Feeling Empty During Awakening

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  • čas přidán 5. 12. 2022
  • The awakening process can leave you feeling empty and separated from the collective. This can show up as a loss of connection with the outside world, leaving you with an unsettling feeling. In this video, we explore this topic and provide further insight into this specific phase of your spiritual journey.
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Komentáře • 463

  • @michaelakenworthy6317
    @michaelakenworthy6317 Před rokem +67

    I’ve been feeling so ‘empty’ recently. I lack enthusiasm for anything and am so dang tired. Even exhausted. I mean exhausted in spirit. I can’t get excited about anything yet I’m not sad or depressed. I crave quiet alone time and can’t comprehend what is happening to me. Thank you for this video, the timing is so perfect. So, I guess, I just need to accept where I’m at and sit it out a while.

    • @psychoslingers8732
      @psychoslingers8732 Před rokem +9

      You’re not alone.
      I’ve been in that state for almost a year. I stopped doing even my most favorite hobbies and everything. I can’t even find joy in them anymore nor the motivation to do any of them. That lost and empty feeling is pretty overwhelming and the laziness that comes with it is all consuming. I keep hoping it will pass soon, you said it best… even my soul is just absolutely exhausted and tired.

    • @kymhocaluk5688
      @kymhocaluk5688 Před rokem +8

      Omg! That’s exactly how im feeling right now, actually for about a year now. Tired,i dont want to even get out of bed, no inspiration, scary as im artist.

    • @psychoslingers8732
      @psychoslingers8732 Před rokem +2

      @@kymhocaluk5688 I’m an artist as well, is someone picking on us? 🤔
      You already know artistic minds always think differently, we also see things for exactly what they are, no matter how painful. And that always makes it extra rough.

    • @ashleyriosrizo
      @ashleyriosrizo Před rokem +1

      How are you these days friend?

    • @spiritmiracle8032
      @spiritmiracle8032 Před 6 měsíci

  • @natoshiadaybell368
    @natoshiadaybell368 Před rokem +160

    I can’t begin to tell you how much you are helping me. I feel as tho every video I come across of yours you are talking directly to me and where I’m at in my awakening. Down to the exact details. Your are definitely my guide right now. Thank you.

    • @pleun315
      @pleun315 Před rokem +7

      Same same ❤️🙏

    • @e.jasongremley7310
      @e.jasongremley7310 Před rokem +5

      I echo the gratitude, and can directly relate as well!! Now so eloquently put in words and vibration. I seem to oscillate between the burning purging fire and the cold void and emptiness right now seemingly experiencing both simultaneously!

    • @sangeetachaudhary8643
      @sangeetachaudhary8643 Před rokem +1

      Thank you for this beautiful explanation. Yes I have embraced it. Please take me and others like me through the next stage also🙏

    • @pleun315
      @pleun315 Před rokem +2

      @@e.jasongremley7310 That duality is something between the ego and the real self/soul, the one who you were for years and the one you should have been, the old you and the new you. Its all part of the awakening proces.

    • @pleun315
      @pleun315 Před rokem

      @@user-wk2rh6rc2v best song everrrrr ❤️🙏

  • @FractalSoul1111
    @FractalSoul1111 Před rokem +12

    Absolutely spot on. It’s the “in-between” and it can be very uncomfortable. The detachment from the superficial human consciousness life; yet still not in vibrational alignment with the higher consciousness self. It takes the body some time to go through the renewal process and absorb enough light necessary for vibrational alignment-true awakening.

  • @kimstrandberg9529
    @kimstrandberg9529 Před 7 měsíci +8

    It’s been 10mths since this video was recorded and this is me today. After a NDE last year followed a few months later by a devastating spiritual awakening that came with a panic attack. I’ve never had that before it was so scary. I’m yet to feel this “amazing” feeling that others refer to but instead jumped straight to cutting off so many so called friends that I simply don’t resonate with any longer - just out of alignment, nothing nasty. But it’s just empty now. I feel lonely and bored and have a lack of all emotions. Just like I don’t give a shit about anything and although I’m not exhausted, I have zero drive to do anything above the bare minimum- at work, around the house. Everything just feels futile. Like nothing really matters anyway. Ugggh. I hope this passes bc I’ve been single for a few years now and I don’t want the rest of my life to feel so devoid of love and connection. I miss excitement. passion and motivation.

    • @orjimehemense4808
      @orjimehemense4808 Před 4 měsíci +1

      can you narrate your NDE to me I am interested in hearing it

  • @maricarlo6187
    @maricarlo6187 Před rokem +22

    I've been feeling like this lately... I feel bad because I no longer feel the same with my partner and with my mom I feel the need to be alone.. and no were to go ☹️

  • @alanbrunton5909
    @alanbrunton5909 Před rokem +16

    May all who are on their spiritual awakening find community support such as these words and I hope that these words will be shared with others.

