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Komentáře • 543

  • @blackcharlieboy
    @blackcharlieboy Před měsícem +56

    After a few decades of hell (drug abuse, alcoholism, addiction, mental health problems, broken relationships...) and the shame and sorrow that was left from all of that, I started to realize that I can't change or fix the past. It's always going to be there, and if I let it own me I'll never be free. So I learned to let go of the hurt and shame and sorrow and all the terribly painful memories. Of course they are still there but I don't give them any power anymore. And I've learned to be very thankful for all the blessings and good things that have come my way and continue to come my way. I focus as much as I can on all that. And there's plenty to be thankful for. Once I started to let go of the hurt there was so much more room in me for the happy. God bless you Jaylena, I hope you find lots of happy in your life from here on in. Good luck with your writing and with the beginning of a long happy life.

    • @RubyPrice-blueeyes64
      @RubyPrice-blueeyes64 Před měsícem +7

      Bless you! How profound are your words. Continue to heal and take care 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

    • @jenniferhoaglin566
      @jenniferhoaglin566 Před měsícem

      Wishing you all the Happiness & Healing ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @elainematthews0205
      @elainematthews0205 Před měsícem

      ..AMEN..

    • @par0104
      @par0104 Před měsícem +1

      Jaylena, never doubt how much we all love you, Ember, & Isaac. God Bless & keep the 3 of you so very safe & healthy. Your Ky sub.❤ 😊

  • @michelle7352
    @michelle7352 Před měsícem +18

    Family time is just what you needed. Hard being so isolated from friends and family, especially when you have heartbreak in your love life. Praying you find your special life combo. Your writing is beautiful and soul stirring. Your vulnerability shows your strength, Jaylena. Good on you!

    • @rhondakarol6664
      @rhondakarol6664 Před měsícem +1

      Soft copy!

    • @rosemarydominguez9764
      @rosemarydominguez9764 Před měsícem +1

      Have you tried God? The best kind of love ever 👑🙌🌹. He will never leave you or forsake you. Jeremiah 29:11 even promises a plan for you. May you seek His salvation and experience His presence 👑🧡. God bless you, He loves you & is waiting for you, a whole different kind of love 🥰🌻👑🌹🧡

  • @elenalemanski155
    @elenalemanski155 Před měsícem +22

    Your poems are an awakening to so many who can relate! Life journey’s are not always pretty and to be able to share and express yourself is so freeing and healing. Any format works for me! ❤

  • @janicekeen
    @janicekeen Před měsícem +17

    1000% will purchase a book, but also encourage digital for those who like you said like that version. I can see the change in you being with family/friends and comfortable. You are such a strong person, keep your head and heart open! Keep looking toward that light,and best wishes and so excited to see the finished product!

  • @2L82Sk8Bye
    @2L82Sk8Bye Před měsícem +60

    Your poem at the beginning was beautiful and very meaningful Jaylena. Don’t be fearful. We learn so much from exploring and sharing our feelings with each other. I am still processing my childhood and other things that happened in my life. I would love a real book of your poetry-something I can hold in my hands. I encourage you to keep writing. If you really love it then it will profit your soul. Cheering you on 👏👏👏🌻🫶

  • @BonnieLeah
    @BonnieLeah Před měsícem +13

    Only God can help you Jaylena. Continue your book and take your troubles to God. We humans don’t pull ourselves out of our troubles, illnesses or worries, God does it. May God continue to bless you and your precious baby.

    • @virginiacurrey2019
      @virginiacurrey2019 Před měsícem +6

      This is very true! Stay close to Jesus seeking him with all your decisions and he will guide you. He wants his children to be happy. Drive carefully! Gods blessings for you and the adorable daughter.

    • @brendafainsbert4236
      @brendafainsbert4236 Před měsícem +1

      No dear, I believe God gave each individual different strengths and skills to help each other and not for all to lean on him at one time!
      GOD gifted people to help others thru various crisis, traumas, dilemmas, ie vehicle not working, go to a mechanic.
      "Feelings and emotional turmoil", seek counseling.
      Stabbed in the intestines, go to a hospital. I haven't seen Crisis Intervention in the Bible.

    • @BonnieLeah
      @BonnieLeah Před měsícem

      @@brendafainsbert4236 yes, God did give each of us individuals skills in order to HELP/SERVE others. But had God not given people these different skills, we would not be able to help each other. No matter how you look at things, God gave us the knowledge and skills to help provide for others. Hence, only God can help us. God is the one who wakes us up after sleep. God is the one who gives us our next breath. God is the one who gave us that job, and through that job, our home, cars, food, etc. Without God’s help, we would cease to live. We can’t breathe on our own and we don’t wake ourselves up after sleep, God even knows the number of hair each one of us have on our head. So, regardless of how anyone looks at a situation or every day life, God is the one who helps us and provides for us. But we must pray and ask God to show us the way. He has put someone in this world who He equipped to help us, but we must listen to Him so He can lead us to that person. God takes care of us all whether you believe it or not. But you believe what you will. God loves you. Jesus loves you and died for you. God bless you always.

