GRWM | Testimony, Son at 16, Mental abuse, How Holy Spirit helped me not to Settle for less..

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  • čas přidán 11. 09. 2024
  • Im very sensitive when it comes to this topic.
    As God took me through a journey with him to find peace & restoration through this situation.
    He kept giving me the number 638
    Now, When he give me numbers I go on a hunt okkk lol
    (In my Bible of course)
    So during this time of pain I was dealing with. I was on a hunt to know the meaning of 638 & what it meant for me in that time. And most of all, what God was trying to tell me. & This is what I found,
    “Wise Son Is Praised (Fools come to Ruin)”
    ~”Above All, A father wants peace and love in his own family. Jealousy, envy, contentions, quarrels all disturb peace of the father in the home. The wise son will sacrifice ALL to be a blessing to the father.
    He is beloved. Amen”
    Luke 6:38
    “Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.”
    Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
    God is so perfect & RIGHT ON TIME♥️
    #testimony #mentalhealth #grwm
    *I DO NOT OWN COPYRIGHTS TO THIS MUSIC*

Komentáře • 152

  • @iasiadaily
    @iasiadaily Před 2 lety +38

    When you were talking all I could hear was restore/restoration. God will restore your relationship with your son because he is your fruit. Continue to submit to God and he will handle the rest.

  • @deeadore
    @deeadore Před 2 lety +55

    i’m currently a 16 year old mother to my 10 month old son , i’m a single mother & the father doesn’t help out financially at all but comes over like once every 2 weeks just to say that he sees his son & to post my son on social media so people can think he’s a good father. He was a cheater but as soon as i found out about that i left him & til this day his mom tries to get me to go back to him & to “forgive him”. sometimes i wish my sons father helped out & actually took care of his son but then there’s the custody situation & even though i’d win the case if that ever happened i’m blessed to not have to go through that. i wish i had the guts to share my story on my channel but it’ll come with so much hate from both mines & my sons fathers family & i’m not ready for that. but i believe one day God will give me the courage to speak up & share my side because i know he lies to everyone about me but i never say anything

    • @she_on_purpose
      @she_on_purpose Před 2 lety +3

      I too was a teenage mom and dealt with something way worse! I was so ashamed and that shame pushed me into anxiety and later depression. A lord do I know I suffered so much trauma as a child and a young teen and young adult I am 43 and just now ready to tell my story to the world. God will reveal the “GO” time for you just know this, there is purpose in your pain. you might not be able to see it now but I can assure you it will not be in vein. Keep your head up and take care of your baby it’s gotta all be for Him…I love you baby, keep your head up and be blessed!💯🙏🏽❤️

    • @judah2jazzy436
      @judah2jazzy436 Před 2 lety +2

      Put it in Gods hand. I’ve went through the same thing with my sons father. He had his family believing when I was pregnant that our son was not his. Once the baby was born he made it like I was trying to keep our son from him. But me and his mother and sister moved him out the way and they started to see that he was lying. His family treated me bad at first until they seen that he was lying and he is on drugs and he is in and out of jail. He does not help me financially but his family has stepped up and have help me with out son for the last Seven years. One thing that God had me realize and what helped me forgive my sons dad for all the pain is that these last seven years God has took care of me and my son. We have not lacked in any part of our life he always makes a way for us and provide for us. As for my sons dad he had me forgive him so that it would not cause a root of bitterness in me. Give it to God love

    • @vanessamutoni4869
      @vanessamutoni4869 Před 2 lety +3

      I’m sorry sis 🥺❤️ we love u and when you’re ready share your story

    • @amayaaaa_.
      @amayaaaa_. Před 2 lety +2

      I love you dee!

    • @jazzy9282
      @jazzy9282 Před 2 lety +1

      I was a 16 year old mother and I will tell you this, put him on child support if doesn’t matter what him , his family or friends say
      My sons father used to throw it in my face when I would say i will put him on child support if he didn’t get the things our baby needs because he wants to spend money to impress the next female..
      after I left him I started a job and I make decent money and now I am putting him on cs because I have been taking care of my son and he lives with Me and his dad decided to put him on his taxes as if he were taking care of him.
      His dad has been doing witchcraft on me and sending negative energy, and he got served those papers yesterday so now he doesn’t want to get him.

  • @DaFaBBMiSs3s
    @DaFaBBMiSs3s Před 2 lety +20

    It's refreshing to see videos like this. Just because someone teaches the word of God doesn't mean they don't have real life issues. Thanks for sharing I'm sure it will help many young women. God Bless 💗

  • @gammie1017
    @gammie1017 Před 2 lety +5

    I too had a baby at 17 and got pregnant again at 18. By 20, i had dropped out of school twice, now with 2 babies I was totally unprepared for. I'm a completely different person today. Please don't fault yourself for being young and misled. Things happen in youth. You are not the person you were then. Forgive yourself and stand tall. Dad was actually an R. Kelly, so he had alot to repent too. The nerve. I'm so glad you found your path and light. Thank you for sharing because I KNOW how hard this had to be for you to endure and share with us. God bless you.