  • @CFChristian
    @CFChristian Před rokem +31

    That's what it is!
    I've recently been feeling less extreme highs and lows. I figured it was just chipping away at some excitability and neuroses as part of growth.
    At times I did feel kind of sad, like I'd never be happy again. It's good to know it's part of the journey.

    • @sarahwyn2739
      @sarahwyn2739 Před rokem +2

      Right ? Like I'm never having fun again. It's Crazy Self talk yet LOUDLY familiar ...yikes

    • @CFChristian
      @CFChristian Před rokem +1

      @@sarahwyn2739 Yeah and what was "fun" anyways?
      Oh no I can't be a degenerate asshole anymore!

  • @iSketchRandom
    @iSketchRandom Před rokem +3

    Like warm soup for my empty soul

  • @oceanahealer
    @oceanahealer Před rokem +60

    I’ve been completely isolated from everyone & everything for 11 months now after going through severe traumatic experiences back to back, I became so sick physically that I became bedridden & in a state of freeze… even though I gained spiritual awareness & ascension… I don’t wanna be a part of this cruel world anymore

    • @contemplatingwithamaster
      @contemplatingwithamaster Před rokem +6

      Be careful- thoughts matter; we reap what we sow ❤.
      Keep your thoughts forward. Fake it till you feel it real 😊. It will come.
      We reap ❤when we sow ❤.

    • @thecrimsoncreates
      @thecrimsoncreates Před rokem +7

      I understand. Thank you for sharing. Sharing is the first step….and maybe you can do a one-on-one with her or someone who can support you

    • @oceanahealer
      @oceanahealer Před rokem +16

      @@contemplatingwithamaster sometimes not commenting is a lot kinder than commenting… you have no idea about my situation, my thoughts or anything else …

    • @oceanahealer
      @oceanahealer Před rokem +1

      @@thecrimsoncreates 🙏❤️

    • @sunongral5605
      @sunongral5605 Před rokem +29

      @@contemplatingwithamaster Alignment, bliss and positive manifestation are all great, but they come in due time.
      Forbidding someone to live their current reality is typical spiritual by-passing.
      Knowing the reality of the "life" we're in fully justifies the feeling of not wanting to be here. All sensitive beings must go through that metaphorical desert, it's a good sign that we're becoming aware. The part of us that doesn't want to be here must be heard which gives it space to heal. If we push it aside thinking we should instead occupy all of our time planting seeds of beauty as soon as we're spiritualy aware, it's like denying that fall and winter exist. We don't plant seeds during these times. By trying to do so, we deny the divine feminine of her right to be angry and distressed from the realization of her separation from the divine masculine. Denial doesn't help in the healing process which includes becoming aware/casting light on our shadow; the part of us that was doomed to rot in hell (absence of light/awareness) for the past eons.
      Tl;dr : shadow work is just as important as light work. You should be careful not encouraging people in skipping important steps.

  • @tristavanderhoff4043
    @tristavanderhoff4043 Před rokem +2

    You "HOPED" this has helped me??!! You have NO IDEA! Prior to watching this video, I literally asked outloud to my Guides for an instruction manual to help me understand everything I've been experiencing and going through ever since the, and then said a video instruction guide would be even better! And then BAM! There you are explaining in eerily perfect detail exactly everything I'm experiencing right now! I mean it's almost spooky how immediate and precise that was. I am so completely Dumbstruck & Flabbergasted as to how immediate that request, which wasn't even a serious request, just a silly & unrealistic one was fulfilled! I'm literally in such complete AWE & am overflowing with such deep Gratitude and yes, that beautiful & pure Unconditional Love for you, Sarah Elkhaldy! You are truly a Profound Teacher, Spiritual Guide & Healer! And clearly a much, much, much needed Spiritual Guide and Source of Truth! A True Gift and a Profound Blessing! My Deepest Gratitude & Love ❤️ 🙏🏼

  • @larsstougaard7097
    @larsstougaard7097 Před rokem +6

    I'm often trapped in paradox of I don't care about the world or my life and at same time I can sit in nature present and grounded with open eyes in a bliss state. Maybe it's because I see a very dense and unconscious human collective / world , where soo much is extremely out of balance. Its a mess , but I respect people have their own journey and choice, I try to be neutral just holding higher vibration & love. But its still a very disconnected experience to live in, kind of an observer position.

  • @michelledecarlo6422
    @michelledecarlo6422 Před rokem +20

    Came through at exactly the right time. I was beginning to worry about this void I felt, but this makes so much sense. Thank you 🙏🏻 ❤

  • @stephaniewatson2236
    @stephaniewatson2236 Před 4 dny

    I resonate completely. We moved to the forest 4 mos ago and I should be completely smitten here. It’s everything I wanted. But I’m tired. And I’m uninspired somehow, in the most inspirational place Ive ever lived in. I sit and sit for hours just looking and being here. It feels so unproductive. This video has helped me see that the stillness is part of the journey. I don’t have to do anything. It’s all ok.

