mxmtoon • feelings are fatal (lyrics)

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  • čas přidán 27. 07. 2017
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    ʚ lyrics :
    ♪ i’m happy for you
    i’m smiling for you
    i’d do anything
    for you for you
    it’s always for you
    and never for me
    and i need it to stop
    so let me tell you please
    i’m always sad
    and i’m always lonely
    but i can’t tell you
    that i’m breaking slowly
    closed doors
    locked in, no keys
    keeping my feelings hidden
    there is no ease
    i need it to stop
    and i want to be able
    to open up but,
    my feelings are fatal
    (my feelings are fatal)
    how many times
    must i keep it inside
    i need to let go
    and i swear that i’ve tried
    but opening up
    means trusting others
    and that’s just too much,
    i don’t want to bother
    so i’ll keep it inside
    and bury it deep
    i know it’s not healthy
    but you won’t hear a peep
    though i’m always sad
    and i’m always lonely
    i could never tell you
    that i’m breaking slowly
    closed doors
    locked in, no keys
    keeping my feelings hidden
    there is no ease
    i need it to stop
    and i want to be able
    to open up but,
    my feelings are fatal
    (my feelings are fatal) ♪
    ┄✂━━━━━━━━
    #ʜᴀᴠᴇᴀɴɪᴄᴇᴅᴀʏ + #ɪʟʏ.
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  • @hatsuhuru9593
    @hatsuhuru9593 Před 5 lety +8085

    "I know its not healthy but you won't hear a peep."
    Felt that

    • @emmylee83morrison15
      @emmylee83morrison15 Před 5 lety +69

      🎶 through I'm always sad and I'm always lonely I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly 🎶

    • @cash7760
      @cash7760 Před 5 lety +29

      Myia Barnes as I read this comment it played in the video 😂

    • @TunaPetunia456
      @TunaPetunia456 Před 5 lety +13

      I always feel that

    • @ladylark10884
      @ladylark10884 Před 5 lety +7

      Love that profile pic fam, if you wanna fangirl about 7 Deadly Sins my Insta is @_lilahegao_

    • @sudevven
      @sudevven Před 5 lety +7

      SEVEN DEADLY SINS PROFILE PIC AAAH MINE IS GLOXINIA

  • @stcrauford
    @stcrauford Před 5 lety +4855

    “i could never tell you that im breaking slowly.”

    • @hxneybee812
      @hxneybee812 Před 5 lety +26

      We have the damn lyrics what is this for ,•-•,

    • @donnak8195
      @donnak8195 Před 5 lety +40

      I read it while the line was playing- coincidence? I think not-

    • @stcrauford
      @stcrauford Před 4 lety +40

      HxneyBëë its just something i relate to and i believe some other ppl might too. no need to be rude.

    • @Meow-jj8gl
      @Meow-jj8gl Před 4 lety +11

      Ah, same. This song hits hard.

    • @kaylameizahraathiya5619
      @kaylameizahraathiya5619 Před 4 lety +3

      i felt that

  • @PanCakes1199
    @PanCakes1199 Před 4 lety +1119

    So my friend made a playlist and I randomized the playlist, this is the first song that played. They died in February, this hit hard.

    • @muah649
      @muah649 Před 3 lety +66

      I’m sorry for your loss

    • @palwashauthmanzai9598
      @palwashauthmanzai9598 Před 3 lety +32

      I want to hug u

    • @mvlligrvbs
      @mvlligrvbs Před 3 lety +20

      Your friend is in a better place now

    • @tristenthefox6959
      @tristenthefox6959 Před 2 lety +27

      I want to hug you and tell you that everything will be ok. But from experience, I know that will make you cry even more. I’m sorry bro

    • @PanCakes1199
      @PanCakes1199 Před 2 lety +12

      @@tristenthefox6959 thank you, all the love! I hope you are having a wonderful day. Things are getting better, I still have my days though ❤

  • @ander8041
    @ander8041 Před 3 lety +2217

    Do you ever just listen to stuff like this at 2, 3 ,4 am, knowing you’re disappointing your parents by staying up that late, but you’re trying to process everything they’ve said, or what everyone else has said to you. Knowing you’ll never be good enough. Knowing that your siblings/friends are better then you. Knowing that your parents want that child not you. Or just randomly cry at some of the lyrics to this. Knowing that it will get better but not soon. Knowing that you’ve trying talking to people but they don’t understand. Knowing someone so well, but they don’t know you at all after all this time. But you just brush everything aside and act happy : )

    • @Universe_0222
      @Universe_0222 Před 3 lety +17

      @Susie Oh Pretty much my situation right now too... we’ll get through this together

    • @Jiggonomics
      @Jiggonomics Před 3 lety +30

      I would like to say some uplifting things but I don't have a clear picture in my head of why you feel this way. I don't want to come off as someone else who just doesn't understand you. But what I've learned about life is that it's easy to point at other's accomplishments and skills in life and think that if we were them, we'd be much more happy. But we don't truly know what it's like to be them, just like they don't know what it's like to be you. So I like to imagine that there's no such thing as a life that's better than mine, because the only hardships that I've faced are my own. It's unfair to yourself to look at an incomplete portion of someone else's life and say that theirs is simply better. The best thing you can do is, stop comparing your life to those around you, and try your best to improve your life in ways that are in your control.
      Hope I could help

    • @iamproudofyouiloveyou
      @iamproudofyouiloveyou Před 3 lety +6

      i need to..

    • @ryin7388
      @ryin7388 Před 3 lety +5

      Everyone is wanted

    • @palwashauthmanzai9598
      @palwashauthmanzai9598 Před 3 lety +7

      I want to hug u right now and I don't know u but somehow I know that that u are much more than what u think u are and that you are wanted and u are loved and u don't have to change anything about your self cuz u are perfect just the way u are and fuck it if people don't understand cuz I do and I have been through this and I am here for you and if u ever feel like talking to someone I am more than glad to give u my email love u and I hope u have a great day truly

  • @micakey7248
    @micakey7248 Před 6 lety +6846

    “falling in love with the right person at the wrong time”

  • @prajana2667
    @prajana2667 Před 4 lety +3099

    “But opening up means *trusting* others and that’s just too much...I don’t want to bother”

    • @dsafhater420
      @dsafhater420 Před 4 lety +20

      (つ .•́ ^ •̀.)つ

    • @its_olli
      @its_olli Před 4 lety +12

      XxSxD. LxSERxX I’ll take a hug ༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ

    • @clickityclackasmr5449
      @clickityclackasmr5449 Před 4 lety +14

      I relate to that way too much

    • @VioletLimes
      @VioletLimes Před 4 lety +10

      I found this comment exactly on that part of the song- Beautiful comment btw

    • @estelle2688
      @estelle2688 Před 4 lety +7

      Oh god I felt that badly ouch

  • @samuelc273
    @samuelc273 Před 3 lety +110

    “I’m always sad and I’m always lonely”
    I felt that on so many cellular levels.

    • @Luis-ky7wx
      @Luis-ky7wx Před 3 lety +1

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    • @mochimeiya
      @mochimeiya Před měsícem

      you doing any better now?