  • @kelliedeberry661
    @kelliedeberry661 Před 2 lety +20

    I'm glad God helped you to get on your feet so you stand now regardless because of King Jesus approved. That's what I'm praying for....Trust me I know exactly where you coming from where you at BUT GOD!

  • @NekeishaWise
    @NekeishaWise Před 2 lety +11

    To be able to talk about your story takes STRENGHTH! Trust me I know.. I put my story out too not too long ago. I love this video. A lot of people need to open their eyes and understand that WE all go through stuff. It's a part of life, and a learning process. It also makes us stronger

  • @Lovelyp33
    @Lovelyp33 Před 2 lety +2

    This helped me out because my family wants me to have kids and I do but I dont wanna lay down with just anyone. Plus I wanna be married with someone God said is my man. Also when you said God wants you do his work and you can't be stressed out and angry all the time that spoke to me because God has been telling me to stop being mad and angry at things I can't change I need to focus and show more love so he could move me to the next level. I've allowed my family to hurt me a lot and it took a big toll on my life and how I feel towards them. Wow I can see God is really using you because this what I needed thank you.

  • @tiffanyjallday9714
    @tiffanyjallday9714 Před 2 lety +13

    THATS A POWERFUL MESSAGE WOMEN OF GOD, I HOPE IT BLESSING SOMEONE

  • @ashleywilson878
    @ashleywilson878 Před 2 lety +8

    I like what your doing. Adding what you love while talking about whats on your heart and who you love and being used by God. 👍🏾

  • @kayrose8105
    @kayrose8105 Před 2 lety +10

    Girl, it’s a story in the Bible where Hannah gave her son to God, her first son, you should read it ❤️ idk how much it relates to you but Ik this came to mind when hearing your story.
    Also, God works things out on our behalf, all things work together for our good
    &’ as good people of God our steps are ordered by the Lord.
    AND as a saint of God, our heritage is “no weapon that is formed against us shall prosper &’ every tongue risen against us in judgment shall be condemned.”
    Also, we are more than conquerors, God has given us the victory over all things, so thank God for the victory over all things. Sis it was always a fixed fight for us &’ will always be.

  • @taneyat6_33
    @taneyat6_33 Před 2 lety +4

    I'm so proud of you. I needed this.

    • @taneyat6_33
      @taneyat6_33 Před 2 lety

      I have the means to buy my son whatever his lil heart desires. In fact I'm sad that I CAN'T bless him with those things like I want to (his behavior needs work, please pray with me on this). I know those 2 sentences look contradictory but they are not. My philosophy, I don't care if I'm a millionaire . If you can't get your act together, you NOT getting ANY of the things God has blessed me with. Train up a child in the way they should go so that when they are old, they don't depart from it. A person's soul is so much more serious than the idol material things of the world. Don't shrink about not having the means to buy him material things. If you are the women of God I believe you to be, you wouldn't try to buy your son. Your financial means are irrelevant to a certain extent. That extent is if your child got a roof over their head , clothes, supplies for school, they are fine. If you have more & they earned it & are obedient then that's different. I pray for restoration & reconciliation with you & your son. You were young & taken advantage of by that man's mother & him. Shame on them, you were a child. At the same time God used you for me & I know others in your predicament. God Bless!

  • @teabee695
    @teabee695 Před 2 lety +2

    This was a necessary conversation, love the transparency. There are so many women going through similar situations. Please continue this content along with your others, it's you, we love it. I really appreciate and respect your courage and authenticity.🙏

  • @imthatdeal4777
    @imthatdeal4777 Před 2 lety +5

    Thank you for being transparent and allowing God to use you🙌🏽May you continue to grow in God💯Oh I’m glad you’re back because I missed you❤️

  • @blessupwithbarbieredd3522

    I am glad you had strength to talk about it. My 19 year old moved with my parents. I had to just give it to God.

  • @shylovegriffin3598
    @shylovegriffin3598 Před 2 lety +2

    God's turning it in you favor. keep faith

  • @BlueJeanLove36
    @BlueJeanLove36 Před 2 lety

    Thank You for sharing your story. Seriously!!! Because I went through this EXACT same situation with my daughter who is now 15. The Lord told me to turn her over to her father and his family when she was 9 as they were doing the same things your sons father was doing and more. Yea I went through. I fought God's instruction for a year as I did not want to just give my daughter away but there was NO WAY we were going to be able to co parent without my life always being in danger and me walking in fear. As you said, I wouldn't have been able to do the Work of the Lord under those conditions. I still went into a deep depression after she left because my daughter was my world but I obeyed and since then the Lord always confirms to me that He will Restore back our relationship even BETTER than it was before in His timing and I Believe when she goes to college and is on her own without the direct influence of them. So again Thank You Sis because you're the first person who has shared their story that I've come acrossed. This entire time I thought I was the only one who had to do this. Till this day my family and friends still think I made the wrong decision but I know what God told me to do. I Trust Him and all things work out for our Good. Literally ALL things! Be Encouraged as You Blessed Me way beyond what you know!!! Love You Sis!!! 🙏🏾💜🙌🏾