    • @milirajonesMercy
      @milirajonesMercy Před 22 dny

      @@virginiacurrey2019Hallelujah. Let’s all keep she and Izzy in our prayers❤

  • @karenroe6270
    @karenroe6270 Před měsícem +15

    Thats so amazing. Definitely a physical copy. The experience of holding a book in my hands , smelling the ink & paper can NEVER be replaced with a digital copy. Remember we must all walk thru the darkness to find the light & joy of a wonderful life. Your last words in your poem....to be able to see the ember of light and go toward it. And find joy. Have a truly blessed week my sweet friend. 💖🌟

  • @chasgs
    @chasgs Před měsícem +22

    Jaylena, back in 1971 a man wrote a poem about Vincent Van Gogh that tells the story of a traveling artist trying to find the right path in life and the struggles he had along the way and how to explain those struggles to people he met along the way, some got him but most didn't. Van Gogh used his paintings to convey his troubles and to be understood, Although unappreciated in his era, his art is now cherished and esteemed by many who recognize the difficulties he faced. Much like Van Gogh, you are today's traveling artist, first sharing your story and your soul to the world on CZcams and now sharing your heart in prose for all to read, by the way, that poet's name was Don Mclean, and the poem is called Vincent, it was turned into a song and was on the album American Pie that sold over 2 million one hundred and fourteen thousand copies. I hope your book has the same success, give the song a listen I think you'll see the message

  • @angielindsey7390
    @angielindsey7390 Před měsícem +12

    From experience and being 57 yrs old. I have been exactly where you are. I truly believe it hereditary. Depression is a life long challenge, its just how you are able to handle it. Also, when you have a child and a mate, you can never truly be you 100% because as a mother and a spouse, you will give a small part if that up because you are a caring loving person. Its just the way it is. You give up a lot for your child and you will loose yourself some until they are grown. When they grow up and leave, have you heard a mother say,,,its like your heart has been removed from your body and out there in the world becoming their own person. I raised a daughter who is one of the best humans I know and at 27 she is her own person, but she will always have a part of me with her and its a void. But I am also so happy and proud. Thank you for sharing this with us as it may help someone or it can be very relatable to some. Love ya girl and you are a great mother and good human. ❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️

    • @FTell001
      @FTell001 Před měsícem

      @@angielindsey7390
      Bands, husband divorce, van, taking the bus to Oregon, getting pregnant...and all her plans changed on living a nomad life. Single vagabonds...carefree...is much tougher with a child. She can never go back to what she had planned but she hasn't realized it and it's always about generating income. The channel, the crime podcasts the mom channel and hawking products which are donated to the creator, then are sold to make money, the merch channel...this is their lively hood and proclaiming transparency is the buzzword heard often. Keep those likes coming and slitting from Issac was a delicate maneuver in explaining so as to not loose any viewers. They both are hard workers and it looks as though isaac might not have been the one to initiate this breakup. Playing along...don't loose any of their viewers which would be devastating to their income.

  • @gailwalker5902
    @gailwalker5902 Před měsícem +5

    Sounds like you have had a very much needed family time! Sometimes we find ourselves on the other side of heartache and hardship before we can really begin to heal emotionally, physically and or spiritually so having said that l sense you are definitely at the beginning of a new season in life!! That is so exciting just try and keep very focused because life has a way of pulling us back when we have made a conscious decision to go forward. I know Precious little Ember will be ready to see Dad and He ready to see you guys. Keep on with your writing life has a way of those times of shifting so praying for your continued recovery and much success with your books! 😎❤️

  • @mariebirmingham9330
    @mariebirmingham9330 Před měsícem +4

    Jaylena, ❤I too have followed you for a very long time and would certainly like your book. Preferably a paperback but I’m really not bothered which as I will certainly treasure it. Everyone has hidden heart aches and it is lovely to be able to share these and to know that we are not alone. Take care, xx

  • @yorkiemom209
    @yorkiemom209 Před měsícem +8

    I am glad Ember is ok . I was a little worried there for a minute. Your poem was beautiful. I am glad your at a place where you feel you can open up. This is where healing begins. I would love to read your book.

    • @SherryAnnOfTheWest
      @SherryAnnOfTheWest Před měsícem +1

      Absolutely!!! And, for future reference: if you're worried about a spider bite or a wound maybe being infected, draw around it with a Sharpie stopping where the redness stops ... if the redness goes beyond the Sharpie "circle" in a day or two, get to the doctor ASAP. That's basically what they will do at Urgent Care.

  • @gailchouinard3438
    @gailchouinard3438 Před měsícem +33

    Jaylena you are an amazing woman. I am blown away by that small sample of your writing. I would prefer a physical book over a digital copy. Looking forward to following you on this journey. Blessings !

    • @robbinmcenany5044
      @robbinmcenany5044 Před měsícem +1

      Also prefer a physical copy. Take good care of yourself, Jaylena. This is fantastic, best of luck to you. Peace

  • @debbiekolody6802
    @debbiekolody6802 Před měsícem +9

    Congratulations on the book. Your poems will help a lot of people who go thru some sort of brokenness. Thank you for being the giving person that you are. I will definitely be purchasing your book. A physical book would be the best for me personally. When I'm overwhelmed with sadness and need to be alone, this would be a great time to reflect and read some of your poems. It helps to know that your not alone with the darkness that overcomes at times.

  • @carolynmesser7199
    @carolynmesser7199 Před měsícem +13

    I found you through watching your husband, and the more I watched the more I liked you and so I became a life long follower of your videos. The journey has been long but fruitful. Can’t wait to see you Ember and Isaac together again. 💕🙏😊💕

    • @thesun-N-moon8885
      @thesun-N-moon8885 Před měsícem +2

      Stop pushing the narrative of a family unit!! Listen to what this young lady is SAYING!!!! 🙄

    • @carolynmesser7199
      @carolynmesser7199 Před měsícem +1

      @@thesun-N-moon8885 I don’t remember asking you anything! I know she will be happy to get back home again .