  • @CosmiaNebula
    @CosmiaNebula Před 3 lety +12

    Sometimes it's hard to keep supportive, but I have to for my friends.

  • @makodpov
    @makodpov Před 4 lety +7322

    Yo when
    she said
    "i’m happy for you
    i’m smiling for you
    i’d do anything
    for you for you
    it’s always for you
    and never for me
    and i need it to stop
    so let me tell you please
    i’m always sad
    and i’m always lonely
    but i can’t tell you
    that i’m breaking slowly
    closed doors
    locked in, no keys
    keeping my feelings hidden
    there is no ease
    i need it to stop
    and i want to be able
    to open up but,
    my feelings are fatal
    (my feelings are fatal)
    how many times
    must i keep it inside
    i need to let go
    and i swear that i’ve tried
    but opening up
    means trusting others
    and that’s just too much,
    i don’t want to bother
    so i’ll keep it inside
    and bury it deep
    i know it’s not healthy
    but you won’t hear a peep
    though i’m always sad
    and i’m always lonely
    i could never tell you
    that i’m breaking slowly
    closed doors
    locked in, no keys
    keeping my feelings hidden
    there is no ease
    i need it to stop
    and i want to be able
    to open up but,
    my feelings are fatal
    (my feelings are fatal)"
    I felt that dude

  • @AJ-jr5xz
    @AJ-jr5xz Před 4 lety +13115

    Everybody asks, "Where is the lyric guy?"
    But nobody asks, "How is the lyric guy?"

  • @willowdoesstuff2495
    @willowdoesstuff2495 Před 3 lety +24

    “but opening up means trusting others and that’s just too much i don’t want to bother”

  • @manicscrunkly
    @manicscrunkly Před 3 lety +352

    if you're reading this
    just know you are enough
    don't listen what everyone tell you
    love yourself
    you are perfect
    you are an angel
    i love you

    • @00hqoa
      @00hqoa Před 3 lety +4

      Thanks ;) but if we are being honest here you are the angel 😊

    • @malii777
      @malii777 Před 3 lety +5

      ty :) ur an angel too

    • @kevinjacob2652
      @kevinjacob2652 Před 3 lety +4

      Thanks man that means a lot to me
      same to you:)

    • @angelclolaa3539
      @angelclolaa3539 Před 3 lety

      You are saying that to other people, but are you ok? I know this is a long time ago, but you still can be then, but be upset now, or the other round :)

    • @palwashauthmanzai9598
      @palwashauthmanzai9598 Před 3 lety +1

      Thank u that was much needed today

  • @kermitthefrog8476
    @kermitthefrog8476 Před 5 lety +4853

    “Closed doors locked and no keys, keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease”
    I have felt that

  • @s1nner_
    @s1nner_ Před 4 lety +833

    When everybody in the comment section says "I felt that"
    *I F U C K I N G F E L T T H A T*

  • @payton7774
    @payton7774 Před 3 lety +205

    This hurts so bad. I was in a 5-month relationship with the person who thought was my home, my forever. I genuinely was and still am in love with her. she was the only thing that kept me alive at one point. I devoted my time, and my love to her every day. every second I spent with her because I couldn't imagine spending time without her. I loved her too much. after about the third month, stuff when downhill. it didn't feel the same. I didn't feel loved anymore. I felt like I was simply her emotional support. she had many mental health issues and was extremely sensitive and I have never been in a relationship with somebody like that. it was so difficult. I felt like every I did would hurt her because everything I did constantly made her upset. I'm not sure what I could've done better. I burnt myself out because she led me to believe she had nobody else other than me but later on you'll realize that wasn't the case. The breaking point of our relationship was when I brought up an issue and she instead of apologizing for hurting me told me everything I do/did wrong. it was super painful when she did this. it reminded me of the 4-year relationship I had been in before. In that relationship, I was treated the same exact way. maybe I deserve it... I'm not sure. We went on a break after that cause it was clear something had gone wrong between the two of us and she had things she needed to work on alone. The break goes on for about a month until I hit a breaking point with her. I've been hurt so many times and I wasn't willing to tolerate her hurting me anymore. I planned how I would break up with her. I planned to stay with her through Valentine's day because not only did I want to spend it with her but I knew she would want to have that. I poured my heart out to her that day in efforts that maybe shed change and love me again. didn't work... so on 2/17/21, I broke up with her. we called cause we were long-distance, and I told her I said "I don't feel the same way anymore" and then I said "I think I may have lost feelings" cause truly that's how it felt. her hurt that she caused me covered up all my love and suffocated it. she ended the call. texted me and I continued to break it off. we planned to stay friends after the breakup. but she went on to tell around 4 of her friends about our past and recent conversations. her friends called me a mental abuser (mind you I'm 15 how the hell) and toxic. her friend we will call C texted me telling me I'm a hoe and that I was a horrible person for what I had done to ry. what could I have done that was so horrible that she would call me that. I loved her throughout that whole relationship. I was the one pushing for growth and communication I put the effort in to fix my various problems. she hurt me I had to leave her. but nobody saw that they saw me a hurt, heartbroken, lost soul who had just been greatly hurt. mourning the fact that the person they loved hurt them. the person I thought about having kids with, the person I was fully willing to spend my life with. the love of my life broke my heart. I thought she was the one I was in bliss. I let my guard down with the thought of her being my soulmate in mind. I was wrong she wasn't my soulmate. she posted a pic with the caption saying something along the lines that I never deserved her heart. she hurt me again. knowingly. she then showed me screenshots of her friends saying those awful things about me. to show she "was defending me" how are you defending me when you're actively talking to other people about or private conversations. she got a new boyfriend about 4 days ago I think now. I don't know. hearing that hurt but I was the one who asked. she moved on already. had I not meant that much to her when we broke up she told me about how she couldn't ever move on because she was still "in love with me" and during the relationship, she tells me she could never move on that fast after we broke up. but she did. but she moved on. she probably gives him the same love she gave me. I loved you but you hurt me r***. what did I do to deserve this. was it because I told you when you were being mean. was it cause I didn't let you get away with manipulating and gaslighting me? maybe it was. but I hope you know I told you those things for my sake and yours cause I knew if you continued our relationship would end. and here we are, over.
    if anyone here is around my age (15) and wants to be friends please contact me. here are my socials
    Insta: godess.wesley
    Snap: paybear42005
    Discord: blakey@/2342
    Twitter: bigtitgothgorl
    my feelings for her were fatal.

    • @coledixon7676
      @coledixon7676 Před 3 lety +14

      How does this only get a few likes but all the other comments saying the SAME THING about feeling lonely and stuff get like 4.3k likes. That is bullshit and I am so here for you

    • @kittyveggies4454
      @kittyveggies4454 Před 3 lety +8

      You've done everything you could and I think it's very mature of you to move past this. I really hope that you would find someone who would treat you right one day because you deserve it, you really do. If you would still like someone to talk to, I'd be up for it!