  • @franciscote9292
    @franciscote9292 Před rokem +4

    i been having these highs and lows since last winter. i noticed that when i ''come back'' i start to manifest really fast everything i meditated in the disconected state. that a very new way of living i can only surrender to the flow now things just happen . the way i tried to explain it i that i feel my astral body behing like turned off of just gone. im glad i found out this video thank you

  • @getoffamycloud9
    @getoffamycloud9 Před rokem +44

    Yes, you've helped me understand my son who was diagnosed as bi-polar, but he is very empathetic with a beautiful soul.
    Thank you, Sarah.

    • @song-signs
      @song-signs Před rokem +1

      Lookup
      Bipolar or waking up by Sean Blackwell
      CZcams
      Crazy wise documentary
      I was diagnosed bipolar 1. But I almost reached full enlightenment in my 4th psychosis. I did not take medication. Only sleeping pills…
      I danced I wrote poetry I felt my energy body. I got glimpse of oneness: Satori
      Its a metamorphosis…
      The mass mind wouldn’t understand
      So essentially It’s not really bipolar but metamorphosis-transformation.
      Be careful these people can only destroy.
      He needs a guru a teacher a master that’s has already reached.
      Osho for example…
      Everybody’s path is unique.
      meditate don’t medicate 🧘🏻‍♀️
      It takes courage
      If you want to follow the path of the coward take the blue pill & stay in the Matrix
      Believe whatever you want to believe…
      Or you can
      Go thru the experience and see how deep the rabbit hole goes…
      He needs to express all his emotions
      With no fear… feel them to the fullest
      They are gifts…
      He needs love and care but with freedom

    • @good-Vibes0nly
      @good-Vibes0nly Před rokem +1

      all this new diagnostic words are just made up to sell you some pharma. We never heard of people being bi-polar in the last 500-1000 years.

    • @ricktyuio283
      @ricktyuio283 Před 7 měsíci

      What an absolutely ‘normal’ comment for a channel with this type of content. It’s showing 2 reply’s and both have been removed. I can’t imagine what nonsense must’ve been said to justify their comments being censored. Much love and respect.

  • @rocketpoolpki
    @rocketpoolpki Před rokem +5

    Very much pleased to hear all of this, many things resonating...was starting to think I preferred The Fear.

  • @SoulForce_
    @SoulForce_ Před rokem +3

    Just thought about this today, disconnected feeling, lonely, bit sick in my stomach and headache. Really tired of the world scapegoating me. Maybe tomorrow better feeling.

  • @borzaetelka1606
    @borzaetelka1606 Před rokem +6

    Omg If only I would've known last year what the heck was happening with me.
    I was in this empty,void feeling for months.
    And the first feeling that started coming back was joy.
    What a confusing time this was as I knew no one that could tell me what was going on.
    Thank you for your work!
    😍😍😍

  • @warprat
    @warprat Před rokem +9

    I was wondering about this, without realizing it... until you brought it up. It is exactly as you say. Thank you so much!

  • @Cellefon
    @Cellefon Před měsícem

    I have been feeling empty for a few days now, but this night I was involved in a fierce fight, so much so that my wife noticed. I have no idea who or what I was fighting. I woke up and my feet and hands felt very hot. And now this video presents itself. Thanks, now I know it's deep clensing.

  • @lynettea2701
    @lynettea2701 Před rokem +12

    Every time I feel disempowered and ask the universe for help or a question inevitably that answer shows up every time!
    And this time it came through you thank you

    • @tristavanderhoff4043
      @tristavanderhoff4043 Před rokem

      You literally just took the words right out of my mouth! Not to mention my exact same experiences lately! Just prior to watching this video, I got frustrated trying to explain what I'm going through right now to someone & more frustrating still, via text message. 🤦‍♀️😖🤯 This I said outload, 🤔 outloud, "It's not like what I'm going through comes with an instruction manual!"... "But I really love instruction manuals, I'm good at that! I could get through all this so much faster! Ooh! Can I please have an instruction manual?🙏🏼😆 ..... well video's are better, because I'm very visual. But I do learn faster if I do it myself... 🤔 ... Can I please please please have an instruction manual??! Then I watched this brilliant women explaining in great and ridiculously accuracy, exactly what Im going through! I'm just completely in such awe of everything, every synchronicity, every human guide that shows up exactly when I need them to! I'm brimming with so much Gratitude and Love! Thank you so much for sharing what turns out to be a shared experience! 🙏🏼🫶 I'm right there with you sister! 😚😊 I really need a friend or 2 that lives near me on this same or very similar level!