    • @loralora4368
      @loralora4368 Před měsícem +1

      Isaac is a turd. What does he even offer to Jaylena? I’d be curious to hear why you think he’s such a great thing for Jaylena. He doesn’t even want to be with her.

    • @ellliwhite8773
      @ellliwhite8773 Před 26 dny

      Hello gorgeous. You look absolutely Radiant, and Renew, your skin looks fantastic, if I didn't know better, I would think you're 20 years old. Great Genes lady, what's your secret? Do you have a facial routine? Please share. No, Jaylena, I didn't know, you were a writer, but now, I understand, how you can speak so beautiful, stating what you need to, in such a caring, and sensible manner. Jaylena, you should write to different companies, and be the voice for their advertisement, or commercials, as long as it's something that doesn't go against your principles. You truly have an incredible voice, and persona. It would be, a great source of income for you, should you choose to consider it. Yes, Jaylena, I would absolutely buy your book. I myself love a physical book, however I believe you should do both simultaneously, because at least eighty percent, of people today, prefer everything to be digital, so you would be cutting yourself short. Also don't limit your revenues, if you have the opportunity to do both, simultaneously. I know someone, who choose to do, only a physical book, even though she had the opportunity to do both. A short time after her physical book, was published, somebody else, did the digital copy. She couldn't probe, that they stole, her story, but it was clear they did; that person made five times the amount that she did, with the digital copy, because it could reach billions of people around the world instantly, and there was nothing she could. All they have to do, is change a little bit of this and that, and say it's not the same book. So please, be very careful, and Never allow anyone to profit, for something you work so hard. Jaylena, I have people very dear to my heart, that suffer from depression, and through poetry and writing, they're able to express, their deepest pain, and thoughts, and as I read it, I'm then able, to understand, and help them better. And yes, like you, they stated that's very private and personal, and they don't wish to cheer it, with anyone else, although I constantly encourage it, because not everyone, can verbalize their feelings, and I know from working in psychiatric hospitals for years, the healing process of being in the right therapeutic environment, and not internalizing, and isolating the pain, an individual feels. You will definitely help, many other people heal through your book, and understand that they're not alone, and that it's perfectly fine, to seek help, and therapy, and to continue to seek the help they need, whenever necessary. As a society, we need to talk more about mental health, and do more, offer more services. It's so heartbreaking to me, that in so many cities, across the country when a patient calls the 24 hour hotline, they have to wait between two weeks to three months to get an intake. We lose so many lives, because of this lack of available therapists. So please check in, on anyone you know it's suffering from depression, sometimes just knowing someone cares, can change their lives. Jaylena, Thank You for choosing to talk about depression, I know it's not easy, but you're a voice for so many, that are hurting, from this disease. I do believe there is some personal , information, that is best that it remains private. Don't give anyone information, that will harm you, or someone you love. There are opportunistic sick people that will use some of the personal information you share to do horrible harm, so please be very selective, with what you share. You're, such a positive, empowering woman, mother, sister, aunt, friend, and Mentor to so many people around the world. You choose, to remain loyal to your beliefs, your feelings, your family, but what I admire, in you the most it's your commitment to your baby, and her well being, as well as your own, your willingness to thrive, under any circumstances, and to continue to teach for success, peace, comfort, and gratitude, to be the very best that you can be, every day. I admire you, and respect you immensely. Please continue to be a great mentor, for all the young ladies, that need to know they can to, achieve their goals and dreams, and that as long as they stay on course, and continue to work towards bettering themselves, anything is possible.

  • @lisamoody212
    @lisamoody212 Před měsícem +3

    I have followed your journey since the ranch. We all saw how he treated and made you feel (the husband). I’ve always loved your poetry and it always moves me. I personally would buy your book in any form. I’ve always admire your strength, resilience and just down right true grit. Take care and enjoy your family time in Texas! Safe travels back to Oregon.

  • @margoburns9085
    @margoburns9085 Před měsícem +4

    As an artist, I know first hand how much creativity can bring us out of the dark places. Good luck in all your writing endeavors. I'm sure you will help many by sharing your writing with us. ❤

  • @kimberlyhatcher7235
    @kimberlyhatcher7235 Před měsícem +7

    I would love to read your book! I would love just a paper book. Keep us updated on where we can purchase your book! My heart breaks for you for everything that you have been through. You deserve to be happy and loved!❤

  • @Elissa-Ellen
    @Elissa-Ellen Před měsícem +6

    Jaylena, I would love to purchase your book (hard copy) if possible. Writing out your journey will be so cleansing and yes, a new chapter moving forward! Ember is so darling and your “little ray of sunshine!”
    Love from Maryland! 💕

  • @juliepesch8417
    @juliepesch8417 Před měsícem +5

    I definitely will be purchasing. I would love to have both physical and digital copies. I’m so so proud of you Jaylena. You’ve touched my heart for all these years. I’ve been through so much of what you’ve been through and you’ve given me so much hope. God bless you!

  • @linnielowery8277
    @linnielowery8277 Před měsícem +6

    With my back and knees, I need a recliner chair just like that. 52yrs. And feeling it, more and more everyday.

