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  • APRIL Vlog - It's all about creating memories in 2017!
    I wanted to share with you guys what I've been up to in APRIL - a snippet into my life so to speak!
    April - was a pretty tough month and i take you through my highs and my lows - its all about learning how to cope when it comes to bereavement and I'm still on my journey!
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Komentáře • 72

  • @leanneernstzen6019
    @leanneernstzen6019 Před 7 lety +30

    Hey Nikki,
    I cried with you, I couldn't imagine the pain and loss your feeling. I miss you and ed together. I'm sure he's your angel now. Sending you lots of love and positive vibes. Xxx

  • @lauradhenn
    @lauradhenn Před 7 lety +12

    Love how involved your dad is in your filming!

  • @callmemunashe
    @callmemunashe Před 7 lety +18

    Your skin is incredible Nikki, you need to do some kind of skin care video. If you've already done it please link it. I hope this isn't too much of an ask but I think when you're ready you should do a video on dealing with grief. I imagine that would help a lot of people. I'm sorry that you lost your friend but I'm sure he's looking down on you feeling so proud! You're an amazing woman Nikki. I hope your channel continues gaining success. I could definitely imagine you in tv as a presenter. You're so friendly and bubbly in your videos. I would 100% watch you on a tv show xxx

    • @N1kk1sSecr3t
      @N1kk1sSecr3t  Před 7 lety +2

      MUNASHE awwww this put a massive smile on my face Thankyou for taking time out of your day to write to me xx

  • @JaeAaliyahXO
    @JaeAaliyahXO Před 7 lety +2

    I absolutely appreciate and love how real you are inside and out. I've always enjoyed getting to see the parts of you we don't necessarily get to see in the makeup tutorials, this was so heartfelt and lovely especially that I've been watching for years so it's all very touching. You are so wonderful and strong, Thank you for sharing Hun 💕

  • @NatMed90
    @NatMed90 Před 7 lety

    I've watched you for years and never commented before. I admire your bravery in speaking of your grief on here. Sending you lots of love and light beautiful lady, praying for your healing and wishing you nothing but the best on your journey ❤️ xx

  • @lrpowers767
    @lrpowers767 Před 7 lety +3

    I love your videos, Nikki. These are so truthful and real. I admire your strength through all of this. Sending so much love 💖

  • @maraeabroughton
    @maraeabroughton Před 7 lety

    ❤❤❤ Love it girl!!!! You are so beautiful and strong, thank you for sharing!!!! I get so excited when you post.

  • @jhovannagutierrez5273
    @jhovannagutierrez5273 Před 7 lety

    I admire you so much Nikki you're so strong!! I love you!!youre my favorite CZcamsr ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Golds174
    @Golds174 Před 7 lety +1

    Loved this vlog hun, uplifting and sad at the same time. You dad is so cool x

  • @Stefthesweetiepie
    @Stefthesweetiepie Před 7 lety +1

    'I'm usually late for everything in life' 😂😂😂 trust me girl I can relate 🙌 I'm sorry for your loss, noone deserves to go through this but I honestly believe that he is in a better place now🙏💖 I love you and you look stunning btw😍😍😘

  • @asho308
    @asho308 Před 7 lety

    I'm only five minutes in and I've had to pause it to tell you I just want to give you a cuddle. You are absolutely amazing, I can't even being to imagine what you have been through. Sending you lots of love from Wales sweetie xxxx

  • @komd9818
    @komd9818 Před 7 lety +1

    I absolutely love your videos! Please do a tutorial on the "sunset" eye look with gold focused in the middle of your face.

  • @velmasmith4604
    @velmasmith4604 Před 7 lety +2

    Sorry about your loss. I wish healing and comfort that only God can give.

  • @mehjabeenumer5627
    @mehjabeenumer5627 Před 7 lety

    Wow I actually cried watching you I felt your pain I hope you you feel at peace once you said your goodbye and knowing that his ok xx.your hair looks so sophisticated straight. you look gorgeous .x

  • @Lalalander89
    @Lalalander89 Před 7 lety +1

    I remember seeing you two at wireless I was so excited! hope everything is well ❤️

  • @kayathriramalingam6638
    @kayathriramalingam6638 Před 7 lety +1

    Wish you peace and happiness. You're a strong woman ♥️

  • @arusaashraf1933
    @arusaashraf1933 Před 7 lety +1

    Sending so much love your way ❤️❤️❤️

  • @MissBeautylicous1
    @MissBeautylicous1 Před 7 lety

    Nikki i know nothing can take your pain away from you right now but i really hope one day it does go, youre super strong to post this, my heart reaches out to you xxxx

  • @mehjabeenumer5627
    @mehjabeenumer5627 Před 7 lety

    Wow I actually cried watching you I felt your pain I hope you you feel at peace once you said your goodbye and knowing that his ok xx.