  • @meshi6992
    @meshi6992 Před rokem +19

    Thank you so much, Sarah. This timing couldn't be more perfect... I can't thank you enough

  • @easter_sunday
    @easter_sunday Před rokem +1

    I had an epiphany today. If you wish to keep your mind’s eye open, when engaged with others, focus your attention on the location of their mind’s eye.
    Something as simple as this escaped me. Self defeating by Self absorption! 👁️

  • @nopillpill
    @nopillpill Před rokem +3

    After listening to this, I now see how wise the Taoists are in their approach. They focus on clearing their energy field (via Qi Gong, Nei Gong, Acupuncture, Tui Na, etc,) before they do practices to facilitate awakening. I'm going to follow the Taoist's strategy.
    If you read this; Sarah, I love your videos, the resonate. They have really been resonating with me, since I recently felt a beckoning back to spiritual communities.

  • @AfterMidnightTales
    @AfterMidnightTales Před rokem +5

    This video is so helpful. when I come to the point of stillness, egos death and feel "empty" it always scares me to follow it through because it makes me think something is wrong with me and that I lost my inner power and it feels like my soul is darken. I can relax now and continue with my awakening journey.

  • @shirleysalas5462
    @shirleysalas5462 Před rokem +3

    I've been having extreme heat when I had my awaking on 2009

  • @psientist369
    @psientist369 Před rokem +18

    I absolutely adore you. Your presence ,your directness and clear cut high vibrational teachings, are extraordinary. I have listen to many teachers but you hold a stillness about you that's intentionally beautiful. Thank you for all your videos. Much love sister 💖🙏

  • @Claudiustheimmortal
    @Claudiustheimmortal Před rokem +2

    Ooh so that what it is, I was worrying that I was losing control and regressing, now I can take ease with knowing it part of the journey, a passing phase.

  • @hussunstalk
    @hussunstalk Před rokem +6

    Yes, I appreciate you sharing this. I remember those days I felt so empty I can’t describe. But little by little I started seeing myself enjoying life as life, it was at first less than a minute now I’m actually feeling life and connectedness more and more with days.

  • @samanthasterlingnewcomb2607

    In seeking answers regarding concerns about my current state of growth and awakening, I was led to your channel by a very kind and wise stranger. You address the confusion and worry I've been feeling about the shift in my feelings and empathic nature. It's not that I don't feel, I just feel very non-reactive and silent. I was afraid that meant I was caring less about others, when I don't really feel like I care less... because I do care. It's so difficult to describe, but your explanation has given me some much needed relief. Thank you ❤🙏💫🕊️✌️

  • @song-signs
    @song-signs Před rokem +1

    When “god” really comes we tend to close the door.
    Thank you 🧬🌞
    I literally felt heat in my body

  • @windrider5845
    @windrider5845 Před rokem +1

    I was born an intense, physical, emotional, telepathic empath. After a NDE about 30 years ago, I suddenly lost the intense empathic feelings, I still had an understanding and compassionate heart but didn’t “wear”their pain and was completely impervious to negative thoughts feelings or emotions from others! It was absolutely amazing! Everything just unfolded perfectly for me and people were drawn to me like a moth to flame! That lasted about 2 years before I got sucked back into the world energy collective. When I feel “lost”, I pull up those feelings and it is my “bar” that I rate my frequency or growth. ❤🙏🏼

  • @Name_Lessness
    @Name_Lessness Před rokem +8

    I didn't mind the stillness, the void or the silence. In a world where everything is in motion and driven by emotion the void I instinctively thought, if the void was conches it too could be understood. Being associated with Gothic nature, one starts with knowing the void first. Having my nature fuse with the collective (awakening Buddha state) was a very everything, everywhere all at once feeling. I felt that I brought a piece of the void to the everything to be understood by the all.

  • @Themacintheroni
    @Themacintheroni Před rokem +1

    👏🖤🤍 Anyone else here also following Kyle Cease on CZcams?
    Sarah and Kyle have been my biggest teachers this year with my shadow work and my awakening.
    Thank you Sarah for all of your content it is very precious to us all 🙏💜

  • @waxi8631
    @waxi8631 Před rokem +12

    I needed to hear this so bad: thank you.

  • @grimbleahoy
    @grimbleahoy Před rokem +1

    My personal synchronicity with this channel is so frequent it's become bizarrely normal to have the answers to questions I'm wrestling with laid out.

  • @11---------
    @11--------- Před rokem +1

    I almost started smoking weed again luckily i found this video, I’m addicted to your videos.

  • @wendydavis3897
    @wendydavis3897 Před 4 měsíci +1

    Hi Sarah, I have been listening to your teachings for a few weeks now, and they are very helpful. I wanted to convey my recent experience with what I perceive to be a witness stage... I have been meditating daily, really trying to open to an awakened, higher state of being. After more than a month of this, and after somevery productive meditations, I notice feeling very "out of body" not literally, but just not really feeling physically grounded. Like I was floating around in a cloud above my head. (again, not out of body, but feeling like that ... foggy and not really feeling connected. ) I thought, well, I need to ground myself a bit. So I went out for a walk, and still felt "floaty"... I stopped where the neighborhood woods began, and was looking at it. It was gorgeous, and felt profound. But It was like it was not real. Like I was outside the reality, looking from somewhere else. it was an odd headspace. it made me kind of wonder if this was how life was going to be like now that I am meditating every day. i feel more back to "normal" today. Just throwing that out there, for what its worth. 😊

