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- "The problem with living with HIV, in the first moment, you feel completely dirty. No one wants to be with someone who's HIV positive" Felipe
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Felipe's story was one of the most challenging documentaries I've filmed. His story is so complex and it has so many layers, that it became difficult to shorten it in less then 10 minutes.
There were some things I didn't put and others that I simplified.
I'm uploading an audio/podcast version of the extended interview on patreon. These will be around 20 minutes and it goes through Felipe story a bit deeper and in more detail.
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I was raped and from somebody look sick and he has alot of medications and thanks God I whent to the hospital and I'm clean 🤲🏾 I been to the hospital they tested more than 3 months I'm ok and they tolde me I should call the police
I'm so sorry to hear that Khadija. I can't imagine what you've been through. I can't give you an advice on what to do, as I'm no expert in the area, but I would recommend you to call a sexual assault hotline from where you live to get the right support. If you search on google "sexual assault hotline [insert your country]", you'll be able to find it.
I hope you get better.
@@epochstories thank you love .I have got some support but i need to call them because I can't trust any man anymore
I imagine it will take a lot of time for you to regain trust in people again. Please, if you can, look for a good mental health support. It's really important that you have some help to go through this. I wish all the best Khadija
@@epochstories I will thank you ❤️❤️
Human life sucks man. What all things we have to go through in our life.
Yeah, there are definitely a lot of challenges, but there are also so many amazing things to experience
Life is good. When you know your purpose and you live for God.
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What a beautifully created video. I really loved everything about how you presented this story. I have to admit that I’m a little conflicted because while I know that Felipe was sexually abused as a child, I feel that he was completely wrong for withholding his status. I know that the person that reinfected him also lied but I think one of the worst things that a person with HIV can do is to willingly jeopardize another person’s health by not informing them of their positive status. I thought it was heartbreaking when Felipe said that his boyfriend infected him without him knowing and was extremely disappointed that he would go and do that to someone else regardless of his fear of losing him. Fear of rejection or loss never justifies infecting another person. I think it’s important to be honest and let them know so they can decide if they want to move forward in a responsible way. I think he’s brave for sharing his story but I also believe it’s important to hold him accountable and highlight how wrong he was for what he did.
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts Jaime. I really appreciate your honest opinion on this subject. I've asked that same question to Felipe at the time and the answer is what you saw, that he was in love and scared. However, what I realized is that he wasn't ''excusing'' himself when justifying his actions. We wasn't trying to take away the responsibility of his decisions, he was just sharing his feelings at that time. I think he's very aware of the consequences and morality of his past actions, and that's why there's such a growth from his past to his present. He now is in a relationship where he made sure he told the other person about HIV from the beginning. And I really appreciated his honesty in the interview you know? He wasn't trying to cover up, or trying to pretend he was politically correct. Instead he was honest and very aware of his past decisions, and that's the reason why now he acts so differently.
I'm not trying here to ''defend'' Filipe. That's not my place. I think you raise a very good point, and a question that might arise to a lot of people, just like it did for me, at the time. I just wanted to share this extra layer that I might not be able to portrait properly in the video.
Thank you so much for watching and sharing such a thoughtful comment.
My first boyfriend gave me HIV and never told me he was positive either. I was a teenager. Now I'm 37. I'll probably always be single but life goes on.
@@ryanblack3285 Thank you sharing Ryan. I'm sad to hear that, but it seems that, like Felipe, you too have learned on how to live with the virus. However, please don't think you'll be single all your life (unless you want to be single, of course). I understand that having HIV might be limiting in some things, but having the virus doesn't define you and I'm sure you'll find someone that loves you the way you are.
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Felipe,you are not alone. Thank you for sharing your story and I hope everything in your life goes cool,hope you read this one day. ❤
Thank you so much for the kind words. I'm sure Felipe will appreciate :)
Thank you so much for filming this short stories .
