, because I can’t feel anything. So I get the artists to express the emotion for me.

    • @dovelove5427
      @dovelove5427 Před 3 lety +6

      Same..I don't feel emotions that well anymore

  • @Mar-ok5oe
    @Mar-ok5oe Před 3 lety +1730

    When you have to cover your mouth when you’re crying so no one here’s you bc ur to scared to open up

  • @TeaSis18
    @TeaSis18 Před 5 lety +2578

    To my younger self,
    I'm glad you weren't taken by the medicine

  • @koshetchka
    @koshetchka Před 5 lety +5004

    can i just say i was here before the movie "five feet apart'

  • @brokensunflower3944
    @brokensunflower3944 Před 3 lety +386

    "destroy the thoughts not yourself."

    • @travischristian9134
      @travischristian9134 Před 3 lety +15

      How do I destroy the thoughts before they destroy me

    • @tessap5280
      @tessap5280 Před 3 lety +11

      @@travischristian9134 by turning 1 negative into 5 positive thoughts

    • @Palafico3
      @Palafico3 Před 2 lety +7

      @@travischristian9134 acceptance. They'll always be there, lurking, but it's how you let them effect you is the difference. Thoughts are just thoughts at the end of the day. Meditate, learn to recognize them, and learn to let them float by and live in the present.

  • @avah3316
    @avah3316 Před 4 lety +260

    This song reminds me of my brother. He’s a drug addict and when it says “you’ve got a beautiful brain but it’s disintegrated from all the medicine” it hits a bit different. It’s crazy how a song can hit so close to home and mean something different to every person.

    • @lilyn5988
      @lilyn5988 Před 3 lety +1

      Same here:(

    • @Palafico3
      @Palafico3 Před 2 lety +3

      @UCHbXDlUUTkeSJ98GS8_5lQQ same here, I get cravings sometimes but songs like this help me stay on the good path.
      There is help if you look for it, remember who you are, and when it gets better, always remember where you came from and how far you've come. Love yourself and be good to others, remember that there is a place for you in the world.

    • @SuperParamore22
      @SuperParamore22 Před 2 lety +2

      The same part reminded me of my addict cousin he was my role model growing up now he’s gone beyond repair

    • @AshimDream
      @AshimDream Před 2 lety

      Those lyrics held the same reminder for me 💜

    • @britanyware6961
      @britanyware6961 Před měsícem

      I hope your brother got clean,I'm four months sober from fentanyl praying my kids dad gets sober. This song always reminds me of him,I didn't know 10 years later this song would mean so much to me

  • @jedigeneralb4884
    @jedigeneralb4884 Před 4 lety +2922

    To anyone else who digs their fingernails into their skin just so they can feel, to anyone who folds into their self and cries because no one else seems to understand, to the people like me, out there, looking for someone like them. I hope someone finds you. And saves you. Because boy do we all need saving. Trying so hard for so long to save everyone else from the imploding bomb that is us. Save us please. Thank you.

    • @abbie4857
      @abbie4857 Před 4 lety +29

      JediGeneral B Yes. We do need saving. But no ones going to save us and risk getting themselves trapped too. Life is just one big mess nowadays. We NEED to save EACH OTHER. Because soon, it's going to be too late for us.
      Stay strong angel x

    • @kwilko1449
      @kwilko1449 Před 4 lety +10

      waiting for that person

    • @beccat6055
      @beccat6055 Před 4 lety +31

      I need to save myself

    • @louisaq809
      @louisaq809 Před 4 lety +10

      JediGeneral B I agree but you gotta save yourself, it’ll happen one day, you’ll grow strong by yourself

    • @amiyaswope313
      @amiyaswope313 Před 4 lety +2

      I love you, stay strong baby. 💙

  • @mellajahovic4837
    @mellajahovic4837 Před 5 lety +450

    my first ever kiss & boyfriend ended up being someone who was at one point my best friend years later. he taught me a lot and was one of the most unique, special people i know. he slowly but surely got way more into harder drugs at the age of 17. percocet, molly, coke, xanax, you name it. even if we had drifted apart slightly at this point, i knew he didn’t do it to be cool, he did it to escape. drugs and music were his medicine quite frankly.
    november 27th, 2018 he decided to take his life.
    i miss him so fucking much. all i can think of is how much i regret letting myself drift away from him and not help him get clean. both him and i didn’t necessarily believe in an afterlife, but with any sort of luck in the universe i hope he’s in a place where he’s happy and finally at peace & knows how much we all loved him.
    we miss you ethan. love you man❣️

    • @nataliebaxter4040
      @nataliebaxter4040 Před 4 lety +8

      Don't blame yourself you can't help someone get clean it's impossible I am currently trying everything it's there choice don't blame yourself and be proud you didn't sink into it to like me

    • @TheBlueSanta
      @TheBlueSanta Před 4 lety +2

      Today's date marks the death anniversary...I'm sorry for your loss

    • @revelbangtanexo2642
      @revelbangtanexo2642 Před 4 lety +2

      Im so sorry for your loss, it must have felt really terrible losing someone to those pills , esecially knowing they did it to escape from what they're struggling 😭😭

    • @teresitacorona9045
      @teresitacorona9045 Před 4 lety +2

      Trust me we can't help them. They have to take that the desicion. You made the right choice.

    • @dragon_fall7716
      @dragon_fall7716 Před 4 lety

      Mella Jahovic Yeah he might be in heaven and happy

  • @ashboozer735
    @ashboozer735 Před 4 lety +27

    My best friend got into a car crash, she ended up in the hospital... After she went into a coma for 6 years I almost gave up, then I heard this song. I learned all the lyrics and I sang it to her, three weeks later she woke up and got to go home. I am truly great full that God said it was not her time to leave this planet.

    • @lillylehr4898
      @lillylehr4898 Před 4 lety +2

      Emilia Kieffer That’s to good stay strong!

    • @revronep
      @revronep Před 28 dny

      This is the most amazing thing!

  • @kaceybeacham85
    @kaceybeacham85 Před 3 lety +331

    "You've got a warm heart. You've got a beautiful brain but it's disintegrated from all the medicine" i done know why but it hits hard

  • @arundhatibose8456
    @arundhatibose8456 Před 5 lety +1007

    When I was at the peak of my depression, I used to stay up all night in the darkness. Doing absolutely nothing. Then at dawn, when the sky would turn orange I would play this song and think inspite of life being so beautiful, why couldn't I learn to be happy?