  • @edwardtodd6160
    @edwardtodd6160 Před rokem +2

    let go? let go you say?! my old self is dying up on this hill holding onto everything it can! LOL thanks again Sarah

  • @robinjessop6607
    @robinjessop6607 Před 8 měsíci +1

    Omg! I sure needed to hear this! I thought my intuition was kinda broken and been feeling l really don't care about the world and even painting any more. I just want to be still but l couldn't understand what was happening, so thank you Sara for explaining this so we can ease through this phase better! Much encouragement and love to everyone! ❤😊

  • @BrianForTheWin
    @BrianForTheWin Před rokem +20

    This video is fascinatingly meta as it’s literally Sarah living out in the most practical sense the wisdom of her own teaching.
    And by that I mean that this is an expert object lesson in the insight one attains when they ask with an open heart-especially in the face of a new challenge or difficulty-not, “how to I get rid of this”, but rather “how does this serve me?”

    • @sunongral5605
      @sunongral5605 Před rokem

      100%!

    • @sarahwyn2739
      @sarahwyn2739 Před rokem

      Well said!

    • @cassidyvogt7015
      @cassidyvogt7015 Před rokem

      Well after having only spirits show up as teachers 👩‍🏫 & helpers . . I have been hit with a lot of negative spirits now who just want to curse me out & hate on me x shrug 🤷‍♀️ x so I am trying to see how this serves me . . But hard to
      See how this does personally . . Other than I hope it serves just to show me there is a negative side to things spiritual & hopefully I will be taught how to get rid of them . . But that’s yet to occur.
      I don’t find them scary although it’s clear they want me to lol . . It’s just annoying they keep appearing & talking to me when I am trying to get out of my head & let go to communicate with soul.
      I got a suggestion to fast for three days so trying a fast now during this dec full moon to see if it helps clear my field out of these beings . . But not sure really if it will . . Seems kind of weak sauce approach but I have no human friends or teachers to turn to for help.

    • @BrianForTheWin
      @BrianForTheWin Před rokem +2

      @@cassidyvogt7015 I am so sorry this happened to you Cassidy. Go to the CZcams channel Spirituality Zone and look for the following energetic protocols:
      1. Destroy Negative & Evil Energies
      2. When Nothing Else works
      3. 21 Shields v2.0 - Waves of Light
      The first two files will rid you of the negative energetic attacks and harassment, while the third will shield you from encountering those kinds of forces in the first place. Please read the video descriptions and follow the links to the more complete instructions on how to use the protocols and where to find free personal downloads.
      The creator of these protocols, Shiva Krishnan, is an amazing man and very responsive to inquiries in the comments and via email. Be well. Use these protocols with a good heart and an attentive mind and you will soon be free from these meddlesome spirits.

    • @sunongral5605
      @sunongral5605 Před rokem +1

      @@cassidyvogt7015 Are you familiar with shadow work?

  • @soulshine4088
    @soulshine4088 Před rokem +1

    I feel lazy and just here. Like I'm not real. It's so weird. Thank you. I needed this so much.

  • @yeshazion4098
    @yeshazion4098 Před rokem +3

    Hello Sarah..omygosh.
    Thank You. I so needed to hear this. I've been like this for weeks.

  • @playfulchild2674
    @playfulchild2674 Před rokem +3

    My youngest child moved out a month ago. Feeling all the feelings of completing that stage of motherhood. Now I find myself exactly as you describe in this video. I was concerned about my lack of feeling and empathy but now I can just relax into it and trust. Growing as a human is never ending and quite fascinating. Thank you!

  • @monikawest1082
    @monikawest1082 Před 10 dny

    OMG and all this time I've misunderstood this state as my callous heart...walking around thinking I'm broken...not knowing it a part of the awakening process...ty ty ty Sarah 😊

  • @Swati_1112
    @Swati_1112 Před rokem

    That is "AUM " chanting playing in the background. The sound that reveberates through this entire existence.
    Namaste 🙏

  • @familypietri8902
    @familypietri8902 Před 9 měsíci +1

    Exactly how Ive been feeling on and off lately also my body feels very light and fragile I am not tired though anyone else

  • @noegranados1281
    @noegranados1281 Před rokem +10

    I love how you explained things. Thank you ❤

  • @maricarlo6187
    @maricarlo6187 Před rokem +4

    Exactly what I'm going through ☹️

  • @Hiwot-qj2ke
    @Hiwot-qj2ke Před rokem +3

    Thank you!🤍

  • @Frank-tj2gd
    @Frank-tj2gd Před rokem +3

    Excellent!