Thank you very much for the support
you've made me fall into tears but at the same time bring back my self confidence
Thank you so much for sharing. I'm really glad this story has inspired you
Wow. His story is so complex and heartbreaking. He is so strong. Absolutely beautiful. ❤💖
Thank you very much JJ. It is indeed very complex, it was a big challenge for me. But Felipe has learned a lot with it, and he seems very happy now :) thank you so much for watching
He’s a good sport for coming out with it and he can date women who are H.I.V positive just like himself...It’s their Tcells that they need to take care of to live a normal healthy life as long as he’s not out here spreading the disease but bringing awareness about it is fine in my book”
Im not fond of folks with H.I.V bc I watched a group of people attempt to RUIN me with saying I had this disease to cover up for another individual. I feel no remorse for them at all bc they use this disease as leverage over others. They only pull the “They have H.I.V” card for sympathy and that boils my blood...I have met people with H.I.V and they are the most angriest folks I’ve ever met in my life. They HATE healthy people and dread their existence...I Actually RESPECT this guy bc he’s honest and I’ll respect other people who don’t make excuses. I remember going by a relative house and she was treating another relative so bad bc they had H.I.V and it bothered me but after my experience with seeing how EVIL they are and how they will go thru no bounds to spread their disease I have no remorse for none of them period 👌🏽
@@mehmeh7567 thank you for sharing. I don't think a virus makes a person necessarily mean. Maybe the people you've encountered were just rude, or maybe they had issues that they didn't know how to cope with. The thing is that there's mean people with or without the virus. Just because we have a bad experience with a group, it doesn't mean we should generalise it to everyone with a similar characteristic. We are all different, and that's what I try to show through this series.
The best we can do is keep our mind open :)
No he gave his escort boyfriend the disease I’m sure, and basically put his ex in danger, being selfish, that is NOT A GOOD PERSON.
@@liasanchez-craig6581 How are you sure he gave his escort boyfriend HIV?? How would you even come to such a conclusion? It's not wise to judge someone as good or not based on one video of their life. It doesn't say everything.
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Getting goosebumps watching this!
Thank you very much Naj 🙂
This story is achingly beautiful. Thanks so much for sharing!
Thank you so much for watching!
God help that man NEVER judge someone you dont know what they've been through 😭 Jesus be with you Felipe
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Wow..Great video! The rawness in the video is powerful🙏
Thank you very much Maritza
These videos always touch me and Felipe's story is no different. Beautiful work as always.
Thank you very much for the constant support
Thanks so muccchh Felipe fir sharing your story, you bring hopes to many people 🙏🏻
His story is really touching. He was his dad victim and the way he managed to turn his life upside down is amazing!
I loved this story on Felipe ..his accent ..the culture ..and how he recounted his experiences was compelling
Thank you so much Felicity. I hope you enjoy other stories too :)
Well done. You treated Felipe's story with a warmth and love that made it resonate.
Thank you very much. It was definitely a big challenge for me, but I'm glad I managed to portrait it in a honest way
@@epochstories Try to set your mind up with autoinstructions like "I'm gonna have more vigor, calm or relax etc." while being focused on a task(physical exercise is what helps me the most) to deal with pain and also while being in a positive, right mind with uplifting statements can make wonders for you its how I deal with anxiety and other chronical diseases I have. If I wouldn't do anything of that I would have committed suicide a long time ago so I can relate better than you think.
Beautiful, raw and poignant work! Love the story, cinematography and editing. Amazing job!
Again, thank you so much Dionne 😊
You did a great job! His story was very complex but he spoke to you so effortlessly because it seem like he was completely comfortable! God bless you both
Thank you very much :)
holy shit.
i watch your docs and think things about the people that you want me to see. but after this one is see what it is that your are doing. I see all of my friends and family and everyone in the world around me in your videos.
Felipe is the epitome of humanity.
Thank you very much! In the end we all have something that make us relatable to each other. That's my goal with these stories, to hopefully make people relate to them and get inspired.
Te adore!!!! Ni se como terminé aquí pero tu video me encantó porque me encantó tu fuerza y tu punto de vista de cómo ver la vida. Eres más que tus adversidades y lo sabes. Lo siento por todas las cosas malas que tuviste que pasar, lo de tu papá y tu ex. Yo no te conozco pero te apoyo y se que tienes un corazón de oro. Un abrazote!
Thank you so much for your kind comment. I'm sure Filipe will appreciate it!
You are amazing ❣️ this doesn't define you. You should make a CZcams channel for spiritual growth. I see a great Aurora in you
thank you for your kind comment!
Brilliant documentary, I first watched this just before I almost trapped myself with an evil person out to infect me with the virus. Praise God for His protection
Thank you very much. I'm glad you got out of it safe
That’s awesome I’m glad you had a realization that making sure you stay clean is way more important than sex or a connection, I was reckless for a while just looking for beautiful women to have sex with and thank god I was clean by pure luck but now tested and clean partners is all I’ll move forward with not trading my clean sheet for anyone
me sentí muy identificada a ratos con tu experiencia personal...gracias por compartir esto
Thank you very much for watching :)
Thank you for capturing this story! 🙏🏾
Thank you! 😊
This video is beautiful x the story the way you captured it x amazing.