    • @Abdoman68
      @Abdoman68 Před 5 lety +19

      When angels cry you were born, life is but red and orange, blissfulness and sweet surrender on the wings of forever we remember, clouds flow and rain calms the thunder, dreams are wishes and blades of grass wisp in the wind, dance with the lights stars twinkle... I sway in the shadows with you to remember.... Love I wrote this for the moment I read these words. ©

    • @mintingluo7370
      @mintingluo7370 Před 5 lety +15

      Bro I feel you. I remember just staring at the ceiling and watching it grow dark, even though I’m scared of the dark, I would never turn on the lights cuz I was waiting for the monsters to take me away. This was one of the song I’d listen to for hours on end and just stare

    • @samjohnson6823
      @samjohnson6823 Před 5 lety +9

      i feel this though, there are so many nights where i just can’t bring myself to sleep. i just feel so empty i can’t do it and i’ll sit in my windowsill looking out at the streetlights until morning

    • @audreykoskei4072
      @audreykoskei4072 Před 4 lety +3

      This made me cry.

    • @lavendergilly5843
      @lavendergilly5843 Před 4 lety +1

      @@mintingluo7370 I relate to this so much

  • @oliviathomas4504
    @oliviathomas4504 Před 5 lety +767

    Listen to this in a dark, cool room. Earbuds in and close your eyes, have the music up as loud as your ears can take. B E A U T I F U L

  • @kyradebono6157
    @kyradebono6157 Před 3 lety +98

    listening to it in the dark with earphones and full sound, in the cold while youre hugging your pillow hits different

  • @mariacesar876
    @mariacesar876 Před 4 lety +49

    that moment when you realize you put everyone first, but no one ever puts you first.....

  • @eb2464
    @eb2464 Před 4 lety +241

    "The silence depressed me. It wasn't the silence of silence. It was my own silence." - Sylvia Plath

  • @piercingthevicle8896
    @piercingthevicle8896 Před 5 lety +1461

    depressed, stressed, suicidal, done, tired, broken, not loved, need help, cold. I sit at my window looking out all the time....

    • @candiceakinlosotu3703
      @candiceakinlosotu3703 Před 5 lety +26

      💕💕💕 you are not alone...I’ve walked through low and dark places..don’t give up...hold on to the fragments of hope...the sun will rise again...

    • @seraphinealstrom4445
      @seraphinealstrom4445 Před 5 lety +11

      We’ll be suicide buddies.

    • @zombzuwu5408
      @zombzuwu5408 Před 5 lety +5

      Tbh same life is trash right now 😔

    • @ungnome9405
      @ungnome9405 Před 5 lety +8

      im sitting at my window right now wondering when am i gonna change when am i going to find drugs to make me happier for a moment or find true happiness authentically i dont know but i do right now this very second i am waiting patiently and will continue to sometimes i wake up and dont know if i should even get up, but i do and things seem to feel a lil better almost as if me living in my head isnt all i feel there's definitely a part of me that wants to be here but doesnt know to show it

    • @piercingthevicle8896
      @piercingthevicle8896 Před 5 lety +3

      xXCayenne_The_Fire_Lion Xx why would I be an attention seeker?

  • @Anastasia-up1xr
    @Anastasia-up1xr Před 3 lety +170

    Years ago when I was 12 I used to listen to this song religiously when I was alone at night crying. I was dealing with anorexia, losing friends from isolating myself, bullying, daily arguments with my family and “best friend”, my grades dropped, the one of the few people I had left close to me die and such.
    I felt it was worthless. In February I planned to kill myself in may if I didn’t get better as it been going on for 4 years then and said f it all as I would be dead. I stopped caring and there slowly threw everything I knew and did away. I was planning my letters out and I would drink to cope with everything around then, whether that was alone in my room or in the school day. Things finally were going better in may that I felt if I pushed longer that I would regret considering suicide. Everything got better and Just last week I finally put a quit to drinking as I no longer felt the need for it anymore and want to put an end before it led to addiction as I’ll soon have full access to alcohol. I also have a new amazing group of friends who make me want to get up in the morning on my bad days. I may still deal with things every now and then but Im happy and want to experience life.
    Im 17 now and I just want to share my story to others, just like people did years ago did of their recovery in the comments to give people that glimmer of hope or show that people out here understand and know your pain. if you ever need to talk I’m here :)

    • @anixetyyyyy
      @anixetyyyyy Před 3 lety +2

      Stay safe !!

    • @Anastasia-up1xr
      @Anastasia-up1xr Před 2 lety +3

      @@linaer6928 I’m glad it helped and well done on staying strong, you got this

    • @ingridmancia11
      @ingridmancia11 Před 2 lety

      ☹☹

    • @livinglegacy7
      @livinglegacy7 Před 2 lety

      Thank you for sharing your story, I can only imagine how hard that must've been

  • @GiDD504
    @GiDD504 Před 2 lety +28

    I lost my mom to drugs and this song always makes be cry. She chose medicine over her family. Seeing her downfall hurt my soul so much. I miss you ma. Mental health and addiction is not a kind beast. It’s been years since she’s passed but I wake everyday wanting to end my life. Please hug your loved ones.

    • @izzillidizzilli6188
      @izzillidizzilli6188 Před rokem +2

      i am so sorry for your loss. please stay safe and take care of yourself. i might be just a random stranger on the internet but i sincerely do care. sending you lots of love and hugs.

    • @daniellagabriel46
      @daniellagabriel46 Před rokem +1

      I hope you heal and find happiness within yourself someday. Life is unfair and unkind sometimes. But you are worthy to live it, dance in the rain, meet new people, listen to your favorite music, etc. Keep fighting angel!❤️

    • @hopefully2224
      @hopefully2224 Před rokem

      She didnt choose medicine over you. She fought the devil and lost. She didnt want to lose. ❤

  • @RealSouljah
    @RealSouljah Před 7 lety +2040

    You could still be
    what you want to be
    What you said you were
    when you met me.

  • @atlasvellichor
    @atlasvellichor Před 5 lety +786

    Sucks when your home stops feeling like sanctuary

  • @13b1tches
    @13b1tches Před 3 lety +40

    I miss 4-5 years ago. Elementary school. I miss going to Football games on Friday night and Saturday mornings. I miss my Elementary friends. I miss the feeling of happiness that I had. I miss not being anxious. I miss playing on the playground. I miss field trips. I miss my old house. I miss my old town. I miss the plaza in town. I miss watching Christmas movies on the couch. I miss playing on my ds. I remember when I was like 5, I would look at teenagers and think “I can’t wait till I’m a teenager” now here I am, 14 and a freshmen wishing I could go back. The thoughts of the pasts are consuming. But I think out of everything, I miss myself the most.

    • @angelasad6686
      @angelasad6686 Před 3 lety +1

      Same I wish I could go back to those days

    • @13b1tches
      @13b1tches Před 3 lety

      @@angelasad6686 same :( but it will get better, nothing is permanent :)))

    • @larisuc
      @larisuc Před 3 lety +1

      @@13b1tches hope so honestly

    • @13b1tches
      @13b1tches Před 6 měsíci

      Now I’m graduating hs this year and everything has fallen apart. I wish I could go back to three years ago before everything broke

  • @trenchcoatcollective
    @trenchcoatcollective Před 2 lety +20

    I’m currently listening to this lying in a hospital bed with my legs paralysed. This song hits really different now, especially the lines “you could still be what you want to be, what you said you were, when I met you” and “you’ve got a warm heart, you’ve got a beautiful brain but it’s disintegrating”. I’ve missed so much school recently. It feels like I’m going to be in a wheelchair forever. I’ve only spent 3 days in this hospital but it feels like forever since I’ve been outside of the building. Hopefully life will get better for me and every other person who feels trapped or hopeless.