    • @FourHuskyHomestead
      @FourHuskyHomestead Před měsícem

      Do you maybe have autoimmune arthritis ? I started having symptoms in my late 30’s. By 47 I was unable to drive or work. It was too painful to press the accelerator. Joint damage in my ankles. And my spine has so much damage I could not do my job. As I was required to lean over patients most of the day working in dentistry. It turns out I have psoriatic arthritis. Very different from just your standard arthritis we all get with age. It’s a blood disease. my mom who has RA rheumatoid arthritis says it should not be called arthritis. It’s confusing. Because the 2 are very different. I’m 60 years old now. I’ve been home unable to work for the last 13 years. I’ve learned a lot about arthritis. Tried multiple medications. Several of the biological drugs. It’s important to get the right diagnosis. Because the biological drugs really help autoimmune arthritis. And other things too. Like I have a spinal cord stimulator. It’s an implant that helps with the pain signal as it leaves your brain and travels down the spine. I’m really glad I decided to do that. It’s something you need to prepare for mentally. The idea of an implant in the spinal can be scary. But it’s helps with pain relief so much that I would definitely choose it again an again. If it’s just some early signs of general arthritis I have something that works well. You can get on eBay. It’s Amish pain cream. Comes in a blue w/ yellow outline container. I think 3.5 ounces. Look for ( Amish Origins) deep penetrating ointment. I discovered it at a local Amish store. And when I was not up to driving to the store to get more I found it on eBay. Make sure it’s the ointment. And rub it on then repeat a couple more times. Each time you apply it gets deeper into the skin and you will get relief. It’s saved me so many time. Like at night when I couldn’t sleep from the pain being too much. I rub it into my neck and keep applying till I’m comfortable. I’ve tried many things for pain relief. The Amish sure knew what they were doing with this one. Hope you get relief. And definitely look into the type of arthritis you have. Early treatment is key to holding it off as long as possible.

  • @racheldonnell9286
    @racheldonnell9286 Před měsícem +3

    I have watched from the beginning, the struggles, sadness and coming to find yourself. I am as a viewer so proud of you and excited for this next adventure. I personally hope for a hard copy book, I have always just preferred those . You never cease to amaze me on your strength and courage. ❤

  • @MsJanet
    @MsJanet Před měsícem +8

    I would definitely read your book!! I always love hard copies, especially something as special as this sounds, something to physically hold in my hands.

  • @CalamityJane831
    @CalamityJane831 Před měsícem +5

    I want a signed copy of a paper book and add digital book and I support you 100%. I can’t wait and I’m so excited and any help you need in advance. I’m ready to help.

  • @charlenehuff19
    @charlenehuff19 Před měsícem +5

    There is something about a physical book. The smell, the words...it's an experience for me. I'm happy to read your book. How exciting!

  • @lauraliles1018
    @lauraliles1018 Před měsícem +3

    Jaylena I am so proud of you... I am 60yr and have fallowed you from ur beginnings...
    You did a video when you let go of your past life on or in West Coast...
    You walked in the wilderness speaking poeticly 😢❤... YES young lady I feel your Soul...
    PLEASE consider a HARD BACK COPY for us old folk that can hold on to... don't due digital 😊...
    I Love you like a little sister that is helping me get back to MY AUTHENTIC/ORGANIC 🙏🏻 SELF...
    much Love. & Light and re: TRUTH is uncomfortable and it always MAKES US FREE❤🎉..
    I LOVE YOU.

  • @sandielove245
    @sandielove245 Před měsícem +6

    Jaylena, I've been with you for a very long time I seen the hell a few years ago, I would love a copy of your book in paperback please let us no when it will be ready, you have your baby girl now that was your light at the end of the tunnel. I wish you the best. We love you and your family. family family family tc

  • @vagabonddeesadventures8491
    @vagabonddeesadventures8491 Před měsícem +6

    Your poem was so lovely. As a fellow author I would advise you to 1. Be careful with a large publisher. Even with your following you might make more from self publishing using good publishing services. 2. Publish an ebook and then make a softcover and then hardcover available. 3. Then work on the audio book. In your own voice are the best ones when sharing things from your heart and soul. For example Michele Obama’s first book. So happy for you. I am an audiobook reader. Down the road I see you making children’s books. Your life as a nomad and having a miracle child could make for some very magical stories. Be blessed and stay well. What happened with the spider bite?

  • @jujugypsyjourney3826
    @jujugypsyjourney3826 Před měsícem +5

    If the poem at the beginning of this post is any indication of your wealth of talent writing I can’t imagine not getting a book of tour poems and writings. I personally prefer a physical book in a fairly decent size type because of my poor eyesight. Let it flow. Thanks for sharing!! I am so excited for you👍💕✌️

  • @elainevelutis7792
    @elainevelutis7792 Před měsícem +6

    Been waiting for this dimension of you to finally be released! Writers write because they live their experiences and you take yours in full throttle! Please consider offering both hard copy and digital. I would need both for self and gifts. ❤

  • @karenbrackett6939
    @karenbrackett6939 Před měsícem +4

    I would love to buy your books. You have come a long way. I would rather have a physical copy. I have watched you from the start.❤. God has his hand on your life. I love you.