  • @valleriesmith7468
    @valleriesmith7468 Před 2 lety +1

    I love and admire you courage and confidence with God leading the way!!!! Thanks for using your story to inspire and motivate me and everyone always. May God continue to richly bless you and your family🙌💙🧡💚🌈💛🤎❤Hallelujah 🙌💙🧡💚🌈💛🤎❤
    ❤🤎💛🌈💚🧡💙

  • @melvinjones8504
    @melvinjones8504 Před 2 lety +1

    Definitely appreciate your testimony…..I was just thinking the other day that more people who’ve been save sanctified and Holy Ghost filled need to share there testimony with people. We don’t seem to down to earth only telling people Jesus loves you all the time….we need to be telling people about how we know He loves us and the mess He brought us out of ….saved is from destroying our selves bye fulfilling our own desires. This is good stuff rite here…honestly. I’m not proud to say it but rite now I’m going through a second divorce and I’m saved. I rushed into not one but 2 marriages that totaled 10 years….but that’s what happens when we don’t wait on God. Be encouraged sister…..as a man I understand how dudes be at times some of us are in our second child hood …but keep on doing what your doing it’s all for your making …..just look at David.
    Peace and love my sister 👍🏻

  • @oluchichidiebere5846
    @oluchichidiebere5846 Před 2 lety +4

    All things work together for those that love God. GOD bless you my sister

  • @MsAnn-ri4jg
    @MsAnn-ri4jg Před 2 lety +1

    We all have a testimony or story and sometimes we forget to be transparent even in ministry and that's what we all want from those in leadership; TRUTH. So thank you for that. I am experiencing a situation like that with my sons father and it's been going on for almost 17 years and I had to give the Lord complete control and that's what it takes. Their are going to be naysayers but in the book of Jude vs 10-11 it speaks on those who speak evil of things which they know not and how they corrupt themselves...Woe unto them the Bible says! You just keep doing and saying what the Spirit of the Lord tells you to do cause obedience is better than sacrifice. God bless.

  • @Tarot_withAsh
    @Tarot_withAsh Před rokem

    Thanks for the transparency and strength. I hope God heals your relationship with your son. This had me choked up. God Got you!

  • @psalms4689
    @psalms4689 Před 2 lety +1

    Don’t worry God will have your son come to and honor you and respect and love you as his mother when he is older. You pray about this asking the Lord God for to fix this thing. You and his relationship will be closer than anything ever when he gets older trust me! You never know how God may turn things around where his dad might end up needing you in the future so with that being said just leave this situation alone at the cross ✝️ and watch God fix it!! I’m not saying if this happens I’m telling you this is going to happen be Blessed 🙏🏿

  • @gingerbreadtv1728
    @gingerbreadtv1728 Před 2 lety +1

    Yes Lord I've been going back and forth to court for my kids and the other party is my grandfather and it's heartbreaking so I definitely understand your pain

  • @beautylee309
    @beautylee309 Před 2 lety +1

    This is the first time I heard anyone be as transparent as you about parenting with a narcissist the devil the one that comes to steal kill and destroy I know it must have been hard to give this testimony but God bless your heart and your entire family woman and keep sending out these videos coz it's parents out here they had went through what you had been through with these courts and needs men so thank you sister

  • @ulandoncarr7507
    @ulandoncarr7507 Před 2 lety +4

    Peace 🕊️ and blessings 🙏😊

  • @crenee7471
    @crenee7471 Před 2 lety +2

    Can't wait to hear the end of this story. I know things will work in your favor, your son will grow and mature and understand one day. Thanks for sharing

  • @mistynicholson2866
    @mistynicholson2866 Před 2 lety +1

    Honestly thought I was the only one who went threw this situation.. Thank you for sharing and inspiring us. God bless you and your family🙏🏾♥️

  • @tiffanysherrell1616
    @tiffanysherrell1616 Před 2 lety

    Awwww when he gets older he’ll see it all you’re a good mother ❤️

  • @michealsworld7689
    @michealsworld7689 Před 2 lety +1

    Thanks for the transparency. It helps more than u know. God bless u

  • @beautylee309
    @beautylee309 Před 2 lety +1

    God Bless You for sharing 🙏❤🙌💕💯👸

  • @premium1875
    @premium1875 Před 2 lety +1

    To God be the Glory🙏🏾 Thanks for sharing your testimony with us❤️

  • @loveslove2492
    @loveslove2492 Před 2 lety +2

    Meeka, you are not your experiences. You are who God says you are. I believe in the power of God in you to restore, renew and provide for you and your family. I believe He has plans to restore your relationship with your son and gather you two together again. Trust God, keep growing, keep pressing, keep winning. The victory is yours. In Jesus name Amen. ❤️ Quita

