Deku dies final //Mha angst// part 1-8

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  • čas přidán 6. 09. 2024
  • We have sadly come to an end with this series, I hope u guys enjoyed watching these.

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  • @Helios_Undergrove
    @Helios_Undergrove Před 2 lety +839

    This hit me harder than I thought it would. Took a couple of minutes but now I can’t sing without my voice getting warbled and wet. I love this video though. Very well made and put together (literally lmao)

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před 2 lety +63

      Anw ahaha thank u! I’m rlly glad u liked this series ^^ sorry bout ur voice 😂💕

    • @Helios_Undergrove
      @Helios_Undergrove Před 2 lety +27

      @@itzmemj0902 don’t worry about it lol. It was nice to feel more emotion than usual

    • @-fox-110
      @-fox-110 Před 2 lety +10

      Me as well 😭😭😭😭😭

    • @ghostlyaxolotl516
      @ghostlyaxolotl516 Před 2 lety +6

      You said thes on a video I just watched

    • @totorollamas8048
      @totorollamas8048 Před 2 lety +6

      @@itzmemj0902 hey
      what is the music to 9:17

  • @moonwolf8541
    @moonwolf8541 Před 2 lety +37

    The moment with Eri just hit so hard

  • @jellyboii_082
    @jellyboii_082 Před 2 lety +168

    When eri said "when is he coming back?" Got me crying and the "my hero" 😭😭😭😭

  • @GoddessOfOlympus
    @GoddessOfOlympus Před rokem +13

    The fact that my mom entered my room and told me "Why are you crying so hard?" I can't believe this hit so hard but its amazingly done.

  • @Ryuzxki
    @Ryuzxki Před 2 lety +207

    This whole series hit me in my feels hun 😭🙏🏻 But I love ittt

  • @wex11me
    @wex11me Před rokem +33

    I watched it so many times that I remember EVERYTHING from this video, I experienced a lot of emotions when watching, but, most of all in this video I was broken by Inko's reaction, I did not even expect that she would understand to take revenge, well, like, a good, normal and sweet woman. It was very painful to watch.

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před rokem +1

      I like to show sting emotions in my videos so I’m very glad that It managed to touch u, I hope u still enjoyed it ^^

  • @tiredx2507
    @tiredx2507 Před 2 lety +145

    You know right after you dropped the last one, I went and watch ever episode back to back 😂 now look at this 💖

  • @user-dl7ni9tz2z
    @user-dl7ni9tz2z Před 2 lety +10

    STOP, BUT ERI CAN BRING DEKU BACK TO LIFE, SHE HAS A QUIRK, IT'S TIME TO SLEEP

  • @sakupanda250
    @sakupanda250 Před 2 lety +348

    Damn…this is was absolutely perfect crying material! The audios, the way you interacted it with the story (and omg I’ve always loved that song from The Book of Life, but I’ve never seen anyone use it!). It’s absolutely beautiful, and as an angst creator myself, this is rlly top notch, and deserves way way way more attention!

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před 2 lety +18

      Rlly ?? I’m so glad u think so ^^ thank u so much 😁❤️ (also love the book of life 0.0) why don’t u send me the link of ur fav angst video of ur Channel ? I’d love to watch it ^^

    • @qiqi_is_best_zombie
      @qiqi_is_best_zombie Před 2 lety +6

      same im litery sobing rn

    • @Foxy-of6co
      @Foxy-of6co Před 2 lety

      Same

    • @galaxyland6944
      @galaxyland6944 Před 2 lety

      This is so sad.......

    • @Rs_gch
      @Rs_gch Před 2 lety +2

      i cant stop crying -

  • @AliceaLikesAvocados
    @AliceaLikesAvocados Před 10 měsíci +8

    "Hello, I'm Inko Midoriya and this is my story of how I became the most dangerous villain in Japan."- Lmao

    • @MhaIzzy12
      @MhaIzzy12 Před 27 dny

      .

    • @josefavela6763
      @josefavela6763 Před 24 dny

      You don't fucking understand this its fucking called angst for a reason right not for you to fucking be a shit to the ass this is sad and depressing I can't stop fighting back tears from watching this you bitch

  • @gaxha..compilations..9028
    @gaxha..compilations..9028 Před 2 lety +209

    A couple of seconds in I started crying and still am.