  • @marymontano1428
    @marymontano1428 Před měsícem +2

    Im so glad that you can write these books. I would definitely buy it. I would prefer digital. I’m sad that you and Issac didn’t work out but I’m happy that you are doing well and that’s the most important thing.❤

  • @ladygoldfinch8945
    @ladygoldfinch8945 Před měsícem +2

    Jaylena, I would love to read your book. I am happy you are being authentically who you have become and branching out using your gift to write a book. Writing is so very healing for the soul. Looking forward to reading your book. XOXO

  • @mel1ssapeck
    @mel1ssapeck Před měsícem +3

    Jaylena ♥️and strength to you and I would definitely read your book, digital or hard copy. The young version of myself can relate to some of your struggles. Keep seeking the light inside you because it does exist. Thank you for sharing and hope for a safe and joyful journey back to us in Oregon ♥️🤗

  • @joni7781
    @joni7781 Před měsícem +5

    I definitely would purchase one. I'd prefer a hard copy. Being in Texas with family has got to be wonderful. Enjoy your last week Jaylena & Ember!! Much love ❤

  • @christinefoltz6843
    @christinefoltz6843 Před měsícem +2

    Thank you for sharing your story Jaylena, I have followed you for most of your journey and I’ve seen your growth. Our mental health is as important as our physical health and you sharing will help stop the stigma of mental health illnesses. I work with clients everyday in their journey with mental health. Love your videos.

  • @AmandaMartin-wl8sd
    @AmandaMartin-wl8sd Před měsícem +14

    I’m so happy to see this side of you! You should be sooo proud of yourself. It makes us mama’s/women feel like we aren’t alone. Thank you for being vulnerable. 💜

  • @gem246
    @gem246 Před 28 dny

    Jaylena I think you are a phenomenal woman. Self reflection is always good. Follow your dreams and please make yourself a priority and aim for the best. Our happiness can be found within ourselves. Wishing you nothing but the best on your enlightened journey .

  • @crystalsmith3574
    @crystalsmith3574 Před měsícem +2

    Good for you Jaylena! I mentioned this in another comment to Issac, when you find what you are passionate about you fill your cup so you can pour your best self into others . 😊
    Can't wait to read your first book. I read digital and physical books so either would be fine in my opinion. Glad you and Ember are enjoying time with your family. You are very artistic Jaylena and it's nice to see you lean into that more. That poem at the beginning was beautiful.

  • @RubyPrice-blueeyes64
    @RubyPrice-blueeyes64 Před měsícem +3

    Take this for what you may, from 64yr female... Divorced for over 20 yrs... Traumatic childhood. Do the work or you will repeat the painful things again and again. When we raise our children the issues come up at the ages we went thru them.
    I'm so proud of you for releasing your book. You never know what might come of it. Just writing things down helps more than you know. Of course I'm old school.... I prefer an actual book.
    Your poem in the beginning was really deep. I've been in a place like that before.
    Enjoy your blessings... Some days are long... But the years go by fast. Take care!

  • @cynthiawilliamson5905
    @cynthiawilliamson5905 Před měsícem +1

    Honey, I definitely understand all about depression. I have been going through mine now I guess for about two years. I am finally going through a bedroom where I used to spend a lot of time studying didn’t realize it till tonight how I’ve just been an empty shell for the past two years and I’m just now picking up the pieces. I’m happy for you that you are doing what you’ve been wanting to do for a long time and now you being courageous and stepping forth and doing it. I heard the poem in the beginning, it was very moving.. so your daughter must be doing better than if she’s at the park! Yeah!!❤🎉

  • @elainemcnary2788
    @elainemcnary2788 Před měsícem +2

    I would buy and read paperback or hardback. Congrats on your journey, everyone needs to be open and release old feelings. I’m glad you and the baby have enjoyed your family time, family is so important.

  • @Jean-sh3xu
    @Jean-sh3xu Před měsícem +5

    Lots of ❤ you go girl wishing you all the success in this crazy world 🌎 looking forward to the future!! Travel safe and your soul finds it’s way 🫶🏻

  • @gmacook8095
    @gmacook8095 Před měsícem +2

    God bless you on your life’s journey Jaylena,always remember,Happiness is a state of mind. can achieve it by simply accepting it sometimes,life is constantly changing so enjoy your journey,it is worth it

  • @karenhernke281
    @karenhernke281 Před měsícem +2

    Jaylena, this is wonderful of you to share. I have been with you since the ranch days. It will continue to help heal from the past. I have and still do struggle with depression and it is so hard. I would love to read the physical copy of your book. Im sure I could relate to many things. Life can be so hard. Relationships can be so hard, but if you look around, no matter how hard either are, we truly are blessed. It's not going to be easy. Im proud of you and thank you for sharing. Enjoy TX and welcome to a roof over your head, your beautiful daughter and Issac, a man who works hard and is excited to see you both. I know it's been a hard year with all the house drama, but it will get better. Enjoy your family because in a split second, it all can change. Bless your heart. Karen❤

  • @glendabaldwin4423
    @glendabaldwin4423 Před měsícem +2

    Im so happy you are going after your dream! What you are going through is called life! There are different seasons in that life that knock you down. I was the same way in my younger years, and was never totally happy until this season of my life and also had dreams of doing some type of music. Im not there yet with the music but im still trying and Im 74 this year and still reaching for my dream! I think your books will be a hit! I've also loved poems and they are like songs to me. So yes I would purchase your books. I love paperback books myself!