    • @aztec3822
      @aztec3822 Před rokem +1

      I hope everything is better dawg 🙁

    • @Caraokayokayokay
      @Caraokayokayokay Před rokem +1

      How are you doing? I hope Christ has filled you with His undying love. I’m here if you ever want to talk. You are so loved.

    • @honestlyme5436
      @honestlyme5436 Před rokem

      Dw if you'll see this or not, i pray to god that everything will pe good for you ❤

    • @PurpleNoir
      @PurpleNoir Před rokem +1

      @ghost I hope life is kinder to you my friend❤

    • @lukedavies387
      @lukedavies387 Před 7 měsíci

      R u ok now

  • @justinb2391
    @justinb2391 Před 9 lety +88

    This comments section is filled with the better half of humanity. I'm amazed at how amazing everyone is here. You are all thoughtful, kind, supportive, and loving even to complete strangers.

    • @Staronat
      @Staronat Před 9 lety +6

      You know, I hate Humans. I hate it to be a human. Why? Because of their selfish way to live...but I can understand you. Everytime I'm a little bit sad, I search a song like this and read the nice comments. In such a moment I remember, who I am. I remember that humans aren't so bad, and now exists some people which might need me. So, I'm glad. I'm proud. I found my way back, back to me. And that's why I still keep going.
      Eh yes...I mean, yeah, it so awesome that people have such postives sides! I'm sorry for tell you all this kind of bullshit xD And sorry for my bad English! ._.
      *THE POWER OF MUSIIIIC* x3 Have a nice day, or night or whatever xD

    • @direwolf9995
      @direwolf9995 Před 9 lety +7

      Shuffle Strash And you officially became my favorite person for sharing that in common with me xD

    • @Staronat
      @Staronat Před 9 lety +1

      Hahaha thank you xDD

  • @you-fr7rb
    @you-fr7rb Před 6 lety +233

    I love how the comment section is full of people telling their stories. Even though I don’t have a very meaningful story, I will still tell it because I know that this comment section is full of people who will care.
    When I was born, my parents were drug addicts and weren’t ready for a baby. They really weren’t. So they didn’t treat me well. I was abused and neglected. I don’t remember anything from that time (thank the lord) but my mom tells me stories from then. My connection with my new mother is special. She is my cousin. Our connection is extra special. I am actually related to her. Its hard to think about the past that I lived in. I no longer have contact with my real mother. I would like to meet her to show her how much of a good person I have grown up to be, but not for a while. Honestly I dont blame my parents. Yes, they could be better prepared. Yes, they could've been better parents. I dont blame them. Im so happy that I am with the family that I am now. The reason why I am in a safe, loving, and caring environment now is because of my birth mother. She acknowledged that she wasn't fit to be a mother, so she gave me up. Like I said, my mother now tells me stories about my childhood. When I first came to my family, I wasn't used to being able to cry. I used to not cry because I would get beaten if I did. Its awfully sad. I am so happy and lucky that I am in a safe place now.
    If you are going through anything sad or horrible just know that you are loved. I care about you. No matter who you are. I dont think there are bad people, just people who do bad things

    • @niageorgieva7739
      @niageorgieva7739 Před 5 lety +2

      What do I do if I don't have a safe place

    • @anya3300
      @anya3300 Před 5 lety +4

      @@niageorgieva7739 reach out for help and look for people who really care, you deserve to be safe and loved ❤

    • @honeyhopcroft4139
      @honeyhopcroft4139 Před 5 lety +1

      tegmag my life was the same my mums nice tho my dad abused us

    • @rsh6013
      @rsh6013 Před 5 lety +1

      😢💔

    • @isabeltaylor1
      @isabeltaylor1 Před 4 lety +2

      tegmag Sending you a big hug.

  • @ellihoule6338
    @ellihoule6338 Před 4 lety +134

    In middle school my best friend (we’re still best friends and she’s thriving now) tried to end her life. She told me a year ago that this was the only song she listened to for a whole week before she tried. And now I can’t listen to it without remembering the awful day she gave me a suicide letter.

    • @aminak3955
      @aminak3955 Před 3 lety +4

      omg i am so sorry for you! ♡ i am here for you

    • @teigan_equine323
      @teigan_equine323 Před 3 lety +1

      I’m so sorry, I can’t imagine what that was like x

    • @ariahdalowk1852
      @ariahdalowk1852 Před 3 lety +1

      Im sorry for your loss I lost a teacher her name was ms. Vallo she was nice but she's gone killimeaters away from the earth 😭😭

    • @rileysmrz
      @rileysmrz Před 3 lety

      omg i am so sorry.. i hope things get better for you.❤️

  • @omoideamvs8115
    @omoideamvs8115 Před 3 lety +57

    The only song I never get tired of listening to

  • @hitori9442
    @hitori9442 Před 5 lety +845

    "The Mirror is my friend
    Cause it never laugh when im crying"
    Excuse my english

    • @chibiq3410
      @chibiq3410 Před 5 lety +28

      Idc ur english i feel you

    • @maryruthhannahjavier5581
      @maryruthhannahjavier5581 Před 5 lety +15

      That phrase hurts me

    • @belasbees
      @belasbees Před 4 lety +9

      when I tell you that hit me like a fire truck

    • @user-id1qb1vm2s
      @user-id1qb1vm2s Před 4 lety +2

      FlameyMystic awww

    • @celinchenlove7809
      @celinchenlove7809 Před 4 lety +5

      Ok so the mirror is my worst nightmare because there’s no chance to hide the truth of my emotions
      It reflects my emotions and i can’t see myself cry
      And can’t see myself anyways
      I hate myself and I hate what a mirror shows me😴

  • @jedigeneralb4884
    @jedigeneralb4884 Před 4 lety +2372

    Life is just a game.
    And boy am I losing

    • @mehp_
      @mehp_ Před 4 lety +30

      Don't forget that you can always try again! Dont give up, dont lose hope, and those who are strong and determined can pass the boss fight, depression. Hope you beat that level! :)