  • @JBoBtheonlyONE
    @JBoBtheonlyONE Před rokem +4

    Thanks you so much for putting words on what ive been through for the last 10 days. My ego was scaring me into believing that the 31 years of negative emotions released back to the universe was the end road of my spiritual journey and that i would be left like this forever. The witness state is a better way to put it. My words were soul drained. My body and mind were feeling revitalised and light but my heart was devoid of emotion, passion and excitement. I think my higherself has been whispering to me through intuition, telling me that it would be ok, to not go backward, to have faith, to trust.

  • @Stoofke777
    @Stoofke777 Před měsícem

    Beside no feeling, not even thought... Only when I 'talk' in my mind. No single clouds of thoughts passing by. It gives me sometimes a kind of fear and even that I cannot access
    But overall it feels blissful too. Surrendering without labeling is the key but its also indeed - new... 🙂

  • @lyndabyrne8256
    @lyndabyrne8256 Před rokem +1

    Thank you so much for this video.. I felt I was coming into the "Nothingness" in what I was experiencing by being so empty. When I feel overwhelmed by sadness, I go into stillness and give this energy over to Love. I Am becoming more aware of my choosing to be in Stillness and giving over what I am preceiving over to Love and letting go of my need to "do/fix" anything. Thank you for your conformation of our journey and how it may be affecting us.

  • @angieshabraka7194
    @angieshabraka7194 Před rokem +1

    Spot on. I actually Googled what I was feeling (not feeling) as it was so unnerving, it came up as Dissociative depersonalization disorder. I'm happy to find some hope in this video

  • @js7924
    @js7924 Před 9 měsíci

    As I am getting used to this, I find it takes me about a day to integrate the lesson. My husband thought I was shutting him out but I had nothing to give him. I finally shared with him what I was going through and he got it. I am putting me first and he is not used to it…but he will have to!!

  • @chrisburrows2533
    @chrisburrows2533 Před rokem

    Finally clearity on where this being is going through. Being a healer for most of my entire life then this monk state that has me feeling guilt & being lost. You make sense to me. You give foreword the gift of wisdom & love in a quartz crystal clear manner.
    Many Blessings
    Kitt

  • @freeforallnews1890
    @freeforallnews1890 Před rokem

    "The ego is fighting what it perceives as its death..." Very profound. Thank you.

  • @sempiternal543
    @sempiternal543 Před rokem +1

    Alternating of knowing through connection to others with knowing through connection to Source.

  • @will-love-lvx
    @will-love-lvx Před rokem +2

    Absolutely well explained. Any new inexperienced state will always be colored by the interface. Except maybe ACTUAL joy which is a peace + enthusiasm. Which in my opinion is the fusion of the active plus passive states of Agape. It's the 0=2 formula in action on the plane of sensation. Now, I don't necessarily identify this as the Dark Night state but more of a state after some aspects of the Dark Night. Thank you as always, Teacher. 💕

  • @KevinBrownAutoSkyBot
    @KevinBrownAutoSkyBot Před rokem +4

    Goosebumps. An eloquent description of Stillness...In love and light dear Sister.

  • @brandonferrell8982
    @brandonferrell8982 Před rokem +2

    I’ve been deeply empathic since I was a kid which made this process sooo much more fun
    1st stage felt like I being
    Bi-Polar as well as Polar-Bi at the same time all while my emotions stayed permanently stuck on seek mode, letting me sample a little bit of everyone’s energy 🫠
    2nd stage felt like
    schizophrenia mixed with steroids and adderall 👌🏼 So I got the benefit of not only feeling like I was going crazy but also got that sweet mental hyper fixation on my emotions sending me consistent *amber alerts* on my missing feelings and updating me on my progress towards insanity.
    The 14 year process of first feeling things beyond my own ability comprehend 💚🔥💚 to secondly, forgetting what it was like to feel a feeling 💛❄️💛
    Was a crazy ride and intense af…
    buuuuuuuuuuuuut…… Yeah… sign me up I’d go again
    Total experience 7/10 (still got some life to live)

  • @robinloomis2917
    @robinloomis2917 Před rokem +2

    I am so grateful for your channel. My awakening has been so confusing, and finding good information has been next to impossible. Then one day, I stumble across your channel and bam! The answers are there.
    Truth be told, I don't agree with all your videos, but!!! Many of your videos have helped me make sense out of a lot of weird paradoxes. I asked the Universe for a teacher, and girl, you are the best thing I have come across on this planet.
    Keep doing you. it helps me. I appreciate you and your work so much. Maybe one day I can share my work with you

  • @marilynmiller9741
    @marilynmiller9741 Před rokem +2

    Thank you and good to know it's ok and not force feelings.