  • @user-zz6gc9qg9m
    @user-zz6gc9qg9m Před měsícem +2

    Jaylena, love that you’ve not let go of your dreams… so happy to hear about this news.
    You have a natural gift, when it comes to writing, your abilities in storytelling, is phenomenal.
    I’d love to buy your book, however hearing you tell your story- would be amazing!
    💜💙💜

  • @rhondadillon5317
    @rhondadillon5317 Před měsícem +2

    Good for you 👏👏👏
    If you are opening up, and talking about things...that IS a healthy step toward healing. Anyone going thru depression...absolutely need to find safe outlets and talking about your 'stuff' ❤

  • @its-me12165
    @its-me12165 Před měsícem +2

    60's girl here and would love to purchase your book. You are so inspiring Jaylena!! I'm sure you can teach this old girl a few things that I'm so willing to learn. May you have abundant blessings and Peace!❤ Take care

  • @pinkywilliams8063
    @pinkywilliams8063 Před měsícem +2

    I would like a physical copy over a digital copy. Jaylena, I have followed you for a long time and I have prayed for you, worried about you & loved your courage. A poem for Ember, how sweet. I'll be waiting for your book. Love & Blessings

  • @eunicehenderson9095
    @eunicehenderson9095 Před měsícem +4

    Few live a fairytale life and most have trouble expressing their feelings or even dealing with them. Writing is a gift, and I am sure it is cathartic. Learning to deal with your own emotional baggage and raising a healthy well-rounded daughter will take priority. May you find the strength to overcome the challenges and find happiness.

  • @MimiMcWil
    @MimiMcWil Před měsícem +3

    I’m interested in reading it. I have a strong feeling I’ll be able to relate. Good for you for actually taking action on this! ❤ Digital would probably work best for me.

  • @shirleygibson3272
    @shirleygibson3272 Před měsícem +4

    Jaylena, I am excited to read your book. I prefer had copies. Best of luck always. I hope Ember is doing better. 🥰

  • @thegrahamericandream531
    @thegrahamericandream531 Před měsícem +3

    I love physical copies. I too love poetry & quotes, always loved writing haiku’s myself. I feel it’d be hard to read your first book but the fact that you are doing that now gives me hope in the breakthrough to the light that comes after, & that’s what makes it all worth it ❤❤❤ thanks for sharing 😊

  • @linnielowery8277
    @linnielowery8277 Před měsícem +3

    Never give up on your self. You are an amazing woman. You have over come a lot. Trust me, it will get better. Been watching you for a very long time 💗💚. You are a special kind of person. Unique 🎉. Love you sweet lady and I love your beautiful family. I will buy the book. I'm ready for.

  • @claramullen
    @claramullen Před měsícem +2

    Being a writer of poetry myself I understand your passion I write of events that inspire me from both good and bad situations. I am happy that your talent has given you the power of relief and are willing to share it. Did Ember recover from the spider bite? Take care❤

  • @myrtlemorris1288
    @myrtlemorris1288 Před měsícem +2

    As always Jaylena you are so real and try to be upfront with what your doing and feeling you have so many journeys in front of you I loved when you were doing vanlife you looked so free would be beautiful to see you and Ember out on the road camping and just enjoying life so sorry to see Ember got a spider bite ❤️Y’all

  • @MelissaMalzahn
    @MelissaMalzahn Před měsícem +4

    I was in 2 marriages, both had domestic violence and addiction. My 2nd husband passed away in 2013. I'm 60 now, I've been told to write a book also. I'd prefer a paper back book so I can take it with me.
    Ember is you & Issac light. ❤❤ Good luck positive vibes. ❤

  • @laurenmartone
    @laurenmartone Před měsícem +2

    Jaylena, I would love to read your book. Stay strong and push forward. I love hearing about your struggles. I have had a few struggles myself. Love you, sweetheart.

  • @angiebryant750
    @angiebryant750 Před měsícem +3

    I am so excited for this new journey you are beginning. I'm old school and would love an actual book to hold and read. Please keep is posted on when we can buy it. Hugs and love from Mississippi ❤

  • @kellygulnick3960
    @kellygulnick3960 Před měsícem +3

    Jayleena, I find your voice to be very soothing. Asmr like. Listening to you relaxes me. That's one of the reasons I love your true crime stories. Also..yes I'd love to read your book!!! Looking forward to it. Hard copy for sure!!❤❤❤

  • @LoulouVioletCapulet
    @LoulouVioletCapulet Před měsícem +3

    Hey Jaylena, cool, I love you are going to put your writings into a book, I like a physical copy 🧡, best wishes as you go forward🌻.

  • @user-be6lf2lt1i
    @user-be6lf2lt1i Před měsícem +2

    Jaylena, I am happy about the positive strides you're making conquering and also giving yourself grace.. Opening yourself up & being vulnerable, sharing your feelings & emotions with others is difficult. Depression is tough at times to get through, I know as I've suffered my entire life with it. You are in a good place to go forward & experience the joy of participating in life. Hugs & peace I am looking forward to hearing more from you! ♥💞❣❤‍🩹

  • @Dbellerive22605
    @Dbellerive22605 Před měsícem +2

    I would absolutely love to read your book series!! I’m a fan of holding a real book. I’m so excited for you Jaylena! ♥️

  • @sigreddasparks16
    @sigreddasparks16 Před měsícem +1

    I love poetry!! I would like to have the option of a digital copy and the physical copy! You've been through so much, Jaylena. And I'm glad you're getting the healing and the peace needed to push through this time. I look forward to reading your book and seeing how this path grows and creates more opportunities for you 🫶🏽🫶🏽

  • @annieR.You-ok
    @annieR.You-ok Před měsícem

    I would definitely read your book. My preference is hard copy. I’m old school, lol. I just enjoy turning the pages. Sending love, light and many, many blessings your way! 🕉️💜💜💜

  • @TammyLynn-163
    @TammyLynn-163 Před měsícem +2

    Yes! I still enjoy reading physical books and actually turning the pages, especially a book like what you are writing. It will be a very personal experience reading your book in this way. Thank you for caring to ask.