    • @ly4619
      @ly4619 Před 2 lety +3

      Hey, je suis français dsl mais d'après ce que j'ai compris tu es une belle personne qui méritait quelqu'un de mieux. J'espère que tu trouveras la personne qui te rendra heureux. Tu as pu te sortir de cette situation c'est une bonne chose. J'espère que les choses ont bien évolué pour toi.

    • @necrathmianyt475
      @necrathmianyt475 Před 2 lety +2

      Dude I completely understand. I was in much the same place as you. Actually when I read your story it reminded me so much of my own relationship I teared up a little bit. I know how hard that kind of relationship is and how hard the break up is, except in my story she broke up with me and proceeded to lie to all her friends and mine that I had done all the things that she had actually done. She was cheating on me with one of my best friends behind my back for most of the relationship, and I lost him as well. If there is anything I can do to help you through this, or if you ever need someone to talk to you can always contact me or add me on discord. I'm the therapist of my friends and hearing what you've been through I want to help. My discord is Healing Sovereign#5947. Please feel free if you ever need someone to talk to.

    • @babyfrenchfry2312
      @babyfrenchfry2312 Před 2 lety

      Dude I would be ur friend but I'm not allowed to have social media. T-T

  • @melslurp_
    @melslurp_ Před 3 lety +38

    been listening to this since 2019 and nostalgia is unforgettable :/

  • @brandalina12
    @brandalina12 Před 4 lety +3641

    to all the sad ppl watching this,
    hugs - ( * ^ * ) -
    we *all* need them.

  • @doyeonsis7422
    @doyeonsis7422 Před 5 lety +5503

    My top 7 sad & cute songs i can always listen to:
    1. This is home by cavetown/cut my hair (remix)
    2. feelings are fatal by mxmtoon
    3. Airplane mode by limbo
    4. First date by frad
    5. Hug all your friends by cavetown
    6. Do you wonder by khai dreams
    7. Phases by prettymuch

  • @mariegstewart129
    @mariegstewart129 Před 3 lety +67

    Since everyone is venting I felt I needed to say this: One day I was in my room crying as usual but, as I always do I wipe my tears before my mom walks in my room. A few weeks or months pass and my mom says to me “Are you Ok?” And as I try to say I’m fine I burst out crying and I told my mom to leave because I’m “fine” and she left. I want anyone or any parent that reads this to know that even if someone says their fine do something to help them or make their day a little better even if they are truly fine because it can really lighten up their spirit and let them know they have someone they can trust, take this advice as you will and use it.

    • @mariegstewart129
      @mariegstewart129 Před 3 lety

      @@moon-do1jh Your welcome and Thank you too, you just made my day! :) ❤️

  • @nebula983
    @nebula983 Před 3 lety +33

    when someone asks you “Are you okay?” but your so stressed and anxious that you break down before even answering:,)

  • @catffeine4178
    @catffeine4178 Před 4 lety +1968

    No one:
    Parents when their kids talked back: “it’s always for u and never for me!”

  • @eiryth
    @eiryth Před 5 lety +2013

    " i love you, but you didn't love me "
    " i cared for you but you cared for her "
    " i miss you "
    " i care for you more than i care for my life "
    " every insult you say breaks my heart little by little "
    " every compliment you say makes me happy for a whole day "
    " but that's just my heart, that's not your heart. "
    i'm sorry, my heart is heavy.

    • @emberherondale870
      @emberherondale870 Před 5 lety +18

      hyunminie as the saying goes "a heart is a heavy burden" so don't sell yourself short and allow others to control it spread your wings in anything you love make yourself happy and allow time to heal even from the smallest pain and remember your heart may heal but the scars are there forever to see a lesson from to first love yourself before you love another for then you are truly able to give your love to another.

    • @jessicacummings6509
      @jessicacummings6509 Před 5 lety +18

      Same..... but everytime someone i love insults me i get sad and show it but then i change my face quickly and smile and walk away thinking about him as if he just said he loves me...and cry when i get home

    • @ghostlylilacs7144
      @ghostlylilacs7144 Před 5 lety +2

      Same

    • @santan5547
      @santan5547 Před 5 lety +2

      same hobi XD

    • @maevewarme4272
      @maevewarme4272 Před 5 lety +2

      No sweetie no, J hope would never break your precious heart

  • @lunalinix7219
    @lunalinix7219 Před 3 lety +18

    came here cause of the thing with mxmtoon, George and dream stay strong dream 😔✊💞

  • @-rin-2098
    @-rin-2098 Před 3 lety +25

    hah this reminds me of something
    when im trying to open up
    and your friend suddenly talks bout how they feel..
    and you end up listening and helping them
    whilst your breaking in the inside..

  • @sakaruhisswag6965
    @sakaruhisswag6965 Před 4 lety +1385

    “I’m always sad”
    My depression approves

  • @whalecat8049
    @whalecat8049 Před 5 lety +3633

    "are you okay?"
    ...
    We've all heard it and it means nothing

    • @squishy_mia8401
      @squishy_mia8401 Před 5 lety +84

      Yup, thats is very relatable
      My response every single time is "Yeah, *Im Fine...* And I try to *fake a smile c':*

    • @blueberry-shortcake5838
      @blueberry-shortcake5838 Před 5 lety +8

      So true

    • @Lunaliladee
      @Lunaliladee Před 5 lety +36

      well... not ALL of us has heard it

    • @squishy_mia8401
      @squishy_mia8401 Před 5 lety +23

      @@Lunaliladee Oh ;--;
      Well a lot of people in the comments are depressed and we've heard it but I guess some are luckier! ^^

    • @kellyziemer7750
      @kellyziemer7750 Před 5 lety +24

      @@squishy_mia8401
      We can fake smile together

  • @kaidolt
    @kaidolt Před 3 lety +238

    damn I came here to see all the Dream comments but then after looking deeper in the comments I just want to hug and show my love to everyone and I wish someone could do the same for me. I love you so much to who ever is reading this

  • @jelloello9592
    @jelloello9592 Před 4 lety +329

    When you're the happy friend that suddenly stops telling jokes, smiling, laughing, and your others friends ask where *that* girl went... and tell me to stop faking...
    So I just *smile*
    It's easy to smile...
    but that doesn't mean we're actually *happy*
    There are 3 types of smiles:
    - the happy
    - the fake
    - the hurt
    Some people just don't understand what pain feels like-
    I may look happy, I may smile, It might look like I have a perfect family and a great life....
    The the smile hides it all
    So, when you look at someone- smiling....
    You may never know what that kid, that teen, that person..... Is going threw...
    Let's talk about bullying, shall we?
    What do you gain from it?
    Do you get a sense of satisfaction pushing that girl down the hallway, or that boy you tripped at the park....?
    I wish people would put their selves in others shoes for once-
    Oh! Don't forget- cyber bulling!
    That's bulling too, it may not be physical- but it hurts just as much as kicking a kid at recess and calling him ugly!
    This world needs to change...
    Use my comment to vent ♡
    Everyone here is accepted no matter what gender/race/sexuality/age ♡

    • @vegetablesiq4899
      @vegetablesiq4899 Před 4 lety +8

      If it was any other day you demo would have made my day but my crush told me she likes me today so I’m walking on the moon