    • @pricelesspolaris5597
      @pricelesspolaris5597 Před 4 lety +34

      im about to end my game

    • @Finnlandyy
      @Finnlandyy Před 4 lety +24

      This one dosent have a respawn button so please dont end it

    • @Finnlandyy
      @Finnlandyy Před 4 lety +18

      @@pricelesspolaris5597 please dont, theres no respawn button....I'll miss you

    • @pricelesspolaris5597
      @pricelesspolaris5597 Před 4 lety +8

      @@Finnlandyy thank you

  • @neo-yh6ib
    @neo-yh6ib Před 3 lety +103

    Hey, you, yeah you reading this, you look great today, I’m proud of you, no matter how many times life has knocked you down, pushed you to rock bottom, made you scream until you couldn’t, made you cry till you passed out, you kept getting up and going. You’re taking this one step at a time and I’m proud of you for each step you take, recently life’s been hard, I feel like I’m losing my battle with my depression, if I do, I just want you to know how proud of you I am, you’ve made it so far, keep going, you got this, don’t give up now, maybe ask that special someone on a date, buy those things for a new hobby, text that person, spend time with your loved ones, and even if I’m not here for that, and even if you don’t know me, just know that no matter what, and no matter who, I am proud. The fact that you haven’t given up no matter how hard things have gotten, the fact that you’re here with me right now, reading this whole thing, means a lot, I’m proud, I’m so damn proud, keep going, you got this. I wish one day you fall in love with the idea of being alive. I love you, keep being great, here’s my discord if you wanna contact me
    ᴸᵃᵃʷⁿʸ@ (copy & paste or tell me your user and i can add you!)
    And if that’s not it I will update this as soon as possible, thank you for being here and being great, stay humble, stay great :)

    • @602.adriii
      @602.adriii Před 3 lety +1

      wow, thank you so much...

    • @ivelyne6274
      @ivelyne6274 Před 3 lety +1

      I love you

    • @addisonparone8
      @addisonparone8 Před 3 lety

      thank you so much. you do not know how much i needed this, thank you.

    • @ennejn
      @ennejn Před 3 lety +2

      hey u still there? im proud of you too and i love you too

    • @Lauren-jz7ql
      @Lauren-jz7ql Před 2 lety

      I love you, hope you’re doing okay babe 💕

  • @p.k.k.9655
    @p.k.k.9655 Před 5 lety +762

    "You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain, but its disintegrated"
    Damn.
    I felt that.
    Draco Malfoy probably felt it too

  • @tibbers631
    @tibbers631 Před 8 lety +2658

    Dear person reading this,
    I hope your day has been going well, if not, I hope it gets better You are an amazing person who will inspire others to do great things so keep up the hard work. I know you may feel unimportant or insecure at the moment but know that you are a beautiful human being inside and out and you are important!
    Sometimes we just need such a message!
    I hope this comment helped you a bit and if not, I'm sorry
    Sincerely,
    Me, a fellow fallen angel.

    • @plinx.
      @plinx. Před 8 lety +22

      +fallen angel This comment almost made me cry.
      Thank you :')

    • @tibbers631
      @tibbers631 Před 8 lety +6

      +GoatKingdom you're welcome ^_^

    • @heatherrose3493
      @heatherrose3493 Před 8 lety +8

      I was looking at this song because I may be doing a solo to it in dance but your comment has meant a lot thank you x

    • @tibbers631
      @tibbers631 Před 8 lety +2

      +Heather 1106 thank you, it really means a lot to me that I was able to do something for you :)

    • @linux5586
      @linux5586 Před 8 lety +7

      This is cute, we need more positive people on this comment section tbh some people look like they're cancer victims like smh

  • @smilingu2741
    @smilingu2741 Před rokem +6

    WTF happened to me last night while listening for the first time is something not for the faint hearted. Transfixed to a whole new level and appreciation. The unexpected inner rush of my blood moving through my body, my heart beats to the rush of the sounds that felt like I was floating and feeling comfort that totally blew me away. I'm 49 and that was an experience totally unexpected. Thankyou it is just what I needed right then.

  • @shizafatima1558
    @shizafatima1558 Před 3 lety +10

    Losing loved ones is hard. Watching them lose themselves is harder. Mental illnesses kill a person before they die. Cancer etc kill a person before they die. Illnesses and medicines both kill people. They kill their spirit and their head. It’s the most heart breaking thing.
    This song is so special to me.

  • @Bee_Notabug
    @Bee_Notabug Před 5 lety +499

    Dear Riley,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Amanda,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear my dad,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear my sister,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Brianna,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Micah,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Taylor,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Chris,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Amelia,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Ashton,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Ainsley,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Amber,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Avery,
    Please don't leave me.
    Dear Mrs. K,
    Why did you have to go?
    Dear Cynthia,
    Why did you have to go?
    Dear Da Tesha,
    Why did you have to go?
    Dear Emma,
    Why did you have to go?
    Dear Pappy,
    Why did you have to go?
    Dear Aunt Robin,
    Why did you have to go?
    These people either left me, died, are dying, or might leave me. ❤❤❤ I love you all, and for those of you who are still with me, please don't go! I don't want to loose anyone else. ❤❤❤

    • @mikayla3766
      @mikayla3766 Před 5 lety +6

      Wihat about your mom? I don’t see her in there? :(

    • @Bee_Notabug
      @Bee_Notabug Před 5 lety +18

      @@mikayla3766 She's one of the strongest people I know. Life's gonna have to put up a good, long fight if it wants to take her down. ( : I'm thankful to have such a courageous and caring mother in my life! She truly is someone I love and hope to be like one day! ❤🙂❤

    • @mikayla3766
      @mikayla3766 Před 5 lety +6

      @@Bee_Notabug You're the sweetest thing ever. omg.

    • @chrishendricks1736
      @chrishendricks1736 Před 4 lety +4

      Ur pathetic. They'll never read this.

    • @CROWIntruder
      @CROWIntruder Před 4 lety +5

      Oh man, this really hurts my chest

  • @jasonjewell6399
    @jasonjewell6399 Před 8 lety +101

    This song reminds me of how far addiction drove me away from who I was as a person. Nice charming smart hardworking caring. Until the day i started chasing a dream that only exist in another world. It is a long hard road back ,But anything is possible just never forget who you really are.Remember love is all that really matters.

    • @spootization
      @spootization Před 8 lety +7

      +Jason Jewell RESPECT. Sometimes, the best people have been through the most shit to last 4 life times and they STILL come back to reality and get on with their lives and pursue what makes them happy! I hope you do well in life!

    • @jasonjewell6399
      @jasonjewell6399 Před 8 lety +1

      +spootization Thank you for the kind words. I wish the best for you as well my friend

    • @CadillacGorilla2498
      @CadillacGorilla2498 Před 8 lety

      Listen this dude, another world by electus..... all of his stuff is good especially peace of mind and kingdom of lions.... but trust me this would help you and everybody else get through your hard time

    • @CadillacGorilla2498
      @CadillacGorilla2498 Před 8 lety

      Listen this dude, another world by electus..... all of his stuff is good especially peace of mind and kingdom of lions.... but trust me this would help you and everybody else get through your hard time

  • @perc1088
    @perc1088 Před 3 lety +22

    That feeling when you feel sad and then you think about someone you lost and start crying in the inside

  • @sunflower-qq7qq
    @sunflower-qq7qq Před 3 lety +34

    "you could go home escape it all" the line hits so hard i get bullied a lot at school which i am at school rn

    • @agustinamansur5665
      @agustinamansur5665 Před 3 lety

      Oh, please defend yourself! Or run away from them. But don't let the bullies get to you like I did. I hope you do well ❤🌳

    • @gabriellal.2066
      @gabriellal.2066 Před 3 lety +2

      if you can't even handle bullies at school then you're soft.