  • @julsr5860
    @julsr5860 Před měsícem +2

    Jaylena I am so excited to read your writings, it is a Hardcopy for me! I love to be able to hold the book as I am reading it & feel the weight of the book as I am reading! I know that may sound a little strange but that is how I enjoy my books! 🌵😎❣ So glad you are enjoying your time here in TX, I know how it feels to be away from family for so long. My family is in NC & I miss them every single day!!❤

  • @RealTalkwithSLR
    @RealTalkwithSLR Před měsícem +3

    I'm so proud of your growth. You're such a beautiful soul.
    Sending you love today JayJay. 💚

  • @cynthiakelly202
    @cynthiakelly202 Před měsícem +21

    Fun viendo! Hard cover for sure! God only knows.... Only He can provide God is love . At 62 I have found my worth in Christ,30 + years ago. He is here for us even when we don't realize it. He will never leave us. Be well,be blessed on the journey!

  • @genevievegreene1595
    @genevievegreene1595 Před měsícem +3

    ❤ A book! Wonderful. Congrats! I would certainly read it, I just read digital books now, partly because my son is autistic and he destroys them... I prefer hard copy but this is what is best right now. Through the writing you will heal yourself and I am so happy for you.

  • @harpermartin6806
    @harpermartin6806 Před měsícem +2

    I love your writings, I write too & have published 2, years ago. Follow your dreams Jaylena, get it girl! Your sweet little Ember is growing so fast & so cute!

  • @leegregory3974
    @leegregory3974 Před měsícem +1

    There's something inspiring sitting in a comfy chair with a fresh cup of coffee and opening a book, digitals great also I love there may be options, but myself I'd always pick the physical book. So proud you chose to share your life's work, you've always been inspirational and strong even when your knees are shaking. Congrats little lady. Enjoy your family with your time left on the trip xx

  • @sherrywisler3718
    @sherrywisler3718 Před měsícem +2

    I have followed you for a long time. Your poem was beautiful. I’d prefer a paper back or even a hard copy book. I’m old fashioned and like to be able to hold the book I’m reading.

  • @michelle7352
    @michelle7352 Před měsícem +2

    YES I want to read. I prefer hard copy because I want to mark it up with my notes. Even stapled together pages does it for me! I'll pay whatever the cost!

  • @TinasCrazyLife
    @TinasCrazyLife Před měsícem +2

    Absolutely beautiful poetry to start this video.
    And true. It took me years to get any kind of spark back in myself after my divorce. I had went through so much abuse that by the time i left i was just a shell. With 2 kids. But a few years ago after a another horrible relationship it was like a switch in me flipped and i slowly started to feel a bit better. Now i also have learned that i am adhd on top of complex ptsd. Its daily but i get better each day
    Thank you so much for sharing the parts of your journey you do.

  • @juanikelly3005
    @juanikelly3005 Před měsícem +1

    Thank you for sharing your soul. Enjoy the time you have with your family and hope you can plan lots of future visits with them because it’s important not only for you but also for Ember. Can’t wait to read your book and I hope it gives peace to your heart.

  • @lauridykstra8684
    @lauridykstra8684 Před měsícem +2

    I am so excited that you are writing and sharing it! I wish i had a book like you are describing 40+ years ago, it would have helped me understand what I was going through back then! I believe you will help more people than you know! Keep going Jaylena! I would love a paper back to treasurer forever! It will also most likely put words to what I felt! Life does get better, ups and downs expected though! God Bless!

    • @DebWh
      @DebWh Před měsícem

      so true....There are more resources available today for postpartum depression, but it still is not talked about enough. Jaylena, will help alot of young women by sharing her story.

  • @kimscrafttime9184
    @kimscrafttime9184 Před měsícem +2

    If you do it, go all the way. Printed, digital, audio - all of it, make it available for everyone no matter their preferred form of books. I pray this helps you find your way.

  • @ChristieinFlorida
    @ChristieinFlorida Před měsícem

    Im here to support you in your journey whatever that may be. Cant wait for the book in whatever form you will be releasing it. Please get some advice from other authors so you know the ins and outs, small publishers vs big publishers. Protect yourself. Will keep you in my prayers. Give it to God, he will show you whats best. ❤🙏🙏

  • @denisethames7065
    @denisethames7065 Před měsícem +2

    I can’t wait for your book ! I’d rather have a paper copy . You have grown so much . I’m proud of you for putting yourself out there !

  • @erika_is_growing
    @erika_is_growing Před měsícem +2

    Would wholeheartedly support your work, be it your photography, your poetry, all the things. I feel like this could be a fab path for you.