  • @naz-nazneen886
    @naz-nazneen886 Před 7 lety

    🌹Brave of you to share with us your very intimate moment with your reading. Seeing you cry made me want to put my arms around you & hold you tight (I'm a mom😘). I really like your nails. Girl you rock every style. Those finger rings are everything 🙌🏽 Yes! Looking fwd to a Primark haul💖

  • @howcouture
    @howcouture Před 7 lety

    looove ur vlogs Nikki

  • @naasiraamin3241
    @naasiraamin3241 Před 7 lety

    Be strong!! 💪🏼❤️

  • @rockinpoison89
    @rockinpoison89 Před 7 lety

    Primark/clothing haul yesss girl ❤️❤️❤️

  • @juliehodgkinson4264
    @juliehodgkinson4264 Před 7 lety

    Hi darlin ...i lost my dad 21 years ago I was only in my 20s with 2 young children..he was my hero i was his baby girl ..i spoke to mediums and was told alsorts of stuff that meant nothing..then I spoke to a particular one who told me things I never knew about both my parents that were confirmed by my mum and siblings afterwards ...my heart is completely open to my dad watching over me and I know when he's around cos an oil painting my mum did slants were it's hanging to the side .. I've never got over his dying I've just learnt to live with it .... he'll never leave u he lives you and will be happy to see u do well in your life and be happy ...hes at peace now u can be at peace honey xxxxx big hugs and lots of love xxxx

  • @katieshola1692
    @katieshola1692 Před 7 lety +17

    Aww Nikki it must be so harrdd going through this. Just know you're doing great! Did you disclose how Ed passed? From watching him in your vlogs he seemed like a great guy❤

    • @N1kk1sSecr3t
      @N1kk1sSecr3t  Před 7 lety +4

      Katie Shola he was amazing! No not really never felt the need to❤️

    • @Nishka88
      @Nishka88 Před 7 lety +1

      please please do a look on the makeup you were wearing when you were showing a denim jacket

  • @aino1639
    @aino1639 Před 7 lety

    I'm so sorry for ur lost❤

  • @angelinahull1634
    @angelinahull1634 Před 7 lety

    Nikki you're so beautiful inside and out 😘 such an amazing soul

  • @princess18asma
    @princess18asma Před 7 lety

    So sorry for your lost niki

  • @Neylena
    @Neylena Před 7 lety

    Im new to this channel and I love Nikki's videos! Im so confused! What has happened, who passed away and how?

  • @spanisheyes123100
    @spanisheyes123100 Před 7 lety

    Sometimes we all need closure and if going to a medium helped you do that then its good and part of your healing process.I think you're very brave to share this,and it can only make you a stronger person,keep your head up and don't let it take your smile away 👍💟😀 xoxo

  • @Optimist788
    @Optimist788 Před 7 lety

    Nikki, I believe this is an individual process and I feel people should be understanding even if they don't understand:)

  • @Za786Ra
    @Za786Ra Před 7 lety

    What hair extensions are you thinking of buying next? Can you do a video pls x

  • @roxstarnails
    @roxstarnails Před 7 lety

    Love your vlogs 💯💄✨

  • @ShonaghScott
    @ShonaghScott Před 7 lety

    ♥️

  • @faaizafaiza1607
    @faaizafaiza1607 Před 7 lety

    Tutorial on the orange eyeshadow you had on when talking about your lash lift treatment please 🙌🏽

  • @iishy09
    @iishy09 Před 7 lety +1

    Nikki this blog was amazing!! you are one of the strongest people I've ever seen! You've shown so much courage for what's happened and to share it with us is so beautiful! Stay strong and I'm sorry you've had to go through this.. but it's so nice to see you happy and positive !! xxx