  • @whyiseverythingtakenbruv
    @whyiseverythingtakenbruv Před 2 lety +4

    honestly never thought a gacha vid would make me cry-

  • @okC1inyaarea
    @okC1inyaarea Před 2 lety +14

    The Eri one hit me hard, imagine losing someone important to you. Ugh, I can't stop sobbing when I think of that ;-;. Great serie tho, the first one that make me crying like a baby for like 30 minutes now. Now goodbye, I'll continue crying my @ss off

  • @kidsmorgan6765
    @kidsmorgan6765 Před rokem +13

    Izuku is like the core of the earth with out him everything and everyone is damaged or his friendship and love for the school without him the whole school is ruined or sad😢😢😢😢

  • @53418
    @53418 Před 2 lety +123

    ACK- The angst queen has once again. Brought tears to my eyes- Amazing job!

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před 2 lety +8

      😂😂 thank uuuuu !

    • @53418
      @53418 Před 2 lety +4

      @@itzmemj0902 No problem queen!!

    • @xluchix5362
      @xluchix5362 Před 2 lety +1

      m.czcams.com/video/uIlMSw9BAfo/video.html

  • @_Chuuya--Nakahara_
    @_Chuuya--Nakahara_ Před 2 lety +76

    Can't eri just rewind deku so he is alive?

    • @JuneauSalmxn
      @JuneauSalmxn Před 3 měsíci +9

      Idk if it works that way

    • @user-ms8nz5qk3b
      @user-ms8nz5qk3b Před 3 měsíci +3

      Fr

    • @jerekwright9379
      @jerekwright9379 Před 3 měsíci +13

      Me: Omg that actually might work- SOMEONE GET ERI
      Bakugo: oh uh we buried him
      Me: WHAT WHERE DID YOU BURRY HIM
      Baku-hoe: IDK ASK PINK CHEEKS OR SOMETHING IDK
      Me: BAKU-HOE YOU HAD ONE JOB LET’S FIND ERI AND DEKU’S BODY-

    • @crisbenedictfernandez9391
      @crisbenedictfernandez9391 Před 3 měsíci +5

      Without Deku, Edi would still be tortured by Overhaul

    • @Imyour_girly
      @Imyour_girly Před 3 měsíci +4

      She can't control her quirk still

  • @zerbop
    @zerbop Před 2 lety +39

    Ok first of all the editing is phenomenal and especially the plot
    But the thing I absolutely loved about this is the fact that you didn’t revive Midoriya for cheap plot, he stayed dead.
    The harsh reality that he’s never coming back sets in with this story, and as sick and twisted at it is, I love it.
    Brilliant job, the praise is greatly deserved 💕💕

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před 2 lety +6

      Ahhh thank u so much 😁❤️ and yes ! Finally someone who understands why Deku is dead and will stay that way, if we could bring back to life ppl we would do it to everyone, and that’s not reality

  • @gochaki135
    @gochaki135 Před 2 lety +38

    This hit harder than my dad came back without the milk 😞✊

  • @izukumidoriya5242
    @izukumidoriya5242 Před 2 lety +26

    o my god this is a beautiful masterpiece i cant stop crying right now 😭😭😭

  • @ossucdist
    @ossucdist Před rokem +4

    When inko shouted I lost everything,my eyes are full of tears and was crying hard. My sis looked at me and said “what’s wrong with children these days?”

  • @Ada.rnb89
    @Ada.rnb89 Před 2 lety +27

    I never knew that this will make me cry but I love it❤️

  • @sophiagoddard-mp2kx
    @sophiagoddard-mp2kx Před rokem +5

    As soon as Aizawa said “rest well… hero” I instantly started to cry

    • @azalealuna41
      @azalealuna41 Před 8 měsíci

      Same 😭😭😭💔💔💔

    • @aFtOn.01
      @aFtOn.01 Před 8 měsíci

      same 😭😭😭😭

  • @AsifAli1982
    @AsifAli1982 Před 2 lety +10

    IT HIT ME SO HARD I AM STILL crying now even after the vid omg i am crying so much and i cant stop it tears keep coming to my eyes overe and over again

  • @idi0t_August897
    @idi0t_August897 Před rokem +8

    This honestly. Made me cry.

  • @jeff25101
    @jeff25101 Před 2 lety +18

    This hit me way too hard that it should have and I literally almost cried

  • @ruseng8431
    @ruseng8431 Před rokem +4

    Bakugou... Eri... Aizawa... All might... Shoto... Ochako... His mother... When I saw their reaction it was the most sadness think I have ever seen in my life...