  • @destinypatterson9591
    @destinypatterson9591 Před 2 lety +4

    I got mistreated so bad in a wicked family like this who got full custody of me as a child.... RAPE...HIGHSCHOOL DROP OUT...DEPRESSION... HEALTH ISSUES all due to being around these people some of my own sins and disobedience played a part but when your an adult and you realize all the things they were doing is ABUSE...INSEST...UNHEALTHY.... YOU JUST HAVE TO THANK GOD YOUR ALIVE because others have went to an early grave by being raised around these household enemies... when we get a FULLHOLD of the other parent years later and tell outside of the story the parent is in disbelief... OLD AGE WILL TEACH THESE PEOPLE ...ESPECIALLY IF THE WONT ADMIT AND REPENT.#PUREEVIL

    • @KM-oy5yh
      @KM-oy5yh Před 2 lety +1

      AMEN AMEN, SISTER...#BLESSINGS 2 U!🙏😇

  • @priscillatim
    @priscillatim Před 2 lety

    "They don't have a heaven or hell to put me in" 😆 I love you Sister! God bless you 🙏

  • @deborahscott6994
    @deborahscott6994 Před 2 lety +1

    I still pray for you Daily. GOD ANSWERS PRAYERS. GOD HAS BROUGHT YOU THOROUGH. HALLELUJAH. PRAISE GOD

  • @mskimx4
    @mskimx4 Před 2 lety +1

    Girl! What a powerful testimony! 🙏🏾😘

  • @tameraDeun
    @tameraDeun Před 2 lety +1

    You were really brave to even tell this testimony. I can relate in many ways. I believe we are the same age but yea I’m sacred young adult as well with a crazyyy past. But yea I enjoyed the video♥️♥️

  • @nellynell1807
    @nellynell1807 Před 2 lety

    I am going through court myself with my son dont stop visiting and having your son at your home ...keep your relationship with your son..♥️

  • @rosierose4022
    @rosierose4022 Před 2 lety

    Hi, I stumbled across your youtube and I am a first time viewer. I love your honesty! I hear you when you said people are narcississt and selfish.- Discernment is needed. I am glad you never settled. By the way, are you from Washington, DC or Md. Keep educating us about God and things that have happened in your life.

  • @donovanbeckford5370
    @donovanbeckford5370 Před 2 lety +1

    Luke 18:29-30 NLT
    “Yes,” Jesus replied, “and I assure you that everyone who has given up house or wife or brothers or parents or children, for the sake of the Kingdom of God, will be repaid many times over in this life, and will have eternal life in the world to come.”
    Glad to see you back much love sis!

  • @ChildofGod98765
    @ChildofGod98765 Před 2 lety +3

    I believe that God will provide!
    Im keeping Faith in Jesus praying he will carry me through because I want to give up. I declined the vaccine so I was fired from my job. I declined it because of pre existing health conditions (Lupus) I’m a single mother with two children I don’t know how I’m going to provide for them the pandemic already drained me financially last year. We barely have food. I’m so ashamed, It is only because of the kindness of strangers my rent was paid. I have nowhere to turn. Please pray for me.

    • @QYOUNG10_03
      @QYOUNG10_03 Před 2 lety

      May the Lord make a way for you. He is in the valley and in the fire with us... find your peace and hold on.

  • @_JustJas
    @_JustJas Před 2 lety

    Hey Girl! I was divinely guided to this video.. needed to hear this! thank you for this

  • @Queencilo
    @Queencilo Před 2 lety

    Wow, God was speaking to me about sacrifice this morning. You gave you battle to Him, so you already won🙌🏽💕

  • @latishavisions
    @latishavisions Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ seriously

  • @tiffanywilliams9378
    @tiffanywilliams9378 Před 2 lety

    Definitely my tribe, I love you sis. It’s big of you to share your truth, I know it’s not easy. You mad funny too. What kind of flat iron you using?

  • @annettebunch7984
    @annettebunch7984 Před 2 lety

    Im going through that..What's next for the LORD..Keep praying sis and i will keep doing the same..We are here to please the LORD not man!! So keep flowing in the spirit and with the HOLY Spirit..love you WOG

  • @becoming_queen2678
    @becoming_queen2678 Před 2 lety

    You're ready to be freed from it in all aspects....Way to Go Gods Empress...🙏🏽..Jesus has you and your family...Always trust the process

  • @fendibondie2545
    @fendibondie2545 Před 2 lety +1

    Sometimes we have to do what’s best for the child..