  • @Sarah7MUA
    @Sarah7MUA Před 7 lety +6

    Everything in this universe is made up of energy and energy cannot be destroyed, including the energy of those people who pass on. They only leave their physical bodies behind. Whilst I believe some mediums and psychics are more in tune with their spiritual side and can sense these energies more intensely than others, I'm a true believer in strengthening our own intuition and tapping into our own guidance within. We all have it in us. I highly recommend you look into Reiki Nikki. There are some amazing reiki consultants out there. Reiki works in opening up the chakras (7 energy point in the body) which not only helps release negative emotions and resistance but also allows healing on so many different areas of life. You already have an open mind so I really think you would benefit from it. Sending you good vibes xx

    • @N1kk1sSecr3t
      @N1kk1sSecr3t  Před 7 lety +3

      Sienna7 I completely agree! I feel more at peace now but maybe I will look in to Reiki - I have hard about this and I do believe in the energies always existing 🖤

  • @kimoradixon9339
    @kimoradixon9339 Před 7 lety

    hi Nikki can you tell me where you got your rings from they are gorgeous

  • @megankravesmore
    @megankravesmore Před 7 lety +3

    i wrote a letter and gifted the medium i went to after my dad committed suicide because the relief i felt after speaking to her was so exhillerating i cried for hours. i'm open to everything as well but i know for a fact regardless of 'cold reading' and other things that this lady couldn't have told me half the things she did if my dad wasn't on the other side telling her. i feel like if you've lost somebody to suicide you yearn for answers and apologies and to be able to tell the person how hurt you are by what they've done but you forgive and love them still and that's exactly what the medium done for me. i'm glad you found peace with your own reading babe xxx

    • @N1kk1sSecr3t
      @N1kk1sSecr3t  Před 7 lety +1

      Megan McBride I love this and I'm glad you felt like you were able to communicate your emotions ❤️❤️

  • @katetaylorson6220
    @katetaylorson6220 Před 7 lety

    Where is ur black jacket from at the beginning x

  • @deedee6810
    @deedee6810 Před 7 lety +1

    who is ed and wat happened. I can't find a previous vid

  • @mominanazir
    @mominanazir Před 7 lety

    Love you

  • @a.f.8231
    @a.f.8231 Před 7 lety

    Yeesssss love your vlogs

  • @yazzycat
    @yazzycat Před 7 lety

    Could someone help me understand what happened :( who did she loose? and when I thought I was up to date with nikki x

  • @Salsensual-yf5jx
    @Salsensual-yf5jx Před 7 lety

    I am so proud of you (if I may say so), dealing with all these feelings and not running away from them. We have gone to mediums in the past, good ones and less ones. It has helped me through some dark times and some good times. I wish you all the best, we probably will never meet, but I feel privileged to be a part of your life through CZcams.

  • @brittanyhoward7971
    @brittanyhoward7971 Před 7 lety

    Can u re create Rihanna's met gala look 👀

  • @justbyme2418
    @justbyme2418 Před 7 lety

    i know that people dont ask this but who is dead an i wich you good good live to be all good ly BB sorry if my writing is crazy butt i live in germany and have good english lessons at the past two years

  • @Lalalander89
    @Lalalander89 Před 7 lety

    Btw where are your rings from?

    • @N1kk1sSecr3t
      @N1kk1sSecr3t  Před 7 lety

      Deb Z all over mainly from primark, eBay, new look and zaful

  • @safaeelyasfi
    @safaeelyasfi Před 7 lety

    ♥♥♥♥♥♥

  • @Za786Ra
    @Za786Ra Před 7 lety

    Can I have details of the medium you want too pls and her charges.

  • @zaimahbegum-diamond1660
    @zaimahbegum-diamond1660 Před 7 lety +5

    I'm sorry, but who passed away. I only follow you on CZcams.

    • @fatelephant5575
      @fatelephant5575 Před 7 lety +2

      zaimah Begum-Diamond her boyfriend passed away in a car accident

    • @rinal1315
      @rinal1315 Před 7 lety

      zaimah Begum-Diamond how do u kno it was a car accident?

    • @fatelephant5575
      @fatelephant5575 Před 7 lety

      Jourdin H im not sure if its true but i saw someone reply to someone else's comment saying it was a car accident.

  • @spanisheyes123100
    @spanisheyes123100 Před 7 lety

    Sometimes we all need closure and if going to a medium helped you do that then its good and part of your healing process.I think you're very brave to share this,and it can only make you a stronger person,keep your head up and don't let it take your smile away 👍💟😀 xoxo