  • @aleenamehboob5843
    @aleenamehboob5843 Před 2 lety +26

    I'm freaking crying, what a masterpiece, it should be in a museum, I'm definitely gonna tell my friends about this, after I rewatched this 10 more times😭😭😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😖😖

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před 2 lety +3

      Thank uuuu XD

    • @tashashawnta6086
      @tashashawnta6086 Před rokem

      @@itzmemj0902 this is amazing it made me cry and I agree with the og comment up there

  • @captainaphmoon9267
    @captainaphmoon9267 Před rokem +4

    This video made me cry..it is really upsetting for me cause they were all upset when Isuzu died

  • @_shy12
    @_shy12 Před 2 lety +16

    this truly changed my looks to the world and hit me so hard im tearing up watching this.

  • @atlas5879
    @atlas5879 Před rokem +7

    I was feeling pretty sad throughout the whole thing, but the parts that really made me tear up was Aizawa and Eri’s reactions to Deku being dead. Todoroki’s reaction got me too.

  • @moved4012
    @moved4012 Před 2 lety +27

    This was a great- I’m also literally in love with you’re outro😍✨

  • @urmom-hq5nc
    @urmom-hq5nc Před rokem +2

    7:93 is when literally started sobbing like I've never cried this much in my life.

  • @Katalyns_world_of_karma
    @Katalyns_world_of_karma Před rokem +4

    I thought I would be fine watching this video. Then, when I read that Aizawa said he's not coming back I literally teared up. This video is amazing and very well put together. How dare you make me cry.

  • @xlsolalx606
    @xlsolalx606 Před 2 lety +4

    this was so good! Ive seen so many videos with deck dying but idk why but this one made me start crying at some parts. it was so sad but so good! the entire plot was amazing and your edits were AWESOME! good job!!!

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před 2 lety

      Anwww thank u so much 😁❤️ I’m so glad u liked my video !

  • @stargirl8055
    @stargirl8055 Před rokem +3

    So, I thought I wouldn’t cry, and then tears started coming out my eyes. I was honestly surprised, great video, def crying material😞

  • @Izuku.midyora
    @Izuku.midyora Před 3 měsíci +2

    Bro I cried so hard, I couldn’t stop thinking abt this I cried all night😭🙌🏼 this touched my heart so much🙌🏼

  • @Nommy_funny6007
    @Nommy_funny6007 Před 2 lety +11

    I never thought this would hit me so hard and now I am crying and my throat hurts like mad the video was a masterpice 👌🏿 I love the way how you added a song from the book of life . It's one of my favourite movies

  • @KAIIIII69
    @KAIIIII69 Před 2 lety +2

    I am literally falling apart watching this, this is so emotional and hard to take in omg -

  • @jaylynnstone998
    @jaylynnstone998 Před rokem +3

    As soon deku died I started crying this video hit me

  • @ismahsamodien8176
    @ismahsamodien8176 Před 2 lety +2

    I was busy doing school work and watched this and I couldn't keep my tears from flowing

  • @Addysin011
    @Addysin011 Před rokem +4

    I love this, but it has me literally crying

  • @ennyoyetunji531
    @ennyoyetunji531 Před 2 lety +2

    Im litarally crying. I also realized Endevour might not care because he can be No.1 hero, and he wont need Shoto anymore.

  • @Wbzqy
    @Wbzqy Před 2 lety +9

    I usually don't cry but this hit hard it was so good😭

  • @AlissaFigari
    @AlissaFigari Před 17 dny

    The songs included hit songs hard. They went really well with this…
    May he fly high…legends still are remembered to this day…❤❤

  • @frostbitemelondemon2969
    @frostbitemelondemon2969 Před 2 lety +10

    Well, at least none of the Villains died from Inko's grief, only a Double of Twice.

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před 2 lety +1

      😂😂

    • @frostbitemelondemon2969
      @frostbitemelondemon2969 Před 2 lety

      @@itzmemj0902 I'd take a bullet for the entire LOV infinite times over if it meant they were safe; I'd even go back in time and sacrifice myself if it meant Big Sis Mags would still be alive... One of these days, I'm gonna Overhaul his sorry ass for hurting Big Sis Mags...

  • @Wanna.be.animator
    @Wanna.be.animator Před 2 lety +2

    Absolutely balling my eyes out right now, this is so hard to think could be cannon in the end

  • @VoidAATR
    @VoidAATR Před 2 lety +4

    Why is this so sad?! Im crying so hard right now, best thing ever for somebody that likes angst or is just in there feelings. Totally recommend this!