  • @assiahinarkansas
    @assiahinarkansas Před měsícem +1

    I’d buy a hard copy because I’d love to have you sign it!😊 So proud of you and happy for you. ❤ Thank you for continuing to share your journey.

  • @audreysews
    @audreysews Před měsícem

    I found your channel through watching Isaac's channel. I would love to have a paperback copy of your books. Congratulations on your upcoming success and I truly believe it will be. I'm so looking forward to reading your books.

  • @terriegregory9968
    @terriegregory9968 Před měsícem +1

    Jaylena your poem was beautiful. Coming from a person who loves to read my personal feeling regarding a physical or digital copy of a book is that they are equally important. I love the physical copy because I'm a tactile learner. That being said digital is also important with people who have limited space to store physical copies of books, and it does make it easier to carry around. That is why I use both formats.

  • @ribbleslipscomb5171
    @ribbleslipscomb5171 Před měsícem +3

    From one unpublished writer/author to another, kudos to you and I wish you the best of everything.❤❤❤

  • @Murfs_Niche
    @Murfs_Niche Před měsícem +1

    Wonderful surprise about your book & poetry! I would absolutely love a physical book I can hold to read & reread, whether it be paperback or hard back. Blessings to you, Amber & her daddy working your way through so many deep challenges. I'm personally someone who has done the same & am better for it. I'll be watching & cheering you on through each phase you master! Much love❣😉👍

  • @lindanichols7296
    @lindanichols7296 Před měsícem +1

    The poem was beautiful and very heart felt. I hate you and Ember had to cut your trip short, but it’s best to get Ember home and checked. I’m so excited to hear about the book and of course I have to have one. It doesn’t matter to me if it’s book or digital,what is easier for you. I’m so happy for you Jaylena, but mostly proud to see someone I care about so much leaving the cocoon and transforming into a beautiful butterfly free to fly where your journey takes you and experiencing you true self. God Bless you Beautiful Heart and MUCH LOVE ALWAYS. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @rethamoore4282
    @rethamoore4282 Před měsícem +1

    Yes! Yes! Yes! I would love to read both your books ! I like the regular books , something physical I can hold and cherish. I'm very excited for you Jaylena!❤❤❤😊 I will purchase a book gladly! Loved your poem!!

  • @VanLifeVoyages
    @VanLifeVoyages Před měsícem +1

    I would love a physical copy. Nothing compares to holding a book & using an old-fashioned bookmark. I have been watching since 2020 & know some of the heartbreak you have been through. I also have a difficult time showing vulnerability, so I am very proud of you! ~Tanya

  • @paulsherman6450
    @paulsherman6450 Před měsícem +4

    I personally would like a physical and signed copy of your book. Give Ember a hug from a self-proclaimed Uncle Paul

  • @cindihuculak1964
    @cindihuculak1964 Před měsícem +2

    I just love Issac. Please stay together! Love you!!!

  • @heathermachala7623
    @heathermachala7623 Před měsícem +3

    You are a sweet soul!! I'm so impressed with you and your strength!!

  • @andreastevens4987
    @andreastevens4987 Před měsícem +1

    WOW, WOW, WOW!!! Jaylena You are an absolutely GORGEOUS lady with a heart of Gold. Your soul is so very pure. You are an absolute inspiration to so so many and you don’t even realise it. I personally wish you all the very best in love & fortune in the future. 💖💖
    I would LOVE a physical copy of your book Signed by you. Looking forward to reading your story.
    Sending you all tHe love you so truly deserve. 💖💖
    DON’T WORRY ABOUT THE HATERS OR THE NEGATIVE COMMENTS. THEY ARE NOTHING MORE THAN KEYBOARD WARRIORS. DO WHAT IS RIGHT FOR YOU.

  • @blookieblay
    @blookieblay Před měsícem +1

    Hard copy my dear!!! This interests me because honestly I have never known much depression and reading this helps me to understand those that do suffer depression. Thank you for taking this step. I am excited to read this. Many many hugs for you.

    • @LeaveHerWild
      @LeaveHerWild  Před měsícem +1

      I wouldn’t compare mine with those who have chronic depression. My first encounter came from losing myself completely in my marriage. Then postpartum depression. Both of which I no longer battle. But it will help to understand someone in that state of mind ❤️

  • @CelesteHouser
    @CelesteHouser Před měsícem +2

    I’m interested in you book. Paperback is best for me! Cant wait. I’m in texas also. You got this girl

  • @ruthfore8249
    @ruthfore8249 Před měsícem +1

    ❤you are wonderful and have been making big hurdles look easy to conquer and give hope to others to keep moving on, I am looking forward to getting your book, what ever you decide to do with your book I will embrace, ❤

  • @petera.laceysr.28
    @petera.laceysr.28 Před měsícem +1

    Hi Jaylena & princess Ember I like the poem u started this video with I love seeing how much Ember has grown please remember to pray to the Lord for healing because with the lord u always have a wonderful friend in him I will always keep u & ur family in my prayers ❤ur subscriber Peter A from SC

  • @doramather4729
    @doramather4729 Před měsícem +4

    Jaylena, your poem was great, and inspiring, I loved it. Jaylena have you thought about writing songs using your poems. ❤❤❤😊😊

  • @miagarcia4595
    @miagarcia4595 Před měsícem

    I’m super excited for this! I definitely can’t wait to read it! I read most of my books on my paperwhite, but I do still love me a physical book!