  • @Blueskyz316
    @Blueskyz316 Před 2 lety

    I was the same age as you. My son is 15 . ❤️ but lmfao @ the crying meme you slipped in there . That made me laugh .

  • @esther8436
    @esther8436 Před 2 lety +1

    Amen, God bless you 🤍🤍🤍

  • @CLGLifestyle
    @CLGLifestyle Před 2 lety

    Great story.
    Eventually your son's eyes will be open to the truth. Once you did what you believed to be righteous (regarding the discipline aspect especially) along with everything you did to the best of your ability- based on who you were- God's grace will cover in the form of understanding.
    Your son will understand why you did what you did and you and him will have the best relationship a mother and son can have with Christ as their Lord.
    Putting it on the alter will always be the best- unless the Lord suggests otherwise...
    Love the new vibe...
    Keep it up!

  • @brooke6300
    @brooke6300 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you for sharing💜

  • @ggt1380
    @ggt1380 Před 2 lety +1

    O wow, god bless you for your transparency. This was nice!! We wouldn’t mind a girl talk series 🙂

  • @reneebandfamily
    @reneebandfamily Před 2 lety +1

    Your edits are too funny. I can relate to your story 💯 must be why I’ve been connected so long 🥰 you and Mari are some of my CZcams favs 🧡💚🖤❤️‍🔥 thank you for doing what you do.

  • @kelliedeberry661
    @kelliedeberry661 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you for your testimony only God truly knows what alot of us women have went through in our lives God is so good I pray your son finds love in Jesus Christ and fall in love with you and who you are.i absolutely know how it feels to feel the separation from your child. I pray God works it all out so you can be a family no dad or grandma can replace a mother's love. God bless you sweetheart God is in control....

  • @annettebunch7984
    @annettebunch7984 Před 2 lety

    Your story is similar to mine..But GOD!! Brought me through just like He dis you..Keep going for the LORD...love you and GOD bless you..Thank you for sharing..Share more ok..

  • @torrancejr
    @torrancejr Před 2 lety

    Beautiful Black Queen! Thanks for sharing your story.. definitely inspired by your story and to see how far you’ve came and the best part this is only the beginning.

  • @patriciahawkins5037
    @patriciahawkins5037 Před 2 lety +2

    Been there

    • @KM-oy5yh
      @KM-oy5yh Před 2 lety +1

      AMEN AMEN AMEN..ME 2, SISTER!!!😇🙏💯💦💫💥

  • @shynekaparis7238
    @shynekaparis7238 Před 2 lety

    Well done Im so proud of you
    I wrote a lot more but then I changed my mind perhaps this is enough. GOD BLESS. ❤

  • @raquelhenry8889
    @raquelhenry8889 Před 2 lety

    Great testimony ❤️

  • @memoirsofanempressasilverl2741

    Brave women share the real story! I ❤️ your transparency. Courage!

  • @jesuschristisgod3844
    @jesuschristisgod3844 Před 2 lety +1

    Peace and love and blessings queen g❤💙💎

  • @darlenemcgriff3085
    @darlenemcgriff3085 Před 2 lety

    Sister in Christ💖 wonderful 👏🏽👏🏽we all have a story and testimony. Thank you for your life story. May God continue to keep you strong in Jesus Christ name Aman.🙏🏽

  • @ispeaklife
    @ispeaklife Před 2 lety

    We are overcome by the Blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony! Revelation 12:11

    • @ispeaklife
      @ispeaklife Před 2 lety

      @godsempress what kind of lipstick is that omg I have been looking for this color

  • @divinefivefamily
    @divinefivefamily Před 2 lety

    wow girl this is so relatable. i had to let go and let God. 🙏🏾❤️

  • @janine2317
    @janine2317 Před 2 lety

    Thank u so much sis for sharing this! I know it must've been a bit hard to get so personal with us but I am so glad you did! I love u sis and the video can be 8 hrs if it's that much to say lol I'll still watch-probably in increments but I still will watch!! Thank you for letting us get to know you a bit more :-) I like this kind of content a lot please keep it coming!! I believe your son will want to become closer to you in the future. There are parts of his being that only you can fill him on. I've never met my dad and I'm curious about his side. If I ever find him I would definitely want to absorb everything he has to tell me lol. He is my only parent left now and I'm not sure if he is still alive or not. Despite his absence I still want to know him better!

  • @godisgood7334
    @godisgood7334 Před 2 lety

    I like new. Thanks. I can show this type of my video to some of my students, but not your other videos so much. Keep being led by God's Spirit.

    • @godisgood7334
      @godisgood7334 Před 2 lety

      Okay, this is adult content... lol. Still, thanks for your transparency. This is real and God is a Redeemer, thanks for sharing. We are saved by Grace, its not by works unless anyone try to boast. Love you Sis.