    • @jelloello9592
      @jelloello9592 Před 4 lety +8

      VegetablesIQ oh, well congratulations :>

    • @vegetablesiq4899
      @vegetablesiq4899 Před 4 lety +7

      • JelloEllo • have a nice day

    • @elliQaz
      @elliQaz Před 3 lety +11

      I smile too much that no one ever asks how I'm doing and it's sad. But it's okay, it's not their fault. It's just natural to think that "She's such a cheerful person, there's no way she has problems" Idk, I smile so I don't cry and get angry at random moments, but I'm so good at it that everyone thinks I'm always alright. I guess I'm still happy, that some people would smile because of me. I'm happy, that people would look for me for comfort. Good to know I'm not useless I guess

    • @haveagoodmourning
      @haveagoodmourning Před 3 lety +12

      One day I was in a bad mood, sad, withdrawn. But then someone asked me, "How are you this happy on a Monday?" I just shrugged and smiled, but it caught me off guard. I hadn't even been trying to fake happiness. I'd been swimming in my thoughts and drowning in this dull sort of anxiety, but nobody saw it. And I didn't want to open up to these people yet, I'd only just met them. Heck, I don't even open up much to my closest friends, it's just not that type of relationship, although I wish it was. But I'm not brave enough. So, I nod and smile and go about my day, because if I'm in a bad mood then people wonder where the smile went and I'm just not ready to talk about it. But I need to. I know I do. But if they aren't wondering where the happy me went, they're talking about their own problems, and of course I help them. If I can't get my life together, might as well help with theirs. Idk. I know this is all really unhealthy but I don't know how to break the cycle. I've done so much more crying lately than I'm comfortable with. I hate this stress and this sadness, so I look for an escape in music, but inevitably I always find a sad song and plunge right back down.
      Feel free to ignore this comment lol, have a good day

  • @TheSapphirePlayzImTSPZ
    @TheSapphirePlayzImTSPZ Před 4 lety +409

    They always ask, “What are you doing step bro?”
    Never, “How are you doing step bro?” 😔

  • @zer0seven173
    @zer0seven173 Před 4 lety +3113

    *_when you look though the comments for memes but everyone is crying_*
    **surprised pikachu face**

    • @dsafhater420
      @dsafhater420 Před 4 lety +31

      CORRECT-! (•̀ᴗ•́)و

    • @devanbarrett2902
      @devanbarrett2902 Před 4 lety +58

      This is nice to read cause I needed a break from relating to the things in these comments

    • @user-wo3py4vn3q
      @user-wo3py4vn3q Před 4 lety +13

      Arrow Shot Gacha You just made one

    • @dsafhater420
      @dsafhater420 Před 4 lety +6

      Ricardo Ortiz ||| r/whoooosh

    • @autotune2
      @autotune2 Před 4 lety +7

      *I felt that.*

  • @miy4faeee
    @miy4faeee Před 3 lety +88

    How the hell is this aesthetic and depressing at the same time

  • @corinnefiege7563
    @corinnefiege7563 Před 4 lety +33

    Why is this just like me though- I’m just the “funny friend” and everyone just follows me around for good grades or just when they are bored..and whenever I just want to talk about “life” they always say yea but- then go back to what they were saying like they were better-

    • @Douuzek
      @Douuzek Před 3 lety +1

      I hecking feel that - Like dude im not your problem solver- Even though i seem like it i am here to spread p o s i t i v e vibes , and the worst part is when that friend sint feeling okay and then someone in the group HECKING GOES ON WITH THEIR PROBLEMS WITH FRIENDS AND STARTS SAYING 'Guys i dont think im pretty :((((" Like dude - Chill-

  • @kaigonzalez853
    @kaigonzalez853 Před 4 lety +12225

    When you're the "funny friend" so you always gotta smile and hide everything. Edit:Thanks for the likes and hope you guys are fine

  • @m4R.s_222
    @m4R.s_222 Před 4 lety +5151

    _Are you okay ?_
    Always the same fake question
    _I'm fine, why ?_
    Always the same fake answer

    • @PenPretzels85
      @PenPretzels85 Před 4 lety +25

      • UwU Yup

    • @banks4848
      @banks4848 Před 4 lety +106

      felt that. I hate when people ask if I'm okay because in my head I'm like "Do I look like I'm okay?" But in reality I just say "Yep, I'm fine"

    • @PenPretzels85
      @PenPretzels85 Před 4 lety +48

      Morgan A I’ve already gave some hints that I’m not okay to my friends..but one of them who was my best friend was like: oh.
      And then moved on with our day qwq
      *that was painful*

    • @banks4848
      @banks4848 Před 4 lety +30

      @@PenPretzels85 bruh they ain't your best friend. If they were they would be worrying about you and always checking in on you. I do that with my best friend who's always telling me how he's sad. If you really need to talk you can go to my channel and comment on my vid and I'll give you my email or something because I love helping people and listening to them

    • @PenPretzels85
      @PenPretzels85 Před 4 lety +6

      Morgan A I mean.. “best friend” I guess .,.

  • @redpicureframe
    @redpicureframe Před 3 lety +18

    Dream listening to this rn
    Heart been broken so mmany times

  • @forfuckssakedonothumptheca4107

    dream rn

  • @victoriamartir1409
    @victoriamartir1409 Před 6 lety +2063

    Can we all just take a moment to appreciate the beautiful art in the backround?

    • @blackcatvibez990
      @blackcatvibez990 Před 6 lety +95

      Victoria Martir 👏🙌applause for the artist🙌👏

    • @Clarinhafamaral
      @Clarinhafamaral Před 6 lety

      Victoria Martirj

    • @mundoelectronico2921
      @mundoelectronico2921 Před 6 lety

      Victor Nikiforov always is beutifol

    • @JuliaN-fi9zw
      @JuliaN-fi9zw Před 6 lety +3

      I know right it’s so beautiful and all of the colors go so well together

    • @666val9
      @666val9 Před 5 lety

      i think it was drawn by tofuvi,, for anyone who’s wondering..

  • @jungkookieee5052
    @jungkookieee5052 Před 5 lety +910

    Loving someone is easier than loving yourself...

    • @momoyayorouzo6137
      @momoyayorouzo6137 Před 5 lety +8

      that's the truth

    • @trueblue2475
      @trueblue2475 Před 5 lety +4

      @@momoyayorouzo6137
      The sad truth

    • @kiaurii2461
      @kiaurii2461 Před 5 lety

      True :,(

    • @BlazeNya
      @BlazeNya Před 5 lety +19

      @Alivia Weeks You can simply because by loving someone so hard, truly and honestly that you know you are truly in love. You forget what is like to hate yourself. Because all you care is to give love to that someone.

    • @puppyoffline3892
      @puppyoffline3892 Před 5 lety +2

      thats so true id on't even know how to say how true this is tbh

  • @friedcheesecake268
    @friedcheesecake268 Před 3 lety +5649

    dream listening to this rn while moving his minecraft bed away from george’s

    • @redpicureframe
      @redpicureframe Před 3 lety +171

      Lmao 😭

    • @axowelp
      @axowelp Před 3 lety +172

      was looking for this comment-

    • @Lee-wl9hq
      @Lee-wl9hq Před 3 lety +153

      LMFOANXJS 😭 I didn’t expect to find thisssss in these comments omfg

    • @axowelp
      @axowelp Před 3 lety +84

      Lee Stans... stans everywhere.