    • @josowens878
      @josowens878 Před 3 lety

      It hits me hard for me too because I cant escape at home. I had problems with my family and on top of being bullied at school. So yeah irrelevant to escape there for sure.

    • @izzillidizzilli6188
      @izzillidizzilli6188 Před 3 lety +1

      @@gabriellal.2066 this really does not help

  • @cutsieproductions4805
    @cutsieproductions4805 Před 6 lety +2194

    To my mom,
    We lost you to the medicine.

    • @tranquility6358
      @tranquility6358 Před 6 lety +149

      I'm sorry for your loss, take care.

    • @SaddamHussain-gx9nc
      @SaddamHussain-gx9nc Před 5 lety +70

      I’m sorry for your loss.. I’m sure she was a beautiful human being may she Rest In Peace ♥️🇸🇦🇹🇷

    • @waffletowne8241
      @waffletowne8241 Před 5 lety +37

      im so sorry

    • @kishere6001
      @kishere6001 Před 5 lety +29

      Ik how you feel
      Stay strong love

    • @MusicqlNotes
      @MusicqlNotes Před 5 lety +23

      “Medicine” in my case.

  • @andrewyoung7408
    @andrewyoung7408 Před 6 lety +708

    "I love walking in the rain, because no one can see me crying."
    -Mr. Bean

  • @AnnaB-xd1eh
    @AnnaB-xd1eh Před 3 lety +10

    My mom passed away 1 week ago.
    This song is so sad and it makes me cry a lot.
    It’s really sad and hard to know that i will never see her again or talk to her or hug her.
    But she will always be in my heart so my dear good people in this comments hug your mom or go for a walk with here .
    Because you never know when will you last time see somebody.

    • @ivelyne6274
      @ivelyne6274 Před 3 lety +1

      Im so sorry for your less but I’m sure she is till here with you watching over you and is proud of you ❤️

    • @leahgurman5425
      @leahgurman5425 Před 3 lety

      i’m so sorry for your loss

    • @elle_rblx6547
      @elle_rblx6547 Před 2 lety

      RIP to her, may she fly high, ur so brave ❤️

  • @trinitywilliams4534
    @trinitywilliams4534 Před 3 lety +3

    So... If you scrolled through the comments, and just happened to go by this comment, maybe listen? Hear me out? People say that society has given up, that we lock are doors and shut our windows. We may all be strangers in this comment section, but everyone here is encouraging and trying to help. People are giving advise to those who are giving up to fast. People are telling their experience and what they are still going through. We all care, because if we didn’t? Then why even comment in the first place. Thank you for sharing your stories, you are truly one of a kind? You are brave, you are fighting, and you need to have hope. Life is hopes, and wishes that come true, sometimes? Life only gives you a push, but you need to work your way to the top? Or have you already gave up? Have you tried trying? I’m not saying you have, or haven’t. All I’m saying is that you is the only you there is ever gonna be so? Are you gonna waste yourself? Or are you gonna show everyone, what you’ve gone through and what your going to do now?

  • @faye7020
    @faye7020 Před 5 lety +1138

    Dear Lora.
    We lost you to the medicine.
    It’s okay. I know you didn’t mean it.
    I know all you wanted in your life was for your children to have a good life, and be happy, but you weren’t happy.
    You didn’t have to stay with a man who made you unhappy.
    You didn’t have to drink that night.
    You didn’t have to take a pill that night. A pill you knew you shouldn’t take.
    I never thought I’d be attending your funeral.
    A year later, we all miss you.
    I’m sorry. I’m sorry you’re gone and now your kids are sad because they miss you. I’m sorry your youngest son will never remember his mother, her voice and her smell. I’m sorry that over time I will forget a lot about you. I’m sorry I forgot your voice.
    You’re my second mother,
    Rest beautifully dear. :(

    • @ninaki
      @ninaki Před 5 lety +27

      God..

    • @WhoTfIsTBR
      @WhoTfIsTBR Před 5 lety +38

      I have no words, I haven't felt that pain, I've felt horrible pain but not this bad. I'm sorry about what happened.

    • @ungnome9405
      @ungnome9405 Před 5 lety +14

      this touched me and im not even physical enough to be touched :( im sry for ur loss

    • @lavendergilly5843
      @lavendergilly5843 Před 5 lety +7

      My name is Laura and this spoke directly to my heart like what they would say if I did it

    • @hannamarie8760
      @hannamarie8760 Před 5 lety +3

      I'm crying awh, I'm sorry 💓

  • @nathanjimenez8274
    @nathanjimenez8274 Před 7 lety +679

    It's impossible to forget someone. You just don't want to remember. Somehow, somewhere deep within you all the memories will remain.

    • @Teddietonbear23
      @Teddietonbear23 Před 6 lety +2

      Tired Idiosyncratic Cat very true ❤️❤️

    • @os_oz
      @os_oz Před 6 lety +6

      Tired Idiosyncratic Cat seriously, lol. fuck you
      honestly just fuck you, stating the clear obvious that i do not want too read or hear, joys of life man.
      itll be nice, too have a beer with you.

    • @shiva_hardly_sarcastic
      @shiva_hardly_sarcastic Před 6 lety +4

      Not when you have dementia

    • @shiva_hardly_sarcastic
      @shiva_hardly_sarcastic Před 6 lety

      Anna Vlogz too heavy for CZcams dude. And you should talk about that stuff with a therapist anyway

    • @urmom-ok3eo
      @urmom-ok3eo Před 6 lety +1

      DrStarfucker you think I havent done that ive done everything I can do you think I want this shit to happen to me no I don't but thanks for putting your FUCKING opinion that I don't give a FUCK about☺

  • @maellechaibi5394
    @maellechaibi5394 Před 3 lety +38

    “ I’m tired of living without really living” Stella ( five feet apart)💔

  • @jadebehunin7953
    @jadebehunin7953 Před 3 lety +12

    These are the type of songs I used to cry my eyes out to. I still could if I wanted to, but now I listen to them to make sure I can hold back tears. So I can make sure I know how to not cry. I made people spend too long on me. Making sure I was ok. Hearing about my problems. I dont want to do that to people anymore. These are my problems. Not anyone else's.