  • @zack-wu5sy
    @zack-wu5sy Před rokem +2

    I don't know why I'm crying but I think this video deserves an Oscar

  • @00straw.berry00
    @00straw.berry00 Před 6 měsíci +3

    my feelings have never felt like this. and I think you'll have the best day in the whole world💖

  • @MrKofi137
    @MrKofi137 Před 2 lety +1

    This is too much, I can't be defeated in trying not to cry.. it never happens but it melted my heart 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

  • @69BootyTickler
    @69BootyTickler Před rokem +3

    The fact that Eri drew her and Deku’s scars made my heart hurt.

  • @Jazzyyyyyy-o
    @Jazzyyyyyy-o Před 2 lety +1

    I JUST KEPT WATCHING AND EVEN IF ITS SAD I WHEEZED SO HARD WHEN DEKUS FACE WENT ON ERI FACE 😭

  • @chelseasinclair7203
    @chelseasinclair7203 Před rokem +4

    When aizawa said "rest well... hero" i started crying😢

  • @Sst4r_123
    @Sst4r_123 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Damn, i just love the part of Todoroki...❤

  • @fish16
    @fish16 Před 2 lety +5

    This is amazing I’m literally ugly crying right now😭

  • @Tokithedorki
    @Tokithedorki Před 2 lety +1

    I'm watching this for the billionth time and it still makes me cry 😭😭😭

  • @shadow_fox-fnaf
    @shadow_fox-fnaf Před rokem +4

    A hero has fallen. He was only 15. His name..... Was izuku midoriya! To some he was a son. other people he was a hero, a friend, a student, a brother. But to others...... He was a legend. He will never be forgotten! The hero known as simply... Deku..... Will be honered!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @msspss276
    @msspss276 Před 8 měsíci +1

    I am crying at 1AM for underestimating a Deku angst video💔 I can't take it😭

  • @yuki.beels-
    @yuki.beels- Před 2 lety +7

    me encanto el video incluso se derramaron algunas lagrimas y senti como un nudo en la garganta que no me dejava respirar estuvo hermoso 😭😭

  • @hello_k1ttyx551
    @hello_k1ttyx551 Před 2 lety +2

    Omg this made me cry for hours omg I can’t this is the best I can’t stop crying

  • @Histori954
    @Histori954 Před rokem +3

    This actually made me cried

  • @MohammadFerdauzAkmad
    @MohammadFerdauzAkmad Před rokem +1

    Mom:she’s probably sleeping,it’s 3:am me at 3:00am:crying bc of this
    😊😊

  • @AnimeAkariii
    @AnimeAkariii Před 2 lety +5

    Not gonna lie…I didn’t think it was possible for me to cry on a CZcams video.. But after seeing this.. My nose is literally running like a tap. All the effort that was put into this thank you so much for creating this masterpiece!

  • @zip_zap_zop839
    @zip_zap_zop839 Před rokem +2

    I’m not crying somebody just chopping onions 🥲😅😭

  • @isarzz444
    @isarzz444 Před 2 lety +4

    you captured this so well... the reactions... everything was amazing. thank you.

  • @auroracrystal970
    @auroracrystal970 Před 2 lety +1

    I try SO hard to keep my sadness in a battle but after i watched this that battle had overflowed. 😭😭😭

  • @Ran-qg8qf
    @Ran-qg8qf Před 2 lety +4

    Tears welled up in my eyes as I watched this. It would take a lot of hard work and I appreciate your hard work. So what is the name of the music that was at the end

  • @triciaann6500
    @triciaann6500 Před 3 měsíci

    i need to stop crying over these videos😭😭😭 cause of how beautiful they are and how sad they are😭😭😭

  • @kthy_Mihi
    @kthy_Mihi Před 2 lety +3

    Essa serie fez literalmente chorar muito,amei ,ficou lindo e é muito sentimental e cada ep dava mais curiosidade,lindo dou nota 10 de 10 para essa serie.
    Essa serie me fez chorar ate o ultimo segundo dela

  • @LucyLorenzo-wi7iz
    @LucyLorenzo-wi7iz Před 4 dny

    NEVER in my life has a video made me cry so hard i almost stopped breathing.This hurt my heart so bad i didnt think it would of been that bad but..i underestimated this video.

  • @rixys5639
    @rixys5639 Před 2 lety +4

    Bruh I loved this series I am so sad it’s over

  • @evabowman1290
    @evabowman1290 Před 2 lety +1

    I never cry… BUT THIS LITERALLY GOT ME CRYING 😭

  • @MeowzerzOh6
    @MeowzerzOh6 Před 2 lety +5

    Truly a good hard worked series 💔
    Also what ever happened to Inko?