    • @meaganmcdonald4086
      @meaganmcdonald4086 Před 3 lety +42

      ohmygodyes-

  • @sirwanazizi6270
    @sirwanazizi6270 Před 3 lety +5

    touched my feelings deep :(
    "my feelings are fatal"

  • @Andellamovez
    @Andellamovez Před 4 lety +406

    "*inhales*"
    i f e l t t h a t

  • @callmehkyo6294
    @callmehkyo6294 Před 4 lety +1211

    “Im always sad, and im always lonely”
    Definitely felt that

    • @saulgoodman263
      @saulgoodman263 Před 4 lety

      Same because I've gotten friend zoned by ALL of the girls I liked

    • @alexiaaixelia
      @alexiaaixelia Před 4 lety +2

      Omg when I read this comment that lyric was playing

    • @banks4848
      @banks4848 Před 4 lety +1

      I literally felt the whole song ngl

    • @dsafhater420
      @dsafhater420 Před 4 lety +1

      (⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃

    • @frogchair420
      @frogchair420 Před 4 lety +1

      Honestly same :(

  • @ollaphobos8988
    @ollaphobos8988 Před 3 lety +5

    Ohhh dream

  • @tinkersdinkers
    @tinkersdinkers Před 3 lety +16

    rip dream

  • @kxta7081
    @kxta7081 Před 5 lety +1231

    “but opening up means trusting others... and that’s just to much so i won’t bother...”

    • @boxbite5006
      @boxbite5006 Před 5 lety +20

      This is my anexity

    • @adelinaaa6625
      @adelinaaa6625 Před 5 lety +19

      that's the hardest part of making friends.

    • @elainesanimations9984
      @elainesanimations9984 Před 5 lety +9

      I was scrolling down while watching the video and i saw this at the exact same time the song said this part

    • @kikilovesfifa8008
      @kikilovesfifa8008 Před 5 lety +3

      Honestly quoting this shows how true it really is.

    • @sasuna3085
      @sasuna3085 Před 5 lety +5

      wow you even got it wrong!

  • @soniayorker3342
    @soniayorker3342 Před 5 lety +2396

    When you're depressed AF and listen to depressing songs to get more depressed. Me rn.

  • @ninizhang9943
    @ninizhang9943 Před 3 lety +10

    Dream streaming this rn

  • @yomomma4611
    @yomomma4611 Před 3 lety +9

    Mxmtoon always writes the most beautiful heart aching songs

  • @rebeccareynoso3054
    @rebeccareynoso3054 Před 6 lety +4274

    Wow. Ok. Story time.
    So, I was walking home with my crush, and the topic of "relatable songs" came up. We were talking about the song way to good at goodbyes. Then I mentioned this song. He said he'd look it up. I left and went home. He looked it up. (I can only imagine how that went) then, today he asked if that song described my love life. I said yes. He asked me if I like him. I went silent. Then he asked me out.
    If I liked this song before, I like it 10x more now.

    • @maiyadidomenico1336
      @maiyadidomenico1336 Před 6 lety +244

      My friends are using me THIS IS SOME MOVIE ASS SHIT AWECMSKKQDMXQ

    • @astral-xd5zi
      @astral-xd5zi Před 6 lety +66

      I love your username lol

    • @shep4184
      @shep4184 Před 6 lety +46

      My friends are using me
      ;-; that was beautiful

    • @Peachgguk-tz6yb
      @Peachgguk-tz6yb Před 6 lety +155

      THIS SOME WATTPAD SHII , KEEP HIM!!

    • @breeze.2232
      @breeze.2232 Před 6 lety +8

      Me muerooo, que hermosa historia

  • @a.mp.m507
    @a.mp.m507 Před 5 lety +189

    "its always for you, and never for me"
    ...i felt that :/

  • @boop4826
    @boop4826 Před 4 lety +22

    People just don’t get that your actually hurting inside they say “she’s always so happy she’s so kind” but that’s me that wants to hide the fact that I’m not depressed

  • @BrettGDB
    @BrettGDB Před 2 lety +9

    Thank you for this song, it truly helps.

  • @alevioleta1106
    @alevioleta1106 Před 6 lety +236

    Isn't it sad how many of us can relate to this song?
    Sad that we lost trust on the ones we believed in the most
    Tho, the song is beautiful af and I won't stop listening, heck. :'')

  • @frzeke8781
    @frzeke8781 Před 5 lety +823

    If you slow it down to 0.75 it just sounds really sad

    • @Ezrr4
      @Ezrr4 Před 5 lety +56

      It sounds good at 1.25 too

    • @qxr5616
      @qxr5616 Před 5 lety +30

      shit you right

    • @penguineeee6440
      @penguineeee6440 Před 5 lety +23

      It is so sad already but is alot sadder

    • @Ezrr4
      @Ezrr4 Před 5 lety +7

      @@penguineeee6440 I like to listen in 1.25

    • @rachelbriscoe2895
      @rachelbriscoe2895 Před 4 lety +12

      it's sad either way :p

  • @rockyman7577
    @rockyman7577 Před 3 lety +22

    Dream blasting this song

    • @Zizo16
      @Zizo16 Před 3 lety +1

      هلا بالعرب 🌚

  • @lily_8549
    @lily_8549 Před 3 lety +8

    This was the first Mxmtoon song that I ever heard. I found it during the lowest points of my life. Really appreciating Maia rn

  • @upupupuh3178
    @upupupuh3178 Před 5 lety +11509

    Hi
    is anyone there?
    um..
    I love you,
    Thanks.

  • @sadvxbes9166
    @sadvxbes9166 Před 4 lety +310

    “But I can’t tell you that I’m breaking slowly”
    Too Relatable..

    • @dsafhater420
      @dsafhater420 Před 4 lety +2

      (⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃

    • @hawaikiwiniata588
      @hawaikiwiniata588 Před 4 lety

      this whole song is the funny friend in a nutshell.

    • @sadvxbes9166
      @sadvxbes9166 Před 4 lety +1

      TH3 S0FT L0S3R 🥺🥺🥺

    • @sadvxbes9166
      @sadvxbes9166 Před 4 lety +1

      you’re a blessing 🥺💞💞

    • @flufiiq
      @flufiiq Před 4 lety +2

      ♥︎♥︎ It’s going to be ok! Remember to stay healthy and talk to people when you’re not feeling so happy!
      - here’s a virtual hug from me! (つ ●◡●)つ

  • @abesaint9288
    @abesaint9288 Před 4 lety +14

    People ask “where’s the new music album?”
    But what you should ask is “is the song artist felling ok?”

  • @lidae4313
    @lidae4313 Před 2 měsíci +5

    5 years ago i was a depressed teen listening to almost every song on this channel and 5 years later im now an adult listening to all the songs again to catch the feelings of nostalgic

    • @RSIALVR
      @RSIALVR Před 26 dny

      Omg same!!!! Aaaahh I found myself humming to this song again and I just HAD to come back to it

  • @mxmtoon
    @mxmtoon Před 6 lety +8603

    thank you for sharing!!