  • @idontexist333
    @idontexist333 Před 6 lety +3635

    Does any feel so sad that they can’t really feel pain anymore and you just feel numb

  • @nicoleplays3835
    @nicoleplays3835 Před 6 lety +328

    Hey
    You
    Yes,you
    I know you are crying or tearing up
    But just know people love you and are here for you❤️

  • @kendallcooper6100
    @kendallcooper6100 Před 3 lety +115

    Note to self: "while young, don't ever fall in love.... it's fake" ~lil uzi vert

  • @elijahchesterthomas5334
    @elijahchesterthomas5334 Před rokem +2

    I'm A 42-year-old man on my birthday thinking about my daughter listening to the song. All of you young people out there... you probably will never hear me but please hang on. Please. Someone somewhere feels you.

  • @peaceful_lights8006
    @peaceful_lights8006 Před 8 lety +304

    just the thought that there are people who make/listen to this type of music is enough to make me feel connected

    • @skaldrun6727
      @skaldrun6727 Před 8 lety +16

      when I read your comment, I feel connected too

    • @mariedaude936
      @mariedaude936 Před 8 lety +1

      ❤️

    • @Lea-zl9kt
      @Lea-zl9kt Před 8 lety +2

      wow, you put that perfectly into words...

    • @reildn7647
      @reildn7647 Před 7 lety +11

      that reminds me of some quote in perks of being a wallflower book. i think it's like a unity i guess.. that we like the same music.

    • @lev2195
      @lev2195 Před 5 lety

      @@skaldrun6727 Same

  • @shamlessxroyalty
    @shamlessxroyalty Před 4 lety +298

    Im still crying to this song 6 years later wtf

  • @nicolenadolski2872
    @nicolenadolski2872 Před 2 lety +1

    Relevantly Wordless. Diversified... Priceless Love

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 Před 3 lety +27

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

  • @speccorvi7444
    @speccorvi7444 Před 4 lety +639

    I actually can't cry, I haven't cried for at least a year. I've just been numb, like a cold and dark attic where everything is dusted over. I still feel sad though.
    Anyone else or just me..?

    • @csphere_satoshi
      @csphere_satoshi Před 4 lety +6

      I also do that :((

    • @speccorvi7444
      @speccorvi7444 Před 4 lety +5

      @@csphere_satoshi Aww let me hug you and we can be sad together :c

    • @csphere_satoshi
      @csphere_satoshi Před 4 lety +2

      @@speccorvi7444 sure thing qwqq

    • @Cannibalisticangel
      @Cannibalisticangel Před 4 lety +8

      Me and I just want a hug and to disappear

    • @this_rishi
      @this_rishi Před 4 lety +10

      Yes.. seems like there's a brick wall between me and the act of crying

  • @tehilahcaviness213
    @tehilahcaviness213 Před 9 lety +1485

    Mom asks: how many times you going to listen to that song!?
    Me: as many times it takes for it to fill the hole that's in my soul

    • @allie6824
      @allie6824 Před 9 lety +4

      Thank you for this comment. I love you. Okay

    • @tehilahcaviness213
      @tehilahcaviness213 Před 9 lety +4

      I love you too bby

    • @kilinandi
      @kilinandi Před 9 lety +7

      as if the song alone isnt enough to make me cry, now yuo have to go and say this.

    • @tehilahcaviness213
      @tehilahcaviness213 Před 9 lety +3

      But it's le truth

    • @CaptainJacksIsland
      @CaptainJacksIsland Před 9 lety +8

      Mom: Stop being melodramatic. Also, you have counseling starting Monday now.

  • @jodidempsey4764
    @jodidempsey4764 Před 4 dny

    My baby was given way too much medicine at a children’s hospital. This song is so heartbreaking. It describes what he’s been through. When words fail me, music. Music heals.
    You can still be what you said you were when I met you.

  • @skipperkfc
    @skipperkfc Před 3 lety +11

    This songs hits different when your having a moment...

  • @xgigi1839
    @xgigi1839 Před 6 lety +173

    I want you guys to know that no matter what you are going through right now please don't leave us, you are far too precious and someone out there in this big world needs you, whether it's in the future or now. Stay strong beautiful, because we love and need you here❤

  • @lunawonderland8338
    @lunawonderland8338 Před 5 lety +765

    2019? Still crying.....😕🖤🎵

  • @KoalityMan-
    @KoalityMan- Před 3 lety +2

    I have been an addict my entire life. Addicted to self harm, to drama, to toxicity, to drugs, to adrenaline, to people. I have been to rehab, jail, prison, you name it. I want every single one of you struggling to know that it takes time and it takes struggling every single day, but it does get better. I’m 22. I was released from prison 2 months ago. I am 26 months sober from self harm. 18 months sober from drugs. Every single day I contemplate relapsing, but through all of this I have found the ability to tell myself no. Keep fighting. Love yourself. And stay hydrated. I love each and every one of you.

  • @gabbybriceno505
    @gabbybriceno505 Před 3 lety +2

    This reminds me of my uncle, his a drinking addict, We tell not to drink, he never want to change. My grandmas had to bail him out, he almost died from the cold, he was drunk and my grandma found him just in time, Idek anymore I hate thinking about how much my grandma trys to turning him back into her sweet little boy but he never want to change. I'm 13 and I remember all the fun times I had with him. But he doesn't wanna change.

    • @animator2752
      @animator2752 Před 3 lety

      Stay strong, your uncle is in a tunnel that seems to have no ending but show him the exit. Don't loose hope!

  • @lou-xr5rz
    @lou-xr5rz Před 7 lety +794

    this song is medicine holy fuck it’s a drug - am i the only one who wants to cry really hard right now? :'(

    • @michaelmoler4584
      @michaelmoler4584 Před 7 lety +5

      Look up the sound remedy remix of this, you won't be the same person after you've listened to it

    • @firewall1012
      @firewall1012 Před 7 lety +1

      alrighty then, ill tell you how i feel about it after i listen to it

    • @mylegalassistants
      @mylegalassistants Před 7 lety +7

      No I want off all of these poisonous prescriptions they have me on!!!! Every time they add a new one I get more side effects that KEEP ME SICK!!!

    • @lou-xr5rz
      @lou-xr5rz Před 7 lety +1

      Becky Heffernan I KNOW I KNOW !!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh

    • @EmpoweringArtists
      @EmpoweringArtists Před 7 lety +5

      Becky Heffernan I was severly addicted to morphine for several years. However, I broke free - And you can too!

  • @joshuapenn4529
    @joshuapenn4529 Před 6 lety +67

    First time ever hearing this full song. I have two boys with the woman of my dreams. Money is hard. Everyday we struggle but our love saves all of us. Lately pressure and struggling have been slowly killing me. I started drinking. A LOT. My Medicine. This song is like a letter from my family. Its time to stop drinking and get better medicine. My boys need a healthy dad. My girl needs a strong husband. Im sorry for dragging you guys behind booze. Im sorry about my medicine.