    • @itzmemj0902
      @itzmemj0902  Před 2 lety

      😂 ahaha well, Inko what kidnapped by the villains but let go once Shigiraki found out who she was and what he’s done to her son.

    • @MeowzerzOh6
      @MeowzerzOh6 Před 2 lety

      @@itzmemj0902 ahhhh ok

  • @innabrownyuwu9058
    @innabrownyuwu9058 Před 2 lety +1

    It's make me cry now. I'm feeling sad about eri you made this video so emotional 😭

  • @blitzux
    @blitzux Před rokem +1

    (This hit harder than it should have I’m crying at the eri part)

  • @eriamosad
    @eriamosad Před rokem +1

    it feels like i just swallowed my heart i can’t anymore i’m bawling my eyes out

  • @Kaylablack506
    @Kaylablack506 Před 2 lety +1

    Watched this instead of sleeping and now am deep in the tears

  • @nyx_xyra
    @nyx_xyra Před rokem +2

    this video really... really... made me cry😭 but its soo nice and
    heart breaking too this made my heart break😭😭😭

  • @cheeseboy2312
    @cheeseboy2312 Před 2 lety +1

    The part the Eri literally cried so much when she went on Deku's grave it's just so sad

  • @Angel.Dust05
    @Angel.Dust05 Před 2 lety +1

    when aizawa said to eri ''he's never coming back'' and eri started too cry and try to use her quirk on deku's stone... that hit me i started to cry and get emotional.

  • @gachacake1657
    @gachacake1657 Před 2 lety +2

    Inko hit all might very hard and rip deku we will miss u =~=

  • @nicole2811
    @nicole2811 Před 2 lety +2

    I cried the entire time while watching this…😭

  • @amorevisser6310
    @amorevisser6310 Před 27 dny

    UALL CAN LIE I KNOW THIS HAD YOU CRYING
    But the recorded message bakugou listened to got me good

  • @FutureLeonardo
    @FutureLeonardo Před 2 lety +1

    I love how into just be like: *slap the pro hero and don't apologise after it*

  • @raven0g756
    @raven0g756 Před 2 lety +1

    Welcome to the Museum of Gacha Masterpieces here is the best MHA crying movie!

  • @Alexandra-qy5fi
    @Alexandra-qy5fi Před 2 lety +1

    I'm not crying it's just rain on my face it's totally normal to rain inside you didn't know 😭

  • @moonstarlight351
    @moonstarlight351 Před rokem +1

    This shows that nothing would be the same if Izuku died because he is too kid for his own being but it also shows that even if he died as a hero the world would still turn into chaos without him

  • @dianataragiz6022
    @dianataragiz6022 Před 2 lety +1

    Dude.. You freaking almost made me cry 3 times..

  • @HannahMoore-r6i
    @HannahMoore-r6i Před 29 dny

    I started crying when Eri said “I don’t like jokes”

  • @Ali_KING681Zephyric
    @Ali_KING681Zephyric Před 5 měsíci

    Bro i started crying when aizawa had flashbacks and said "rest well hero."

  • @mentallyimpairedfr
    @mentallyimpairedfr Před 2 lety +1

    after 2 whole minutes in i started crying
    i can't stop crying now.
    this is so sadddd but good at the same time
    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @Foxy_284
    @Foxy_284 Před rokem +1

    This actually make me cry 😭 This hit me really hard 😢

  • @kimtorres2671
    @kimtorres2671 Před rokem +2

    This video was so sad that I felt bad for bakugo bc he loves him 😭

  • @Tiara._.1.0
    @Tiara._.1.0 Před 13 dny +2

    I'm not crying i'm just cosplaying a waterfall

  • @void9837
    @void9837 Před rokem +1

    I started sobbing when mama inko started crying im crying a ocean fr

  • @_.chi._.chi._
    @_.chi._.chi._ Před rokem +1

    The part where eri found out made me cry a bit if I didn't hold the tears back

  • @jaxmccullough8631
    @jaxmccullough8631 Před 2 lety +1

    Oml i actually started crying because of this.

  • @minaashido4595
    @minaashido4595 Před 2 lety +2

    It’s good but then I started crying 😢 but it’s really good👍🏻

  • @royawitley2982
    @royawitley2982 Před 2 lety +1

    It hit harder when Eri tried using her quirk to bring him back 😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @KatsukisTits
    @KatsukisTits Před 2 lety +1

    i'm sobbing- no- I'm actually sobbing- i just dried my tears up and now i'm sobbing all over again 😥