  • @djmagicmasha
    @djmagicmasha Před rokem +3

    You are such a blessing on my journey. All you described is happening to me. In October i allowed my hermit to be. Ended 3 addictions: relationship, soft drugs and nicotine. And intuitively surrendered to the darkness, constant noisy mind, anxiety. It crossed my mind i was depressed, bit deep inside i knew it was a new phase, started meditating and being in the nature, increasing the moments of still presence every day. Indeed started worrying that i won’t feel joyful or happy ever again. But again deep inside i knew that i should simply be compassionate with myself and for once surrender to “not knowing” and apparently to “not feeling”. Thank you! I will be patient but feels so much better to head towards the merging. ❤

  • @blindlyinspired
    @blindlyinspired Před rokem

    WoW!!! be still and know that I am God.
    Thank you thank you.
    Fine tuning of Energy again 💗💜❤️💚🧡💚💗

  • @debheck4481
    @debheck4481 Před rokem +3

    Bless you for helping understand WTH has been going on with me. Love and light to ALL

  • @hannahviolette4553
    @hannahviolette4553 Před rokem

    I wish I had found you before I nearly destroyed my whole life during my awakening and ascension...what a hot mess in a dress I was! Thank you for helping me understand it all in retrospect!

  • @Jo-ln1jk
    @Jo-ln1jk Před rokem +2

    your videos definetely tap info ways I sm feeling at various stages and this one really fekt very relevant to me.
    i ferl very disconnected to mist oeoole snd my tolerance for the mundane (topics and some people) much lower. i was thinking that i was more lost than ever. thrn i watched your video - thank you 🙏

  • @Minimus44
    @Minimus44 Před rokem +1

    ahh, it feels like being in a void or in The void itself.....very uncomfortable to be there, thank you for the explanation!

  • @retrogore420
    @retrogore420 Před rokem

    Don't be afraid of nothing - nothing can't bite you.

  • @dorispolzhofer9288
    @dorispolzhofer9288 Před rokem +1

    Thats true. I'm in the still phase. 👍🏼

  • @nataliamabel3323
    @nataliamabel3323 Před 4 měsíci

    OMG I found what I was looking for… I was getting worried but focusing on not worrying at the same time…. Just living in the now but I was feeling a little bit guilty thinking I was loosing the most amazing thing that ever happened to me after I woke up a few months ago: my spirituality.

  • @holyenergy
    @holyenergy Před rokem +3

    Thank you so much is that first I thought maybe I'm just psyching myself out maybe it's just thought and I could just make myself feel better if I just think of it but what you're saying makes you way more sense thank you and I really have gratitude 💚

  • @stephenstathis4
    @stephenstathis4 Před rokem

    I’ve coined it “purgatory”
    and yes. You will try to reawaken suppressive and bad behaviors to find a sense of normalcy.
    Well put video

  • @athingcalledlife
    @athingcalledlife Před rokem +4

    Holding so much gratitude for the answer this was for me just now. Thank you for this today! Namaste

  • @cmgaviola
    @cmgaviola Před rokem

    This is a really helpful message that should be shared more. I, too, thought that something was wrong with me. I now realize the silence before the bang; this is too was music.

  • @soundm3d
    @soundm3d Před rokem +3

    on point. very clear and precise. thank you, listening feels very soothing.

  • @NijeBitno72
    @NijeBitno72 Před rokem +2

    Funny how this video came about when I needed it the most for understanding the phase I'm in. It hit the nail on the head for me. Thank you 🙌

  • @jaccimccune1585
    @jaccimccune1585 Před rokem +1

    Welcome witness. 🙏🥰💕

  • @dave439
    @dave439 Před rokem

    It is a complete joy to have your ... so precice knowledge being presented with such accuracy and clarity, so as to "demystify" so much of what i am experiencing. Thankyou, it is an honour to receive your guidance. 😀💙🌺

  • @leandreamartin7625
    @leandreamartin7625 Před rokem

    Your hand gestures are an excellent tool! I admire the way you conduct yourself! ❤️

  • @mvelusc
    @mvelusc Před rokem +3

    I have been calling this “emotional no man’s land”. 😂

  • @andrepossante1655
    @andrepossante1655 Před rokem

    Thank´s for all, the space have many empty space and is not easy to travel through it. We exist in a space that can be filled and for do it, that can´t be full. Like ourself is part of higherself.

  • @paullindsay2230
    @paullindsay2230 Před 8 měsíci

    This is no accident. Yet to view with a big thank you !

  • @sunpathviewer
    @sunpathviewer Před rokem +3

    I consider the “burning” are Spiritual Sincerity (Sin-Searing) detachment sensations. Best time too all🪶♾️🌀

  • @Iris-153
    @Iris-153 Před rokem +2

    Thank you ❣🙏

  • @jkh977
    @jkh977 Před rokem

    I've always said We are the Observer. 🙏🌞🌻🐝🦋

  • @christinaeames5321
    @christinaeames5321 Před rokem

    Synch for me. Shifting and feeling the cold fire and enjoyed the aurora borealis to represent that. Timely teaching. Thank you

  • @elizabethwhite8684
    @elizabethwhite8684 Před rokem +1

    This was really helpful, I’ve been scared that I’m going to be stuck like this forever. In the past year every single thing was cleared from my life- my job, my house, my car, my health, my church, every friend I had, and my relationship all are gone. Very disoriented and all that’s left is observation of painful thoughts I have about myself.