    • @queenyellow6714
      @queenyellow6714 Před 5 lety

      Joshua Penn how are things ? You doing okay?

    • @Evelyn-vh1ex
      @Evelyn-vh1ex Před 5 lety

      Good luck!!!

    • @nothingsfading
      @nothingsfading Před 5 lety

      Hope you’re okay

    • @ratenthusiast3291
      @ratenthusiast3291 Před 5 lety

      I hope you were able to recover, not just for those around you but for yourself too

    • @chrisvoa
      @chrisvoa Před 5 lety

      My family are my life. My kids are a strong and my wife is an angel. But I hear you man. Keep strong and put one step in front of the other.

  • @sadiejacobs8920
    @sadiejacobs8920 Před 2 lety +6

    "You need to learn to love yourself before you can love anybody else"
    -a fanfiction I read a really long time ago

  • @Myuyu_za
    @Myuyu_za Před 3 lety +14

    I find myself coming back here a lot, trying to pick myself up and being everything I ever said I'd be but it's so difficult and suffocating and feels like it's not even worth it half of the time. Life is painful. Even breathing feels like a painful task to complete.

  • @divineology
    @divineology Před 8 lety +672

    Honestly I am not depressed at all I just love this type of music.

  • @mrkrabskinnie
    @mrkrabskinnie Před 5 lety +133

    listening to this while having a mental break down
    really love this song it somehow calms me down even when everything is falling apart. love

  • @ladybug-fe1he
    @ladybug-fe1he Před 3 lety +6

    I heard this song the first time on “the vow”. It’s such a beautiful song that hits home so closely. ‘You can still be who You want. Who you said you were when you met me.’ And ‘you’ve got a beautiful heart; you’ve got a beautiful mind, but it’s disintegrating’. Daughter completely shook my world by hearing this song. I have many mental health issues and addiction issues. Everyday is a struggle and I am not who I want to be, but I can go back to who I wanted to be if I want. Uhh my heart... my heart..

  • @ericahenderson7555
    @ericahenderson7555 Před 2 lety +2

    You all are not alone. Each one of us is struggling through something. Life is the hardest thing we’ll ever know. But we have people to lean on even if you don’t feel like it. It’s okay to feel what you’re feeling. Don’t ever feel ashamed.

  • @natalielaroche2142
    @natalielaroche2142 Před 4 lety +711

    that moment when you realize that the person that you once loved doesn’t love you back.

    • @amandayoung725
      @amandayoung725 Před 4 lety +4

      Goddamn that's pathetic

    • @heathercarlson3181
      @heathercarlson3181 Před 3 lety +1

      I feel this so much it hurts. Idk how humans can be so mf cruel

    • @thepropercouchpotato658
      @thepropercouchpotato658 Před 3 lety +7

      My first love. Was stuck that way for two years. I finally realized when when she broke up with me and I found out she was cheating on me for months. Been afraid of love and yet wanted it again ever since. I know, I'm pathetic. Sorry for wasting your time. Have a good day.

    • @nataliaxx4386
      @nataliaxx4386 Před 3 lety +2

      shit this hit hard

    • @apurplekiwi2239
      @apurplekiwi2239 Před 3 lety +2

      @@heathercarlson3181 don how tf is someone cruel for not reciprocating love? That's such a toxic standpoint, you have to accept that people feel the way people feel. They may like us or they may not. Suck it up and stop saying the world is so cruel.

  • @PaytonAshley45
    @PaytonAshley45 Před 9 lety +197

    a very close friendship that i had with someone ended so terribly, and it left me feeling so empty and lost. If only medicine would work

    • @Alchemyworks22
      @Alchemyworks22 Před 9 lety +9

      It gets better trust me

    • @austinrogers5992
      @austinrogers5992 Před 9 lety

      we all need medicine

    • @IzzyBurrill
      @IzzyBurrill Před 9 lety

      My best friend moved away:(

    • @Natalia-zz7uk
      @Natalia-zz7uk Před 9 lety +1

      i totally feel you, i'm still in recovery or withdrawal from my friend more or less

    • @PaytonAshley45
      @PaytonAshley45 Před 9 lety

      Estefania Castillo its a pain that won't leave, and i can't do anything about :(

  • @ryvr.
    @ryvr. Před 2 lety +2

    I realized that it never gets better, we just find ways to deal with the pain better. life is honestly the worst thing there is!

  • @adibtf12
    @adibtf12 Před 3 lety +8

    THIS SONG JUST BRING BACK MEMORIES 😢😢😢 FINALY I FOUND IT

  • @livyaeh
    @livyaeh Před 5 lety +110

    WHO IS THIS PERSON
    I WANT THEIR VOICE STUCK IN MY HEAD FOREVER

    • @allie9802
      @allie9802 Před 4 lety +1

      誰か someone the artist’s name is daughter

    • @christinar379
      @christinar379 Před 3 lety

      The singer is Elena Tonra. She released a beautiful album of her own under the name "ex:re" too!

  • @arquattro2874
    @arquattro2874 Před 9 lety +65

    My good friend committed suicide last month. I've been so broken since... this was soon after the deaths of my ex boyfriend and my father, so this was the straw that broke the camel's back. This is the song that Tiffany's family used in her memorial video. I cry every time I hear this song.

    • @xdruxo2128
      @xdruxo2128 Před 9 lety +4

      I have lost 5 friends, almost 6 to suicide. It is very hard. I know. Bit you need to remember they are happy now.

    • @4everATpeace
      @4everATpeace Před 9 lety +4

      I'm so sorry....... I can't imagine. I wish you the best, I hope you find a way to get to a good place.

    • @morganwalsh8942
      @morganwalsh8942 Před 9 lety

      I cry every time I listen to this song

    • @xxericxo
      @xxericxo Před 9 lety +6

      My ex-girlfriend who I was still very much in love with committed suicide just under a month ago. We'd been broken up for years, but remained very close, and tried to be supportive. She sent me this song while I was doing outpatient therapy at a mental health facility.
      It makes me cry, too. Every single time.

    • @laniborges2037
      @laniborges2037 Před 9 lety +4

      I'm so sorry to hear.

  • @kowaihanashi6921
    @kowaihanashi6921 Před rokem +1

    Still hurts me to hear this song :) Glad ive found it again. its filled a gap I had forgotten, Thank you.

  • @emmamicek8323
    @emmamicek8323 Před 2 lety +1

    This song always reminds me of my aunt who was fighting cancer but she was too weak to keep fighting and I honestly miss her

  • @kaitlinfrost264
    @kaitlinfrost264 Před 4 lety +314

    I listened to this song years ago when I was depressed. My first suicide attempt was when I was 11. 5 years later I'm 16 with a great life. I got the chance to be blessed with having a child. I know I'm young, but God gave me a reason to live. I had no reason to live when I was younger. Now I have an amazing boyfriend, I'm having a baby, I have a great supportive family. I couldn't be luckier. If anyone thinks they don't have a reason to live, just wait. You won't regret it, I promise.