Thank you very much Sabrina 😊
You, sir, is making wonderfully touching documentaries. It was painful to watch the life of some one who has gone through a lot, but in the end the way he overcome his hurdles make me want to live my life. Hats off to you and Filipe.
Thank you very much Safeer. I'm glad the stories I share are inspiring to you :)
10000 subscribers! Congrats!
Thank you very much!
Una historia muy fuerte, realista, y cotidiana, no sólo en Chile 🇨🇱, en mucho otros países se vive lo mismo, una ETS no te convierte en menos de lo que eres, los prejuicios sociales son los que buscan eso, cualquier enfermedad no te hace menos persona de lo que eres
Completely agree. In the end of the day, we are all humans. Thank you for watching and commenting
santiago leyton Wow is a great joy 💃💃that I'm finally cured from hiv virus. I never thought that I will ever find cure to this but it's all happen in a miracle ❤❤all thanks to God 🙏🙏
What a story and it was beautifully shot! New sub here and I look forward to more of these amazing human stories.
Thank you very much Peter!
He's a cool guy, you can tell from the start. Tough journey, but very strong of him to become proactive and work through his shit, it's not easy!
But it's so worth it and the results show, he's a cool dude =D
Also so cool he can so openly talk about his story, also the parts where he wasn't considerate of the consequence of his actions towards others. Admitting ones own mistakes shows strength!
Because it's just as easy to blame circumstances and other people (which they are), but it's only up to yourself to change and move forward.
And dance is one of the best and strongest feelings in the world, very much agreed! \o/
Thank you Marczking. I agree with you. I remember very vividly when, during the interview, Felipe was super honest and showed accountability for his actions. He totally understood that the person he is now is very different from who he was before, because he learned from his own mistakes and experiences.
Had to pause and sing a song of my gratefulness to God. Thank you Felipe for sharing you and working on you. All the best living the cool life. Best, xxx
Thank you very much Daniel :)
I’m tearing up, thank you for sharing your experience.
Thank you for watching Natalia
Gracias Felipe, muchas gracias por esto, tu testimonio y tu vida misma. Abrazos
Thank you for watching
Loved it, the storytelling was awesome you guys !
Thank you very much :)
Incredible work on this documentary. God bless you Felipe!
Thank you very much Rico :)
What a beautiful young man. Best wishes to you,Felipe. Enjoy your cool life ❤
Yes I have taken many msm risks last 5 years experienced quite regular some of your symptoms not scared at all but time for a hiv test
Cómo se qu eres chileno me entenderás,me encantó tu mensaje,gran prueba de superación personal,motivo de superación sin rendirse,,dont look back in anger, you looks great,i wish you all the best..Handsome guy..
Thank you very much for your kind words!
God bless you and know he loves you and you are worthy to love and be love. Yes you have HIV but you will be victorious and live your best life and I pray you do. You have experienced the evil of this world may you see all the beauty it has to offer. God bless you.
How is his health right now?
The last time I checked on Felipe, he was doing well. He has access to the medication and he's living in Berlin as a freelance dancer :) Thank you very much for caring and asking
This work is brilliant
Thank you so much Eric :)
Wow...just discover your channel. It’s a gold!
Thank you so much Tomas! I hope you enjoy future videos :)
What happened to Felipe? Please tell me he's still fighting.
Felipe miedo ninguno, es verdad que a veces uno lo pasa mal ( hay que esconderse a tomar la pastilla) pero por lo demás nada, cuida tu salud sexual, cuida l dieta, haz algo de deporte e intenta dormir bien, cada cierto tiempo chequeos, por lo demás nada. Por bajar la guardia aunque sea una vez tenemos que pagar toda una vida. Cuídate mucho, mis mejores deseos. XL..........................Eres lindo
First story is same as mine
More energy to you.
Parabéns. Tu estás a fazer o que eu estou a tentar começar, contudo, vais muitos kms à frente. Muito obrigado por fazeres estes doc. Sem dúvida que são uma verdadeira inspiração. Por favor continua.
Muito obrigado Pedro! Ainda tenho muito que aprender. Ainda sou muito novinho neste mundo 😅 desejo-te o melhor para os teus projetos também!
Wow a lot irresponsible acts going on but it's a wonderful documentary.
Thank you so much! I hope you enjoy other stories too. We all make stupid mistakes sometimes right? The most important is to learn and grow with them. :)
mashonda Knight victims of child Sexual abuse usually have irresponsible acts.
Yeah, that's the point of sharing these stories too. We all have a past that weights on our acts.