  • @coilsfros6404
    @coilsfros6404 Před 2 lety

    Thank you for sharing, this is very brave of you and I pray God blesses you and your children

  • @nycem3194
    @nycem3194 Před 2 lety

    Thank you for your testimony, I am a young lady going a very similar situation. Very greatful for you sharing something you held in.

    • @nycem3194
      @nycem3194 Před 2 lety

      I affirm things like this really happen to thee best of us. For the best in us. Amen

  • @DyanaMariie
    @DyanaMariie Před 2 lety

    I love this type of content! Thank you for sharing

  • @sharithawithers1812
    @sharithawithers1812 Před 2 lety +2

    God Bless You 💖 your testimony is such a blessing. Stay strong and continue to give it to God.

  • @SaminaLashawn
    @SaminaLashawn Před 2 lety

    I loveeeeed this, I seen GRWM I was like yessss !!! So happy to see you branching out. I want to also make me a video. Do you mind telling me what camera you use?

  • @InThisSeasonOfFaith
    @InThisSeasonOfFaith Před 2 lety

    Anybody else see she got quiet when she was hitting them edges lol 😆 thats childhood trauma, thanks for being vulnerable telling your testimony.

  • @theonlytashab
    @theonlytashab Před 2 lety

    I like this!!!!!

  • @mistynicholson2866
    @mistynicholson2866 Před 2 lety +1

    I went threw the same thing! 😔

  • @ZGLAMOROUS
    @ZGLAMOROUS Před 2 lety +1

    OKKKKKKKK GRWM! 💕💕💕💕💕

  • @nolongerusing6633
    @nolongerusing6633 Před 2 lety +2

    💚💚💚

  • @Mysterynovel49
    @Mysterynovel49 Před 2 lety

    Thank you so much for this testimony 💕

  • @CozyFaith
    @CozyFaith Před 2 lety +1

    Man! I just stumbled across a CZcams channel that is dedicated to bashing another CZcams and her children. I couldn’t believe it! And people feed into it! We never know what occurs when the cameras turn off or when the doors shut and the blinds closed.

  • @ayannaking8553
    @ayannaking8553 Před 2 lety +1

    Glory to Yah Jesus Christ ❤️

  • @MayMay-hb7cz
    @MayMay-hb7cz Před 2 lety +2

    💙💙💙

  • @cholewilliams4006
    @cholewilliams4006 Před 2 lety

    I agree with everything you say

  • @Blueskyz316
    @Blueskyz316 Před 2 lety

    I see you too❤️ thank you .

  • @rashimasimmons7583
    @rashimasimmons7583 Před 2 lety +1

    🥇🏆💎⭐

  • @skylarwang2484
    @skylarwang2484 Před 2 lety +1

    ur hair is bomb! What kind of hair

  • @justinliggett5371
    @justinliggett5371 Před 2 lety

    Revelation 12:11 And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. In Jesus Christ name Amen👁️✝️⚔️

  • @shynekaparis7238
    @shynekaparis7238 Před 2 lety

    You Have such inner strength more than you know You are so beautiful inside and out
    We love you And God loves you So much More ❤💜
    You did the right thing because you have PEACE
    You will make new friends and Someone Genuine God-fearing
    Handpicked By God will soon Snap you Up. So Be Happy
    Sweet one.
    SHALOM
    ❇ 💎shine like the diamond You are.

  • @Brian-xc8th
    @Brian-xc8th Před 2 lety

    17:50 !

  • @brebre8031
    @brebre8031 Před 2 lety +1

    Yaay, I'm early!

