Wandering Thoughts

There were some unfinished thoughts from yesterday that I wanted to discuss. And in this video, I actually didn't remember one of the key points that I wanted to talk about. Maybe it is just as well. But I still need to address it. Regarding the relationship between my dad and my brother. I am left not knowing how to be considerate to both. I am hesitant to discuss my brother with my dad. And I know that my brother doesn't want to discuss it at all.
And then at the end of the video, I accidentally reminded myself of how alone I tend to feel in this world. And I lost my train of thought. I almost decided to scrap the video, but then there were some things that I liked, and I didn't want to try saying them again. Anytime I start trying to recapture a moment, it then seems to have lost some sense of sincerity. It sounds practiced. Less spontaneous.