    • @miukiemusic
      @miukiemusic  Před 6 lety +390

      i'm so proud of you

    • @insanekim1323
      @insanekim1323 Před 6 lety +25

      mxmtoon i

    • @mxmtoon
      @mxmtoon Před 6 lety +241

      IM EMOTIONAL THANK U

    • @FlopCouture
      @FlopCouture Před 6 lety +39

      mxmtoon will you be releasing the chords for covers? ^•^

    • @evho2734
      @evho2734 Před 6 lety +29

      can you make an instrumental version of this please??? I really wanna practce singing this for my talent show, and I wanna do a cover on my channel~

  • @orin2029
    @orin2029 Před 5 lety +531

    Darn, I miss my past happy self.
    :(
    But, AESTHETIC. is a big YES.

  • @darkspaceunicorns_7119
    @darkspaceunicorns_7119 Před 4 lety +25

    Guys I think I’m sad on the inside but since I hide all my feelings I just don’t notice it often, but when certain things are said or I think about certain things I feel le tears forming. Like when school was in and it was literally just a video on mental health and I just criedddd :,3 I’m just always too scared I’ll get judged, which is why I’m here where none of you know me UwU

  • @kinsleyisabelle1579
    @kinsleyisabelle1579 Před 4 lety +23

    This song hits hard when you keep your feelings bottled up and force a smile

  • @uwufairie2797
    @uwufairie2797 Před 6 lety +647

    this is what it is like to be in love while having depression...
    Edit: damn that's a lot of likes... Anyways I hope everyone is doing well 💕

    • @prehistoricorchid3455
      @prehistoricorchid3455 Před 6 lety +30

      Stephanie :3
      it's so true it hurts

    • @skullzy20
      @skullzy20 Před 6 lety +9

      Stephanie :3 ikr it hurts

    • @XanTheNerd
      @XanTheNerd Před 6 lety +1

      Aesthetic Crap NO JOKE SAME

    • @gabrielthompson1790
      @gabrielthompson1790 Před 6 lety +18

      Especially if your gay

    • @douce7344
      @douce7344 Před 6 lety +32

      its not only being in love, its also explaining to a precious close friend that is worried about you and you just dont want to open up because about your depression "your feelings are fatal" and even if you want tell them you can't

  • @fugumeister7563
    @fugumeister7563 Před 5 lety +330

    I miss the times when the sadness eventually stopped. Now it just never ends.

    • @lyds_draws3352
      @lyds_draws3352 Před 5 lety +12

      Yikes Meister uh, hi, I saw this comment was from three months ago, and I was wondering if you are feeling happy or at least happier than you were when you wrote this. I really hope you are feeling better. If not, you can always talk to me if you need it, and I could offer a social media profile you could contact me through if you need to talk.

    • @kaikazzi8293
      @kaikazzi8293 Před 5 lety +3

      Yikes Meister i wanted to also know if you were feeling better?

    • @sadsextingg7326
      @sadsextingg7326 Před 5 lety +3

      Fucking same bro. I'm numb. I don't feel human. I literally don't feel real anymore. And its hurting me although I can't feel it.

    • @zoala4165
      @zoala4165 Před 5 lety

      I’ve been feeling sad for awhile too

    • @fugumeister7563
      @fugumeister7563 Před 5 lety +1

      @@lyds_draws3352 Thank you for the kind words, honestly, I've had moderate to severe depression for around 5 years now (I'm 15 btw) so I've learned a thing or two on how to control it and not push myself over the edge to suicide. I still struggle every day with it, but I think I'll survive, you don't have to talk to me on social media if you don't want to. Again, thank you.

  • @sickfork
    @sickfork Před 3 lety +17

    as someone who has fought depression for a while and has beaten it, i understand this song. i hope everyone listening to this is okay, and i want to let you know that you'll get through it. i love you.

  • @nekoisme2703
    @nekoisme2703 Před 2 lety +6

    I was emotionally neglected as a kid and still am, this song makes me feel a little more understood, I've struggled to express myself and open about true feelings often

  • @sophie-nn6uu
    @sophie-nn6uu Před 4 lety +299

    I'm the funny friend who's always "happy" except I'm not funny

  • @DiamondPastry
    @DiamondPastry Před 6 lety +7007

    awh noo crappp its so dam relatable

    • @loveyousoro
      @loveyousoro Před 6 lety +47

      Diamond Pastel never knew you listened to music like this.

    • @DiamondPastry
      @DiamondPastry Před 6 lety +44

      thewoomy 27 whoops crap lol dont tell anyone pls

    • @loveyousoro
      @loveyousoro Před 6 lety +23

      Diamond Pastel I will not tell anybody-

    • @DiamondPastry
      @DiamondPastry Před 6 lety +27

      thewoomy 27 oKAY CooL uwu

    • @annatheartperson
      @annatheartperson Před 6 lety +21

      I know that feeling.

  • @oliver_starz2205
    @oliver_starz2205 Před 3 lety +34

    My sister: are you okay? This song looks sad.
    Me with tears in my eyes: I just like the music.

  • @paolaag.6018
    @paolaag.6018 Před 6 lety +2032

    I randomly feel sad sometimes. I cry a lot and I worry about my appearance. I have a hopeless crush on a boy who I think has a crush on my best friend. He always compliments her on her things and he passes by me and says nothing about my artwork. I always get better grades than my BFF but he never notices my efforts. She's still very hardworking anyways so I'd not care about her grades to begin with. He's nice but he barely talks to me now. We used to be closer and he used to say nice things to me but now he says nothing. My BFF is much prettier than me and I think that's why now he likes her instead. I'm fine with that, I'm not jealous a single bit, surprisingly, but I feel like I'm holding my sadness inside and not letting my family know. Sometimes I cry in front of my mom and she comforts me but I don't feel confident or happy. My family is going through a crisis and we don't have much money. I feel like my clothes aren't nice and my room is ugly. Idk what to do because sometimes I just feel mad. I want a cat so it can help me because I've had a cat before and they help me calm down. My BFF is giving me a kitten because her grandmas cat is pregnant, but I feel like having a kitten will be too pricey. My parents say it's alright and I'm just hoping for the best. I'm sorry for bothering you all and I'm sure that nobody will see this. have a nice day I feel so ungrateful and mean now instead.

    • @AI-gl6gs
      @AI-gl6gs Před 6 lety +74

      Paola Aguilar smile and think of what happiness and good things are going to come in the future. Focus on what you enjoy, think of what you can do with it. Broaden your view and notice the smaller things and find their beauty. You can find simple beauty just walking down the street, you just have to look for it. It’s going to be okay

    • @jay-my6lb
      @jay-my6lb Před 5 lety +86

      I have never related to a post more

    • @deadmemes_1083
      @deadmemes_1083 Před 5 lety +23

      This was way too much for me

    • @paolaag.6018
      @paolaag.6018 Před 5 lety +15

      Dead memes_ sorry

    • @catherinemorales3027
      @catherinemorales3027 Před 5 lety +21

      Paola Aguilar I know how that feels just a one point let it out. I know it hurts ,but once you get it out it'll feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Keep your chin up and look at the positive side.