EPOCH I think you are brave and a beautiful person! Keep shining! 💕
@@yoditc7097 thank you so much!
Man if you ever come to England i've got a wonderful story for you
I actually happen to go to the UK quite frequently. Now things are a bit more complicated because of covid.
Would be ok for you to send me an email telling more about it?
epoch.documentaries@gmail.com
Just a note, beautiful doc but the overuse of music is overpowering.
Bravo to him 👏🏾👏🏾
Thank you Kaniesha!
never give brother , spiritt!!!!
"I ads"
Great work
Thank you :)
Wow thank you for your brave story🙌🙌 God loves you🙏 and anyone that say your dirty need to take a better look inside themselves 🙌🙏🙌🙏🙌
Thank you very much for the supporrive comment Liah.
Yeah that is powerful you are so so beautiful, sexual abuse can create High risk behaviors
this is a fucking beautiful documentary.
Thank you very much :) I'm glad you've enjoyed it
Beautiful story
Thank you so much 😊
Sorry for your life predicaments,try to heal your past and connect with your maker.
Thank you for showing your support Justina :)
Thanks for your sharing! 🙏 Jesus loves you! 🙏🙏🙏
Beautiful!
Im HIV + and sometimes Its so hard the prejudicar.
Very interesting story
Yea.. ok.. so he was abused horribly disgusting.. BUT he also DELIBERATELY exposed his partner he claimed to love disgusting.
I don't have room pless help me sri
When he said that love to him was a manipulation to get something he learnt that from his Dad! Homosexual or heterosexual any form of lie's and trick, codependency, narcisim accompanied with childhood trauma of the parent has huge effect to the kids. Heal people, heal.
This is so sad 😭
Such a horrible society
wherever you are I LIKE YOU i LOT.
2015* not 2013
Did I make a mistake somewhere?
Cómo diría Jesús , el que esté libre de pecado que tire la primera piedra, ¿ Quién no ha tenido un calentón? ¿ Quién no lo ha hecho sin protección alguna? son cosas que pasan, ahora toca cuidarse y eso se sabe como ánimo.
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But I'm taking medication and fine now
I'm glad you're doing ok :)
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Thank you for commenting :)
so true
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Hi sri I am merid 6 years 2 kids I have no family friends not responding not helping
Why?
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Sad
It's a sad story, but now Felipe is really happy with his life. He lives in Berlin and he's doing what he loves, dance :)
the violin too loud
Thank you for sharing your opinion. I'm curious, is the violin too loud, or the voice to quite? It's great to know this things so I can improve on future videos.
Poor baby.
So a Selfish boy with HIV , that is not sad, that is just a selfish ass who would infect others just because he is "in love". WHo cares your partner was cheating too, karma punishes you, not others. Your karma is about Your Life, Your choices. Forget about others and their choices.
I thumbed up because I support filmmakers here, not because of this person and his story. I think he is selfish af.
hallo, me Loli, and im Positive too, from indonesia , Bali, , i want to join Freiwilliges Soziales Jahr in deutschland, the question is, can i get my medication in deutschland ? dankeschon fur respond
Hey Loli. Unfortunately, I don't live in Germany so I don't know how the healthcare works on there. But I think you need to have health insurance there. Not sure. I found this that might be useful for you www.berlin-aidshilfe.de/sprachen/english
@@epochstories zupeeeerrrr !!! Vielen dank 🥳🙏
Vielen dank für die informationen
No problem :)
😭😭😭😭 I’m so sad for him
Although it was a really tough past for him, he's really happy now 😊 he's working in Berlin as a dancer and he's having a lovely time there
Thanks for the updates
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1 Corinthians 6:9-10 🔴
[9]Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites,
[10]nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God.
I am Positive I need Positive girl partner I am 24 year old boy
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I want help pless
Hey Chalapathi. What can I help you with?
Romans 6:23 🔴
[23]For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Pless
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@@epochstories haha yeah. This whole video just reminded me of my case. I also thought that im gonna die soon but the truth was dying inside by people's stigma slowly.
Thank you for sharing Sejin. I'm sorry to hear that. I really hope you're getting better now
@@epochstories Thanks for great video and yes. Actually this made me stronger. I don't get depressed anymore and there are lots of understanding people :)
I hope every poz people could find the bright side of each lives.
@@jedir-mw7ik thank you very much! I'm really glad this video has helped you somehow. That's what I try to do, to create videos that inspire other people :)
Disgusting how pple know they have sti's and hiv and just rooting around spredding this dirt to others without a care in the world.
Filth!
Hii
😭😭😭