  • @keishawatson3744
    @keishawatson3744 Před 2 lety

    Who are they??? Irreverent people/ I love your testimony queen

  • @ulandoncarr7507
    @ulandoncarr7507 Před 2 lety +1

    Hey Love 🤩

  • @toeversoloveouronlyhope2818

    May My Life Be Rebuilt
    Into A Blazing Expression
    For The Sake Of Many At
    The Edge Of Oblivion To A
    Man Or Woman Yet In The
    Eyes Of My Savior A Prize
    Worth Fighting & Dying To
    Give That Chance No One
    Else Would To Rise Out Of
    Ashes Good Bad Or Ugly To
    The Beauty That Kisses ALL
    Who Heaven Pursues To Be
    The Testiment That After All
    Is Said & Done He Still Wants
    The Broken Beat Up Glass Of
    Agony Shane Error & Blame Off
    Stories Shoved To The Ground
    Till Another Stands Up & Says
    I'm Worth All He Sees Or Saw
    In Me Before Things Went Off
    Into What Won't Be Wasted No
    All Usable May It All Be Put To
    The Best Use Possible At True
    Forefront For The Remembered
    Never Forgotten One Somewhere
    Looking Out A Window Thousands
    Of Demons Saying Kill Yourself Yet
    Another Speaks "I Love You My Son
    My Daughter You Are So Beautiful To
    Me If Not To You Royalty Awaits You
    Come Till The End Dive In & Kiss Me
    I'm Your Friend When No One Cares
    Tears In My Bottle I Saw It All Until
    Now Engage Beautiful Ones All All
    All All Systems Sons & Daughters
    Go
    Run Into My Mercy Kiss Till The End Of
    The Road No Turning Back You Can Do
    It My Son My Daughter I'll Show The 🌎
    Your My One And Only Like You Ever My
    Baby Boy Cam I'll Make It Wonderful Oh
    Simply Wait & See It's Gonna Fly Now As
    If All Of Your Aches Mockery & Falls Were
    Never For Nothing No Losses Here Heaven
    Rules So Will You Kiss The Bride My Love
    Has For You She's There Sister She Really
    Is Beautiful As Could Be For A Loser Not
    Dare One Day Ever For A Garbage Can &
    Error Chaser Insane Never Any Of The
    Below Only Above Now It's Take Off ⌚
    Pray For Brother Cam Friends If My Big
    Brother All Crazy Is Fighting The Beauty
    Of Out Of The Many One To Rise Now &
    May This One Rise To Kiss His Babies 💧
    Till The Son Comes Down & Rises Forever
    Rather We In Him Who Are Loved Forever
    Ever & Ever If We Keep Ourselves Within
    His Wondrous Perfection Of Royalty 💟
    Forever

  • @blessupwithbarbieredd3522

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @vanessamutoni4869
    @vanessamutoni4869 Před 2 lety +1

    Besty I really thought u were 17😭

  • @sexyeyez2000
    @sexyeyez2000 Před 2 lety +2

    But yet you came out smelling like no smoke

  • @tofferarvid6589
    @tofferarvid6589 Před 2 lety

    I understand now what the hair means.... But one thing about you being a mom is that you actually try to seek God while some mom's like my mom and my sister both single mothers.... Don't seek God at all.... And won't listen to anyone they say is unworthy but only God KAN say if someone is worthy or not.... I hope your words find them because they just turn there backs on God and won't talk about the Lord with me because I made mistakes in my past as if they never made a mistake well they have they just fail to learn from them is all