  • @charlesmcclure1436
    @charlesmcclure1436 Před rokem +4

    This is a very different experience for extraverts as it is for introverts. And even more I would say for those who are both.

    • @kasiako355
      @kasiako355 Před rokem

      That's a really interesting perspective! 💖

  • @pleun315
    @pleun315 Před rokem +3

    This is some very deep shit, holy cow ❤️🙏 thank you Sarah i never understood exactly what was happening in me but now i do. Had to watch it twice, to really let it in. ❤️❤️ Greetings from the Netherlands everyone 💋💋❤️❤️🙏

  • @mightybuttercom
    @mightybuttercom Před rokem +2

    Awesome! I feel my compassion for others grow because of the Love I have for myself. Loving yourself is the key to unlock the door for inner being to shine through. Am i fully self-realized, no but I feel im getting there. The great thing is, the void of knowingness, The Unknown is the playground I love to thrive in. I love you and all.. Thanks soo much bright lite! X

  • @3eees
    @3eees Před rokem +7

    This is exactly what I needed to hear right now. Thank you 🙏🏼 💚

  • @lifelinestory8924
    @lifelinestory8924 Před rokem +2

    Thank you so much dear i relley need this video now.
    ✨️

  • @graemeday2121
    @graemeday2121 Před rokem +1

    I totally innerstand what you are saying I’ve been in and out of the hot cold flames for 25 years I still don’t know what I’m doing here I’m good at nothing then I go play a part in something and then that usually ends up with me being physically smashed, what am I waiting for what is my purpose where are my people I’m over sitting here on the back burner

  • @Demention94
    @Demention94 Před rokem

    Been here for a while. Confused it with numbness. The holidays opened me back again. Once you realize the level of projection you commit, and you stop....you're FREE. You're YOU.

  • @frankbasile7573
    @frankbasile7573 Před rokem +2

    Thank you, Sarah. I thought I lost my joy for life but once again you have illuminated my thoughts with the right words, at the right time. I wasn't becoming fearful, I was feeling numb to people and situations around me. It all makes sense to me now. Thank you 🤍🕊️🕉️

    • @CollectivelyUnified4U4US
      @CollectivelyUnified4U4US Před rokem +1

      Hi brother, if you ever feel, “isolated”. I know I do. Not being able to connect to someone who understands just how special an profound it is, while going through awakening was hard.I was sharin experiences, and not getting the reaction it deserved, killed me till I found love for all no matter what flow. If you wish to talk,listen, connect to someone who listens,feels,understands, I sincerely here to talk or👂,😉.
      I'll start with, it started forr 12yrs ago, an this is were I'm at.I'm am now able to physically feel everythin. This is amazing what I'm connected to, I can feel resonance vibrations physically with my hands, plants, trees pullin an pushin my hands a force. I see energy now with human eyes, I feel God flowin through top of my head, mist like light comes of me in very dark places. I was amazed my family witnesses these things. Portals size of footballs openin every night in our house, the other day there was a hole in livin room floor like a ditch. The other night a flash happened above our bed I seen a giant orb come outve flash every night I have many more profound experiences too.Me and wife have learned to move small objects without touchin them. I swear on the universe itself everything is True Truth and others have witnessed validated, but by the time we got it we didn't need it, sometimes the air feels magnetically thick to move through🙏🙌🤗🌏☮️🎉💕👏

    • @CollectivelyUnified4U4US
      @CollectivelyUnified4U4US Před rokem +1

      In consciousness several years ago i would naturally shut my eyes and a net like light would pulse from me and cover the whole planet now I can physically move small objects without touching them and when I've recorded it I can see faint light vortices coming from my hands to the object I can see spirit energy with my eyes partner can too not just my perspective my ear ringing has evolved to a constant high pitch frequency in center of my head when I mist my plants a rainbow is revealed all around me and the experience's im having are so profound cannot be verbally conveyed love Paul 🙌☮️🌈🌏🌷I can feel the resonance physically of everything it's feels similar to repelling magnets I reach with my hands to plants and it pushes sometimes pulls my hands even the sun pushes down on my hands when I reach out to it divine feminine looks in on me in meditation it started with a single eye over time revealed more 🙌🌷🌈🌏☮️ this came 1st after paranormal encounter 🙌☮️🌏🤗👍

  • @spiritualchuck
    @spiritualchuck Před rokem

    A PEACE THAT SURPASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING. I TALK ALOT ABOUT THIS EXPERIENCE 18 YEARS AGO. ALL WE CAN DO AFTER THIS EXPERIENCE IS STAY CLOSE TO IT AND ALLOW CIRCUMSTANCES TO PROVIDE FOR US. THIS IS THE PORTAL OF OR EXODUS !!!! 💙💛🧡❤️🙏😇🤣😍

  • @VicSaidThat
    @VicSaidThat Před rokem

    This video has been more helpful than any others i have seen , thank you for being able to so eloquently explain this empty period during awakening.