    • @evie.9385
      @evie.9385 Před 3 lety +12

      I’ve waited my whole life from abusive parents, being used, cutting, I attempted, everyone leaving, and now i literally have no one, no one talks to me even my therapist said I couldn’t be helped I tried to help myself so many times but I can’t plus there’s no reason to because I have nothing to loose and no one will actually notice. So yeah idk I’m probably just gonna do it

    • @rebeccaj0hns
      @rebeccaj0hns Před 3 lety +6

      @@evie.9385 you can talk to me ❤️

    • @toz1594
      @toz1594 Před 3 lety +5

      @@evie.9385 try writing everything down that you tried and then think of what you have never tried. A great mind once said "Don't give up because 1/100 times could be the time it works"

    • @toz1594
      @toz1594 Před 3 lety +4

      @@evie.9385 I'm so sorry for your pain I made a 365 activities and wrote each one on a folded post-it note and placed them all in a mug then everyday of the year I picked one out and it gave you something to look forward to . It could be worth trying.

    • @hinatachi3154
      @hinatachi3154 Před 3 lety +5

      @@evie.9385 hey evie, it's hard. Everything you've gone through must have been so hard... And listen here, I'm so so proud of you for still being here! life is tough ik that myself. But better times WILL come! When, is something only time can decide. But I promise you it's worth waiting. Have a little bit more patience and try to be strong.. you already were so strong don't throw your hard work away.. if you wanna talk about anything just tell me

  • @zlexidash15
    @zlexidash15 Před 10 lety +60

    This song was one of those times where i was on the verge of breaking down, and the perfect song came up and told me just what i needed to hear.. and i cried and let it all out.. and kept going...

    • @gypsy8429
      @gypsy8429 Před 10 lety +10

      Whatever it is you're going through, I could only just imagine. I know we don't know each other but I want to tell you that you're worth it. Stay Strong Beautiful x

    • @PrinceZohan
      @PrinceZohan Před 10 lety +13

      Nancy Phung People like you are the essence of the human spirit :) thank you

    • @gypsy8429
      @gypsy8429 Před 10 lety +15

      ***** no honey, just looking out for another being.

  • @angela-sh8zy
    @angela-sh8zy Před 3 lety +3

    everyone in the comments who is begging for hope, prayers, and a miracle it will be okay. i promise no one’s life will be perfect. the person next to you could just be suffering as much as you. it will be okay, please don’t stress yourself. we don’t have an infinite amount of time here. one day you’ll be greeted to a place where you won’t stress. we’ll have lives that we long to have now. it will get better. please do not give up hope. it’s okay if you’re hurt, it’s okay if you’re torn, it’s okay if you’re spilling out all your feelings because youtube is where people can finally understand how your feeling. just please, please do not give up. life has it’s ups and downs. i came here for a song from my dance class, but seeing all your comments make me tear up. prayers sent out to all of you...we got this 💖

  • @ashutoshranjan8326
    @ashutoshranjan8326 Před 3 lety +1

    Person of Interest brought me here. The setting of the episode and the song made a lot of sense and pierced right through the heart.

  • @still_specter
    @still_specter Před 8 lety +21

    I am fortunate enough to have my family and friends, so when I read these comments, I feel like I should be more grateful. Remember, be grateful for who you have and what you have. A lot of people do not have both their parents and are going through a tough time. I have been feeling depressed for a while and have been told that it's nothing and that it's just me feeling sad or sorry for myself. If you need to talk to someone, talk to someone you trust to have your back through thick and thin. I hope that you get through your problems and that you feel better. It helps me to feel better by helping other people who are less fortunate than me, so if you feel bad, tell someone that you care. Don't tell them, "It will get better." because who knows, maybe it won't. But at least let them know that they're cared for and loved. :)

  • @mimidoggo7167
    @mimidoggo7167 Před 9 měsíci +3

    I remember coming across this video when I was 15 when I was an anxious depresso and listened to it to help me fall asleep. They've been my absolute favourite sound in the world ever since. I'm 22 now and those lyrics "you can still be want you want to, what you said you were when I met you" got me crying buckets rn. I've been so depressed and numb the last 2 years but those lyrics remind me of what little youthfull hope I felt when I first heard this song. They resonate with me so much. I need a mfing hug

  • @XxDJReasonxX
    @XxDJReasonxX Před 8 lety +68

    my son died almost 4 years ago, and listening to this song makes me think about how much i miss him, yet somehow feel that even now, without him i would not be the person i am today.

    • @Snowflake28936AJ
      @Snowflake28936AJ Před 8 lety +1

      +XxDJReasonxX Oh man, I'm so sorry. You have to remember that your not alone, many other people go through it. Stay strong.

    • @JasonProds
      @JasonProds Před 8 lety +2

      +XxDJReasonxX Your name is XxDJReasonxX. I doubt you ever got a girlfriend.

    • @XxDJReasonxX
      @XxDJReasonxX Před 8 lety +15

      +JasonProds lol it's just a name bro....and yeah, do some research before you start flappin those loose ass lips homie. Sounds like you got some insecurities to deal with.

    • @breadcrumbs3530
      @breadcrumbs3530 Před 8 lety +1

      I'm so sorry, I can't imagine what you must have gone through. Please stay strong and know that me and many others like you are supporting you.

    • @madeleinekrg
      @madeleinekrg Před 8 lety +4

      I just cried..😔 I bet he is very proud of you.

  • @Squidsuds
    @Squidsuds Před 3 lety +1

    Man, 15 years old and god has already layed out a beautiful path for me. All because of people like you, yeah... you reading this comment, even if you've done wrong, people may not forgive you but I do. Because, that's the power of another chance.

  • @user-kj6sw3to4m
    @user-kj6sw3to4m Před 2 lety +1

    Powerful. Amazing. Awesome. Beautiful. Motivation. Magnificent. Glorious.

  • @Lexi-pk5rh
    @Lexi-pk5rh Před 5 lety +601

    *You got a second chance*
    *You could go home*
    *Escape it all*
    *It's just irrelevant*

  • @bigkahuna1919
    @bigkahuna1919 Před 7 lety +160

    Hey.
    You.
    You could still be what you want to.

  • @yaboimosh
    @yaboimosh Před 3 lety +3

    When I was younger my sister use to listen to this song all the time and she told me it was her love note to her ex. Now she's gone and somehow this song helps me be at peace with her no longer being in my life. I hope all you out there find love in your hearts and all the pain from those you have lost will fade with time. Be safe out there

  • @jasminlane3433
    @jasminlane3433 Před 3 lety +4

    I cry everytime when I listen to this song because I remember all the memories I had with my mum before she died if anyone needs a friend I’m here to help you or support through a tough time