  • @KylieJenner2
    @KylieJenner2 Před 6 lety +541

    This song is my life rn, and it's making me emotional

    • @scoop1468
      @scoop1468 Před 6 lety +1

      Genevia Williams How’re you doing?

  • @zombique5302
    @zombique5302 Před 3 lety +10

    Dream rn

  • @yammyyummy7599
    @yammyyummy7599 Před 3 lety +3

    I've liked my close friends for years now and she told me she found a guy she likes and they became best friend and...we're in college but I have no classes or anything thats with her so we hardly see each other and it just hurts. it hurts a lot im hurting a lot physically and its draining me immensely again..i wish i could stop feeling like this because its hurting too damn much plus with all my other fears and anxieties and stress i hate college lol

  • @MrNormi-sh2mx
    @MrNormi-sh2mx Před 5 lety +1263

    I can relate to this so much, I have a girlfriend. She goes to a different school. I get bullied. A LOT. So whenever she asks about me I tell her that I have lots of friends. Lies 100. Im always there for her. When shes lonely or sad. Im always there when something happens. Though, she doesn’t know about my depression. I keep it all inside. Cause I know it will hurt her to see me hurt. If that makes any sense, heh. I just don’t want her to know what I’m going through. So in always smiling. Acting happy. Probably really unhealthy though.

    • @user-qn9ji1vc8v
      @user-qn9ji1vc8v Před 5 lety +104

      It'll make it worse if you keep it inside, think about what she'll think if she finds out that you have been hiding? She'll think she's not important to you, she'll feel like she wasn't the best for you, to know your darkest secret, and I'm telling you this because my friend did the same, I tried so hard to convince her that she WAS important to me, I almost gave up because she wouldn't believe me but at the end she believed me, after weeks...this might happen to you too

    • @animelover4ever156
      @animelover4ever156 Před 5 lety +6

      Maybe you should talk to her

    • @DarkShadow0_0
      @DarkShadow0_0 Před 5 lety +16

      i would like to hear progress, are you all good now, does your gf know anything yet

    • @hardlinergammer0064
      @hardlinergammer0064 Před 5 lety +3

      Hi wanna talk about it mam

    • @hardlinergammer0064
      @hardlinergammer0064 Před 5 lety +3

      Man sorry auto correct

  • @kat-xh4gg
    @kat-xh4gg Před 6 lety +342

    it's always for you and never for me..

  • @onelittlehungryperson6653
    @onelittlehungryperson6653 Před 8 měsíci +2

    “Opening up means trusting others and that’s just too much,I don’t want to bother”
    Too relatable

  • @acetriie
    @acetriie Před 3 lety +7

    I relate to this song so much. I really wanna vent to my friends in the group chat but they all seem so happy so I just went back to crying because I didn't want to bother them with my own problems.
    I'm very tired of having to listen to people's problems when I can't fix mine.

  • @simplyru
    @simplyru Před 4 lety +425

    *when I like someone*
    My "friends" : Ew he doesn't like you!
    *when they like someone*
    Me: I'll go ask if they like you..

    • @greenrow18
      @greenrow18 Před 4 lety +11

      Alastor I knoww

    • @banks4848
      @banks4848 Před 4 lety +30

      Felt that so hard. I like an 8th grader even though I'm 7th and my friends always say "He doesn't like you so don't bother" But when they like someone they're all "Oh can you help me figure out if he likes me??"

    • @carolynmarconi4391
      @carolynmarconi4391 Před 4 lety +2

      I felt that ;-;

    • @ale20111
      @ale20111 Před 4 lety +3

      carissa copley DAMN I FELT THAT-

    • @shwanniebocollins998
      @shwanniebocollins998 Před 4 lety +3

      carissa copley I don’t have friends 😭

  • @laraforde4279
    @laraforde4279 Před 6 lety +438

    Okay for one second can we please just IGNORE THE LYRICS AND LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL PICTURE?! WHO DREW THIS?! THE COLORS, THE PASTELS, EVERYTHING- ITS- ITS- *flips a CAR* ITS ALL PERFECT

    • @calichai_
      @calichai_ Před 5 lety +5

      Lara Forde I swear I'm having deja vu

    • @Barksenji
      @Barksenji Před 5 lety +3

      Calichai...me too .-.

    • @bignigga6115
      @bignigga6115 Před 5 lety

      Lara Forde ist not that great but it’s nice

    • @elijahcarrillo2358
      @elijahcarrillo2358 Před 5 lety +3

      How exactly does one flip a car?

    • @kappa3667
      @kappa3667 Před 5 lety +3

      I know right haha the art is so soft and gentle and fitting.

  • @jaimepalma1779
    @jaimepalma1779 Před 3 lety +14

    Dream rn smh

  • @Hiraethdemure
    @Hiraethdemure Před rokem +4

    I used to relate to this song for a good while, I'm glad to know that after a long time and working on myself first mentally I've grown ❤️ It does hurt to hear this again but to hear it and realize how much I've changed and how happy I am truly shows me how things do get better later on in life.

  • @theooooo1181
    @theooooo1181 Před 4 lety +353

    “Always for you and never for me”
    When can I not relate...

  • @asanch3x612
    @asanch3x612 Před 6 lety +262

    When your mentally messed up due to younger times. So you learn never to depend on everyone. But every one wants your help with everything, therefore you don't want them to worry about you as well. So you be "happy' for them, even though your thoughts are slowly eating you alive.

    • @toxacid124
      @toxacid124 Před 5 lety +8

      You know girl, that’s the downside of having a mind capable of emotions

    • @booksandcats5000
      @booksandcats5000 Před 5 lety +2

      I don’t know what happened in your life to make it like that, but I hope you get better.

    • @circussystem9451
      @circussystem9451 Před 5 lety +5

      True, also the part about how people are getting annoyed by you just cause you're going quiet...

    • @misskatgamer1736
      @misskatgamer1736 Před 5 lety +1

      Holy chiz
      Too relatable

    • @ombrepurple6346
      @ombrepurple6346 Před 5 lety +2

      I know that feeling...

  • @idkanymore4664
    @idkanymore4664 Před 2 lety +2

    I hate how I relate to this song so badly, im always there for people but I cant even open up to them. Its not like im being forced to listen, I just want to be there for them. I just hate myself that I cant open up, its not like I expect them to read my mind anyways. But, I wish I could cry with them instead of watching them cry. God its only 8 am rn and im already depressed lol

  • @ihatebracez8255
    @ihatebracez8255 Před 4 lety +5

    "though im always sad and i'm always lonely"
    "its always for you and never for me"
    "but i cant tell you that im breaking slowly"
    I felt those...