  • @tashikawalker1
    @tashikawalker1 Před 2 lety

    👀👂🤝✍✍✍✍✍✍🤳🙏🏼

  • @toeversoloveouronlyhope2818

    May The Mother's Be Graced
    With MERCY As The Gifts Of
    OUR Father's Graceful LOVE
    They ( You ALL 🤍 ) Are Yes
    We All Have So Much Depth
    And Depth Of Context That
    Many Know Us And Don't At
    All Part Of The Pain I've Been
    Allowed To Feel Has Harnesses
    An Illustrative Power So Helpful
    At The Opening Of Many Of Our
    Heavenly Father's Beautiful Kids
    Way Into The Opening Authentic
    Of Destiny In Personal Life Built
    Into Mercy Of Endless 💜 Be The
    Big Brother Of All Brothers Sisters
    Father's & Mother's In Our Family
    Of Immortality LOVE & Mercifully
    Beautiful We Have So Much Gifts
    And May The Good Bad & Ugly Be
    Used To Incapacitate The Ugliness
    Of All That Rose To So Called Fight
    Our Unfightable Father & Enslaved
    Satan & Rebellion To Perpetual No
    Love No Honor Power On A Leash
    To Our Big Brother In Utter POWER
    Beautiful Ones And Yes You Sister 🤍
    LOVELY Are The Gifts Of Compassion
    The Guys Had Better Treat Right! Like
    You Got Brothers ALL Over the Place &
    Yep A Big Beautiful Brother Owns It ALL
    Every 🤍 Breath The Crazy Insane Devil &
    Everything Else Too 😅 By Heavenly 🤍
    Command ( Psalm 2 🌸 ) Not Changing
    So Yikes When I Find Out That Any Of
    The Daughters As An Ambassador In
    IMMANUEL Our Lovable Savior Aren't
    You All The Beautiful Obvious Proof !
    Well As A Diplomat You Could Say For
    Our Big Brother The Obvious Objective
    For Us Is To Screw The Devil & Rescue
    Both The Crazy Actin King & Queen Our
    Brothers & Sisters Under The Liar Devil
    Yet When There Is Abuse To Our Dear
    Sisters At Least Potentially By Way Of
    The Ressurection Our Big Brother Yikes
    Ive Gotta Watch Myself And Not Screw
    The King To Win The Queen Not Brave
    Oh Help Me Beautiful King SAVIOR Over
    Me And Us Sounds Real Brave --- I Was
    Hollaring Like Minutes Ago --- Out Here
    In Newark And I Had Just Showed The
    Beautiful One ( Daughter Of Our KING?
    Hopefully We Will Say ) CZcams - And
    You - Plus Others - Out Here - To Make A
    Way Into The REAL SAVIOR ✝️ For These
    Super Beautiful 🌺 Yet, Very Abused Ones
    You Know Maybe Edomite - Type Hater 🔥
    Doctrines Etc One Flock One Shepherd ✝️
    Yet Satan Wants To Preach Our Brother ✝️
    A Billion Ways ALL Fake But ONE 🤍 Sister
    That Said Sure Winding - Round The Bends
    Of Stories Please, Bear With Me, Family 😅
    My Point Is As Powerful! As It Is Such Is
    To Also Repair, Heal & Fertilize My Heart
    My Life - My Soul - Emotions - Illustrating 🤍
    Beauty To Fix My Broken - Glass Story, One
    Might Say Anyway - I Have Been So Hurt At
    The Place We All Entered & Must Go Always
    🌊⚡🌸💧💧💧💧✝️💧💧💧💧🌸⚡🌊
    There Is Always A Deeper Reality - Picture
    For Things & Why People Do This, Or That
    Our Dear Beautiful Father Knows By His ♥️
    Oh Perfect Beautiful Kind & Forever Perfect
    Oh 🤍Expensive Ones We Are Wow Seriously
    Major Themes It Seems I'm Hearing As Now
    I Write & Your Video I'll Try To Watch Directly
    After Awkward I Hope We In The Family Can
    Be Able To Pay The Mercy & Grace - Expense
    To Even Know & Love Carefully Anyway Yes
    And What A Gift It Us To Heal It's Who We Are
    Our Lovely Women Are Powerful Innately
    In Such We Need Our Sisters So Much♥️
    Remember - When We Keep Showing You
    So - You Can Reach - Out For 🤍 And Help
    Yet It Shows The POWER ⚡In The Vacuum
    Of 🤍's Abuse That Our Graceful Gifts From
    Our Heavenly Father, Softer - In Fearless ♥️
    Beautiful - In The Difference Of You - As We
    Too & The Great NEED - Protectively Yes Yet
    Fearlessly - May We Team The Crazy Out Of
    All Of Us We Learned In Reverse Out In That
    Place Where Pharoah Actually Had Power At
    All Over Us & Though He Yet Tries Beautiful
    Ones It All Gets Negated At The Eternal Cross
    With Our Big Brother Today - So May We Dive
    In ALL Guns Of Harmless Beauty ♥️ Blazing
    Simply A Big Loving - Hug - from Our Sisters
    Has So Much I Said So Much POWER! Satan
    Wants Too Hush Shhhh! That Up? Yeah NOT
    Right 😅 Go! Off! To Your Hellfire Show Satan
    LOVE Hugs And All Things We Really Are Yet
    Is Simply never! Illegal So May We Run Fight
    Swim - Dance With All Our Heart & Win ALL Of
    Us TheWarOfOurAuthentic 🤍 ArtExpression
    Of Us Reunited To Power - By One Cross One
    Baptism, One Ressurection -- Into One Place
    Where We Sit - Together - In Part 'Till The Full
    Stories Of Beautiful Hurt By The Poopy! Ugly
    Let's Kiss The Beautiful! Babies Looking
    Don't They - Like Our Brother & Father Oh
    LOVE Powerful - From Beginning - To End
    One Of A Kind HIS Forever ♥️! Authentics
    Made For Power ( & Made For Hugs ) By ♥️
    May 🤍 Fight For Me,
    You & Us ALL HIS Kids
    Always 🌺✝️🌺
    Let Me Check -
    Your Video Out
    Better Now 💔
    The Beautiful ❤️DAY
    Till The DAY - Comes
    Is Calling Me - To ALL
    Right In HIS Sight Not
    Only Mine -- Today ♥️
    May Such Ever Ever Be
    Forever
    Be Well! Beautiful
    Woman Of Our So
    Kind & Powerfully
    So True SAVIOR ✝️
    ALWAYS 💟🌸✝️🌸💟

  • @biblebzy4988
    @biblebzy4988 Před 2 lety

    Does the scripture tell us NOT to judge? Sounds like both sides had good intentions. Plus kids after 12 get embarrassed. A boy will relate to his father better. What if there was a law that made a woman stay with her family unless abuse is proven. There is no job too big for god. You don't want you son to categorize you with "meg the the stallion" type of woman. A man has to teach his son about good women and bad ones. Sometimes when you put them side by side they look the same.

  • @JesusChristIAMGOD
    @JesusChristIAMGOD Před 2 lety

    HeartHugs🫀Revelation of GOD: IAM WHOLLY IAM VALTEZ TELPHARAOH IAM THE BIRTH ROOT OF KING DAVID IAM ANTONIO VALTEZ TELPHARAOH TOLIVER IAM JESUS CHRIST. IAM THE LIGHT AND THE WAY. IAM THE SOURCE OF ALL THERE IS PUBLICLY AND PRIVATELY. IAM IMPERIAL KING AND POPE OF EARTH REALM IN ITS ENTIRELY. ENS REALE -IAMGOD