  • @lyssie___8126
    @lyssie___8126 Před 6 lety +236

    i always bottle up my feelings up because i know if i break ill hurt people and hurting people is the worst for me, so i never open up, this song is so important to me, i relate so much it

    • @snoodiezdoodlez2925
      @snoodiezdoodlez2925 Před 5 lety +3

      Rainfall Issues I have had a experience where I opened up on i how I felt into someone and I didn’t realize that later on that it was not the right person and I started to worry and I worry a lot and about the smallest things and I have never really told my feelings in passionate ways to other people but it turned out my bestfriend who ended liking me was sad over this and I had like him for a year before that happened and he did to but when we got older I felt he had drifted apart from me and I kinda just went off because I was sad so I liked my other friend and I began to realize that it was the wrong person and the wrong time to do anything like that and to tell my feels and my feels didn’t feel right so I began to drift apart from him and I when I did that I went back to liking my best friend because I felt like he was the right path but I never knew that I hurt him emotionally until a long time and it breaks me to know that and I’m scared now to ever tell my feelings again but I want to tell him how I feel about him and explain what happened and why this happened but I think I’m to late and he’s long gone lost with other friends and I feel replaced and I’m struggling to move on because I wonder if I’m wrong but I wanted to comment on this because I relate to this and I bottle up my feels and same this song makes me break out in tears because of this sorry my comment is so long but thanks 😊 EDIT: I still am friends with my other friend! I appreciate my friend and we might not be nothing more than friends but he is a great friend.

    • @michaela9771
      @michaela9771 Před 5 lety +1

      Same but its fine. I’ll live. I have anime, musicals, and voltron to keep me alive xD

    • @mogeko123yf
      @mogeko123yf Před 5 lety

      Same

    • @dreaminqmint6417
      @dreaminqmint6417 Před 5 lety

      Rainfall Issues Yeah

    • @yokai6087
      @yokai6087 Před 5 lety

      @@snoodiezdoodlez2925 pats back

  • @notzlana
    @notzlana Před 4 lety +69

    “But opening up means trusting others, and that’s too much, I don’t want to bother.”
    I felt that hard...

  • @mayaaq
    @mayaaq Před 4 lety +14

    "You ok? You seem off your game today."
    "I'm fine."
    But we all know I'm hurt inside.

  • @paigeofthebook
    @paigeofthebook Před 3 lety +25

    dream punching the air rn listenin to this 😔

  • @emmacorrin5550
    @emmacorrin5550 Před 6 lety +165

    I remember a time in my life when these songs weren't relatable :,)

    • @leaguillermo4454
      @leaguillermo4454 Před 6 lety +4

      Emma Corrin I feel you man

    • @deitabytes4673
      @deitabytes4673 Před 6 lety +5

      I remember a time very recently when these song were relatable. So keep going, and trust that everything will be okay in the end, and if it isn't okay then it isn't the end

    • @gleamingtrash5060
      @gleamingtrash5060 Před 6 lety +1

      same ;-;

  • @makaylahjane2896
    @makaylahjane2896 Před 6 lety +452

    Main Chords:
    Dm G C C7 repeat
    Tab in the beginning:
    for every new chord cycle A, E, and C strings in that order 2 times and the 3rd only plucking A and E.
    /-0-1-2
    /-0-1-2
    /-/-1-2
    /-2-3-2
    /-2-3-2
    /-/-3-2
    /-0-0-3
    /-0-0-3
    /-/-0-3
    /-0-0-1
    /-0-0-1
    /-/-0-1

  • @sophiacrom3457
    @sophiacrom3457 Před 4 lety +3

    This song hit me hard 🙁

  • @erysss
    @erysss Před 3 lety +646

    *Dream*
    Is now playing:
    Feelings Are Fatal - mxmtoon

  • @shilaxio279
    @shilaxio279 Před 6 lety +181

    This is basically me in every relationship with people. *This feeling will always lurk inside me.*
    I can usually hide it away very easily, and control it, but sometimes it spins out of control and I automatically start stopping what I'm doing and find a place I can cry into. *I'm so depressed.*

    • @zesty.lemons4734
      @zesty.lemons4734 Před 6 lety +3

      Shila xio same the depression part

    • @Jeremy-fl4zn
      @Jeremy-fl4zn Před 6 lety +2

      I honestly can relate

    • @noblevengeance312
      @noblevengeance312 Před 6 lety

      Shila xio it’s been over 2 years since I lost my girlfriend and had a relationship. Be lucky you even have gotten a relationship my friend.

    • @noblevengeance312
      @noblevengeance312 Před 6 lety

      scarlettcanelavazque thank you.

  • @olivia4984
    @olivia4984 Před 6 lety +665

    Wouldn't it be just so much easier if you could send other people emotions and they could feel it for 1 minute and understand exactly how the person feels/was feeling. It would be so much easier because I'm not good at talking. Especially now.

  • @ronamartinez3132
    @ronamartinez3132 Před 3 lety +1

    Such a aesthetic song!
    With sad words =)

  • @Nova-pj1zq
    @Nova-pj1zq Před 4 lety +3

    I can relate to this on so many levels that its not even funny. Once I tried venting to my best friend about how I feel as if she doesn't even like me but she goes and turns it around and starts blaming me for stuff saying that she feels as if I don't like her and then its all about her and I can't even get my feelings out and that's why this song hits me so deep because its so true to me. Every line and beat, I feel. On a level that no one should ever have to feel and it hurts to want to tell people how you feel but you're always solving their problems and giving them advice and whenever they ask if you're okay, you say, "No, I'm not." And most of the time they think you're joking when you really aren't and if they believe you they don't care and they say, "Omg same, like you won't even believe what happened.." And now it's all about them. So the "Are you okay?" They asked wasn't even really about you, it was just giving them a way to make it about them.
    Oh Jesus, I haven't let something out like this is so long, it actually feels good. I wish my friends and family could see this and know its me and that they could learn how much words and things can hurt so that maybe instead of me taking on all of their problems maybe they'll let me let some of mine out.

  • @mari-meow
    @mari-meow Před 6 lety +2390

    This is exactly how i feel right now. I have a best friend, i really do love her. The thing is...she's straight. Also she broke up with her boyfriend not long ago. I know for a fact they still like each other but broke up from the fear of hurting one another. She usually tells me I'm like her sister...So now I just bottle all my feelings up, stay smiling & laughing while inside i'm slowly breaking.

    • @ThouRookie
      @ThouRookie Před 6 lety +78

      marilyn cosand do you want to talk about it.?

    • @deademail731
      @deademail731 Před 6 lety +77

      marilyn cosand I'm almost the exact same, but instead my friend hate me for some reason i dont know. It's okay... you'll be fine I promise, just find someone to talk to if you need to.

    • @saltyskittlezz6674
      @saltyskittlezz6674 Před 6 lety +40

      marilyn cosand its gonna hurt more if you dont tell her... trust me I kept a secret from all my friend I liked a girl now it hurts like hell and causes me to sometimes spas out a bit (dont think its cause of that)

    • @edeninmyden8840
      @edeninmyden8840 Před 6 lety +68

      Nyla Draws Her best friend doesn't see her that way though, if she tells her how she feels, it might further complicate their friendship. Keep it inside and find another person.

    • @mari-meow
      @mari-meow Před 6 lety +29

      Thanks for the advice